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be_v many_o mansion_n john_n 14.2_o what_o thing_n be_v gain_n to_o i_o those_o i_o count_v loss_n for_o christ_n phil._n 3.7_o iv_o for_o our_o conversation_n be_v in_o heaven_n from_o whence_o also_o we_o look_v for_o the_o saviour_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o shall_v change_v our_o vile_a body_n that_o it_o may_v be_v fashion_v like_o unto_o his_o glorious_a body_n according_a to_o the_o work_n whereby_o he_o be_v able_a even_o to_o subdue_v all_o thing_n unto_o himself_o phil._n 3.20_o 21._o i_o press_v towards_o the_o mark_n for_o the_o price_n of_o the_o high_a call_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n jesus_n phil._n 3.14_o v._o set_a your_o affection_n on_o thing_n above_o not_o on_o thing_n of_o the_o earth_n for_o you_o be_v dead_a and_o your_o life_n be_v hide_v with_o christ_n when_o christ_n who_o be_v our_o life_n shall_v appear_v then_o shall_v you_o also_o appear_v with_o he_o in_o glory_n colos_n 3.2.3_o in_o who_o we_o have_v redemption_n through_o his_o blood_n even_o 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day_n upon_o the_o earth_n and_o though_o after_o my_o skin_n worm_n destroy_v this_o body_n yet_o in_o my_o flesh_n shall_v i_o see_v god_n who_o i_o shall_v see_v for_o myself_o and_o my_o eye_n shall_v behold_v and_o not_o another_o job_n 19.25_o 26_o 27._o ix_o we_o bring_v nothing_o into_o this_o world_n and_o it_o be_v certain_a we_o can_v carry_v nothing_o out_o the_o lord_n give_v and_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v away_o bless_v be_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n 1_o tim._n 6.7_o job_n 1.21_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o grave_a where_o be_v thy_o victory_n the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v sin_n
and_o the_o strength_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o law_n but_o thanks_o be_v to_o god_n which_o give_v we_o the_o victory_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 1_o cor._n 15.55_o 56_o 57_o lord_n now_o let_v thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n according_a to_o thy_o word_n and_o receive_v his_o soul_n into_o thy_o fatherly_a protection_n amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o a_o sick_a person_n when_o there_o appear_v small_a hope_n of_o recovery_n o_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n our_o only_a help_n in_o time_n of_o need_n we_o fly_v unto_o thou_o for_o succour_n in_o behalf_n of_o this_o thy_o servant_n here_o lie_v under_o thy_o hand_n in_o great_a weakness_n of_o body_n look_v gracious_o upon_o he_o o_o lord_n and_o the_o more_o the_o outward_a man_n decay_v strengthen_v he_o we_o beseech_v thou_o so_o much_o the_o more_o continual_o with_o thy_o grace_n and_o holy_a spirit_n in_o the_o inner_a man._n ii_o give_v he_o unfeigned_a repentance_n for_o all_o the_o error_n 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