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be_v we_o fright_v from_o the_o liberty_n of_o nature_n by_o the_o politic_a chimaera_n of_o religion_n whereby_o we_o be_v necessitate_v to_o the_o observe_n of_o those_o law_n whereof_o we_o find_v a_o great_a necessity_n of_o break_v his_o anathema_n but_o stay_v my_o soul_n there_o be_v a_o voice_n that_o dart_v into_o my_o trouble_a thought_n which_o say_v because_o thou_o have_v not_o keep_v my_o law_n all_o the_o curse_n in_o this_o book_n shall_v overtake_v thou_o till_o thou_o be_v destroy_v deut._n 29_o deut._n 29._o 27_o and_o the_o anger_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v kindle_v against_o the_o land_n to_o bring_v upon_o it_o all_o the_o curse_n that_o be_v write_v in_o this_o book_n 2_o chron._n 34._o 24_o thus_o say_v the_o lord_n behold_v i_o will_v bring_v evil_a upon_o this_o place_n and_o upon_o the_o inhabitant_n thereof_o even_o all_o the_o curse_n that_o be_v write_v in_o the_o book_n deut._n 28._o 15_o but_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o 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