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after_o receive_v i_o have_v find_v thou_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o who_o my_o hart_n love_v nor_o shall_v thou_o depart_v from_o i_o but_o lodge_v between_o my_o breast_n i_o hold_v thou_o i_o possess_v thou_o i_o enjoy_v thou_o in_o this_o narrow_a cottage_n of_o my_o hart_n who_o the_o heaven_n can_v comprehend_v o_o kiss_v i_o with_o a_o kiss_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a sweet_a mouth_n my_o dear_a jesu_n for_o thy_o breast_n be_v better_a than_o the_o most_o delicious_o parfumed_a wine_n thy_o name_n be_v oil_n pour_v out_o thy_o voice_n sweet_a thy_o face_n comely_a and_o thou_o be_v whole_o fair_a and_o desiderable_a o_o bread_n of_o life_n bread_n of_o angel_n sanctuary_n of_o soul_n o_o sweet_a and_o secreete_a comforter_n of_o holy_a heart_n o_o heavenly_a spouse_n o_o jesu_n my_o dear_a love_n o_o riches_n of_o the_o soul_n solace_n of_o the_o afflict_a food_n of_o the_o famish_a o_o my_o joy_n my_o glory_n and_o all_o my_o beatitude_n no_o other_o nation_n have_v ever_o their_o god_n so_o near_o to_o they_o as_o our_o god_n be_v near_o to_o we_o who_o come_v himself_o to_o feed_v we_o with_o his_o glorious_a body_n and_o blood_n o_o unspeakable_a grace_n o_o admirable_a favour_n o_o infinite_a charity_n what_o be_v this_o that_o i_o feel_v what_o fire_n be_v this_o that_o inflame_v my_o hart_n how_o sweet_o do_v it_o hear_v how_o secret_o do_v it_o shine_v how_o delightful_o do_v it_o burn_v o_o goodness_n goodness_n goodness_n so_o old_a and_o so_o new_a too_o late_o too_o late_o alas_o have_v i_o love_v thou_o who_o be_v indeed_o my_o only_a dear_a and_o saciate_a delight_n resolution_n after_o receive_v 1._o since_o by_o a_o mercy_n never_o sufficient_o admire_v i_o have_v receive_v god_n himself_o as_o a_o pledge_n of_o his_o excessive_a love_n to_o i_o the_o whole_a love_n of_o my_o poor_a hart_n shall_v be_v continual_o employ_v to_o render_v he_o love_v for_o love_n be_v daign_v with_o his_o love_n i_o will_v no_o more_o stoop_v down_o to_o the_o love_n of_o creature_n but_o in_o he_o and_o for_o he_o 2._o since_o i_o have_v receive_v thyself_o as_o a_o memorial_n of_o all_o thy_o wonder_n my_o memory_n shall_v be_v whole_o employ_v to_o represent_v unto_o my_o thought_n the_o abismall_a humiliation_n and_o sweet_a mystery_n of_o thy_o nativity_n the_o divine_a lesson_n and_o labour_n and_o wonder_n of_o thy_o bless_a life_n the_o ineffable_a torment_n contempt_n abandonement_n and_o patience_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n the_o singular_a dearness_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n pour_v out_o for_o i_o thy_o law_n of_o love_n thy_o innumerable_a benefit_n and_o grace_n heap_v upon_o i_o etc._n etc._n 3._o since_o i_o have_v have_v the_o happiness_n to_o be_v feed_v with_o the_o food_n of_o angel_n i_o will_v never_o more_o so_o unhappy_o debase_v myself_o as_o prodigal_o to_o feed_v with_o swine_n i_o will_v not_o after_o so_o noble_a a_o banquet_n fall_v upon_o dung_n etc._n etc._n but_o rather_o angel-like_a incessant_o 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it_o have_v be_v but_o just_a if_o i_o have_v be_v lose_v for_o ever_o but_o thy_o mild_a mercy_n prevent_v i_o yes_o my_o soul_n it_o be_v indeed_o the_o mere_a mercy_n of_o our_o lord_n that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v nisi_fw-la quia_fw-la dominus_fw-la adiwit_fw-la i_o paulo_fw-la minus_fw-la habitasset_fw-la in_o inferno_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la have_v not_o our_o lord_n assist_v i_o by_o his_o special_a grace_n my_o soul_n have_v be_v little_o less_o at_o this_o hour_n than_o inhabitant_n of_o hell_n yet_o in_o that_o mercy_n i_o be_o humble_o confident_a thou_o be_v now_o with_o i_o because_o i_o have_v conceive_v a_o firm_a purpose_n to_o amend_v my_o life_n in_o general_a and_o such_o and_o such_o a_o fault_n or_o imperféction_n in_o particular_a make_v a_o reflection_n of_o what_o fault_n most_o reign_v in_o your_o hart_n remain_v therefore_o with_o i_o dear_a father_n and_o i_o will_v remain_v with_o thou_o and_o will_v not_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o for_o ever_o for_o alas_o my_o dear_a saviour_n without_o thou_o i_o be_o neither_o able_a to_o advance_v one_o foot_n nor_o even_o stay_v where_o i_o be_o since_o in_o very_a deed_n without_o thou_o i_o be_o nothing_o i_o have_v nothing_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o be_v good_a either_o from_o i_o or_o in_o i_o or_o by_o i_o but_o all_o good_a flow_v eternal_o from_o that_o vast_a ocean_n of_o thy_o essential_a goodness_n grant_v therefore_o dear_a jesu_n that_o i_o may_v live_v in_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v die_v to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o its_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n and_o even_o to_o all_o
christian_n know_v but_o too_o much_o to_o do_v solitle_o ignorance_n may_v some_o time_n excuse_v but_o luke_o warmness_n idleness_n and_o negligence_n can_v never_o we_o know_v what_o a_o dear_a price_n be_v put_v down_o at_o jerusalem_n for_o our_o ransom_n and_o what_o a_o inestimable_a reward_n be_v prepare_v for_o we_o in_o the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n we_o know_v what_o endless_a torment_n be_v threaten_v if_o we_o live_v not_o according_a to_o the_o knowledge_n and_o light_n of_o faith_n we_o have_v we_o know_v that_o this_o day_n be_v yet_o we_o a_o acceptable_a time_n a_o day_n of_o salvation_n wherein_o more_o may_v be_v do_v for_o a_o sith_o a_o tear_n a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a heart_n then_o can_v be_v purchace_v by_o the_o prayer_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n this_o day_n of_o our_o life_n be_v once_o past_a affection_n and_o be_v it_o yet_o possible_a my_o soul_n that_o after_o all_o these_o wholesome_a and_o certain_a knowledge_n we_o still_o live_v in_o 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yet_o how_o cold_o do_v we_o creep_v on_o in_o that_o way_n have_v we_o not_o frequent_o have_v the_o honour_n of_o his_o heavenly_a visit_n hear_v his_o sugerred_a word_n and_o experience_v in_o our_o dead_a soul_n the_o miracle_n of_o his_o grace_n ah_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o diligent_o call_v to_o mind_n the_o time_n of_o those_o gracious_a visitation_n with_o the_o thankfulness_n of_o our_o whole_a heart_n and_o singe_v those_o sweet_a mercy_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o ten_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o pharisee_n stand_v pray_v thus_o with_o himself_o luc._n 18._o consider_v in_o this_o parable_n the_o true_a description_n of_o a_o proud_a petitioner_n or_o rather_o of_o one_o that_o go_v not_o so_o much_o to_o the_o church_n to_o pray_v as_o to_o praise_v himself_o he_o give_v god_n thanks_n indeed_o but_o with_o take_v a_o vain_a complaceance_n in_o his_o gift_n esteem_v himself_o so_o rich_a that_o he_o ask_v no_o more_o nay_o he_o 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power_n in_o earth_n to_o free_v he_o but_o jesus_n our_o helper_n in_o opportunity_n that_o be_v seasonable_o as_o he_o judge_n fit_v in_o tribulation_n in_o temptation_n etc._n etc._n come_v gracious_o to_o his_o aid_n he_o assault_v that_o strong_a one_o force_v he_o by_o his_o flight_n to_o acknowledge_v the_o power_n of_o his_o master_n who_o begin_v sake_n his_o reign_n and_o abate_v his_o pride_n nor_o do_v he_o this_o in_o his_o own_o person_n only_o but_o even_o leave_v the_o like_a power_n in_o his_o holy_a church_n he_o gracious_o teach_v we_o by_o his_o example_n how_o we_o be_v to_o behave_v ourselves_o in_o temptation_n and_o show_v we_o in_o what_o power_n we_o ought_v to_o subdue_v that_o fierce_a foe_n bless_a and_o magnify_v be_v he_o for_o ever_o who_o have_v leave_v such_o power_n to_o the_o son_n of_o man_n the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o the_o devil_n take_v possession_n of_o man_n body_n be_v not_o very_o common_a yet_o his_o possession_n of_o man_n soul_n be_v but_o too_o ordinary_a and_o how_o ever_o we_o perceive_v it_o but_o a_o little_a yet_o it_o be_v far_o more_o dangerous_a and_o most_o absolute_o true_a never_o be_v we_o so_o unhappy_a to_o commit_v mortal_a sin_n but_o the_o devil_n take_v full_a possession_n of_o our_o soul_n grace_n depart_v the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v turn_v out_o of_o door_n the_o devil_n become_v our_o master_n and_o we_o his_o miserable_a servant_n and_o slave_n over_o who_o he_o exercise_v a_o tyrannical_a dominion_n we_o become_v blind_a to_o good_a walk_v in_o darkness_n not_o discover_v what_o be_v fit_v to_o be_v do_v and_o dumb_a too_o as_o to_o the_o make_v profession_n of_o what_o we_o know_v to_o be_v right_a affection_n o_o my_o soul_n this_o be_v the_o possession_n indeed_o which_o we_o ought_v most_o to_o fear_v and_o dispossession_n which_o we_o ought_v most_o earnest_o to_o seek_v for_o because_o we_o have_v leave_v he_o who_o be_v able_a to_o throw_v both_o body_n and_o soul_n into_o hell_n fire_n because_o our_o strength_n have_v leave_v we_o we_o be_v sick_a of_o a_o dead_a palsy_n and_o sore_o torment_v by_o the_o devil_n let_v we_o never_o cease_v from_o sighet_n and_o sob_n and_o lamentation_n while_o we_o rcmayne_v in_o this_o sad_a captivity_n god_n grace_n alone_o be_v able_a to_o deliver_v us._n let_v we_o beg_v it_o incessant_o like_o poor_a lose_a slave_n know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o mean_n to_o fly_v from_o he_o but_o to_o he_o from_o he_o offend_v to_o he_o appease_v saying_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o god_n according_a to_o thy_o great_a mercy_n and_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o commiseration_n because_o my_o misery_n be_v exceed_o great_a and_o needs_o no_o less_o a_o cure_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n every_o kingdom_n divide_v against_o itself_o shall_v be_v make_v desolate_a and_o a_o house_n shall_v fall_v upon_o a_o house_n luc._n 111._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o we_o have_v not_o have_v truth_n itself_o which_o none_o dare_v contradicte_n to_o assure_v we_o of_o this_o so_o necessary_a a_o lesson_n yet_o common_a experience_n make_v it_o but_o too_o sure_a to_o very_o ordinary_a capacity_n the_o internal_a division_n and_o broil_n of_o england_n france_n spain_n italy_n and_o flanders_n to_o go_v no_o further_o have_v oft_o hazard_v their_o utter_a ruin_n and_o the_o unhappy_a misintelligence_n of_o community_n and_o particular_a family_n have_v not_o only_o disorder_v they_o and_o deprive_v they_o of_o the_o blissing_n of_o peace_n and_o quiet_a but_o have_v even_o expose_v they_o to_o public_a scandal_n and_o desolation_n itself_o affection_n how_o dear_a then_o my_o soul_n ought_v unanimity_n and_o union_n of_o heart_n to_o be_v to_o we_o
truth_n by_o their_o ministry_n though_o otherwise_o as_o far_o above_o the_o reach_n of_o reason_n as_o contrary_a to_o the_o bent_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n powerful_o spread_v themselves_o all_o the_o world_n over_o and_o become_v the_o familiar_a and_o fatten_v food_n not_o of_o wise_a only_a but_o even_o idiotes_n and_o child_n too_o whereby_o they_o be_v make_v more_o learned_a than_o the_o proud_a phylosofer_n that_o ever_o live_v affection_n o_o the_o admirable_a goodness_n of_o the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n who_o so_o gracious_o reveal_v the_o mystery_n of_o heaven_n to_o we_o little_a one_o in_o earth_n the_o father_n send_v we_o his_o only_a son_n to_o purchase_v we_o that_o singular_a favour_n at_o the_o price_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n which_o he_o willing_o and_o joyful_o undertake_v to_o teach_v we_o the_o secreete_n of_o heaven_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n send_v from_o they_o both_o so_o absolute_o confirm_v our_o heart_n in_o the_o belief_n thereof_o that_o poor_a illiterate_a peasant_n do_v not_o only_o know_v more_o then_o great_a phylosofer_n but_o be_v ready_a to_o lay_v down_o their_o life_n in_o confirmation_n of_o that_o truth_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o five_o sunday_n after_o easter_n until_o now_o you_o have_v not_o ask_v anything_o io._n 16._o the_o first_o point_n consider_v that_o the_o poor_a beggar_n need_v no_o other_o invitation_n to_o ask_v than_o the_o knowledge_n and_o sense_n of_o his_o own_o poverty_n and_o want_v whence_o the_o rich_a of_o this_o world_n do_v as_o little_a use_n as_o little_a need_n to_o entreat_v the_o beggar_n to_o ask_v a_o alm_n of_o he_o but_o the_o riches_n of_o heaven_n by_o a_o ineffable_a bounty_n and_o graciousnesse_n importune_v we_o we_o as_o it_o be_v to_o importune_v he_o say_v until_o now_o you_o have_v not_o ask_v any_o thing_n ask_v and_o you_o shall_v receive_v affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n i_o think_v the_o long_a and_o certain_a knowledge_n we_o have_v of_o our_o own_o misery_n and_o want_n and_o the_o daily_a temptation_n we_o suffer_v and_o relapse_n we_o fall_v into_o shall_v sufficient_o invite_v we_o to_o have_v frequent_a recourse_n to_o a_o bountiful_a giver_n but_o now_o at_o least_o be_v incite_v by_o the_o reproach_n he_o make_v we_o for_o not_o ask_v let_v we_o hourly_o run_v to_o those_o overflow_a breast_n of_o mercy_n and_o grace_n lest_o we_o may_v seem_v gratis_o to_o loose_v ourselves_o let_v we_o my_o soul_n ask_v seek_v knock_v that_o holy_a violence_n be_v grateful_a to_o god_n with_o as_o much_o importunity_n as_o we_o true_o find_v necessity_n the_o second_o pointe._n amen_n amen_o i_o say_v to_o you_o if_o you_o ask_v the_o father_n any_o thing_n in_o my_o name_n he_o will_v give_v it_o you_o io._n 16._o who_o we_o be_v to_o ask_v consider_v how_o strong_a hope_n we_o ought_v to_o conceive_v of_o obtain_v our_o demand_n where_o the_o promise_n be_v make_v in_o so_o great_a a_o latitude_n and_o where_o such_o a_o son_n the_o wisdom_n of_o heaven_n confident_o send_v we_o to_o such_o a_o father_n the_o eternal_a source_n of_o all_o goodness_n plenty_n and_o happiness_n which_o can_v never_o be_v drayn_v to_o his_o father_n and_o our_o father_n as_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o his_o sacred_a mouth_n to_o believe_v and_o say_v our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n affection_n o_o daughter_n of_o zion_n ah_o my_o poor_a soul_n why_o will_v thou_o wilful_o perish_v where_o such_o large_a and_o love_a offer_n of_o grace_n and_o abundance_n be_v make_v to_o thou_o what_o confidence_n may_v we_o not_o just_o have_v of_o obtain_v all_o thing_n necessary_a when_o we_o be_v send_v to_o the_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n by_o his_o only_a dear_a son_n who_o in_o obedience_n to_o his_o divine_a will_n put_v down_o that_o plentiful_a price_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n for_o the_o love_n of_o we_o be_v my_o fayling_n never_o so_o frequent_a be_v my_o sin_n in_o what_o number_n they_o will_v at_o least_o from_o hence_o forth_o i_o will_v not_o forget_v to_o call_v thou_o with_o jeremie_n thou_o be_v my_o father_n the_o guide_n of_o my_o virginity_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n ask_v the_o father_n in_o my_o name_n io._n 16._o the_o first_o pointe._n how_o we_o aught_v to_o ask_v consider_v that_o our_o bless_a saviour_n in_o these_o few_o word_n instruct_v we_o not_o only_o of_o who_o we_o be_v to_o ask_v to_o wit_n of_o his_o father_n but_z how_o or_o in_o what_o manner_n to_o wit_n in_o his_o name_n if_o we_o ask_v of_o a_o father_n and_o that_o of_o a_o all-knowing_a all-seeing_a father_n it_o ought_v to_o be_v do_v with_o the_o reverence_n humility_n obedience_n love_n and_o confidence_n of_o a_o child_n if_o in_o the_o name_n of_o a_o son_n it_o ought_v to_o be_v do_v as_o that_o son_n use_v to_o do_v it_o say_v with_o a_o absolute_a resignation_n father_n if_o it_o may_v be_v if_o it_o be_v agreeable_a to_o thy_o divine_a will_n if_o it_o be_v expedient_a for_o my_o eternal_a good_a grant_v this_o or_o this_o etc._n etc._n if_o otherwise_o not_o my_o will_n but_o thy_o be_v do_v affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n in_o all_o our_o necessity_n and_o difficulty_n address_v ourselves_o to_o that_o omnipotent_a father_n of_o mercy_n and_o all_o consolation_n for_o none_o come_v to_o the_o son_n unless_o the_o father_n draw_v they_o but_o let_v it_o be_v in_o the_o name_n of_o his_o son_n jesus_n since_o there_o be_v no_o other_o name_n under_o heaven_n give_v to_o man_n wherein_o they_o must_v be_v save_v let_v we_o then_o humble_o entreat_v that_o heavenly_a father_n in_o the_o name_n and_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o that_o most_o dear_o belove_a son_n be_v it_o for_o thing_n necessary_a for_o the_o body_n or_o soul_n but_o let_v it_o still_o be_v do_v with_o perfect_a resignation_n to_o his_o bless_a will_n and_o pleasure_n say_v as_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o he_o father_n if_o it_o may_v be_v let_v this_o or_o this_o be_v do_v or_o this_o or_o this_o be_v take_v away_o howbeit_o not_o my_o will_n but_o thy_o holy_a will_v be_v do_v the_o second_o point_n for_o the_o same_o day_n what_o we_o be_v to_o ask_v consider_v that_o what_o we_o ought_v to_o ask_v be_v to_o result_v out_o of_o the_o same_o word_n of_o our_o saviour_n ask_v of_o my_o father_n in_o my_o name_n we_o must_v ask_v then_o of_o a_o love_a father_n we_o must_v therefore_o demand_n thing_n suitable_a to_o his_o love_n his_o goodness_n will_v not_o give_v we_o a_o stone_n in_o lieu_n of_o bread_n nor_o a_o serpent_n in_o steed_n of_o a_o fish_n he_o will_v not_o give_v we_o poison_v because_o our_o folly_n like_v it_o we_o must_v ask_v of_o a_o father_n who_o be_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n we_o must_v not_o then_o ask_v earthly_a trash_n which_o be_v unworthy_a of_o his_o bestow_n final_o we_o must_v ask_v in_o the_o name_n of_o a_o saviour_n nothing_o therefore_o which_o be_v against_o our_o salvation_n affection_n run_v then_o my_o soul_n to_o that_o almighty_a father_n in_o the_o name_n of_o that_o best_a belove_a son_n but_o be_v not_o peremptory_a in_o our_o demand_n wisdom_n better_a know_v what_o it_o best_o for_o us._n if_o we_o ask_v of_o a_o love_a father_n let_v we_o ask_v with_o love_n not_o with_o fear_n if_o we_o ask_v of_o a_o almighty_a father_n who_o have_v kingdom_n to_o give_v ask_v not_o for_o cottage_n trifle_n unworthy_a of_o his_o give_v if_o in_o the_o name_n of_o a_o saviour_n thing_n then_o which_o most_o conduce_v to_o our_o salvation_n thing_n which_o he_o himself_o teach_v we_o to_o ask_v that_o his_o name_n may_v be_v sanctify_v in_o all_o nation_n that_o he_o may_v absolute_o reign_v over_o all_o heart_n that_o his_o holy_a will_n may_v be_v punctual_o perform_v here_o below_o as_o in_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n let_v we_o ask_v that_o my_o soul_n and_o we_o shall_v never_o be_v confound_v the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o three_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n and_o there_o approach_v publican_n and_o sinner_n unto_o he_o to_o hear_v he_o luc._n 15._o consider_v the_o great_a mercy_n and_o mildness_n of_o jesus_n who_o do_v not_o only_o gracious_o permit_v publican_n and_o public_a sinner_n to_o approach_v to_o he_o to_o hear_v his_o divine_a word_n etc._n etc._n but_o he_o even_o prove_v by_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o lose_a sheep_n which_o man_n be_v wont_a to_o seek_v with_o so_o much_o care_n their_o apologist_n or_o advocate_n against_o the_o uncharitable_a murmur_n of_o the_o proud_a and_o unm_fw-la ercifull_a scribe_n and_o pharisy_n who_o look_v upon_o they_o and_o he_o with_o disdaigne_n affection_n base_a
soon_o and_o more_o abundant_o than_o we_o expect_v what_o may_v be_v conduce_v to_o our_o good_a will_v be_v effect_v for_o behold_v while_o christ_n scarce_o promise_v the_o cure_n of_o the_o prince_n son_n body_n present_o before_o his_o return_n home_o the_o child_n be_v cure_v and_o he_o and_o his_o whole_a house_n be_v become_v the_o faithful_a of_o christ_n ah_o how_o good_a thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o such_o as_o be_v right_a of_o heart_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v liken_v to_o a_o man_n be_v a_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n matt._n 18._o first_o point_n consider_v that_o by_o the_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n be_v mean_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o by_o the_o servant_n who_o ought_v he_o ten_o thousand_o talentes_n be_v represent_v a_o sinful_a soul_n guilty_a of_o many_o huge_a crime_n whereof_o he_o be_v not_o at_o all_o in_o a_o condition_n to_o disengage_v himself_o and_o what_o can_v such_o a_o one_o expect_v from_o a_o most_o just_a master_n but_o rigour_n since_o he_o have_v so_o unjust_o and_o careless_o run_v into_o so_o great_a arrear_n to_o wit_n his_o master_n command_v that_o he_o shall_v be_v sell_v he_o his_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o all_o that_o he_o have_v affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n in_o what_o a_o miserable_a state_n be_v such_o a_o guilty_a person_n he_o may_v true_o say_v with_o job_n behold_v there_o be_v no_o help_n for_o i_o in_o myself_o all_o that_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o of_o myself_o be_v a_o accurse_a liberty_n to_o heap_v sin_n upon_o sin_n to_o contemn_v the_o benignity_n and_o humanity_n of_o christ_n and_o final_o to_o treasure_n up_o anger_n against_o the_o day_n of_o anger_n whither_o then_o must_v i_o betake_v myself_o for_o aid_n what_o mean_n must_v i_o use_v to_o shelter_v my_o self_n against_o the_o rigour_n of_o the_o most_o just_a doom_n which_o i_o see_v ready_a to_o be_v pronounce_v against_o i_o alas_o my_o soul_n there_o be_v no_o flight_n from_o god_n but_o to_o god_n from_o god_n offend_v to_o god_n appease_v from_o his_o justice_n to_o his_o mercy_n let_v then_o the_o residue_n of_o our_o life_n be_v spend_v in_o cry_v mercy_n mercy_n mercy_n dread_a lord_n acknowledge_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o it_o be_v his_o mercy_n alone_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v the_o second_o pointe._n but_o the_o servant_n fall_v down_o beseech_v he_o say_v have_v patience_n towards_o i_o etc._n etc._n and_o his_o master_n move_v with_o pity_n forgive_v he_o the_o debt_n consider_v that_o though_o that_o bad_a servant_n be_v prodigality_n or_o negligence_n in_o contract_v so_o great_a a_o debt_n have_v put_v he_o into_o a_o certain_a moral_a impossibility_n of_o ever_o be_v able_a to_o pay_v so_o immense_a a_o sum_n and_o consequent_o make_v he_o most_o just_o liable_a to_o the_o punishment_n which_o be_v put_v upon_o he_o yet_o be_v his_o good_a master_n so_o merciful_a that_o present_o upon_o his_o submission_n and_o prayer_n he_o be_v move_v with_o compassion_n and_o forgive_v he_o the_o whole_a debt_n however_o great_a it_o be_v affection_n take_v courage_n then_o my_o soul_n be_v thy_o crime_n in_o never_o so_o great_a multitude_n be_v thy_o arrear_n contract_v in_o what_o length_n of_o time_n so_o ever_o god_n mercy_n do_v infinite_o surpass_v thy_o misery_n the_o accurse_a power_n of_o thy_o malice_n can_v never_o exhauste_v the_o riches_n of_o his_o free_a commiseration_n behold_v behold_v with_o admiringe_v love_n how_o the_o tender_a heart_n of_o that_o best_a master_n be_v present_o touch_v and_o move_v to_o pity_n upon_o the_o first_o submission_n and_o suit_n of_o his_o worst_a servant_n and_o forgive_v he_o not_o a_o part_n but_o the_o whole_a debt_n let_v then_o all_o the_o poor_a sinful_a servant_n of_o this_o most_o indulgent_a master_n with_o most_o humble_a heart_n replenish_v with_o gratitude_n say_v to_o he_o and_o all_o the_o world_n quoniam_fw-la bone_fw-la quoniam_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la misericordia_fw-la eius_fw-la the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n this_o servant_n find_v his_o fellow-seruant_n who_o ought_v he_o one_o hundred_o penny_n etc._n etc._n and_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o he_o and_o cast_v he_o into_o prison_n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v the_o unmercifulnesse_n and_o cruelty_n of_o this_o naughty_a servant_n and_o in_o he_o let_v diligent_o observe_v our_o self_n he_o ought_v his_o lord_n a_o immense_a sum_n to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o and_o twenty_o french_fw-mi million_o his_o fellow-seruant_n ought_v he_o a_o trifle_n only_o to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o penny_n he_o upon_o his_o first_o submission_n and_o humble_a suit_n find_v mercy_n with_o his_o lord_n and_o the_o remission_n of_o the_o whole_a debt_n his_o fellow-seruant_n fall_v down_o with_o no_o less_o submission_n and_o humble_a prayer_n and_o yet_o meet_v with_o nothing_o but_o violence_n and_o uttermost_a rigour_n affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o not_o thus_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o one_o another_o notwithstanding_o the_o many_o precept_n and_o example_n of_o mercy_n give_v we_o by_o our_o mild_a master_n bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o will_v have_v mercy_n and_o not_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o be_v it_o not_o by_o god_n mercy_n alone_o that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v and_o yet_o while_o we_o hear_v mercy_n so_o high_o commend_v by_o god_n while_o we_o so_o easy_o find_v mercy_n and_o pardon_n for_o many_o and_o great_a crime_n at_o his_o holy_a hand_n we_o can_v hardly_o prevail_v with_o ourselves_o to_o pardon_v our_o brother_n the_o small_a fault_n he_o may_v happen_v to_o commit_v against_o us._n let_v we_o deal_v my_o soul_n as_o we_o will_v desire_v to_o be_v deal_v with_o use_v mercy_n and_o we_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o find_v it_o but_o judgement_n without_o mercy_n to_o he_o that_o have_v not_o do_v mercy_n assure_v s._n james._n the_o second_o pointe._n and_o deliver_v he_o to_o the_o torment_n till_o he_o pay_v the_o whole_a debt_n consider_v that_o when_o our_o b._n saviour_n find_v that_o neither_o his_o precept_n nor_o practice_n be_v forcible_a enough_o to_o prevail_v with_o fierce_a man_n to_o do_v as_o he_o will_v be_v do_v to_o and_o pardon_v one_o another_o as_o we_o desire_v to_o be_v pardon_v by_o he_o he_o wax_v wroth_a and_o deliver_v that_o unmerciful_a servant_n to_o the_o torment_n until_o he_o repay_v all_o the_o debt_n for_o however_o what_o god_n remitt_v be_v true_o remit_v nor_o do_v he_o judge_v twice_o upon_o the_o same_o thing_n yet_o the_o horrible_a ingratitude_n and_o cruelty_n of_o the_o naughty_a servant_n appear_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o justice_n so_o enormous_a that_o he_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o the_o whole_a debt_n of_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n add_v withal_o that_o so_o also_o his_o heavenly_a father_n will_v deal_v with_o we_o if_o every_o one_o of_o we_o forgive_v not_o his_o brother_n from_o his_o heart_n affection_n with_o what_o measure_n we_o measure_v our_o brethren_n it_o shall_v be_v measure_v back_o to_o us._n if_o we_o will_v needs_o use_v justice_n without_o mercy_n justice_n shall_v we_o find_v without_o mercy_n ah_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o daunt_a reproach_n shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o to_o hear_v from_o a_o judge_n from_o who_o there_o be_v no_o appeal_n thou_o ungracious_a servant_n i_o forgive_v thou_o all_o the_o debt_n because_o thou_o besoughte_v i_o ought_v not_o thou_o then_o too_o to_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thy_o fellow-seruant_n even_o as_o i_o have_v mercy_n on_o thou_o but_o his_o mercy_n free_o extend_v to_o multitude_n of_o offence_n commit_v against_o a_o divine_a majesty_n shall_v not_o we_o then_o and_o from_o our_o heart_n reach_v at_o least_o to_o a_o few_o and_o light_a fault_n do_v against_o our_o misery_n what_o reply_n alas_o shall_v we_o be_v able_a to_o return_v to_o this_o demand_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o pharisy_n consult_v among_o themselves_o to_o entrap_v he_o jesus_n in_o his_o word_n matt._n 22._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o conduce_v to_o man_n good_a then_o to_o have_v a_o docile_a mind_n to_o take_v counsel_n and_o a_o readiness_n to_o advise_v among_o ourselves_o before_o we_o set_v upon_o any_o thing_n of_o moment_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o proverbe_n i_o wisdom_n dwell_v in_o counsel_n and_o again_o salvation_n be_v find_v in_o much_o counsel_n so_o be_v there_o nothing_o more_o pernicious_a then_o when_o many_o head_n conspire_v together_o to_o contrive_v mischief_n to_o supplante_v their_o christian_a brother_n to_o tempt_v christ_n and_o
forsake_v he_o if_o our_o advocate_n be_v not_o hear_v be_v forsake_v our_o case_n be_v desperate_a man_n cause_n be_v lose_v for_o ever_o but_o be_v it_o not_o so_o dread_a lord_n be_v it_o not_o so_o look_v upon_o the_o lovely_a deform_a face_n of_o thy_o christ_n which_o be_v therefore_o more_o lovely_a because_o more_o deform_v look_v upon_o his_o bare_a breast_n sometime_o lily-white_a now_o all-redd_a and_o gore_v with_o blood_n look_v upon_o his_o wither_a bowel_n his_o bright_a sweet_a eye_n now_o languish_v his_o extend_a arm_n his_o tear_a limb_n his_o imperial_a head_n crown_v with_o thorn_n his_o pierce_a hand_n and_o foot_n whenoe_v springe_n of_o precious_a blood_n stream_n down_o to_o bathe_v our_o infect_a soul_n the_o strangeness_n of_o his_o plea_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o speak_v only_o the_o desparatnesse_n of_o our_o cause_n thou_o can_v not_o forsake_v that_o only_o dear_a son_n of_o thou_o nor_o he_o thou_o or_o we_o who_o suit_n he_o be_v resolve_v to_o win_v with_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o life_n aspice_fw-la deus_fw-la &_o respicio_fw-la in_o faciem_fw-la christi_fw-la tui_fw-la 2._o point_n let_v we_o weigh_v yet_o further_o these_o stupendous_a word_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o he_o complain_v not_o of_o the_o excess_n of_o the_o barbarous_a torment_n crown_n of_o thorn_n nail_n cruel_a extension_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o effusion_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o his_o body_n nay_o he_o mention_n not_o the_o contumely_n contemps_fw-fr scornful_a blasphemy_n which_o enter_v into_o his_o very_a soul_n but_o to_o see_v himself_o seem_v to_o be_v quite_o abandon_v by_o his_o heavenly_a father_n and_z leave_v as_o a_o person_n forget_v or_o as_o one_o who_o have_v no_o credit_n or_o power_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o barbarous_a enemy_n and_o even_o in_o the_o height_n of_o those_o torment_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o obedience_n to_o his_o will_n and_o for_o his_o glory_n affection_n cry_v out_o then_o my_o soul_n with_o s._n augustine_n what_o haste_v thou_o commit_v o_o most_o sweet_a child_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v so_o judge_v what_o have_v thou_o commit_v most_o amiable_a young_a man_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v so_o treat_v what_o be_v thy_o trepasse_n what_o be_v thy_o crime_n it_o be_v i_o it_o be_v i_o who_o be_o the_o wound_n which_o put_v thou_o to_o that_o pain_n i_o the_o crime_n which_o kill_v thou_o i_o the_o sin_n whereof_o revenge_n be_v take_v i_o the_o man_n which_o seem_v forsake_v in_o thou_o who_o can_v indeed_o never_o be_v forsake_v no_o my_o soul_n it_o be_v no_o forsake_v but_o a_o mystery_n man_n have_v forsake_v god_n by_o sin_n and_o god_n forsake_v man_n in_o christ_n that_o by_o christ_n sinful_a man_n may_v be_v reconcile_v to_o god_n it_o be_v no_o forsake_v but_o a_o doctrine_n intimate_v no_o despair_n but_o a_o rigorous_a satisfaction_n and_o be_v indeed_o a_o soweraigne_a antidote_n which_o love_n present_v to_o our_o sick_a heart_n ah_o let_v we_o engrave_v it_o deep_o in_o the_o same_o heart_n and_o never_o forget_v that_o the_o disease_n must_v needs_o be_v huge_o great_a which_o will_v not_o be_v cure_v but_o by_o the_o abandonnement_n torment_n and_o death_n of_o the_o most_o skilful_a doctor_n ah_o my_o soul_n our_o leprosy_n be_v desperate_o malignant_a which_o find_v only_o the_o bath_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o so_o innocent_a a_o child_n soweraigne_a for_o its_o cure_n resolution_n never_o to_o despair_v of_o god_n mercy_n and_o assistance_n seem_v we_o never_o so_o forsake_v the_o xxvi_o meditation_n i_o thirst_v 1._o point_n considera_fw-la but_o hark_v my_o soul_n the_o fontaine_v of_o life_n be_v almost_o dry_v up_o and_o thy_o dear_a lord_n draw_v near_o to_o his_o end_n the_o incessant_a labour_n of_o a_o most_o wearisome_a night_n and_o the_o immoderate_a effusion_n of_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n in_o the_o garden_n at_o the_o pillory_n upon_o the_o cross_n have_v quite_o drayn_v his_o veyhe_n his_o vigour_n and_o strength_n as_o he_o foretell_v by_o the_o psalmist_n be_v wither_v as_o a_o pot_n and_o his_o tongue_n clean_v to_o his_o jaw_n doleful_o testify_v that_o he_o be_v dry_a affect_v o_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o deadly_a thirst_n be_v this_o which_o seem_v to_o have_v dry_v up_o the_o very_a source_n of_o life_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o force_v the_o afflict_a soul_n out_o of_o the_o wither_a body_n it_o be_v truth_n that_o say_v it_o and_o it_o issue_v out_o of_o that_o sacred_a mouth_n which_o sometime_o say_v if_o any_o be_v thirsty_a let_v he_o come_v to_o i_o and_o drink_n who_o be_o the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n which_o flow_v into_o life_n everlasting_a and_o it_o be_v excessive_a torment_n my_o soul_n in_o my_o crucify_a love_n which_o have_v so_o wither_v and_o dry_v he_o up_o he_o be_v oppress_v with_o the_o weight_n of_o my_o sin_n he_o be_v burn_v up_o with_o my_o intempetance_n and_o riot_n and_o he_o seem_v to_o say_v to_o our_o heart_n child_n give_v i_o to_o drink_v and_o a_o true_a sense_n of_o his_o sufferance_n a_o compassionate_a hart_n a_o repentant_a tear_n be_v able_a to_o refresh_v he_o whether_o it_o be_v bestow_v upon_o his_o own_o person_n or_o upon_o any_o of_o his_o suffer_a member_n in_o his_o name_n ah_o then_o let_v it_o never_o be_v reproach_v to_o our_o heart_n i_o be_v thirsty_a and_o you_o give_v i_o not_o to_o drink_v etc._n etc._n 2._o point_n considera_fw-la and_o though_o the_o extremity_n of_o the_o torment_n which_o my_o saviour_n suffer_v be_v indeed_o forceable_a enough_o to_o draw_v this_o expression_n of_o corporal_a dryness_n from_o his_o mouth_n yet_o be_v the_o drought_n of_o his_o soul_n according_a to_o s._n bernard_n far_o more_o ardent_a whereby_o he_o thirst_v after_o the_o salvation_n of_o our_o poor_a soul_n and_o the_o honour_n and_o glory_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n which_o he_o see_v contemn_v my_o meat_n and_o drink_n say_v he_o sometime_o be_v that_o you_o accomplish_v the_o will_n of_o my_o heavenly_a father_n and_o what_o be_v his_o will_n but_o your_o sanctification_n or_o sanctity_n affect_v if_o we_o desire_v then_o true_o to_o take_v compassion_n of_o our_o saviour_n extreme_a thirst_n and_o be_v willing_a to_o refresh_v he_o let_v our_o chief_a care_n be_v to_o take_v pity_n of_o our_o own_o soul_n and_o to_o sanctify_v they_o so_o shall_v we_o accomplish_v god_n bless_a will_n &_o pleasure_n so_o shall_v we_o honour_v and_o glorify_v his_o heavenly_a father_n and_o so_o final_o shall_v we_o afford_v christ_n both_o meat_n and_o drink_v how_o happy_a be_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n to_o have_v our_o interest_n so_o inseparablie_o link_v with_o those_o of_o god_n the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n that_o we_o never_o perform_v his_o holy_a will_n and_o honour_v he_o but_o the_o advantage_n come_v home_o to_o our_o own_o soul_n nor_o ever_o again_o attend_v to_o the_o advantage_n of_o our_o own_o soul_n 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he_o who_o you_o hate_v affect_v ah_o dear_a lord_n thy_o charity_n be_v boundless_a it_o lead_v thou_o with_o joy_n to_o death_n for_o joy_n be_v propose_v unto_o he_o he_o sustain_v the_o cross_n say_v s._n paul_n it_o victorious_o reign_v in_o death_n and_o over_o death_n it_o outlive_v death_n ah_o be_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o have_v pay_v the_o first_o drop_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n which_o be_v more_o than_o sufficient_a to_o have_v redeem_v a_o thousand_o world_n unless_o thou_o pay_v the_o last_o drop_n too_o o_o too_o too_o plentiful_a a_o price_n o_o too_o too_o divine_o dear_a and_o prodigal_a a_o love_n which_o pay_v a_o infinity_n of_o million_o more_o than_o be_v due_a prove_v christ_n love_n to_o be_v incomparable_o great_a than_o the_o jew_n malice_n and_o his_o mercy_n infinite_o out-speaking_a man_n misery_n 2._o point_v consideration_n we_o want_v not_o indeed_o stream_n of_o innocent_a blood_n wherein_o to_o wash_v our_o leprosy_n and_o to_o cure_v the_o 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our_o god_n for_o by_o this_o bless_a wound_n we_o get_v free_a access_n to_o his_o fatherly_a tender_a bowel_n and_o learn_v the_o secreete_n of_o his_o divine_a hart_n dominus_fw-la meus_fw-la &_o deus_fw-la meus_fw-la here_o be_v my_o lord_n here_o be_v my_o god_n indeed_o here_o will_v i_o enter_v here_o will_v i_o adore_v he_o here_o will_v i_o love_v he_o here_o will_v i_o rest_v here_o will_v i_o taste_v how_o sweet_a my_o god_n be_v here_o final_o will_v i_o safe_o sing_v his_o mercy_n for_o ever_o resolution_n as_o this_o open_a hart_n speak_v powerful_o to_o i_o my_o belove_a be_v i_o so_o shall_v my_o hart_n reply_n to_o he_o and_o i_o be_o entire_o thy_o for_o ever_o the_o xxxiii_o meditation_n 1._o point_n consider_v josephe_n of_o arimathias_n great_a religion_n and_o courage_n who_o go_v bold_o to_o pilate_n and_o demand_v the_o body_n of_o jesus_n he_o may_v just_o have_v fear_v to_o have_v meet_v with_o resistance_n from_o the_o synagogue_n wroth_a and_o revenge_n 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do_v not_o so_o my_o soul_n do_v not_o so_o but_o rather_o whole_o offer_v thyself_o such_o as_o thou_o be_v to_o he_o for_o very_o he_o have_v offer_v himself_o whole_o for_o thou_o and_o invite_v earnest_o all_o creature_n to_o praise_v he_o laudate_fw-la dominum_fw-la omnes_fw-la gentes_fw-la laudate_fw-la cum_fw-la omnes_fw-la populi_fw-la quoniam_fw-la in_o this_o act_n of_o unparralled_a love_n and_o mercy_n confirmata_fw-la est_fw-la super_fw-la nos_fw-la misericordia_fw-la eius_fw-la at_o least_o run_v to_o he_o and_o crave_v pardon_n his_o fatherly_a bowel_n be_v easy_o win_v to_o compassion_n his_o love_a and_o royal_a hart_n can_v deny_v a_o boon_n we_o have_v a_o good_a proof_n of_o it_o for_o even_o the_o thief_n his_o doubtful_a demand_n be_v accord_v and_o he_o have_v already_o hear_v mecum_fw-la eris_fw-la in_o paradiso_n a_o great_a grace_n and_o consolation_n for_o poor_a sinner_n demand_v his_o benediction_n before_o he_o go_v lest_o we_o may_v be_v after_o force_v to_o complain_v with_o that_o faithful_a soul_n heu_fw-la mihi_fw-la domine_fw-la heu_fw-la animae_fw-la mea_fw-la recessisti_fw-la consolator_n animae_fw-la meae_fw-la nec_fw-la valedixisti_fw-la ingredient_n vias_fw-la tuas_fw-la benedixâ—sti_fw-la tuis_fw-la nec_fw-la affui_fw-la woe_n be_v i_o wo_n be_v my_o soul_n thou_o do_v depart_v o_o thou_o comfortour_n of_o my_o soul_n without_o bid_v i_o farewell_o and_o take_v thy_o journey_n thou_o give_v thy_o blessing_n to_o thy_o friend_n and_o i_o alas_o be_v not_o present_a 29_o and_o alas_o he_o can_v long_v now_o endure_v for_o infinite_a torment_n possess_v at_o once_o every_o sense_n and_o member_n see_v how_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o tear_a and_o weary_a body_n unjoint_v his_o arm_n and_o shoulder_n rive_v the_o hole_n of_o his_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o hark_v he_o cry_v out_o consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la heavenly_a father_n the_o work_n be_v do_v for_o which_o i_o be_v send_v my_o commission_n be_v accomplish_v my_o mission_n 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my_o vein_n be_v dry_v up_o and_o my_o hart_n the_o source_n be_v quite_o drayn_v my_o jaw_n be_v hoarse_a with_o cry_v and_o scarce_o now_o be_v there_o so_o much_o breath_n leave_v in_o my_o body_n as_o to_o give_v thou_o this_o short_a account_n of_o myself_o and_o my_o embassy_n in_o say_v consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la and_o so_o deliver_v up_o my_o soul_n or_o life_n into_o thy_o holy_a hand_n 31._o ah_o my_o soul_n my_o soul_n what_o have_v we_o see_v and_o hear_v and_o what_o do_v we_o now_o hear_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v ready_a to_o be_v give_v up_o for_o thy_o sin_n whither_o whither_o have_v thy_o misery_n and_o malice_n together_o with_o his_o mercy_n and_o charity_n lead_v thy_o lord_n and_o thou_o thy_o malice_n have_v run_v with_o a_o stiff_a neck_n into_o a_o land_n of_o huge_a disproportion_n and_o his_o mercy_n hang_v upon_o the_o cross_n with_o a_o humble_a head_n bow_v down_o to_o receive_v thou_o home_o with_o a_o kiss_n of_o peace_n thy_o malice_n 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preach_v and_o practise_v all_o sort_n of_o virtue_n to_o have_v sweat_n blood_n to_o have_v be_v betray_v take_v bind_v scourge_v crown_v calumniate_v condemn_v to_o a_o most_o shameful_a death_n nail_v to_o a_o most_o infamous_a cross_n but_o he_o will_v also_o stay_v there_o till_o the_o consummation_n of_o all_o to_o the_o last_o drop_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n to_o the_o last_o breath_n of_o his_o body_n till_o he_o have_v yield_v up_o his_o ghost_n into_o his_o heavenly_a father_n hand_n 33._o nor_o be_v it_o enough_o for_o we_o christian_n to_o begin_v well_o to_o run_v prosperous_o for_o a_o time_n to_o live_v in_o humility_n poverty_n and_o abjection_n to_o watch_v to_o fast_o to_o pray_v to_o practice_v religious_a discipline_n it_o be_v to_o final_a perseverance_n salvation_n be_v promise_v it_o be_v to_o the_o consummation_n or_o end_n of_o the_o work_n the_o crown_n be_v give_v look_v then_o upon_o the_o author_n of_o our_o faith_n and_o consummatour_n jesus_n be_v as_o prompt_a to_o suffer_v with_o he_o as_o to_o adore_v he_o and_o pray_v to_o he_o be_v still_o as_o ready_a for_o the_o ignominy_n of_o caluarie_n as_o the_o glory_n of_o thabot_n prefix_v no_o end_n to_o our_o labour_n caluminy_n contradiction_n temptation_n etc._n etc._n but_o that_o of_o our_o life_n prescribe_v no_o limit_n to_o what_o ever_o abjection_n torment_n abandonement_n etc._n etc._n god_n wise_a providence_n and_o good_a pleasure_n may_v permit_v to_o fall_v upon_o we_o but_o constant_o remain_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o nail_v to_o our_o cross_n with_o christ_n die_v with_o he_o to_o the_o world_n to_o worldly_a respect_n to_o self_n interest_n to_o ourselves_o with_o he_o i_o say_v who_o be_v even_o a_o die_a for_o we_o have_v hear_v consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la 34._o and_o hark_v now_o we_o hear_v in_o manus_fw-la tuas_fw-la domine_fw-la commendo_fw-la spiritum_fw-la meum_fw-la into_o thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n ay_o i_o ay_o i_o my_o dear_a spouse_n my_o love_n my_o life_n my_o god_n be_v dead_a yes_o my_o soul_n he_o be_v dead_a noe_o long_o can_v his_o weak_a neck_n sustain_v his_o sacred_a head_n as_o we_o have_v follow_v he_o live_v and_o look_v upon_o he_o die_v so_o let_v we_o now_o for_o a_o sad_a farewell_n take_v our_o last_o view_n of_o our_o dead_a lord_n who_o be_v slaughter_v for_o our_o love_n alas_o he_o be_v whole_o deform_v there_o be_v neither_o beauty_n nor_o comeliness_n leave_v in_o that_o fair_a far_o beyond_o the_o son_n of_o man_n a_o ghastly_a paleness_n have_v seize_v upon_o his_o glorious_a face_n whilom_o the_o angel_n joy_n wound_n gall_n goarie_a blood_n whole_o cover_v his_o virginal_a body_n all_o whiteness_n be_v flee_v from_o that_o white_a lily_n of_o the_o underualley_n &_o totus_fw-la rubicundus_fw-la est_fw-la dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la &_o my_o belove_a be_v all_o red_a be_v all_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o benediction_n and_o thanksgiving_n to_o that_o tender_a lamb_n who_o be_v slay_v for_o love_n amen_n a_o oblation_n of_o the_o life_n and_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n o_o sweet_a jesu_n i_o have_v alas_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n offend_v thou_o and_o have_v be_v incessant_o ungratfull_a unto_o thou_o my_o dear_a creator_n and_o redeemour_n i_o have_v mangle_v thy_o gift_n not_o preserve_v they_o entire_a nor_o make_v a_o right_a use_n of_o they_o but_o have_v hinder_v thy_o grace_n and_o still_o add_v new_a fault_n to_o the_o old_a very_o my_o offence_n be_v exceed_o great_a and_o many_o but_o yet_o thy_o mercy_n be_v infinitlie_o great_a and_o without_o all_o limit_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o utter_o unworthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n i_o can_v however_o but_o acknowledge_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o father_n as_o thou_o true_o be_v and_o in_o
thou_o be_v all_o my_o confidence_n thou_o be_v the_o drainlesse_a fountain_n of_o mercy_n who_o do_v not_o repulse_n but_o wash_v those_o stain_a soul_n who_o fly_v to_o thou_o behold_v o_o my_o dear_a refuge_n behold_v i_o the_o very_a scum_n of_o all_o thy_o creature_n approach_v unto_o thou_o bring_v nothing_o along_o with_o i_o but_o the_o heavy_a load_n of_o my_o sin_n low_o lay_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o piety_n i_o humble_o implore_v thy_o mercy_n pardon_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o my_o sure_a hope_n and_o for_o thy_o name_n sake_n save_o i_o who_o believe_v that_o no_o crime_n be_v so_o great_a and_o enormous_a that_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o most_o holy_a passion_n may_v not_o be_v forgive_v o_o sweet_a jesu_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o for_o remission_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n that_o admirable_a charity_n of_o thy_o which_o make_v thou_o not_o disdaigne_v be_v the_o god_n of_o eternal_a majesty_n to_o become_v man_n and_o for_o the_o space_n of_o more_o than_o thirty_o year_n to_o be_v molest_v with_o many_o labour_n calamity_n and_o persecution_n i_o offer_v up_o that_o heaviness_n that_o bloody_a sweat_n those_o hard_a exigent_n which_o afflict_v thou_o in_o the_o garden_n when_o thou_o pray_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n with_o knee_n bow_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n i_o offer_v that_o excessive_a desire_n of_o suffer_v wherewith_o thou_o do_v burn_v when_o thou_o wente_v voluntary_o out_o to_o be_v apprehend_v by_o thy_o enemy_n i_o offer_v thy_o bond_n stripe_n contumely_n blasphemy_n blow_n spitting_n and_o diverse_a other_o kind_n of_o injury_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v all_o the_o night_n long_o in_o the_o house_n of_o annas_n and_o cayphas_n all_o this_o i_o offer_v up_o to_o thou_o render_v thou_o hearty_a thanks_n and_o humble_o beseech_v that_o infinite_a bounty_n of_o thy_o and_o boundless_a piety_n that_o by_o thy_o merit_n thou_o will_v full_o purify_v my_o soul_n render_v it_o aggreeable_a to_o thou_o and_o conduct_v it_o to_o life_n everlasting_a o_o sweet_a jesus_n i_o offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o for_o all_o my_o sin_n the_o unheard_a of_o ignominy_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v when_o be_v strike_v spit_n upon_o and_o bind_v thou_o be_v lead_v to_o pilate_n in_o the_o morning_n from_o pilate_n to_o herode_fw-la and_o from_o thence_o to_o pilate_n again_o i_o offer_v that_o sacred_a silence_n of_o thy_o which_o make_v thou_o humble_o hold_v thy_o peace_n at_o those_o contumely_n and_o injury_n which_o be_v offer_v thou_o i_o offer_v the_o contempt_n thou_o suffer_v when_o herode_fw-la opprobrious_o scorn_v thou_o in_o a_o ridiculous_a garment_n i_o offer_v that_o most_o cruel_a pain_n which_o thou_o suffer_v when_o they_o barbarous_o scourge_v thou_o be_v bind_v to_o a_o pillar_n i_o offer_v thou_o the_o goarie_a mark_n of_o thy_o scourge_v and_o the_o stream_n of_o blood_n which_o run_v down_o from_o all_o thy_o sacred_a member_n all_o this_o i_o offer_v thou_o in_o thanksgiving_n beseech_v that_o immense_a piety_n of_o thy_o that_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o these_o thou_o will_v full_o purify_v my_o soul_n render_v it_o please_v to_o thou_o and_o conduct_v it_o to_o life_n everlasting_a o_o sweet_a jesu_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o for_o all_o my_o sin_n that_o humility_n and_o patience_n which_o thou_o do_v show_v when_o clothe_v in_o a_o purple_a garment_n for_o thy_o great_a scorn_n thou_o be_v crown_v with_o thorn_n and_o salute_v in_o a_o scoff_a manner_n impious_o spit_v upon_o smite_v with_o a_o reed_n etc._n etc._n and_o buffet_v bring_v out_o before_o the_o tribunal_n injurious_o condemn_v and_o last_o of_o all_o hale_v out_o to_o mount_n caluarie_n bear_v thy_o own_o cross_n upon_o thy_o shoulder_n i_o offer_v that_o grievous_a toil_n of_o thy_o sacred_a body_n the_o many_o weary_a step_n of_o thy_o holy_a foot_n and_o the_o heavy_a weight_n upon_o thy_o shoulder_n i_o offer_v thy_o sweat_n thy_o thirst_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o torment_n which_o 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they_o to_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n all_o this_o i_o offer_v thou_o beseech_v that_o immense_a piety_n of_o thy_o that_o by_o the_o merit_n thereof_o thou_o will_v full_o purify_v my_o soul_n render_v it_o please_v to_o thou_o and_o conduct_v it_o to_o life_n everlasting_a o_o sweet_a jesu_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o for_o all_o my_o sin_n vanity_n negligence_n and_o distraction_n those_o incomprehensible_a torment_n which_o thou_o sufferedstw_v when_o be_v expose_v to_o such_o anguish_n destitute_a of_o all_o consolation_n thou_o do_v hang_v in_o a_o miserable_a manner_n on_o the_o cross_n betwixt_o two_o thief_n and_o when_o burn_v with_o excessive_a thirst_n they_o give_v thou_o no_o thing_n but_o vinegar_n and_o gale_n to_o drink_v i_o offer_v that_o exceed_a charity_n and_o gracious_a mercy_n with_o which_o inclyninge_v thy_o venerable_a head_n thou_o rendr_v up_o the_o ghost_n i_o offer_v that_o save_a blood_n and_o water_n which_o flow_v from_o thy_o pierce_a side_n all_o 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