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as_o may_v recompense_v that_o everlasting_a bitterness_n that_o attend_v it_o it_o be_v certain_a no_o man_n in_o his_o wit_n can_v upon_o sober_a judge_n imagine_v there_o be_v but_o alas_o we_o give_v not_o ourselves_o time_n to_o weigh_v thing_n but_o suffer_v ourselves_o to_o be_v hurry_v away_o with_o the_o heat_n of_o a_o angry_a humour_n never_o consider_v how_o dear_o we_o must_v pay_v for_o it_o like_o the_o silly_a bee_n that_o in_o anger_n leave_v at_o once_o her_o sting_n and_o her_o life_n behind_o she_o the_o sting_n may_v perhaps_o give_v some_o short_a pain_n to_o the_o flesh_n it_o stick_v in_o but_o yet_o there_o be_v none_o but_o discern_v the_o bee_n have_v the_o worst_a of_o it_o that_o pay_v her_o life_n for_o so_o poor_a a_o revenge_n so_o it_o be_v in_o the_o great_a act_n of_o our_o malice_n we_o may_v perhaps_o leave_v our_o sting_n in_o other_o put_v they_o to_o some_o present_a trouble_n but_o that_o compare_v with_o the_o hurt_n redound_v to_o ourselves_o 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daily_a prayer_n where_o we_o make_v it_o the_o condition_n on_o which_o we_o beg_v pardon_n from_o god_n forgive_v we_o our_o trespass_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o we_o what_o a_o heavy_a curse_n than_o do_v every_o revengeful_a person_n lie_v upon_o himself_o when_o he_o say_v this_o prayer_n he_o do_v in_o effect_n beg_v god_n not_o to_o forgive_v he_o and_o it_o be_v too_o sure_a that_o part_n of_o his_o prayer_n will_v be_v hear_v he_o shall_v be_v forgive_v just_a as_o he_o forgive_v that_o be_v not_o at_o all_o this_o be_v yet_o far_o set_v out_o to_o we_o in_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o servant_n mat._n 18._o the_o servant_n have_v obtain_v of_o his_o lord_n the_o forgiveness_n of_o a_o vast_a debt_n ten_o thousand_o talent_n yet_o be_v so_o cruel_a to_o his_o fellow_n servant_n as_o to_o exact_v a_o poor_a triflng_n sum_n of_o a_o hundred_o penny_n upon_o which_o his_o lord_n recal_n his_o former_a forgiveness_n and_o charge_v 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kindness_n be_v better_a than_o life_n itself_o lord_n lift_v thou_o up_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n upon_o i_o comfort_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o servant_n for_o unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v i_o lift_v up_o my_o soul_n thanksgiving_n i_o will_v always_o give_v thanks_o unto_o the_o lord_n his_o praise_n shall_v ever_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v thank_v thou_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v praise_v thou_o i_o will_v sing_v unto_o the_o lord_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v i_o will_v praise_v my_o god_n while_o i_o have_v my_o be_v praise_v be_v god_n which_o have_v not_o cast_v out_o my_o prayer_n nor_o turn_v his_o mercy_n from_o
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nothing_o well_o wash_v away_o the_o guilt_n of_o my_o sin_n in_o his_o blood_n and_o subdue_v the_o power_n of_o they_o by_o his_o grace_n and_o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v from_o this_o hour_n bid_v a_o final_a adieu_n to_o all_o ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n that_o i_o may_v never_o once_o more_o cast_v a_o look_n towards_o sodom_n or_o long_o after_o the_o flesh_n pot_n of_o egypt_n but_o consecrate_v myself_o entire_o to_o thou_o to_o serve_v thou_o in_o righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n reckon_v myself_o to_o be_v dead_a indeed_o unto_o sin_n but_o alive_a unto_o god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n and_o bless_a saviour_n this_o penitential_a psalm_n may_v also_o fit_o be_v use_v psal._n 51._o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o god_n after_o thy_o great_a goodness_n according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n do_v away_o my_o offence_n wash_v i_o thorough_o from_o my_o wickedness_n and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n for_o i_o knowledge_n 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i_o the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o help_n again_o and_o establish_v i_o with_o thy_o free_a spirit_n then_o shall_v i_o teach_v thy_o way_n unto_o the_o wicked_a and_o sinner_n shall_v be_v convert_v unto_o thou_o deliver_v i_o from_o blood_n guiltiness_n o_o god_n thou_o that_o be_v the_o god_n of_o my_o health_n and_o my_o tongue_n shall_v sing_v of_o thy_o righteousness_n thou_o shall_v open_v my_o lip_n o_o lord_n and_o my_o mouth_n shall_v show_v thy_o praise_n for_o thou_o desire_v no_o sacrifice_n else_o will_v i_o give_v it_o thou_o but_o thou_o delight_v not_o in_o burnt-offering_a the_o sacrifice_n of_o god_n be_v a_o trouble_a spirit_n a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n o_o god_n shall_v thou_o not_o despise_v o_o be_v favourable_a and_o gracious_a unto_o zion_n build_v thou_o the_o wall_n of_o jerusalem_n then_o shall_v thou_o be_v please_v with_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o righteousness_n with_o the_o burnt-offerings_a and_o oblation_n then_o shall_v they_o offer_v young_a 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he_o that_o he_o may_v be_v able_a to_o judge_n whether_o thy_o repentance_n be_v such_o as_o may_v give_v thou_o confidence_n to_o appear_v before_o god_n dreadful_a tribunal_n and_o that_o if_o it_o be_v not_o he_o may_v help_v thou_o what_o he_o can_v towards_o the_o make_n it_o sâ—_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v thus_o provide_v for_o thy_o better_a part_n thy_o soul_n then_o consider_v thy_o body_n also_o and_o as_o the_o wise_a man_n say_v eccl._n 38._o 12._o give_v pâ—aâ—e_n to_o the_o physician_n for_o the_o lord_n have_v create_v he_o use_v such_o mean_n as_o may_v be_v most_o likely_a to_o recover_v thy_o health_n but_o always_o remember_v that_o the_o success_n of_o they_o must_v come_v from_o
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reconcile_v to_o thy_o brother_n and_o then_o come_v and_o offer_v thy_o gift_n where_o you_o see_v that_o though_o the_o gift_n be_v already_o at_o the_o altar_n it_o must_v rather_o be_v leave_v there_o unoffered_a then_o be_v offer_v by_o a_o man_n that_o be_v not_o at_o perfect_a peace_n with_o his_o neighbour_n and_o if_o this_o charity_n be_v so_o necessary_a in_o all_o our_o service_n much_o more_o in_o this_o where_o by_o a_o joint_a partake_n in_o the_o same_o holy_a mystery_n we_o signify_v our_o be_v unite_a and_o knit_v not_o only_o to_o christ_n our_o head_n but_o also_o to_o each_o other_o as_o fellow-member_n and_o therefore_o if_o we_o come_v with_o any_o malice_n in_o our_o heart_n we_o commit_v a_o act_n of_o the_o high_a hypocrisy_n by_o make_v a_o solemn_a profession_n in_o the_o sacrament_n of_o that_o charity_n and_o brotherly_a love_n whereof_o our_o heart_n be_v quite_o void_a 19_o another_o most_o necessary_a grace_n at_o this_o time_n be_v that_o of_o devotion_n devotion_n for_o the_o raise_n whereof_o we_o must_v allow_v ourselves_o some_o time_n to_o withdraw_v from_o our_o worldly_a affair_n and_o whole_o to_o set_v ourselves_o to_o this_o business_n of_o preparation_n one_o very_o especial_a part_n of_o which_o preparation_n lie_v in_o raise_v up_o our_o soul_n to_o a_o devout_a and_o heavenly_a temper_n and_o to_o that_o it_o be_v most_o necessary_a that_o we_o cast_v off_o all_o thought_n of_o the_o world_n for_o they_o will_v be_v sure_a as_o so_o many_o clog_n to_o hinder_v our_o soul_n in_o their_o mount_n towards_o heaven_n a_o special_a exercise_n of_o this_o devotion_n be_v prayer_n wherein_o we_o must_v be_v very_o frequent_a and_o earnest_n at_o our_o come_n to_o the_o sacrament_n this_o be_v one_o great_a instrument_n whereby_o we_o must_v obtain_v all_o those_o other_o grace_n require_v in_o our_o preparation_n therefore_o be_v sure_a this_o be_v not_o omit_v for_o if_o you_o use_v never_o so_o much_o endeavour_v beside_o and_o leave_v out_o this_o it_o be_v the_o go_v to_o work_v in_o your_o own_o strength_n without_o look_v to_o god_n for_o his_o help_n and_o then_o it_o be_v impossible_a you_o shall_v prosper_v in_o it_o for_o we_o be_v not_o able_a of_o ourselves_o to_o think_v any_o thing_n as_o of_o ourselves_o but_o our_o sufficiency_n be_v of_o god_n 2_o cor._n 3._o 5._o therefore_o be_v instant_a with_o he_o so_o to_o assist_v you_o with_o his_o grace_n that_o you_o may_v come_v so_o fit_v to_o this_o holy_a table_n that_o you_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o the_o benefit_n there_o reach_v out_o to_o all_o worthy_a receiver_n 20._o grace_n these_o and_o all_o other_o spiritual_a grace_n our_o soul_n must_v be_v clothe_v with_o when_o we_o come_v to_o this_o feast_n for_o this_o be_v that_o wedding_n garment_n without_o which_o whosoever_o come_v be_v like_a to_o have_v the_o entertainment_n mention_v in_o the_o parable_n of_o he_o who_o come_v to_o the_o marriage_n without_o a_o wedding_n garment_n mat._n 22._o 13._o who_o be_v cast_v into_o utter_a darkness_n where_o be_v weep_v and_o gnash_n of_o tooth_n for_o though_o it_o be_v possible_a he_o may_v sit_v it_o out_o at_o the_o present_a and_o not_o be_v snatch_v from_o the_o table_n yet_o st._n paul_n assure_v he_o he_o drink_v damnation_n to_o himself_o and_o howsoever_o it_o may_v fall_v on_o he_o be_v uncertain_a but_o it_o be_v sure_a it_o will_v if_o repentance_n prevent_v it_o not_o and_o as_o sure_o that_o when_o ever_o it_o do_v come_v it_o will_v be_v intolerable_a for_o who_o among_o we_o can_v dwell_v with_o everlasting_a burn_n isa._n 33._o 14._o 21._o i_o shall_v add_v but_o one_o thing_n more_o concern_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v to_o be_v do_v before_o the_o sacrament_n guide_n and_o that_o be_v a_o advice_n that_o if_o any_o person_n upon_o a_o serion_n view_v of_o himself_o can_v satisfy_v his_o own_o soul_n of_o his_o sincerity_n and_o so_o doubt_n whether_o he_o may_v come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n he_o do_v not_o rest_v whole_o on_o his_o own_o judgement_n in_o the_o case_n for_o if_o he_o be_v a_o true_o humble_v soul_n it_o be_v likely_a he_o may_v judge_v too_o hardly_o of_o himself_o if_o he_o be_v not_o it_o be_v odds_o but_o if_o he_o be_v leave_v to_o the_o satisfy_n of_o his_o own_o doubt_n he_o will_v quick_o bring_v himself_o to_o pass_v too_o favourable_a a_o sentence_n or_o whether_o he_o be_v the_o one_o or_o the_o other_o if_o he_o come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n in_o that_o doubt_n he_o certain_o plunge_v himself_o into_o further_a doubt_n and_o scruple_n if_o not_o into_o sin_n on_o the_o other_o side_n if_o he_o forbear_v because_o of_o it_o if_o that_o fear_n be_v a_o causeless_a one_o than_o he_o groundless_o absent_v himself_o from_o that_o holy_a ordinance_n and_o so_o deprive_v his_o soul_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o it_o threfore_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o many_o danger_n which_o attend_v the_o mistake_n of_o himself_o i_o will_v as_o i_o say_v before_o exhort_v he_o not_o to_o trust_v to_o his_o own_o judgement_n but_o to_o make_v know_v his_o case_n to_o some_o discreet_a and_o godly_a minister_n and_o rather_o be_v guidâ—â—_n by_o he_o who_o will_v probable_o if_o the_o case_n be_v due_o and_o without_o any_o disguise_n discover_v to_o he_o be_v better_o able_a to_o judge_v of_o he_o than_o he_o of_o himself_o this_o be_v the_o council_n the_o church_n give_v in_o the_o exhortation_n before_o the_o communion_n where_o it_o be_v advise_v that_o if_o any_o by_o other_o mean_n therefore_o mention_v can_v quiet_v his_o own_o conscience_n but_o require_v far_a counsel_n and_o comfort_n than_o let_v he_o go_v to_o some_o discreet_a and_o learned_a minister_n of_o god_n word_n and_o open_v his_o grief_n that_o he_o
till_o that_o be_v do_v 3._o the_o second_o part_n of_o prayer_n be_v petition_n petition_n that_o be_v the_o beg_n of_o god_n whatsoever_o we_o want_v either_o for_o our_o soul_n or_o body_n for_o our_o soul_n we_o must_v first_o beg_v pardon_n of_o sin_n soul_n and_o that_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o jesus_n christ_n who_o shed_v his_o blood_n to_o obtain_v it_o then_o we_o must_v also_o beg_v the_o grace_n and_o assistance_n of_o god_n spirit_n to_o enable_v we_o to_o forsake_v our_o sin_n and_o to_o walk_v in_o obedience_n to_o he_o and_o herein_o it_o will_v be_v needful_a particular_o to_o beg_v all_o the_o several_a virtue_n as_o faith_n love_n zeal_n purity_n repentance_n and_o the_o like_a but_o especial_o those_o which_o thou_o most_o want_v and_o therefore_o observe_v what_o thy_o want_n be_v and_o if_o thou_o be_v proud_a be_v most_o instant_a in_o pray_v for_o humility_n if_o lustful_a for_o chastity_n and_o so_o for_o all_o other_o grace_n according_a as_o thou_o find_v thy_o need_n and_o in_o all_o these_o thing_n that_o concern_v thy_o soul_n be_v very_o earnest_a and_o importunate_a take_v no_o denial_n from_o god_n nor_o give_v over_o though_o thou_o do_v not_o present_o obtain_v what_o thou_o sue_v for_o but_o if_o thou_o have_v never_o so_o long_o pray_v for_o a_o grace_n and_o yet_o find_v it_o not_o do_v not_o grow_v weary_a of_o pray_v but_o rather_o search_v what_o the_o cause_n may_v be_v which_o make_v thy_o prayer_n so_o ineffectual_a see_v if_o thou_o do_v not_o thyself_o hinder_v they_o perhaps_o thou_o pray_v to_o god_n to_o enable_v thou_o to_o conquer_v some_o sin_n and_o yet_o never_o go_v about_o to_o fight_v against_o it_o never_o make_v any_o resistance_n but_o yield_a to_o it_o as_o oft_o as_o it_o come_v nay_o put_v thyself_o in_o its_o way_n in_o the_o road_n of_o all_o temptation_n if_o it_o be_v thus_o no_o wonder_n though_o thy_o prayer_n avail_v not_o for_o thou_o will_v not_o let_v they_o therefore_o amend_v this_o and_o set_v to_o the_o do_v of_o thy_o part_n sincere_o and_o then_o thou_o need_v not_o fear_v but_o god_n will_v do_v he_o 4._o second_o bodiâ—â—_n we_o be_v to_o petition_v also_o for_o our_o body_n that_o be_v we_o be_v to_o ask_v of_o god_n such_o necessary_n of_o life_n as_o be_v needful_a to_o we_o while_o we_o live_v here_o but_o these_o only_a in_o such_o a_o degree_n and_o measure_n as_o his_o wisdom_n see_v best_a for_o we_o we_o must_v not_o presume_v to_o be_v our_o own_o carver_n and_o pray_v for_o all_o that_o wealth_n or_o greatness_n which_o our_o own_o vain_a heart_n may_v perhaps_o desire_v but_o only_o â—or_a such_o a_o condition_n in_o respect_n of_o outward_a thing_n as_o he_o see_v may_o most_o tend_v to_o those_o great_a end_n of_o our_o live_n here_o the_o glorify_v he_o and_o the_o save_n of_o our_o own_o soul_n 5._o a_o three_o part_n of_o prayer_n be_v deprecation_n deprecation_n that_o be_v when_o we_o pray_v to_o god_n to_o turn_v away_o some_o evil_n from_o we_o now_o this_o evil_n may_v be_v either_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n or_o the_o evil_n of_o punishment_n the_o evil_a of_o sin_n be_v that_o we_o be_v especial_o to_o pray_v against_o sin_n most_o earnest_o beg_v of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v by_o the_o power_n of_o his_o grace_n preserve_v we_o from_o fall_v into_o sin_n and_o whatever_o sin_n they_o be_v to_o which_o thou_o know_v thyself_o most_o incline_v there_o be_v particular_o earnest_a with_o god_n to_o preserve_v thou_o from_o they_o this_o be_v to_o be_v do_v daily_o but_o then_o more_o especial_o when_o we_o be_v under_o any_o present_a temptation_n &_o in_o danger_n of_o fall_v into_o any_o sin_n in_o which_o case_n we_o have_v reason_n to_o cry_v out_o as_o st._n peter_n do_v when_o he_o find_v himself_o sink_v save_o lord_n or_o i_o perish_v humble_o beseech_v he_o either_o to_o withdraw_v the_o temptation_n or_o strengthen_v we_o to_o withstand_v it_o neither_o of_o which_o we_o can_v do_v for_o ourselves_o 6._o second_o punishment_n we_o be_v likewise_o to_o pray_v against_o the_o evil_n of_o punishment_n but_o principal_o against_o spiritual_a punishment_n as_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n the_o withdraw_a of_o his_o grace_n and_o eternal_a damnation_n against_o these_o we_o can_v never_o pray_v with_o too_o much_o earnestness_n but_o we_o may_v also_o pray_v against_o temporal_a punishment_n that_o be_v any_o outward_a affliction_n but_o this_o with_o submission_n to_o god_n will_v according_a to_o the_o example_n of_o christ_n mat._n 26._o 39_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v 7._o a_o four_o part_n of_o prayer_n be_v intercession_n that_o be_v intercession_n pray_v for_o other_o this_o in_o general_n we_o be_v to_o do_v for_o all_o mankind_n as_o well_o stranger_n as_o acquaintance_n but_o more_o particular_o those_o to_o who_o we_o have_v any_o especial_a relation_n either_o public_a as_o our_o governor_n both_o in_o church_n and_o state_n or_o private_a as_o parent_n husband_n wife_n child_n friend_n etc._n etc._n we_o be_v also_o to_o pray_v for_o all_o that_o be_v in_o affliction_n and_o such_o particular_a person_n as_o we_o discern_v especial_o to_o be_v so_o yea_o we_o be_v to_o pray_v for_o those_o that_o have_v do_v injury_n those_o that_o despiteful_o use_v we_o and_o persecute_v we_o for_o it_o be_v express_o the_o command_n of_o christ_n mat._n 5._o 44._o and_o that_o whereof_o he_o have_v likewise_o give_v we_o the_o high_a example_n in_o pray_v even_o for_o his_o very_a crucifier_n luc._n 23._o 34._o father_n forgive_v they_o for_o all_o these_o sort_n of_o person_n we_o be_v to_o pray_v and_o that_o for_o the_o very_a same_o good_a thing_n we_o beg_v of_o god_n for_o our_o self_n that_o god_n will_v give_v they_o in_o their_o several_a place_n and_o calling_n all_o spiritual_a and_o temporal_a blessing_n which_o he_o see_v want_v to_o they_o and_o turn_v away_o from_o they_o all_o evil_n whether_o of_o sin_n or_o punishment_n 8._o the_o five_o part_n of_o prayer_n be_v thanksgiving_n thanksgiving_n that_o be_v the_o praise_v and_o blessing_n god_n for_o all_o his_o mercy_n whether_o to_o our_o own_o person_n and_o those_o that_o immediate_o relate_v to_o we_o or_o to_o the_o church_n and_o nation_n whereof_o we_o be_v member_n or_o yet_o more_o general_a to_o all_o mankind_n and_o this_o for_o all_o his_o mercy_n both_o spiritual_a and_o temporal_a in_o the_o spiritual_a first_o for_o those_o wherein_o we_o be_v all_o in_o common_a concern_v as_o the_o give_v of_o his_o son_n the_o send_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o all_o those_o mean_n he_o have_v use_v to_o bring_v sinful_a man_n unto_o himself_o then_o second_o for_o those_o mercy_n we_o have_v in_o our_o own_o particular_n receive_v such_o be_v the_o have_v be_v bear_v within_o the_o pale_a of_o the_o church_n and_o so_o bring_v up_o in_o christian_a religion_n by_o which_o we_o have_v be_v partaker_n of_o those_o precious_a advantage_n of_o the_o word_n and_o sacrament_n and_o so_o have_v have_v without_o any_o care_n or_o pain_n of_o we_o the_o mean_n of_o eternal_a life_n put_v into_o our_o hand_n but_o beside_o these_o there_o be_v none_o of_o we_o but_o have_v receive_v other_o spiritual_a mean_n from_o god_n 9_o as_o first_o god_n patience_n mercy_n and_o long-suffering_a wait_v for_o our_o repentance_n and_o not_o cut_v we_o off_o in_o our_o sin_n second_o his_o call_n and_o invitation_n of_o we_o to_o that_o repentance_n not_o only_o outward_a in_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o word_n but_o also_o inward_a by_o the_o motion_n of_o his_o spirit_n but_o then_o if_o thou_o be_v one_o that_o have_v by_o the_o help_n of_o god_n grace_n be_v wrought_v upon_o by_o these_o call_v and_o bring_v from_o a_o profane_a or_o worldly_a to_o a_o christian_a course_n of_o life_n thou_o be_v sure_o in_o the_o high_a degree_n tie_v to_o magnify_v and_o praise_v his_o goodness_n as_o have_v receive_v from_o he_o the_o great_a of_o mercy_n 10._o we_o be_v likewise_o to_o give_v thanks_o for_o temporal_a blessing_n temporal_a whether_o such_o as_o concern_v the_o public_a as_o the_o prosperity_n of_o the_o church_n or_o nation_n and_o all_o remarkable_a deliverance_n offer_v to_o either_o or_o else_o such_o as_o concern_v our_o particular_n such_o be_v all_o the_o good_a thing_n of_o this_o life_n which_o we_o enjoy_v as_o health_n friend_n food_z raiment_n and_o the_o like_a also_o for_o those_o minuit_o preservation_n whereby_o we_o be_v by_o god_n gracious_a providence_n keep_v from_o danger_n and_o the_o especial_a deliverance_n which_o god_n have_v give_v we_o in_o time_n of_o great_a peril_n it_o will_v be_v impossible_a to_o set_v down_o the_o several_a mercy_n which_o everyman_n receive_v from_o god_n because_o they_o
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