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thy_o name_n o_o lord_n will_v i_o laud_v continual_o for_o thy_o great_a love_n who_o have_v say_v to_o i_o call_v upon_o i_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n 50.15_o psal_n 50.15_o and_o i_o will_v answer_v thou_o and_o thou_o shall_v glorify_v i_o 91.16_o psal_n 91.16_o i_o will_v satisfy_v thou_o and_o show_v thou_o my_o salvation_n yea_o lord_n thou_o have_v hear_v i_o and_o comfort_v my_o soul_n that_o do_v so_o much_o long_o for_o thou_o thou_o have_v i_o say_v in_o a_o most_o wonderful_a manner_n comfort_v i_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n and_o spirit_n and_o rid_v i_o of_o all_o my_o fear_n and_o now_o lord_n perfect_a thou_o the_o good_a work_n thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o and_o crown_v i_o with_o eternal_a bliss_n and_o glory_n in_o heaven_n yea_o o_o my_o good_a god_n i_o have_v already_o obtain_v this_o great_a felicity_n i_o have_v see_v thy_o salvation_n thus_o she_o take_v great_a delight_n in_o the_o paraphrase_v of_o the_o scripture_n seem_v as_o it_o be_v to_o have_v 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the_o lady_n her_o mother_n be_v very_o attentive_a to_o what_o she_o say_v add_v good_a mother_n we_o must_v always_o endeavour_v to_o edify_v our_o neighbour_n by_o praise_v god_n and_o administer_v such_o comfort_n to_o they_o as_o we_o will_v be_v glad_a to_o receive_v ourselves_o at_o god_n hand_n after_o this_o a_o gentlewoman_n ask_v she_o whether_o she_o will_v not_o take_v something_o she_o answer_v i_o have_v no_o will_n of_o my_o own_o bring_v i_o what_o you_o will_v and_o do_v what_o you_o please_v with_o i_o it_o will_v be_v all_o one_o to_o i_o then_o she_o turn_v to_o another_o gentlewoman_n that_o be_v just_o come_v into_o the_o room_n who_o express_v herself_o to_o have_v be_v much_o edify_v by_o the_o good_a thing_n she_o have_v hear_v she_o speak_v the_o night_n before_o this_o devout_a patient_n reply_v my_o dear_a friend_n do_v you_o wonder_v at_o my_o speak_v so_o long_o with_o so_o much_o boldness_n and_o freedom_n who_o be_v ever_o bashful_a and_o of_o few_o word_n these_o be_v gift_n of_o god_n not_o to_o be_v forget_v which_o have_v say_v she_o look_v about_o and_o perceive_v the_o lady_n her_o mother_n weep_v say_v to_o she_o it_o be_v not_o you_o dear_a mother_n have_v cause_n to_o shed_v tear_n it_o be_v madam_n she_o mean_v a_o gentlewoman_n who_o be_v mother_n to_o one_o that_o be_v turn_v a_o papist_n who_o have_v reason_n to_o bewail_v her_o daughter_n but_o as_o for_o you_o she_o be_v go_v to_o he_o who_o be_v the_o dispenser_n of_o true_a glory_n and_o not_o of_o vanity_n some_o hour_n after_o this_o the_o young_a lady_n her_o sister_n come_v to_o sit_v upon_o her_o bed_n the_o lady_n their_o
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why_o with_o wo_n my_o heart_n be_v fill_v and_o do_v in_o trouble_n dwell_v my_o life_n and_o breath_n almost_o do_v yield_v and_o draw_v nigh_o to_o hell._n o_o lord_n 14.7_o jer._n 14.7_o though_o my_o sin_n witness_v against_o i_o yet_o do_v thou_o pardon_v and_o put_v away_o my_o iniquity_n for_o thy_o great_a name_n sake_n which_o i_o invoke_v for_o thy_o wrath_n endure_v but_o a_o moment_n 30.5_o psal_n 30.5_o and_o in_o thy_o favour_n be_v life_n behold_v my_o trouble_n lord_n how_o they_o with_o baste_v advance_v patr._n psal_n 70.1_o patr._n o_o do_v not_o stay_v but_o come_v as_o fast_o to_o my_o deliverance_n like_a 42.1_o psal_n 42.1_o as_o the_o hart_n pant_v after_o the_o water_n brook_v so_o belong_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o 2._o v._o 2._o o_o god_n my_o soul_n be_v athirst_a for_o god_n yea_o even_o for_o the_o live_a god_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o god_n look_v dawn_n to_o i_o and_o be_v the_o same_o woodford_n psal_n 119._o v._n 132._o woodford_n as_o thou_o be_v use_v to_o be_v to_o they_o who_o love_v thy_o name_n it_o be_v for_o thy_o favour_n that_o i_o sue_v woodf_n psal_n 119.57_o woodf_n and_o hasten_v of_o that_o promise_n which_o thy_o word_n make_v due_a all_o the_o night_n long_o she_o be_v rehearse_v the_o most_o pathetical_a verse_n of_o the_o psalm_n and_o in_o the_o morning_n be_v monday_n a_o roman_a catholic_n be_v come_v to_o see_v she_o about_o nine_o of_o the_o clock_n and_o express_v his_o grief_n upon_o the_o score_n of_o her_o sickness_n she_o answer_v his_o civility_n and_o withal_o give_v he_o a_o account_n of_o her_o faith_n and_o the_o hope_n that_o be_v in_o she_o assure_v he_o she_o be_v resolve_v to_o die_v in_o that_o religion_n which_o she_o be_v bring_v up_o in_o and_o always_o have_v profess_v some_o few_o day_n after_o this_o a_o divine_a by_o name_n mounseur_fw-fr boursault_n be_v come_v to_o visit_v she_o discourse_v she_o a_o little_a while_n and_o then_o pray_v with_o she_o she_o instance_v to_o he_o after_o his_o prayer_n be_v end_v what_o part_n of_o it_o have_v most_o affect_v she_o this_o whole_a day_n as_o the_o forego_n she_o pass_v in_o continual_a sigh_n and_o tear_n often_o cry_v out_o oh_o how_o much_o weakness_n and_o infirmity_n o_o my_o god_n be_o i_o sensible_a of_o oh_o how_o unworthy_a be_o i_o to_o appear_v before_o thou_o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n mark_v my_o transgression_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o abide_v it_o but_o o_o my_o god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o speak_v peace_n unto_o i_o and_o say_v to_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n incline_v thy_o ear_n to_o hear_v my_o voice_n transl_n psal_n 119.149_o old_a transl_n and_o pity_n on_o i_o take_v as_o thou_o be_v wont_a so_o help_v i_o lord_n lest_o life_n shall_v i_o forsake_v since_o my_o sin_n do_v abound_v 5.20_o rom._n 5.20_o o_o lord_n so_o make_v thy_o grace_n much_o more_o abound_v towards_o i_o 69.16_o psal_n 69.16_o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v good_a turn_v unto_o i_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 17._o v._o 17._o and_o hide_v not_o thy_o face_n from_o thy_o servant_n for_o i_o be_o in_o trouble_n o_o haste_v thou_o and_o hear_v i_o draw_v nigh_o unto_o my_o soul_n 18._o v._o 18._o and_o save_v it_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n with_o these_o she_o rehearse_v also_o several_a admirable_a sentence_n she_o have_v learn_v out_o of_o a_o book_n entitle_v comfort_n against_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n which_o be_v slip_v out_o of_o our_o mind_n be_v not_o mention_v here_o she_o have_v be_v from_o the_o sunday-morning_n in_o continual_a fright_n and_o disquiet_v occasion_v by_o the_o sense_n of_o her_o sin_n and_o her_o apprehension_n of_o god_n judgement_n find_v her_o spirit_n calm_v and_o her_o mind_n much_o compose_v about_o seven_o of_o the_o clock_n in_o the_o evening_n when_o she_o feel_v the_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o that_o unspeakable_a joy_n and_o glory_n 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