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be_v cast_v down_o with_o true_a sorrow_n and_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v yea_o weep_v bitter_o with_o sorrowful_a peter_n luk._n 22.62_o for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o comfortable_a mercy_n and_o obtain_v remission_n of_o my_o grievous_a transgression_n by_o true_a repentance_n as_o he_o do_v thou_o have_v leave_v this_o example_n of_o the_o fall_n of_o thy_o love_a disciple_n record_v in_o thy_o holy_a word_n not_o to_o animate_v we_o to_o commit_v the_o sin_n of_o presumption_n but_o to_o comfort_v we_o that_o we_o run_v not_o into_o the_o pit_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n when_o we_o be_v overtake_v with_o the_o like_a fault_n and_o have_v commit_v the_o like_a folly_n therefore_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n so_o to_o presume_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v always_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o thy_o justice_n i_o be_o not_o assure_v that_o thou_o will_v turn_v thy_o eye_n towards_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v towards_o he_o so_o that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v smite_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n stream_n forth_o bitter_a tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v receive_v i_o into_o thy_o bless_a service_n again_o as_o thou_o do_v he_o after_o i_o have_v deny_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o master_n it_o be_v thy_o free_a mercy_n to_o afford_v unto_o he_o such_o a_o unspeakable_a grace_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a love_n he_o can_v plead_v no_o worthiness_n of_o word_n nor_o merit_n of_o work_n to_o deserve_v thy_o favour_n but_o oh_o most_o gracious_a lord_n if_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v at_o any_o time_n tell_v i_o that_o i_o have_v or_o do_v commit_v the_o same_o offence_n yet_o vouchsafe_v that_o i_o may_v resort_v to_o the_o everlasting_a fountain_n of_o thy_o plentiful_a mercy_n that_o there_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n may_v be_v refresh_v with_o the_o sweet_a water_n of_o comfort_n so_o that_o it_o may_v neither_o be_v drown_v in_o the_o sea_n of_o excessive_a sorrow_n nor_o wound_v with_o the_o dart_n of_o cureless_a despair_n now_o consider_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o place_n where_o peter_n be_v and_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o people_n who_o be_v with_o he_o when_o he_o make_v such_o a_o fearful_a defection_n from_o his_o gracious_a lord_n and_o fail_v in_o his_o love_n towards_o his_o kind_n and_o love_a master_n he_o be_v in_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n who_o sit_v in_o counsel_n with_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharise_n against_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o anointed_n among_o a_o wicked_a crew_n of_o these_o cruel_a minister_n who_o mind_n be_v incense_v with_o fury_n and_o hand_n arm_v with_o cruelty_n to_o
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n alas_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n the_o staff_n of_o my_o stay_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o sole_a comfort_n of_o my_o perplex_a spirit_n alas_o for_o i_o how_o comfortless_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o how_o sorrowful_a shall_v i_o be_v by_o be_v without_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n in_o the_o straightness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o succour_v in_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n how_o lamentable_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o wound_a head_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o sacred_a hand_n and_o foot_n unto_o my_o sight_n pierce_v with_o iron-naile_n and_o deprive_v of_o sense_n which_o i_o so_o careful_o anoint_v bathe_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o dry_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n joh._n 11.2_o and_o 12.3_o mat._n 26.7_o but_o now_o alas_o in_o stead_n of_o odoriferous_a ointment_n they_o be_v mangle_v with_o wound_n and_o spot_v with_o blood_n oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o thou_o do_v commend_v i_o when_o i_o do_v anoint_v thou_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n wash_v thy_o foot_n with_o my_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n thou_o do_v mitigate_v my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v remit_v my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o ask_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v not_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o command_v my_o sister_n to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o great_a and_o how_o many_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o many_o token_n of_o thy_o kindness_n how_o many_o sign_n of_o thy_o charity_n how_o many_o argument_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n have_v thou_o show_v unto_o i_o what_o a_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o bounty_n have_v thou_o confer_v upon_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o mourning_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o brother_n thou_o do_v comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v assuage_v my_o grief_n thou_o do_v weep_v with_o i_o such_o be_v thy_o kind_a affection_n towards_o my_o love_a brother_n such_o be_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o want_n of_o he_o who_o be_v her_o love_a master_n and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o stonie-hearted_n that_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o no_o feel_a compassion_n be_v thy_o heart_n so_o hard_o that_o it_o can_v give_v a_o groan_n be_v thy_o eye_n so_o dry_a that_o they_o will_v not_o yield_v a_o tear_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o thy_o saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o be_v slay_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o may_v mollify_v and_o moisten_v my_o hard_a and_o dry_a heart_n with_o plentiful_a shower_n of_o thy_o grace_n turn_v my_o head_n into_o a_o spring_n of_o water_n and_o change_v my_o eye_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o excuse_v myself_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o unkind_a unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o love_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o woe_n and_o alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n who_o can_v measure_v the_o quantity_n of_o my_o infelicity_n who_o can_v describe_v the_o horror_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o can_v quiet_v the_o trouble_n of_o my_o mind_n who_o can_v pacify_v my_o trouble_a conscience_n because_o my_o hard_a heart_n have_v not_o be_v touch_v with_o any_o compunction_n nor_o my_o bowel_n move_v with_o any_o compassion_n when_o i_o do_v think_v on_o thy_o cruel_a death_n and_o meditate_v on_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n oh_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o oh_o miserable_a creature_n for_o when_o other_o do_v mourn_v at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o passion_n shed_v tear_n and_o send_v forth_o sigh_n at_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o death_n my_o hart_n be_v so_o overgrow_v with_o hardness_n that_o it_o can_v be_v touch_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n be_v so_o dry_a without_o moisture_n that_o they_o will_v not_o send_v forth_o a_o tear_n oh_o why_o do_v i_o not_o sigh_v sob_n and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o
to_o the_o quick_a with_o a_o pathetical_a compunction_n and_o bathe_v his_o bleed_a wound_n with_o the_o stream_a tear_n of_o thy_o true_a and_o zealous_a repentance_n weep_v forth_o shower_n of_o tear_n and_o melt_v thou_o also_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o compassion_n and_o sigh_v with_o hearty_a contrition_n and_o make_v deep_a wound_n in_o thyself_o with_o a_o sharp_a point_n of_o sorrowful_a compunction_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o this_o lovely_a and_o worthy_a person_n who_o thou_o see_v afflict_v with_o such_o terrible_a torment_n and_o wound_v from_o the_o crown_n of_o the_o head_n to_o the_o sole_a of_o his_o foot_n that_o with_o the_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n he_o may_v wash_v away_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o now_o my_o perplex_a soul_n thou_o have_v see_v the_o sorrow_n distress_n weakness_n and_o misery_n of_o thy_o love_a saviour_n as_o he_o be_v the_o seed_n of_o the_o woman_n ordain_v to_o break_v the_o head_n of_o the_o serpent_n who_o clothe_v with_o the_o base_a garment_n of_o our_o frail_a humanity_n be_v subject_a to_o all_o our_o infirmity_n the_o infection_n of_o our_o sin_n only_o except_v and_o see_v he_o languish_v on_o the_o cross_n torment_v flout_v scorn_v and_o villainous_o handle_v by_o the_o barbarous_a multitude_n thou_o have_v have_v cause_n to_o groan_n sigh_n and_o sob_v move_v with_o a_o sensible_a pity_n and_o touch_v with_o a_o feel_n and_o woeful_a compassion_n section_n xviii_o but_o now_o direct_v thy_o eye_n from_o his_o lamentable_a misery_n and_o serious_o contemplate_v the_o mighty_a power_n of_o his_o magnificent_a majesty_n and_o then_o all_o thy_o sense_n will_v be_v amaze_v with_o sudden_a fear_n and_o thyself_o astonish_v with_o wonderful_a admiration_n for_o what_o say_v the_o scripture_n now_o from_o the_o sixth_o hour_n be_v there_o darkness_n over_o all_o the_o land_n until_o the_o nine_o and_o the_o sun_n be_v darken_v and_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v in_o twain_o from_o the_o top_n to_o the_o bottom_n and_o the_o earth_n do_v quake_v and_o the_o stone_n be_v cleave_v and_o the_o grave_n do_v open_v themselves_o and_o many_o body_n of_o the_o saint_n which_o sleep_v arise_v matth._n 27._o what_o manner_n of_o man_n be_v he_o what_o kind_n of_o person_n because_o heaven_n and_o earth_n have_v such_o a_o sympathy_n of_o his_o passion_n the_o sun_n mourn_v with_o his_o darkness_n for_o his_o woeful_a misery_n and_o deny_v the_o light_n of_o his_o beam_n to_o the_o cruel_a tormentor_n at_o the_o execution_n of_o their_o bloody_a tyranny_n how_o powerful_a how_o potent_a how_o available_a be_v his_o death_n which_o open_v the_o grave_n raise_v and_o reviue_v the_o dead_a conquer_a sun_n death_n hell_n and_o the_o devil_n oh_o work_n of_o more_o than_o admirable_a wonder_n oh_o honourable_a conquest_n and_o glorious_a victory_n for_o in_o the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o his_o dark_a misery_n there_o appear_v clear_a beam_n of_o his_o bright_a majesty_n know_v my_o soul_n know_v thou_o my_o soul_n this_o be_v the_o lord_n our_o god_n jesus_n christ_n thy_o saviour_n the_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o god_n man_n christ_n perfect_a god_n and_o perfect_a man_n true_a god_n true_a man_n who_o alone_o under_o the_o sun_n be_v find_v pure_a from_o the_o spot_v of_o sin_n and_o only_o clear_a from_o the_o stain_n of_o iniquity_n among_o the_o son_n of_o man_n and_o behold_v how_o he_o be_v sort_v in_o the_o damnable_a rank_n of_o the_o wicked_a exclude_v like_o a_o loathsome_a leper_n from_o the_o fruition_n of_o common_a society_n repute_v as_o a_o abject_a and_o one_o of_o the_o worst_a among_o the_o base_a people_n cast_v out_o from_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o unhappy_a synagogue_n his_o mother_n like_o a_o abortive_a project_v out_o of_o the_o womb_n of_o a_o woman_n how_o be_v he_o that_o be_v so_o beautiful_a above_o the_o son_n of_o man_n become_v so_o deform_v and_o uncomely_a to_o the_o eye_n of_o they_o that_o behold_v he_o how_o be_v the_o ornament_n of_o his_o amiable_a feature_n diminish_v how_o be_v his_o royal_a dignity_n disgrace_v how_o be_v he_o become_v a_o subject_n of_o nothing_o else_o but_o of_o sorrow_n &_o calamity_n and_o a_o woeful_a object_n of_o lamentation_n and_o pity_n he_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o iniquity_n he_o be_v bruise_v for_o our_o wicked_a offence_n and_o be_v make_v a_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n of_o a_o most_o sweet_a smell_a savour_n in_o thy_o sight_n oh_o god_n of_o eternal_a glory_n that_o thou_o may_v avert_v thy_o indignation_n from_o we_o and_o reverse_v the_o sentence_n of_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n go_v out_o against_o we_o and_o make_v we_o coheir_n with_o he_o for_o ever_o in_o his_o heavenly_a habitation_n look_v down_o oh_o lord_n holy_a father_n from_o thy_o holy_a sanctuary_n and_o from_o the_o high_a throne_n of_o thy_o infinite_a majesty_n and_o behold_v this_o holy_a sacrifice_n which_o our_o 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down_o &_o worship_v i_o mat._n 4.9_o as_o joseph_n do_v willing_o forgo_v his_o cloak_n when_o he_o be_v allure_v to_o have_v commit_v folly_n with_o his_o adulterous_a mistress_n and_o now_o omnipotent_a lord_n and_o gracious_a father_n we_o know_v that_o thy_o son_n live_v &_o reign_v over_o all_o the_o land_n of_o egypt_n &_o in_o every_o place_n of_o thy_o universal_a monarchy_n for_o he_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o the_o prison_n of_o death_n &_o hell_n into_o thy_o glorious_a kingdom_n crown_v with_o the_o imperial_a crown_n of_o eternal_a immortality_n and_o have_v change_v his_o garment_n of_o the_o flesh_n immortality_n flourish_v for_o ever_o be_v receive_v of_o thou_o with_o exceed_v glory_n for_o he_o have_v subdue_v and_o conquer_v the_o kingdom_n of_o pharo_n and_o with_o his_o own_o noble_a valour_n
with_o a_o honourable_a triumph_n have_v enter_v the_o heaven_n and_o behold_v he_o be_v crown_v with_o glory_n and_o honour_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o majesty_n who_o be_v our_o advocate_n make_v continual_a intercession_n for_o we_o that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o wrath_n and_o disobedience_n by_o nature_n may_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o thou_o for_o ever_o by_o the_o exceed_a riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n for_o he_o be_v flesh_n &_o he_o be_v our_o brother_n look_v oh_o lord_n upon_o the_o amiable_a face_n of_o thy_o sweet_a christ_n which_o become_v obedient_a unto_o thou_o even_o unto_o death_n that_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v in_o behold_v he_o may_v send_v down_o the_o comfortable_a dew_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o neither_o let_v his_o scar_n depart_v for_o ever_o out_o of_o thy_o sight_n that_o thou_o may_v remember_v what_o a_o great_a satisfaction_n thou_o have_v receive_v of_o he_o for_o our_o sin_n i_o wish_v it_o may_v please_v thou_o to_o balance_v the_o sin_n wherewith_o we_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n and_o indignation_n together_o with_o the_o calamity_n and_o sorrow_n which_o thy_o innocent_a son_n have_v suffer_v for_o us._n certain_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o heavy_a misery_n will_v more_o than_o counterpoise_v the_o weight_n of_o all_o our_o iniquity_n and_o it_o have_v rather_o deserve_v that_o thou_o shall_v rain_v down_o the_o sweet_a shower_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o then_o that_o our_o sin_n have_v demerited_a to_o kindle_v the_o fire_n of_o thy_o devour_a wrath_n against_o we_o that_o we_o shall_v utter_o be_v deprive_v of_o thy_o wont_a clemency_n which_o shall_v slake_v the_o fury_n of_o thy_o incense_a ire_n and_o put_v out_o the_o flame_n of_o thy_o burn_a indignation_n but_o oh_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a father_n let_v every_o tongue_n proclaim_v immortal_a thanks_n unto_o thou_o and_o sound_v forth_o aloud_o thy_o eternal_a praise_n for_o the_o exceed_a largeness_n of_o thy_o 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take_v section_n xix_o for_o what_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n shall_v thou_o have_v do_v which_o thou_o have_v not_o willing_o do_v to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o my_o salvation_n thou_o have_v dive_v and_o cast_v thyself_o over_o head_n and_o ear_n into_o the_o troublesome_a ocean_n of_o thy_o stormy_a passion_n that_o thou_o may_v draw_v i_o whole_o out_o alive_a from_o those_o perilous_a water_n when_o the_o wave_n have_v enter_v even_o into_o thy_o soul_n for_o thou_o do_v willing_o subject_v thyself_o to_o the_o pain_n of_o death_n that_o thou_o may_v restore_v my_o soul_n unto_o i_o which_o i_o have_v so_o wilful_o lose_v luke_n 1.71_o and_o now_o behold_v i_o be_o oblige_v unto_o thou_o by_o a_o double_a debt_n because_o thou_o have_v twice_o give_v i_o my_o soul_n once_o by_o creation_n and_o once_o by_o redemption_n what_o have_v i_o that_o i_o may_v more_o just_o give_v thou_o then_o my_o soul_n but_o for_o thy_o precious_a soul_n vex_v perplex_a and_o trouble_v with_o so_o many_o and_o such_o heavy_a tribulation_n i_o find_v not_o what_o recompense_n man_n can_v be_v able_a to_o render_v unto_o thou_o in_o any_o sort_n to_o gratify_v the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o desert_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o give_v thou_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o their_o beautiful_a furniture_n and_o the_o glorious_a ornament_n of_o they_o i_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n attain_v the_o measure_n or_o discharge_v the_o infinite_a sum_n of_o such_o a_o everlasting_a debt_n but_o that_o i_o may_v render_v both_o that_o which_o i_o owe_v and_o also_o that_o which_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o be_v a_o matter_n whole_o belong_v to_o thy_o liberal_a bounty_n and_o must_v only_o flow_v from_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o thy_o beneficial_a goodness_n thou_o be_v to_o be_v love_v oh_o lord_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o must_v tread_v in_o thy_o path_n and_o follow_v thy_o step_n which_o have_v endure_v all_o the_o extremity_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n with_o exceed_a patience_n and_o be_v lord_n of_o life_n have_v of_o thy_o own_o accord_n vouchsafe_v to_o yield_v thyself_o unto_o death_n to_o redeem_v i_o and_o all_o faithful_a repentant_a sinner_n to_o the_o joy_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o how_o shall_v that_o thing_n be_v effect_v and_o wrought_v to_o i_o but_o only_o and_o whole_o by_o thou_o through_o thy_o mighty_a power_n which_o be_v able_a to_o work_v all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n above_o and_o in_o the_o earth_n beneath_o let_v my_o soul_n cleave_v unto_o thou_o let_v it_o be_v unite_v unto_o thou_o with_o the_o bond_n of_o everlasting_a love_n because_o all_o the_o virtue_n and_o faculty_n of_o it_o depend_v only_o upon_o thou_o and_o because_o it_o must_v needs_o sink_v into_o a_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o endless_a misery_n if_o it_o be_v but_o a_o moment_n debar_v from_o thy_o love_a mercy_n and_o now_o oh_o lord_n my_o gracious_a redeemer_n i_o worship_v thou_o as_o true_a god_n i_o trust_v in_o thou_o i_o hope_v in_o thou_o i_o covet_v &_o long_o to_o approach_v so_o near_o unto_o thou_o as_o the_o feeble_a wing_n of_o my_o mount_a desire_n will_v carry_v i_o let_v thy_o strong_a hand_n support_v my_o weakness_n let_v the_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o mercy_n supply_v the_o want_n of_o my_o infirmity_n let_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o unsearchable_a goodness_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n let_v a_o memorial_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v wrought_v my_o everlasting_a salvation_n be_v perfect_o write_v within_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n so_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v still_o be_v view_v it_o and_o let_v it_o be_v deep_o engrave_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o inward_a thought_n and_o cogitation_n may_v evermore_o be_v meditate_v and_o muse_v upon_o it_o let_v thy_o crown_n of_o thorn_n thy_o red_a bloody_a nail_n thy_o pierce_a side_n thy_o grievous_a wound_n thy_o precious_a blood_n thy_o death_n and_o burial_n be_v evermore_o present_v before_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v water_n my_o couch_n and_o make_v my_o bed_n to_o swim_v with_o tear_n of_o true_a sorrowful_a repentance_n that_o i_o may_v due_o and_o true_o bewail_v the_o multitude_n of_o my_o heinous_a sin_n which_o have_v be_v like_o so_o many_o iron-nayle_n to_o enter_v through_o thy_o harmless_a hand_n and_o innocent_a foot_n and_o like_v so_o many_o sharp_a spear_n to_o pierce_v thy_o bless_a side_n to_o make_v thy_o wound_a heart_n send_v forth_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o thy_o dear_a and_o precious_a blood_n last_o let_v the_o fresh_a remembrance_n of_o thy_o most_o glorious_a and_o victorious_a resurrection_n and_o the_o bless_a memory_n of_o thy_o triumphant_a ascension_n comfort_v the_o faint_a spirit_n of_o my_o droop_a soul_n &_o with_o a_o sweet_a taste_n of_o joy_n mitigate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o perplex_a mind_n for_o in_o all_o these_o the_o sweet_a odour_n of_o life_n do_v ascend_v up_o into_o my_o nostril_n raise_v thou_o oh_o lord_n my_o spirit_n with_o their_o reviue_a odour_n from_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n and_o out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o perpetual_a darkness_n touch_v my_o heart_n oh_o christ_n that_o i_o may_v touch_v thou_o yea_o although_o it_o be_v but_o the_o hem_n of_o thy_o garment_n that_o virtue_n may_v come_v out_o of_o thou_o matth._n 14.32_o mark_v 6.56_o which_o may_v keep_v i_o from_o the_o snare_n of_o satan_n and_o comfort_v i_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o tribulation_n so_o that_o the_o yoke_n of_o thy_o commandment_n may_v be_v make_v easy_a unto_o i_o and_o the_o burden_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o thou_o command_v i_o to_o carry_v after_o thou_o may_v be_v light_n to_o my_o soul_n what_o be_o i_o a_o silly_a worm_n what_o be_v
i_o render_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o great_a bounty_n what_o shall_v i_o yield_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n i_o have_v nothing_o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o poverty_n i_o acknowledge_v my_o needy_a necessity_n i_o have_v confess_v my_o most_o heinous_a sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n before_o thy_o face_n i_o have_v not_o hide_v my_o unrighteousness_n out_o of_o thy_o sight_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a lord_n supply_v that_o by_o thy_o infinite_a liberality_n which_o be_v want_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o vile_a ingratitude_n and_o thou_o which_o be_v only_a able_a create_v a_o thankful_a heart_n in_o i_o thy_o poor_a unworthy_a servant_n that_o it_o may_v evermore_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o still_o be_v joyful_a with_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n meditate_v a_o while_n how_o sudden_a fear_n have_v quail_v the_o love_n of_o the_o disciple_n of_o my_o distress_a saviour_n for_o be_v terrify_v with_o his_o unexpected_a and_o cruel_a apprehension_n and_o dread_v their_o own_o danger_n they_o flee_v away_o leave_v their_o lord_n and_o belove_a master_n mark_n 14.50_o then_o thou_o may_v true_o say_v oh_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n they_o which_o see_v i_o flee_v from_o i_o i_o be_o forget_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n out_o of_o mind_n and_o again_o thou_o have_v put_v my_o friend_n my_o neighbour_n and_o acquaintance_n far_o from_o i_o also_o that_o be_v verify_v which_o the_o prophet_n have_v foretell_v all_o my_o friend_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o they_o that_o lie_v in_o wait_n have_v prevail_v against_o i_o he_o who_o i_o love_v have_v betray_v i_o for_o so_o be_v thou_o leave_v alone_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o they_o which_o be_v near_o unto_o thou_o make_v haste_n to_o be_v go_v and_o will_v tarry_v no_o long_o with_o thou_o consider_v further_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n fly_v for_o fear_n and_o lament_v with_o sorrow_n 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to_o thy_o father_n and_o willing_o shed_v thy_o blood_n to_o pay_v the_o price_n of_o our_o ransom_n yes_o very_o oh_o gracious_a lord_n it_o be_v thy_o exceed_a great_a love_n and_o only_a mercy_n that_o do_v move_v thou_o so_o patient_o to_o undergo_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n that_o thou_o may_v deliver_v we_o condemn_v sinner_n from_o his_o just_a and_o heavy_a displeasure_n that_o by_o thy_o stripe_n we_o may_v be_v heal_v and_o that_o by_o thy_o free_a and_o voluntary_a death_n we_o may_v be_v restore_v to_o a_o second_o and_o everlasting_a life_n but_o we_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v willing_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o our_o misery_n and_o in_o thyself_o express_v unto_o we_o a_o true_a passion_n of_o our_o weakness_n for_o the_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n of_o all_o thy_o feel_a member_n that_o no_o man_n may_v despair_v or_o let_v go_v the_o anchor_n of_o steadfast_a hope_n when_o our_o weak_a flesh_n faint_v and_o our_o natural_a faculty_n fail_v but_o yet_o 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of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n when_o thou_o do_v go_v forth_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n to_o meet_v those_o bloody_a mind_a person_n conduct_v by_o their_o damnable_a general_n traitorous_a judas_n in_o the_o night_n time_n furnish_v with_o lantern_n torch_n and_o weapon_n seek_v without_o any_o cause_n rage_v with_o malice_n to_o destroy_v thy_o harmless_a life_n and_o cruel_o to_o shed_v thy_o innocent_a blood_n and_o there_o do_v open_o discover_v thyself_o to_o their_o eye_n and_o offer_v up_o thyself_o to_o their_o bloody_a hand_n lest_o they_o may_v think_v themselves_o behold_v to_o their_o bloody_a guide_n and_o that_o by_o his_o crafty_a policy_n thou_o have_v be_v sudden_o and_o unwilling_o apprehend_v for_o thou_o do_v not_o repel_v or_o put_v back_o that_o cruel_a monster_n come_v to_o kiss_v thy_o most_o holy_a mouth_n but_o do_v gentle_o put_v thy_o mouth_n in_o which_o there_o be_v find_v no_o guile_n to_o his_o mouth_n abound_v with_o venom_n and_o fill_v with_o malice_n who_o under_o token_n of_o love_n pretend_v nothing_o but_o deadly_a hate_n and_o with_o a_o dissemble_a kiss_n to_o betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o who_o be_v ready_o arm_v to_o kill_v thou_o and_o although_o desperate_a judas_n become_v his_o own_o hangman_n mat._n 27.5_o yet_o many_o do_v follow_v his_o step_n and_o desperate_o run_v to_o their_o wilful_a &_o woeful_a destruction_n oh_o innocent_a lamb_n of_o god_n how_o can_v thou_o endure_v that_o such_o a_o ravenous_a wolf_n shall_v come_v near_o unto_o thou_o that_o come_v so_o greedy_o to_o devour_v thou_o what_o fellowship_n have_v light_a with_o darkness_n what_o agreement_n have_v thou_o with_o beliall_n but_o this_o oh_o lord_n be_v a_o deed_n of_o thy_o gracious_a benignity_n and_o a_o act_n of_o thy_o exceed_a
my_o strength_n what_o be_v my_o unite_a force_n to_o sustain_v so_o heavy_a a_o burden_n of_o worldly_a misery_n with_o such_o a_o invincible_a mind_n and_o peaceable_a patience_n as_o thou_o have_v command_v how_o can_v i_o sail_v in_o this_o troublesome_a ocean_n but_o i_o must_v needs_o run_v against_o the_o rock_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n unless_o thou_o be_v my_o pilot_n and_o guide_v my_o stern_n it_o be_v fond_a to_o put_v any_o confidence_n in_o man_n it_o be_v vain_a to_o put_v any_o trust_n in_o prince_n for_o although_o thou_o have_v call_v they_o god_n to_o teach_v they_o how_o high_a thou_o have_v exalt_v they_o and_o they_o indeed_o be_v true_o honourable_a that_o remember_v thou_o to_o be_v the_o author_n of_o their_o exaltion_n yet_o by_o and_o by_o thou_o have_v give_v they_o a_o cool_a card_n to_o quail_v and_o qualify_v their_o haughty_a pride_n tell_v they_o plain_o that_o for_o all_o that_o they_o shall_v die_v like_o man_n and_o return_v and_o be_v turn_v into_o dust_n as_o well_o as_o the_o mean_a of_o the_o people_n section_n xx._n be_v my_o foot_n oh_o christ_n like_v unto_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o swift_a hart_n that_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o follow_v thou_o so_o swift_a a_o runner_n through_o the_o thorn_n and_o prick_a bush_n of_o thy_o painful_a passion_n do_v i_o not_o walk_v upon_o the_o water_n always_o ready_a to_o sink_v with_o fearful_a peter_n unless_o thou_o put_v forth_o thy_o powerful_a hand_n to_o succour_v i_o mat._n 14.29.31_o but_o hear_v my_o voice_n oh_o thou_o son_n of_o david_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n infuse_v the_o precious_a quintessence_n of_o thy_o celestial_a grace_n into_o my_o bosom_n and_o then_o lie_v thy_o sweet_a cross_n upon_o thy_o servant_n which_o be_v the_o tree_n of_o life_n to_o they_o which_o apprehend_v it_o than_o as_o i_o hope_v i_o shall_v run_v forward_o cheerful_o and_o i_o shall_v carry_v that_o cross_n after_o thou_o with_o great_a willingness_n which_o thy_o cruel_a enemy_n do_v malicious_o impose_v upon_o thou_o lay_v that_o most_o hard_a cross_n i_o say_v upon_o my_o shoulder_n who_o breadth_n be_v chastity_n who_o length_n be_v eternity_n who_o height_n be_v omnipotency_n who_o depth_n be_v unsearchable_a wisdom_n nail_v my_o hand_n and_o my_o foot_n unto_o it_o and_o make_v thy_o servant_n oh_o lord_n in_o all_o thing_n conformable_a to_o thy_o passion_n grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o abstain_v from_o the_o work_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o thou_o hate_v and_o to_o do_v righteousness_n which_o thou_o love_v and_o in_o both_o to_o seek_v thy_o glory_n nail_v my_o left_a hand_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o temperancie_n and_o my_o right_a hand_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o justice_n upon_o that_o high_a cross_n grant_v my_o mind_n continual_o to_o meditate_v on_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o to_o cast_v all_o my_o cogitation_n upon_o thou_o and_o fasten_v my_o right_a foot_n to_o the_o same_o tree_n of_o life_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o wisdom_n grant_v that_o the_o unhappy_a happiness_n of_o this_o life_n slide_v away_o every_o moment_n may_v not_o allure_v i_o like_o a_o entice_a harlot_n to_o yield_v to_o the_o wanton_a inducement_n of_o carnal_a sensuality_n and_o to_o weaken_v his_o vigour_n by_o the_o intemperate_a abuse_n of_o unlawful_a pleasure_n neither_o let_v pine_v care_n pensive_a thought_n and_o sudden_a unhappy_a chance_n trouble_v the_o peace_n of_o it_o or_o procure_v any_o turbulent_a motion_n but_o let_v my_o spirit_n as_o well_o in_o the_o sunshine_n day_n of_o calm_a prosperity_n as_o in_o the_o bluster_a weather_n of_o stormy_a adversity_n be_v fasten_v to_o thy_o cross_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o prudent_a moderation_n and_o christian_a fortitude_n that_o neither_o in_o prosperity_n i_o may_v soar_v too_o high_a with_o the_o wing_n of_o aspire_a pride_n nor_o in_o the_o adversity_n be_v depress_v too_o low_o with_o the_o weight_n of_o dispairefull_a care_n but_o that_o there_o may_v appear_v some_o similitude_n of_o the_o prick_a thorn_n which_o pierce_v the_o vein_n of_o thy_o head_n make_v a_o passage_n for_o thy_o precious_a blood_n to_o run_v down_o to_o the_o skirt_n of_o thy_o clothing_n grant_v i_o pray_v thou_o that_o my_o mind_n may_v be_v so_o deep_o wound_v with_o the_o forcible_a compunction_n of_o healthful_a repentance_n that_o my_o eye_n may_v shower_n down_o plenty_n of_o tear_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o spot_n of_o my_o defile_a conscience_n so_o mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v pliaable_a to_o receive_v the_o impression_n of_o tender_a pity_n so_o that_o it_o may_v still_o have_v a_o feel_a compassion_n of_o other_o man_n misery_n let_v a_o earnest_a zeal_n to_o emulate_v and_o imitate_v that_o which_o be_v righteous_a before_o thou_o so_o prick_v forward_o my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v always_o place_v thy_o perfect_a law_n before_o my_o eye_n and_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n and_o that_o in_o the_o extreme_a fit_n of_o my_o great_a sorrow_n i_o may_v turn_v unto_o thou_o for_o my_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n and_o that_o despair_v of_o my_o own_o merit_n i_o may_v be_v relieve_v by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o be_o well_o please_v that_o thou_o put_v a_o sponge_n by_o a_o reed_n to_o my_o mouth_n and_o that_o thou_o give_v sour_a vinegar_n to_o my_o taste_n it_o like_v i_o that_o thou_o shall_v teach_v my_o reason_n by_o thy_o holy_a word_n that_o the_o glorious_a pride_n of_o the_o world_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o empty_a sponge_n which_o appear_v more_o in_o show_n than_o it_o be_v in_o substance_n and_o that_o the_o sweet_a taste_n of_o it_o be_v more_o sour_a than_o vinegar_n which_o exceed_v in_o sharpness_n and_o all_o the_o concupiscence_n of_o it_o more_o bitter_a than_o gall_n or_o wormwood_n even_o so_o oh_o heavenly_a father_n let_v the_o cup_n of_o babylon_n be_v bitter_a unto_o i_o let_v not_o the_o pleasant_a colour_n of_o the_o wine_n allure_v i_o to_o taste_v of_o that_o poison_a liquor_n neither_o let_v the_o deceitful_a sweetness_n of_o it_o overcome_v my_o understanding_n nor_o drown_v my_o reason_n as_o it_o have_v do_v they_o which_o think_v darkness_n to_o be_v light_n and_o light_a to_o be_v darkness_n bitter_a to_o be_v sweet_a &_o sweet_a to_o be_v bitter_a i_o dare_v not_o drink_v of_o the_o wine_n temper_v with_o myrrh_n and_o mix_v with_o gall_n because_o thou_o will_v not_o drink_v of_o it_o mark_n 15.23_o for_o thereby_o appear_v the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o envy_n and_o malice_n which_o thy_o furious_a foe_n do_v bear_v against_o thou_o who_o will_v afford_v thou_o no_o humane_a pity_n in_o thy_o great_a extremity_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o to_o give_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o sweet_a water_n fashion_v thy_o servant_n oh_o lord_n like_v unto_o thy_o quicken_a death_n that_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n i_o may_v die_v daily_o crucify_a my_o carnal_a lust_n always_o loathe_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a and_o that_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n i_o may_v daily_o be_v reviue_v embrace_v and_o love_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v righteous_a and_o good_a and_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v to_o carry_v in_o i_o the_o perfect_a image_n of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o crucify_a saviour_n express_v also_o a_o similitude_n of_o that_o in_o i_o which_o the_o unsaciable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o evil_a one_o act_v against_o thou_o after_o thy_o curse_a and_o yet_o most_o bless_a death_n let_v thy_o lively_a and_o powerful_a word_n pierce_v into_o my_o side_n and_o wound_v my_o hart_n for_o thy_o word_n oh_o lord_n will_v soon_o enter_v than_o a_o double-edged_a sword_n and_o penetrate_v deep_o than_o the_o sharp_a spear_n even_o to_o the_o division_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o marrow_n enclose_v in_o my_o bone_n that_o in_o steed_n of_o blood_n and_o water_n there_o may_v issue_v forth_o continual_a stream_n of_o love_n towards_o thou_o and_o thy_o brethren_n so_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v not_o spare_v to_o shed_v thy_o heart_n blood_n for_o i_o i_o may_v always_o be_v willing_a to_o express_v my_o gratuity_n towards_o thou_o last_o wrap_v my_o spirit_n in_o the_o pure_a linen_n cloth_n of_o thy_o righteous_a garment_n in_o which_o i_o may_v safe_o rest_v come_v out_o and_o go_v into_o the_o place_n of_o thy_o holy_a tabernacle_n and_o wherewith_o thou_o may_v hide_v i_o until_o thy_o anger_n be_v appease_v and_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n remove_v but_o the_o three_o day_n after_o the_o day_n of_o labour_n and_o punishment_n early_o in_o the_o dawn_n of_o the_o sabbath_n day_n raise_v i_o everlasting_o among_o thy_o child_n that_o in_o my_o flesh_n i_o may_v see_v thy_o brightness_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o countenance_n section_n xxi_o oh_o my_o saviour_n and_o my_o god_n
that_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n may_v appear_v the_o clear_a in_o the_o cure_n of_o my_o grievous_a malady_n and_o the_o beam_n of_o thy_o glory_n shine_v the_o bright_a by_o my_o deliverance_n therefore_o i_o will_v come_v confident_o unto_o thou_o my_o most_o mild_a and_o merciful_a jesus_n because_o thy_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v with_o thou_o the_o everlasting_a delight_n of_o the_o bless_a give_v i_o therefore_o thy_o heavenly_a bread_n oh_o my_o good_a jesus_n thou_o which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n and_o grant_v oh_o bountiful_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v enable_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o eat_v worthy_o that_o i_o may_v remain_v in_o thou_o eternal_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o everlasting_o for_o i_o desire_v this_o one_o thing_n it_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o the_o contentment_n of_o my_o long_a affection_n that_o i_o may_v dwell_v inseparablie_o with_o thou_o for_o ever_o and_o i_o will_v cleave_v unto_o none_o other_o but_o only_o unto_o thou_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n because_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o shall_v see_v light_a a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n foretold_v his_o disciple_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v betray_v by_o one_o of_o they_o that_o same_o night_n med_n v._o among_o the_o 26.20.21_o the_o mat._n 26.20.21_o twelve_o as_o jesus_n sit_v at_o meat_n at_o his_o 14.14_o his_o mark_v 14.14_o last_o supper_n thus_o to_o they_o he_o say_v who_o 22.22_o who_o luke_n 22.22_o dip_v his_o hand_n in_o dish_n and_o with_o i_o eat_v by_o 18.5_o by_o john_n 18.5_o he_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v be_v betray_v after_o our_o most_o love_a and_o most_o gracious_a jesus_n have_v feed_v his_o disciple_n with_o his_o precious_a body_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o his_o blood_n he_o be_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n and_o say_v to_o his_o disciple_n very_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v betray_v i_o which_o eat_v with_o i_o that_o the_o scripture_n may_v be_v fulfil_v he_o which_o eat_v my_o bread_n shall_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n against_o i_o oh_o how_o hard_o be_v this_o say_n my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a saviour_n oh_o how_o harsh_a and_o bitter_a meat_n have_v thou_o reserve_v for_o thy_o disciple_n at_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o supper_n thou_o do_v feed_v they_o with_o sweet_a milk_n in_o the_o beginning_n and_o thou_o give_v they_o delicious_a honey_n in_o the_o middle_n when_o thou_o do_v wash_v their_o foot_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o thy_o precious_a body_n for_o their_o meat_n and_o with_o thy_o royal_a blood_n for_o their_o drink_n but_o now_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o have_v reserve_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n sour_a sauce_n for_o their_o sweet_a meat_n when_o these_o sorrowful_a word_n do_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o bless_a lip_n and_o that_o dreadful_a speech_n be_v utter_v by_o thy_o honie-flowing_a mouth_n woe_n be_v i_o my_o sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n i_o seem_v to_o see_v the_o cheerful_a countenance_n of_o thy_o dear_a disciple_n sudden_o change_v their_o heart_n overwhelmed_n with_o flood_n of_o sorrow_n their_o mind_n perplex_v with_o excessive_a grief_n the_o heat_n of_o their_o desire_n quite_o extinguish_v and_o all_o their_o hope_n whole_o dash_v so_o soon_o as_o those_o fearful_a word_n have_v pass_v through_o their_o ear_n and_o pierce_v their_o heart_n who_o of_o so_o sweet_a a_o beginning_n little_o expect_v so_o sour_a a_o conclusion_n have_v they_o not_o much_o matter_n of_o mourning_n and_o be_v it_o not_o a_o world_n of_o sorrow_n unto_o they_o that_o thou_o be_v their_o master_n captain_n governor_n guardian_n and_o ruler_n shall_v be_v betray_v to_o death_n and_o it_o do_v much_o more_o augment_v the_o matter_n of_o their_o woe_n and_o increase_v the_o heap_n of_o their_o grief_n that_o one_o of_o they_o shall_v contrive_v this_o horrible_a treason_n and_o be_v the_o author_n of_o this_o bloody_a attempt_n the_o first_o be_v a_o 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