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thanksgiving_n a_o thanksgiving_n for_o recovery_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o heavenly_a father_n for_o the_o sickness_n thou_o have_v in_o mercy_n send_v i_o lord_n the_o stripe_n thou_o do_v lay_v on_o i_o be_v the_o stripe_n of_o love_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o before_o i_o be_v trouble_v i_o go_v wrong_v but_o now_o will_v i_o 119_o keep_v thy_o word_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o i_o have_v be_v in_o trouble_n that_o i_o may_v learn_v thy_o statute_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o for_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n and_o restore_v i_o to_o my_o health_n again_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o i_o call_v upon_o the_o lord_n in_o my_o trouble_n and_o the_o lord_n 118_o hear_v i_o at_o large_a i_o shall_v not_o die_v but_o live_v and_o declare_v the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n praise_v the_o lord_n therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n as_o long_o as_o i_o have_v my_o life_n which_o at_o first_o god_n give_v thou_o and_o which_o he_o have_v now_o restore_v i_o i_o will_v sing_v praise_n unto_o my_o god_n o_o lord_n god_n who_o have_v in_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n prolong_v my_o day_n in_o this_o world_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o spend_v that_o life_n thou_o have_v now_o lengthen_v in_o thy_o service_n o_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o perform_v all_o my_o resolution_n of_o new_a obedience_n and_o so_o to_o live_v in_o the_o filial_a fear_n of_o thou_o all_o the_o remainder_n of_o my_o time_n that_o i_o may_v at_o last_o die_v at_o peace_n with_o myself_o at_o peace_n with_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o at_o peace_n with_o thou_o and_o that_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o thy_o well-beloved_a son_n and_o my_o saviour_n in_o who_o holy_a word_n i_o sum_v up_o all_o my_o want_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n to_o this_o you_o may_v add_v if_o you_o think_v fit_a the_o 103_o psalm_n to_o conclude_v good_a phil._n if_o you_o have_v reap_v any_o good_a from_o these_o prayer_n and_o instruction_n be_v sure_a to_o give_v god_n hearty_a thanks_o for_o it_o and_o let_v this_o encourage_v you_o to_o make_v the_o more_o frequent_a use_n of_o they_o and_o god_n of_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n bless_v they_o every_o day_n more_o and_o more_o to_o your_o growth_n in_o grace_n and_o to_o his_o own_o glory_n amen_n finis_fw-la eccles._n 12._o 1._o 2_o tim._n 2._o 22._o psal._n 25._o 7_o 1_o san._n 3._o 1._o john_n 13._o 23._o â—rov_fw-mi 8._o 17._o 1_o king_n 18_o 12._o 〈◊〉_d 92._o 1._o exâ—_n 29._o 38_o luke_n 2_o 41._o 2_o tim._n 〈◊〉_d psal._n 119_o â—l_n 119._o 〈◊〉_d 119._o â—sal_n 121._o psal._n 103_o mark_v 12._o 42._o psal._n 115._o 1._o psal._n 14â—_n psal._n 4â—_n psal._n 41._o 8._o rev._n 7._o 15_o mark_v 13_o 3â—_n luâ—_n 8._o 15._o jamâ—s_n 1._o 22._o cor._n 11._o â—r_n 17._o 9_o chron._n 4._o 3._o joh._n 1._o cor._n 10_o â—2_n psal._n 19_o 12._o maâ—_n 5._o 23_o prov._n 〈◊〉_d 8._o psal._n 〈◊〉_d job_n 4._o rom._n 7._o psal._n 40._o 12._o psal._n 51._o eph._n 4._o 22_o 〈◊〉_d 6._o 〈◊〉_d 19_o 〈◊〉_d 119_o luke_n 7._o 38._o luke_n 22._o 61._o â—om_n 8._o â—6_n â—sa_fw-la 26._o 〈◊〉_d tim._n 2._o â—m_n 6._o 1_o coâ—_n 〈◊〉_d 1._o â—k_v 18._o â—im_fw-la 2._o â—ke_n 15._o â—n_n 3._o â—n_n 8._o 1_o joh._n 〈◊〉_d joh._n 〈◊〉_d hos._n 1â—_n mâ—_n 1â—_n 29._o 〈◊〉_d 19_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 11._o â—n_n 5_o 1_o pet._n 4._o 19_o psal._n 119._o 〈◊〉_d 6._o 1_o cor._n 10._o 〈…〉_z 〈…〉_z 〈…〉_z 5._o isa_n 53._o john_n 6._o 52._o 1_o câ—r_n 11._o lukâ—_n 16._o joâ—n_n 〈◊〉_d chron._n â—9_n â—hil_fw-la 4._o psal._n 73._o â—sal_n 〈◊〉_d 1_o cor._n 〈◊〉_d heb._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d pâ—l_n 3â—_n heb._n 10._o 10._o â—v_fw-la 1._o â—al_a 31._o act_n 20._o 1_o â—t_z 1â—_n 12._o ephâ—s_n 10._o 1_o cor._n 1â—_n rev._n 4._o 8._o neh._n 9_o 6._o act_n 14._o 1_o timâ—_n act_n 10._o â—an_v 6._o 〈◊〉_d â—al_a 55._o 〈◊〉_d 2_o cor._n 8._o 12._o 〈◊〉_d 12._o 〈◊〉_d 40._o â—b_fw-la 2._o 20_o 4._o 15._o psal_n 42._o 1_o câ—r_n 1â—_n maâ—_n psal._n psal._n â—sal_n joâ—_n jâ—_n jâ—_n 1_o 〈◊〉_d â—al_a 119_o â—l_n 119_o â—l_n 118_o