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life_n the_o clean_a life_n the_o chaste_a life_n the_o holy_a life_n the_o life_n that_o know_v no_o death_n know_v no_o sadness_n or_o pensiveness_n a_o life_n without_o spot_n without_o do_v lour_v without_o vexation_n without_o corruption_n without_o trouble_n without_o variety_n or_o mutability_n a_o life_n most_o full_a of_o pleasure_n and_o dignity_n whereas_o be_v none_o adversary_n to_o strive_v against_o a_o man_n no_o enticement_n of_o sin_n whereas_o be_v perfect_a love_n without_o all_o manner_n of_o fear_n whereas_o be_v day_n continual_o &_o one_o spirit_n of_o all_o man_n whereas_o god_n be_v see_v face_n to_o face_n and_o the_o mind_n be_v feed_v with_o this_o meat_n of_o life_n without_o end_n i_o have_v a_o very_a good_a mind_n and_o desire_v to_o mark_v and_o geve_v heed_n to_o thy_o clearness_n with_o thy_o good_n the_o desire_n and_o appetite_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v delight_v look_v how_o much_o i_o be_o able_a to_o consider_v with_o myself_o in_o muse_v and_o 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