sweet is thy mercy let be the more eager my longings that so my whole life on earth may be a continued breathing after that eternal fellowship and communion with thee in Heaven thus thus let me wait even all my life all the day Vers 6 7. Remember O Lord thy tender mercies and thy loving kindnesses for they have been ever of old Remember not the sins of my youth nor my transgressions according to thy mercy remember thou me for thy goodness sake O Lord. § 1. O My God thy former mercies are pledges to me of thy future grace Wherefore remember O Lord thy tender mercies and thy loving kindnesses which have been ever of old Psal 90.2 exhibited by thy Spirit in this Sacrament Are not thy mercies O Lord like thy self from everlasting to everlasting thy mercies they have been ever of old and sure the streams cannot fail where the fountain is inexhaustible and such is thy good goodness § 2. But how is it then that my soul dwels in darkness if thou be light how is that I remain disconsolate and miserable if thou Lord art so gracious and merciful thou lovest to be importuned in prayer Isa 43.26 and thereby as it were minded of thy mercy not that that thou art forgetful of thy love but that thou wouldst have us sensible of our wants Wherefore least thou shouldst do as my sins have deserved cast me out of thy thoughts let my humble suit mind thee of thy mercies Thy tender mercies for it is no ordinarie medicine that will cure my soar no mean mercy that will save my soul the sadness of my affl ctions requires the tenderness of thy compassions wherefore Remember O Lord thy tender mercies Psal 42.7 § 3. Mercies O how does one deep call upon another the depth of my multipli'd miseries calls loudly calls upon the depth of thy manifold mercies even that mercy whereby thou dost pardon my sin and help mine infirmities that mercy whereby thou dost sanctifie me by thy Grace and comfort me by thy Spirit that mercy whereby thou dost quicken me with life and preserve me from death that mercy whereby thou dost deliver me from Hell and possess me of Heaven Remember O Lord all those thy mercies thy tender mercies which as they have been of old unto thy Saints so now seal them unto thy servant in this blessed Sacrament § 4. And as thou seals me thy tender mercies so convey unto me thy loving kindnesses even those enligthning gifts those beautifiing graces those refreshing comforts those divine manifestations of thy presence those secret aspirings of the soul those devout raptures of the Spirit those divine meltings of the heart that peace of conscience that joy in the holy Ghost all these thy loving kindnesses let me in some proportion of measure taste if not in some measure of fulness enjoy in a blessed communion with thee my Jesus in this sacred solemnity § 5. Thy Saints of old how have they come from this thy Table satisfied with good things and like Giants refreshed with wine Psal 65.4 furnished to every good work and strong to resist the temptations of Satan having been made partakers of thy precious blood which thou shedest for them how have they been animated in the profession of faith to shed their dearest blood for thee Yea remember those thy former mercies to mine own soul when I have come with sorrow and returned with joy come trembling in fear and returned exulting through faith come fainting and weak returned strengthened and confirmed And what Lord hath thy Table been so sweet a refreshing and shall it not be so still to my soul if I come the oftner shall I return the sadder and by how much I am the more eager in my desires wilt thou be the further off in thy fulness § 6. This indeed my sins have deserved but thy mercies they are tender and will not deal with me according to my deserts wherefore remember then thy old mercies not my old sins thy tender compassions not my present transgrssions call not to mind the sins of my youth to visit them upon the years of my riper age wean me from my youthful sins and give me not over by a just judgement upon their provocation to more manly more stubborn impieties Just it were that the sins of my greener years should deprive me of thy blessing in my riper age but whilst my sins move thee to wrath let thy compassions move thee to mercy that so my former unworthiness with-hold not from me the blessing and grace of thy present Ordinance remember thou me in this according to thy mercy for thy goodness sake O Lord. § 7. According to thy mercy not mine for I have forsaken those mercies thou madest mine own in being cruel to my self by my sin Jon. 2 8. Psal 59.10 17 through distrust of thy promise upon presumptions in thy mercy yea let it be for thy goodness sake not mine for in me Rom 7.18 that is in my flesh dwelleth no manner of thing that is good let thy goodness then be the motive thy mercy the rule of all that grace and of all those blessings thou vouchsafest unto my soul Vers 8 9 10. Good and upright is the Lord therefore will he teach sinners in the way The meek will he guide in judgement and the meek will he teach his way All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep his Covenant and his Testimonies § 1. GOod and upright is the Lord therefore will he teach sinners in the way The true knowledge then O God of thy will is the gracious manifestation of thy goodness Good is the Lord in the graciousness of his promises upright is the Lord in the truâ—h of his performances and this grace and truth which is the habitation of his Throne is the refuge of the sinner the sanctuary of the penitent whom he teacheth in the way even the way of truth the way of holiness the way of life § 2. The Lord is good And where Oh my soul canst thou better tast the goodness of the Lord then in this blessed Eucharist Psal 34 8. the sacred feast of the Lords goodness and as his goodness doth invite thee so let his uprightness encourage thee for that faithful is he who hath p omised faithful to give according to his promise healing for thy wounds strengthning for thy weakness comfort for thy sorrow yea give that which is the compendium of all spiritual good things Rom 5.1 2 Peace of conscience and joy in the holy Ghost § 3. Why art thou so heavy O my soul and why art thou so cast down within me Psal 42.11 Is it because thou hast broken the Covenant of thy God even the Covenant of reconciliation sealed thee by the Sacrament and that thus by thy sin thou art become at enmitie with thy maker Be it so yet will not the Lord who is good be as gracious
us belongeth confusion of f ce to our Kings to our Princes and to our Fathers because we have sinned against thee Yea humility prompteth the soul in the midst of Gods judgments to an advancement of his mercy Thus the Psalmist Psal 1â—3 10 He hath not dealt with us according to our sins neither hath he rewarded us according to our iniquities and it is the humble acknowledgment of Gods Church in her lamentations of sorrow saying Lam. 3.22 It is of the Lords mercy that we are not consumed § 15. 2. Faith the Apostle calls faith 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as the substance Heb. 11 1. so the subsistence of things hoped for the subsistence makeing that glory and blessedness that salvation and deliverance to have a present subsistence with us which we look upon through hope as in their future existence to us Wherefore then is it that the conscientious confessoâ—s of Christs truth so calmly so patiently yea so chearfully suffer the disgrace of the world and the violence of the wicked is it not because they see by faith that to suffer for righteousness truely makes them what Turtullian elegantly stiles them Coelestis gloriae candidatos Candidates of the celestial glory haveing received the earnest of the spirit the seal of their redemption 2 Cor. 1.22 Ephes 4.30 Rom 8.23 the first fruits of glory they see by faith that whilst men load them with injuries they heap up their rewards whilst they spoil their earthly goods they encrease their heavenly treasure yea each scornful reproach they see by faith it does but add a flower to their garland each violent act a jewel to their Crown 2 Cor 4 17. all their light affliction which is but for a moment they see by faith how it works for them a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory § 16. 3. Hope such as that of Davids which he commends unto the Church upon his own experience of good success Psal 130.7 Let Israel hope in the Lord for with the Lord there is mercy and with him is plentious redempteon Wherefore when the Church mourneth and the gates of Zion languish this the hope which strengthens the patience and comforts the souls of Gods Saints that he will either vouchsafe them a temporal deliverance or crown their sufferings with an eternal salvation this that hope of which saith the Apostle Rom. â— 5 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 non confundit so the vulg it brings no shame of face no confusion of soul it fears no deficiency on Gods part and preserves from Apostacy on mans part and so becomes a right what the Apostle stiles it the Anchor of the soul Heâ— 6 â— both sure and stedfast § 17. 3. What the best duties of devotion Answ Solemn humiliation fervent prayer and a worthy receiving the blessed Eucharist 1. solemn humiliation solemn for time for measure and the manner of performance for time some day in the week or at least in the moneth set apart and dedicated to this service For measure not the dropping of a tear the breathing of a sigh and so away Psal 51 1â— no we must offer unto God the Sacrifice of a broken heart and a contrite spirit the sorrows of our contrition must be like that of one mourning for the dead a funeral sorrow the deepest of mournings yea Zech. 12.10 like that of one mourning for her onely Son the saddest of Funerals Indeed the Church by our sins is laid in the depth of calamities fit it is that we for our sin lie down in the deepest of humiliations For manner of performance confessing the guilt of sin bewailing the bitterness of distress deprecating Gods wrath and imploring his mercy § 18. To affect our souls with the greater relentings of contrition and meltings of compassion see oh see we how this Church our Mother Lam. 1.1 sits as a disconsolate widow mourning in her distress her hair dishevel'd her beauty defac'd her garments rent her body wounded her blood flowing her spirits fainting yea see see a flood of tears overtakes her streams of blood her sorrow accompanies her pain and her mourning her affliction And yet how do too too many who boast themselves her Sons Oh! how do they by their oaths their drunkenness their whoredoms and other their abominable pollutions how do they even drag this their Mother by that hair which sorrow hath dishevel'd How do they trample upon her whilst she sits in the dust how do they widen her wounds sharpen her pains imbitter her sorrows and every way aggravate her misery Wherefore as many as are affected with the Churches deep affliction and wait upon God for her gracious restauration let them thus wait even in this sacred duty of holy devotion Solemn humiliation Iam. 5.13 § 19. 2. Fervent prayer this is St. James's Catholicon his general remedy for all spiritual distempers If any man among you be afflicted let let him pray the Original is very emphatical 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 where the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 taken in the large sence as here most proper we may thus paraphrase the words of the Apostle Doth any among you suffer any evill of body or of mind as the readiest means of his redress and succour let him pray and in our prayers do we prescribe to our selves some solemn service of devotion more peculiarly appropriate to this sacred blessing Nehem. 1. Dan. 9. the Churches restauration and peace Thus did Nehemiah thus did Daniel and Psal 137. the faithful are so zealous for Jerusalem the type of the Church that they seal the resolution of earnest prayer with this 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 this dreadful imprecation Psal 137.6 that if they remember her not their tongues may cleave to the roof of their mouthes intimating this zealous wâ—sh that they may never have tongues to pray for themselves if they forget to pray for Jerusalem § 20. 3. The blessed Eucharist here we have an unmoveable center to rest on God our portion Christ our fulness an object larger then the heavens Oh that our faith were now suitable to its object the firmness of our trust to the fulness of our God our Jesus had the widow of Sarepta prepared more vessels she had received more oil 1 King 17.14 and that we receive less in the supplies of grace and the bounties of love from God and Christ it is because we are straitned in our faith not God or Christ straitned in his bounty we less capable to receive not he less willing or able to give the Widows vessels were all filled and here each humble soul shall be replenish'd according to the measure of their capacity not the riches of Christs fulness who as the Sea can fill the vessels though never so large and therefore where the measure is but little there the vessels are but small Enlarge we then the thirsting desires of our soul that the fountain of Christs
is the mind distracted with contrary opinions still restless and uncertain Whereas if the judgment be cleer the purposes will be resolute Dâ—â— 3.17 18. and where the purposes are resolute there the soul is at rest Ps 112.7 If then we would not change in these times of Changes then fix we upon him who is unchangeable For as Quicksilver so is the heart and soul of man still moving rolling and unsetled Jam. 1.6 till a spirit of constancie in the faith from God does fix and fasten it Men unsetled in faith will be unquiet in their thoughts and therefore keep faith Act. 24.16 but with a good conscience too that of S. Paul 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a Conscience void of offence toward God and toward men For where the Conscience is not pure it cannot be pacified It is as proper for sin to raise doubts and fears as for rotten flesh to breed worms Jon. 1 11 12. or a corrupt sink to send forth noisom vapors Yea sure I am the storm will not be laid whilst Jonah is in the ship nor the troubles of conscience ceased whilst guilt is in the soul Beware then above all things that thou yield not to sins commission to avoid the trouble of Satans temptation For what were this but to sink the ship to avoid the storm or to yield the Fort because of hard duty Jam. 4 7. 2. Resist Satan and let thy resistance be arm'd with fortitude fortified with constancie and constant in obedience To strengthen thy fortitude take in by faith the might wisdom goodness mercy truth and faithfulness of thy God take in by faith the power merits victory and triumph the passion resurrection and ascension of thy Jesus Thus thus strengthen thy fortitude And to fortifie thy constancie Rev. 2.10 2 Tim. 7 8. see the Crown to him that overcometh see the reward of life blessedness and glory to him who is faithful unto death That Satan is restless let that make thee watchful that he is malicious let that make thee resolute and as he renews his assaults with rage and subtiety so do thou renew thy prayers with fervor and importunity and fear not but that as Christ hath overcome Satan for thee so he will also overcome Satan in thee Rom. 8.37 and by a communion with him in his victory and triumph make thee more then conqueror through him that loved thee Thus art thou fortified in thy Constancie But thou must be also constant in thine obedience knowing this that we stand obliged to the performance of holy duties though God should never vouchsafe us the enlargements of divine comforts The gracious manifestations of Gods love they are the priviledge of some devout souls not the propriety of every sincere heart Isa 50.10 they are Gods bounty not mans right and therefore to be disposed of in a free act of goodness as to the gift and measure and in a fit order of wisdom as to the time and manner of bestowing Do we then our duties of obedience Ps 27 14. Joh. 5.2 c. Mal. 3.1 and in those holy duties wait upon God for his enlargements of comfort Lie still O thou distressed soul lie still at the Pool of Bethesda attend God in his Ordinances the Angel of the Covenant will descend yea he is descended the waters are troubled And know then it is his method first to trouble and then to cure first to afflict and then to comfort on purpose to make us prize the grace whereby we are comforted and cur'd and to hate the sin whereby we become troubled and afflicted Thus in all the tedious toil of our continued temptations resist we Satan having that resistance arm'd with fortitude fortified with constancie and constant in obedience 3. Stay thy self upon some promise of thy God And if thou search the sacred treasury of the holy Scriptures there is no Affliction which thou mayst not suit with a Promise which Promise do thou convert into prayer and press God in an humble importunity for the performance Only remember that though thy prayer be importunate yet thy soul be not impatient let Davids practice be thy pattern and his success thine encouragement We hear him complain how he is weary with his groaning and his soul even fainting in him with long waiting for his God My soul is sore vexed Ps 6.3.6 but thou O Lord how long O divine Aposiopesis At once he breathes and stops that breath he complains and checks that complaint his desires are hot which yet he gently cools with the awfulness of Gods majesty and silently reproves his own haste not Gods delay his own rashness not Gods forgetfulness And see the event of his devout prayer accompanied with an humble reverence The Lord hears the voice of his weeping and graciously grants his supplication v. 8 9. Such is Gods wisdom and goodness that he does but delay to grant till it be a fit time to give Nazarat 2. adv Euuoâ— So that with him 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as Nazianzen speaks it is a mercy to hold back his mercies and a favor to defer his loving kindness for that hereby the faithful become the better fitted to receive his blessings and to keep them their hands more pure their hearts more thankful that being the more thankfully received which is the more difficultly obtained and that the more diligently kept which is the more thankfully receiv'd Wherefore O thou languishing and distressed soul who stayest thy self upon the promises of thy God made unto thee in Christ as thou convert'st it into prayer so wait for its performance with patience Yea as the Prophet speaks of its vision Though it tarry wait for it Hab. 2.3 S. Aug. med 41. for it will surely come Veniet Redemptor tuus quia bonus est nec tardabit quia pius est Thy Redeemer will come for he is gracious and he will not stay his coming too long for he is holy holy in his faithfulness and truth making good his word his promise upon which he hath caused thee to hope Though for the present then Ps 119.49 such is the violence and continuance of thy temptation that thou hast luctam luctnosam a sorrowful combat yet be constant in thy prayer and patience and through faith in the promise thou shalt have laetam victoriam a joyful conquest Objections answered Obj. 1 Obj. 1. Alas the promises we have in Scripture they are general whereas the promise to Israel of deliverance from Egypt and from Babylon the promise to David of establishing his throne and kingdom and other the promises to the Saints and servants of God in Scripture they were given them in particular And thus if I had some particular promise of deliverance out of my particular distress I could then quiet my soul in a patient waiting for the salvation of my God being assured that if the Laws of Medes and Persians Dan. 6.8 much more