Actions to our subdued Affections and religiously in regard of our God by subduing both our Reason and our Affections to Religion Thus if we do we shall not be guilty of any inordinate work and consequently we shall not fear any punishment which is but the act of some violated or offended Order Vindicating and Revenging it self I say if we live soberly and righteously and godly in this present world we shall not need live and much less die in fear lest any of those orders under which God hath placed us should rise up against us to punish and to depress us But whiles we are under guilt we cannot possibly be above fear for it is the property of all Order to suppress the contrary Disorder and consequently to punish it and sin being a breach of these three Orders the Order of Reason the Order of Justice and the Order of Religion is accordingly punished by them all And therefore the sinner that hath not his sin forgiven him cannot be exempted from the fear of all these three punishments neither from the fear of internal punishment by the remorse of his own conscience which proceeds wholly from the Order of Reason for it is from Reason that a man hath a conscience first to admonish him and at last to torment him because he would not be admonished nor from the fear of external punishment by the hand of outward Government which will never leave stretching it self out till it hath reached the Malefactor and brought him to suffer according to his doings nor from the fear of eternal punishment proceeding from the wrath of God So nearly doth it concern us to fulâ—…ill all righteousness towards God our selves and our neighbours that we may be exempted from all fear of punishment either from God or men or from our selves that is to say our own consciences This is the best way to prevent the terrours of the Judgement to come even to keep our selves in the first innocency the innocency of Obedience but because we have all lost this and do continually lose it we must therefore the more earnestly follow that we may the more happily apprehend the second innocency the innocency of Repentance For there is no protection against fear but only innocency which since we cannot have by our Obedience we must seek to him by our Repentance And therefore it will not be amiss for every good Christian to follow Saint Pauls example who saith of himself Acts 24. 16. Herein do I exercise my self to have alwaies a conscience void of offence toward God and toward men 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 we may look upon this as Saint Pauls Asceticks although here is not one rule concerning a Monastick life or as his exercitium quotidianum for so Beza ipse me exerceo Herein do I exercise my self His daily exercise was this to have a conscience void of offence towards God which they cannot have who are guilty of superstition and a conscience void of offence toward men which they cannot have who are guilty of faction Good Lord how few is the number of those in such an innumerable number of Christians who have a conscience void of offence both toward God and toward men since there are so few who are not guilty either of superstition or of faction Herein a man must exercise by himself that will exercise himself for in such depravations and distempers of the world what he gets of the company he may chance lose of the exercise and indeed since the exercise wholly concerns the conscience it is most fit that every man exercise both himself and by himself and accordingly Catechize his own soul how far he hath had a conscience void of offence toward God and consequently in that regard toward himself for in loving God he loves himself and therefore there is no Text that saith Thou shalt love thy self but only Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thy self for the Text that saith thou shalt love the Lord thy God includes in it loving thy self which cannot be but in relation to God And lastly a conscience void of offence toward men every one must examine himself how he hath observed his Order towards God by Faith and Obedience in believing his Promises in doing his Commands How he hath observed his Order towards his neighbour by Justice and Charity whether that Order be Civil or Ecclesiastical for he can shake off neither and therefore must satisfie both Lastly how he hath observed his Order towards himself by Temperance Soberness and Chastity bringing his body under his soul and bringing his soul under his God for he cannot 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 unless he doth 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 He cannot be wise to be sober unless he be sober to be wise Thus he must examine himself concerning all these three Orders and what he findeth concerning any of them defective in his Obedience he must labour to make up speedily by his Repentance for which cause our Church doth laudably require the distinct rehearsing of all the ten Commandments and the people after every Commandment to ask God mercy for their transgression of the same that so we might be sure to pass by no one sin unrepented which they can scarce do who yet are called to repentance upon more strict terms then we are since the second Commandment is not in so great repute with them as to have any Interrogatory concerning it But he that heartily asks God forgiveness for his transgressions against every particular Commandment since every sin is a transgression of some Commandment is sure to pass by no sin whatsoever without Repentance for he doth really and explicitly repent of those sins which he knows and remembers and doth virtually and implicitly repent of all the rest which is a thing we should all make sure of since there is nothing but Innocency can arm us against Judgement and there is no innocency but either in obedience or in repentance wherefore it being impossible that any man conceived and born in sin should quiet his conscience by the perfection of his obedience for in many things we offend all Jam. 3. 2. anâ—… having offended must fear to be punished it is most necessary that we all labour to quiet our consciences by Repentance aâ—… bless God who though he hath requireâ—… Obedience yet hath also granted Repentance unto life Acts 11. 18. and woulâ—… not have granted it if he would not have accepted it Do then as did that godly Centurion Cornelius a fit pattern noâ—… only for all military but also for all sedentary men give much Alms to the people for sure if there be not a redeeming yeâ—… there is a breaking off sins by Alms-deeds and iniquities by shewing mercy to the poor Dan. 4. 27. and pray to God alway that is be so far from taking away what is another mans as to be ready to give of thine own give of thy substance 〈◊〉 thy Brother for his Poverty hath noâ—… disannulled his Fraternity
distress say effatha to my heart that it may be opened to receive thee say effatha to the heavens that they may be opened to receive my soul yea say unto my soul thou art my salvation for thou only who art All-sufficient canst speak unto my soul and thou only who art All-merciful wilt speak comfort to it And though for my sins thou art justly displeased yet for thine own Mercies thou wilt not long continue in that displeasure for thou hast proclaimed thy self to be the Lord The Lord God merciful and gracious long-suffering and abundant in goodness and truth keeping Mercy for thousands forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin Lord say unto me thy unworthy servant that my sins are forgiven me and that I may go hence in peace for my faith hath saved me even that faith whereby I wholly trust in the Merits and Mercies of thy eternal Son Jesus Christ. 66. Hear my prayer O Lord and consider my desire hearken unto me for thy truth and righteousness sake and enter not into Judgement with thy servant for in thy sight shall no man living be justified And let not mine enemy persecute my soul and if it be thy will let not my disease smite my life down to the ground nor lay me in the darkness as men that have been long dead But if it be thy pleasure to torment and to destroy my body yet let not my spirit be vexed within me nor my heart within me be desolate But make me so remember the time and thy works past that I may be comforted in the time and thy works to come that stretching forth my hands and lifting up my heart unto thee I may lay hold on thee by a lively Faith Hope and Love and at last come to enjoy thee by a blessed vision comprehension and fruition And my soul gasping â—…nto thee as a thirsty Land may be satisfied with the dew of thy heavenly blessings for evermore 67. O Lord remember that I am the work of thy hands the image of thy counteâ—…ance the price of thy blood And have mercy on me as thy work as thy image and as thy purchase for the paternal bowels of God the Father that created me for the bleeding wounds of God the Son that redeemed me and for the unutterâ—…ble groans of God the Holy-Ghost that sanctifieth me O Lord hear O Lord forgive O Lord strengthen me in my sickness receive me at my death and acquit me in the Judgement Amen 68. Hear me O Lord and that soon for my spirit waxeth faint hide not thy face from me lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit O let me hear thy loving-kindness late in the evening of this life and betimes in the morning of Eternity for in thee is my trust shew thou me the way that leadeth in the truth and unto the life for I lift up my soul unto thee Deliver me O Lord from mine enemies both corporal and spiritual for I flie unto thee to hide me Let thy loving Spirit lead me forth out of this Land of unrighteousness and lead me into the Land of righteousness Quicken me O Lord for thy Name sake and then most when I shall be nearest death and for thy righteousness sake bring my soul out of all her troubles that I may give thanks unto thee with those blessed spirits which lived here in thy fear departed hence in thy favour and now are with thee in eternal joy and glory Psal. 143. v. 7 c. 69. Deal thou so with me O Lord God according to thy Name that in the greatest bitterness of my soul I may both see and confess that sweet is thy Mercy O deliver me for I am helpless and poor and my body is tormented without me and my heart is wounded within me Psal. 109. ver 22 23. but be thou ease to my body and joy to my heart in Jesus Christ. 70. O Lord I confess to thy glory and minâ—… own shame that when I call to mind the â—…oulness of mine own transgressions I am â—…shamed when I call to mind the exactâ—…ess and severity of thy Justice I am afraid â—…o lift up mine eyes to heaven or to look â—…owards the place where thine honour â—…welleth But O look thou down upon â—…e with the eye of pity and compassion â—…ho am altogether unworthy to look up â—…nto thee with the eye of hope and confiâ—…ence and relieve me in my sickness and â—…eceive me at my death for thine infinite mercies in Jesus Christ. 71. I will alway give thanks unto the Lord â—…is praise shall ever be in my mouth yea my soul shall make her boast of the Lord â—…or I sought him and he heard me yea â—…e delivered me out of all my fear I had 〈◊〉 eye unto him and I was enlightened I â—…ave tasted and seen how gracious the â—…ord is blessed be my soul for trusting 〈◊〉 him and blessed be his grace for working 〈◊〉 my soul that trust to rely and depend â—…pon his Mercy for evermore Psal. â—…34 72. Lord touch my tongue with a coal from â—…hine Altar to take away the pollution of my lips and touch my heart with the immortal flames of thy love to take away the deadness and dulness of my thoughts that both tongue and heart being purged from the filthy dregs of flesh and sin I may in my greatest infirmities labour to praise thee according to the greatness of thy glories And because I cannot sufficiently praise thee whiles I am in this corrupted and corruptible body take my soul in thy due time away from hence that I may in thy heavenly Jerusalem sing unto thee acceptable and immortal praises for ever and ever Amen 73. Righteousness and equity O Lord are the habitation of thy seat O let righteousness and equity be fixed in my heart that thou mayest therein fix thy habitation Mercy and Truth shall go before thy face O let Mercy and Truth be alwaies in my soul Mercy to forgive Truth to be for given that when my soul shall go out of my body it may joyfully go before thy face and rejoyce in thy presence for ever more for blessed are the people O Lord that can rejoyce in thee they shall walk in the light of thy countenance Lord thou hast given me the first part of this blessing to rejoyce in thee here on earth O give me also the second part of it that when I shall go hence I may walk in the light of thy countenance hereafter in heaven Amen 74. Who am I O Lord God and what is this my house of clay that thou hast brought me hitherto And this was yet a small thing in thy sight O Lord God but thou hast spoken also of thy servant for a great while to come even for the daies of Eternity that thou wilt at last bring me to thy self For thy words sake and according to thine own heart hast thou done all these great things to make thy servant know them and
take heed he forsake not thee Wonder not then if you find many of Samuels words that is much of the Churches dictates in these Devotions but know it is because God hath taught Samuel to pray that he might teach you And having taught you to pray by Samuels Devotions may perchance not hear your prayers eveâ—… as he accepted not Sauls offering out oâ—… Samuels Communion However you may certainly by this gleaning of some few grapes see what store of good wine was and is in thâ—… whole Vintage And I hope you will noâ—… have good wine only to see and to look upon but also to tast and to make good use of it Or confess it is your own wilfulness thaâ—… you I will not say your prayers are either Faint or Dry for not tasting it The sick mans confession of his sins I Confess unto thee O Lord God Almighty and most merciful Father that I have sinned against heaven and against thee and am not worthy to be called thy Son nor to have any portion in thine inheritance because I have been hitherto so unthankful for thy Mercy so unreverent towards thy Majesty and so undutiful to thine Authority wherefore innumerable troubles are most justly come upon me and my sins have taken such hold of me that I am not able to look up yea they are more in number then the hairs of my head and my heart hath failed me But O Lord let it be thy pleasure to deliver me make hast O Lord to help me and comfort the soul of thy distressed servant for unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul gasping for that Mercy and Forgiveness which thou hast promised to Repentant-sinners for the Merits of thy dearly beloved Son Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Or this Almighty God Father of our Lord Jesus Christ Maker of all things Judge of all men I acknowledge and bewail my manifold sins and wickedness which I from time to time most grievously have committed by thought word and deed against thy Divine Majesty provoking most justly thy wrath and indignation against me I do earnestly repent and am heartily sorry for these my mis-doings the remembrance of them is grievous unto me the burthen of them is intollerable Have Mercy upon me have Mercy upon me most merciful Father for thy Son our Lord Jesus Christs sake forgive me all that is past and grant that I may ever hereafter serve and please thee in the newness of my life or in the contentedness and patience of my death to the honour and glory of thy Name through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The sick mans Absolution or Remission of sins to be pronounced by himself alone when he cannot have the benefit of a Minister to absolve him HAve mercy upon me O God after thy great goodness and according to the multitude of thy mercies do away mine offences wash me throughly from my wickedness and cleanse me from my sins and absolve me from the guiltiness of all my transgressions according to the Promise of Mercy by thy Word the Purchase of Mercy by thy Son and the Pledges of Mercy by thy holy Spirit made and given to Repentant-sinners in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy-Ghost Amen Or this Almighty God our heavenly Father who of his great Mercy hath promised forgiveness of sins to all them which with hearty repentance and true faith turn unto him have Mercy upon me pardon and deliver me from all my sins confirm and strengthen me in all goodness and bring me to everlasting life through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Then likewise he shall say O Lord open my heart that thou mayest open my lips O Lord open my lips and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise O God make speed to save me O Lord make hast to help me That I may with a thankful heart and with a chearful voice sing and say unto thee Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy-Ghost As it was in the beginning is now and ever shall be world without end Amen Praise ye the Lord I praise the Lord. The sick mans Psalm Psal. 6. 1. O Lord rebuke me not in thine indignation neither chasten me in thy displeasure 2. Have Mercy upon me O Lord for I am weak O Lord heal me for my bones are vexed 3. My soul is also sore troubled but Lord how long wilt thou punish me 4. Turn thee O Lord and deliver my soul O save me for thy Mercies sake 5. For in death no man remembereth thee and who will give thee thanks in the pit 6. I am weary of my groaning every night wash I my bed and water my couch with my tears 7. My beauty is gone for very trouble and worn away because of all mine enemies 8. Away from me all ye that work vanity for the Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping 9. The Lord hath heard my Petition the Lord will receive my Prayer 10. All mine enemies shall be confounded and sore vexed they shall be turned back and put to shame suddenly Glory be to the Father c. As it was in the beginning c. The sick mans first lesson Job 19. 25 c. I Know that my Redeemer liveth and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth And though after my skin worms destroy this body yet in my flesh shall I see God whom I shall see for my self and mine eyes shall behold and not another though my reins be consumed within me His first Canticle I praise thee O God I acknowledge thee to be the Lord. O praise our God ye people and make the voice of his praise to be heard Which holdeth our soul in life and suffereth not our feet to slip I will go into thy house with burnt-offerings and will pay thee my vows which I promised with my lips and spake with my mouth when I was in trouble O come hither and hearken all ye that fear God and I will tell you what he hath done for my soul. I called unto him with my mouth and gave him praises with my tongue If I encline unto wickedness with my heart the Lord will not hear me But God hath heard me and considered the voice of my prayer Praised be God which hath not cast out my prayer nor turned his Mercy from me Praise the Lord O my soul and all that is within me praise his holy Name Which forgiveth all thy sin and healeth all thine infirmities Which saveth thy life from destruction and crowneth thee with Mercy and loving-kindness Praise the Lord O my soul whiles I live will I praise the Lord yea as long as I have any being I will sing praises unto my God Lord make me so to praise thee here whiles it is my duty that I may exactly know how to praise thee hereafter when it shall be my reward For therefore with Angels and Arch-angels and with all the company of heaven do I now laud
Hand O Lord is not shortned that it cannot save and loose me from the burden of mine iniquity as it did her from the spirit of her Infirmity sweet Jesus lay thy mercifull hands on me that I may be Immediately made straite as she was and Glorifie God For this is a grievous and 〈◊〉 deadly burden 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 A grievous and yet withal A Fatal Burden A Burden that brings grief with it and Damnation after it such is the burden of any wilfull sin whatsoever till Faith and Repentance have unloaded the conscience Most divinely Saint Chrysostom If all my Righteousness be as Filthy rags Isa. 64. 6. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 what shall be said of my filthiness and of my unrighteousness Surely if my best righteousness hath the aspersion of sin then are my sins most exeeeding sinfull But we all generally herein are like the Pharisees ready to bind Heavy burdens and grievous to be born and lay them on other mens shoulders Mat. 23. 4. whereas this is a burden that we should â—…her lay every man on his own Heart The evil of our neighbours Heart we cannot know and yet are very desirous to know it though that knowledge tend directly to our damnation either for our malice or our Curiosity The evil of our own hearts we can know yet care not to know it though this knowledge immediately conduce to our salvation either by our Humility or by our Repentance For that man is worse then Simon Magus who is in the very gall of bitterness and in the bond of iniquity and yet scorns to say to the Successors of the Apostles Pray ye unto the Lord for me that none of these things which ye have spoken come upon me Acts 8. 23 24. For whatsoever God hath spoken in his word against impenitent sinners he cannot but fear will come upon him and it is just he should know it will so that he may not still continue in his Impenitency Sin doth at first grieve the God without us maker of Heaven and Earth but at last it will grieve the God within us our own Consciences It is at first Vastans Conscientiam to waste thy Conscience that from a little conscience thou maist have no conscience It will be at last Aggravans Conscientiam to burden thy Conscience that from no Conscience thou maist come to all Conscience It is best then for the sinner to be his own â—…ndemner that he may not be his own executioner For it is a sign he is in Bethesda in the house of Grace if he find his Conscience like those waters Troubled within him For being Impotent by reason of his sins whether Blind or halt or withered whether Blind in his Understanding or halt in his Affections or withered in his Actions He cannot be healod till He step into the Troubled waters which though they are the worst to let him see his Face for all will appear in broken lineaments yet are they the best to help him heal his soul Be not afraid then to step one step further into these waters as long as it is a good Spirit from God that troubles them The Disciples being in a storm and seeing Jesus walking on the Sea and drawing nigh unto the ship were afraid till they heard and knew his voice then they willingly received him into the ship and immediately the ship was at the land whither they went So when thy soul is in a Tempest though Jesus himself be coming nigh thou wilt be afraid but when he is fully come thou wilt most willingly receive him and immediately upon his reception Thou wilt be at the Haven of a Blessed Rest for himself will say unto thee Let not your heart be troubled ye believe in God believe also in me John 14. 1. A true Believer should not be troubled for by his faith he is more then Conqueror And yet he is often troubled for by reason of his weakness and of his unworthiness he doth sometimes not perceive the conquest of his Faith His own Conscience so convincing him that he cannot but be much troubled at the conviction 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saith Aristotle There is a twofold Redargution or Conviction The one proceeding from the Confutation of the Cause the other from the Confutation of the Person The Cause is often overthrown when yet the Person still retains his former confidence The Arguments of men may Confute and yet not Convince they may convince and yet not Extort the acknowledgement oâ—… a Conviction But the Argumentts of the Conscience are truly and fully Convictive because they are truly and fully Demonstrative And that in such a kind of Demonstration of which the Philosophers words are most really verified 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Demonstration is not to confute the man in his Person for he may be Contumacious and Refractory but to confute him in his Reason and in his Judgement Such is this Demonstration of Conscience It seizeth on the inward man If that plead the Cause if that Dispute and make an instance against the Respondent no sophistry no elusion no evasion will serve his turn but his heart is troubled his countenance dejected and his tongue silenced so that he can say nothing in excuse much less in justification of himself but is forced to flie to his Saviours Al-sufficient Merits and Al-saving mercies and it is a happy violence that so forceth him saying with the blind man in the Gospel Jesus thou son of David have mercy on me And though many charge him that he should hold his peace even very many sins and unworthinesses yet he cries the more a great deal Thou son of David have mercy on me till Jesus stand still and command him to be called and say unto him What wilt thou that I should do unto thee Then will his Answer be Lord that I might receive my sight not so much to see mine own sins as thy mercies thine infinite thine undeserved mercies Thus I would receive my sight to see the light of thy countenance and I shall be whole This was that admirable prayer in the Greek Liturgies 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Lord appease and allay those invisible tumults of mine own breast which so much disquiet and torment my soul Other enimies may be resisted and haply vanquished but this internal enemy is altogether inexpugnable and alwaies gets the victory over us Appease these invisible wars we are much frighted with visible wars but the invisible are infinitely more terrible for these will frighten even the Souldiers themselves who make it their Work no less then their Profession to disturb and frighten others And they are called invisible wars not only because they alone can see them who feel them but also because they are the most fatal and dangerous even as an enemy is most dangerous when he is least seen most to be feared when he is least to be discovered Conscience doth then war most dangerously when most privately most unsuspectedly and
sins of the whole world but thou wast pleased to shed many drops of it to shew that there was satisfaction still left for the sins of many worlds Lord hath thy blood satisfied for more sins then we can commit and shall it not satisfie for those sins that we have forsaken and do detest Hast thou purchased mercy for more then do repent and wilt thou not shew mercy on those to whom thou hast given Repentance Hast thou been so long calling us that thou shouldst at last reject us Hast thou so long promised salvation that thou shouldst at last deny it Thou hast purchased Redemption for us by thy blood thou hast promised it in thy Word Thou hast purchased more then thou hast promised and hast thou promised less then thou wilt perform I am thy Debtor for the Purchase and I owe thee more then I am able if not more then I am willing to pay But thou art my Debtor for the promise I could not oblige thee by my desert but thou hast obliged thy self by thy Word and the Obligation is much the stronger for being of thy making then if it had been of mine This is the Obligation that I trust to the Obligation whereby thou art obliged to thy self to thine own blood to thine own truth Help thy servant whom thou hast Redeemed with thy precious blood and to whom thou hast promised the benefit of this Redemption in thy Word Thou wilt Judge me for those sins for which thou thy self hast satisfied and is it possible that the sentence of thy Judgement should disannual the merit of thy satisfaction How comfortable are those words of thine to my guilty soul The Father Judgeth no man but hath committed all Judgement to the Son John 5. 22. For when I look upon the Father I must needs say of him Our God is a consuming fire Heb. 12. 29. He is as fire and I am as stubble easily consumed my sins have made my soul combustible which his goodness had made impassible Have so much fewel about me and within me that I cannot but dread the fire therefore I do most exceedingly rejoyce that the Father will not Judge me but hath committed all Judgement to the Son For in the Son I cannot but see Flesh of my Flesh and Bone of my Bone And since no man yet ever hated his own Flesh Ephes. 5. 29. I will not think that the Saviour of man will be the first to hate that Flesh in me which he hath in himself I will then no longer stagger at those words of the Apostle That the Lord the righteous Judge hath laid up a Crown of righteousness for them and will give it to them and to them only that love his appearing 2 Tim. 4. 8. For now I my self cannot but love it I cannot but love his appearing as my Judge when my soul doth magnifie him as my Lord and my spirit doth rejoyce in him as God my Saviour For to me being thus prepared and disposed as I ought it is all one to look for that blessed hope and to look for the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ who gave himself for us that he might redeem us from all iniquity Tit. 2. 13. He gave himself for us that he might redeem us from all iniquity and therefore it is nothing else but looking for that blessed hope to look for his appearing to the compleating of our Redemption Divines tell us of a three-fold Advent or Coming of Christ to Holy and Religious men Adventus ad Redemptionem Consolationem Remunerationem his coming to their Redemption to their Comfort and to their Reward His first coming was in the Flesh when he took on him their Nature His second coming was in the Spirit when he imparted unto them of his grace His third coming will be in Power when he will impart unto them his Glory His first coming was to Redeem them his second coming to Comfort them and therefore his third coming cannot be so much to Judge as to Reward them Himself hath said no less John 6. 40. This is the will of him that sent me that every one which seeth the Son and believeth on him may have everlasting life Lord thou hast opened mine eyes to see thee here by Faith and wilt thou not hereafter open thy self that I may see thee by clear Vision And what priviledge is it that I may have everlasting life here where it is not if I may not have it hereafter where it is And yet for strengthening my faith thou hast said much more to shew that I cannot believe enough of thy goodness John 3. 36. He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life And again John 5. 24. He that heareth my Word and believeth on him that sent me hath everlasting life it is as sure as if he had it already and shall not come into condemnation though he shall be Judged yet he shall not be condemned in Judgement but is passed from death to life He is already passed from the Death of sin to the Life of Grace and shall assuredly pass from the life of Grace to the life of Glory And indeed what is the summe of the whole Gospel but the Promise of Eternal life upon condition of Faith in Christ This is the Record that God hath given to us Eternal life and this life is in his Son he that hath the Son hath life 1 John 5. 11 12. Have I life in having thee my Saviour and can I lose it in having thee my Judge O the immortal comfort that my soul enjoyes to think that though I have been to my Master in heaven a far worse servant then Onesimus was to Philemon not only to run away from him but also to rob him yet upon my true Repentance my Saviour will say to his Father on my behalf as Saint Paul did to his friend If thou count me a Partner and truly he is his Partner in the same God-head receive him as my self now he is invested with my righteousness if he hath wronged thee or oweth thee ought put that on mine account Saint Paul to Philemon v. 17 18. O Lord I owe thee so much that I can never say sufficiently and much less may leave off saying Forgive us our debts yet since thou hast already put my debts upon thy Sons account how wilt thou let them lie still on mine Didst thou not punish thy Son that thou mightest spare thy servant Or canst thou in Justice punish the same sin twice once in my Surety another time in me It was the great necessity of thy offended Justice to punish the sin and is it not as great a necessity of thy satisfied Justice to spare the sinner I will not then say He is to be my Judge whose Majesty I have honoured whose mercy I have embraced whose glory I have promoted whose goodness I have proclaimed whose presence I have desired for if I have done any of these
Covetous or Drunkards or Revilers or Extortioners or guilty of any other kind of unrighteousness like to these but my belief is That I having repented of my unrighteousness and forsaken it shall no longer be accounted as unrighteous For so it follows such were some of you but ye are washed but ye are sanctified but ye are justified in the Name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God In that it is said ye were such before ye were washed and justified in the Name of the Lord Jesus and sanctified by the Spirit of our God it is evident that after your Justification and Sanctification you are not such Be it then taken for granted which cannot be denyed for truth himself hath said it That every idle word that men shall speak they shall give account thereof at the day of Judgement Mat. 12. 36. yet sure not if they have given an account of it already or rather Christ hath given an account for them in that they have by a lively faith embraced his All-sufficient satisfaction and by an earnest Repentance are admitted to it and instated in it Their sins shall be laid open before the face of men and Angels as Davids or as Saint Peters to the glory of Gods Justice in acquitting them not as Sauls or Judas's to the glory of Gods Justice in condemning them If it shall be Recorded for it is a Problem of Divinity that the Text hath not so positively determined but that learned men think they may abound in their own sense concerning it I say if it shall be Recorded how David and Saint Peter sinned it shall also be Recorded how they repented If it shall be declared thâ—…t Demas did forsake Saint Paul having loved this present world 2 Tim. 4. 10. it shall also be declared that the same Demas did afterwards repent and turn back again to Saint Paul whiles he was still a Prisoner of Jesus Christ and then became his fellow-labourer Epist. to Philemon v. 24. For without doubt as much as they shall be terrified at the sight of their sins so much they shall be comforted at the sight of their faith and repentance In Christo simul summum Gaudium summa Tristitia saith Gabr. in 3. sent dist 15. In Christ there was the greatest Joy and the greatest Sadness at the same time though not in the same respect his Joy was from his union with God his Sadness was from his union with man and the imputation of our sins And possibly think some it may be so with the best Christians in that great and dreadful day when their bodies shall be re-united with their souls and all their sins represented whether of Body or of Soul They may have the greatest sorrow say they in regard of themselves and of their own sins and yet have the greatest Joy in regard of their Saviour and of his free-grace Saint Paul prayeth for Onesiphorus That he may find mercy of the Lord in that day 2 Tim. 1. 18. Therefore it is probable he shall need mercy in that day though he shall not need so much as he shall find And Saint Peter speaks of blotting out sins in the times of Refreshing and Restitution of all things Acts 3. 19 21. that is at Christs second coming for till then there will not be a restitution of all things And this consideration though it is not cause enough why the living should pray for the dead and yet without doubt it is one of the best causes that can be alledged yet sure it is cause more then enough why the living should pray for themselves even after their Justification and still say Forgive us our trespasses For it seems there is some kind of forgiveness at least a general Absolution reserved until the day of Judgement What is it then will there be the same terrour to the just and to the unjust No doubtless And this may appear from the very Titles which are given by Saint Paul to the day of Judgement Rom. 2. 5. And they are three A day of Wrath A day of Revelation and A day of Righteous Judgement The day of Righteous Judgement doth equally concern all sinners whether they have been Penitent or Impenitent but the day of Wrath concerns only the Impenitent sinners and the day of Revelation doth likewise chiefly if not only concern them I say the day of wrath concerns only the Impenitent sinners such as after their hardness and impenitent hearts have treasured up unto themselves wrath against the day of wrath But to those that have faithfully and penitently served God for true Faith never yet went without Repentance it will be a day of Exultation and Redemption he hath called it so that hath made it so Luke 21. 27 28. Then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory sc. to Judge the world But what then must ye therefore that have been his Disciples and Followers be terrified as if he were coming to take Vengeance of you No you must then look up and lift up your heads for your Redemption draweth nigh This same day that is to them a day of Vengeance and a day of Wrath is to you a day of Redemption to lift up your heads and much more a day of Exulcation to lift up your hearts And so also the day of Revelation doth chiefly if not only concern those who are concerned in the day of wrath for as for the Believers and the Penitent if there shall be any Revelation of their sins for some do doubt it it shall be so in order to Gods Justice as not to their punishment For the Text plainly saith of them I will forgive their iniquity and I will remember their sin no more Jer. 31. 34. And so again All his transgressions that he hath committed shall not be mentioned unto him whatever shall be done concerning the Revelation of his sins shall be done only that Gods Justice may be cleared in his Absolution not that his soul may be terrified by the Representation What then though I shall see with Ezekiel a hand sent unto me with a Roul a dismal Roul written within and without full of all the sins that ever I committed in Thought Word and Deed as long as I shall not see written therein Lamentations and Mourning and Wo unto the sinner For Christ Jesus that came into this world to save sinners will assuredly in the next world compleat that salvation I will then willingly say with Saint Paul Quorum primus Ego Of whom I am chief 1 Tim. 1. 15. Or with the antient Missal Dominica secunda post Epiph. feria quarta Quorum primus Ego Ego sum Of whom I I am chief The earnestness of my Repentance shall bring me to an often Repetition of my sins I will rather add to their number in my confession of them then diminish from it I will rather say That I am a double sinner then that I am no sinner
Here is both the good Confidence and the ground of it the good Conscience The confidence is That we may have boldness in the day of Judgement The ground of that confidence is this good conscience Because as he is so are we in this world for this is in effect the Syllogism Whosoever is here like him in Piety shall hereafter be like him in Glory but we that truly believe in him are here like him in Piety therefore we shall also be like him in Glory He that hath that Good confidence upon this Good conscience as he may not be ashamed of his hope so he shall not be disappointed of it for he is sure to stand in the last Judgement because he hath the Eternal Son of God to support him on the one side with his All-sufficient merits on the other side with his All-saving mercies Two such supporters to which he cannot trust too much for which he cannot glorifie Christ enough though he glorifie him world without end Amen Deo Trin-Uni Gloria in secula seculorum Amen A sick mans Cordial composed of three Ingredients I. Contemplations II. Ejaculations III. Devotions Contemplations on Isaiah 53. Verse 3. O MY Beloved Saviour wast thou despised and rejected of men and shall not I learn to despise and reject my self that I may be like to thee approved of thee and received by thee Wast thou a man of sorrows and acquainted with griefs who knewest no sin And shall I who came into the world with sin look to go out of the world without sorrow Verse 4. Didst thou so patiently bear the griefs and carry the sorrows that were due for my sins And shall not I patiently bear the griefs and carry the sorrows that are due for mine own sins How could I have sorrows if I had not sins and why should I not have patience now I must have sorrows Wast thou stricken and smitten of God and afflicted who wast his only begotten and most dearly Beloved Son And shall I look to escape the scourge who heretofore have been his enemy and still am his undutiful and unworthy servant Verse 5. I will look upon my wounds and maladies as upon so many cures and remedies Upon my bruise for I am all over nothing else as upon so much soundness since both wounds and bruises are inflicted not as satisfactions for my sins but as checks and amendments of my sinfulness For he was wounded for my transgressions and bruised for mine iniquities therefore my wounds and my bruises are not now to pacifie the wrath of the Father but to make me conformable to the Son And the chastisement of my peace was upon him therefore I will not repine at my chastisement since I have my peace It being indeed but a chastisement to correct the sinner not a punishment to avenge the sin And since I am healed in my soul I will not fear being wounded in my body For with his stripes I am healed and mine own stripes do but make me the more to see the want and the more to crave the benefit of his healing Verse 6 7. I have been a sheep in my strayings for I have turned to mine own waies O make me also a Sheep in my sufferings not once to open my mouth when thou shearest me clipping off all the comforts of my life no nor when thou slayest me bringing on all the torments oâ—… my sickness no nor when thou slayest me bringing on all the pangs and horrourâ—… of my death That as my Saviour was oppressed and afflicted yet opened not his mouth so I may be kept from murmuring and repining in all my oppressions and afflictions For I may well be as he was Meek and Patient since thou hast laid minâ—… iniquities on him but if I follow not his Meekness and his Patience I fear I shall again lay mine iniquities upon my self Verse 8 9. He was cut off from life whose generation was life what can I expect but death who had it in my very birth who was corrupted when I was generated and therefore not only in regard of my death but also in regard of my life it self must say to corruption thou art my Father and to the worm thou art my Sister and my Mother Who shall declare his Generation For he was begotten of his Father before all worlds But who shall declare my corruption for I was corrupted when I was begotten by my Father before I came into the world He was taken away by death but he was taken away from a mortal a miserable and a contemptible life so let me be taken away good Lord from mortality misery and contempt to Immortality Blessedness and Glory My life hath not left much for my death to take away from me Lord let my death take from me all that is left but my Saviour and let it fully give me him He was brought to prison that he might be Judged and he was brought to Judgement that he might be condemned and his death was his Release both from Prison and from Judgement Lord make my death so to me make my death my Release from prison for whiles I am in the body I am imprisoned fettered with the bonds of sin and corruption But bring my soul out of this prison that I may praise thy name then the righteous shall compass me about for thou shalt deal bountifully with me Psal. 142. 7. A most happy Goal-Delivery for my soul for then the Righteous shall compass me about and not sinners nay more then I shall be compassed about with Rightousness who now am compassed about with sins and that not so much with other mens as with mine own sins Thus make my death my Release from Prison and make it also my Release from Judgement For thy Son hath been Judged and condemned for me that I might escape the Judgement of thy condemnation Lord I ask not that thou wouldest not Judge me for after death comes Judgement Heb. 9. 27. I ask only that thou wilt not condemn me when I shall be Judged And this is agreeable with thy very Justice though I wholly appeal unto thy Mercy not to condemn and punish the same sin twice Thou hast already condemned and punished my sins in my Saviour O then let me escape thy condemnation and thy punishment He was Judged for mine Unrighteousness O let me stand in the Judgement for his Righteousness For the transgression of my people was he stricken Lord thou hast placed me among thy people and therefore I must believe that he was stricken for my transgressions Nay thou hast brought me nearer to thee and made me one of thine own Family having admitted me thy servant Nay thou hast brought me yet nearer to thee and made me one of thine own Inheritance having adopted me thy child I deserved not to be among thy people and I am placed among thy servants I deserved not to be among thy servants and I am accepted among thy children O then
Secondly the faithfulness of the Redeemer O Lord thou God of truth First the fulness of the Redemption for it had a threefold fulness a fulness of Excellency a fulness of Appearance a fulness of Redundancy which is Bonaventures distinction concerning our blessed Saviour lib. 3. sent dist 13. Quod est loqui de Plenitudine secundum Excellentiam secundum Apparentiam secundum Redundantiam We may speak of the fulness of Christ according to its Excellency according to its Appearance and according to its Redundancy for Christ had a fulness of Excellency from his first conception And he had a fulness of Appearance from the discent of the Holy-Ghost upon him for then his excellent holiness was made apparent to all the world by the testimony of the Father and of the Holy Spirit And he had a fulness of Redundancy from the time that he sanctified his disciples and servants by the communication and participation of his holiness And this same threefold fulness is in this Redemption A fulness of Excellency or Perfection in the nature of it 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 hast Redeemed A fulness of appearance or manifestation from the Author of it Thou thou hast Redeemed And a fulness of Redundancy from the subject of it me Thou hast Redeemed me First there is a fulness of Excellency or Perfection in this Redemption from the nature of it 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Thou hast Redeemed So saith the Master of Greek Criticisms 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 This word is properly used concerning the Redemption of Captives that are Redeemed with a price For they that are otherwise delivered then by a price 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 are said rather to be Rescued then to be Redeemed Eustath in Iliad a. Here is then a Redemption as excellent as the price that was paid for the Captives and that was the blood of the Eternal Son of God A price that was infinitely more worth then all the whole Creation both in heaven and in earth which hath in truth no other preciousness but what it hath from this price is no farther precious then as it is sprinkled with this blood Secondly A fulness of appearance or manifestation in this Redemption from the Author of it Thou thou hast Redeemed Thou whom God hath appointed heir of all things by whom also he made the worlds and who art the brightness of his glory and the express image of his person Heb. 1. 2 3. This heir of all things came to make us partakers of his inheritance The same God that made the world by his Power and governed it by his Wisdom Redeemed it by his Mercy He that was the brightness of the glory of God and the express image of his person was pleased to make himself of no reputation and took upon him the form of a servant and being found in fashion as a man to humble himself and become obedient unto death Phil. 2. 7. That by his death he might destroy death and by his rising to life again might restore to us everlasting life But that 's the third fulness in this Redemption A fulness of Redundancy from the subject of it Me Thou hast Redeemed Me Thou Me Heaven and Earth are meet together in the Mysterie But Heaven and Hell are met together in the Mercy of this Redemption God and Man in the Mysterie but God and sinful Man in the Mercy of it Me in my Nature was a great mysterie but Me in my Sins was a far greater mercy Thy love did seek me when I did not deserve it Thy care did keep me when I did not observe it O let neither Love nor Care forsake me now I do desire it And indeed thou hast promised not to forsake us And that is the second Reason we are so willing to Resign our selves to thee the faithfulness of our Redeemer O God thou God of Truth Thou art powerful in thy performances as God and faithful in thy Promises as the God of Truth As none can resist thy power in performing so none may distrust thy truth in promising It was thy Mercy that made thee promise but it is thy Truth that maketh thee keep thy promises Mercy and Truth are together in God as Cruelty and Falseness go together in man Though I have no right to thy Mercy from it self yet I have a right to thy Mercy from thy Truth And thine own Holy Spirit hath taught me to claim this Right Heb. 13. 5. For he hath said I will never leave thee nor forsake thee He said it to Joshua yet will have me believe he said it to me for though that promise in its occasion was particular and concerned only Joshua and those with him Josh. 1. 5. yet in its document it was universal and concerned all the faithful servants of God that should be to the end of the world for that promise was made to Joshua as Leader of the people and therefore belonged in common to him and to them even to the whole Church of the Jews And by the same reason belongs to us now as it did to them even to the whole Church of the Gentiles For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek or Gentile For the same Lord over All is rich unto all that call upon him Rom. 10. 12. If we call upon him as Joshua and the Israelites did we have the same interest in his promises as Joshua and the Israelites had He will be as rich in Mercy to us as he was to him and to them or else in vain hath his Apostle said For whatsoever things were written afore-time were written for our learning that we through patience and comfort of the Scriptures might have hope Rom. 15. 4. Where is the comfort of the Scriptures if it be not in the Promises or what promise can be the ground of our hope like this I will never leave thee nor forsake thee A promise which he made in Mercy as Lord over All and therefore rich in mercy to All that call upon him But a promise that he keepeth in truth as being the same Lord over All That is one and the same constantly in himself and therefore not diverse in his Word nor in his Promises O God thou God of truth As God thou art a Creditor to All by thy Mercy All borrow of it All depend on it All are obliged to it But as a God of Truth thou art a Debtor to All that is to All that call upon thee for the Promise though it be universal yet it is conditional Thou art a Debtor to All by thy Truth they have an Interest in thy Promise claim it as their Right look to it as their Treasure look on it as their Comfort Debitor fidelitatis non Justitiae God is to man a Debtor of faithfulness though not a Debtor of Justice A Debtor of faithfulness because of his own Word though he cannot be a Debtor of Justice because of mans Merit As he is God he hath
no other wâ—… understanding then he hath givenâ—… Angels they not being able to underâ—… distinctly by such universal forms aâ—… Angels could not have had a partâ—… and distinct knowledge of any thing only a general and confused knowleâ—… so it is clearly for the better that Huâ—… Souls be united unto Bodies because iâ—…duceth to the bettering of their uâ—…standing But this reason conceâ—… the soul of man no longer then whiles it is here on earth whereas it is evident that the desire of Re-union with the body accompanieth the soul also in heaven for though she there understand by a far more excellent and noble way without the Body then she doth here in the Body yet doth she still desire Re-union with the Body and not think her own bliss so compleat till she may have it in and with her old companion her first friend and acquaintance Excellently the same Aquinas 12 ae qu. 4. ar 5. Desiderium Animae separatae totaliter quiescit ex parte Appetibilis quia habet id quod suo appetitui sufficit sed non totaliter requiescit ex parte Appetentis quia illud bonum non possidet secundum omnem modum quo possidere vellet ideo corpore resumpto beatitudo crescit non intensive sed extensive The desire of the separated souls that are in Heaven is fully satisfied as to the object or the thing that they desire for they have all the blessedness that they can wish But not as to the subject or their manner of desireing for they have not their blessedness so as they do wish it because it is not yet communicated to their bodies wherefore after the Resurrection of the Body the blessedness of Glorified Souls is said tâ—… increase though not intensively as if tâ—… bliss should be greater in it self for thâ—… are already admitted to the vision and frâ—…ition of God yet surely extensively bâ—…cause it shall be greater in respect of theâ—… that enjoy it when it shall be communâ—…cated from their Souls unto their Bodies And therefore the Glorified Souls of meâ—… do exceedingly desire that their Blessedness should be so communicated becausâ—… their supernatural Bliss doth not extinguish cannot exclude their natural Desire which is to be united to their Bodies Accordingly Aquinas tells us that to thâ—… perfect consummation of mans Bliss is required not only a perfect Disposition oâ—… his Soul but also of his Body and thaâ—… both antecedently and consequently to hiâ—… Blessedness Antecedently or before he iâ—… Blessed for else his Body would clogg hiâ—… Soul and divert it from the Beatifical vision And Consequently or after he iâ—… Blessed for the Soul cannot but communicate her Bliss and Glory to the Body 12 ae q. 4. ar 6. Therefore that which was a Natural Body at the separation shall be made a Spiritual Body at the Re-union and being once made a Spiritual body the Soul shall have Power to keep 〈◊〉 â—…o for ever according to that of Saint Aug. â—…am potenti naturâ Deus fecit Animam ut â—…x ejus plenissimâ Beatitudine redundit in â—…nferiorem Naturam Incorruption is vigor With so powerful a Nature hath God endued the soul of man that when her self â—…hall come to be perfectly Blessed she will be able to Transmit her Bliss and Incorruption to the body Wherefore let â—…y soul be separated from this natural body by which it is corrupted that it may â—…e united to that Spiritual body by which â—…t shall be perfected The Second PART OR The Consolation against Death Preface HE that will fully comfâ—… the Soul of man agaiâ—… Death must comfort against sickness that coâ—…monly goes before it 〈◊〉 against Judgement tâ—… alwaies follows after it So that thisâ—… consolation must branch it self into these tâ—… Chapters The Comforts of the Soul against Sicknâ—… The Comforts of the Soul against Deathâ—… The Comforts of the Soul against Judgment It is as easie for those in health to gâ—… advice to the sick as it is hard for the 〈◊〉 to follow it But every one that can gâ—… Advice to the sick cannot give them câ—… for t in their sickness The best that any of us can say in this kind is The Lord comort you And yet surely there are some men who are obliged if not enabled by their Calling to speak more comfortably then others no less to body-sick then to sin-sick Persons Those men whose peculiar Duty it is to visit the sick and consequently to comfort them For they may not do as Jobs Friends did come to Grieve with him and then help not to Asswage but to Encrease his Grief For they by so doing are lookt upon not as Gods but as the Devils Instruments though they were of the Posterity of Abraham and therefore undoubtedly instructed in the true Relion according to that Testimony given of Abraham by God himself Gen. 18. 19. For I know him that he will command his children and his houshold after him and they shall keep the way of the Lord. Yet these men were so faulty in their conferences with holy Job that God himself saith of them they had not spoken right concerning him and that his wrath was kindled against them Job 42. 7. Whereby it Appears that Jobs former exclamations against them proceeded not from the impotency of his Passion but from the justness of his cause when he said ye are forgers of lies ye are all Physitians of no value Job 13. 4. Medici Idoli so Jarchi expounds the word and parallels it with that of Zach. 11. 17. where we tanslate it the Idol shepheard and may here so too The idol Comforters Men that made a shew of Comfort but afforded none at all no more then if they had been but meer Idols Nay that 's not all they afforded him dicomforts instead of comforts wherefore he calls them also miserable comforters Job 16. 2. Hebrew consolatores molestiae troublesome comforters are you all And sick men may in this Brain-sick age of ours quickly have enough if not too much of such comforters Men that scarce can settle others consciences having so much unsettled their own Which made Saint Paul come with a Benedictus in his mouth and surely it was in his heart before it was in his mouth when he considered what a great mercy it was in God towards those in distress to give either true comforts or true comforters saying Blessed be God even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ The Father of mercies and the God of all comfort who comforteth us in all our Tribulation that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble by the comfort where with we our selves are comforted of God 2 Cor. 1. 3 4. The Apostle begins here with thanksgiving according to his accustomed manner in all his Epistles but contrary to his custome doth he apply this thanksgiving wholy to himself The reason was saith Beza Because the Corinthians did begin to despise him for his Afflictions the common course of the world to
despise that Church that is in Affliction Therefore he answers confidently for himself that though he had been much afflicted yet he had been much more comforted and he rejoyced the more in his comforts because God had comforted him for that very cause That he might be able and willing to comfort others Having thus considered the Author of all true comfort and the Instruments he is pleased chiefly to use in comforting and how they are bound to comfort as his Instruments It follows that in the next place we consider the comforts themselves Which are then most given from God when most wanted by men For it is very observable Jer. 33. That Gods promises to the Jews were then Greatest when their own miseries were so For he there promiseth to the captivity A gracious Return a joyfull State and a settled Government when they were even now transplanted from Jerusalem to Babylon Surely to teach them and us that his promises were to be understood spiritually in Christ and so to be fulfilled That when they had least comforts in themselves They might have greatest comfort in their God that in the greatest temporal miseries he did use to afford the greatest spiritual mercies That when the body is most afflicted the soul is or should be most comforted Thus we look on sickness as a very great discomfort of the Body And yet even that may be made a greater comfort to the soul And truly from those very considerations for which it is a discomfort to the body and they are Three Because it afflicts the Flesh Because it weakens the Flesh Because it wasts the Flesh CHAP. I. The Comforts of the soul against Sickness SECT I. The sickness of the Body is a Comfort to the soul in that it Afflicts the Flesh. THIS age loves Paradoxes that is strange opinions And these may justly be thought the strangest of all others which seek to make us in love with sickness that cannot but make us out of love with the world and with our selves but be it so since we could never have a fitter time to be out of love with the world because now it is so bad nor with our selves because we help to make it worse Welcome then a sickness to comfort the soul since health is made 〈◊〉 uncomfortable to the body as bad times 〈◊〉 worse men can make it And indeed in thâ—… respect sickness is a comfort to the Souâ—… whiles it afflicts the Flesh in that it bringâ—… us to God and God to us For man beinâ—… afflicted in his body and finding no reâ—… in himself immediately makes his addresseâ—… to God that he may find rest in him Tâ—…tianus told the Heathen Greeks so much that when thy were sick then they woulâ—… send for their gods to be with them aâ—… Aggamemnon did at the seige of Troâ—… send for his ten Counsellors 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 And surely they who never think of God in theiâ—… health yet are desirous he should think oâ—… them in their sickness In their Afflictioâ—… they will seek me early Hos. 5. 15. Whereaâ—… before it was They will not frame their dâ—…ings to turn unto their God ver 4. And 〈◊〉 affliction make those seek God who before did not regard him then surely it cannot but make those who did seek him before they were afflicted to seek him much more in their affliction Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord saith David for he shall pluck my feet out of the net Psal. 25. 15. When his feet were most at liberty he desired not to look much away from God for fear of falling into some snare But when his feet were intangled in the â—…et then his eyes were ever towards him The Prophet Jeremiah prophecieth conâ—…erning the Jews that after their return from Babylon They should serve the Lord â—…heir God and David their King He means â—…he Son of David saith Kimchi the Messiah And surely whereas before their Captivity they often fell into idolatry yet after it they were never guilty of that sin And who will not call that a happy Captivity in which they left their Idolatry behind them So is it also in our distresses it is a happiness not a misery which brings a man neerer and neerer to his God Ismaels Name bids him believe that the Lord will hear his affliction for so saith the Angel to Hagar Thou shalt call his name Ismael because the Lord hath heard thy affliction Gen. 16. 11. But Israels faith bids him believe that the Lord will not only hear his affliction but also bear it In all their affliction he was afflicted and the Angel of his presence saved them Isa. 63. 9. What Comfort like the comfort of Salvation What greater Comfort of Salvation then that Christ is with us ready to save us It is he that is here called the Angel 〈◊〉 Gods presence or of Gods face first bâ—…cause in his eternal Priesthood he doth aâ—…waies minister before the face of God mâ—…king Intercession for us Heb. 7. 2â—… Wherefore he is able to save them to the uttâ—… most that come unto God by him seeing he eâ—… liveth to make intercession for them Secondâ—… because he is the express image of God iâ—… so much that whosoever hath seen him hath seen the Father John 14. 9. This Aâ—…gel of Gods presence is most with us in oâ—… afflictions and is therefore then mâ—… with us that he may be afflicted with uâ—… Our groans are His groans Our sighs aâ—… His sighs Our tears are His tears Tâ—… Psalmist did say Put my tears into thy Bottâ—… Psal. 58. 6. But we must say farther put mâ—… tears into thine eyes For as Christ is thâ—… Angel of his Fathers face so he looks upoâ—… every true Christian as the Angel of hâ—… own face loves to be there most wheâ—… he most sees his own face his own image And will you know when he most seeâ—… his own image in you It is then when 〈◊〉 sees himself fully represented not only iâ—… your doings but also in your sufferings In all your Affliction he is Afflicted Leâ—… your soul then rejoyce for a double cause that it hath so good a Companion that it â—…ath so great a Comforter For lest you â—…hould be troubled at the hiding of his â—…ace he hath taught you to see his face in â—…our own For when you can most truly â—…ay Behold and see if there be any sorrow like â—…nto my sorrow Lam. 1. 12. Then do you â—…ost truly resemble him who was called A man of sorrows Isa. 53. 3. This is the first comfort of the Soul in Sickness when it Afflicteth the Flesh because that Affliction brings us to God and God to us A second follows Because that Affliction makes us conformable to Christ our Saviour Justine Martyr in his second Apologie for the Christians hath observed that there is scarce any Prediction or Prophecy concerning our Saviour Christ the Son of God to be made man but the Heathen Writers who were all
Saviour I get into his Mystical Body and by keeping my hold I continue in it The Syriack translation instead of Confidence here saith The uncovering of the face to shew that there is not left in the true Believer the conscience of any one sin unrepented or unsatisfied through the All-sufficiency of his Saviours satisfaction which may make him cover his face either out of shame or out of fear to look upon God either out of shame because of his own unworthiness for by faith he hath his Saviours worthiness to make him confident or out of fear because of Gods unplacableness for by hope he hath a cause to rejoyce not to fear therefore it is said The rejoycing of our hope And the same Apostle moreover gives the reason of this saying Chap. 4. v. 15 16. For we have not an high-Priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities but was in all points tempted like as we are yet without sin Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need What is the hope that we can rejoyce in but the hope of Eternal Life And we have this hope because we have a great high-Priest that is passed into the heavens Jesus the Son of God v. 14. He is passed in before us to make way for us to follow after him Nor ought we to be dismayed at our infirmities since he is touched with the feeling of them for himself was tempted to strengthen us in our temptations that in his strength we should encounter them and by his strength should overcome them Let us therefore come boldly to the Throne of Grace c. Wherein we have set forth the manner and the reason of our going unto God The manner it must be with a holy confidence in the righteousness of our high-Priest Let us come boldly The reason is two-fold the first concerns our God because he hath erected a Throne of Grace to pardon us not of Judgement to condemn us unto the Throne of grace The second concerns our selves That we may obtain mercy and find grace to help us in time of need What help so welcome as that which helps in time of need What time of need so much wants help as that wherein we can neither help our selves nor have any else to help us the Hour of Death and the Day of Judgement In this time of need it is that our high-Priest doth chiefly help us he will make intercession for us when we shall not be able to speak for our selves at the hour of death he will make answer for us when we shall not be able to answer for our selves at the day of Judgement What though the Devils will then busily accuse me as long as his righteousness shall be interposed in answer for me what if my conscience doth condemn me as long as his satisfaction doth acquit me Why should not my soul joyfully say I will go forth even out of my body in the strength of the Lord God and will mention thy Righteousness only Psal. 71. 16. Though I dare not go forth in mine own strength for fear I should fail in my journey or miscarry at my journeys end yet I dare go forth in his strength Though I dare not mention mine own Righteousness at the Bar of Gods Justice yet I dare mention my Saviours Righteousness I will make mention of thy Righteousness even of thine only Having therefore boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus by a new and living way which he hath consecrated for us through the Vail that is to say his Flesh and having an high-Priest over the House of God let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of Faith Heb. 10. 19. Here are three singular benefits that all they have who have Communion with Christ to assure them of their entrance into heaven when they depart from the earth The first is That the door is opened unto them and they have such a right to enter as cannot be doubted must not be denyed Having boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus The second is That the way which leadeth thither is a safe way keeping all from death that walk in it A new and lively way And also A ready way such as they may hope to walk in notwithstanding their infirmities because he hath made it plain for them for he hath consecrated it for us through his flesh The third is That the House whither they are to go is wholly disposed and ordered by their high Priest who both guides them in the way and is ready to receive them at their journeys end Having an high-Priest over the House of God These being the Premises That the door is open and we have a right to enter that the way is both safe and plain that the House whither we desire to go is wholly ordered by our own high-Priest who guides us thither and is ready to receive us there what else can be the conclusion but comfort and confidence what have we else to do but to draw near with a true heart in full assurance of Faith A true heart that is true to its Saviour by believing in full assurance of faith that is true to it self by drawing near according to that belief And surely the Apostles invitation is as urgent for us to draw near to the Church Triumphant as to the Church Militant because all power is given to our Saviour Christ as well in heaven as in earth Mat. 28. 18. He hath power over the House of God in heaven as well as over the House of God in earth And where he hath power of the House we need not be afraid to enter For as he hath made the passage for us to pass from the bondage of sin and Satan to come into his Kingdom of Grace So much more hath he made the passage for us to pass from his Kingdom of Grace to come to his Kingdom of Glory And if we have already passed from Death to Life much more shall we pass from Life to everlasting Life If we have already passed from Nature to Grace much more shall we pass from Grace to Glory For the distance betwixt Nature and Grace is much greater and harder to be passed then the distance betwixt Grace and Glory for nature scarce affords a capacity of Grace but grace is the very Inchoation of Glory Profitable If thou wilt not help us for our miseries which we have deserved yet help us for thy mercies which thou hast promised For thy Goodness is more willing to forgive then thy power is to punish And thy blood cryeth much lowder for pardon and forgiveness then our sins can cry for punishment Thou hast not yet forgiven so much as thou hast promised and thou hast not promised so much as thou hast purchased One drop of thy blood had been a full and sufficient satisfaction for the
is pardoned do both speak one and the same comfort unto the soul do both signifie one and the same peace Completa est malitia ejus saith the Vulgar translation for militia by a small mistake of the letter as we may suppose but none of the sense For our malitia is our militia our iniquity is our warfare The Hebrew word here used signifies not only the work but also the time of war And Rabbi David saith the Prophet here means The time that Jerusalem was to pass in Banishment or Captivity So that if we joyn the Text and the gloss together we shall find that sin is a time of war of banishment and of captivity Of war with God of banishment from God And of captivity not under God for he can be no Tyrant but under the Devil A sad time certainly as full of fears and jealousies as empty of joyes and comforts anâ—… therefore that must needs be a joyful time wherein this warfare this captivity thiâ—… banishment is at an end because our sin iâ—… pardoned To say this is to speak truly to the heart which is the Hebrew expression for speaking comfortably All other comforts go no farther then the ear then the outward man that his stock is increased his request granted his cause advanced it is only this comfort that enters into the heart and revives the inner man that the time of his warfare banishment and captivity are at an end because his sin is pardoned And this is the comfortable sentence that is already pronounced in Gods Word That he pardoneth and absolveth all them which truly repent and unfeignedly believe his holy Gospel All our labour must be to get this same sentence derived from Gods Word into our own consciences And then surely in the mouth of two such witnesses the least whereof is no less then a thousand it is no doubt but the testimony will be fully and firmly established For as the word doth witness the thing infallibly true in it self so will the conscience witness it insallibly true to us The use of a witness is either for information in defect of evidence or for confirmation in defect of assurance and an infallible witness is both these together For he gives evidence from his testimony and assurance from his infallibility Such an infallible witness is a good conscience that is grounded and established on the Word of God and thence collecteth this comfortable sentence Whosoever truly believeth and heartily repenteth shall not come into condemnation But I do truly believe and heartily repent therefore I shall not come into condemnation The major proposition is clear by the testimony of Gods Word the minor is clear by the testimony of our own consciences which can certainly tell us whether we be hypocrites or true Believers whether we be Sheep to hear the voice of Christ and to follow him that he may give us eternal life John 10. 27 28. or whether we be Goats to follow our own hearts lusts so to persist and perish in our sins and the conclusion cannot but follow the premises Read over the sentence that is set down Matthew 25. and thou wilt easily by comparing thine own actions with that sentence see whether at the last Judgement thou art to be set on Christs right hand or on his left Thou wilt easily see which part of that sentence concerns thee And that part which thine own conscience pronounceth of thee here thy Judge will both pronounce and confirm hereafter I hope that with Mary thou hast chosen that good part and if so cannot but assure thee it shall never be taken from thee Luke 10. 42. For Christ will never reject any man that hath sate at his feet to exercise his humility and patience and heard his Word to exercise his Piety and Obedience He will never say Depart from me to those who here did love his company and enjoy his communion And what is their work who are of his communion but to know and love and praise him And they that are thus of his communion on earth can you think he will excommunicate in heaven Saint John sets forth this Judgement of the conscience very fully in few words 1 John 3. 19 20 21. saying v. 19. And hereby that is by loving in deed and in truth not in word or in tongue as appears from the former verse we know that we are of the truth and shall assure our hearts before him That is we know that we truly love him and therefore may be well assured of his love For he that loves is assured of love for which cause Beza thus renders Saint James his words Mercy rejoyceth against damnation James 2. 13. For he that is truly merciful hath a special promise to assure him of mercy that he shall not be condemned in the last Judgement and this hard-hearted Age of ours would doubtless much more incline to mercy if we did seriously consider that the sentence of condemnation Mat. 25. is denounced against the unmerciful not against the unjust for taking away but against the unmerciful for not giving but yet if against the unmerciful much more against the unjust for as justice is before mercy in order of nature so is also injustice before unmercifulness wherefore though we discourse of assuring our hearts before God more then any others yet we must needs have a much less assurance of his love because we our selves know that we do love only in word and in tongue not in deed and in truth as it follows v. 20. For if our heart condemn us God is greater then our heart and knoweth all things and therefore can and will condemn us much more then our heart for this is the true meaning of the words not as they are commonly explained That we ought to oppose the greatness of Gods mercy being ready to acquit us against the sentence of our own heart that is ready to condemn us For indeed the words are not spoken to comfort a distressed but to terrifie a guilty conscience It being the Apostles intent to perswade us above all things both to get and to keep a good conscience that we may not condemn our selves and then we may be assured that our God will not condemn us as it follows v. 21. For if our heart condemn us not then have we confidence towards God sc. that he will not condemn us For the whole argument in brief is this If our conscience now condemn us God will also condemn us at the last day But if our conscience acquit us God will also then acquit us the conscience acting Gods part before hand in condemning the guilty and acquiting the innocent whether they have the first Innocency that of Righteousness or the second Innocency that of Faith and Repentance and the same Doctrine is again re-inforced 1 Iohn 4. 17 18. Herein is our love made perfect that we may have boldness in the day of Judgement because as he is so are we in this world
even that peace of God which passeth all that I do understand and will fullfill all that I can desire Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart to this peace that thou mayest at once deliver me from all my troubles for his sake who hath shed his precious blood to purchase this peace for me Jesus Christ the only righteous Amen 45. Lord give unto me an earnest repentance to cleanse and purge my soul from dead works that thou mayest give unto me a true and lively faith to settle and establish my soul in the light of life That acknowledging and bewailing mine own demerits and unrighteousness I may by the Merits and Righteousness of my blessed Redeemer obtain remission of all my sins whereof I now stand guilty before thy Judgement-seat and the assurance of that remission sealed unto my conscience by the testimony of thy holy Spirit that I may not be terrified with the thought of death being delivered from the terrours of Judgement and having that righteousness interposed in answer for me which cannot but answer all the accusations of the Devils and all the attestations and convictions of mine own conscience O my blessed Advocate do thou come to plead for me and then come Lord Jesus come quickly Amen 46. Lord make me daily more and more to see the manifold miseries of my pilgrimage whereby I am a stranger to eternity and a so journer with vanity burdened and clogged with a heavy weight of flesh and a far heavyer weight of sin That I may heartily pray to be delivered from all those burdens and miseries and not be afraid least thou shouldst hear my prayer but that my soul providing to return into her own Countrey may accordingly have longings and earnest desires after the Land of Promise and after the heavenly Jerusalem and after thee my God who there livest and reignest world without end Amen 47. Lord make me patiently to undergo this punishment of my body but earnestly to long for the deliverance of my soul Make me thankful for that small ease and refreshment thou givest me on earth but much more for the eternal rest thou hast provided for me in heaven grant that though I have affliction in the world yet I may have peace in thee and may rejoyce in that peace for thou hast overcome the world grant that though I am weak in my body yet I may be strong in my soul for thou art the strength of souls grant that though I find pain and anguish in my flesh yet I may find joy and comfort in my spirit for thou art the God of spirits grant that I may not look on thy hand scourging me with an evil eye whiles I believe that the thoughts which thou thinkest towards me are thoughts of peace and not of evil and that though thou givest me a sad beginning yet thou wilt give me an expected end Jer. 29. 11. 48. I will bear the indignation of the Lord because I have sinned against him and I may well bear it patiently nay rather take it thankfully since it is his great goodness to punish temporally that he may spare eternally For he will at last plead my cause and execute Judgement for me he will at length bring me forth to light out of this dismal darkness and I shall behold his righteousness and he will not behold mine unrighteousness Then shall I say with great joy Who is a God like unto thee that pardoneth iniquities and passeth by transgressions and retaineth not his anger for ever because he delighteth in Mercy Therefore he will turn again he will have compassion upon me he will subdue mine iniquities before he suffer death to subdue me and he will cast all my sins into the depth of the Sea before he will cast me into the deep of the earth Mich. 7. v. 9 18 19. 49. Art thou not from everlasting O Lord my God mine holy One and I but only of yesterday and for a moment I shall not die whiles thou art my Resurrection and my Life O Lord thou hast ordained these pains and sicknesses for Judgement and O mighty God thou hast established them for correction O Lord let them prove so to me as Judgements to advise me and as Chastisements to amend me for thou art of purer eyes then to behold evil and therefore sure of purer hands then to embrace it and thou canst not look on iniquity therefore sure wilt not encourage it O then let this thy visitation so purge away all evil and iniquity from me that thou mayest both encourage my soul in my life and embrace it at my death Hab. 1. 50. O thou the high and lofty one that inhabitest eternity whose Name is Holy thou that dwellest in the high and lofty place but with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite one be pleased to look upon the great humiliations of my body and the unfeigned contritions of my soul That thou mayst dwell with me and I may be revived in the spirit whiles I am daily put to death in the flesh And do not contend for ever neither be thou alwaies wrath least my spirit should fail before thee and the soul which thou hast made for the iniquity of my conversation thou wast wrath and smotest me but for the abundance of thine own mercies heal me and restore comforts to me and to my mourners and give unto me true joy and peace in Jesus Christ our Lord Isaiah 57. 15 c. 51. O Lord I have been long cloathed with filthy garmens even by the corruptions and pollutions of the flesh And Satan is standing at my right hand ready to tempt me here and to accuse and torment me hereafter But O Lord I beseech thee to say unto Satan The Lord rebuke thee O Satan even the Lord that hath chosen his servant rebuke thee And take away the filthy garments from me and say unto me behold I have caused thine iniquity to pass from thee and I will cloath thee with change of rayment even with the wedding-garment the righteousness of that immaculate Lamb the Lord Jesus Christ so shall I appear before thee with comfort stand before thee with confidence and remain before thee with joy for evermore Zach. 3. 52. O Lord thou hast left me a Promise of entering into thy Rest O let me not come short of it and not enter into it But since I have a great high-Priest that is passed into the heavens Jesus the Son of God an high-Priest touched with the feeling of my infirmities let me through him come boldly to the Throne of grace that I may obtain Mercy and find Grace to help in time of need Heb. 4. 53. O Lord my strength and my fortress and my refuge in the day of affliction I desire to come unto thee from the ends of the earth where I have inherited lyes and vanity and things wherein there is
no profit but I beseech thee cause me to know thy hand and thy might and take not away thy peace from me even loving-kindness and Mercies Jer. 16. v. 19 21 5. 54. O Lord the Hope of Israel let no distress whatsoever make me forsake that blessed Hope which thou hast given me for all that forsake thee shall be ashamed and they that depart from thee shall be written in the earth because they have forsaken the Lord the Fountain of living waters O Lord I have often forsaken thee by my sins yet let me not be ashamed because I return again to thee by my Repentance O Lord I have often departed from thee by my transgressions yet let me not be written in the earth because I now at last thirst for thee the Fountain of living waters Heal me O Lord and I shall be healed save me and I shall be saved so shalt thou be my praise now and for evermore Jer. 17. 13 14. 55. O Lord my soul is heavy and my body is sick unto the death But do thou bring me health and cure and reveal unto me abundance of peace and truth cleanse me from all mine iniquities whereby I have sinned against thee cause my captivity to return and have mercy upon me according to thine infinite mercies in Jesus Christ Jer. 33. 6 8 26. 56. O Lord thou hast added grief to my sorrow for I have fainted in my sighing and I find no rest yet dost thou forbid me to add sorrow to my own grief and to say wo is me now because that which thou hast built thou hast broken down and that which thou hadst planted thou hast plucked up even this whole Land Therefore thou forbiddest me to seek great things for my self for behold thou hast brought evil upon all flesh and how shouldst thou not bring evil upon my flesh which is the most sinful of all O then suffer me not to be a seeker of mine own discontents rather then of thy redresses whiles I look after great and good things in such miserable and wretched times but make me thankful that thou hast hitherto given me my life as a prey unto me in all places whether I have gone that remembering what thou hast given me I may not repine for what others have taken from me assuring my self that there is yet another life to come which thou wilt give me not as a prey that I should fear losing it but as an inheritance that I should long to possess it in thee and with thee for ever Amen Jer. 45. 3 4 5. 57. O Lord bring my soul out of this prison of the flesh and the shackles of sin and misery that I may wholly and entirely give thanks unto thy holy Name for all thy Mercy and great Deliverances and most especially for this the greatest of all That thou wilt deliver me from my self from the burden of mine own flesh from the bondage of mine own corruption from the thraledom of mine own body And wilt set me at liberty that I may do nothing else but serve thee whose service is perfect freedom and whose wages are life and light and joy in beholding thy presence for evermore for I earnestly desire only those Mercies wherein thou dost infinitely delight who lovest to shew Mercy to penitent sinners in the Son of thy love our blessed Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. 58. O Lord pour not out thine indignation upon me blow not against me in the fire of thy wrath but deliver me from this brutish and burning disease or if thou wilt in thy Justice make my body as fewel for the fire yet in mercy deliver my soul from the everlasting burnings Ezek. 23. 31 32. 59. Grant Lord that I being risen with Christ may seek those things which are above where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God that I may henceforth set mine affection on things above not on things in earth alwaies remembering that I am dead and my life is hid with Christ in God and alwaies rejoycing that when Christ who is my life shall appear then shall I also appear with him in glory Col. 3. 1 2 3 4. 60. Lord make my tongue sing of thy praises whiles I have breath and when I shall be breathless make my heart bear two parts to fill up that blessed Harmony that my soul may praise thee whiles it is in the state of union with my natural body and much more when it shall be in the state of separation from it and shall be joyned in consort with the holy Angels and with the beatified spirits And most of all when it shall be in the state of re-union again with that same body being made spiritual That I being at last all spirit both in soul and body neither my heart may be wearied in thinking nor my tongue in speaking thy praises to all eternity Amen 61. I will thank thee O Lord my God with all my heart and I will praise thy Name for evermore for great is thy Mercy towards me and thou hast delivered my soul from the neathermost hell and wilt receive my soul into the highest heavens there to give thee thanks and praises for evermore 62. All the daies of my appointed time will I wait till my change come Job 14. 14. Lord grant I may so wait that I may receive my wages and that my change may come seasonably speedily and happily A seasonable change not to find me unprepared for it A speedy change to deliver me from the pains of sickness and from the pangs of death And a happy change to let me in to the fruition of thy glory and eternal life Amen 63. By thine unknown sufferings O my blessed Redeemer intercede for me in all my pains and sufferings that I may find Mercy and obtain Relief And make me alwaies remember and confess that my sins are far above my sufferings so shall I suffer patiently and that thy Mercy is far above my sins so shall I suffer comfortably and hope for a joyful end of all my sufferings 64. Lord grant that my conversation may from henceforth be in heaven that my soul may be prepared to go thither and know how to busie it self there that I may with joy look for the Saviour the Lord Jesus Christ from thence who shall change my vile body that it may be like his glorious body according to the working whereby he is able to subdue all things unto himself Phil. 3. 2. O Lord work that blessed change in my soul to subdue all its carnal affections by a heavenly conversation before thou workest that miserable change in my body to subdue its natural constitution by an unnatural destruction And according to that mighty working whereby thou art able even to subdue all things unto thy self in the first place subdue all my sinfulness 65. Lord speak the word only and thy servant shall be whole speak the word of comfort in my distress and the greatest comfort in my greatest
and magnifie thy glorious Name because thou hast given me an assured hope that I shall with them hereafter evermore praise thee and say Holy Holy Holy Lord God of Hosts Heaven and Earth are full of thy glory Glory be to thee O Lord most high The sick mans second lesson John 5. 24. VErily verily I say unto you he that heareth my word and believeth on him that sent me hath everlasting life and shall not come into condemnation but is passed from death unto life His second Canticle Blessed be the Lord God of Israel for calling me to the knowledge of himself and to faith in his Son and to Communion with his holy Spirit Lord I believe help thou my unbelief And grant me so perfectly and without all doubt to believe in thy Son Jesus Christ that my faith may never be reproved and my person and my prayers may alwaies be accepted in thy sight through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Or this In thee O Lord have I put my trust let me never be put to confusion but rid me and deliver me in thy righteousness incline thine ear unto me and save me Be thou my strong hold whereunto I may alway resort Thou hast promised to help me for thou art my house of defence and my Castle As for me I will patiently abide alway and will praise thee more and more My mouth shall daily speak of thy righteousness and salvation for I know no end thereof O what great troubles and adversities hast thou shewed me and yet didst thou turn and refresh me yea and broughtest me from the deep of the earth again Therefore will I praise thee and thy faithfulness O God playing upon an instrument of Musick Unto thee will I sing upon the Harp O thou holy one of Israel My lips will be fain when I sing unto thee and so will my soul whom thou hast delivered and ever wilt deliver according to thine infinite Mercies in Jesus Christ. The sick mans Creed or the Confession of his Faith by way of prayer I Believe in God the Father Almighty Maker of heaven and earth Grant me Lord so to believe in thee my Father that as a Father pittieth his own child so I may find and feel that thou art pittiful and merciful towards me Grant me so to believe in thee as my Lord and my God that I may find the eternal comfort of being thy servant and that as the eyes of servants look unto the hand of their masters even so my eyes may wait upon the Lord my God until he have Mercy upon me Grant me so to believe in thee as my Father God and Maker that I may alwaies rely on thy Fatherly Goodness that I may alwaies submit my self body and foul to thy Almighty power and that I may commit my soul unto thee not only in well-doing but also in well-suffering as to my saithful Creator Grant me so to believe in Jesus Christ thy only Son my Redeemer that from this Jesus I may have salvation from this Christ I may have the holy Unction from this thy Son I may have spiritual adoption Grant me so to believe in God the Holy-Ghost that from this God I may be inspired with true godliness from this Holy-Spirit I may be sanctified and made a member of the Catholike Church and both live and die in the Communion of Saints And that from this spiritual Comforter I may be filled with spiritual comforts and consolations for evermore even with the immortal comfort of the Forgiveness of my sins of the Resurrection of my body and of the translation of my soul to the life everlasting Amen Or this O blessed Lord God who fillest heaven and earth with the Majesty of thy Glory and with the Riches of thy Mercy Let not my sinful soul be empty but let me evermore be filled with dreadful apprehensions of that great and glorious Majesty wherewith thou wilt hereafter come to Judge me And with comfortable apprehensions of that great and gracious Mercy whereby thou hast already come to save me that I may never want grace to prevent and keep me from sinning nor Mercy to pardon and forgive me all my sins nor the testimony of thy holy-Spirit to assure me of that pardon and forgiveness That though thou kill me yet I may put my trust in thee and even at the hour of death may be able to say with a strong heart though with a weak voice I believe in God the Father my Creator in God the Son my Redeemer in God the Holy-Ghost my Comforter That this my Father will provide for me health and ease and all other comforts of this world as far as they shall conduâ—…e to his glory and to my salvation And hath provided for me a Portion and Inheritance in the world to come That this Redeemer hath redeemed my soul from the bondage of Sin and Satan and will also at the last day redeem my body from the bondage of death and corruption That this Comforter will not leave me comfortless when I most want and most ask his comforts but that he will be with me according to his Promise and will keep me in all places whither I go of sickness of life of death and will bring me at last to the Land of Eternal rest for he will not leave me till he hath done that which he hath spoken to me of Gen. 28. 15. till he hath translated me from his holy Church-Militant to his holy Church-Triumphant And to that Communion of Saints whereof he is the only head who is the King of Saints And to that blessed company of sanctified spirits which have mercifully received the forgiveness of their sins do earnestly expect the resurrection of their bodies and do incessantly enjoy the life everlasting Amen The sick mans Collect for the Day O Sweet Jesus who comest from the bosom of thy heavenly Father to heal the broken-hearted to preach deliverance to the Captives and recovery of sight to the blind and to set at liberty them that are bruised shew also these thy Mercies at once and together in shewing Mercy on me who am now broken and bruised and under great blindness and captivity The eye of my soul is so dim by reason of my sins and of my sufferings that I cannot clearly see thy Merits The hand of my soul is so weak that I cannot eagerly reach after them nor strongly take hold of them Thus am I a captive under miserable blindness and weakness But shew thou me the light of thy countenance and that will recover my sight and release my captivity For in thy light I shall see the true light everlasting and in thy countenance I shall enjoy it O thou Son of righteousness which knowest not any going down and givesâ—…â—…fe food and gladness unto all things vouchsase to shine into my mind that I may not either through the weakness of the flesh or the assaults of the Devil any where stumble to fall into impatience
or infidelity or any other grievous sin but may be able to stand stedfastly through thy supporting and to walk on constantly in the way of Piety and of Patience till by thy good guiding and conducting I may at last come to the life everlasting As thou still holdest open the eyes of my weak body to behold the light of nature so be pleased daily more and more to open the eyes of my sinful soul to behold the light of grace till thou bring me to enjoy the light of glory there to glorifie and praise thee for ever Amen The sick mans Collect for Peace O God which art the Author of our peace for thine own Mercies sake but the Author of our troubles only for our sins Give unto me thy unworthy servant that peace which this wicked world cannot give and which this tumultuous and troublesom world cannot take away and defend me in all the assaults of my afflictions both corporal and spiritual that I surely trusting in thy defence and wholly submitting to thy providence may not fear the power of any adversity whatsoever through the might and for the mediation of Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The sick mans Collect for Grace O Lord our heavenly Father Almighty and everlasting God which hast safely brought me through many dangers and troubles and diseases to the beginning of this dangerous and desperate sickness defend me in the whole continuance of the same with thy mighty power and grant that herein I may fall into no sin neither run into any kind of danger whereby I may become either impenitently sinful or uncomfortably miserable But that all my doings and all my sufferings being ordered by thy Governance I may alwaies do that which is righteous in thy sight and suffer that which may be profitable for mine own salvtion through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The sick mans Letany O God the Father of heaven and of all Mercies have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner And grant that in the greatest extremities and anguishes of my body I may find the greatest comforts and refreshments of my soul Grant that when I am most tormented in my flesh I may be most relieved in my spirit That though my loins are filled with a sore disease and there is no whole part in my body yet my soul may magnifie the Lord and my spirit may rejoyce in God my Saviour for he hath regarded my low and miserable estate and he will relieve it O God the Son Redeemer of the world and of my sin-sick and sinful soul have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner and take away all my sins that thou mayest take away all my miseries As thou hast made me a happy Believer so also make me a joyful partaker of thy Redemption and then most especially when I shall most feel my self as it were swallowed up of grief and destruction through the pains and torments of my increasing sickness or the pangs and horrours of my approaching death Be thou my comfort in distress my strength in weakness my health in sickness my joy in sadness Be thou my life whiles I am living and my Resurrection from the dead that though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I may fear no evil for thou art with me to conduct me through the dangerous downfalls of that valley to direct me through the dismal darknesses of that shadow and to sustain me in the dreadful dissolution of that death O thou who now sittest on the right hand of God making intercession for me reject me not when I am making intercession for my self for through thy death I hope for life through thy life I hope for glory through thy glory I hope for eternal glory And in that hope do I now commend my spirit into thy hands for thou hast redeemed me O God thou God of truth And thou wilt save me O God thou God of Mercy because I have believed thy truth and do rely upon thy Mercy Therefore do I wholly resign my self body and soul unto thee submitting them both to thy good will and pleasure either for life or death beseeching thee to Receive my soul and to Restore my body and to grant that I may be able to stand upright in the dreadful Judgement being supported by the arm of thy All-sufficient Merits and All-saving Mercies to bless and praise thee O my blessed Redeemer world without end O God the Holy-Ghost proceeding from the Father and the Son have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner and give unto mean assurance of thy Mercy that thou mayest give unto me an abatement of my misery O thou which art the Comforter of thine Elect give unto me daily more and more the heavenly comforts of mine Election and in the greatest agonies and distresses of my body transfix my soul with the most joyful apprehensions and the most firm perswasions of thine everlasting Love and undeserved Mercies towards me in Jesus Christ That neither the apprehensions of a sad and miserable life nor the fears and terrours of an uncomfortable death may ever be able to affright my soul nor to disturb that sweet peace resâ—… and repose which my spirit now hath and desireth to have in thee the God of spirits who givest unto those souls that are oâ—… thy Communion the antepast of eternity the blessed anticipation of immortal joy 〈◊〉 O my God my Stay my Comforter unto thee do I flie for the comforts of immortality Like as the Hart panteth after the water-brooks so panteth my soul after thee O God My soul thirsteth for God even for the living God when shall 〈◊〉 come to appear before God when shall I drink my fill of the waters of life to quench my thirst O let my tears no longer be my meat day and night whiles mine own troubled thoughts say unto my soul Where is now thy God for surely my God is in heaven whatsoever pleaseth him that doth he in heaven and in earth 〈◊〉 and though for a while in the evening of this life I have sadness upon earth yet in the morning of eternity I shall for eveâ—… have joy in heaven Amen O Holy Blessed and Glorious Trinity three persons and one God have Mercy upon me a most miserable and wretched sinner and therefore most miserable and wretched because a sinner because I have sinned against heaven and against thee the God of heaven But since thou hast given me grace through the confession of a true faith to acknowledge the glory of the eternal Trinity and in the power of the Divine Majesty to worship the Unity I beseech thee that through the stedfastness of this faith I may be absolved from all my sins and also be defended from all adversity which livest and reignest one God world without end Amen Remember not Lord mine offences nor the offences of my fore-fathers neither take thou vengeance of my sins spare me good Lord spare me thy most afflicted but most unworthy servant whom thou hast
provided Mercy for as is his Majesty so is his Mercy But as he is the God of truth so he hath moreover assured it In this assurance did Saint Paul comfort himself 2 Tim. 1. 12. For I know whom I have believed and I am perswaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Depositum meum servare God is contented to be our Depositarius or Trustee to keep that which we commit to him so it be worth his trust or fit for his keeping And nothing is fit for his keeping which hath relation to this day or any thing of this world but only that which hath relation to that day or to the world to come Therefore I may commit nothing else to him as to my Depositary or Trustee but only my soul which alone can remain and a bide till that day And if I commit my soul unto him against that day he will see it then forth-coming as safe as I can desire and more safe then I can deserve This is the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 The Depositum Saint Paul speaks of And the word used by him is a Noun derived from the Verb used in my Text 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I will Depose Into thy hands will I Depose my spirit Saint Pauls 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 wholly agrees with this 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his Depositum with this Deposing The thing that he commits to Gods trust is his spirit his soul which he commits into his hands as the only Trustee of souls And it is much to be observed that the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Greek Text is not in the Present but in the Future-Tense so that it is to be rendered not I do depose or commit or commend but I will depose or commit or commend my spirit to shew to us mans uncessant Dutifulness and Gods uncessant Faithfulness First mans uncessant Dutyfulness for this act of Resigning the soul is a continued act it is a thing long in doing before it can be well done It requires great preparations greater deliberations and greatest Resolutions And after all our Preparations and Deliberations and Resolutions it is still a motion that is rather in fieri then in facto esse rather compleating then compleated that hath more perfection from the time to come then from the time present or past more perfection in the Purpose then in the Performance in the Resolution then in the Execution 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I will commit No man can so fully Resign himself to God as he ought and though our blessed Saviour could and did yet to teach us this Document of humility he also speaks as if he had not done it for he saith 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as well as David I will commit As if something were still behind something still more in the Resolution then in the Execution For though the grace of union in Chirst was infinite the grace whereby he took his humane soul yet the habitual grace was not infinite the grace whereby he resigned his soul But God is infinite as in himself so also in his Obligation and an infinite Obligation requires an infinite Satisfaction which to a Finite nature must needs be rather in the Purpose then in the Performance for which cause our blessed Saviour himself thought fit to say not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I do commit but I will commit my â—…pirit O Lord let me never think I can â—…o too much when thine own Son hath â—…ught me that I can never do enough He said I will do it when he had done it â—…hall I say I have more then done it when cannot do it Did he speak by way of â—…xtenuation in his works and shall I â—…hansie a Supererogation in mine Did â—…e seem to intimate something less in his â—…erformance then was in his Obligation â—…nd shall I dream of Performing more then was Obliged O let me never come to â—…at height of Impiety as to neglect my â—…uty much less to that height of Impuâ—…ence as to over value it Let me never â—…y I Do or Have done but only I will â—…o accounting it thy greatest mercy to my â—…oul that thou givest the will to do and â—…he greatest security of my soul that thou â—…cceptest the will for the deed Secondly Gods uncessant faithfulness for David could not have said I will commit by a continued act of giving if he â—…ad not believed Gods uncessant faithfulness in a continued act of receiving Gods faithfulness is as everlasting as himself And that makes him look upon his trust as never fully discharged but as alwaies newly undertaken And he would have us believe that he is as careful of it and as faithful in it as if he did every moment newly undertake it for this same 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Future-tense which doth shew mans continued act in resigning his soul to God doth also import Gods continued act in receiving souls that are resigned unto him that he is alwaies ready to Receive them and alwaies as careful to Retain them and will be as faithful to Restore them He Receives them by his Mercy he Retains them by his power nonâ—… is able to pluck them out of his hands Johâ—… 10. 28. He will Restore them by his Truth And he will Restore them infinitely better then he can Receive them contrary to all other Trustees who generally Receive much better then they Restoreâ—… Never any man gave his spirit to God in his life-time though but for an instant bâ—… an holy Contemplation or Affection buâ—… he received it again much better then he gave it How much more shall he that gives him his spirit at his death by a full and free Resignation receive it again infinitely better at the last Resurrection Wherefore let us pray unto him that hâ—… will be pleased to make us ready to resign â—…ur souls to him without reluctancie and â—…areful to resign them without spot or â—…emish being throughly washed by the â—…ars of our own Repentance and by faith 〈◊〉 our Saviours blood that so he may â—…ceive them into his Mercy and sanctifie them by his grace and satisfie them with â—…is glory through Jesus Christ our Lord â—…nd only Saviour to whom with the Father and the Eternal Spirit be ascribed all â—…onour and glory be performed all bounâ—…en duty and obedience from this time â—…orth and for evermore Amen Quod de te per te loquimur da transeat ad te Utque tui simus nos age solus habe FINIS