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break_v they_o i_o have_v tie_v myself_o up_o with_o vow_n but_o present_o have_v be_v tempt_v and_o yield_v by_o little_a and_o little_a till_o i_o be_v willing_o lose_v and_o my_o vow_n signify_v no_o more_o than_o vain_a promise_n lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n vii_o o_o lord_n i_o stand_v guilty_a of_o another_o heap_n of_o sin_n my_o secret_a one_o which_o be_v innumerable_a sin_n of_o omission_n and_o sin_n willing_o neglect_v sin_n of_o wilful_a ignorance_n and_o voluntary_a mispersuation_n sin_n of_o forgetfulness_n and_o sin_n which_o a_o watchful_a spirit_n may_v have_v prevent_v the_o multitude_n of_o they_o o_o lord_n confound_v i_o and_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o be_v horrible_a they_o be_v a_o sight_n too_o loathsome_a and_o unsufferable_a be_v their_o burden_n lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n viii_o yet_o o_o lord_n thy_o merciful_a eye_n have_v spare_v i_o to_o this_o present_a and_o have_v not_o cast_v i_o into_o hell_n among_o the_o damn_a which_o by_o my_o sin_n i_o have_v long_o since_o deserve_v and_o to_o have_v be_v lock_v up_o to_o a_o eternity_n of_o torment_n with_o insupportable_a amazement_n too_o long_o o_o lord_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o and_o long_o since_o deserve_v thy_o severe_a scourge_v i_o have_v commit_v iniquity_n in_o thy_o sight_n and_o can_v escape_v thy_o justice_n but_o by_o fly_v to_o thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n the_o prayer_n o_o lord_n give_v i_o a_o deep_a contrition_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o a_o hearty_a detestation_n and_o loathe_n of_o they_o give_v i_o grace_n entire_o present_o and_o for_o ever_o to_o forsake_v they_o and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v walk_v with_o care_n and_o prudence_n with_o fear_n and_o watchfulness_n all_o my_o day_n perform_v my_o duty_n with_o diligence_n and_o charity_n with_o zeal_n and_o a_o never_o faint_a spirit_n ii_o deliver_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o extreme_a calamity_n here_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o 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i_o beseech_v thou_o all_o unhappy_a difference_n and_o division_n that_o be_v among_o we_o take_v away_o from_o all_o man_n heart_n the_o spirit_n of_o division_n and_o contention_n the_o spirit_n of_o blood_n thirstiness_n and_o revenge_n the_o spirit_n of_o pride_n blindness_n of_o heart_n vain_a glory_n and_o hypocrisy_n of_o envy_n hatred_n malice_n and_o all_o vncharitableness_n and_o give_v we_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n unity_n and_o concord_n the_o spirit_n of_o moderation_n the_o spirit_n of_o due_a obedience_n and_o above_o all_o the_o spirit_n of_o thy_o fear_n that_o we_o may_v at_o length_n meet_v and_o live_v in_o the_o unity_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o in_o the_o bond_n of_o peace_n and_o with_o one_o mouth_n praise_v thou_o our_o god_n and_o with_o one_o heart_n love_v one_o another_o read_v psal_n 69.88_o 1_o lesson_n isa_n 53._o 2_o lesson_n 1_o pet._n 2._o saturday_n morning_n meditation_n lord_z i_o confess_v without_o thou_o my_o endeavour_n be_v in_o vain_a and_o without_o thy_o blessing_n my_o hope_n can_v never_o succeed_v but_o i_o also_o know_v thou_o rewarde_a those_o who_o obey_v thou_o and_o fail_v not_o to_o relieve_v with_o a_o generous_a bounty_n those_o who_o depend_v on_o thou_o o_o give_v i_o 1._o thy_o grace_n to_o observe_v my_o part_n and_o i_o will_v not_o fear_v the_o performance_n of_o thou_o thou_o call_v to_o thyself_o the_o poor_a and_o humble_a to_o eat_v and_o drink_v at_o thy_o holy_a table_n those_o who_o faithful_o live_v together_o in_o unity_n thou_o gracious_o invite_v to_o thy_o royal_a feast_n prefer_v they_o all_o to_o thy_o friendship_n here_o that_o they_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o glory_n hearafter_o ii_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o at_o any_o time_n loose_a the_o presence_n of_o thy_o god_n thou_o will_v besure_n to_o find_v he_o at_o his_o holy_a table_n there_o seek_v he_o with_o grace_n and_o perseverance_n seek_v he_o with_o prayer_n and_o sigh_n and_o tear_n and_o be_v sure_a at_o last_o thou_o 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into_o thy_o presence_n with_o confidence_n see_v that_o my_o conscience_n tell_v i_o i_o have_v break_v all_o thy_o commandment_n as_o i_o have_v sin_v in_o thought_n and_o word_n in_o thought_n more_o than_o i_o can_v think_v and_o in_o word_n more_o than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o express_v the_o number_n of_o they_o be_v so_o great_a that_o i_o have_v scarce_o room_n for_o any_o more_o i_o be_o impure_a but_o thou_o of_o pure_a eye_n than_o to_o behold_v iniquity_n ii_o but_o if_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o i_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o stand_v before_o thou_o i_o confess_v there_o be_v but_o one_o way_n to_o sly_a from_o thou_o as_o a_o angry_a god_n which_o be_v to_o sly_a to_o thou_o as_o a_o reconcile_a father_n reconcile_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n jesus_n christ_n to_o fly_v from_o the_o strict_a bar_n of_o thy_o judgement_n to_o thy_o tender_a bowel_n of_o compassion_n not_o according_a to_o my_o merit_n but_o according_a to_o my_o necessity_n 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