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A42940 Gods mercy and justice displayed, in the wicked life and penitential death of Dorothy Lillingstone executed the 7. of April, 1679. at Kennington, for murthering her bastard-childe. Published at her earnest request. With Allowance. 1679 (1679) Wing G960B; ESTC R223686 10,967 23

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