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noon_n prayer_n o_o most_o holy_a most_o good_a and_o gracious_a lord_n god_n i_o the_o most_o unclean_a and_o most_o defile_a wretch_n of_o all_o the_o world_n do_v humble_o beseech_v thy_o most_o bless_a and_o glorious_a majesty_n that_o even_o for_o that_o right_n dear_a love_n which_o be_v between_o thou_o and_o thou_o only_o beget_v sonn_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n god_n and_o man_n crucify_v thou_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o make_v know_v thy_o wonderful_a grace_n in_o cleanse_v i_o from_o the_o most_o abominable_a defilement_n of_o my_o sin_n to_o this_o end_n i_o humble_o pray_v thou_o to_o make_v i_o always_o very_o mindful_a of_o thy_o presence_n fearful_a of_o thy_o displeasure_n and_o desirous_a of_o thy_o favour_n o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n grant_v i_o this_o mercy_n this_o exceed_a great_a mercy_n and_o then_o do_v unto_o i_o every_o way_n that_o which_o shall_v be_v most_o to_o thy_o own_o good_a pleasure_n and_o to_o thy_o own_o glory_n yea_o bless_a lord_n god_n unto_o thou_o be_v all_o good_a pleasure_n praise_n honour_n worship_n and_o glory_n in_o jesus_n christ_n now_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n amen_n ¶_o my_o noon_n psalm_n to_o a_o tune_n which_o in_o cambridge_n be_v call_v mr._n perkins_n tune_n o_o holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n the_o pure_a of_o all_o thing_n the_o blessefull_a glorious_a majesty_n from_o whence_o all_o goodness_n spring_v look_v down_o from_o thy_o most_o holy_a place_n behold_v good_a lord_n and_o see_v a_o sinful_a woeful_a wretched_a man_n most_o loathsome_a unto_o thou_o most_o foul_a and_o filthy_a be_v my_o sin_n ah_o fie_o upon_o i_o fie_o o_o father_n of_o all_o holiness_n to_o thou_o for_o grace_n i_o cry_v for_o grace_v to_o wash_v and_o make_v i_o clean_o from_o
etc._n god_n be_v a_o single_a spirit_n far_o excel_v the_o singleness_n of_o any_o angel_n for_o a_o angel_n as_o also_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n or_o woman_n have_v three_o want_n of_o perfect_a singleness_n first_o in_o every_o angel_n there_o be_v a_o be_v for_o it_o be_v a_o certain_a several_a thing_n there_o be_v also_o in_o the_o same_o angel_n a_o possibility_n to_o be_v change_v into_o some_o other_o thing_n yea_o into_o nothing_o because_o the_o angel_n be_v under_o god_n and_o god_n can_v do_v unto_o it_o whatsoever_o he_o will_n but_o there_o be_v no_o possibility_n of_o change_n in_o god_n because_o he_o be_v under_o none_o second_o every_o angel_n be_v that_o which_o it_o be_v in_o several_a and_o thereby_o he_o differ_v and_o be_v know_v from_o all_o other_o angel_n and_o yet_o the_o same_o kind_n of_o nature_n whereby_o he_o be_v that_o which_o he_o be_v be_v also_o in_o other_o angel_n but_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n whereby_o he_o be_v that_o which_o he_o be_v be_v 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