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to_o mercy_n for_o wherefore_o else_o have_v thou_o repair_v the_o sin_n of_o man_n and_o not_o of_o angel_n very_o because_o man_n sin_v through_o weakness_n of_o nature_n but_o the_o sin_n of_o angel_n proceed_v mere_o from_o malice_n of_o will_n for_o with_o the_o more_o frailty_n a_o sin_n be_v commit_v the_o less_o do_v it_o participate_v of_o will_n and_o the_o less_o voluntary_a a_o sin_n be_v the_o ready_a be_v thy_o mercy_n to_o relieve_v and_o therefore_o see_v thou_o forgave_v adame_n who_o nature_n be_v entire_a forgive_v i_o also_o i_o beseech_v thou_o who_o nature_n be_v corrupt_a and_o enclineable_a to_o evil_a see_v also_o thou_o be_v merciful_a to_o he_o who_o charge_v his_o fault_n upon_o another_o be_v favouable_a o_o lord_n to_o i_o who_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v only_o myself_o 18.27_o for_o this_o cause_n therefore_o i_o will_v speak_v unto_o my_o lord_n albeit_o i_o be_o but_o dust_n and_o ash_n lord_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o thou_o know_v of_o what_o 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the_o lord_n be_v mercy_n and_o justice._n no_o other_o way_n have_v hitherto_o be_v know_v to_o attain_v felicity_n by_o the_o way_n of_o justice_n our_o great_a saviour_n only_o have_v go_v none_o other_o but_o he_o can_v ever_o say_v which_o of_o you_o can_v reprove_v i_o of_o sin_n by_o the_o way_n of_o justice_n he_o have_v merit_v for_o himself_o and_o for_o we_o for_o himself_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o humanity_n for_o we_o grace_n here_o and_o hereafter_o glory_n but_o by_o the_o way_n of_o mercy_n all_o we_o must_v walk_v because_o we_o have_v walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o sin_n because_o by_o nature_n we_o be_v child_n of_o wrath_n without_o mercy_n and_o justify_v grace_n we_o can_v be_v save_v the_o door_n of_o the_o entrance_n to_o the_o oracle_n in_o salomon_n temple_n 6._o be_v make_v of_o wood_n of_o the_o olive_n tree_n which_o be_v a_o type_n of_o mercy_n do_v shadow_n to_o we_o that_o no_o man_n can_v enter_v the_o holy_a place_n but_o through_o the_o door_n of_o 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2.23_o how_o can_v thou_o say_v that_o i_o be_o not_o pollute_v neither_o have_v i_o follow_v baalim_n behold_v thy_o way_n in_o the_o valley_n and_o know_v what_o thou_o have_v do_v o_o blind_a and_o foolish_a man_n who_o will_v endeavour_v to_o justify_v thyself_o open_a thy_o eye_n which_o the_o devil_n have_v close_v and_o behold_v thy_o way_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o thy_o life_n assure_o thou_o shall_v find_v it_o full_a of_o contempt_n against_o god_n of_o injury_n against_o other_o of_o impurity_n and_o vanity_n in_o thyself_o thou_o shall_v espy_v many_o grievous_a sin_n which_o other_o happy_o have_v espy_v before_o thou_o shall_v find_v many_o monster_n lurk_v in_o thy_o bosom_n which_o await_n opportunity_n sharp_o to_o assail_v thou_o very_o it_o be_v a_o great_a fault_n to_o conceal_v or_o defend_v a_o fault_n than_o it_o be_v to_o commit_v it_o and_o now_o o_o holy_a god_n now_o i_o have_v confess_v to_o thou_o my_o own_o sin_n in_o particular_a and_o general_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o all_o what_o will_v thou_o do_v how_o be_v it_o thy_o pleasure_n to_o deal_v with_o i_o shall_v thy_o wrath_n still_o contend_v with_o thy_o mercy_n against_o i_o shall_v my_o sin_n surmount_v thy_o goodness_n shall_v my_o sin_n be_v strong_a to_o condemn_v i_o than_o thy_o mercy_n to_o save_v i_o o_o my_o hope_n be_v thy_o benefit_n become_v so_o chargeable_a to_o thou_o do_v thou_o loose_v any_o thing_n by_o give_v to_o i_o wherefore_o then_o withholde_v thou_o thy_o mercy_n in_o displeasure_n or_o tell_v i_o what_o else_o require_v thou_o from_o i_o require_v thou_o grief_n why_o that_o be_v such_o that_o i_o will_v i_o have_v die_v when_o i_o do_v displease_v thou_o require_v thou_o punishment_n loe_o here_o my_o poor_a perplex_a body_n bind_v it_o scourge_v it_o satisfy_v thy_o indignation_n thereon_o but_o so_o as_o thou_o forbear_v not_o to_o afford_v thy_o mercy_n lord_n i_o desire_v not_o honour_n not_o authority_n not_o riches_n not_o any_o thing_n create_v all_o these_o can_v satiate_v my_o desire_n without_o thy_o mercy_n all_o be_v poverty_n i_o desire_v only_o thy_o mercy_n give_v i_o thy_o mercy_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v verse_n four_o for_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o therefore_o shall_v thou_o be_v fear_v 1_o the_o greatness_n of_o god_n mercy_n 2_o he_o be_v desirous_a to_o pardon_v 3_o the_o very_a thought_n of_o mercy_n have_v a_o powerful_a operation_n 4_o the_o power_n of_o hope_n 5_o her_o encouragement_n to_o the_o sinner_n 6_o the_o sinner_n dulness_n 7_o hope_n give_v assurance_n of_o mercy_n 8_o three_o thing_n most_o like_a to_o hinder_v mercy_n 9_o sin_n can_v be_v no_o impediment_n 10_o justice_n can_v be_v no_o impediment_n 11_o the_o ordinance_n of_o the_o law_n be_v no_o hindrance_n to_o mercy_n 12_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n assure_v his_o mercy_n 13_o the_o same_o be_v assure_v by_o his_o love._n 14_o his_o promise_n do_v bind_v he_o to_o be_v merciful_a 15_o his_o power_n do_v also_o assure_v his_o mercy_n 16_o albeit_o we_o often_o sin_n yet_o god_n be_v bind_v by_o his_o promise_n to_o be_v merciful_a 17_o by_o reason_n of_o our_o sin_n we_o be_v rather_o capable_a then_o unworthy_a of_o mercy_n 18_o wherefore_o god_n have_v command_v we_o to_o trust_v in_o he_o 19_o a_o praise_n of_o god_n for_o his_o mercy_n 20_o one_o caution_n to_o be_v respect_v if_o we_o expect_v mercy_n 21_o a_o second_o caution_n 22_o wherefore_o god_n be_v to_o be_v fear_v 23_o hope_n and_o fear_v how_o conjoin_v 24_o fear_v a_o temperature_n between_o despair_n and_o presumption_n 25_o a_o prayer_n for_o fear_n o_o mild_a father_n how_o sweet_a be_v thy_o spirit_n who_o will_v not_o love_v who_o will_v not_o laud_v thou_o albeit_o thy_o displeasure_n be_v daily_o provoke_v yet_o it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n it_o be_v thy_o glory_n not_o only_o to_o forbear_v but_o to_o forgive_v sinner_n thy_o mercy_n be_v so_o great_a that_o thou_o never_o desire_v the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n thou_o know_v how_o weak_a we_o be_v how_o inclineable_a to_o evil_n will_v not_o try_v all_o our_o action_n by_o the_o try_v touch_v of_o thy_o justice_n but_o like_o a_o gracious_a father_n will_v dissemble_v many_o of_o our_o imperfection_n and_o pour_v forth_o large_a stream_n from_o the_o ever-flowing_a and_o overflow_a fountain_n of_o thy_o mercy_n both_o to_o cleanse_v and_o to_o cure_v they_o thy_o nature_n be_v goodness_n thy_o property_n be_v to_o have_v mercy_n thou_o be_v easy_a thou_o be_v ready_a thou_o be_v desirous_a to_o pardon_v no_o man_n be_v so_o ready_a to_o entreat_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v easy_a to_o be_v entreat_v thou_o be_v always_o ready_a to_o give_v and_o
to_o forgive_v to_o give_v we_o thy_o goodness_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o evil_n thou_o can_v not_o deny_v we_o thy_o mercy_n whensoever_o we_o repent_v and_o turn_v to_o thou_o this_o ocean_n of_o mercy_n have_v neither_o bottom_n nor_o bind_v it_o can_v be_v fathom_v it_o can_v be_v surmount_v no_o soon_o can_v a_o sinner_n call_v mercy_n to_o his_o mind_n but_o he_o be_v sensible_a of_o the_o work_n thereof_o for_o it_o break_v and_o disperse_v the_o hell_n of_o remorse_n which_o do_v chill_a his_o heart_n with_o astonishment_n and_o fear_n the_o damp_n of_o pensivenesse_n vanish_v away_o the_o punishment_n which_o hang_v over_o his_o head_n be_v chase_v far_o off_o or_o if_o any_o punishment_n be_v inflict_v it_o be_v not_o the_o punishment_n of_o a_o judge_n but_o the_o chastisement_n of_o a_o father_n it_o be_v both_o temporal_a and_o temper_v with_o mercy_n which_o make_v it_o not_o only_o tolerable_a but_o easy_a and_o sweet_a in_o this_o ocean_n of_o mercy_n i_o will_v cast_v the_o anchor_n of_o my_o hope_n &_o ride_v secure_o against_o all_o rage_n of_o whether_o here_o hope_n will_v hold_v i_o firm_a and_o immovable_a against_o all_o approach_n o_o heavenly_a hope_n who_o face_n heaviness_n can_v endure_v how_o wonderful_a be_v thy_o sweetness_n and_o thy_o power_n what_o lovely_a look_n do_v thou_o cast_v upon_o those_o who_o thou_o encountrest_n what_o unspeakable_a joy_n do_v thou_o kindle_v in_o their_o heart_n who_o entertain_v thou_o loe_o she_o come_v unto_o i_o attend_v with_o many_o comfort_n and_o with_o a_o divine_a countenance_n and_o voice_n use_v these_o speech_n come_v feeble_a wretch_n i_o will_v lead_v thou_o into_o the_o sanctuary_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o place_v thou_o before_o his_o mercy-seat_n come_v i_o say_v enter_v bold_o i_o will_v excuse_v thou_o thou_o shall_v find_v he_o alone_o expect_v thy_o come_n away_o with_o all_o worldly_a comfort_n it_o be_v no_o less_o dangerous_a for_o a_o soul_n to_o be_v pester_v with_o 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themselves_o to_o avoid_v despair_n for_o despair_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o want_n of_o true_a trust_n in_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n to_o remit_v sin_n but_o doubtless_o it_o be_v not_o so_o he_o be_v merciful_a and_o always_o ready_a to_o forgive_v sune_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v a_o impediment_n to_o mercy_n that_o they_o be_v the_o proper_a object_n thereof_o without_o which_o mercy_n have_v no_o action_n for_o take_v away_o sin_n and_o where_o then_o be_v pardon_v mercy_n 4.2_o many_o glorious_a saint_n in_o heaven_n be_v witness_n hereof_o who_o be_v once_o grievous_a sinner_n upon_o earth_n this_o also_o do_v jonas_n know_v rightwell_o and_o for_o this_o cause_n he_o be_v unwilling_a to_o be_v a_o messenger_n from_o god_n of_o his_o wrath_n against_o the_o ninevite_n for_o i_o know_v say_v he_o that_o thou_o be_v a_o gracious_a god_n and_o merciful_a slow_a to_o anger_n and_o of_o great_a kindness_n and_o repente_v thou_o of_o the_o evil_n and_o observe_v weak_a sinner_n whosoever_o thou_o be_v who_o for_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o sin_n be_v carry_v down_o to_o the_o gate_n of_o despair_n observe_v how_o god_n deal_v with_o these_o condemn_a ninevite_n he_o suspend_v his_o sentence_n of_o condemnation_n and_o can_v not_o proceed_v to_o execution_n thereof_o so_o soon_o as_o they_o manifest_v their_o repentance_n fear_v not_o then_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o sin_n for_o they_o be_v not_o near_o so_o great_a as_o his_o mercy_n his_o mercy_n be_v far_o above_o thy_o need_n 2._o the_o justice_n of_o god_n can_v be_v no_o impediment_n for_o justice_n require_v no_o more_o than_o a_o recompense_n for_o a_o trespass_n and_o forthwith_o the_o offence_n to_o be_v forgive_v but_o thy_o redemption_n be_v make_v thy_o reckon_n be_v abundant_o pay_v there_o remain_v nothing_o for_o thou_o to_o discharge_v this_o redemption_n be_v of_o such_o power_n and_o grace_n that_o it_o not_o only_o satisfy_v god_n justice_n but_o win_v he_o to_o great_a favour_n and_o 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i_o will_v not_o adventure_v upon_o the_o danger_n of_o delay_n o_o lord_n my_o maker_n quicken_v i_o with_o thy_o incite_n grace_n that_o i_o may_v with_o all_o speed_n address_v myself_o both_o to_o entreat_v and_o to_o embrace_v thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v timely_o begin_v to_o attend_v upon_o thou_o for_o albeit_o no_o part_n of_o my_o life_n shall_v be_v either_o shorten_v or_o misspend_v albeit_o i_o shall_v be_v most_o covetous_o careful_a to_o employ_v every_o minute_n thereof_o yet_o be_v man_n too_o mortal_a to_o attain_v performance_n of_o the_o least_o part_n of_o his_o duty_n to_o thou_o and_o although_o i_o be_v not_o present_o relieve_v although_o for_o a_o long_a time_n thou_o withhold_a thy_o help_n let_v not_o my_o hope_n be_v weary_v in_o wait_v for_o thou_o let_v i_o both_o patient_o and_o constant_o expect_v thy_o pleasure_n and_o so_o must_v all_o do_v who_o sincere_o serve_v thou_o who_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o thy_o word_n and_o so_o they_o shall_v never_o 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remedy_n in_o store_n and_o know_v right_a well_o how_o to_o apply_v they_o thy_o mercy_n and_o thy_o redemption_n thou_o have_v always_o at_o hand_n wherefore_o with_o all_o fear_n and_o reverence_n which_o my_o weakness_n be_v able_a to_o apprehend_v i_o resort_v now_o to_o thy_o throne_n of_o grace_n most_o humble_o entreat_v thy_o mercy_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o plentiful_a redemption_n repel_v i_o not_o from_o thy_o presence_n i_o beseech_v thou_o until_o i_o be_v reconcile_v to_o thy_o favour_n for_o i_o be_o no_o stranger_n to_o thy_o house_n i_o be_o one_o of_o thy_o people_n a_o citizen_n and_o member_n of_o that_o church_n which_o thou_o have_v so_o abundant_o redeem_v grant_v i_o o_o gracious_a
to_o kindle_v o_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o know_v my_o tribulation_n my_o thought_n lie_v naked_a in_o thy_o sight_n thou_o see_v how_o for_o thou_o my_o heart_n sorrow_v my_o breast_n sigh_v my_o eye_n weep_v my_o body_n faint_v and_o my_o soul_n languish_v and_o wherefore_o tarie_v thou_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o prolong_v my_o longing_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o martyr_v i_o with_o delay_n why_o suffer_v thou_o i_o thus_o long_o to_o be_v vex_v be_v the_o cause_n hereof_o in_o thou_o or_o be_v it_o in_o myself_o be_v thy_o mercy_n spend_v be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n at_o a_o end_n will_v thou_o no_o more_o be_v entreat_v by_o sinner_n or_o be_o i_o only_o cancel_v out_o of_o thy_o conceit_n no_o no_o i_o do_v not_o so_o feelinglie_o want_v thou_o i_o do_v not_o so_o ardent_o desire_v thou_o as_o my_o case_n require_v verily_o the_o cause_n be_v in_o myself_o and_o not_o in_o thou_o there_o be_v some_o trespass_n in_o my_o tear_n my_o sorrow_n be_v season_v with_o some_o sin_n thou_o see_v some_o cause_n for_o which_o i_o can_v see_v thou_o else_o will_v thou_o not_o thus_o estrange_v thyself_o else_o thus_o thou_o will_v not_o give_v i_o over_o i_o be_o rather_o unworthy_a to_o entertain_v thou_o than_o thou_o unwilling_a to_o come_v unto_o i_o well_o then_o i_o will_v still_o stir_v up_o the_o coal_n of_o my_o dull_a devotion_n i_o will_v heap_v on_o more_o fuel_n i_o will_v not_o cease_v blow_v until_o it_o rise_v to_o a_o full_a and_o constant_a flame_n i_o will_v not_o entreat_v only_o but_o i_o will_v importune_v thou_o i_o will_v wrestle_v with_o thou_o as_o jacob_n do_v with_o the_o angel_n i_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o go_v until_o thou_o bless_v i_o verse_n four_o turn_v thou_o o_o lord_n and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n oh_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n 1_o a_o prayer_n 2_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n how_o unprofitable_a they_o be_v 3_o the_o great_a distance_n between_o god_n and_o a_o sinner_n 4_o how_o bring_v together_o 5_o how_o 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sea_n of_o sin_n i_o feel_v how_o fast_o it_o sink_v how_o violent_o it_o be_v swallow_v i_o have_v greedy_o grasp_v at_o the_o float_a comfort_n of_o this_o life_n but_o i_o find_v no_o stay_n in_o they_o i_o find_v they_o rather_o pester_v then_o relieve_v i_o i_o find_v they_o like_o a_o flash_n of_o lightning_n in_o a_o dark_a stormy_a night_n which_o serve_v to_o show_v the_o present_a infelicity_n and_o to_o increase_v the_o horror_n of_o ensue_a darkness_n and_o therefore_o do_v i_o now_o strain_n out_o my_o voice_n and_o stretch_v forth_o my_o hand_n unto_o thou_o for_o help_v glad_o will_v i_o turn_v to_o thou_o but_o i_o be_o not_o able_a for_o there_o be_v so_o great_a a_o distance_n between_o a_o sinner_n and_o thou_o that_o by_o his_o own_o force_n he_o can_v return_v and_o come_v near_o thou_o depart_v from_o thou_o and_o adhere_v to_o evil_a of_o ourselves_o we_o may_v but_o we_o can_v forsake_v evil_a and_o turn_n to_o thou_o but_o by_o thy_o special_a power_n no_o man_n by_o his_o proper_a virtue_n be_v able_a to_o save_v and_o consequent_o to_o justify_v himself_o thy_o grace_n must_v always_o prevent_v he_o thou_o must_v first_o call_v he_o before_o he_o be_v able_a to_o call_v upon_o thou_o 3_o the_o beginning_n of_o our_o conversion_n must_v be_v from_o thou_o from_o thy_o prevent_n and_o incite_v grace_n and_o therefore_o turn_v to_o i_o and_o then_o shall_v i_o be_v turn_v to_o thou_o turn_v unto_o i_o not_o by_o any_o change_n in_o thyself_o for_o thou_o be_v immutable_a but_o turn_v to_o i_o by_o thy_o goodness_n and_o grace_n and_o i_o will_v turn_v to_o thou_o by_o repentance_n and_o amendment_n of_o life_n oh_o how_o grievous_a be_v it_o to_o be_v separate_v and_o estrange_v from_o thou_o what_o good_a can_v comfort_v what_o evil_n will_v not_o annoy_v when_o thou_o be_v turn_v away_o thou_o be_v the_o rock_n of_o my_o faint_a faith_n 13.24_o the_o anchor_n of_o my_o waver_a hope_n the_o centre_n of_o my_o languish_a desire_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o i_o trust_v upon_o thou_o i_o rely_v i_o be_o so_o earnest_a in_o desire_v thou_o that_o i_o neither_o desire_v nor_o almost_o think_v upon_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o where_o be_v thou_o in_o what_o cloud_n do_v thou_o hide_v thyself_o what_o mean_v thou_o to_o suspend_v thy_o comfort_n so_o long_o to_o punish_v my_o desire_n so_o much_o with_o delay_n wherefore_o hide_v thou_o thy_o face_n and_o take_v i_o for_o thy_o enemy_n albeit_o thou_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o yet_o will_v not_o i_o have_v thou_o depart_v from_o i_o i_o have_v rather_o enjoy_v thou_o angry_a than_o not_o at_o all_o 71.9_o because_o thou_o be_v most_o extreme_o angry_a when_o thou_o turn_v from_o us._n when_o thou_o be_v angry_a and_o present_a than_o do_v thou_o instruct_v we_o then_o reform_v we_o but_o when_o thou_o turn_v from_o we_o than_o thou_o give_v we_o over_o than_o thou_o leave_v we_o to_o innumerable_a and_o unavoidable_a evil_n albeit_o my_o friend_n forsake_v i_o albeit_o my_o enemy_n persecute_v i_o albeit_o all_o the_o society_n of_o man_n and_o of_o devil_n tumult_n against_o i_o yet_o do_v not_o thou_o forsake_v i_o do_v not_o thou_o depart_v from_o i_o 9.12_o for_o woe_n to_o they_o from_o who_o thou_o departe_v but_o take_v heed_n o_o trouble_a soul_n and_o consider_v well_o what_o thou_o require_v of_o the_o lord_n be_v not_o thou_o a_o sinner_n 10.6_o a_o grievous_a sinner_n be_v not_o god_n a_o searcher_n of_o sin_n a_o grievous_a punisher_n of_o grievous_a sin_n do_v thou_o not_o pray_v to_o he_o to_o turn_v away_o his_o face_n from_o thy_o sin_n 13_o do_v not_o holy_a job_n say_v where_o shall_v i_o hide_v i_o from_o thy_o countenance_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o will_v thou_o have_v he_o turn_v his_o face_n to_o thou_o be_v a_o most_o heinous_a sinner_n yes_o yes_o i_o know_v well_o enough_o what_o i_o desire_v i_o know_v that_o god_n have_v more_o face_n than_o one_o 33.20_o he_o have_v a_o face_n of_o majesty_n which_o no_o man_n can_v see_v and_o live_v this_o face_n i_o can_v see_v he_o have_v a_o face_n of_o justice_n 33.5_o this_o face_n i_o will_v not_o see_v it_o be_v terrible_a to_o sinner_n this_o face_n be_v upon_o they_o who_o do_v evil_a to_o destroy_v their_o memorial_n from_o the_o earth_n but_o he_o have_v another_o face_n of_o compassion_n and_o mercy_n and_o this_o face_n be_v like_o the_o sun_n exceed_v full_a both_o of_o beauty_n and_o of_o virtue_n this_o face_n he_o hide_v from_o sinner_n this_o face_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v display_v upon_o i_o be_v it_o never_o so_o cloudy_a never_o so_o angry_a the_o anger_n of_o this_o face_n be_v to_o make_v sinner_n pure_a 6.25_o lord_n make_v this_o face_n to_o shine_v upon_o i_o and_o be_v merciful_a to_o i_o lord_n this_o face_n do_v i_o seek_v 27.9.10_o oh_o hide_v not_o thou_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o nor_o cast_v away_o thy_o servant_n in_o displeasure_n come_v come_v gracious_a lord_n withhold_v no_o long_o o_o water_n of_o life_n o_o shower_n of_o 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of_o repentance_n the_o part_n be_v set_v forth_o in_o the_o table_n next_o adjoin_v this_o psalm_n declare_v the_o power_n and_o dignity_n of_o repentance_n in_o that_o it_o make_v a_o man_n bless_v ver_fw-la 1._o the_o manner_n namely_o that_o it_o be_v without_o hypocrisy_n ver_fw-la 2._o with_o trouble_n sorrow_n and_o contrition_n ver_fw-la 3._o &_o 4._o confession_n ver_fw-la 5._o &_o 6._o the_o effect_n in_o regard_n of_o the_o godly_a namely_o encouragement_n to_o call_v upon_o god_n ver_fw-la 7._o the_o penitent_n themselves_n viz._n safety_n ver_fw-la 8._o joy_n ver_fw-la 8._o the_o wicked_a viz._n instruction_n to_o be_v guide_v by_o understanding_n ver_n 9_o &_o 10._o to_o who_o be_v also_o assure_v great_a plague_n for_o sinner_n ver_fw-la 11._o mercy_n for_o the_o righteous_a ver_fw-la 12._o verse_n i._o bless_a be_v he_o who_o unrighteousness_n be_v forgive_v and_o who_o sin_n be_v cover_v 1_o riches_n honour_n power_n etc._n etc._n make_v not_o man_n happy_a by_o 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make_v foolish_a do_v thou_o bear_v thyself_o proud_a upon_o confidence_n of_o thy_o power_n 52._o god_n scatter_v the_o proud_a and_o put_v down_o the_o mighty_a be_v thou_o ungodly_a and_o yet_o honourable_a and_o rich_a but_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o wicked_a turn_v to_o their_o shame_n 3.19_o and_o what_o hope_n have_v the_o hypocrite_n when_o he_o have_v heap_v up_o riches_n 27.8_o if_o god_n take_v away_o his_o soul_n doubtless_o the_o riches_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v rack_n and_o torment_n their_o honour_n heavy_a vanity_n their_o power_n a_o tempestuous_a puff_n their_o pleasure_n sharp_a fever_n of_o the_o mind_n their_o serious_a exercise_n child_n play_n they_o dazzle_v ignorant_a eye_n with_o exernall_a show_n but_o inward_o they_o endure_v many_o grievous_a gripe_n they_o be_v attend_v and_o resort_v to_o by_o many_o but_o no_o otherwise_o then_o fly_v flock_n to_o honey_n mouse_n to_o corn_n vulture_n to_o a_o carcase_n the_o multitude_n pursue_v their_o own_o prey_n 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we_o bring_v all_o we_o lie_v to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 5.3_o which_o be_v a_o most_o fearful_a and_o heavy_a sin_n one_o hook_n suffici_v to_o take_v the_o fish_n one_o snare_n to_o fetter_v the_o soul_n but_o the_o devil_n be_v a_o most_o cunning_a angler_n a_o very_a expert_a fowler_n he_o cast_v many_o bait_n he_o pitch_v many_o snare_n in_o our_o path_n if_o we_o remain_v entangle_v in_o any_o one_o if_o by_o sincere_a repentance_n we_o free_v not_o ourselves_o from_o all_o we_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o be_v his_o prey_n if_o we_o acknowledge_v not_o our_o sin_n we_o acknowledge_v not_o god_n mercy_n in_o forgive_a our_o sin_n we_o we_o be_v unworthy_a to_o have_v that_o debt_n remit_v which_o we_o be_v unwilling_a to_o confess_v so_o much_o as_o we_o conceal_v of_o our_o sin_n so_o much_o do_v we_o add_v ingratitude_n to_o injury_n and_o despite_n we_o double_v the_o wrong_n that_o we_o have_v do_v if_o to_o disability_n for_o discharge_v we_o add_v falsehood_n in_o our_o 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all_o who_o ever_o descend_v from_o he_o this_o be_v the_o seed_n of_o all_o actual_a sin_n this_o be_v in_o power_n all_o sin_n in_o the_o world_n not_o only_o if_o we_o act_v the_o wicked_a motion_n thereof_o but_o if_o we_o yield_v consent_n unto_o they_o if_o without_o consent_n we_o take_v pleasure_n in_o think_v of_o they_o than_o they_o turn_v to_o actual_a sin_n but_o these_o delight_n have_v so_o swarm_v in_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o can_v not_o but_o feel_v the_o viperous_a brood_n within_o i_o i_o have_v so_o often_o entertain_v they_o with_o consent_n so_o often_o either_o in_o deed_n or_o by_o endeavour_n bring_v they_o forth_o into_o action_n that_o i_o can_v not_o but_o see_v the_o hideous_a heap_n and_o yet_o i_o always_o want_v either_o remembrance_n or_o disposition_n to_o cast_v up_o my_o reckon_n and_o to_o confess_v they_o sometime_o the_o devil_n do_v stupefy_v and_o benumb_v my_o soul_n and_o then_o i_o have_v little_a or_o no_o feel_n of_o my_o sin_n than_o sin_n lie_v conceal_v in_o i_o then_o either_o i_o entertain_v no_o thought_n or_o else_o be_v dull_a and_o careless_a to_o acknowledge_v my_o sin_n but_o as_o how_o much_o the_o long_o any_o filthy_a liquor_n stand_v in_o a_o vessel_n so_o much_o the_o more_o be_v the_o vessel_n foul_v and_o stain_v and_o so_o much_o the_o more_o hardly_o can_v the_o foul_a stain_n be_v rub_v clean_o so_o the_o long_a time_n that_o poisonous_a sin_n remain_v in_o my_o bosom_n with_o a_o quiet_a and_o uncontrolled_a custom_n the_o more_o be_v my_o unhappy_a soul_n soil_v therewith_o the_o more_o deep_a stain_n be_v print_v therein_o and_o the_o more_o hard_a to_o be_v deface_v sometime_o i_o be_v so_o sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n so_o apprehensive_a both_o of_o the_o number_n &_o deformity_n of_o they_o that_o i_o become_v thereby_o either_o ashamed_a or_o afraid_a to_o confess_v they_o to_o the_o lord_n to_o desplay_v they_o before_o those_o beautiful_a eye_n which_o be_v much_o offend_v with_o such_o impure_a object_n the_o shame_n and_o the_o fear_n which_o the_o devil_n take_v away_o when_o i_o commit_v sin_n he_o restore_v again_o when_o i_o shall_v confess_v they_o and_o as_o a_o expert_a captain_n who_o besiege_v a_o fort_n do_v first_o block_n up_o all_o passage_n by_o which_o it_o may_v receive_v any_o aid_n so_o the_o devil_n do_v in_o such_o sort_n beset_v and_o besot_v my_o soul_n that_o he_o stop_v all_o the_o way_n by_o which_o repentance_n may_v relieve_v it_o i_o be_v easy_o persuade_v not_o to_o stir_v the_o unsavoury_a puddle_n not_o to_o dig_v the_o filthy_a dunghill_n of_o my_o sin_n to_o the_o bottom_n for_o who_o can_v answer_v the_o just_a charge_n who_o dare_v think_v upon_o the_o just_a punishment_n for_o his_o offence_n in_o this_o life_n he_o may_v expect_v whole_a army_n of_o evil_n and_o death_n which_o be_v to_o other_o the_o port_n of_o their_o tempestuous_a navigation_n to_o he_o will_v seem_v a_o gulf_n both_o of_o intolerable_a and_o eternal_a torment_n so_o i_o sottish_o seek_v to_o hide_v my_o sin_n in_o my_o own_o oblivion_n i_o do_v foolish_o flatter_v myself_o that_o thou_o o_o lord_n will_v never_o remember_v what_o i_o do_v forget_v that_o my_o offence_n lock_v up_o in_o my_o own_o silence_n shall_v be_v close_o shut_v from_o thy_o knowledge_n or_o regard_n i_o vain_o think_v that_o by_o not_o speak_v or_o not_o think_v of_o my_o sin_n i_o shall_v most_o ready_o extinguish_v the_o memory_n of_o they_o but_o as_o fire_n the_o less_o vent_v it_o have_v the_o more_o furious_o it_o burn_v and_o as_o a_o fester_a and_o rot_a sore_n not_o open_v and_o cleanse_v which_o the_o patient_n do_v not_o unfold_v to_o the_o chirurgeon_n and_o both_o desire_n and_o endure_v his_o help_n putrefi_v and_o inflame_v the_o more_o and_o the_o more_o do_v the_o corruption_n both_o penetrate_v and_o spread_v so_o my_o sin_n while_o they_o be_v smother_v within_o my_o own_o conscience_n while_o they_o be_v not_o by_o confession_n lay_v open_a to_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o more_o terrible_o anguish_n and_o torment_v i_o but_o do_v deep_o infect_v the_o very_a substance_n of_o my_o soul_n the_o contagion_n of_o sin_n do_v spread_v like_o a_o leprosy_n over_o every_o part_n the_o strong_a virtue_n be_v infect_v therewith_o all_o the_o faculty_n be_v draw_v to_o a_o habit_n of_o evil_a they_o do_v not_o only_a anguish_n i_o but_o they_o do_v waste_v and_o consume_v i_o they_o draw_v thy_o heavy_a judgement_n upon_o i_o the_o danger_n which_o they_o bring_v upon_o i_o be_v no_o less_o than_o be_v the_o disquiet_n for_o i_o feel_v in_o my_o soul_n beside_o the_o sharp_a sting_n of_o my_o conscience_n the_o heavy_a blow_n and_o more_o heavy_a threat_n of_o thy_o indignation_n many_o calamity_n thou_o do_v also_o cast_v upon_o my_o body_n &_o upon_o the_o issue_n of_o my_o affair_n and_o so_o sharpelie_o do_v thou_o visit_v i_o both_o outward_o and_o within_o that_o fail_v or_o at_o least_o faint_a in_o body_n and_o mind_n i_o 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