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that_o fear_v god_n the_o depth_n and_o deceit_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v wonderful_a and_o you_o little_o think_v what_o a_o hour_n of_o temptation_n may_v discover_v in_o you_o or_o bring_v you_o to_o oh_o therefore_o know_v yourselves_o and_o fear_v and_o watch_v 3._o a_o man_n that_o in_o adversity_n be_v touch_v with_o penitent_a and_o mortify_a consideration_n and_o strong_o resolve_v how_o holy_o and_o diligent_o he_o will_v live_v hereafter_o if_o he_o be_v recover_v or_o deliver_v from_o his_o suffering_n do_v ofttimes_o little_o think_v what_o a_o treacherous_a heart_n he_o have_v and_o how_o little_a he_o may_v retain_v of_o all_o this_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o duty_n when_o he_o be_v deliver_v and_o that_o he_o will_v be_v so_o much_o worse_a than_o he_o seem_v or_o promise_v as_o that_o he_o may_v have_v cause_n to_o wish_v he_o have_v be_v afflict_v still_o o_o how_o many_o sickbed_n promise_n be_v as_o pious_a as_o we_o can_v desire_v that_o wither_v away_o and_o come_v 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