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himself_o unworthy_a to_o come_v near_o the_o altar_n he_o dare_v not_o so_o much_o as_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n to_o heaven_n because_o shame_v and_o confusion_n have_v cover_v his_o countenance_n to_o have_v offend_v so_o great_a a_o majesty_n he_o knock_v his_o breast_n where_o sin_n be_v conceive_v and_o seem_v to_o take_v revenge_n of_o himself_o he_o beseech_v god_n to_o be_v merciful_a to_o he_o a_o sinner_n expose_v his_o misery_n only_o for_o god_n mercy_n to_o magnify_v itself_o upon_o affection_n let_v we_o not_o my_o soul_n be_v ashamed_a to_o learn_v of_o this_o poor_a publican_n what_o disposition_n we_o ought_v to_o bring_v with_o we_o when_o we_o go_v to_o sue_v to_o the_o dreadefull_a majesty_n of_o god_n for_o remission_n of_o our_o sin_n nay_o rather_o let_v we_o blush_v that_o after_o so_o long_o practice_v in_o spirituality_n we_o fall_v short_a of_o that_o poor_a sinner_n after_o so_o much_o light_n so_o many_o heavenly_a inspiration_n so_o many_o help_n and_o assistance_n which_o he_o never_o have_v and_o yet_o while_o our_o eye_n lie_v open_a to_o every_o distraction_n he_o with_o confusion_n be_v fix_v upon_o the_o ground_n not_o dare_v to_o look_v upon_o the_o heaven_n he_o take_v revenge_n upon_o the_o breast_n wherein_o sin_n be_v conceive_v and_o make_v humble_o confess_v misery_n alone_o plead_v for_o mercy_n the_o second_o pointe._n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n consider_v the_o contrary_a effect_n of_o the_o far_o contrary_a proceed_n of_o the_o proud_a pharisee_n and_o humble_a publican_n the_o pharisee_n come_v with_o his_o hart_n full_o swell_v with_o proud_a justice_n and_o return_v with_o his_o hand_n empty_a the_o publican_n come_v load_v with_o humble_a injustice_n and_o a_o empty_a hart_n and_o he_o return_v with_o
his_o hand_n full_a and_o be_v justify_v the_o pharisee_n preach_v his_o own_o justice_n innocence_n and_o virtue_n and_o yet_o return_v humble_v the_o publican_n be_v so_o far_o from_o pretend_v justice_n innocence_n or_o virtue_n that_o he_o plead_v only_o his_o poverty_n and_o sinfulness_n and_o rely_v whole_o on_o god_n mercy_n and_o he_o return_v home_o exalt_v affection_n let_v we_o my_o soul_n have_v as_o high_a conceit_n as_o we_o will_v of_o our_o own_o advancement_n in_o virtue_n and_o good_a action_n pride_n will_v never_o prevail_v with_o god_n nay_o it_o will_v insensible_o lead_v we_o into_o confusion_n god_n always_o disperse_v the_o proud_a in_o the_o conceit_n of_o his_o hart_n and_o exalte_v the_o humble_a those_o he_o send_v away_o with_o empty_a hand_n these_o he_o replenish_v with_o good_a thing_n for_o lo_o the_o poor_a underualued_a despise_a publican_n who_o find_v none_o of_o his_o own_o justice_n but_o his_o true_a poverty_n and_o misery_n to_o plead_v his_o cause_n return_v justify_v while_o the_o pharisee_n be_v send_v away_o with_o confusion_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n and_o they_o bring_v to_o he_o christ_n one_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a matt._n 7._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v in_o this_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a man_n cure_v by_o our_o saviour_n in_o his_o pass_n by_o sidon_n etc._n etc._n the_o miserable_a condition_n of_o a_o poor_a soul_n which_o happen_v often_o to_o be_v both_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a too_o the_o great_a commerce_n that_o poor_a man_n have_v with_o heaven_n be_v either_o by_o speak_v or_o hear_v i_o will_v speak_v to_o our_o lord_n though_o i_o be_v but_o dust_n and_o ash_n abraham_n speak_v o_o lord_n for_o thy_o seruantheare_n psal_n when_o the_o soul_n fall_v then_o into_o such_o a_o lythergie_n that_o it_o neither_o list_n to_o speak_v to_o god_n by_o prayer_n nor_o to_o hear_v god_n speak_v to_o it_o by_o his_o preacher_n alas_o in_o what_o a_o lamentable_a state_n it_o be_v affection_n ah_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o be_v so_o unhappy_a to_o fall_v into_o so_o dangerous_a a_o disease_n that_o thou_o have_v neither_o list_n to_o pray_v nor_o gust_n in_o prayer_n nor_o yet_o inclination_n to_o hear_v or_o read_v the_o word_n of_o god_n whereby_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strengthen_v and_o nourish_v fail_v not_o to_o testify_v to_o thy_o brethren_n by_o sigh_n and_o sob_n and_o tear_n that_o thou_o lie_v sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n and_o be_v sore_o torment_v procure_v at_o least_o some_o good_a soul_n to_o go_v thy_o errand_n for_o thou_o and_o signify_v to_o our_o merciful_a saviour_n in_o what_o a_o sad_a condition_n thou_o be_v as_o do_v the_o good_a centurion_n for_o his_o servant_n thus_o do_v and_o confident_o hope_v for_o assistance_n in_o god_n good_a tyme._n the_o second_o point_n they_o beseech_v he_o christ_n that_o he_o will_v impose_v his_o hand_n upon_o he_o consider_v that_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o these_o good_a people_n how_o we_o ought_v to_o behave_v ourselves_o towards_o our_o distress_a brother_n they_o do_v not_o only_o bring_v he_o to_o our_o saviour_n presence_n but_o they_o sue_v for_o he_o and_o prevail_v with_o that_o god_n of_o pity_n to_o touch_v he_o with_o his_o holy_a hand_n and_o soon_o after_o to_o cure_v he_o affection_n o_o my_o soul_n how_o our_o dear_a lord_n love_v that_o brotherly_a love_n they_o no_o soon_o bring_v this_o distress_a brother_n of_o they_o and_o intercede_v for_o he_o but_o that_o merciful_a hart_n be_v touch_v with_o compassion_n and_o bless_v they_o and_o he_o with_o the_o effect_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o prayer_n for_o his_o ear_n be_v open_v and_o he_o speak_v right_o let_v we_o hence_o learn_v never_o to_o fear_v to_o leave_v the_o dear_a devotious_a we_o have_v to_o afford_v office_n of_o brotherly_a charity_n to_o our_o afflict_a brother_n what_o we_o do_v to_o they_o in_o quality_n of_o brother_n of_o christ_n we_o do_v to_o christ_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n and_o take_v he_o from_o the_o multitude_n apart_o etc._n etc._n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o christ_n take_v the_o dumb_a man_n apart_o from_o the_o multitude_n before_o he_o perfect_o cure_v he_o to_o teach_v we_o that_o there_o be_v no_o better_a way_n to_o cure_v our_o neighbour_n or_o ourselves_o in_o case_n of_o our_o spiritual_a deafness_n and_o dumnesse_n then_o to_o quit_v the_o multitude_n and_o to_o betake_v we_o to_o some_o holy_a retreat_n there_o will_v christ_n speak_v loud_o enough_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o the_o deaf_a ear_n there_o will_v he_o make_v the_o tongue_n of_o the_o dumb_a speak_v loud_o enough_o too_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o he_o there_o will_v the_o cure_n be_v absolute_o wrought_v the_o ear_n be_v immediate_o open_v and_o the_o string_n of_o the_o tongue_n be_v loose_v affection_n i_o will_v lead_v she_o the_o faithful_a soul_n into_o the_o wilderness_n and_o i_o will_v speak_v to_o her_o heart_n the_o wilderness_n my_o soul_n where_o our_o deafness_n ought_v to_o be_v cure_v be_v our_o chamber_n or_o celle_n there_o the_o world_n be_v silent_a and_o break_v not_o our_o head_n with_o its_o idle_a tumult_n and_o rumour_n but_o leave_v god_n his_o turn_n to_o speak_v there_o he_o break_v through_o our_o deafness_n say_v not_o to_o our_o ear_n but_o to_o our_o heart_n i_o not_o the_o world_n be_o thy_o salvation_n and_o say_v it_o so_o that_o we_o hear_v it_o there_o it_o be_v too_o that_o he_o make_v our_o dumnesse_n speak_v unto_o he_o say_v o_o dear_a lord_n thou_o haste_v make_v i_o to_o thyself_o and_o for_o thyself_o and_o thence_o it_o be_v that_o wander_v where_o i_o will_v i_o be_o at_o unrest_n and_o even_o weary_v out_o till_o i_o return_v to_o thou_o thou_o have_v make_v my_o soul_n capable_a of_o thy_o immensity_n and_o no_o less_o thing_n than_o thyself_o can_v or_o shall_v ever_o saciate_a that_o large_a capacity_n dam_fw-la mihi_fw-la te_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la for_o this_o will_v i_o day_n lie_v cry_v thou_o be_v my_o heart_n repose_v dark_a night_n be_v my_o day_n in_o thou_o in_o solitude_n my_o god_n a_o multitude_n to_o i_o the_o second_o point_n he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v consider_v the_o exceed_a gratitude_n of_o those_o good_a people_n for_o a_o temporal_a benefit_n and_o that_o do_v not_o to_o themselves_o neither_o but_o to_o their_o neighbour_n while_o we_o hardly_o take_v notice_n of_o so_o many_o spiritual_a one_o do_v to_o ourselves_o every_o day_n they_o though_o otherwise_o command_v to_o tell_v no_o body_n can_v contain_v themselves_o but_o they_o cry_v it_o out_o to_o every_o body_n with_o joy_n and_o wonderment_n free_o publish_v that_o he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v affection_n o_o my_o lord_n my_o life_n and_o my_o dear_a delight_n what_o be_v any_o man_n able_a to_o say_v of_o thou_o bear_v any_o proportion_n to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n show_v to_o man_n shall_v we_o therefore_o be_v silent_a o_o no_o for_o woe_n be_v to_o they_o who_o be_v silent_a in_o thy_o praise_n since_o even_o they_o who_o speak_v most_o thereof_o may_v be_v account_v to_o be_v but_o even_o dumb_a i_o be_o my_o dear_a lord_n thy_o redeem_a slave_n thou_o haste_v thunder_v through_o my_o deafness_n and_o break_v my_o bond_n asunder_o let_v my_o heart_n and_o my_o tongue_n praise_v thou_o and_o let_v all_o my_o bowel_n say_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v like_a to_o thou_o say_v therefore_o my_o soul_n if_o i_o forget_v thou_o let_v my_o right_a hand_n be_v forget_v let_v my_o tongue_n cleave_v to_o my_o jaw_n if_o i_o do_v not_o remember_v thou_o and_o place_v thou_o in_o the_o begininge_n of_o all_o my_o joy_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n bless_a be_v the_o eye_n which_o see_v what_o you_o see_v luc._n 10._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v how_o great_a a_o blessing_n it_o be_v indeed_o for_o a_o company_n of_o poor_a fisher_n man_n to_o behold_v god_n incarnate_v fimiliar_o to_o converse_v with_o he_o to_o discourse_v with_o he_o in_o a_o friendly_a manner_n to_o sit_v at_o table_n and_o eat_v and_o drink_v with_o he_o to_o be_v the_o hearer_n of_o the_o sacred_a word_n which_o stream_v from_o his_o divine_a lip_n to_o be_v companion_n of_o his_o labour_n etc._n etc._n to_o see_v he_o in_o earth_n a_o mild_a emmanuel_n who_o the_o cherubin_n and_o seraphin_n adore_v with_o tremble_v in_o heaven_n affection_n certes_o my_o soul_n this_o be_v a_o great_a blessing_n and_o a_o thing_n ardent_o breathe_v after_o by_o the_o patriarch_n and_o prophet_n who_o cry_v out_o come_v
soon_o and_o more_o abundant_o than_o we_o expect_v what_o may_v be_v conduce_v to_o our_o good_a will_v be_v effect_v for_o behold_v while_o christ_n scarce_o promise_v the_o cure_n of_o the_o prince_n son_n body_n present_o before_o his_o return_n home_o the_o child_n be_v cure_v and_o he_o and_o his_o whole_a house_n be_v become_v the_o faithful_a of_o christ_n ah_o how_o good_a thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o such_o as_o be_v right_a of_o heart_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v liken_v to_o a_o man_n be_v a_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n matt._n 18._o first_o point_n consider_v that_o by_o the_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n be_v mean_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o by_o the_o servant_n who_o ought_v he_o ten_o thousand_o talentes_n be_v represent_v a_o sinful_a soul_n guilty_a of_o many_o huge_a crime_n whereof_o he_o be_v not_o at_o all_o in_o a_o condition_n to_o disengage_v himself_o and_o what_o can_v such_o a_o one_o expect_v from_o a_o most_o just_a master_n but_o rigour_n since_o he_o have_v so_o unjust_o and_o careless_o run_v into_o so_o great_a arrear_n to_o wit_n his_o master_n command_v that_o he_o shall_v be_v sell_v he_o his_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o all_o that_o he_o have_v affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n in_o what_o a_o miserable_a state_n be_v such_o a_o guilty_a person_n he_o may_v true_o say_v with_o job_n behold_v there_o be_v no_o help_n for_o i_o in_o myself_o all_o that_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o of_o myself_o be_v a_o accurse_a liberty_n to_o heap_v sin_n upon_o sin_n to_o contemn_v the_o benignity_n and_o humanity_n of_o christ_n and_o final_o to_o treasure_n up_o anger_n against_o the_o day_n of_o anger_n whither_o then_o must_v i_o betake_v myself_o for_o aid_n what_o mean_n must_v i_o use_v to_o shelter_v my_o self_n against_o the_o rigour_n of_o the_o most_o just_a doom_n which_o i_o see_v ready_a to_o be_v pronounce_v against_o i_o alas_o my_o soul_n there_o be_v no_o flight_n from_o god_n but_o to_o god_n from_o god_n offend_v to_o god_n appease_v from_o his_o justice_n to_o his_o mercy_n let_v then_o the_o residue_n of_o our_o life_n be_v spend_v in_o cry_v mercy_n mercy_n mercy_n dread_a lord_n acknowledge_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o it_o be_v his_o mercy_n alone_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v the_o second_o pointe._n but_o the_o servant_n fall_v down_o beseech_v he_o say_v have_v patience_n towards_o i_o etc._n etc._n and_o his_o master_n move_v with_o pity_n forgive_v he_o the_o debt_n consider_v that_o though_o that_o bad_a servant_n be_v prodigality_n or_o negligence_n in_o contract_v so_o great_a a_o debt_n have_v put_v he_o into_o a_o certain_a moral_a impossibility_n of_o ever_o be_v able_a to_o pay_v so_o immense_a a_o sum_n and_o consequent_o make_v he_o most_o just_o liable_a to_o the_o punishment_n which_o be_v put_v upon_o he_o yet_o be_v his_o good_a master_n so_o merciful_a that_o present_o upon_o his_o submission_n and_o prayer_n he_o be_v move_v with_o compassion_n and_o forgive_v he_o the_o whole_a debt_n however_o great_a it_o be_v affection_n take_v courage_n then_o my_o soul_n be_v thy_o crime_n in_o never_o so_o great_a multitude_n be_v thy_o arrear_n contract_v in_o what_o length_n of_o time_n so_o ever_o god_n mercy_n do_v infinite_o surpass_v thy_o misery_n the_o accurse_a power_n of_o thy_o malice_n can_v never_o exhauste_v the_o riches_n of_o his_o free_a commiseration_n behold_v behold_v with_o admiringe_v love_n how_o the_o tender_a heart_n of_o that_o best_a master_n be_v present_o touch_v and_o move_v to_o pity_n upon_o the_o first_o submission_n and_o suit_n of_o his_o worst_a servant_n and_o forgive_v he_o not_o a_o part_n but_o the_o whole_a debt_n let_v then_o all_o the_o poor_a sinful_a servant_n of_o this_o most_o indulgent_a master_n with_o most_o humble_a heart_n replenish_v with_o gratitude_n say_v to_o he_o and_o all_o the_o world_n quoniam_fw-la bone_fw-la quoniam_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la misericordia_fw-la eius_fw-la the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n this_o servant_n find_v his_o fellow-seruant_n who_o ought_v he_o one_o hundred_o penny_n etc._n etc._n and_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o he_o and_o cast_v he_o into_o prison_n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v the_o unmercifulnesse_n and_o cruelty_n of_o this_o naughty_a servant_n and_o in_o he_o let_v diligent_o observe_v our_o self_n he_o ought_v his_o lord_n a_o immense_a sum_n to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o and_o twenty_o french_fw-mi million_o his_o fellow-seruant_n ought_v he_o a_o trifle_n only_o to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o penny_n he_o upon_o his_o first_o submission_n and_o humble_a suit_n find_v mercy_n with_o his_o lord_n and_o the_o remission_n of_o the_o whole_a debt_n his_o fellow-seruant_n fall_v down_o with_o no_o less_o submission_n and_o humble_a prayer_n and_o yet_o meet_v with_o nothing_o but_o violence_n and_o uttermost_a rigour_n affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o not_o thus_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o one_o another_o notwithstanding_o the_o many_o precept_n and_o example_n of_o mercy_n give_v we_o by_o our_o mild_a master_n bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o will_v have_v mercy_n and_o not_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o be_v it_o not_o by_o god_n mercy_n alone_o that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v and_o yet_o while_o we_o hear_v mercy_n so_o high_o commend_v by_o god_n while_o we_o so_o easy_o find_v mercy_n and_o pardon_n for_o many_o and_o great_a crime_n at_o his_o holy_a hand_n we_o can_v hardly_o prevail_v with_o ourselves_o to_o pardon_v our_o brother_n the_o small_a fault_n he_o may_v happen_v to_o commit_v against_o us._n let_v we_o deal_v my_o soul_n as_o we_o will_v desire_v to_o be_v deal_v with_o use_v mercy_n and_o we_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o find_v it_o but_o judgement_n without_o mercy_n to_o he_o that_o have_v not_o do_v mercy_n assure_v s._n james._n the_o second_o pointe._n and_o deliver_v he_o to_o the_o torment_n till_o he_o pay_v the_o whole_a debt_n consider_v that_o when_o our_o b._n saviour_n find_v that_o neither_o his_o precept_n nor_o practice_n be_v forcible_a enough_o to_o prevail_v with_o fierce_a man_n to_o do_v as_o he_o will_v be_v do_v to_o and_o pardon_v one_o another_o as_o we_o desire_v to_o be_v pardon_v by_o he_o he_o wax_v wroth_a and_o deliver_v that_o unmerciful_a servant_n to_o the_o torment_n until_o he_o repay_v all_o the_o debt_n for_o however_o what_o god_n remitt_v be_v true_o remit_v nor_o do_v he_o judge_v twice_o upon_o the_o same_o thing_n yet_o the_o horrible_a ingratitude_n and_o cruelty_n of_o the_o naughty_a servant_n appear_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o justice_n so_o enormous_a that_o he_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o the_o whole_a debt_n of_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n add_v withal_o that_o so_o also_o his_o heavenly_a father_n will_v deal_v with_o we_o if_o every_o one_o of_o we_o forgive_v not_o his_o brother_n from_o his_o heart_n affection_n with_o what_o measure_n we_o measure_v our_o brethren_n it_o shall_v be_v measure_v back_o to_o us._n if_o we_o will_v needs_o use_v justice_n without_o mercy_n justice_n shall_v we_o find_v without_o mercy_n ah_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o daunt_a reproach_n shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o to_o hear_v from_o a_o judge_n from_o who_o there_o be_v no_o appeal_n thou_o ungracious_a servant_n i_o forgive_v thou_o all_o the_o debt_n because_o thou_o besoughte_v i_o ought_v not_o thou_o then_o too_o to_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thy_o fellow-seruant_n even_o as_o i_o have_v mercy_n on_o thou_o but_o his_o mercy_n free_o extend_v to_o multitude_n of_o offence_n commit_v against_o a_o divine_a majesty_n shall_v not_o we_o then_o and_o from_o our_o heart_n reach_v at_o least_o to_o a_o few_o and_o light_a fault_n do_v against_o our_o misery_n what_o reply_n alas_o shall_v we_o be_v able_a to_o return_v to_o this_o demand_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o pharisy_n consult_v among_o themselves_o to_o entrap_v he_o jesus_n in_o his_o word_n matt._n 22._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o conduce_v to_o man_n good_a then_o to_o have_v a_o docile_a mind_n to_o take_v counsel_n and_o a_o readiness_n to_o advise_v among_o ourselves_o before_o we_o set_v upon_o any_o thing_n of_o moment_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o proverbe_n i_o wisdom_n dwell_v in_o counsel_n and_o again_o salvation_n be_v find_v in_o much_o counsel_n so_o be_v there_o nothing_o more_o pernicious_a then_o when_o many_o head_n conspire_v together_o to_o contrive_v mischief_n to_o supplante_v their_o christian_a brother_n to_o tempt_v christ_n and_o
do_v not_o so_o my_o soul_n do_v not_o so_o but_o rather_o whole_o offer_v thyself_o such_o as_o thou_o be_v to_o he_o for_o very_o he_o have_v offer_v himself_o whole_o for_o thou_o and_o invite_v earnest_o all_o creature_n to_o praise_v he_o laudate_fw-la dominum_fw-la omnes_fw-la gentes_fw-la laudate_fw-la cum_fw-la omnes_fw-la populi_fw-la quoniam_fw-la in_o this_o act_n of_o unparralled_a love_n and_o mercy_n confirmata_fw-la est_fw-la super_fw-la nos_fw-la misericordia_fw-la eius_fw-la at_o least_o run_v to_o he_o and_o crave_v pardon_n his_o fatherly_a bowel_n be_v easy_o win_v to_o compassion_n his_o love_a and_o royal_a hart_n can_v deny_v a_o boon_n we_o have_v a_o good_a proof_n of_o it_o for_o even_o the_o thief_n his_o doubtful_a demand_n be_v accord_v and_o he_o have_v already_o hear_v mecum_fw-la eris_fw-la in_o paradiso_n a_o great_a grace_n and_o consolation_n for_o poor_a sinner_n demand_v his_o benediction_n before_o he_o go_v lest_o we_o may_v be_v after_o force_v to_o complain_v with_o that_o faithful_a soul_n heu_fw-la mihi_fw-la domine_fw-la heu_fw-la animae_fw-la mea_fw-la recessisti_fw-la consolator_n animae_fw-la meae_fw-la nec_fw-la valedixisti_fw-la ingredient_n vias_fw-la tuas_fw-la benedixâ—sti_fw-la tuis_fw-la nec_fw-la affui_fw-la woe_n be_v i_o wo_n be_v my_o soul_n thou_o do_v depart_v o_o thou_o comfortour_n of_o my_o soul_n without_o bid_v i_o farewell_o and_o take_v thy_o journey_n thou_o give_v thy_o blessing_n to_o thy_o friend_n and_o i_o alas_o be_v not_o present_a 29_o and_o alas_o he_o can_v long_v now_o endure_v for_o infinite_a torment_n possess_v at_o once_o every_o sense_n and_o member_n see_v how_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o tear_a and_o weary_a body_n unjoint_v his_o arm_n and_o shoulder_n rive_v the_o hole_n of_o his_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o hark_v he_o cry_v out_o consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la heavenly_a father_n the_o work_n be_v do_v for_o which_o i_o be_v send_v my_o commission_n be_v accomplish_v my_o mission_n be_v end_v the_o prediction_n of_o the_o prophet_n be_v verify_v the_o type_n and_o figure_n and_o sacryfice_n of_o the_o old_a law_n be_v abolish_v the_o miracle_n and_o wonder_n wrought_v the_o cure_v finish_v the_o debt_n of_o all_o mankind_n well_o nigh_o discharge_v and_o a_o eternal_a league_n make_v betwxit_fw-la heaven_n and_o earth_n in_o my_o own_o blood_n consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la 30._o yes_o eternal_a father_n for_o what_o can_v i_o have_v do_v for_o my_o vineyard_n which_o i_o have_v not_o do_v i_o have_v manifest_v thy_o name_n and_o truth_n unto_o it_o i_o have_v teach_v thy_o people_n by_o word_n and_o example_n second_v and_o confirm_v by_o wonder_n and_o prodigy_n i_o have_v wade_v through_o whole_a sea_n of_o indignity_n contumely_n and_o contempt_n and_o a_o storm_n of_o torment_n have_v almost_o wrack_v i_o there_o be_v not_o one_o member_n of_o my_o body_n leave_v entire_a the_o whole_a stock_n of_o my_o blood_n be_v spend_v the_o conduit_n wherein_o it_o run_v my_o vein_n be_v dry_v up_o and_o my_o hart_n the_o source_n be_v quite_o drayn_v my_o jaw_n be_v hoarse_a with_o cry_v and_o scarce_o now_o be_v there_o so_o much_o breath_n leave_v in_o my_o body_n as_o to_o give_v thou_o this_o short_a account_n of_o myself_o and_o my_o embassy_n in_o say_v consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la and_o so_o deliver_v up_o my_o soul_n or_o life_n into_o thy_o holy_a hand_n 31._o ah_o my_o soul_n my_o soul_n what_o have_v we_o see_v and_o hear_v and_o what_o do_v we_o now_o hear_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v ready_a to_o be_v give_v up_o for_o thy_o sin_n whither_o whither_o have_v thy_o misery_n and_o malice_n together_o with_o his_o mercy_n and_o charity_n lead_v thy_o lord_n and_o thou_o thy_o malice_n have_v run_v with_o a_o stiff_a neck_n into_o a_o land_n of_o huge_a disproportion_n and_o his_o mercy_n hang_v upon_o the_o cross_n with_o a_o humble_a head_n bow_v down_o to_o receive_v thou_o home_o with_o a_o kiss_n of_o peace_n thy_o malice_n have_v run_v thou_o out_o of_o breath_n in_o sin_v and_o his_o mercy_n in_o suffering_n thy_o malice_n whole_o spend_v its_o thought_n upon_o rebellion_n against_o god_n and_o self-affliction_n and_o his_o mercy_n upon_o thought_n of_o peace_n and_o reconcilement_n thy_o malice_n employ_v its_o word_n in_o provoke_a god_n wroth_a and_o his_o mercy_n be_v exercise_v in_o petition_v thy_o pardon_n thy_o malice_n prodigal_o power_v out_o the_o last_o farthing_n of_o thy_o substance_n to_o loose_v thyself_o and_o his_o mercy_n more_o prodigal_o the_o last_o drop_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o a_o god_n to_o save_v thou_o 32._o yes_o yes_o my_o soul_n it_o be_v not_o think_v enough_o to_o thy_o christ_n for_o thy_o love_n to_o have_v take_v thy_o nature_n upon_o he_o to_o have_v be_v bear_v in_o a_o stable_n lay_v in_o a_o manger_n in_o humility_n abjection_n and_o poverty_n to_o have_v converse_v 33._o year_n among_o man_n as_o one_o of_o they_o in_o labour_n from_o his_o youth_n to_o have_v preach_v and_o practise_v all_o sort_n of_o virtue_n to_o have_v sweat_n blood_n to_o have_v be_v betray_v take_v bind_v scourge_v crown_v calumniate_v condemn_v to_o a_o most_o shameful_a death_n nail_v to_o a_o most_o infamous_a cross_n but_o he_o will_v also_o stay_v there_o till_o the_o consummation_n of_o all_o to_o the_o last_o drop_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n to_o the_o last_o breath_n of_o his_o body_n till_o he_o have_v yield_v up_o his_o ghost_n into_o his_o heavenly_a father_n hand_n 33._o nor_o be_v it_o enough_o for_o we_o christian_n to_o begin_v well_o to_o run_v prosperous_o for_o a_o time_n to_o live_v in_o humility_n poverty_n and_o abjection_n to_o watch_v to_o fast_o to_o pray_v to_o practice_v religious_a discipline_n it_o be_v to_o final_a perseverance_n salvation_n be_v promise_v it_o be_v to_o the_o consummation_n or_o end_n of_o the_o work_n the_o crown_n be_v give_v look_v then_o upon_o the_o author_n of_o our_o faith_n and_o consummatour_n jesus_n be_v as_o prompt_a to_o suffer_v with_o he_o as_o to_o adore_v he_o and_o pray_v to_o he_o be_v still_o as_o ready_a for_o the_o ignominy_n of_o caluarie_n as_o the_o glory_n of_o thabot_n prefix_v no_o end_n to_o our_o labour_n caluminy_n contradiction_n temptation_n etc._n etc._n but_o that_o of_o our_o life_n prescribe_v no_o limit_n to_o what_o ever_o abjection_n torment_n abandonement_n etc._n etc._n god_n wise_a providence_n and_o good_a pleasure_n may_v permit_v to_o fall_v upon_o we_o but_o constant_o remain_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o nail_v to_o our_o cross_n with_o christ_n die_v with_o he_o to_o the_o world_n to_o worldly_a respect_n to_o self_n interest_n to_o ourselves_o with_o he_o i_o say_v who_o be_v even_o a_o die_a for_o we_o have_v hear_v consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la 34._o and_o hark_v now_o we_o hear_v in_o manus_fw-la tuas_fw-la domine_fw-la commendo_fw-la spiritum_fw-la meum_fw-la into_o thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n ay_o i_o ay_o i_o my_o dear_a spouse_n my_o love_n my_o life_n my_o god_n be_v dead_a yes_o my_o soul_n he_o be_v dead_a noe_o long_o can_v his_o weak_a neck_n sustain_v his_o sacred_a head_n as_o we_o have_v follow_v he_o live_v and_o look_v upon_o he_o die_v so_o let_v we_o now_o for_o a_o sad_a farewell_n take_v our_o last_o view_n of_o our_o dead_a lord_n who_o be_v slaughter_v for_o our_o love_n alas_o he_o be_v whole_o deform_v there_o be_v neither_o beauty_n nor_o comeliness_n leave_v in_o that_o fair_a far_o beyond_o the_o son_n of_o man_n a_o ghastly_a paleness_n have_v seize_v upon_o his_o glorious_a face_n whilom_o the_o angel_n joy_n wound_n gall_n goarie_a blood_n whole_o cover_v his_o virginal_a body_n all_o whiteness_n be_v flee_v from_o that_o white_a lily_n of_o the_o underualley_n &_o totus_fw-la rubicundus_fw-la est_fw-la dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la &_o my_o belove_a be_v all_o red_a be_v all_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o benediction_n and_o thanksgiving_n to_o that_o tender_a lamb_n who_o be_v slay_v for_o love_n amen_n a_o oblation_n of_o the_o life_n and_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n o_o sweet_a jesu_n i_o have_v alas_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n offend_v thou_o and_o have_v be_v incessant_o ungratfull_a unto_o thou_o my_o dear_a creator_n and_o redeemour_n i_o have_v mangle_v thy_o gift_n not_o preserve_v they_o entire_a nor_o make_v a_o right_a use_n of_o they_o but_o have_v hinder_v thy_o grace_n and_o still_o add_v new_a fault_n to_o the_o old_a very_o my_o offence_n be_v exceed_o great_a and_o many_o but_o yet_o thy_o mercy_n be_v infinitlie_o great_a and_o without_o all_o limit_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o utter_o unworthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n i_o can_v however_o but_o acknowledge_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o father_n as_o thou_o true_o be_v and_o in_o
thou_o dagnie_v to_o bestow_v they_o i_o poor_a contemptible_a wretch_n bear_v the_o son_n of_o earth_n make_v the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o heir_n of_o god_n the_o brother_n of_o ibsus-christ_n coheir_n with_o jesus_n let_v i_o dear_a child_n let_v i_o never_o more_o by_o a_o degenerous_a conversation_n in_o such_o or_o such_o thing_n make_v reflection_n of_o your_o great_a imperfection_n etc._n etc._n stain_v the_o noble_a family_n and_o the_o dignity_n of_o the_o blood_n and_o alliance_n into_o which_o i_o be_o addopt_v by_o thy_o graciousnesse_n may_v i_o rather_o die_v then_o ever_o prove_v so_o base_a and_o disloyal_a amen_n the_o first_o med_n for_o sanct_n ihons_n day_n ponit_fw-la 1._o consider_v but_o if_o son_n hyere_o heir_n of_o god_n god_n if_o king_n king_n of_o heaven_n king_n of_o majesty_n king_n of_o glory_n how_o become_v he_o then_o thus_o inglorious_a thus_o leave_v thus_o lodge_v thus_o lay_v marry_o out_o of_o mere_a goodness_n free_a mercy_n and_o undue_a love_n love_v of_o nation_n which_o seek_v he_o not_o think_v not_o of_o he_o which_o care_v not_o for_o he_o nay_o which_o trangress_v his_o commandment_n violate_v his_o law_n rebel_v against_o his_o will_n and_o pleasure_n and_o that_o without_o any_o need_n he_o have_v of_o they_o without_o any_o interest_n he_o pretend_v by_o they_o out_o of_o mere_a love_n and_o mercy_n aff._n good_a and_o omnipotent_a god_n merciful_a and_o holy_a and_o dear_a father_n much_o much_o do_v we_o owe_v thou_o for_o our_o creation_n for_o have_v make_v we_o man_n man_n the_o master_n piece_n of_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n for_o having-bestowed_n a_o whole_a world_n upon_o we_o with_o all_o the_o admirable_a variety_n of_o creature_n comprise_v therein_o for_o our_o use_n and_o service_n but_o incomparable_o much_o more_o now_o that_o thou_o have_v send_v thy_o own_o only_a son_n thy_o son_n and_o heir_n the_o king_n of_o heaven_n equal_a to_o thyself_o those_o be_v great_a indeed_o yet_o earthly_a 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long_o ago_o foretell_v we_o have_v see_v he_o in_o his_o thirst_n present_v with_o vinegar_n and_o gale_n we_o have_v see_v lot_n cast_v upon_o his_o garment_n we_o have_v see_v he_o a_o worm_n and_o not_o a_o man_n a_o reproach_n of_o man_n and_o out-caste_a of_o the_o people_n we_o have_v see_v he_o compass_v with_o calf_n and_o dog_n and_o besiege_v by_o fat_a bull_n we_o have_v hear_v he_o cry_v out_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o even_o as_o it_o be_v foretell_v by_o david_n affect_v be_v it_o not_o true_a then_o my_o soul_n that_o all_o be_v consummate_v all_o the_o prophecy_n fulfil_v be_v it_o not_o true_a that_o sicut_fw-la audivimus_fw-la sic_fw-la &_o vidimus_fw-la that_o what_o be_v foretell_v we_o have_v see_v accomplish_v be_v it_o not_o true_a that_o all_o these_o testimony_n be_v make_v but_o too_o too_o credible_a exceed_v apparent_a to_o all_o the_o world_n but_o ah_o my_o jesu_n thou_o dear_a author_n and_o consummatour_n of_o our_o faith_n 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down_o his_o life_n this_o aught_o to_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o our_o proceed_n we_o must_v not_o less_o love_n and_o serve_v god_n because_o he_o seem_v some_o time_n to_o leave_v we_o in_o affliction_n in_o temptation_n etc._n etc._n nor_o leave_v off_o to_o love_v our_o neighbour_n because_o he_o render_v evil_a for_o good_a not_o for_o our_o aim_n and_o obligation_n be_v to_o accomplish_v the_o law_n with_o christ_n and_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o the_o law_n be_v love_n the_o xxix_o meditation_n 1._o point_n consideration_n final_o all_o be_v consummate_v his_o obedience_n to_o his_o heavenly_a father_n even_o unto_o death_n and_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n all_o the_o great_a work_n of_o man_n redemption_n impose_v upon_o he_o and_o embrace_v by_o he_o with_o such_o a_o infinite_a measure_n of_o charity_n that_o he_o be_v press_v and_o oppress_v by_o the_o same_o till_o he_o accomplish_v it_o all_o his_o labour_n and_o pain_n and_o dolour_n all_o the_o mystery_n of_o infirmity_n and_o document_n of_o virtue_n affect_v it_o be_v true_a my_o dear_a saviour_n the_o lesson_n of_o obedience_n be_v consummate_v thou_o have_v leave_v we_o so_o perfect_a à _fw-fr pattern_n of_o it_o that_o contempt_n scorn_n ignominy_n torment_n death_n itself_o can_v not_o shake_v it_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o labour_n from_o thy_o youth_n and_o thy_o pain_n and_o dolour_n have_v increase_v with_o thy_o year_n thou_o have_v pass_v through_o all_o the_o mystery_n and_o as_o i_o may_v say_v all_o the_o misery_n of_o infirmity_n a_o cold_a stable_n a_o hard_a manger_n a_o lock_n of_o hay_n poor_a clout_n heat_n cold_a hunger_n thirst_n and_o much_o bodily_a weariness_n and_o thou_o have_v leave_v we_o all_o the_o document_n of_o virtue_n of_o humility_n mildness_n poverty_n patience_n etc._n etc._n so_o that_o thou_o may_v well_o say_v to_o man_n hart_n what_o can_v i_o have_v do_v to_o my_o vinyarde_n which_o i_o have_v not_o do_v and_o we_o shall_v as_o we_o may_v most_o 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