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my_o dear_a jesu_n come_v o_o thou_o light_a of_o my_o eye_n let_v i_o love_v thou_o come_v o_o thou_o solace_n of_o my_o hart_n let_v i_o love_v thou_o come_v o_o thou_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o dear_a delight_n my_o sweet_a consolation_n my_o god_n my_o life_n my_o love_n my_o all_o o_o thou_o only_o desire_v of_o my_o hart_n let_v i_o possess_v thou_o alone_o o_o thou_o love_v of_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o embrace_v thou_o o_o dear_a celestial_a spouse_n let_v i_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o sovereign_a sweetness_n and_o eternal_a beatitude_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o lodge_v thou_o and_o lock_v thou_o up_o in_o the_o centre_n of_o my_o hart_n in_o that_o hart_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v to_o thyself_o and_o for_o thyself_o and_o it_o will_v not_o it_o can_v rest_v save_o in_o thou_o alone_o i_o love_v thou_o o_o
the_o dumb_a and_o our_o heart_n and_o purse_n be_v open_a to_o our_o poor_a brother_n and_o such_o work_n will_v preach_v loud_o to_o their_o ear_n and_o prove_v more_o effectual_a to_o convert_v their_o heart_n than_o all_o the_o eloquence_n of_o word_n imaginable_a the_o ii_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o christ_n now_o a_o day_n do_v not_o ordinary_o work_v the_o foresaid_a miracle_n among_o we_o corporal_o and_o visible_o yet_o do_v he_o daily_a and_o hourly_o work_v great_a one_o spiritual_o and_o invisible_o in_o our_o soul_n for_o have_v we_o not_o be_v blind_a and_o follow_v the_o blind_a as_o well_o in_o doctrine_n as_o manner_n and_o he_o enlighten_v we_o have_v not_o our_o perverse_a will_n be_v lame_a to_o good_a and_o he_o excite_v we_o thereto_o have_v we_o not_o be_v leprous_a and_o defile_v with_o the_o infection_n of_o sin_n and_o he_o wash_v we_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n have_v we_o not_o be_v deaf_a to_o his_o divine_a inspiration_n and_o he_o by_o his_o multiply_a grace_n break_v through_o our_o deafness_n have_v we_o not_o be_v dead_a by_o mortal_a crime_n &_o he_o by_o his_o holy_a sacrament_n raise_v we_o to_o life_n again_o so_o that_o while_o we_o receive_v not_o the_o same_o we_o fail_v not_o of_o far_o great_a benefit_n affection_n it_o be_v true_a my_o soul_n its_o most_o true_a that_o while_o we_o seem_v to_o want_v exterior_a miracle_n we_o daily_o meet_v with_o great_a and_o more_o profitable_a one_o in_o our_o own_o soul_n for_o alas_o be_v it_o not_o true_a that_o the_o continual_a miracle_n of_o god_n mercy_n to_o our_o dead_a soul_n ought_v far_v more_o to_o be_v value_v than_o the_o great_a infirmity_n of_o our_o corruptible_a body_n which_o when_o they_o be_v at_o the_o fair_a be_v but_o dust_n and_o ash_n and_o about_o to_o prove_v wormes-meate_n let_v we_o then_o put_v just_a rate_n upon_o thing_n most_o admire_v magnify_v and_o love_v those_o which_o come_v most_o home_n to_o our_o advantage_n and_o 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be_v true_o great_a let_v we_o take_v our_o rise_n from_o our_o own_o litlenesse_n &_o nothing_o let_v we_o love_n to_o be_v unknown_a and_o to_o be_v repute_v as_o nothing_o let_v we_o strive_v to_o hide_v ourselves_o from_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n and_o his_o angel_n will_v be_v upon_o us._n our_o lord_n be_v high_a yet_o behold_v low_a thing_n let_v honour_n seek_v we_o not_o we_o honour_n for_o if_o we_o seek_v it_o it_o fly_v us._n if_o we_o fly_v it_o it_o follow_v us._n or_o if_o we_o will_v needs_o seek_v it_o let_v we_o seek_v it_o in_o god_n who_o honour_v his_o friend_n exceed_o if_o we_o will_v needs_o seek_v it_o let_v we_o seek_v it_o where_o be_v true_a and_o be_v give_v to_o none_o unworthy_a of_o it_o so_o seek_v it_o my_o soul_n and_o greedy_o seek_v it_o and_o fear_v not_o to_o offend_v the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v s._n johns_n profound_a humility_n he_o be_v sanctify_v in_o his_o mother_n womb_n live_v in_o the_o wilderness_n like_o a_o angel_n of_o heaven_n have_v testimony_n even_o from_o the_o mouth_n of_o truth_n itself_o that_o he_o be_v send_v out_o before_o he_o as_o a_o angel_n to_o prepare_v his_o way_n be_v conceive_v by_o the_o priest_n and_o levite_n to_o be_v the_o elias_n nor_o a_o prophet_n in_o theit_n sense_n nor_o messiah_n never_o the_o less_o he_o humble_o confess_v that_o he_o be_v not_o christ_n that_o he_o be_v no_o more_o in_o very_a deed_n but_o the_o voice_n of_o one_o cry_v in_o the_o desert_n that_o in_o fine_a he_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o loose_v the_o latchet_n of_o his_o shoe_n affection_n o_o admirable_a humilie_n worthy_a to_o be_v look_v upon_o and_o imitate_v by_o all_o that_o love_n christ_n o_o admirable_a humility_n which_o whilst_o it_o make_v s._n john_n appear_v as_o little_a or_o as_o it_o be_v less_o than_o nothing_o in_o his_o own_o eye_n he_o appear_v more_o than_o a_o prophet_n nay_o a_o very_a angel_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n angel_n and_o man_n o_o admirable_a humility_n which_o can_v find_v out_o thy_o own_o nothing_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o sanctity_n while_o multitude_n of_o crime_n which_o make_v we_o indeed_o less_o than_o nothing_o can_v prevail_v with_o our_o proud_a heart_n to_o humble_v themselves_o o_o my_o soul_n how_o desperate_o be_v we_o lose_v since_o misery_n itself_o can_v make_v we_o acknowledge_v that_o we_o be_v miserable_a the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o three_o sunday_n of_o advent_n who_o be_v thou_o gospel_n the_o first_o pointe._n considfr_n that_o s._n johns_n humility_n be_v not_o so_o much_o ground_v upon_o the_o examine_v of_o himself_o and_o the_o dignity_n he_o find_v in_o himself_o who_o be_v sanctify_v in_o his_o mother_n womb_n as_o by_o comparison_n to_o the_o word_n the_o son_n of_o god_n whereof_o he_o be_v the_o voice_n who_o shoetye_n he_o acknowledge_v by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n he_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o loose_v for_o in_o that_o sight_n he_o true_o 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our_o fail_a strength_n howbeit_o be_v god_n mercy_n ever_o bless_v we_o be_v not_o as_o sheep_n without_o a_o pastor_n but_o we_o have_v the_o good_a pastor_n to_o protect_v us._n let_v we_o attentiuly_a hear_v his_o voice_n know_v he_o and_o his_o way_n and_o whole_o depend_v upon_o he_o and_o his_o priest_n of_o who_o he_o have_v say_v who_o hear_v you_o hear_v i_o the_o second_o pointe._n a_o good_a pastor_n give_v his_o life_n for_o his_o flock_n io._n 10._o consider_v that_o this_o pastor_n of_o we_o be_v the_o good_a pastor_n indeed_o that_o be_v good_a by_o excellency_n or_o infinite_o good_a which_o he_o make_v manifest_a not_o by_o word_n only_o but_o by_o many_o effect_n what_o be_v cast_v away_o he_o bring_v again_o what_o be_v break_v he_o bind_v up_o what_o be_v weak_a he_o strengthen_v and_o the_o sheep_n which_o be_v lose_v he_o seek_v and_o find_v and_o gracious_o bring_v home_o upon_o his_o own_o shoulder_n nay_o more_o the_o labour_n of_o thirty_o odd_a year_n 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pastor_n and_o purchaser_n of_o my_o soul_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o this_o good_a shepherd_n this_o heavenly_a pastor_n of_o our_o soul_n do_v conduct_v protect_v and_o feed_v we_o not_o after_o a_o ordinary_a manner_n but_o according_a to_o his_o divine_a superadmirable_a and_o astonish_a way_n peculiar_a and_o proper_a to_o his_o divine_a goodness_n and_o wisdom_n alone_o not_o only_o with_o the_o plenteous_a dug_n of_o his_o heavenly_a consolation_n and_o foretaste_n of_o beatitude_n but_o even_o with_o that_o supersubstantiall_a food_n his_o own_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n affection_n awake_v my_o soul_n awake_a and_o diligent_o observe_v what_o dear_a obligation_n we_o have_v to_o this_o good_a pastor_n of_o we_o he_o do_v not_o only_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o comfort_n and_o instruct_v we_o with_o his_o personal_a presence_n endure_v all_o the_o incommodity_n to_o which_o we_o be_v subject_a in_o this_o our_o banishment_n but_o he_o putt_v down_o his_o blood_n for_o the_o price_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o as_o though_o that_o be_v not_o yet_o enough_o to_o testify_v the_o excess_n of_o his_o tenderness_n to_o his_o dear_a flock_n by_o a_o heavenly_a invention_n and_o even_o a_o miracle_n of_o love_n he_o so_o leave_v we_o as_o yet_o he_o remain_v with_o we_o and_o make_v his_o own_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n the_o permanent_a food_n of_o our_o soul_n the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o this_o good_a this_o ineffable_o good_a pastor_n of_o we_o do_v not_o only_o feed_v we_o by_o this_o admirable_a mean_n which_o the_o angel_n can_v never_o have_v dream_v on_o but_o will_v also_o deign_v to_o be_v feed_v by_o we_o in_o his_o poor_a member_n our_o necessitous_a christian_a brethren_n i_o be_v hungry_a and_o you_o give_v i_o to_o eat_v i_o be_v thirsty_a and_o you_o give_v i_o to_o drink_v yes_o say_v our_o dear_a pastor_n very_o i_o say_v to_o you_o as_o 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the_o three_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n and_o there_o approach_v publican_n and_o sinner_n unto_o he_o to_o hear_v he_o luc._n 15._o consider_v the_o great_a mercy_n and_o mildness_n of_o jesus_n who_o do_v not_o only_o gracious_o permit_v publican_n and_o public_a sinner_n to_o approach_v to_o he_o to_o hear_v his_o divine_a word_n etc._n etc._n but_o he_o even_o prove_v by_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o lose_a sheep_n which_o man_n be_v wont_a to_o seek_v with_o so_o much_o care_n their_o apologist_n or_o advocate_n against_o the_o uncharitable_a murmur_n of_o the_o proud_a and_o unm_fw-la ercifull_a scribe_n and_o pharisy_n who_o look_v upon_o they_o and_o he_o with_o disdaigne_n affection_n base_a
christian_n know_v but_o too_o much_o to_o do_v solitle_o ignorance_n may_v some_o time_n excuse_v but_o luke_o warmness_n idleness_n and_o negligence_n can_v never_o we_o know_v what_o a_o dear_a price_n be_v put_v down_o at_o jerusalem_n for_o our_o ransom_n and_o what_o a_o inestimable_a reward_n be_v prepare_v for_o we_o in_o the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n we_o know_v what_o endless_a torment_n be_v threaten_v if_o we_o live_v not_o according_a to_o the_o knowledge_n and_o light_n of_o faith_n we_o have_v we_o know_v that_o this_o day_n be_v yet_o we_o a_o acceptable_a time_n a_o day_n of_o salvation_n wherein_o more_o may_v be_v do_v for_o a_o sith_o a_o tear_n a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a heart_n then_o can_v be_v purchace_v by_o the_o prayer_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n this_o day_n of_o our_o life_n be_v once_o past_a affection_n and_o be_v it_o yet_o possible_a my_o soul_n that_o after_o all_o these_o wholesome_a and_o certain_a knowledge_n we_o still_o live_v in_o 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my_o soul_n where_o our_o deafness_n ought_v to_o be_v cure_v be_v our_o chamber_n or_o celle_n there_o the_o world_n be_v silent_a and_o break_v not_o our_o head_n with_o its_o idle_a tumult_n and_o rumour_n but_o leave_v god_n his_o turn_n to_o speak_v there_o he_o break_v through_o our_o deafness_n say_v not_o to_o our_o ear_n but_o to_o our_o heart_n i_o not_o the_o world_n be_o thy_o salvation_n and_o say_v it_o so_o that_o we_o hear_v it_o there_o it_o be_v too_o that_o he_o make_v our_o dumnesse_n speak_v unto_o he_o say_v o_o dear_a lord_n thou_o haste_v make_v i_o to_o thyself_o and_o for_o thyself_o and_o thence_o it_o be_v that_o wander_v where_o i_o will_v i_o be_o at_o unrest_n and_o even_o weary_v out_o till_o i_o return_v to_o thou_o thou_o have_v make_v my_o soul_n capable_a of_o thy_o immensity_n and_o no_o less_o thing_n than_o thyself_o can_v or_o shall_v ever_o saciate_a that_o large_a capacity_n dam_fw-la mihi_fw-la te_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la for_o this_o will_v i_o day_n lie_v cry_v thou_o be_v my_o heart_n repose_v dark_a night_n be_v my_o day_n in_o thou_o in_o solitude_n my_o god_n a_o multitude_n to_o i_o the_o second_o point_n he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v consider_v the_o exceed_a gratitude_n of_o those_o good_a people_n for_o a_o temporal_a benefit_n and_o that_o do_v not_o to_o themselves_o neither_o but_o to_o their_o neighbour_n while_o we_o hardly_o take_v notice_n of_o so_o many_o spiritual_a one_o do_v to_o ourselves_o every_o day_n they_o though_o otherwise_o command_v to_o tell_v no_o body_n can_v contain_v themselves_o but_o they_o cry_v it_o out_o to_o every_o body_n with_o joy_n and_o wonderment_n free_o publish_v that_o he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v affection_n o_o my_o lord_n my_o life_n and_o my_o dear_a delight_n what_o be_v any_o man_n able_a to_o say_v of_o thou_o bear_v any_o 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o_o lord_n and_o delay_v not_o come_v and_o pardon_v the_o sin_n of_o thy_o people_n come_v and_o save_v man_n who_o thou_o do_v make_v of_o clay_n i_o will_v to_o god_n thou_o will_v burst_v the_o heaven_n and_o descend_v and_o yet_o this_o happiness_n be_v not_o grant_v they_o while_o we_o christian_n enjoy_v that_o or_o a_o great_a for_o though_o as_o s._n chrysostome_n comfortable_o say_v we_o have_v not_o the_o happiness_n to_o be_v hold_v his_o form_n and_o figure_n his_o apparel_n etc._n etc._n yet_o we_o see_v he_o we_o touch_v he_o we_o eat_v he_o o_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o singular_a honour_n be_v this_o to_o be_v feed_v with_o he_o to_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o and_o to_o be_v make_v one_o body_n of_o christ_n and_o one_o flesh_n the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o those_o good_a jew_n the_o apostle_n to_o who_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v especial_o send_v have_v a_o benediction_n of_o preference_n to_o have_v see_v he_o in_o person_n yet_o be_v there_o 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let_v we_o learn_v then_o my_o soul_n of_o wisdom_n itself_o to_o be_v wise_a when_o we_o endeavour_n the_o cure_n of_o our_o disease_v soul_n let_v we_o observe_v the_o cause_n and_o occasion_n wherein_o we_o find_v ourselves_o it_o be_v still_o in_o such_o and_o such_o circumstance_n i_o find_v my_o fall_n it_o be_v in_o such_o company_n i_o continual_o meet_v with_o the_o disease_n or_o death_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o in_o time_n judge_v ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v more_o rigorous_o judge_v that_o eye_n of_o scandal_n must_v necessary_o be_v pluck_v out_o and_o throw_v away_o without_o the_o reach_n of_o danger_n which_o who_o love_v shall_v perish_v in_o
it_o that_o hand_n which_o draw_v we_o into_o sin_n must_v be_v cut_n off_o its_o mercy_n to_o ourselves_o not_o cruelty_n better_o it_o be_v say_v truth_n itself_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o limb_n perish_v rather_o than_o that_o thy_o whole_a body_n go_v into_o hell_n fire_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n certain_a scribe_n say_v within_o themselves_o he_o blaspheam_v the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o as_o charity_n and_o goodness_n make_v the_o best_a of_o all_o thing_n by_o a_o friendly_a interpretation_n so_o pride_n and_o malice_n turn_v all_o to_o the_o worst_a our_o b._n saviour_n gracious_o daigne_v as_o well_o to_o cure_v the_o infirmity_n of_o the_o sick_a man_n body_n as_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o the_o scribe_n with_o their_o worldly_a wisdom_n cry_v out_o he_o blaspheme_v whereas_o less_o learning_n than_o they_o proud_o pretend_v to_o may_v easy_o have_v fit_v they_o with_o a_o better_a consequence_n to_o wit_n none_o can_v 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it_o &c._n &c._n glorify_a god_n who_o give_v such_o power_n to_o man_n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o while_n the_o proud_a and_o malicious_a scribe_n turn_v christ_n best_a action_n to_o their_o own_o perdition_n the_o simple_a multitude_n turn_v they_o to_o their_o advantage_n and_o god_n glory_n they_o both_o hear_v and_o see_v the_o same_o thing_n to_o wit_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o arise_v take_v up_o thy_o bed_n and_o go_v into_o thy_o house_n the_o scribe_n find_v blaspheamie_a in_o it_o the_o simple_a people_n contrary_o god_n power_n and_o wisdom_n which_o they_o acknowledge_v with_o admire_a reverence_n and_o glorify_v he_o who_o give_v such_o power_n to_o man_n affection_n the_o high_a conceit_n we_o have_v my_o soul_n of_o our_o own_o knowledge_n be_v never_o the_o way_n to_o know_v god_n he_o be_v high_a indeed_o but_o he_o gracious_o look_v down_o upon_o low_a thing_n while_o high_a heart_n he_o place_v a_o fair_a off_o it_o be_v not_o my_o soul_n it_o be_v not_o the_o vivacity_n of_o understanding_n but_o the_o simplicity_n of_o beleevinge_v which_o save_v the_o most_o part_n of_o man_n say_v holy_a s._n augustine_n as_o here_o we_o see_v it_o happen_v with_o the_o unlearned_a multitude_n the_o mind_n of_o man_n have_v no_o sure_a access_n to_o wisdom_n and_o salvation_n unless_o humble_a faith_n first_o prepare_v they_o to_o reason_n and_o true_a knowledge_n which_o pride_n be_v not_o capable_a of_o the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xix_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n a_o king_n make_v a_o marriage_n to_o his_o son_n and_o send_v his_o servant_n to_o call_v they_o that_o be_v invite_v to_o the_o marriage_n matt._n 22._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o the_o king_n who_o make_v this_o marriage_n be_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n who_o decree_v in_o his_o high_a counsel_n from_o all_o eternity_n that_o his_o only_o beget_v son_n shall_v espouse_v man_n nature_n and_o become_v like_a to_o one_o of_o us._n his_o servant_n who_o be_v send_v to_o invite_v be_v the_o patriarch_n and_o prophet_n first_o then_o the_o son_n himself_o who_o speak_v by_o his_o own_o mouth_n and_o after_o that_o the_o apostle_n and_o disciple_n who_o be_v send_v into_o all_o the_o earth_n to_o preach_v the_o invite_v be_v man_n disperse_v over_o all_o the_o world_n affection_n o_o the_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o god_n who_o while_o he_o enjoy_v himself_o in_o his_o bless_a eternity_n in_o self_n beatitude_n without_o any_o want_n or_o possibility_n of_o want_n of_o any_o thing_n can_v ever_o be_v we_o who_o i_o say_v have_v thought_n of_o love_n for_o we_o while_o we_o yet_o be_v not_o to_o make_v we_o be_v and_o so_o to_o be_v as_o even_o to_o be_v capable_a of_o himself_o and_o of_o the_o happiness_n he_o enjoy_v from_o all_o eternity_n and_o whereas_o he_o have_v but_o one_o only_a son_n he_o will_v not_o have_v he_o alone_o but_o send_v he_o down_o to_o make_v man_n his_o adop_n tive_a brethren_n to_o share_v with_o he_o in_o that_o eternal_a kingdom_n of_o he_o he_o send_v i_o say_v a_o son_n to_o invite_v servant_n to_o that_o same_o son_n marriage_n banquet_n which_o be_v to_o be_v make_v in_o heaven_n and_o to_o continue_v for_o all_o eternity_n the_o second_o point_n consider_v how_o ungrateful_a man_n deal_v with_o those_o who_o be_v send_v to_o invite_v he_o a_o thing_n so_o honourable_a to_o he_o to_o the_o marriage_n of_o a_o king_n only_a son_n and_o so_o advantageous_a withal_o to_o wit_n not_o only_o to_o feast_n with_o he_o but_o to_o be_v coheire_n with_o he_o of_o his_o kingdom_n he_o do_v not_o only_o refuse_v to_o come_v but_o even_o lay_v violent_a hand_n of_o those_o who_o be_v send_v to_o invite_v yea_o of_o they_o you_o kill_v and_o crucify_v and_o of_o they_o you_o scourge_v in_o your_o synagogue_n and_o persecute_v from_o city_n to_o city_n nay_o man_n malice_n go_v yet_o further_o the_o king_n only_a son_n be_v send_v and_o of_o he_o they_o say_v this_o be_v the_o heir_n let_v we_o kill_v he_o and_o the_o inheritance_n will_v be_v we_o affection_n admire_v my_o soul_n to_o see_v god_n free_a mercy_n so_o continual_o resist_v by_o man_n misery_n his_o longanimitie_n bounty_n and_o benignity_n by_o man_n obstinacy_n ingratitude_n and_o rebellion_n this_o we_o easy_o grant_v in_o the_o jew_n but_o alas_o let_v we_o look_v but_o diligent_o into_o our_o own_o heart_n and_o we_o shall_v find_v the_o like_a come_v home_o to_o our_o own_o door_n for_o do_v we_o hear_v the_o teacher_n of_o god_n word_n as_o god_n himself_o who_o say_v who_o hear_v you_o hear_v i_o or_o rather_o though_o we_o kill_v they_o not_o be_v we_o not_o deaf_a to_o their_o counsel_n and_o even_o contemn_v they_o nay_o do_v we_o not_o alas_o do_v we_o not_o by_o our_o crime_n crucisie_n the_o son_n of_o god_n again_o and_o again_o and_o make_v he_o a_o mockery_n to_o his_o enemy_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n when_o the_o king_n hear_v that_o his_o invitation_n and_o favour_n be_v despise_v and_o his_o servant_n murder_v he_o be_v wroth_a and_o send_v his_o host_n destroy_v those_o murderer_n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o as_o god_n be_v most_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a in_o the_o general_a distribution_n of_o his_o blissing_n and_o heavenly_a gift_n so_o be_v he_o most_o exact_v and_o rigorous_a in_o punish_v the_o contempt_n and_o neglect_n of_o they_o he_o make_v his_o goodness_n and_o bounty_n appear_v in_o this_o that_o while_o there_o be_v nothing_o to_o move_v he_o to_o invite_v man_n to_o his_o son_n marriage_n and_o in_o that_o to_o the_o possession_n of_o a_o eternal_a kingdom_n with_o he_o but_o his_o own_o infinite_a goodness_n no_o accession_n of_o power_n or_o greatness_n by_o poor_a man_n since_o to_o infinite_a nothing_o can_v be_v add_v no_o foresight_n of_o the_o merit_n of_o his_o work_n see_v he_o know_v that_o no_o work_n be_v ever_o or_o can_v be_v true_o good_a but_o by_o his_o gracious_a assistance_n he_o please_v yet_o to_o invite_v he_o but_o when_o he_o see_v nothing_o but_o hatred_n return_v for_o his_o love_n he_o make_v his_o rigour_n appear_v in_o send_v his_o host_n to_o distroye_v those_o murderer_n affection_n not_o to_o we_o then_o o_o lord_n not_o to_o we_o but_o to_o thy_o holy_a name_n to_o thy_o free_a goodness_n to_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n let_v glory_n be_v give_v thou_o do_v not_o look_v upon_o we_o and_o love_v we_o because_o we_o be_v in_o ourselves_o lovely_a but_o because_o thy_o own_o merciful_a look_n make_v we_o so_o without_o that_o gracious_a aspect_n we_o have_v remain_v in_o our_o nothing_o without_o that_o be_v otherwise_o make_v we_o have_v be_v but_o unprofitable_a sinful_a lose_a servant_n
soon_o and_o more_o abundant_o than_o we_o expect_v what_o may_v be_v conduce_v to_o our_o good_a will_v be_v effect_v for_o behold_v while_o christ_n scarce_o promise_v the_o cure_n of_o the_o prince_n son_n body_n present_o before_o his_o return_n home_o the_o child_n be_v cure_v and_o he_o and_o his_o whole_a house_n be_v become_v the_o faithful_a of_o christ_n ah_o how_o good_a thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o such_o as_o be_v right_a of_o heart_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v liken_v to_o a_o man_n be_v a_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n matt._n 18._o first_o point_n consider_v that_o by_o the_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n be_v mean_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o by_o the_o servant_n who_o ought_v he_o ten_o thousand_o talentes_n be_v represent_v a_o sinful_a soul_n guilty_a of_o many_o huge_a crime_n whereof_o he_o be_v not_o at_o all_o in_o a_o condition_n to_o disengage_v himself_o and_o what_o can_v such_o a_o one_o expect_v from_o a_o most_o just_a master_n but_o rigour_n since_o he_o have_v so_o unjust_o and_o careless_o run_v into_o so_o great_a arrear_n to_o wit_n his_o master_n command_v that_o he_o shall_v be_v sell_v he_o his_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o all_o that_o he_o have_v affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n in_o what_o a_o miserable_a state_n be_v such_o a_o guilty_a person_n he_o may_v true_o say_v with_o job_n behold_v there_o be_v no_o help_n for_o i_o in_o myself_o all_o that_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o of_o myself_o be_v a_o accurse_a liberty_n to_o heap_v sin_n upon_o sin_n to_o contemn_v the_o benignity_n and_o humanity_n of_o christ_n and_o final_o to_o treasure_n up_o anger_n against_o the_o day_n of_o anger_n whither_o then_o must_v i_o betake_v myself_o for_o aid_n what_o mean_n must_v i_o use_v to_o shelter_v my_o self_n against_o the_o rigour_n of_o the_o most_o just_a doom_n which_o i_o see_v ready_a to_o be_v pronounce_v against_o i_o alas_o my_o soul_n there_o be_v no_o flight_n from_o god_n but_o to_o god_n from_o god_n offend_v to_o god_n appease_v from_o his_o justice_n to_o his_o mercy_n let_v then_o the_o residue_n of_o our_o life_n be_v spend_v in_o cry_v mercy_n mercy_n mercy_n dread_a lord_n acknowledge_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o it_o be_v his_o mercy_n alone_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v the_o second_o pointe._n but_o the_o servant_n fall_v down_o beseech_v he_o say_v have_v patience_n towards_o i_o etc._n etc._n and_o his_o master_n move_v with_o pity_n forgive_v he_o the_o debt_n consider_v that_o though_o that_o bad_a servant_n be_v prodigality_n or_o negligence_n in_o contract_v so_o great_a a_o debt_n have_v put_v he_o into_o a_o certain_a moral_a impossibility_n of_o ever_o be_v able_a to_o pay_v so_o immense_a a_o sum_n and_o consequent_o make_v he_o most_o just_o liable_a to_o the_o punishment_n which_o be_v put_v upon_o he_o yet_o be_v his_o good_a master_n so_o merciful_a that_o present_o upon_o his_o submission_n and_o prayer_n he_o be_v move_v with_o compassion_n and_o forgive_v he_o the_o whole_a debt_n however_o great_a it_o be_v affection_n take_v courage_n then_o my_o soul_n be_v thy_o crime_n in_o never_o so_o great_a multitude_n be_v thy_o arrear_n contract_v in_o what_o length_n of_o time_n so_o ever_o god_n mercy_n do_v infinite_o surpass_v thy_o misery_n the_o accurse_a power_n of_o thy_o malice_n can_v never_o exhauste_v the_o riches_n of_o his_o free_a commiseration_n behold_v behold_v with_o admiringe_v love_n how_o the_o tender_a heart_n of_o that_o best_a master_n be_v present_o touch_v and_o move_v to_o pity_n upon_o the_o first_o submission_n and_o suit_n of_o his_o worst_a servant_n and_o forgive_v he_o not_o a_o part_n but_o the_o whole_a debt_n let_v then_o all_o the_o poor_a sinful_a servant_n of_o this_o most_o indulgent_a master_n with_o most_o humble_a heart_n replenish_v with_o gratitude_n say_v to_o he_o and_o all_o the_o world_n quoniam_fw-la bone_fw-la quoniam_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la misericordia_fw-la eius_fw-la the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n this_o servant_n find_v his_o fellow-seruant_n who_o ought_v he_o one_o hundred_o penny_n etc._n etc._n and_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o he_o and_o cast_v he_o into_o prison_n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v the_o unmercifulnesse_n and_o cruelty_n of_o this_o naughty_a servant_n and_o in_o he_o let_v diligent_o observe_v our_o self_n he_o ought_v his_o lord_n a_o immense_a sum_n to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o and_o twenty_o french_fw-mi million_o his_o fellow-seruant_n ought_v he_o a_o trifle_n only_o to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o penny_n he_o upon_o his_o first_o submission_n and_o humble_a suit_n find_v mercy_n with_o his_o lord_n and_o the_o remission_n of_o the_o whole_a debt_n his_o fellow-seruant_n fall_v down_o with_o no_o less_o submission_n and_o humble_a prayer_n and_o yet_o meet_v with_o nothing_o but_o violence_n and_o uttermost_a rigour_n affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o not_o thus_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o one_o another_o notwithstanding_o the_o many_o precept_n and_o example_n of_o mercy_n give_v we_o by_o our_o mild_a master_n bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o will_v have_v mercy_n and_o not_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o be_v it_o not_o by_o god_n mercy_n alone_o that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v and_o yet_o while_o we_o hear_v mercy_n so_o high_o commend_v by_o god_n while_o we_o so_o easy_o find_v mercy_n and_o pardon_n for_o many_o and_o great_a crime_n at_o his_o holy_a hand_n we_o can_v hardly_o prevail_v with_o ourselves_o to_o pardon_v our_o brother_n the_o small_a fault_n he_o may_v happen_v to_o commit_v against_o us._n let_v we_o deal_v my_o soul_n as_o we_o will_v desire_v to_o be_v deal_v with_o use_v mercy_n and_o we_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o find_v it_o but_o judgement_n without_o mercy_n to_o he_o that_o have_v not_o do_v mercy_n assure_v s._n james._n the_o second_o pointe._n and_o deliver_v he_o to_o the_o torment_n till_o he_o pay_v the_o whole_a debt_n consider_v that_o when_o our_o b._n saviour_n find_v that_o neither_o his_o precept_n nor_o practice_n be_v forcible_a enough_o to_o prevail_v with_o fierce_a man_n to_o do_v as_o he_o will_v be_v do_v to_o and_o pardon_v one_o another_o as_o we_o desire_v to_o be_v pardon_v by_o he_o he_o wax_v wroth_a and_o deliver_v that_o unmerciful_a servant_n to_o the_o torment_n until_o he_o repay_v all_o the_o debt_n for_o however_o what_o god_n remitt_v be_v true_o remit_v nor_o do_v he_o judge_v twice_o upon_o the_o same_o thing_n yet_o the_o horrible_a ingratitude_n and_o cruelty_n of_o the_o naughty_a servant_n appear_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o justice_n so_o enormous_a that_o he_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o the_o whole_a debt_n of_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n add_v withal_o that_o so_o also_o his_o heavenly_a father_n will_v deal_v with_o we_o if_o every_o one_o of_o we_o forgive_v not_o his_o brother_n from_o his_o heart_n affection_n with_o what_o measure_n we_o measure_v our_o brethren_n it_o shall_v be_v measure_v back_o to_o us._n if_o we_o will_v needs_o use_v justice_n without_o mercy_n justice_n shall_v we_o find_v without_o mercy_n ah_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o daunt_a reproach_n shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o to_o hear_v from_o a_o judge_n from_o who_o there_o be_v no_o appeal_n thou_o ungracious_a servant_n i_o forgive_v thou_o all_o the_o debt_n because_o thou_o besoughte_v i_o ought_v not_o thou_o then_o too_o to_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thy_o fellow-seruant_n even_o as_o i_o have_v mercy_n on_o thou_o but_o his_o mercy_n free_o extend_v to_o multitude_n of_o offence_n commit_v against_o a_o divine_a majesty_n shall_v not_o we_o then_o and_o from_o our_o heart_n reach_v at_o least_o to_o a_o few_o and_o light_a fault_n do_v against_o our_o misery_n what_o reply_n alas_o shall_v we_o be_v able_a to_o return_v to_o this_o demand_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o pharisy_n consult_v among_o themselves_o to_o entrap_v he_o jesus_n in_o his_o word_n matt._n 22._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o conduce_v to_o man_n good_a then_o to_o have_v a_o docile_a mind_n to_o take_v counsel_n and_o a_o readiness_n to_o advise_v among_o ourselves_o before_o we_o set_v upon_o any_o thing_n of_o moment_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o proverbe_n i_o wisdom_n dwell_v in_o counsel_n and_o again_o salvation_n be_v find_v in_o much_o counsel_n so_o be_v there_o nothing_o more_o pernicious_a then_o when_o many_o head_n conspire_v together_o to_o contrive_v mischief_n to_o supplante_v their_o christian_a brother_n to_o tempt_v christ_n and_o
torment_n but_o solace_v my_o small_a sufferance_n in_o the_o same_o the_o xxi_o meditation_n our_o saviour_n prayer_n upon_o the_o cross_n father_n pardon_v they_o etc._n etc._n 1._o point_n consider_v how_o our_o high_a priest_n who_o be_v now_o ready_a to_o sacrifice_v himself_o a_o tear_v and_o bloody_a host_n such_o as_o you_o have_v see_v he_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o people_n begin_v first_o to_o offerr_v up_o his_o prayer_n for_o they_o to_o his_o heavenly_a father_n sa_v pater_fw-la dimitte_n illis_fw-la non_fw-la enim_fw-la sciunt_fw-la quid_fw-la faciunt_fw-la father_n pardon_v they_o for_o they_o know_v not_o what_o they_o do_v affect_v o_o ineffable_a mercy_n mildness_n and_o longanimitie_n while_o their_o inhumanity_n have_v leave_v he_o neither_o hand_n nor_o foot_n free_a he_o want_v not_o a_o tongue_n to_o plead_v for_o his_o persecutor_n peace_n and_o reconcilement_n o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o learn_v let_v we_o learn_v by_o this_o example_n to_o pardon_v our_o 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