kine_n swallow_v up_o all_o the_o fat_a kine_n oâ—_n 41._o gen._n 41._o my_o former_a carnal_a delight_n â—_o which_o like_o the_o fair_a nymph_n in_o the_o poet_n bring_v forth_o the_o foul_a satyr_n of_o fierce_a wrath_n trouble_v of_o a_o evil_a conscience_n and_o despair_v of_o god_n mercy_n conceive_v it_o to_o be_v unprofitable_a to_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n or_o wait_v at_o the_o pool_n but_o behold_v i_o that_o be_v thus_o afflict_v toss_v 11._o isa_n 54._o 11._o with_o tempest_n and_o not_o comfort_v behâ—ld_v with_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n a_o saviour_n present_v himself_o as_o a_o covert_a of_o mercy_n from_o the_o storm_n of_o incense_a majesty_n though_o the_o cry_n of_o my_o sin_n be_v great_a at_o the_o dreadful_a tribunal_n yet_o the_o cry_n â—f_o my_o redeemer_n blood_n be_v â—reater_a at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n â—here_o it_o do_v awake_a mercy_n and_o â—lled_v wrath_n a_o sleep_n so_o that_o i_o â—ill_v sing_v of_o mercy_n and_o judgement_n unto_o thou_o o_o 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paradise_n be_v pensive_a &_o â—scontented_v at_o it_o he_o be_v even_o grieve_v at_o the_o heart_n as_o i_o may_v say_v â—hen_v man_n sin_n as_o a_o fire_n burnâ—g_v to_o destruction_n will_v not_o â—e_v quench_v without_o the_o powâ—ng_n forth_o of_o the_o full_a vial_n of_o his_o â—rath_n oh_o what_o a_o springtide_n â—f_a grief_n be_v in_o god_n when_o he_o be_v provoke_v to_o open_v the_o floodgate_n â—f_v his_o fury_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o filth_n â—f_fw-mi our_o abomination_n his_o expostulation_n 8._o hose_n 11._o 8._o in_o the_o prophet_n be_v a_o gracious_a proclamation_n of_o his_o tender_a mercy_n to_o the_o proud_a rebel_n how_o shall_v i_o give_v the_o up_o ephraim_n how_o shall_v i_o deliver_v thou_o israel_n how_o shall_v i_o make_v thou_o as_o admah_n how_o shall_v i_o set_v thou_o as_o zeboim_n say_v â—he_v lord_n who_o even_o echo_v to_o his_o â—oice_n with_o sigh_n to_o this_o sad_a tune_n my_o heart_n be_v turn_v within_o i_o my_o repenting_n be_v kindle_v together_o mercy_n and_o judgement_n seem_v struggle_v in_o god_n as_o pharez_n &_o zarâ—_n 38._o gen._n 38._o do_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o tamar_n judgement_n like_o the_o one_o with_o the_o skarâ—_n 7._o deus_fw-la cvi_fw-la proprium_fw-la est_fw-la mi_fw-mi sereri_fw-la ex_fw-la se_fw-la miserandi_fw-la sumit_fw-la materiam_fw-la quod_fw-la vutem_fw-la condemnat_fw-la eum_fw-la cogimus_fw-la bern_n in_o cant._n ger._n 7._o thread_n of_o vengeance_n stretcheâ—_n out_o the_o hand_n but_o mercy_n pluck_v back_o come_v forth_o in_o triumph_n â—_o conqueror_n over_o judgement_n in_o that_o god_n show_v mercik_a be_v from_o a_o principle_n of_o love_n â—_o himself_o but_o in_o that_o he_o execute_v judgement_n be_v from_o a_o principâ—_fw-la of_o wickedness_n in_o we_o for_o he_o dotâ—_n not_o afflict_v willing_o nor_o grieuâ—_v the_o child_n of_o man_n i_o have_v nâ—_n 33._o lam._n 3._o 33._o pleasure_n in_o the_o death_n of_o he_o thâ—_n die_v say_v the_o lord_n god_n wherefore_o 32._o ezek._n 18._o 32._o turn_n yourselves_o and_o liuâ—_n you_o before_o the_o lord_n of_o host_n will_v giu_v the_o fierce_a assault_n he_o offer_v afriendâ—ly_o 18._o isa_n 1._o 18._o parley_v as_o we_o read_v in_o the_o proâ—phet_n come_v now_o and_o let_v we_o reasoâ—_n together_o say_v the_o lord_n wheâ—_n all_o god_n other_o attribute_n as_o â—_o formidable_a army_n threaten_v man_n 13._o jam._n 2._o 13._o ruin_n mercy_n the_o sweet_a of_o alâ—_n god_n attribute_n rejoice_v against_o 4._o psal_n 144._o 4._o judgement_n intercede_v desire_v a_o treaty_n with_o man_n who_o â—s_v like_a to_o vanity_n and_o who_o day_n be_v as_o a_o shadow_n that_o pa_v away_o the_o father_n of_o mercy_n â—angs_v out_o the_o white_a flag_n in_o â—oken_n of_o grace_n and_o favour_n if_o rebellious_a man_n will_v submit_v but_o if_o â—e_n will_v still_o refuse_v and_o rebel_v â—ighting_v against_o the_o lord_n then_o 12_o 2_o chron._n 13._o 12_o â—s_v abijah_n say_v to_o israel_n under_o the_o conduct_n of_o jeroboam_n he_o shall_v not_o 3._o vitiis_fw-la patientia_fw-la victa_fw-la est_fw-la ovid._n amor._n 3._o â—rosper_v his_o obstinacy_n overcome_v god_n patience_n which_o be_v abuse_v turn_v into_o fury_n hang_v out_o the_o red_a flag_n of_o vengeance_n in_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n trouble_n and_o distress_n wastness_n and_o desolation_n cloud_n and_o darkness_n when_o term_n of_o mercy_n be_v reject_v fire_n &_o sword_n must_v be_v expect_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n in_o the_o day_n 1._o zephan_n 1._o of_o the_o trumpet_n and_o alarm_n will_v bring_v obstinate_a rebel_n to_o distress_n that_o they_o shall_v walk_v like_o blind_a man_n because_o they_o have_v sin_v against_o the_o lord_n and_o their_o blood_n shall_v be_v pour_v out_o as_o dust_n and_o their_o flesh_n as_o the_o dung_n woe_n unto_o he_o that_o strive_v 9_o isa_n 45._o 9_o with_o his_o maker_n say_v the_o prophet_n yet_o weak_a unworthy_a i_o may_v now_o say_v that_o i_o strive_v with_o my_o maker_n wrestle_v with_o he_o in_o the_o strength_n of_o jesus_n till_o i_o obtain_v a_o blessing_n even_o such_o a_o blessing_n as_o peace_n to_o my_o trouble_a conscience_n his_o rod_n &_o his_o staff_n comfort_v 3._o psal_n 24._o 3._o i_o as_o he_o do_v chastise_v i_o with_o his_o rod_n so_o he_o do_v uphold_v i_o with_o his_o staff_n god_n be_v to_o 11._o psal_n 84._o 11._o i_o a_o sun_n and_o a_o shield_n a_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n arise_v with_o 2._o mal._n 4._o 2._o heal_v in_o his_o wing_n and_o a_o shield_n of_o salvation_n to_o defend_v i_o from_o the_o assault_n of_o my_o deadly_a foe_n the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n so_o that_o they_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n the_o lord_n â—esus_fw-la triumph_v in_o my_o heart_n be_v invincible_a goodness_n can_v bern._n bonitas_fw-la invicti_fw-la non_fw-la vincitur_fw-la infiniti_fw-la misericordia_fw-la von_n finitur_fw-la fulgent_n tota_n essentia_fw-la dei_fw-la misericordia_fw-la bern._n â—ot_n be_v overcome_v by_o my_o 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thy_o mercy_n and_o call_v home_v thy_o lose_a sheep_n into_o the_o fold_n i_o run_v astray_o out_o of_o god_n field_n into_o satan_n enclosure_n but_o the_o great_a shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n recall_v i_o as_o a_o object_n of_o his_o love_a kindness_n who_o may_v have_v be_v a_o story_n of_o his_o vengeance_n therefore_o by_o his_o assistance_n will_v 1._o isa_n 12._o 1._o i_o say_v o_o lord_n i_o will_v praise_v thou_o think_v thou_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d thy_o anger_n be_v turn_v away_o and_o thou_o comforte_v i_o where_o god_n be_v there_o be_v heaven_n for_o in_o his_o presence_n be_v the_o fullness_n of_o all_o joy_n and_o at_o his_o right_a 11._o psal_n 16._o 11._o hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o 26._o quicquid_fw-la mihi_fw-la vult_fw-la dare_v dominus_fw-la meus_fw-la auferat_fw-la totum_fw-la &_o se_fw-la mihi_fw-la det_fw-la aug._n in_o psal_n 26._o nothing_o be_v sweet_a beside_o god_n whatsoever_o the_o lord_n will_v give_v i_o let_v he_o take_v away_o all_o from_o i_o and_o give_v himself_o to_o i_o it_o be_v the_o say_n of_o one_o of_o king_n cyrus_n his_o favourite_n i_o care_v for_o nothing_o cyrus_n be_v my_o friend_n better_o far_o may_v a_o sanctify_a soul_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d say_v so_o of_o god_n i_o care_v for_o nothing_o yet_o i_o enjoy_v all_o thing_n because_o god_n be_v my_o friend_n in_o respect_n of_o who_o i_o may_v say_v with_o job_n to_o all_o my_o other_o friend_n miserable_a comforter_n 2._o job_n 16._o 2._o be_v you_o all_o now_o god_n be_v a_o friend_n to_o none_o but_o in_o and_o through_o jesus_n christ_n the_o father_n embrace_v none_o but_o such_o as_o kiss_v the_o son_n with_o a_o kiss_n of_o love_n and_o homage_n god_n i_o think_v 12._o psal_n 2._o 12._o speak_v unto_o we_o as_o joseph_n to_o his_o brethren_n you_o shall_v not_o see_v my_o face_n except_o 3._o gen._n 43._o 3._o your_o brother_n be_v with_o you_o except_o jesus_n our_o elder_a bother_n be_v 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psal_n 79._o 2._o the_o dead_a body_n of_o the_o saint_n to_o be_v meat_n unto_o the_o foul_n of_o the_o air_n and_o their_o flesh_n unto_o the_o beast_n of_o the_o earth_n lift_v up_o thy_o heart_n then_o o_o 4._o psal_n 38._o 4._o thou_o afflict_a soul_n though_o thy_o iniquity_n be_v go_v over_o thy_o head_n and_o as_o a_o heavy_a burden_n they_o be_v too_o heavy_a for_o thou_o yet_o 28._o mat._n 11._o 28._o they_o be_v be_v not_o too_o heavy_a for_o he_o who_o have_v promise_v to_o ease_v thou_o for_o as_o the_o poet_n fain_o that_o atlas_n bear_v heaven_n on_o his_o shoulder_n thy_o redeemer_n be_v willing_a to_o bear_v the_o hell_n of_o thy_o transgression_n on_o his_o heavenly_a shoulder_n he_o sweet_a jesus_n drink_v the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o his_o father_n wrath_n that_o we_o may_v drink_v deep_a of_o the_o sweet_a cup_n of_o his_o father_n love_n he_o be_v content_v to_o drink_v vinegar_n of_o grief_n here_o on_o earth_n that_o we_o may_v drink_v 29._o mat._n 26._o 29._o new_a wine_n of_o glory_n with_o he_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o his_o father_n as_o marius_n be_v accuse_v before_o the_o roman_a senate_n of_o treason_n against_o the_o state_n come_v and_o show_v his_o wound_n say_v quid_fw-la verb_n a_o loquar_fw-la vulner_n a_o â—â—quntur_fw-la why_o shall_v i_o use_v any_o â—ords_n unto_o you_o in_o my_o defence_n â—y_a wound_n declare_v my_o love_n and_o â—y_a blood_n as_o flow_a rhetoric_n â—ay_v persuade_v you_o to_o a_o firm_a belief_n of_o my_o loyalty_n so_o the_o wound_n â—f_o the_o lord_n jesus_n demonstrate_v â—is_n love_n quot_fw-la vulner_n a_o tot_fw-mi ora_fw-la every_o â—ound_n be_v a_o mouth_n to_o speak_v how_o â—eare_z and_o precious_a we_o be_v in_o his_o â—ight_n he_o tread_v the_o winepress_a 3._o isa_n 63._o 3._o â—lone_o he_o become_v the_o son_n of_o man_n despise_v and_o reject_v of_o man_n a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n and_o acquaint_v 3._o isa_n 53._o 3._o with_o grief_n that_o man_n mighr_fw-mi become_v the_o son_n of_o god_n &_o cry_v bold_o abba_n father_n where_o 15._o rom._n 8._o 15._o â—he_v apostle_n use_v a_o hebrew_n and_o greek_a word_n both_o signify_v the_o same_o thing_n to_o show_v that_o jew_n and_o gentile_n have_v no_o salvation_n but_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n in_o and_o through_o jesus_n christ_n god_n mercy_n be_v the_o ark_n that_o save_v we_o from_o drown_v in_o the_o deluge_n of_o destruction_n but_o vuâ—nus_fw-la christi_fw-la ostium_n arcae_fw-la thâ—_n 26._o aug._n de_fw-fr civit._n dei_fw-la l._n 15._o c._n 26._o wound_n of_o christ_n be_v the_o door_n â—_o the_o ark_n christ_n merit_n be_v the_o doâ—_n of_o the_o ark_n of_o god_n mercy_n anâ—_n his_o death_n be_v of_o great_a efficacy_n tâ—_n bern._n multo_fw-la efficacior_fw-la christimors_n in_fw-la bonum_fw-la quam_fw-la peccata_fw-la nostra_fw-la in_o malum_fw-la etc._n etc._n bern._n our_o good_a than_o our_o sin_n can_v be_v tâ—_n our_o hurt_n he_o be_v more_o powerful_a to_o save_v than_o satan_n to_o destroy_v his_o power_n and_o will_n both_o be_v iâ—_n league_n where_o he_o be_v in_o love_n o_o then_o be_v any_o one_o sick_a herâ—_n 12._o mat._n 9_o 12._o be_v physic_n for_o he_o be_v any_o heartâ—_n 5._o cant._n 2._o 5._o faint_a here_o be_v flagon_n of_o winâ—_n to_o comfort_v he_o be_v any_o conscience_n wound_v here_o be_v balm_n of_o giâ—lead_a to_o heal_v it_o the_o lord_n dotâ—_n proclaim_v himself_o by_o the_o mouth_n of_o jesus_n to_o be_v merciful_a and_o gracious_a 7._o exod._n 34._o 6_o 7._o long-suffering_a and_o abundant_a in_o goodness_n and_o truthâ—_n keep_v mercy_n for_o thousand_o forgive_a iniquity_n transgression_n and_o sin_n all_o our_o sin_n be_v but_o as_o aâ—_n drop_v to_o the_o ocean_n of_o god_n mercieâ—_n say_v fulgentius_n yet_o let_v no_o man_n presume_v for_o the_o same_o
psal_n 50._o paenitens_fw-la de_fw-la peccato_fw-la dolet_fw-la &_o de_fw-la dolore_fw-la gaudet_fw-la aug._n comfort_n of_o a_o saviour_n si_fw-la mihi_fw-la sint_fw-la â—ntum_fw-la linguae_fw-la i_o can_v not_o express_v it_o for_o i_o know_v by_o the_o pulse_n â—f_fw-mi my_o own_o conscience_n the_o â—earful_a agony_n of_o a_o sick_a soul_n â—ung_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o sin_n conâ—ientia_fw-la peccati_fw-la formidinis_fw-la mater_fw-la â—e_v conscience_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o moâ—er_n of_o fear_n and_o albeit_o to_o the_o â—odly_a it_o be_v fair_a yet_o it_o present_v â—arful_a fantasy_n and_o hideous_a â—ectacles_n to_o the_o eye_n of_o sinful_a â—ules_n this_o i_o know_v by_o a_o late_a woeful_a â—oyful_a experience_n i_o call_v it_o so_o because_o bless_a be_v god_n it_o prove_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o bitter-sweet_a unto_o â—e_n but_o first_o of_o the_o bitterness_n â—nd_v then_o of_o the_o sweetness_n saint_n bernard_n make_v mention_v â—f_o a_o fourfold_a conscience_n first_o conscience_n quiet_a and_o good_a as_o 1_o tim._n 1._o 5._o and_o this_o be_v a_o continuâ—_n feast_n prov._n 15._o 15._o second_o conscience_n good_a but_o not_o quieâ—_n and_o this_o be_v david_n case_n in_o hâ—_n complaint_n thus_o thou_o have_v laâ—_n i_o in_o the_o low_a pit_n in_o darkness_n â—_o the_o deep_n thy_o wrath_n lie_v hard_a uâ—_n 7_o psal_n 88_o 6_o 7_o on_o i_o and_o thou_o have_v afflict_v â—_o with_o all_o thy_o wave_n three_o conscience_n quiet_a but_o not_o good_a and_o such_o a_o one_o have_v he_o whâ—_n hear_v the_o word_n of_o the_o cursâ—_n bless_v himself_o in_o his_o heart_n say_v i_o shall_v have_v peace_n though_o i_o walâ—_n in_o the_o imagination_n of_o my_o heart_n â—_o 19_o deut._n 29._o 19_o add_v drunkenness_n to_o thirst_n o_o quaâ—ta_fw-la tempestas_fw-la est_fw-la haec_fw-la tranquillitas_fw-la what_o a_o tempest_n be_v this_o calm_a what_o a_o war_n be_v this_o peace_n for_o the_o that_o thus_o will_v have_v a_o peace_n make_v a_o truce_n without_o the_o broad_a seal_n of_o the_o king_n of_o king_n be_v nâ—_n 17._o hos_fw-la 4._o 17._o better_o than_o rebel_n and_o maâ—_n well_o expect_v his_o fearful_a march_n against_o they_o though_o his_o marcâ—_n the_o long_o his_o assault_n will_v be_v â—e_n fierce_a the_o long_a the_o â—aught_n the_o strong_a the_o shoot_n settle_v on_o our_o lees_n of_o sin_n we_o â—r_n god_n dregs_o of_o fury_n he_o that_o â—eeps_v long_o in_o the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n â—_o earth_n may_v it_o be_v to_o be_v fear_v moral_a saepe_fw-la quem_fw-la tentationis_fw-la certamen_fw-la superare_fw-la non_fw-la valuit_fw-la sva_fw-la deterius_fw-la securitas_fw-la stravit_fw-la greg._n moral_a wake_v in_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n findâ—g_a thorney_n thicket_n of_o sharp_a arrow_n for_o rosy_a bed_n of_o his_o meet_a pleasure_n 4._o a_o conscience_n neither_o quiet_a or_o good_a and_o this_o be_v my_o case_n â—hen_o the_o book_n of_o my_o conscience_n â—as_v open_v and_o all_o my_o sin_n in_o capital_a letter_n be_v read_v by_o the_o â—ye_z of_o my_o woeful_a soul_n and_o then_o sinful_a i_o according_a to_o the_o content_n of_o those_o record_n give_v sentence_n of_o damnation_n on_o myself_o 16._o job._n 7._o 15._o jer._n 8._o 3._o job._n 15._o 16._o â—y_a soul_n choose_v strangle_v and_o â—eath_n rather_o than_o my_o life_n i_o that_o â—efore_o have_v drink_v iniquity_n like_o â—ater_n as_o job_n speak_v do_v behold_v â—ustly_o a_o torrent_n of_o divine_a wrath_n ready_a to_o overwhelm_v i_o tâ—_n water_n of_o marah_n compass_v the_o little_a isle_n of_o man_n in_o mâ—_n round_o about_o and_o no_o freâ—_n stream_n of_o heavenly_a consolation_n can_v pass_v through_o the_o saâ—_n sea_n of_o these_o hellish_a terror_n a_o the_o stream_n of_o my_o vain_a worldly_a pleasure_n in_o the_o channel_n â—_o presumption_n empty_v themseluâ—_n into_o the_o gulf_n of_o despair_n â—_o the_o river_n jordan_n into_o the_o deaâ—_n sea_n then_o o_o then_o i_o find_v a_o major_n ephes_n 4._o 22._o 1_o tim._n 6._o 9_o horat._n 1._o ep_v ad_fw-la lollium_n malorum_fw-la esca_fw-la voluptas_fw-la cato_n major_n my_o former_a pleasure_n to_o be_v bâ—_n deceitful_a lust_n foolish_a anâ—_n hurtful_a lust_n according_a to_o thâ—_n of_o the_o poet_n sperne_fw-la voluptales_fw-la nocet_fw-la empta_fw-la dolore_fw-la voluptas_fw-la despise_v pleasure_n pleasure_n purchase_v with_o grief_n be_v hurtful_a if_o anâ—_n pleasure_n be_v purchase_v witâ—_n grief_n sure_o i_o be_v for_o whilâ—_n i_o with_o it_o as_o satan_n engine_n rusheâ—_n like_o a_o unruly_a horse_n into_o thâ—_n battle_n of_o rebellion_n against_o thâ—_n 〈…〉_o cred_a majesty_n of_o my_o god_n he_o 4._o job._n 6._o 4._o merciful_a king_n be_v provoke_v â—ts_v his_o terror_n in_o array_n against_o â—e_n master_n up_o all_o my_o sin_n before_o â—y_a face_n as_o threaten_v to_o cut_v â—e_n off_o with_o my_o own_o former_o belove_v but_o now_o terrible_a parâ—y_n even_o my_o transgression_n nay_o â—ore_o the_o high_a and_o mighty_a lord_n â—f_a host_n discharge_v in_o a_o full_a volley_n all_o the_o roar_a canon_n of_o â—is_n ireful_a and_o direful_a menace_n â—gainst_a i_o insomuch_o that_o the_o weak_a bulwark_n of_o all_o my_o hope_n be_v soon_o batter_v down_o &_o then_o i_o hope-less_a help-less_a wretch_n find_v by_o woeful_a experience_n that_o the_o â—ins_n of_o preacher_n be_v not_o only_o the_o preacher_n of_o sin_n to_o other_o but_o also_o of_o most_o heavy_a judgement_n to_o themselves_o then_o i_o find_v that_o i_o have_v only_o speak_v for_o jerusalem_n but_o wrought_v for_o the_o build_n up_o of_o jericho_n &_o babylon_n then_o i_o find_v that_o i_o have_v sail_v by_o satan_n compass_n &_o not_o god_n bâ—_n the_o false_a light_n of_o his_o delusion_n â—_o not_o by_o the_o polestar_n of_o goâ—_n 6._o rev_n 4._o 6._o grace_n on_o this_o sea_n of_o glass_n thâ—_n world_n which_o make_v the_o souâ—_n shipwreck_n by_o i_o cry_v out_o aâ—_n it_o be_v in_o my_o ear_n for_o vengeance_n against_o my_o soul_n cast_v on_o the_o syrte_n of_o a_o most_o sad_a condition_n as_o pauâ—_n and_o timothy_n in_o asia_n be_v presseâ—_n 8._o 2_o cor_fw-la 1._o 8._o out_o of_o measure_n above_o strength_n insomuch_o that_o they_o despair_v of_o lifâ—_n natural_a so_o i_o be_v so_o press_v with_o the_o burden_n of_o my_o sin_n above_o mâ—_n strength_n that_o i_o even_o despair_v of_o life_n eternal_a and_o yet_o despise_a life_n natural_a desire_v aâ—_n i_o may_v say_v to_o die_v if_o there_o be_v no_o heaven_n who_o live_v as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o hell_n such_o a_o horror_n overwhelm_v i_o such_o a_o horror_n 5._o psal_n 55._o 5._o lay_v hold_v upon_o i_o that_o as_o before_o i_o live_v as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o law_n no_o justice_n so_o now_o i_o lay_v as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o gospel_n no_o mercy_n my_o sin_n that_o cloud_n of_o witness_n 11._o dicit_fw-la quidem_fw-la plato_n animas_fw-la hominum_fw-la daemon_n esse_fw-la etc._n etc._n aug._n the_o civet_n dei_fw-la l._n 9_o c._n 11._o against_o i_o do_v so_o hinder_v â—e_a sunshine_n of_o god_n favour_n â—rom_fw-mi i_o that_o i_o behold_v the_o sun_n â—f_o divine_a justice_n without_o any_o â—eames_n of_o mercy_n so_o that_o i_o conceive_v my_o soul_n to_o be_v no_o better_o â—hen_o a_o devil_n in_o my_o body_n as_o â—lato_n hold_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n to_o be_v devil_n separate_v from_o the_o body_n whereas_o a_o sanctify_a soul_n be_v as_o â—were_v a_o certain_a god_n dwell_v â—n_o a_o humane_a body_n or_o a_o heavenly_a 3._o anima_fw-la deus_fw-la est_fw-la aliquis_fw-la humano_fw-la corpore_fw-la vivens_fw-la sen._n ad_fw-la sunil_n epist_n 3._o â—ing_n take_v up_o his_o mansion_n in_o earthly_a cottage_n oh_o such_o bitter_a thing_n be_v write_v against_o i_o by_o the_o pen_n of_o god_n justice_n dip_v in_o the_o gall_n â—nd_v vinegar_n of_o his_o sore_a displeasure_n that_o i_o then_o possess_v the_o iniquity_n 5._o job_n 13._o 26._o dan._n 5._o of_o my_o youth_n which_o make_v i_o tremble_v as_o belshazzar_n at_o the_o hand-writing_n i_o thought_n i_o read_v also_o mene_n mene_n tekel_n upharsin_n i_o be_v weigh_v in_o the_o balance_n and_o find_v want_v eveâ—_n of_o true_a zeal_n and_o piety_n whicâ—_n crown_v christ_n ministry_n i_o look_v therefore_o on_o the_o kingdom_n oâ—_n heaven_n as_o divide_v from_o i_o anâ—_n blackmore_n m._n blackmore_n on_o hell_n as_o my_o right_a inheritance_n insomuch_o that_o when_o a_o learneâ—_n godly_a minister_n of_o london_n foâ—_n who_o i_o be_o bind_v to_o praise_n god_n come_v to_o visit_v i_o in_o my_o extremity_n and_o desire_v like_o the_o gooâ—_n samaritan_n to_o pour_v in_o oil_n oâ—_n 10._o luke_n 10._o comfort_n into_o my_o wound_a conscience_n it_o swim_v as_o i_o may_v say_v on_o the_o top_n of_o the_o overflow_a of_o my_o iniquity_n and_o neveâ—_n touch_v my_o conscience_n as_o a_o remedy_n all_o gospel-salve_n werâ—_n to_o i_o