in altero Where Nature is deficient in one thing it is abundant in another thing If a man wants his Eyes he hears the better and the less he sees the more he remembers where Nature is wanting in one thing it is exceeding in another And as Nature so the God of Nature and the God of Grace too It may be you do want a Head-memory but hath not the Lord given you a Heart-memory to remember thâ— Sermon as you have occasion to use it Some have Parts and Gifts and they want plainness and openness of heart for God some again have a plain heart and they want Gifts and Parts It is said Jacob That he prevailed with God in Prayer and he was a plain man Mark how the Holy Ghost doth put these two together That that man should be the prevailing man with God in Prayer who was the plain man and that man that was the plain man should be the prevailing man in Prayer a plain man but prâ—vailing with God Well then though thou beest but a plain person and hast no Parts or Gifts as others have yet thou maiest prevail with God and thy Name may be called Israel prevailing with the Lord When God denies one he gives another Mercy Thus it is with all the Saints and People of God and a godly gracious man may say thus Well though I have not great Parts and Gifts yet blessed be the Lord I have a plain and an open heart for God and if the Lord hath done thus much for you and recompenced you in another way have you any reason then to be discouraged for want of Parts and Gifts in Duties Certainly you have not Object O! but yet this is not the matter of my Discouragement I am not discouraged for want of Parts or Gifts in Duty but I want the Grace and the Holiness of Duty I want the Grace and the Holiness of Prayer I go to Prayer and Duty but the Lord knows wiâ—h a dull dead and a straightened heart I think verily that there is not a more rockie stony flinty heart in the world than mine I offer my self to God somtimes in Prayer but when I come at it I am not able to speak a word my heart is so shut up and straightened and have I not cause and reason now to be discouraged is not this matter of just discouragement Answ No. For Pearls somâ—imes grow upon Rocks and possibly there may be some Pearl of Grace growing upon that rocky heart of thine Yet further First You say That you are straightened in Duty but are you satisfied and contented with that condition or if you had enlargeâ—ent in Duty would you be satisfied therein No I am not satisfied with my straightened condition and the truth is though I had never so much enlargement enlargement alone would never satisfie my soul but if I had more affection I would give it up to God yea if I had a Sea of Affection I would powr it out before the Lord and if I had Prayers and Tears and Enlargements like the Sands upon the Seâ—shore I would offer them all up to God Well and is not this to be enlarged towards God A poor man that hath never a penny in his Purse sees another or many others in want but he hath nothing to relieve them with yet saith he if I had wherewithal I would relieve all these men I would cloath them all or I would feed them all is not this mans heart enlarged now towards the poor though he hath not a penny to help them with So in your case for the present thy Affection is poor and thou aâ—â— straightened but thou sayest if I had a Sea of Affection I would give it all to God and if I had Prayers like the Sand upon the Sea-shore I would give them all to God is not this to be enlarged towards God God doth give by denying somtimes and thus he hath dealt by you Secoâ—dly If your Condition herein be no other than the condition of the Saints and People of God then you have no just cause and reason to be discouraged in this respect Now Psalm 77.3 4. saith the Plalmist there I remembred God and was troubled I complained and my spirit was over-whelmed Lord saith he at verse 4. Thou holdest mine Eyes watching I am so troubled that I cannot speak I cannot pray I am so troubled I cannot speak A Mother hears her child cry and saith she now doth this Child cry for the Breast yet the Child speaks not a word but the Mother knows the meaning of the childs crying and the language of it And doth a Mother know the language of her Childs crying and doth not God our Father know the Language of his Childs cry that cannot speak unto him The Beggar that follows you for an Alms is a Beggar though he be dumb and cannot speak and you say send him away with some gift for he follows us So here though your heart be shut up in Duty yet if you can follow God he looks upon you as a Beggar at the Throne of Grace and in due time he will serve you and send you away with Comfort Thirdly You would fain have enlargements and workings of the heart in Prayer but what would you do with those enlargements Would you shew your Enlargements your Excellencies your Graces to God when you come to Duty A Beggar you know if he have any excellent thing as Gold or Silver he hides that and he shews his wounds he shews his sores if you mean to give him a penny and ask him if he have any money I have two-pence or threepence Sir saith he or a penny but he hides his excellency and he laies open his wounds and if he can but open his sores before you he thinks he doth beg effectually Beloved we all go to God in Prayer in forma Pauperis every man sues in this Court in the form of a Beggar If thy heart then be straightened if thy heart be hard and if thy Spirit be dull in duty you may go to God and open your sores and wounds before him you may go and say Lord what an hard heart have I and what a dull and straighâ—ened Spirit have I This father becomes a Begger and you must come as a Begger when you come before him yet you must know Etsi non sit possib le per ea moveri immobilem et per omniaque immutabilem Deum potentia enim mihi videatur esse ad movendum ipsum recitantem vel meditantem ipsa ad moveadum inquam et preparandum ad gratiam devotionis etâ— gratitudinis et largitatis et beneficentiae incogitabibis Dei Parisiens Cap. 22. de Rhetor Div. That neither your Poverty nor your Riches neither your straightenings in Duty nor your enlargements do make any alteration in the Mind and Will of God Indeed God seems to deal by us somtimes as a Father doth by his little Child he holds a piece
I say trust in the Lord first before you do work at all Answ 5 Fiftly If you would trust in the Lord so as you may not be discouraged what ever your Condition be Then trust in the Lord Jesus Christ in the first place before you trust in the Promise Christs Blood is the great and first Object of our Faith In times of the old Testament they came to Christ by the Promise because Christ was not then come but promised now Christ is come we come to the Promises by Christ Yet mistake not there is a Promise of Christ and a soul must come to Christ in that Promise But I speak of particular words and Promises Some wil not trust in Christ unless they have this or that particular word set upon their hearts and spirits and so indeed do rather rest on the bare letter of the Word or the sence and impression that is made upon the soul by the setting on of the Promise But al the Promises are Yea and Amen in Christ Christ therefore is first and if a man doth trust in the Promise first and so go unto Christ afterward then when he wants a particular Word or a Promise he wil not trust in Christ but be quite discouraged But when a man doth trust in the Lord Christ first and in particular Promises afterwards then though a particular Promise doth not shine forth yet his Faith lives and he is not diâ—couraged wherefore venture upon Jesus Christ first and then upon the Promise as given unto thee by the hand of Christ Answ 6 Sixtly if you would so trust in the Lord as you may not be discouraged whaâ—â—â—er your Condition be Then if ever it pleaseth the Lord to give our a Promise to you never let it go but hold it fast although you see nothing but the contrary unto the thing promised This was Abrahams case the Lord gave Abraham a Promise but Abraham saw the contrary to the thing promised yet Abraham did not dispute the Promise he did not stagger at the Promise and say Surely the Lord hath not given me this Promise it â—â—s but a delusion and I was deceived No but Abraham stil beâ—â—s up to the Promise and doth not dispute or stagger at the same So must you do likewise if ever the Lord give out a Promise to you hold it keep it never let it go although you do see the contrary Object O! but this is hard work indeed and if I should do so I fear that I should presume and that I should tempt the Lord What! trust in the Lord when there is no means in view yea when I see the contrary unto the thing promised I would do it but I fear I should presume and tempt the Lord. Answ Tempt the Lord say ye Dost thou know what it is for to tempt the Lord It is said oâ— the Children of Israel That they tempted the Lord and said Is God amongst us And when thou sayest after al the experience of Gods preâ—ence with thee Is God with me Is hot this rather for to tempt the Lord It is said of the Children of Israel That they tempted the Lord and limited the Holy One of Israel and when you limit God and say I shal never receive this Mercy for now I do see the contrary Is not this rather for to tempt the Lord Properly and according to Scripture Phrase to tempt the Lord is to put God upon a tryal for the satisfying of ones lust and therefore if you look into Psal 78. you shal find that these two go together at verse 18. They tempted God in their heart by asking meat for their Lust To put God upon a work for the satisfying of ones Lust is indeed to tempt the Lord Every putting God upon a tryal is not a tempting God but to put God upon a tryal for the satisfying of ones lust this is to tempt the Lord And therefore it is said the wicked Jews came to our Savior Christ tempting him and saying Shew us a sign Gideon desired a sign and yet he did not tempt the Lord Why Because he did not desire a sign to satisfie his Lust but to strengthen his Faith But now these Jews came and desired a sign to satisfie their Lust and therefore saith our Savior Christ unto them Ye wicked and Adulterous Generation How comes the word Adulterous in there Why look as it is with a woman that is nâ—ught filthy and unworthy her Husband sending a Message to her and warning her to take heed of such Company when the Messenger comes I doubt saith she whether you come from my Husband or no and what sign have you that you come from my Husband she knows that he comes from her Husband but because she may go on in her sin she asketh a sign How may I know that you come from my Husband So it was with these wicked Jews they asked a sign that so they might go on in their sins whereupon our Savior saith Ye wicked and Adulterous Generation But now when a poor doubâ—ing fearing trembling soul shal desire to beleeve and would fain have some token from the Lord to strengthen his Faith he is not Adulterous then nor doth he tempt the Lord nor presume for is it presumption for a man to keep the Sabbath day No Why Because it is commanded Is it presumption for a Child to obey his Parents No Why Because it is commanded So it is commanded for a soul to beleeve when al comforts are out of sight and when he sees nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised Presumption properly is the taking of a thing before it 's given or offered But in this case the Promise is given and therefore no presumption for to hold it fast There is a Two-fold Preâ—umption which you read of in Scripture One whereby men do rest upon their own Workâ— for Salvation without Christ So the Jews did and therein they presumed of mercy before it was given unto them Another whereby men do as they think or in their way rest on Christ for Salvation and yet live without Works and Obâ—dience and therein they preâ—â—me also because they take mercy â—hen it 's not given them Eâ—â— if I râ—â—l on the Promise or on Chrâ—st that I may be made the more holy doing what I can to be fruitful in every good work yet resting upon Christ for al this is no presumption Why Because I do not take mercy before it is offered and though I hold the Promise fast when I see nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised yet this is no presumption Why Because I do what 's commanded For saies the Apostle Let them that suffer according to the Will of God commâ—â— the keeping of their souls to him in well doing as unto a Faithful Creator Now Creation-Work is out of nothing it is light out of darkness Yet thus are we commanded to commit our souls unto God and therefore though al fail and
we see nothing of the Mercy promised it 's no presumption then to hold and keep fast the Promise Quest But suppose the Lord hath given me a Promise and now after the Promise given I see nothing of the mercy promised and that all my Comforts are out of sight how shal I be able to bear up my heart against all Discouragements notwithstanding I see nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised and to the mercy desired Answ Either thou hast assurance of Gods Love or else thou hast not If thou hast assurance of the Love of God then put thy self often to this disjunction O my soul either it is thy Duty to beleeve or it is not If it be not thy Duty to beleeve why dost thou beleeve at al If it be not thy Duty to beleeve and rest on Christ why dost thou rest upon Christ at al And if it be thy Duty to rest on Christ and beleeve why then should st thou not beleeve at al times and trust perfectly unto the Lord And if you have Assurance then actuate your Assurance mind your self of your Priviledges and your Interest in Christ then you wil say unto your self what though I have nothing but bad tidings from this world yet notwithstanding I have nothing but good tidings from the other world and from my Father above and if Christ be mine then al is mine Life is mine and Death is mine and what though al my Comforts be dead and are gone and are al out of sight yet Christ is a living Christ Christ is a living Savior and therefore be of good Comfort O my soul But if you do want assurance of the Love of God then yet you must and may look on Christ who is the Brazen Serpent the only Brazen Serpent and your very looking upon him in the time of your Discouragement shal go for Faith Look unto me â—aith he from all the ends of the Earth and be saved Again If you want Assurance you may and must turn your eye and your thoughts from those Objections that do invade your Faith 'T is said of Abraham That he considered not the weakness of his own Body and this was imputed unto him for beleeving that he considered not what might invade his Faith And so this shal be imputed unto you for Faith if when these Objâ—ctions shal come in upon you you turn your Eye from them unto Jesus Christ and do not consider them And if you do want Assurance then set your selves to beleeve that you do beleeve Faith is the Evidence of thâ—n â—s not seen and therefore if your Faith be not seen you must beleeve that you do beleeve thou â—ust beleeve somtimes that thou hast Faith As there is a feeling in Prayer so Faith haâ—h it's feeling too and therefore iâ— you cannot see your Faith you must beleeve that you do beleeve And whether you have Assurance or have not Assurance consider these few things as some Helps to your Faith in this case First That God doth never lead his People unto any great Mercy but first he doth put the Sentence of Dâ—ath upon al the means that do rend unto it Thus it was with Abraham so with Joseph so with David and many others Secondly That it iâ— a great sin to liâ—â—t â—ods Mercy as wel as to limit his Power You say it is a great sin to limit the Power of God the Children of â—â—rael are condeâ—â—ed for this they limited the Holy One of Iâ—rael they tempted the Lord and limited the Holy One of Israel Now dâ—â—h not a man limit God when he limits his Mercy as wel as when he limits his Power And when you say you shal never have such a mercy granted because I now see the contrary is not this to limit his Mercy Thirdly That when the Lord hath given out a Promise to his People he doth then somtimes try whether they wil trust to his naked Word or no. Christ hath his times to try men and when he gives out a Promise and bringeth the soul into a quite contrary condition this is his trying time And therefore hath the Lord now given out a Promise unto you and do you see nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised Say unto thine own soul O my soul it may be Christ is now trying of me it may be this is my trying time and therefore now wil I wait on God Fourthly That God doth oftentimes fulfil one Promise by denying another Hath the Lord therefore given thee a Promise and doest thou see nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised Now know and remember That we have by not having God doth give by denying and fulfils some Promises by not fulfilling others Fiftly That when we see nothing but what is contrary unto our help then is Christs time to help I read as I remember but twice in the new Testament that mention is made of Christs Hour once in John 13. And he knowing that his hour was coming and that was the hour of darkness Once in John 2.4 when his Mother came unto him for Wine he said Woman my hour is not yet come But afterwards when their own Wine was done and their pots were fill'd with Water then he turns their Water into Wine then Christs hour was come So now when al our Bottles are dry when there is no Wine of Comfort in our own Bottles then is Christs hour and when the hour of darkness is upon our Condition then is Christs hour And if thou would'st but say so unto thine own soul Soul Christs time and hour is an hour of darkness Christs time is a time when there is no Wine in our own Bottles Now thus it is with me I have no Wine left in my own Bottles my Bottles are al dry and empty and there is an hour of darkness upon my Condition therefore this time is the time for Christ to help me This would cause you to wait on God and exercise Faith in the lowest Condition even when you see nothing but the contrary unto your desires and the Lords Promises Sixtly That either you are under an extraordinary Affliction or an ordinary Either you are under an ordinary Temptation or an extraordinary Either you are under an extraordinary Desertion or an ordinary Either thy streit or stress and trouble is ordinary or else it is extraordinary If it be an ordinary trouble why then are you troubled more thâ—n ordinary why are you discouraged extraordinarily If your Affliction or Misery be extraordinary then either God hath brought you into this condition and hath led you heretofore in a way of extraordinary deliverance or of ordinary deliverance if God have led you heretofore in a way of ordinary deliverance what means those wonderful incomes of Love and supporting Grace that you have had when your soul have been ready to sink and to die within you And if the Lord hath heretofore led you in a way of extraordinary deliverance and
Lavamini mundi estote Esa 1. Lavatur et mundus est qui et preterrita plangit et iterum non admittit lavatur et non est mundus qui plangit quod gessit nec descrit sed post lachrimas stenda haec quae sleverat repetit August Ser 66. de tempore and then fall into that very sin which they repented of they do sin against Light yea it is a kind of repenting of ones Repentance for as when a man hath gone on iâ— a sinful way and doth return unto God he doth then repent of his sin so when a man hath gone on in a good way and doth return to his sin then he doth as it were repent of his Repentance when God pardoneth a man he saith Go and sin no more do I therefore return unto the same sin then am I most unthankful dis-ingenuous and disobedient yea it is exceedingly displeasing unto the Lord for a man to fal into the same sin again and again ye shal observe therefore That although the Lord pardoned the Children of Israel that great sin of Idolatry in the matter of the Golden Calf yet in reference to the Land of Promise he did not pardon their Unbelief and murmuring for they entered not into Canaan Why Because of their Unbelief saith the Apostle Now if you look into Numb 14.19 you shal find that Moses prayed Pardon I beseech thee O Lord the iniquity of this People according to the greatness of thy mercy and as thou hast forgiven this People from Egypt even till now And the Lord said I have pardoned according to thy word But as truly as I live all the Earth shall be filled with the Glory of the Lord. At ver 22. Because all these men which have seen my Glory and my Miracles which I did in Egypt and in the Wilderness and have tempted me now these ten times and have not hearkened to my voyce surely they shal not see the Land which I sware to give unto their Fathers Though I pardon them saith God they shal never come into Canaan the Land of Rest that I have promised Why Because they have sinned these ten times murmuring again and again and again so that it is exceedingly displeasing unto the Lord for a man to fal into the same sin again and again But yet I say it is possible that a good man and true Disciple of Christ may fal into the same sin again and again It was a sin for them thus to sleep when our Savior had commanded them to watch and pray but they slept again and again Look I pray you it to Job 19. and see what Job saith concerning his friends These ten times saith bâ— at verse 3. have ye reproached me yet are ye not ashamed It is an evil thing to reproach a man it is worser to reproach a godly man it is yet worser to reproach a godly man under Affliction and to afflict the afflicted but to reproach a man ten times this is evil indeed yet saith Job These ten times have ye reproached me and yet Job's Friends were godly Possibly then a good man may fal into the same sin again and again ten times that is very often And you know how it was with Abraham the Father of the Faithful you read in Genesis 12. that when he was driven by reason of Famine into Egypt he desired his Wife Sarah to say that she was his Sister which indeed was no lye but his sin of Unbelief and very evil for thereby he put his Wife upon a great Temptation he was reproved for it as you read in the Chapter yet if you look into the 20. Chapter you shal find that he was at the same work again And Abraham journeyed towards the South Country and Abraham said at ver 2. of Sarah his Wife she is my Sister And so also if you look into 2. Chron. 19. you shal find it was thus with that good King Jehosaphat complying too much with the King of Israel for which he is reproved at verse 2. And Jehu went out to meet him and said to King Jehosaphat shouldest thou help the ungodly and love them that hate the Lord therfore is wrath upon thee from before the Lord yet if you look into the 20. Chapter you shal find that he fals into the same sin again And Eliazar prophesied against Jehosaphat saying at the last verse Because thou hast joyned thy self with Ahaziah the Lord hath broken thy works and the Ships were broken that they were not able to go to Tarshish Jehosaphat a good man yet he fals into the same sin again So that I shal not need to spend longer time in this it is too apparent Possibly a good man a true Disciple of Christ may fal into the same Sin again and again That is the First Secondly Though a man do fall into the same Sin again and again yet it may be but an Infirmity For the opening and cleering of this we must consider what a Sin of Infirmity is and what is the true notion of it which being cleered the Truth proposed wil Naturally fal into your bosom Properly therefore a Sin of Infirmity is that sin which doth rather arise from want of strength to resist than from wil to commit else it should be wickedness and not weakness But in Scripture Phrase it is called a weakness as here in this Chapter The Spirit is willing but the Flesh is weak and Rom. 6.19 I speak after the manner of men because of the infirmity or weakness of your flesh And therefore It must be in one that hath Spiritual Life You do not say that a stone is infirm or weak Why Because a stone hath no life in it infirmity is a defect in one that hath life And I say it doth arise not from wilfulness but want of strength to resist Now this want of strength to resist doth either arise from some Natural cause which one cannot avoid of which Paul speaks in Rom. 7.19 The good that I would I do not but the evil which I would not that I do and why so he gives the reason at verse 21. I find then a Law that when I would do good evil is present with me and verse 23. I find a Law in my Members fighting against the Law of my Mind and leading me captive c. Or else it doth arise from some present distemper and that either in the Mind and Judgment and then it is called an Error Who knoweth the Errors of his Life Psal 19. Heb. 3.2 Or else this distemper doth arise from some present passion fear or the like whereby a man is hurried into evil and then he is said to be overtaken Gal. 6.1 So that when a man is alive unto God and doth commit a Sin for want of strength to resist then he is said to sin out of infirmity First Therfore if you ask The sins whereinto the godly falleth are not presumptuous but are ordinarily of weakness
out your skil and strength and hath no design but of Love upon you wil you then be discouraged Thus it is with all the Saints surely therefore they have no reason to be cast down in this respect Object 3 O! but I am not so much troubled about my outward Condition as about the condition of my Soul the Lord knows my Souls Condition is very sad for somtimes I am under the Ordinances and somtimes not somtimes I can stir out to an Ordinance but somtimes oppositions keep me at home I am not under a setled Ordinance and when I am under the Ordinance I get little good thereby I hear and I do not remember my heart is hard and dead and dull and it is little that I profit and therefore I am thus discouraged have I not cause and reason now Answ 1 No not yet For â—iâ—st As for your want of Ordinances if God lead you to the want of an Ordinance he wil make the very want of an Ordinance to â—e an Ordinance to you When the Children of Israel came into the Land of Canaan where there was ordinary food then Manna ceased but when ordinary food could not be had as in the Wilderness then they had Manna Bread that was baked in the Clouds then they had Angels Food immediately from God and immediate Mercies that come immediately out of the hand of God are the sweetest Mercies God doth alwaies give some opportunities of good unto his People either of doing good or receiving good and the less opportunity they have of receiving good usually the more opportunity they have of doing good what though your hand be empty of receiving opportunities yet if your hand be full of doing opportunities have you any cause to be discouraged God knows how to give the comfort of an Ordinance in the want of an Ordinance When Jonah was in the Whales belly he prayed and in his prayer he looked towards the Temple though he was absent from it and the Lord heard his prayer And Beloved if the Lord do remember your carriage labor of Love Longings Groanings Mournings after the Ordinances as much when you want them as he remembers your enlargements under them then you have no reason to be discouraged in this respect Now look into Psal 132. and you shal see how David presseth the Lord to remember him verse 1. Lord remember David and all his afflictions he was in great Afflictions and he desired the Lord to remember him but under what Notion would he have the Lord remember him why saith he remember him How he sware unto the Lord verse 2. and vowed unto the mighty God of Jacob surely I will not come into the Tabernacle of my House nor go up into my Bed I will not give sleep to mine eyes or slumber to mine eye-lids until I have found out a place for the Lord an Habitation for the mighty God of Jacob. He wanted the Ordinance and his heart was restless after it and now he desires the Lord to remember him for this So that I say God wil in a special manner remember your carriage labor of Love longings and groanings after Ordinances when you want them O! but though the Lord do remember us in due time yet what shal we do in the mean time Mark what follows at verse 6. Lo we heard of it at Ephrata we found it in the fields of the woods What is that Lo we heard of it at Ephrata we heard of it that is we heard of the Ark which he had spoken of before and the Habitation of the mighty God of Jacob. We heard of it at Ephrata as if he should say it was commonly reported and thought that the Lord would settle his Ark and his House and Habitation at Ephrata at Bethlehem a plentiful place but now we have found it in the fields of the Wood. Now we find that the Lord wil settle his House and his Ark at Jerusalem which is compassed about with Hills full of Woods in the Fields of the Forrest have we found it Beloved our eye is all upon Ephrata upon Bethlebem upon the plentiful place but the Lord doth so order things in his Goodness that when he brings his People into the Woods the Fields the Forrest there they find his Ark his Presence and his Habitation in the midst of it And what godly man is there whom God hath called at any time from the Ordinance but he may say thus Lo we heard of it at Ephrata but we have found it in the Fields of the Woods and if you do not find the Presence of God and the Ark of God and his Habitation at Ephrata yet if ye find him in the Fields of the Woods in the barren Forrests have you any cause to complain No surely you have not O! but I am in a plentiful place for the present I am at Ephrata I am not in the barren Fields I am under plentiful and precious Ordinances but I do not remember I hear and I remember not Answ 2 Secondly Therefore ye must know That as for your want of Memory there is an Head-Memory and there is an Heart-Memory Some have an Head-Memory whereby they are able to give an account presently of all they have heard in their due order but they want an Heart-Memory to suggest the things to them when they should use the same Some again have an Heart-Memory so as they can remember the things when they should use them but they have no Head-Memory Now if you can remember the things as you are to use them though you forget the words and Method have you any cause to complain 〈◊〉 â—â—ugh the words heard do depart from you yet your heart 〈◊〉 â—e kept sweet by the hearing of them Water is often poured into a Vessel and runs out presently yet it keeps the Vessel sweet So now though you hear and hear and hear again and you cannot remember and the things heard do not stay by you as you desire yet your soul may be kept sweet thereby Answ 3 Thirdly As for your Deadness It is some life to feel ones own deadness for there is a Death and a Deadness as I may so speak There is a Life and a Liveliness a man may be alive and yet not lively as a sick person So a man may be under some deadness and yet not be dead unto death There is a deadness that is opposite to liveliness and there is a deadness that is opposite to life Now you complain O! my heart is dead my heart is dead this argues that it is but a deadness that is opposite to liveliness else you could not feel your own deadness A man that is stark dead cannot feel that he is dead I say therefore in that you feel your own deadness it argues that it is but a deadness that is opposite to liveliness and not that deadness that is opposite to Life it self and if you be alive in opposition to death though you have a
doth not intercede for all and it must needs say so for Christ said Father I thank thee that thou hearest me alwaies therefore if Christ should pray for the conversion of al the particular men in the world then all the particular men in the world should be converted and so saved but all are not saved or converted therefore this Doctrine must needs divide between the Intercession and the Death of Christ and so pull down that great Pillar of our Christian Comfort which stands in the Conjunction of Christs Death and Intercession Arg. 3 That Doctrine which is contrary or repugnant to the free Grace of God cannot be a true friend to the comfort of a poor doubting soul for what is our great comfort on this side Heaven but the Free Grace of God Now what is Free Grace but the special Favor of God shewn to some more than to others And therefore if ye look into Romans 9. ye shal find that when the Apostle would set out the free Grace of God saying Whom he will he shews mercy to and whoâ— he will he hardens he first shews that Jacob and Esau were alike alike in regard of their Parentage for both were of Isaac and Rebecca alike in regard of their Work For the Children being not yet born and having done neither good or evil c. yet God did love the one and hate the other shewing mercy to the one and not to the other Why Because God will have mercy on whom he will have mercy and will have compassion on whom he will have compassion ver 15. So that it is the work of Free Grace to shew mercy to some and not to others who are alike unworthy So again Ephes 2. the Apostle proving that by Grace we are saved first he shews that the Ephesians by Nature were as unworthy as any other being al by Nature the children of wrath ver 1.2 yeâ— those Ephesians did obtain mercy and not others Why Because by Grace they were saved So that Free Grace is that distinguishing Mercy of God whereby he doth shew mercy to some and not to others who are alike miserable and unworthy But now this Doctrine of Universal Redemption tels us That as Christ died for all so he doth give a sufficiency of Grace unto all and therefore that which distinguisheth one man from another must be the free Will of man and not the free Grace of God for Commune quae tenus commune non distinguit That which is common as common cannot distinguish As suppose now that a Father doth bestow an equal Sum of Money upon two Children to purchase House or Land with one doth purchase and the other not the reason why the one purchases and the other not is Because the one wills it and the other not indeed he that purchaseth doth it by his Fathers help assistance and Money but what reason is there why he doth make a Purchase and the other not but because he wils it and the other not So if God give a sufficiency of Grace unto all that one man doth beleeve you 'l say is by the Grace of God but the reason why one beleeves and the other not is only the Will of Man that this man wils it and the other not Now where Free Will hath the casting Vote there the Free Grace of God doth not raign but according to the Doctrine of Universal Redemption Free Will is that which doth make the difference between man and man it is that which hath the casting Voyce surely therefore it is no friend but a real enemy to the free Grace of God and so an enemy to the comfort of a poor doubting soul Arg. 4 That Doctrine which is opposite to the assurance of my Salvation cannot be a friend to my Comfort in time of Temptation For what comfort can I have in my soul so long as I doubt of my Eternal wel-fare Now this Doctrine of Universal Redemption doth destroy the Assurance of our Salvation for who doth not know that according to that Doctrine a man may fall from Grace as long as he lives else it wil tel you that he should not act freely but be under a necessity and necessity and freedom cannot stand together But if a man may fall from Grace as long as he lives then he can have no assurance of his Salvation til he be dead And if a godly man cannot have assurance of his perseverance in Grace then he cannot have assurance of his Salvation But according to that Doctrine a godly man cannot have assurance of his perseverance in Grace for I can have no assurance of any Mercy without Gods Promise but this Doctrine wil tel you That God hath no where promised to any man that he shal certainly persevere in Grace Surely therefore it is no friend to our assurance of Salvation and therefore is a real Enemy to the Faith and Comfort of a poor doubting soul Arg. 5 The more any Doctrine doth hang the Mercy of God upon Conditions to be performed by us the less comfortable it is and the more it leaves a poor doubting soul in his fears Now according to this Doctrine of Universal Redemption the whol Mercy of God is made to depend and hang upon performance of our Conditions yea upon the performance of the Condition of Nature For say we If Christ died for all particular men and so God doth wil the Salvation of al the particular men in the world then he doth wil this either absolutely or conditionally if absolutely then it must needs come to pass conditionally therefore saith this Doctrine God doth will the Salvation of all men upon condition that they repent beleeve and obey if so say we then either God doth will this Condition viz. That all particular men should repent and beleeve or not if not then God doth not will the Salvation of all for he that doth not wil the means doth not wil the end Qui vult finem vult media ad finem If God do wil this condition viz. The Faith and Repentance of all the men in the World then say we he doth wil this either absolutely or conditionally if absolutely then it must needs come to pass that all men should repent and beleeve which they do not Conditionally therefore say the maintainers of this Doctrine and what condition is there precedent to Faith and Repentance but Nature and the work thereof yea what Grace or Mercy is there in the Gospel but they do tie it up unto our conditions Wil ye instance in the Purchase and Benefits of the Death of Christ these say they are to be given out upon condition Will ye instance in the Grace of the new Covenant all that say they is to be given out and is promised upon condition There is no absolute Promise of Grace say they in all the Scripture Now look what that Doctrine is which doth make all Grace conditional that must needs be very obstructive to the hope and
If you love God the more for your imp oyment it came from Gods love to you ibid. 2 If God dâ—th any way acquaint me with his design therein he doth imploy me in love to me ibid. 3 He that is imployed in love hath high thoughts of the imployment bâ—t low thoughts of his own actings under it ibid. 4 He that is imployed in love is very tender of the Name of God Page 298 5 He that is imployed in love doth grow in grace ibid. 6 He will not pockâ—t up much for himself in Gods Service ibid. 7 He will do Gods work without any great noise of himself Page 299 8 He is willing to be used and contemed to be laid by ibid. 9 He will do Gods work fully though he do his own work by haâ—fs ibid. 10 When God calls a man in judgment he haâ—h ordinarily more skil to destroy what is mans than to set up what is Gods ibid. Quest Suppose that God shall not use me â—n his Seâ—vâ—ce or if he do I meet with such difficulties what must I do then not to be discouraged Page 300 Answ 1 If you are not called to publick Service then 1 Consider you have the more time to mind your own soul ibid. 2 If you be not called to work and yet be willing to work you shall be paid for that service you never did ibid. 2 In case you be called forth Page 301 1 Consider the greater the difficulties are you meet withal the more is your obedience in carrying on the work ibid. 2 The more assistance mâ—y you look for ibid. 3 In case you have no success in your work ibid. 1 Consider that the less success you have the more are you free from envy Page 302 2 Hereby are you kept from that great temptation of resting on your own labor Page 302 Sermon XII INSTANCE IX My afflictions are seated in my condition it self therefore c. Page 304 Answ negatively For 1 A good mans outward condition may be very bad Page 305 2 It may be worse in regard of the world than the condition of a wicked man ibid. 3 It may be worse after his conversion than it was before ibid. Yet a godly man must not be discouraged For 1 I demonstrate If a good mans condition be carved out by the hand of his Teacher he hath no reason to complain ibid. 2 If a man doth not live upon his condition it self but upon his call to it he haâ—h no reason to be discouraged Page 306 3 If there can be no condition of a godly man without mercy Christ hath paid for then he may nâ—t be discouraged Page 307 But I am a poor man in so mean a condition that I cannot serve God as the rich may therefore c. ibid. Answ Negatively For Do you know the burden of prosperity Bâ—rden and Service go together Numb 4. Page 308 Luther did a greateâ— woâ—k in way of Faith than Alexander did in conquering the world The more riches the more debts Page 309 Object 2. I am in an unsetled condition somtimes high somtimes low therefore c. ibid. Answ Negatively 1 For what settlement would you have in this world of vanity Page 310 2 If God loves you in your unsetled condition you need not be discouraged ibid. Object 3. I am troubled not for my outward condition but for the condition of my soul have I not cause now to be discouraged Page 311 Answ Negatively For 1 If you want Ordinances God will make that want to be an Ordinance to you ibid. 2 If you want memory know that there is a head memory and a heart memory the last is the principal and wil suffice if the other be wanting Page 313 3 As for yoar deadness it is some life to feel ones own dâ—adness ibid. 4 Aâ— for your unprofitableness under means there is great difference beâ—ween less fruitful and unfruitful for ib. 1 Though a g od man be unfruiâ—ful he will be sensible of it Page 314 2 Though a good man may be too unfruitful yet he doth not cumber the ground ibid. 3 He desires to use means to bring forth fruit ibid. 4 God wil prune him but not cut him down ibid. Object 4. I fear I am an Hypocrite therofore c. Page 314 Answ Negatively For 1 Though you have lain long dead under the means Christ may at length rowl away the stone ibid. 2 Gods Children usually think they are Hypocrites Page 315 3 Did ever Hypocrite long for Gods presence in Christ as the best good ibid. Object 5. But a few are elected and I fear I am not one therefore c. ibid. Answ Negatively For This is no prejudice to the growth of your comfort Page 317 1 As for Election It is true that there is a certain number only that are elected ib. 2 This number is unalterable ibid. 3 God knows them all certainly ibid. 4 A man may know himself to be one of those Elect. ibid. Three things here to be noted Page 318 1 That some are elected ib. 2 That a man may be assured he is one of them ibid. 3 The way to know it is not to begin aloft but at your Vocation as Paul did putting Election last ib. 2 Christ died for al men both Jew and Gentile but not for every particular man with intention to save him ibid. Vniversal Redemption is an enemy to an afflicted soul Page 319 I shal cleer this Point thus 1 This Doctrine makes void the satisfaction of Christ for actual sins for they that hold Vniversal Redemption say That thousands are damned for those sins which Christ hath satisfied for ib. 2 The intercession of Christ joyned with the death of Christ is a great comfort to a Christian but this Doctrine parts Christs death and intercession telling us Christ died for all but that he doth not intercede for all Page 320 3 This Doctrine is an enemy to free Grace ibid. 4 It destroys the assurance of Salvation Page 321 5 The mercy of God is made by it to depend on our performance of Conditions Page 322 Object 6. If Christ did not die for all how can I know he died for me ibid. Answ They that make this Obiection holding Vniversal Redemption do answer it themselves Yet to know further Page 323 1 There is a faith of Relyance and a faith of Assurance I have ground to rely on Christ because he died for sinners ibid. 2 The act of Reliance is below the act of Assurance but he that relies on Christ shall be saved ibid. Object 7. I am perswaded that never any good man was in my Condition Page 323 324 Answ Negatively For 1 The Saints usually think so ibid. 2 If it were so God works new things ordinarily ibid. Application 1 What great necessity we have to consider our condition whether we be in Christ or no for every one will say he beleeveth ibid. 2 If you do not beleeve you are here invited to it by this