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promise_n which_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v from_o time_n to_o time_n to_o make_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v live_v and_o live_a dye_n that_o i_o may_v die_v and_o die_v ever_o live_v to_o the_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n of_o thou_o ever_o bless_a eternal_a most_o holy_a and_o most_o great_a most_o sacred_a and_o most_o glorious_a name_n so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o 97._o heaven_n be_v heaven_n because_o it_o be_v holy_a yea_o because_o o_o lord_n god_n thou_o be_v there_o that_o be_v holiness_n therefore_o be_v heaven_n heaven_n and_o heaven_n holy_a yea_o such_o a_o holy_a and_o therefore_o bless_a heaven_n as_o it_o be_v so_o as_o to_o those_o that_o be_v there_o a_o thousand_o year_n seem_v but_o as_o one_o day_n so_o great_o sweet_a be_v its_o enjoyment_n and_o one_o day_n seem_v as_o a_o thousand_o year_n so_o great_a be_v their_o joy_n in_o its_o enjoyment_n and_o holiness_n be_v the_o chief_a joy_n felicity_n and_o happiness_n in_o heaven_n because_o it_o make_v they_o all_o like_a unto_o thyself_o o_o all_o heavenly_a god_n who_o be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n be_v the_o holiness_n of_o heaven_n and_o therefore_o heaven_n chief_a joy_n felicity_n and_o happiness_n 98._o if_o earth_n sweet_n be_v so_o sweet_a to_o earthly_a heart_n as_o they_o desire_v nothing_o but_o earth_n that_o be_v the_o thing_n on_o earth_n ah_o how_o sweet_a then_o be_v heaven_n sweet_n to_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n and_o how_o shall_v ah_o how_o shall_v heaven_n ravish_v their_o heart_n with_o joy_n and_o contentment_n when_o that_o their_o heart_n soul_n and_o body_n shall_v be_v in_o heaven_n and_o all_o fill_v with_o heaven_n that_o be_v with_o all_o holiness_n and_o blessedness_n even_o with_o god_n himself_o the_o ever_o bless_a and_o holy_a god_n then_o shall_v they_o be_v all_o holy_a all_o heavenly_a yea_o all_o a_o holy_a heaven_n be_v holy_a as_o god_n be_v holy_a but_o not_o so_o holy_a 99_o if_o earth_n then_o or_o earthly_a thing_n on_o earth_n be_v able_a to_o satisfy_v any_o on_o earth_n sure_o heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n shall_v be_v able_a and_o will_v satisfy_v all_o in_o heaven_n for_o that_o all_o there_o shall_v enjoy_v all_o that_o be_v there_o even_o all_o god_n father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n who_o be_v all_o and_o in_o all_o 100_o and_o therefore_o by_o how_o much_o god_n be_v above_o all_o thing_n and_o more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n by_o so_o much_o yea_o so_o much_o more_o do_v i_o value_v my_o interest_n in_o he_o above_o all_o thing_n for_o have_v he_o sure_o i_o have_v all_o thing_n sure_a i_o be_o sure_a 101._o ah_o when_o i_o enjoy_v that_o true_a joy_n of_o enjoy_v that_o true_a communion_n with_o the_o true_a god_n though_o here_o on_o earth_n i_o think_v i_o be_o not_o on_o earth_n but_o in_o heaven_n and_o yet_o i_o know_v all_o this_o be_v but_o a_o earthly_a heaven_n though_o a_o heaven_n 102._o but_o how_o then_o ah_o how_o then_o do_v my_o heart_n rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a know_v that_o the_o time_n will_v come_v and_o be_v ever_o near_o at_o hand_n when_o i_o shall_v ever_o enjoy_v heaven_n true_a joy_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o the_o joy_n of_o all_o joy_n yea_o all_o joy_n that_o be_v true_a 103._o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v that_o the_o heaven_n which_o my_o soul_n desire_v on_o earth_n be_v to_o do_v thy_o whole_a holy_a and_o bless_a will_n on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 104._o i_o desire_v to_o live_v o_o god_n and_o give_v my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o that_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n give_v thy_o own_o unto_o i_o 105._o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n let_v i_o so_o hear_v thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a voice_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v live_v and_o so_o live_v as_o to_o praise_v thou_o for_o to_o praise_v thou_o be_v to_o live_v yea_o to_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o which_o to_o do_v be_v the_o desire_n i_o have_v to_o live_v 106._o give_v i_o then_o power_n o_o god_n that_o have_v all_o power_n in_o thyself_o that_o i_o may_v fight_v powerful_o against_o all_o my_o powerful_a enemy_n and_o by_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o might_n which_o be_v a_o almighty_a power_n i_o may_v tread_v and_o trample_v all_o their_o power_n under_o my_o foot_n 107._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n give_v i_o such_o fear_n as_o may_v cause_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o and_o such_o love_n as_o to_o fear_v thou_o and_o to_o cast_v out_o all_o fear_n 108._o meditation_n be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o heart_n the_o soul_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o strength_n and_o life_n of_o all_o devotion_n 109._o when_o in_o meditation_n god_n have_v speak_v peace_n unto_o thy_o soul._n ah_o then_o do_v thou_o by_o thanksgiving_n with_o thy_o heart_n praise_v laud_n and_o he_o extol_v 110._o he_o that_o will_v have_v heaven_n on_o earth_n must_v meditate_v on_o earth_n of_o heaven_n 111._o to_o have_v god_n abide_v with_o we_o we_o must_v by_o meditation_n abide_v with_o he_o 112._o to_o have_v god_n live_v in_o we_o we_o must_v with_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n and_o endeavour_n of_o life_n live_v to_o he_o 113._o to_o have_v god_n dwell_v in_o we_o we_o must_v open_v our_o affection_n which_o be_v the_o door_n of_o our_o heart_n to_o let_v he_o into_o our_o heart_n and_o continual_o feast_v he_o with_o true_a and_o unfeigned_a love_n love_v none_o but_o he_o in_o comparison_n of_o he_o 114._o to_o have_v god_n love_v we_o we_o must_v love_v he_o that_o be_v make_v he_o our_o choice_n above_o and_o beyond_o all_o other_o thing_n choose_v he_o for_o our_o chief_n and_o superior_a good_a that_o be_v beyond_o above_o and_o more_o than_o all_o other_o thing_n he_o must_v have_v all_o our_o heart_n that_o be_v our_o heart_n more_o than_o all_o other_o thing_n 115._o to_o have_v god_n delight_n in_o we_o our_o delight_n end_n and_o aim_n must_v be_v to_o delight_v he_o that_o be_v by_o walk_v well_o please_v unto_o he_o all_o the_o day_n of_o our_o whole_a life_n as_o christ_n do_v yesterday_o to_o day_n and_o for_o ever_o 116._o to_o have_v god_n direct_v we_o how_o we_o shall_v walk_v we_o must_v be_v careful_a and_o heedful_a to_o walk_v as_o he_o do_v and_o shall_v direct_v we_o 117._o to_o have_v god_n preserve_v we_o we_o must_v believe_v in_o he_o trust_v on_o he_o depend_v and_o roll_v ourselves_o upon_o he_o 118._o to_o have_v god_n maintain_v we_o we_o must_v cast_v all_o our_o care_n upon_o he_o for_o the_o earth_n be_v he_o and_o the_o fullness_n thereof_o 119._o to_o have_v god_n sustain_v we_o and_o be_v our_o help_n we_o must_v hope_v only_o in_o he_o for_o he_o will_v fail_v we_o never_o and_o not_o put_v any_o trust_n in_o prince_n or_o in_o the_o son_n of_o man_n for_o in_o they_o there_o be_v no_o help_n their_o breath_n go_v forth_o they_o return_v to_o the_o earth_n in_o that_o very_a day_n his_o thought_n perish_v 120._o to_o have_v god_n be_v all_o we_o we_o must_v be_v all_o his_o that_o be_v in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n and_o not_o think_v our_o own_o thought_n or_o speak_v our_o own_o word_n nor_o do_v our_o own_o work_n but_o do_v all_o to_o the_o praise_n of_o his_o holy_a holy_a holy_a name_n 121._o he_o that_o will_v live_v with_o the_o lord_n in_o heaven_n must_v live_v to_o the_o lord_n on_o earth_n 122._o he_o that_o will_v have_v the_o lord_n to_o be_v his_o lord_n and_o his_o god_n must_v serve_v honour_n and_o obey_v he_o as_o his_o lord_n and_o fear_v worship_n and_o adore_v he_o as_o his_o god_n 123._o he_o that_o will_v reign_v with_o the_o lord_n christ_n in_o heaven_n must_v be_v content_v to_o be_v arraign_v for_o he_o as_o he_o be_v for_o we_o on_o earth_n 124._o he_o that_o will_v sit_v with_o he_o there_o in_o glory_n above_o must_v be_v content_a to_o sit_v with_o he_o that_o be_v as_o he_o do_v in_o contempt_n here_o below_o 125._o he_o that_o will_v rejoice_v with_o he_o there_o must_v be_v content_v to_o sigh_v and_o grieve_v and_o weep_v and_o mourn_v as_o he_o do_v here_o 126._o he_o that_o will_v have_v all_o thing_n with_o he_o there_o must_v be_v content_a if_o he_o will_v so_o have_v it_o to_o have_v as_o he_o have_v nothing_o here_o 127._o he_o that_o will_v be_v receive_v by_o god_n his_o father_n there_o as_o by_o his_o father_n must_v do_v his_o will_n as_o christ_n do_v here_o that_o be_v as_o his_o son_n 128._o he_o that_o will_v wear_v a_o incorruptible_a crown_n of_o glory_n for_o ever_o there_o must_v be_v content_a if_o he_o will_v so_o have_v it_o to_o wear_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n his_o ever_o here_o 129._o he_o that_o
what_o ever_o my_o fail_n or_o my_o fall_n be_v to_o recover_v i_o and_o comfort_v i_o as_o thou_o do_v peter_n for_o i_o know_v and_o firm_o through_o grace_n believe_v that_o what_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v and_o will_v be_v ever_o unto_o i_o a_o sin_n pardon_v god_n a_o god_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n whatsoever_o and_o see_v o_o god_n my_o god_n that_o thou_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o thou_o be_v give_v i_o grace_n that_o whatever_o i_o do_v i_o may_v do_v it_o to_o thy_o glory_n for_o thy_o glory_n and_o never_o more_o ah_o never_o more_o willing_o witting_o or_o know_o sin_v against_o thou_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n but_o free_o and_o cheerful_o depart_v henceforth_o from_o all_o iniquity_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n and_o soul_n even_o from_o all_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o thou_o and_o all_o thou_o from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_n 111._o thus_o the_o lord_n bring_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a sweet_a out_o of_o bitter_a and_o give_v we_o as_o at_o this_o time_n unto_o my_o poor_a soul_n new_a token_n pledge_n and_o assurance_n of_o his_o old_a love_n 112._o ah_o lord_n let_v this_o thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n even_o thy_o most_o love_a and_o kind_a love_n be_v always_o have_v in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o and_o cause_v i_o to_o cling_v to_o thou_o to_o cleave_v to_o thou_o to_o hold_v thou_o fast_o and_o never_o to_o let_v thou_o go_v and_o let_v i_o always_o say_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v always_o 113._o ah_o lord_n see_v i_o have_v so_o deep_o and_o so_o sweet_o drink_v of_o and_o at_o this_o thy_o well_o of_o consolation_n let_v it_o be_v in_o i_o ever_o a_o well_o of_o live_a water_n that_o may_v never_o grow_v dry_a that_o i_o may_v always_o suck_v at_o this_o breast_n to_o refresh_v my_o soul_n when_o i_o be_o a_o thirst_n 114._o i_o sincere_o confess_v and_o profess_v be_v i_o to_o spend_v all_o my_o day_n to_o praise_v thou_o that_o the_o time_n will_v be_v too_o too_o short_a much_o by_o much_o to_o show_v forth_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o thy_o love_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n praise_v thou_o and_o rejoice_v for_o that_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o that_o time_n which_o thou_o have_v o_o god_n appoint_v wherein_o i_o shall_v speak_v of_o and_o sing_v thy_o praise_n it_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n that_o i_o shall_v praise_v thou_o o_o god_n the_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n and_o my_o god_n 115._o o_o god_n let_v this_o mercy_n be_v always_o as_o fire_n to_o heat_v i_o as_o food_n to_o feed_v i_o as_o drink_v to_o refresh_v i_o as_o wine_n to_o comfort_n i_o as_o clothes_n to_o clothe_v i_o as_o riches_n of_o all_o sort_n to_o enrich_v i_o let_v it_o be_v to_o i_o always_o all_o thing_n let_v it_o not_o lose_v its_o worth_n nor_o fast_o by_o lie_v but_o let_v it_o be_v always_o as_o the_o honeycomb_n drop_v honey_n to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v and_o strengthen_v i_o and_o that_o i_o never_o forget_v what_o a_o god_n thou_o be_v and_o that_o thou_o change_v not_o thou_o be_v still_o the_o same_o god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 116._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o forget_v these_o thy_o mercy_n but_o through_o grace_n and_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n walk_v worthy_a of_o they_o unto_o all_o eternity_n through_o the_o worthiness_n merit_n and_o obedience_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o only_a son_n and_o my_o alone_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n sake_n amen_n 117._o many_o time_n god_n be_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a so_o merciful_a and_o love_a unto_o we_o that_o then_o even_o then_o when_o we_o fear_v we_o shall_v see_v his_o frown_n that_o he_o will_v frown_v on_o we_o when_o we_o come_v before_o he_o he_o to_o our_o great_a astonishment_n and_o admiration_n smile_v on_o we_o when_o we_o fear_v that_o he_o will_v strike_v we_o with_o the_o rod_n of_o his_o anger_n he_o embrace_v and_o kiss_v we_o 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never_o desire_v nor_o ask_v any_o other_o honour_n or_o condition_n 118._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o have_v christ_n in_o i_o and_o doubt_v it_o than_o not_o in_o i_o and_o believe_v it_o rather_o such_o true_a sorrow_n than_o such_o false_a joy_n 119._o if_o christ_n be_v not_o in_o heaven_n i_o will_v not_o desire_v to_o be_v there_o my_o desire_n shall_v be_v to_o be_v where_o christ_n shall_v be_v 120._o let_v i_o so_o love_v thou_o o_o lord_n as_o i_o may_v always_o fear_v thou_o and_o so_o fear_v thou_o as_o i_o may_v ever_o unfeigned_o love_v thou_o let_v these_o two_o grace_n be_v never_o sever_v from_o i_o nor_o i_o from_o they_o 121._o let_v no_o sin_n keep_v i_o from_o thou_o but_o let_v every_o and_o all_o sin_n drive_v i_o unto_o thou_o for_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n pardon_v all_o sin_n and_o blasphemy_n all_o iniquity_n and_o transgression_n of_o such_o as_o repent_v and_o resolve_v to_o do_v so_o no_o more_o and_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 122._o love_v i_o then_o so_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n as_o to_o keep_v i_o unspotted_a that_o be_v from_o sin_v against_o thou_o either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n witting_o or_o willing_o 123._o let_v thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o good_a god_n so_o draw_v i_o and_o thy_o judgement_n so_o drive_v i_o as_o i_o may_v never_o be_v at_o rest_n nor_o quiet_a until_o i_o come_v to_o have_v quiet_a rest_n between_o thy_o breast_n my_o dear_a my_o sweet_a and_o save_a jesus_n 124._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o think_v on_o the_o world_n as_o to_o hate_v it_o more_o and_o more_o until_o thou_o give_v i_o so_o much_o grace_n so_o to_o hate_v it_o as_o to_o think_v on_o it_o no_o more_o 125._o let_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n live_v so_o long_o as_o to_o desire_v to_o be_v young_a to_o live_v long_o 126._o but_o let_v i_o rejoice_v in_o my_o age_n for_o that_o i_o be_o near_a the_o death_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o life_n of_o eternal_a glory_n 127._o make_v i_o o_o lord_n not_o only_o such_o as_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v but_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v which_o be_v i_o trust_v to_o be_v one_o with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o 128._o i_o desire_v o_o lord_n not_o only_o to_o be_v what_o i_o will_v be_v but_o what_o i_o shall_v be_v 129._o it_o be_v in_o thou_o o_o lord_n to_o give_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o be_v all_o thing_n therefore_o of_o thou_o do_v i_o humble_o beg_v all_o thing_n 130._o let_v i_o not_o live_v one_o moment_n long_o after_o i_o have_v do_v the_o work_n of_o my_o generation_n that_o be_v not_o live_v for_o myself_o but_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n 131._o let_v my_o will_n o_o lord_n be_v only_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n to_o will_v thy_o will_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o thy_o will_n will_n 132._o let_v i_o be_v whole_o thou_o holy_a thou_o only_o thou_o all_o thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o here_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n 133._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n and_o not_o sin_n than_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n and_o no_o punishment_n 134._o ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v it_o to_o want_v the_o world_n sweet_n and_o in_o its_o want_n to_o find_v no_o want_n but_o even_o in_o want_n most_o to_o abound_v 135._o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v i_o desire_v not_o so_o much_o the_o world_n as_o to_o have_v my_o thought_n and_o affection_n take_v from_o the_o world_n 136._o can_v heaven_n and_o eternal_a life_n be_v purchase_v for_o to_o choose_v and_o commit_v one_o sin_n willing_o i_o will_v not_o purchase_v nor_o have_v it_o on_o that_o condition_n but_o rather_o depend_v on_o the_o love_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 137._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n be_v my_o god_n because_o he_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o fear_v he_o in_o love_n and_o to_o love_v he_o with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a to_o rejoice_v in_o his_o statute_n to_o desire_v to_o do_v his_o will_n universal_o and_o to_o depend_v and_o trust_v on_o his_o sure_a mercy_n and_o faithful_a promise_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 138._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n do_v ever_o love_v i_o because_o i_o be_o sure_a he_o do_v now_o love_v i_o and_o therefore_o i_o be_o sure_a he_o will_v ever_o love_v i_o for_o where_o he_o once_o love_v he_o ever_o love_v and_o do_v ever_o love_n 139._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n love_v i_o because_o he_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o hate_v all_o sin_n universal_o with_o a_o sincere_a and_o perfect_a hatred_n both_o in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n 140._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n love_v i_o because_o he_o have_v give_v i_o true_a conviction_n and_o sincere_a sound_n and_o unfeigned_a repentance_n from_o &_o for_o all_o sin_n esteem_v all_o exceed_a sinful_a both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a 141._o i_o be_o sure_a god_n love_v i_o because_o i_o delight_v in_o his_o way_n and_o for_o that_o all_o my_o long_n and_o 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love_v i_o because_o i_o love_v every_o man_n soul_n prosperity_n and_o happiness_n as_o my_o own_o and_o their_o body_n more_o than_o my_o own_o 149._o i_o know_v god_n love_v i_o because_o those_o that_o have_v be_v and_o be_v still_o my_o enemy_n in_o the_o flesh_n i_o love_v both_o in_o the_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n 150._o i_o know_v god_n love_v i_o because_o i_o do_v sincere_o pray_v for_o the_o soul_n and_o body_n of_o those_o who_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o believe_v that_o they_o hate_v i_o 151._o i_o know_v god_n love_v i_o because_o i_o hate_v nothing_o but_o what_o he_o hate_v which_o be_v sin_n 152._o i_o know_v god_n love_v i_o because_o he_o have_v thus_o change_v my_o heart_n from_o hatred_n to_o love_n and_o have_v make_v i_o to_o hate_v what_o i_o love_v and_o to_o love_v what_o i_o hate_v 153._o i_o know_v god_n love_v i_o because_o i_o love_v all_o thing_n for_o his_o glory_n all_o thing_n in_o subordination_n to_o he_o who_o be_v all_o thing_n 154._o ah_o sweet_a jesus_n give_v i_o so_o much_o love_n to_o love_v thou_o here_o on_o earth_n as_o thou_o love_v i_o when_o thou_o be_v here_o for_o i_o can_v else_o love_v thou_o enough_o nor_o soon_o enough_o 155._o ah_o that_o i_o have_v ever_o love_v thou_o and_o never_o love_v sin_n 156._o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o this_o great_a grace_n of_o love_n that_o i_o may_v forget_v all_o other_o love_n forsake_v all_o other_o love_n and_o hate_v all_o other_o love_n that_o shall_v in_o the_o least_o hinder_v my_o love_n to_o thou_o or_o lessen_v my_o love_a of_o thou_o for_o my_o soul_n desire_v only_o to_o love_v thou_o 157._o thou_o only_o be_v lovely_a ah_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n and_o my_o only_a belove_a 158._o o_o lord_n my_o god_n let_v my_o love_n to_o thou_o increase_v as_o my_o life_n shall_v decrease_v 159._o and_o as_o i_o draw_v near_o to_o thou_o let_v i_o o_o lord_n find_v thou_o more_o lovely_a and_o more_o and_o more_o to_o love_v i_o 160._o let_v i_o so_o love_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n 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bless_a jesus_n shall_v only_o be_v my_o all_o and_o my_o all_o but_o grant_v good_a lord_n though_o sin_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o in_o sin_n and_o though_o sin_n rule_n over_o i_o as_o a_o tyrant_n let_v it_o ah_o let_v it_o never_o reign_v in_o i_o a_o moment_n as_o a_o sovereign_n and_o though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n yet_o good_a lord_n for_o thy_o goodness_n sake_n let_v i_o live_v without_o consent_v unto_o delight_v in_o or_o approve_v of_o any_o sin_n whatsoever_o either_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n but_o let_v there_o be_v always_o and_o continual_o in_o i_o a_o heedful_a watchful_a careful_a circumspect_a care_n though_o temptation_n fall_v on_o i_o let_v i_o not_o fall_v into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v i_o from_o all_o evil_a o_o thou_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o cause_v i_o to_o work_v out_o my_o salvation_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o to_o labour_v more_o and_o more_o to_o make_v my_o call_n and_o election_n sure_a before_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o see_v and_o know_v lord_n that_o thou_o have_v in_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n provide_v for_o i_o a_o kingdom_n which_o can_v be_v shake_v let_v i_o have_v grace_n in_o my_o heart_n to_o come_v before_o thou_o and_o to_o worship_v thou_o the_o true_a god_n with_o reverence_n and_o godly_a fear_n that_o i_o may_v always_o run_v and_o not_o grow_v weary_a and_o walk_v and_o not_o faint_a write_v o_o lord_n all_o thy_o law_n of_o grace_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o thy_o statute_n of_o love_n in_o my_o mind_n by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v never_o go_v astray_o to_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o pleasure_n or_o to_o the_o left_a hand_n of_o profit_n wean_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o the_o world_n ere_o thou_o take_v i_o out_o of_o the_o world_n and_o whilst_o i_o do_v live_v in_o the_o world_n let_v i_o be_v dead_a to_o it_o and_o to_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o it_o which_o be_v the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o eye_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n and_o give_v i_o those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o which_o may_v make_v i_o thou_o and_o only_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o teach_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o use_v the_o world_n as_o if_o i_o use_v it_o not_o that_o i_o may_v not_o abuse_v it_o myself_o nor_o thou_o who_o have_v give_v it_o i_o to_o use_v but_o not_o to_o abuse_v
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involve_v take_v in_o and_o swallow_v up_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n 7._o and_o if_o momentary_a earthly_a joy_n can_v give_v we_o joy_v any_o moment_n sure_o eternal_a heavenly_a joy_n shall_v make_v we_o to_o rejoice_v evermore_o 8._o and_o if_o hope_v fill_v we_o with_o joy_n unspeakable_a sure_o fruition_n shall_v make_v we_o flow_v over_o with_o fullness_n 9_o and_o if_o the_o thought_n of_o what_o we_o know_v not_o satisfy_v we_o so_o much_o sure_o when_o we_o shall_v know_v they_o to_o be_v sure_a we_o shall_v be_v full_o satisfy_v 10._o and_o if_o faith_n in_o believe_v be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o bring_v salvation_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v that_o salvation_n be_v when_o it_o shall_v be_v above_o and_o beyond_o that_o be_v moâ—e_n then_o faith_n 11._o and_o if_o to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n on_o earth_n imperfect_o delight_v the_o soul_n so_o much_o that_o there_o be_v no_o delight_n to_o he_o like_o it_o he_o prefer_v it_o above_o his_o daily_a food_n and_o 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face_n to_o face_n with_o spiritual_a eye_n yea_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o own_o holy_a spirit_n 15._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o hear_v of_o he_o here_o with_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o ear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v to_o be_v with_o he_o hereafter_o and_o to_o hear_v himself_o with_o a_o understand_a heart_n 16._o and_o if_o than_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v he_o here_o on_o earth_n and_o but_o in_o part_n imperfect_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n and_o delight_v he_o to_o enjoy_v he_o in_o heaven_n not_o in_o part_n but_o in_o perfection_n perfect_o full_o whole_o and_o holy_a as_o he_o be_v 17._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a here_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n where_o we_o need_v fear_v no_o fear_n for_o that_o there_o be_v no_o fear_n there_o to_o fear_v 18._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n so_o great_a though_o surround_v with_o many_o sorrow_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o turn_v into_o fullness_n of_o joy_n 19_o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a among_o so_o many_o displease_a displeasure_n even_o here_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o displeasure_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o our_o pleasure_n shall_v be_v for_o ever_o more_o 20._o ah_o fill_v i_o then_o o_o my_o good_a god_n with_o thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a self_n and_o thy_o joy_n alone_o that_o in_o thou_o only_o i_o may_v rejoice_v 21._o if_o the_o nether_a spring_n on_o earth_n be_v so_o sweet_a ah_o how_o delicious_a and_o sweet_a yea_o sweet_o delicious_a o_o god_n be_v the_o upper_a spring_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 22._o if_o thy_o left-hand_a mercy_n o_o god_n be_v so_o delightful_a and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_n and_o please_v we_o ah_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v those_o of_o thy_o right-hand_a delight_n we_o with_o pleasure_n 23._o if_o his_o footstool_n favour_v be_v so_o great_a and_o we_o esteem_v ourselves_o great_o favour_v by_o they_o to_o have_v they_o ah_o how_o great_a in_o favour_n yea_o what_o great_a favourite_n shall_v we_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v in_o heaven_n the_o favour_n of_o his_o throne_n and_o fit_a on_o throne_n by_o he_o 24._o if_o to_o see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o his_o glory_n beauty_n and_o brightness_n here_o on_o earth_n do_v so_o ravish_v we_o with_o delight_n joy_n and_o admiration_n so_o as_o we_o can_v and_o will_v always_o be_v content_a to_o behold_v it_o ah_o how_o then_o shall_v our_o heart_n be_v ravish_v with_o that_o ravish_a fullness_n of_o his_o bright_a beautiful_a glory_n when_o we_o shall_v in_o heaven_n behold_v all_o his_o glory_n as_o he_o be_v in_o his_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n with_o all_o his_o glorious_a saint_n and_o angel_n from_o who_o beautiful_a brightness_n and_o glory_n they_o have_v all_o their_o glorious_a brightness_n and_o beauty_n and_o be_v make_v thus_o glorious_o beautiful_a with_o surpass_a beauty_n and_o glory_n be_v in_o all_o thing_n make_v like_a unto_o he_o 25._o if_o then_o his_o glory_n be_v so_o sweet_a in_o the_o bud_n what_o be_v it_o in_o the_o branch_n but_o ah_o then_o how_o much_o great_a and_o sweet_a be_v the_o tree_n that_o have_v so_o many_o branch_n 26._o if_o then_o so_o great_a and_o sweet_a on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_o great_a and_o sweet_a in_o heaven_n 27._o and_o if_o our_o delight_n be_v so_o great_a in_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n here_o below_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o incomprehensible_o great_a shall_v they_o and_o will_v they_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v have_v find_v thou_o where_o thou_o be_v above_o in_o heaven_n 28._o and_o see_v o_o god_n thou_o give_v we_o such_o wage_n here_o whilst_o we_o offend_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v yea_o what_o be_v there_o but_o thou_o will_v give_v we_o when_o we_o shall_v offend_v thou_o no_o more_o but_o always_o please_v thou_o 29._o and_o see_v our_o heaven_n be_v so_o sweet_a on_o earth_n or_o our_o earthly_a heaven_n so_o sweet_a which_o be_v but_o to_o see_v thy_o back_n part_n by_o faith_n dark_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n ah_o how_o sweet_a yea_o how_o much_o sweet_a shall_v our_o heavenly_a heaven_n be_v or_o our_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n which_o be_v to_o know_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o be_v know_v and_o see_v the_o clear_o and_o plain_o even_o face_n to_o face_n 30._o and_o see_v thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v so_o great_a to_o we_o here_o as_o it_o constrain_v we_o to_o love_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o there_o when_o without_o constraint_n our_o great_a joy_n and_o pleasure_n shall_v be_v to_o adore_v and_o love_v thou_o 31._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o know_v my_o heart_n thou_o know_v that_o all_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n yet_o that_o the_o soul_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o heart_n of_o my_o heart_n desire_v to_o love_v the_o only_a and_o to_o serve_v the_o with_o all_o my_o whole_a heart_n 32._o if_o thy_o name_n o_o lord_n be_v so_o great_a and_o fearful_a unto_o those_o that_o know_v thou_o and_o that_o know_v that_o thou_o love_v they_o ah_o how_o fearful_o great_a and_o great_o fearful_a shall_v it_o be_v unto_o those_o that_o know_v thou_o not_o but_o yet_o know_v thy_o greatness_n and_o how_o great_o thou_o hate_v they_o 33._o all_o glory_n only_a glory_n and_o continual_o glory_n be_v give_v unto_o god_n the_o god_n and_o giver_n of_o all_o gift_n grace_n and_o
desire_v ever_o to_o praise_v thou_o in_o grace_n and_o mercy_n make_v it_o such_o as_o it_o hearty_o desire_v and_o long_v to_o be_v what_o it_o shall_v be_v but_z o_o lord_n i_o know_v that_o here_o be_v no_o perfection_n and_o that_o therefore_o it_o can_v be_v here_o ah_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n in_o thy_o own_o good_a due_a and_o appoint_a time_n bring_v i_o home_o to_o that_o long_o wish_v for_o and_o bless_a home_n that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o bless_v in_o thou_o and_o with_o thou_o who_o be_v god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o ah_o lord_n my_o lord_n thou_o know_v how_o willing_a i_o be_o to_o leave_v all_o for_o thou_o loose_a all_o to_o enjoy_v thou_o trample_v all_o under_o my_o foot_n and_o hate_n all_o for_o thy_o sake_n yea_o spend_v and_o be_v spend_v for_o thou_o and_o to_o follow_v thou_o the_o lamb_n of_o righteousness_n in_o all_o place_n whether_o thou_o will_v go_v even_o as_o a_o chaste_a wife_n give_v herself_o 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in_o holiness_n be_v like_a unto_o thou_o above_o who_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o be_v heaven_n 144._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o have_v fit_v and_o prepare_v heaven_n for_o i_o prepare_v i_o for_o it_o that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v thou_o all_o who_o be_v my_o all_o and_o my_o only_a joy_n 145._o and_o see_v none_o shall_v enjoy_v thou_o in_o heaven_n but_o those_o that_o enjoy_v thou_o on_o earth_n ah_o lord_n let_v i_o so_o enjoy_v thou_o here_o that_o i_o may_v long_o to_o be_v dissolve_v for_o ever_o to_o enjoy_v thou_o there_o yet_o not_o for_o my_o own_o sake_n only_o but_o for_o thy_o own_o sake_n good_a lord_n 146._o ah_o lord_n let_v my_o joy_n be_v so_o full_a of_o thou_o here_o on_o earth_n as_o i_o may_v always_o long_o to_o be_v fill_v with_o thy_o fullness_n of_o joy_n in_o heaven_n and_o to_o enjoy_v full_o those_o pleasure_n that_o be_v there_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o shall_v endure_v for_o ever_o more_o 147._o yet_o o_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o 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depend_v upon_o thy_o love_n and_o to_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o will_v continue_v to_o do_v as_o thou_o have_v begin_v that_o be_v continual_o continue_v to_o love_v i_o 152._o for_o see_v none_o but_o thyself_o o_o lord_n can_v do_v the_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v do_v that_o be_v to_o love_v i_o such_o a_o lovelesse_a yea_o vile_a wretch_n as_o i_o be_o in_o myself_o i_o will_v therefore_o be_v bold_a to_o say_v sure_o the_o lord_n will_v ever_o love_v i_o because_o he_o do_v thus_o love_v i_o and_o have_v ever_o love_v i_o thus_o 153._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o then_o o_o lord_n god_n holy_a just_a and_o true_a to_o depart_v from_o thou_o by_o set_v up_o any_o other_o god_n in_o my_o heart_n or_o my_o heart_n to_o love_n choose_v or_o esteem_v any_o other_o good_a than_o thyself_o who_o art_n only_o good_a all_o good_a and_o able_a only_o to_o do_v i_o all_o good_a and_o to_o make_v i_o to_o do_v all_o good_a 154._o ah_o lord_n god_n in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n accomplish_v 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than_o that_o we_o crave_v much_o the_o more_o we_o ask_v the_o more_o we_o be_v sure_a to_o have_v and_o therefore_o do_v he_o do_v we_o to_o open_v our_o mouth_n wide_a and_o then_o he_o promise_v to_o fill_v they_o and_o the_o wide_a they_o be_v the_o soon_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v his_o way_n nor_o his_o thought_n be_v not_o as_o we_o he_o be_v never_o weary_a give_v nor_o repent_v importunate_a beggar_n be_v best_a welcome_n and_o those_o that_o be_v not_o satisfy_v with_o a_o little_a he_o take_v pleasure_n to_o give_v they_o much_o our_o dissatisfaction_n herein_o be_v his_o satisfaction_n our_o covet_n cause_v his_o liberality_n with_o our_o ambition_n to_o have_v all_o and_o to_o be_v deny_v nothing_o at_o all_o he_o be_v right_o well_o please_v and_o by_o thus_o exalt_v he_o as_o our_o chief_a and_o only_o good_a do_v he_o exalt_v we_o and_o set_v we_o on_o such_o high_a mountain_n that_o we_o can_v even_o see_v not_o only_o such_o a_o glory_n as_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o this_o world_n and_o the_o old_a jerusalem_n but_o that_o of_o his_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n here_o and_o glory_n hereafter_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n the_o city_n of_o our_o god_n where_o he_o be_v sit_v on_o his_o throne_n of_o majesty_n and_o great_a glory_n unvail_v himself_o as_o it_o be_v that_o we_o may_v behold_v he_o and_o his_o unapproachable_a transcendent_a bright_a glorious_a light_n of_o glory_n 282._o i_o will_v be_v willing_o barren_a even_o of_o all_o spiritual_a comfort_n if_o thereby_o i_o may_v be_v make_v more_o able_a to_o bear_v fruit_n to_o god_n and_o for_o god_n i_o will_v have_v no_o comfort_n nor_o delight_n if_o thereby_o as_o it_o be_v i_o can_v and_o do_v more_o delight_n and_o comfort_v my_o god_n that_o be_v i_o will_v rather_o joy_n god_n than_o enjoy_v god_n by_o know_v or_o feel_v nor_o that_o i_o can_v be_v content_a to_o know_v that_o i_o be_v without_o he_o that_o he_o be_v not_o my_o god_n god_n forbid_v but_o i_o prefer_v he_o much_o before_o my_o own_o chief_a good_a of_o joy_n his_o glory_n be_v my_o only_a yea_o all_o my_o glory_n 283._o i_o will_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o do_v god_n work_v here_o and_o have_v no_o wage_n than_o have_v wage_n here_o and_o do_v no_o work_n 284._o i_o have_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o whilst_o here_o be_v always_o work_v than_o always_o receive_v wage_n for_o this_o life_n of_o time_n i_o know_v be_v appoint_v for_o our_o work_a time_n and_o our_o hereafter_o life_n of_o time_n for_o our_o time_n of_o recive_a wage_n 285._o i_o will_v whilst_o hear_v be_v willing_a to_o spend_v all_o my_o time_n to_o do_v all_o good_a for_o i_o know_v that_o all_o my_o hereafter_o time_n shall_v be_v all_o spend_v in_o receive_v all_o good_a 286._o i_o will_v willing_o most_o willing_o work_n god_n work_n always_o while_o here_o for_o that_o ah_o for_o that_o bless_a wage_n which_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v receive_v from_o he_o for_o ever_o hereafter_o which_o be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a as_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v ear_n have_v not_o hear_v neither_o have_v it_o ever_o enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n at_o any_o time_n to_o conceive_v i_o know_v that_o i_o shall_v enter_v not_o only_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o lord_n but_o also_o into_o the_o lord_n of_o my_o joy_n 287._o it_o be_v wage_n great_a enough_o and_o good_a enough_o to_o be_v always_o do_v thy_o great_a good_a work_n o_o great_a god_n 288._o i_o will_v willing_o ah_o most_o willing_o serve_v the_o lord_n most_o and_o best_a of_o all_o man_n if_o i_o can_v and_o yet_o i_o desire_v as_o much_o and_o as_o willing_o will_v that_o every_o man_n may_v serve_v he_o more_o and_o please_v he_o better_o 289._o ah_o what_o delight_n be_v it_o to_o that_o soul_n that_o delight_v his_o god_n what_o joy_n do_v it_o bring_v to_o that_o heart_n that_o joy_v his_o god_n that_o be_v to_o rejoice_v always_o in_o he_o for_o god_n much_o delight_v in_o those_o yea_o most_o of_o all_o that_o make_v he_o their_o only_a delight_n 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291._o how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v i_o forget_v myself_o to_o mind_n only_o my_o god_n and_o to_o do_v all_o his_o mind_n to_o fulfil_v all_o his_o will_n and_o to_o rejoice_v in_o all_o his_o do_n i_o will_v love_v myself_o my_o own_o self_n no_o more_o but_o only_o my_o god_n my_o god_n only_o and_o ever_o adore_v i_o will_v willing_o deny_v myself_o that_o be_v my_o flesh_n all_o pleasure_n to_o please_v he_o that_o have_v river_n of_o pleasure_n provide_v to_o please_v fill_v and_o satisfy_v i_o with_o even_o such_o as_o flow_v from_o his_o own_o right_a hand_n 293._o
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ah_o how_o willing_o will_v he_o still_o live_v in_o contempt_n and_o be_v flout_v deride_v scorn_v and_o scoff_v at_o among_o and_o by_o man_n to_o be_v thus_o honour_v by_o god_n and_o honourable_a among_o the_o bless_a how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v he_o be_v ever_o banish_v from_o earth_n home_n to_o be_v thus_o bring_v home_o to_o enjoy_v what_o be_v at_o home_n in_o heaven_n and_o to_o feed_v on_o the_o unpleasant_a sour_a bitter_n of_o loss_n cross_n and_o affliction_n to_o drink_v only_o of_o these_o sweet_a pleasant_a stream_n and_o river_n of_o pleasure_n that_o flow_v continual_o and_o abundant_o from_o god_n right_a hand_n 124._o this_o ah_o this_o be_v to_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o over_o the_o red_a sea_n and_o from_o his_o weary_a and_o long_o journey_v in_o the_o wilderness_n to_o inherit_v a_o quiet_a and_o peaceable_a possession_n in_o that_o true_a heavenly_a celestial_a canaan_n flow_v always_o with_o milk_n and_o honey_n for_o here_o 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and_o kindness_n yea_o love_a kindness_n mercy_n goodness_n gentleness_n patience_n and_o forbearance_n that_o thereby_o and_o therewith_o i_o may_v be_v entice_v allure_v tie_v knit_v glue_v fasten_v swallow_v up_o and_o involve_v in_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n so_o as_o i_o may_v never_o more_o be_v devor_v part_v or_o separate_v from_o thou_o nor_o thy_o way_n but_o may_v long_o for_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o most_o sweet_a and_o only_o sweet_a and_o soul_n satisfy_v presence_n and_o communion_n all_o my_o day_n for_o without_o thou_o and_o out_o of_o thou_o all_o thing_n be_v even_o nothing_o but_o with_o thou_o enjoy_v thou_o we_o have_v all_o thing_n and_o want_v nothing_o and_o do_v care_n for_o nothing_o else_o nor_o ask_v nor_o desire_v nothing_o ah_o nothing_o else_o nay_o can_v think_v of_o any_o thing_n else_o 126._o bless_v ah_o bless_v i_o then_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n who_o be_v the_o god_n and_o father_n of_o abraham_n of_o isaac_n of_o jacob_n and_o of_o 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to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o and_o unto_o and_o for_o his_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n it_o be_v our_o glory_n and_o our_o honour_n our_o happiness_n and_o our_o bliss_n that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v to_o he_o alone_o therefore_o be_v give_v always_o all_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o praise_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 12._o lay_v out_o be_v lay_v up_o lay_v out_o of_o earthly_a treasure_n on_o earth_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n be_v to_o lay_v up_o heavenly_a treasure_n in_o heaven_n according_a to_o god_n word_n and_o his_o heart_n 13._o god_n give_v unto_o his_o child_n of_o his_o own_o strength_n to_o overcome_v as_o it_o be_v himself_z he_o delight_v to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v overcome_v by_o they_o and_o to_o make_v we_o more_o than_o conqueror_n 14._o ah_o the_o mercy_n the_o mercy_n and_o bounty_n of_o god_n and_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n that_o god_n be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v shall_v notwithstanding_o continue_v to_o do_v so_o much_o for_o man_n and_o man_n nevertheless_o continue_v continual_o to_o do_v so_o much_o against_o his_o god_n i_o say_v against_o his_o god_n even_o then_o when_o he_o know_v god_n to_o be_v his_o god_n 15._o ah_o lord_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o shall_v take_v pleasure_n to_o mind_v we_o so_o much_o as_o thou_o do_v although_o thou_o know_v well_o our_o evil_a mind_n and_o how_o little_a we_o mind_v thou_o and_o although_o thou_o tell_v we_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n how_o that_o we_o be_v near_o and_o dear_a unto_o thou_o even_o always_o in_o thy_o mind_n and_o heart_n to_o do_v we_o good_a for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o ah_o how_o great_a be_v our_o misery_n to_o have_v such_o deprave_a nature_n and_o such_o devil-like_a heart_n to_o pay_v thy_o merciful_a kindness_n with_o such_o high_a unkindness_n and_o ingratitude_n to_o thou_o who_o be_v our_o only_a good_a 16._o how_o be_v it_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o take_v such_o continual_a care_n and_o pain_n as_o it_o be_v and_o be_v at_o so_o much_o cost_n to_o overcome_v we_o with_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o yet_o we_o remain_v so_o brutish_a and_o senseless_a stupid_a and_o unkind_a that_o we_o will_v not_o but_o refuse_v to_o be_v overcome_v 17._o ah_o the_o misery_n the_o misery_n of_o man_n who_o be_v never_o weary_a nor_o will_v never_o be_v weary_a of_o do_v evil_a yea_o all_o manner_n of_o evil_n against_o his_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a lord_n and_o god_n who_o be_v so_o good_a to_o he_o as_o he_o be_v never_o weary_a nor_o repent_v of_o do_v of_o he_o good_a notwithstanding_o his_o continual_a do_v of_o evil_a or_o do_v of_o all_o evil_n continual_o 18._o a_o good_a heart_n give_v unto_o the_o lord_n free_o cheerful_o willing_o and_o rejoice_o of_o all_o that_o he_o have_v and_o always_o acknowledge_v and_o say_v of_o thy_o own_o o_o lord_n i_o will_v and_o do_v give_v thou_o 19_o when_o that_o the_o lord_n give_v unto_o such_o a_o soul_n grace_n he_o give_v he_o glory_n when_o he_o give_v he_o outward_a thing_n he_o praise_v he_o and_o enlarge_v his_o bowel_n of_o compassion_n unto_o the_o saint_n 20._o such_o heart_n desire_v mighty_o largeness_n of_o heart_n or_o large_a heart_n to_o give_v according_a to_o what_o they_o receive_v whether_o it_o be_v spiritual_n or_o temporal_n nothing_o be_v so_o near_a or_o dear_a unto_o they_o as_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o be_v to_o do_v his_o will_n in_o all_o thing_n from_o the_o very_o high_a of_o grace_n to_o the_o very_o low_a of_o thing_n in_o nature_n 21._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o always_o bear_v thou_o in_o mind_n when_o ever_o i_o mind_n that_o be_v think_v on_o any_o thing_n 22._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o do_v every_o thing_n that_o i_o do_v as_o know_v and_o remember_v that_o thou_o see_v and_o all_o know_v the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o write_v down_o all_o my_o word_n and_o work_n on_o thy_o bless_a book_n of_o remembrance_n 23._o let_v i_o do_v all_o that_o i_o do_v before_o man_n as_o before_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n know_v that_o thou_o see_v it_o and_o hear_v it_o 24._o and_o all_o that_o i_o take_v in_o hand_n to_o do_v o_o god_n before_o thou_o let_v i_o do_v it_o all_o as_o if_o all_o the_o man_n in_o the_o world_n do_v look_v on_o i_o and_o see_v it_o 25._o norwithstand_v the_o greatness_n and_o numberless_a number_n of_o my_o sin_n thy_o goodness_n o_o god_n be_v so_o great_a towards_o i_o as_o move_v thou_o to_o have_v compassion_n on_o i_o and_o to_o pour_v out_o thy_o endless_a and_o everlasting_a love_n and_o kindness_n in_o mercy_n upon_o i_o 26._o also_o o_o god_n thou_o cause_v my_o own_o sin_n to_o appear_v so_o great_a and_o filthy_a before_o i_o that_o i_o be_v thereby_o ashamed_a of_o myself_o and_o confound_v before_o thou_o 27._o so_o that_o see_v myself_o thus_o pollute_v filthy_a abominable_a and_o unclean_a yea_o abominable_o unclean_a i_o leave_v myself_o willing_o i_o hate_v and_o do_v hate_n and_o do_v hate_v myself_o true_o and_o i_o embrace_v through_o grace_n thy_o most_o gracious_a offer_n of_o grace_n love_n and_o mercy_n hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o return_v unto_o thou_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n desire_v entire_o and_o sinsere_o a_o entire_a change_n from_o all_o evil_n to_o all_o good_a from_o my_o own_o evil_a way_n to_o thy_o most_o bless_a way_n that_o be_v so_o good_a so_o sweet_a so_o beautiful_a so_o delightful_a that_o since_o the_o knowledge_n of_o they_o my_o soul_n have_v be_v often_o delight_v refresh_v feast_v and_o satisfy_v in_o they_o and_o with_o they_o 28._o ah_o mercy_n of_o mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v o_o god_n be_v please_v thus_o in_o mercy_n to_o look_v on_o i_o when_o i_o be_v fit_a and_o ripe_a for_o all_o thy_o judgement_n and_o when_o thou_o may_v just_o have_v pour_v out_o the_o viol_n of_o thy_o wrath_n and_o fury_n upon_o i_o with_o the_o great_a indignation_n that_o then_o even_o then_o to_o kindle_v the_o flame_n of_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n from_o the_o continual_a burn_n in_o thy_o o_o god_n in_o thou_o to_o love_v fear_v seek_v adore_v and_o serve_v thou_o unfiegned_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n ah_o what_o mercy_n to_o this_o mercy_n 29._o continue_v o_o god_n that_o be_v my_o god_n and_o only_a good_a continue_v ah_o continue_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o be_v thus_o merciful_a unto_o i_o that_o i_o turn_v not_o thy_o grace_n into_o wantonness_n but_o in_o some_o measure_n labour_n and_o strive_v to_o walk_v worthy_a of_o these_o thy_o rich_a and_o save_a mercy_n with_o which_o thou_o have_v and_o will_v for_o ever_o enrich_v my_o poor_a soul_n with_o and_o save_v it_o 30._o as_o a_o natural_a father_n a_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n be_v and_o must_v be_v still_o a_o father_n and_o a_o child_n a_o child_n so_o i_o think_v it_o be_v with_o god_n our_o heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a father_n he_o have_v once_o beget_v we_o and_o we_o be_v bear_v again_o and_o be_v become_v his_o child_n by_o the_o grace_n of_o adoption_n justification_n and_o sanctification_n he_o must_v be_v still_o our_o father_n and_o we_o his_o child_n unto_o eternal_a salvation_n though_o we_o do_v many_o time_n as_o fleshly_a child_n not_o always_o do_v the_o will_n of_o their_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n not_o please_v they_o always_o not_o satisfy_v or_o delight_v they_o nor_o give_v they_o content_a yet_o notwithstanding_o they_o be_v still_o child_n nor_o they_o can_v cease_v to_o be_v child_n nor_o their_o father_n to_o be_v their_o father_n even_o so_o though_o we_o do_v not_o always_o do_v