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which_o he_o have_v before_o he_o on_o the_o table_n lay_v there_o dead_a flay_v &_o â—osted_v it_o be_v no_o question_n he_o see_v himself_o represent_v more_o innocent_a than_o â—_o lamb_n and_o how_o without_o any_o his_o desert_n he_o be_v to_o be_v flay_v with_o stripe_n and_o embrue_v with_o his_o own_o most_o precious_a blood_n through_o most_o cruel_a torment_n and_o final_o to_o be_v put_v as_o it_o be_v upon_o the_o spit_n &_o stretch_v on_o the_o table_n of_o the_o cross_n where_o with_o the_o hot_a burn_a coal_n of_o love_n he_o be_v to_o be_v roast_v to_o death_n ponder_v how_o bitter_a this_o supper_n be_v unto_o thy_o redeemer_n be_v mingle_v with_o sauce_n of_o so_o distasteful_a a_o representation_n as_o be_v that_o of_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n purpose_n when_o thou_o sit_v at_o table_n to_o mingle_v thy_o meat_n with_o this_o â—auce_n to_o wit_n with_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o passion_n and_o pain_n of_o thy_o saviour_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o carry_v 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fisherman_n his_o disciple_n and_o love_o &_o tender_o do_v bâ—th_v they_o wipe_v they_o &_o make_v they_o cleave_v ponder_v the_o excellency_n of_o the_o person_n that_o perform_v this_o so_o mean_a and_o so_o base_a a_o office_n and_o humble_v himself_o to_o these_o thing_n the_o creator_n of_o the_o world_n the_o beauty_n of_o the_o heaven_n the_o splendour_n and_o brightness_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o father_n the_o fountain_n of_o wisdom_n in_o who_o hand_n god_n have_v put_v heaven_n earth_n â—ell_o life_n death_n angel_n and_o man_n power_n and_o authority_n to_o pardon_v sin_n the_o salvation_n and_o justification_n of_o soul_n the_o glory_n of_o the_o just_a and_o all_o the_o treasure_n of_o god_n this_o same_o our_o lord_n so_o great_a in_o majesty_n abase_v himself_o to_o this_o act_n of_o so_o great_a humility_n &_o charity_n gather_v out_o of_o all_o this_o great_a confusion_n to_o see_v thyself_o so_o proud_a notwithstanding_o that_o thou_o be_v so_o base_a a_o creature_n admire_v thy_o haughtiness_n of_o mind_n yea_o thy_o foolishness_n that_o be_v most_o ignorant_a and_o most_o poor_a and_o vile_a can_v be_v so_o proud_a see_v christ_n who_o be_v lord_n of_o infinite_a power_n and_o wisdom_n have_v so_o humble_v himself_o our_o lord_n jesus_n himself_o teach_v we_o â—o_o exercise_v work_n of_o humility_n and_o charity_n choose_v rather_o to_o practice_v these_o act_n then_o to_o command_v why_o then_o will_v not_o thou_o do_v the_o like_a &_o serious_o â—et_v upon_o that_o work_n from_o which_o so_o great_a profit_n and_o abundant_a fruit_n be_v to_o â—e_v reap_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v now_o ready_a to_o perform_v this_o so_o humble_a and_o base_a a_o office_n come_v first_o to_o s._n peter_n to_o wash_v his_o foot_n but_o the_o apostle_n be_v so_o amaze_v and_o confound_v consider_v with_o lively_a faith_n the_o greatness_n of_o his_o lord_n and_o master_n &_o together_o his_o own_o basâ—nes_n that_o he_o say_v with_o admiration_n lord_n do_v thou_o wash_v my_o foot_n thoâ—_n be_v the_o infinite_a god_n and_o lord_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o i_o the_o most_o vile_a and_o base_a of_o they_o all_o thou_o the_o creator_n of_o heaven_n &_o earth_n lord_n of_o the_o angel_n and_o seraphim_n and_o i_o thy_o creature_n thy_o slave_n a_o most_o vile_a sinâ—er_n &_o yet_o will_v thou_o wash_v with_o thosâ—_n hand_n which_o give_v sight_n to_o the_o blind_a health_n to_o the_o sick_a &_o life_n to_o the_o dead_a not_o my_o head_n or_o my_o hand_n but_o my_o filthy_a and_o abominable_a foot_n this_o o_o lord_n i_o may_v not_o endure_v but_o i_o shall_v fall_v dismay_v at_o thy_o bless_a foot_n but_o our_o lord_n say_v uâ—to_o he_o peter_n know_v for_o certain_a that_o if_o i_o wash_v thou_o not_o thou_o shall_v not_o have_v part_n with_o i_o â—his_fw-la threat_n be_v so_o terrible_a unto_o he_o that_o forth_o with_o he_o yield_v not_o only_o to_o have_v his_o foot_n â—â—â—hed_v but_o also_o his_o hand_n &_o head_n ponder_n what_o so_o high_a and_o soveâ—_a reign_n a_o god_n do_v for_o so_o low_a &_o base_a a_o creature_n and_o what_o his_o divine_a majesty_n undertake_v himself_o to_o do_v to_o make_v we_o humble_a esteem_v high_o of_o this_o which_o christ_n do_v and_o mean_o of_o thyself_o gather_v affection_n of_o admiration_n of_o thank_v sgiving_n and_o imitation_n propose_v unto_o he_o the_o necessity_n which_o thou_o have_v that_o his_o divine_a majesty_n wash_v &_o purify_v thou_o from_o thy_o sin_n see_v he_o be_v so_o humble_a &_o so_o desirous_a to_o do_v thou_o this_o favour_n to_o the_o end_n thou_o may_v have_v part_n with_o he_o for_o no_o creature_n have_v this_o power_n and_o authority_n of_o himself_o but_o the_o only_a son_n of_o god_n alone_o the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n prosecute_a this_o act_n of_o humility_n &_o charity_n vouchsafe_v also_o to_o do_v the_o same_o to_o judas_n and_o prostrate_v himself_o at_o his_o foot_n as_o if_o he_o have_v â—eene_v the_o lord_n and_o master_n and_o christ_n jesus_n the_o servant_n he_o wash_v â—_o wipe_v his_o foot_n with_o sign_n of_o more_o special_a love_n to_o mollify_v that_o his_o hard_a rebellious_a and_o obstinate_a hart_n and_o to_o win_v he_o if_o it_o have_v be_v possible_a to_o some_o good_a with_o this_o unspeakable_a humility_n and_o charity_n ponder_n and_o behold_v christ_n our_o lord_n prostrate_a at_o the_o foot_n of_o so_o wicked_a a_o fellow_n as_o judas_n and_o we_o may_v pious_o think_v that_o our_o bless_a saviour_n be_v thus_o humble_v and_o prostrate_a at_o the_o foot_n of_o this_o traitor_n and_o wretched_a disciple_n will_v with_o tear_n fall_v from_o his_o eye_n for_o his_o impiety_n and_o hardness_n
to_o the_o happy_a port_n of_o everlasting_a bliss_n the_o xxv_o meditation_n of_o the_o conversion_n of_o saint_n mary_n magdalen_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o course_n of_o the_o life_n of_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n before_o her_o conversion_n she_o be_v of_o light_a behaviour_n give_v to_o company-keeping_a and_o to_o worldly_a meering_n esteem_v only_o that_o which_o be_v agreeable_a to_o her_o own_o gust_n and_o pleasure_n she_o have_v neither_o shame_n nor_o fear_v of_o god_n nor_o of_o man_n she_o regard_v not_o her_o fame_n &_o reputation_n nor_o what_o people_n do_v say_v of_o she_o but_o be_v hold_v for_o a_o public_a sinner_n ponder_n that_o although_o this_o woman_n be_v so_o bad_a as_o have_v be_v say_v yet_o her_o hart_n be_v once_o touch_v with_o the_o inspiration_n of_o almighty_a god_n she_o present_o withdraw_v herself_o from_o all_o occasion_n and_o retire_v herself_o from_o company_n betake_v herself_o to_o repentance_n and_o shed_v tear_n of_o sorrow_n from_o her_o eye_n begin_v to_o tearâ—s_n &_o cast_v away_o her_o gay_a attâ—re_n and_o she_o je_fw-fr well_n which_o be_v the_o snare_n where_o with_o the_o devil_n hold_v she_o entangle_v purpose_v not_o to_o 〈◊〉_d thy_o coâ—uersion_n when_o god_n shall_v call_v thou_o learn_v of_o this_o holy_a penitent_a to_o reject_v &_o abhor_v those_o thing_n which_o be_v instrument_n of_o offend_v he_o and_o labour_n for_o two_o thing_n first_o 〈◊〉_d to_o have_v a_o â—oly_a fear_n and_o distu_v of_o thy_o own_o frailty_n learn_v to_o beware_v by_o the_o example_n of_o this_o magdalen_n who_o from_o little_a evil_n come_v to_o fall_v into_o many_o &_o grievous_a sin_n second_o to_o hauâ—_n great_a conâ—idence_n in_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n at_o who_o hand_n this_o sinner_n find_v remedy_n and_o thou_o also_o may_v find_v the_o like_a if_o as_o thou_o have_v follow_v she_o in_o sin_v thou_o imitate_v she_o in_o repent_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n understand_v that_o her_o lord_n and_o master_n dine_v in_o the_o house_n of_o simon_n the_o pharisy_n take_v a_o alabaster_n boâ—e_n of_o ointment_n &_o put_v on_o mean_a apparel_n repair_v thither_o to_o seek_v the_o health_n of_o her_o soul_n ponder_n how_o she_o that_o be_v a_o sinner_n come_v to_o the_o just_a and_o holy_a she_o that_o be_v sick_a and_o infirm_a come_v to_o the_o physician_n the_o defile_v to_o the_o sanctifier_n the_o last_o sleep_n to_o the_o good_a shepherd_n and_o approach_v unto_o he_o cast_v herself_o at_o his_o foot_n and_o begin_v to_o water_v they_o with_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o her_o head_n and_o kiss_v they_o &_o anoint_v they_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n with_o sigh_n &_o fervent_a desire_n of_o her_o hart_n crave_v that_o she_o may_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o he_o &_o 〈◊〉_d the_o kiss_n of_o peace_n gather_v out_o of_o all_o this_o how_o necesiary_a it_o be_v for_o remedy_n of_o thy_o sin_n to_o have_v speedy_a recourse_n to_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o prostrate_v thyself_o at_o his_o foot_n and_o cleave_v fast_o unto_o they_o by_o humble_a &_o fervent_a affection_n to_o pour_v out_o tear_n of_o compunction_n proceed_v from_o the_o very_a bortome_n of_o a_o contrite_a hart_n and_o as_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n convert_v those_o thing_n which_o have_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o her_o perdition_n to_o be_v instrument_n of_o her_o satisfaction_n employ_v her_o eye_n hair_n lip_n and_o precious_a ointment_n and_o odour_n and_o herself_o whole_o in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n so_o thou_o ought_v to_o turn_v to_o his_o service_n whatsoever_o heretofore_o thou_o have_v employ_v in_o offend_v he_o cast_v all_o thy_o honour_n &_o reputation_n at_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n for_o there_o it_o nothing_o great_a nor_o better_v they_o to_o cleave_v fast_o to_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o master_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v what_o opinion_n the_o pharisy_n have_v concern_v b._n mary_n magdalen_v esteem_v she_o a_o sinner_n &_o christ_n himself_o less_o pure_a because_o he_o permit_v himself_o to_o be_v touch_v â—y_a she_o ponder_n how_o that_o those_o who_o convert_v themselves_o to_o god_n have_v present_o some_o that_o murmur_n against_o they_o and_o censure_v their_o action_n but_o god_n himself_o have_v care_n to_o defend_v the_o as_o he_o do_v saint_n mary_n magdalen_n whâ—e_v he_o demand_v of_o the_o pharisy_n if_o he_o do_v see_v the_o woman_n and_o her_o tear_n sigh_n and_o humiliation_n and_o confusion_n that_o consider_v they_o well_o he_o mighty_a blush_n and_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o little_a he_o do_v towards_o our_o saniour_n and_o thereby_o obtain_v pardon_n of_o god_n thou_o may_v gather_v hence_o a_o desire_n to_o serve_v &_o louâ—_n god_n very_o much_o because_o these_o thing_n move_v his_o divine_a majesty_n to_o pity_n and_o clemency_n and_o to_o pardon_v thy_o sin_n be_v they_o never_o so_o great_a and_o enormous_a as_o he_o do_v pardon_v this_o holy_a penitent_a and_o of_o captive_a of_o the_o devil_n set_v she_o free_a and_o deliver_v she_o out_o of_o his_o chain_n and_o exalt_v she_o to_o the_o happy_a and_o bless_a 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o albeit_o saiâ—â—_n mary_n magdalen_n have_v hear_v from_o the_o mouth_n of_o christ_n jesus_n that_o all_o her_o â—nnes_n be_v forgive_v she_o and_o that_o she_o be_v absolve_v from_o all_o botâ—_n guik_a 〈◊〉_d pain_n through_o the_o abundant_a grace_n which_o be_v communicate_v unto_o she_o she_o notwithstanding_o remain_v still_o fix_v at_o her_o redeemer_n foot_n &_o will_v not_o depart_v from_o thence_o until_o her_o master_n say_v to_o she_o go_v in_o peace_n and_o she_o begin_v present_o to_o punish_v her_o body_n &_o do_v great_a &_o rigorous_a pennanee_n all_o her_o life_n time_n which_o endure_v the_o space_n of_o two_o and_o thirty_o year_n after_o ponder_n what_o a_o one_o she_o be_v when_o she_o come_v to_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n &_o what_o a_o one_o she_o depart_v thence_o she_o come_v dead_a but_o depart_v alone_a she_o come_v a_o sinner_n but_o depart_v holy_a she_o come_v the_o slave_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o enemy_n of_o god_n but_o depart_v the_o daughter_n &_o espouse_v of_o christ._n gather_v hence_o a_o desire_n to_o do_v penance_n for_o thy_o sin_n for_o these_o be_v the_o fruit_n which_o this_o virtue_n bring_v do_v not_o present_o forget_v they_o again_o make_v account_n that_o they_o be_v already_o forgive_v thou_o because_o this_o happy_a woman_n and_o bless_a saint_n do_v not_o so_o imitate_v she_o and_o although_o thy_o sin_n shall_v have_v be_v many_o more_o and_o much_o 〈◊〉_d then_o here_o be_v though_o thou_o have_v lose_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n â—at_a often_o thou_o may_v recover_v it_o and_o attain_v unto_o a_o great_a degree_n of_o sanctity_n above_o many_o just_a which_o never_o lose_v it_o the_o xxvi_o meditation_n of_o the_o miracle_n of_o the_o sieve_n loaf_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o different_a the_o piety_n &_o mercy_n of_o the_o apostle_n be_v from_o that_o of_o our_o b._n saviour_n for_o they_o beseech_v he_o see_v there_o be_v not_o where_o with_o to_o feed_v so_o great_a a_o multitude_n to_o dismiss_v they_o that_o go_v into_o the_o town_n they_o may_v buy_v themselves_o victual_n but_o our_o saviour_n perceave_v the_o stendernes_n of_o their_o mercy_n and_o charity_n show_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o own_o most_o bountiful_a mercy_n and_o seek_v by_o himself_o affectual_o to_o remedy_v that_o necessity_n 〈◊〉_d he_o do_v ponder_v the_o care_n which_o christ_n â—ath_v to_o supply_v the_o want_n of_o those_o which_o serve_v he_o and_o how_o that_o his_o will_n desire_n and_o pleasure_n be_v such_o and_o it_o please_v he_o great_o that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v not_o scant_a or_o spare_a but_o great_a &_o free_a teach_v thou_o to_o lift_v up_o thy_o eye_n to_o heaven_n and_o acknowledge_v that_o from_o thence_o all_o good_a be_v to_o be_v expect_v gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o place_v thy_o confidence_n not_o in_o money_n albeit_o all_o thing_n obey_v it_o neither_o in_o the_o world_n or_o humane_a force_n but_o in_o the_o bounâ—y_n and_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o thy_o creator_n who_o hand_n as_o the_o apostle_n say_v be_v always_o open_a to_o relieve_v and_o give_v his_o blessing_n to_o the_o hungry_a and_o needy_a not_o only_o of_o corporal_a but_o also_o much_o more_o of_o spiritual_a food_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o apostle_n be_v demand_v by_o our_o bless_a saviour_n of_o the_o five_o loaf_n which_o they_o have_v forth_o with_o and_o without_o repugnance_n and_o with_o a_o very_a good_a will_v they_o present_v they_o unto_o he_o together_o with_o the_o two_o fish_n they_o have_v in_o
nature_n it_o be_v ever_o to_o speak_v that_o which_o be_v reason_n &_o therefore_o he_o be_v now_o strike_v &_o abuse_v to_o satisfy_v for_o thy_o fault_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v &_o do_v daily_o commit_v in_o evil_a speak_n beseech_v our_o good_a lord_n that_o he_o will_v give_v thou_o grace_v always_o to_o speak_v well_o of_o he_o &_o to_o do_v honour_n unto_o all_o the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o the_o hatred_n &_o rancour_n of_o annas_n &_o of_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o that_o wicked_a counsel_n against_o our_o redeemer_n be_v so_o great_a that_o blind_v with_o the_o splendour_n of_o such_o patience_n &_o meekness_n they_o determine_v to_o send_v the_o most_o meek_a lamb_n fast_o bind_v unto_o caiphas_n the_o high_a priest_n that_o behold_v he_o bring_v in_o that_o manner_n he_o may_v understand_v that_o they_o think_v he_o guilty_a &_o worthy_a of_o death_n ponder_n how_o different_a these_o band_n and_o fetter_n be_v wherewith_o the_o cruel_a tormentor_n bind_v the_o lord_n of_o angel_n from_o those_o with_o which_o he_o bind_v they_o to_o wit_n the_o band_n of_o charity_n but_o his_o charity_n be_v so_o great_a that_o he_o delight_v to_o be_v tie_v with_o new_a fetter_n &_o cord_n to_o loose_v thou_o and_o they_o from_o the_o grievous_a sin_n which_o thou_o have_v commit_v against_o his_o divine_a majesty_n from_o whence_o thou_o may_v gather_v desire_n to_o suffer_v and_o to_o bear_v the_o like_a cross_n if_o in_o public_a or_o in_o private_a thou_o be_v hold_v guilty_a or_o faulty_a for_o in_o truth_n thou_o be_v no_o less_o see_v thy_o lord_n though_o he_o be_v so_o much_o worthy_a to_o be_v glorify_v be_v notwithstanding_o so_o despise_v &_o scoff_v at_o the_o thirty-nine_o meditation_n of_o the_o denial_n of_o s._n peter_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o peter_n have_v flee_v the_o night_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n with_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o disciple_n enter_v into_o himself_o again_o &_o desire_v to_o know_v the_o event_n of_o the_o business_n and_o the_o success_n of_o the_o imprisonment_n of_o his_o master_n he_o follow_v he_o and_o by_o saint_n john_n evangelist_n his_o mean_n who_o be_v know_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n he_o enter_v in_o &_o be_v know_v by_o those_o which_o be_v there_o to_o be_v our_o saviour_n disciple_n he_o deny_v he_o thrice_o swear_v and_o forswear_v that_o he_o know_v he_o not_o ponder_n how_o deep_o this_o sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n of_o his_o disciple_n do_v pierce_v the_o very_a soul_n of_o our_o lord_n that_o his_o dear_a and_o tender_o belove_a apostle_n and_o so_o much_o honour_v above_o the_o rest_n with_o the_o primacy_n of_o the_o church_n shall_v be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v account_v his_o disciple_n gather_v hence_o confusion_n and_o shame_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v oftentimes_o deny_v thy_o saviour_n if_o not_o in_o word_n at_o least_o in_o deed_n be_v ashamed_a to_o keep_v his_o holy_a commandment_n or_o to_o perform_v some_o action_n of_o virtue_n as_o to_o confess_v and_o communicate_v or_o to_o suffer_v some_o injury_n all_o which_o what_o else_o be_v it_o then_o to_o be_v ashamed_a to_o seem_v the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n &_o to_o deny_v he_o wherefore_o thou_o may_v just_o fear_v least_o that_o sentence_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o punishment_n fall_v upoâ—_n thou_o where_o he_o say_v he_o that_o deny_v i_o before_o man_n the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v deny_v he_o before_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n or_o he_o that_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a to_o seem_v my_o disciple_n before_o man_n the_o son_n of_o the_o virgin_n will_v be_v ashamed_a to_o acknowledge_v he_o for_o he_o before_o the_o holy_a angel_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o dangerous_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o continue_v in_o the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n and_o not_o to_o learn_v to_o beware_v by_o the_o first_o fall_n for_o the_o present_a occasion_n and_o the_o presume_v too_o much_o of_o himself_o and_o his_o own_o virtue_n and_o also_o evil_a company_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o fall_n almighty_a god_n permit_v that_o a_o silly_a woman_n portesse_n in_o pilate_n house_n shall_v prevail_v against_o he_o who_o have_v the_o key_n of_o the_o house_n of_o god_n so_o do_v he_o chastise_v pride_n and_o presumption_n ponder_n that_o he_o who_o be_v the_o fundamental_a stone_n of_o the_o church_n and_o so_o much_o favour_v by_o our_o lord_n he_o that_o confess_v jesus_n christ_n for_o the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n he_o that_o offer_v himself_o to_o die_v for_o he_o rather_o than_o to_o be_v scandalize_v and_o to_o fly_v now_o find_v himself_o so_o weak_a and_o fearful_a that_o be_v demand_v by_o a_o poor_a girl_n whether_o he_o be_v the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n be_v ashamed_a to_o confess_v it_o sear_v and_o tremble_v &_o at_o last_o flat_o deny_v it_o not_o once_o or_o twice_o but_o three_o time_n gather_v out_o of_o this_o weakness_n and_o frailty_n of_o peter_n â—ow_o near_o he_o be_v to_o a_o fall_n who_o confide_v much_o and_o presume_v of_o himself_o and_o see_v thou_o be_v not_o a_o rock_n but_o dust_n and_o ash_n and_o all_o the_o gold_n and_o silver_n of_o thy_o weak_a virtue_n be_v found_v upon_o foot_n of_o â—â—ay_n and_o the_o least_o stone_n of_o contradiction_n be_v sufficient_a to_o overthrow_v it_o and_o bring_v the_o whole_a tower_n to_o ground_n therefore_o boast_n nor_o brag_v of_o any_o thing_n for_o thou_o have_v not_o any_o strong_a hold_n nor_o great_a strength_n then_o with_o humble_a acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o own_o nothing_o and_o weakness_n whole_o to_o rely_v on_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o our_o lord_n wherefore_o not_o to_o fall_v it_o behoove_v thou_o to_o fly_v bad_a company_n and_o all_o occasion_n of_o danger_n arrogancy_n pride_n and_o presumption_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o as_o soon_o as_o saint_n peter_n have_v deny_v his_o master_n christ_n our_o lord_n move_v with_o compassion_n and_o grieve_v to_o see_v the_o pastor_n of_o his_o flock_n and_o that_o sheep_n which_o be_v head_n of_o all_o the_o rest_n now_o fall_v into_o so_o great_a calamity_n and_o misery_n look_v on_o he_o reclaim_v &_o convert_v he_o ponder_n the_o infinite_a mercy_n and_o charity_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n who_o albeit_o he_o be_v environ_v with_o his_o enemy_n and_o load_v with_o affliction_n be_v mindful_a of_o his_o disciple_n &_o instead_o of_o chastise_v he_o have_v pity_n on_o he_o &_o turn_v his_o eye_n of_o mercy_n towards_o he_o illuminate_v his_o blindness_n with_o heavenly_a light_n that_o he_o may_v know_v &_o see_v his_o error_n for_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n have_v this_o property_n that_o they_o open_v &_o awake_a the_o drowsy_n and_o revive_v the_o dead_a gather_v hence_o affection_n of_o love_n towards_o this_o our_o lord_n because_o when_o thou_o go_v about_o to_o offend_v he_o he_o invent_v mean_n and_o find_v out_o way_n to_o pardon_v thou_o he_o have_v compassion_n on_o thou_o he_o behold_v thou_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o mercy_n he_o touch_v thy_o hart_n and_o all_o to_o the_o end_n that_o thou_o may_v know_v feel_v &_o lament_v thy_o sin_n and_o offence_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o lord_n enlighten_v &_o penetrate_v the_o wound_a soul_n of_o peter_n with_o that_o his_o silent_a &_o love_a look_n that_o remember_v himself_o and_o be_v sorry_a for_o his_o sin_n he_o may_v bitter_o bewail_v the_o same_o he_o present_o return_v to_o himself_o and_o weep_v bitter_o &_o for_o more_o effectual_a redress_n of_o his_o offence_n he_o depart_v the_o house_n and_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n where_o he_o have_v find_v so_o bad_a entertainment_n and_o shut_v himself_o up_o into_o one_o of_o those_o cave_n which_o be_v towards_o the_o fountain_n of_o siloe_n and_o lament_v his_o sin_n with_o deep_a sorrow_n &_o say_v o_o treacherous_a old_a age_n o_o year_n ill_o spend_v o_o life_n naughty_o employ_v o_o blasphemous_a tongue_n o_o wretched_a sinner_n coward_n liar_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v ought_v thou_o so_o to_o have_v deny_v thy_o master_n have_v receive_v so_o many_o favour_n &_o benefit_n of_o he_o ponder_v how_o peter_n because_o he_o have_v deny_v his_o master_n thrice_o in_o one_o night_n weep_v and_o repent_v himself_o of_o his_o sin_n all_o his_o life_n time_n and_o do_v very_o sharp_a and_o rigorous_a penance_n albeit_o he_o know_v that_o god_n have_v already_o pardon_v he_o from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v desire_n to_o do_v the_o like_a for_o thy_o sin_n see_v that_o not_o one_o night_n alone_o but_o all_o thy_o life_n time_n and_o not_o thrice_o but_o innumerable_a time_n thou_o have_v deny_v and_o abandon_v thy_o god_n wherefore_o 〈◊〉_d behoove_v thou_o if_o
forth_o with_o meek_o anâ—_n love_o discover_v himself_o unto_o hâ—_n disciple_n call_v she_o as_o he_o accustomed_a mary_n and_o the_o present_o acknowâ—ledging_v his_o voice_n answer_v maâ—â—ster_n &_o see_v her_o lord_n and_o her_o goâ—_n glorious_a and_o rise_v to_o life_n she_o adorâ—_n he_o ponder_v how_o far_o the_o joy_n aâ—_n miration_n devotion_n and_o astonishmeâ—_n she_o conceive_v of_o so_o great_a a_o wonder_n may_v extend_v itself_o find_v so_o muâ—_n more_o than_o she_o desire_v for_o seek_v dead_a body_n she_o find_v her_o lord_n aliâ—_n and_o victorious_a over_o death_n and_o 〈◊〉_d sting_v herself_o at_o his_o foot_n she_o wouâ—_n have_v adore_v &_o kiss_v the_o most_o cred_a sign_n of_o his_o wound_n that_o wâ—_a beautiful_a and_o resplendent_a but_o oâ—_n lord_n will_v not_o permit_v she_o as_o the_o say_n do_v not_o touch_v i_o for_o i_o haâ—_n not_o yet_o ascend_v to_o my_o father_n thou_o think_v i_o be_o not_o to_o leave_v thou_o so_o soon_o neither_o shall_v this_o be_v the_o last_o time_n that_o thou_o shall_v see_v i_o for_o he_o fulfil_v her_o desire_n when_o he_o appear_v to_o the_o woman_n with_o who_o she_o also_o be_v from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v servant_n desire_n to_o seek_v god_n for_o if_o thou_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o virtue_n of_o love_n and_o devotion_n patience_n â—nd_v perseverance_n in_o which_o this_o holy_a sinner_n exercise_v herself_o seek_n our_o lord_n be_v assure_v that_o albeit_o thou_o have_v be_v as_o great_a a_o sinner_n as_o this_o his_o disable_v as_o he_o will_v show_v thou_o his_o mercy_n grant_v thou_o that_o which_o he_o give_v â—nto_fw-mi she_o to_o wit_n to_o see_v her_o lord_n and_o master_n rise_v &_o glorious_a the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o infinite_a charity_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n in_o honour_v sinner_n true_o penitent_a since_o that_o he_o choose_v â—ran_fw-mi eye_n witness_n of_o his_o resurrection_n woman_n a_o notorious_a sinner_n &_o that_o he_o shall_v deserve_v this_o â—sapnâ—_n the_o apostle_n yea_o biafore_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o apostle_n &_o before_o the_o â—sciple_n singular_o belouâ—d_v thove_v the_o rest_n of_o the_o apostle_n because_o with_o so_o many_o tear_n &_o such_o perseverance_n shâ—_n have_v seek_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o her_o lord_n ponder_n how_o that_o the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n past_a do_v not_o prejudice_n wheâ—_n they_o be_v recompense_v with_o greateâ—_n fervor_n present_a wherefore_o in_o regard_n that_o magdalen_n be_v eminent_a in_o perforâ—ming_v many_o thing_n that_o other_o diâ—_n not_o for_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n as_o we_o haâ—â—_n say_v in_o she_o 25._o meditation_n of_o the_o seconâ—_o book_n &_o be_v present_a &_o accompaâ—_n nie_v he_o at_o mount_n caluaty_n &_o assâ—_n stead_n at_o his_o burial_n even_o so_o she_o 〈◊〉_d most_o favour_v &_o cherish_v of_o all_o gather_v hence_o courage_n &_o conâ—_n dence_z that_o thou_o be_v not_o dismay_v at_o thâ—_n multitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n for_o if_o thoâ—_n some_o in_o time_n &_o be_v diligent_a in_o the_o seâ—_n nice_a of_o god_n excel_v therein_o through_o particular_a service_n he_o will_v bestow_v 〈◊〉_d thou_o special_a grace_n &_o favour_n thâ—_n thou_o may_v deserve_v to_o see_v and_o eâ—â—_n he_o for_o ever_o in_o his_o glory_n the_o four_o meditation_n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n saint_n peter_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o saint_n peter_n &_o s._n john_n go_v to_o the_o monument_n &_o enter_v in_o see_v only_o the_o linen_n clothes_n wherein_o his_o holy_a body_n have_v be_v wrap_v and_o the_o napkin_n lie_v at_o one_o side_n which_o they_o take_v for_o a_o certain_a sign_n of_o his_o resurrection_n as_o the_o woman_n have_v tell_v they_o ponder_n how_o that_o among_o the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n peter_n and_o john_n be_v the_o most_o servant_n and_o who_o excel_v most_o in_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n â—_o lord_n for_o although_o these_o apoâ—les_n know_v right_v well_o of_o the_o persecuâ—on_n that_o the_o lewes_z raise_v against_o the_o â—ciples_n of_o christ_n keep_v watchâ—n_v at_o the_o monument_n they_o resolve_v â—uertheles_o to_o go_v &_o see_v how_o matter_n â—ssed_v gather_v hence_o how_o the_o love_n of_o â—d_a make_v all_o thing_n easy_a overmaister_v &_o prevail_v against_o difficulty_n be_v they_o never_o so_o great_a beseech_v he_o to_o grant_v thou_o that_o love_n &_o charity_n which_o he_o give_v to_o his_o apostl_n that_o lay_v aside_o humane_a fear_n thou_o may_v seek_v he_o and_o enter_v whereso_o ever_o he_o shall_v be_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o these_o apostle_n return_v to_o their_o lodging_n saint_n peter_n retire_v himself_o to_o pray_v all_o alonâ—_n and_o to_o ruminate_v upon_o this_o mystery_n and_o meruayl_v with_o himself_o at_o thaâ—_n which_o he_o have_v see_v and_o do_v ouâ—_n lord_n appear_v unto_o he_o rise_v anâ—_n glorious_a ponder_v first_o the_o singular_a content_n and_o joy_n that_o bathe_v the_o hart_n 〈◊〉_d the_o holy_a apostle_n when_o he_o perceiveâ—_n he_o present_a who_o his_o soul_n loveâ—_n and_o desire_a with_o how_o lively_a a_o faâ—â—_n of_o the_o resurrection_n will_v he_o say_v i_o very_o believe_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o aâ—â—_n christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a goâ—_n with_o what_o devotion_n and_o tear_n woulâ—_v he_o cast_v himself_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o his_o loâ—â—_n and_o master_n who_o have_v do_v the_o samâ—_n unto_o he_o the_o night_n of_o his_o passion_n deem_v himself_o un_o worthy_a of_o such_o a_o sight_n and_o presence_n will_v repeat_v those_o word_n which_o he_o have_v speak_v upon_o another_o occasion_n to_o wit_n go_v forth_o from_o i_o o_o lord_n because_o i_o be_o asinnefull_a man_n but_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o he_o humble_v and_o debase_v himself_o the_o great_a be_v the_o prerogative_n &_o favour_n he_o bestow_v upon_o he_o ponder_v second_o what_o it_o be_v whereby_o saint_n peter_n make_v himself_o worthy_a of_o this_o apparition_n and_o thou_o â—halt_v find_v that_o it_o be_v the_o prayer_n and_o meditation_n of_o the_o thing_n he_o have_v see_v in_o the_o monument_n gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v a_o loâ—er_n of_o prayer_n because_o that_o &_o a_o good_a â—ife_n repentance_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o purpose_n of_o amendment_n be_v the_o mean_n â—redemy_n to_o find_v see_v &_o enjoy_v christ_n â—sen_v &_o glorious_a the_o 3._o point_n â—o_o consider_v how_o that_o the_o holy_a apostle_n enjoy_v that_o sovereign_a â—ght_n and_o presence_n of_o christ_n rise_v 〈◊〉_d lord_n will_v say_v unto_o he_o peace_n to_o thou_o it_o be_v i_o fear_v not_o thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o ponder_v how_o much_o s._n peter_n will_v be_v abash_v and_o blush_v to_o see_v himself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o his_o master_n call_v to_o mind_n how_o he_o have_v deny_v and_o offend_v he_o and_o it_o be_v credible_a that_o he_o will_v abundant_o renew_v his_o tear_n weep_v bitter_o and_o lament_v his_o sin_n &_o crave_v again_o pardon_n thereof_o from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v how_o marvellous_a great_a the_o divine_a mercy_n be_v towards_o all_o those_o who_o hearty_o bewail_v their_o sin_n &_o do_v penance_n for_o they_o wherefore_o if_o thou_o lament_v thy_o sin_n although_o thou_o be_v a_o great_a sinner_n they_o this_o apostle_n be_v and_o so_o un_o worthy_a to_o receive_v favour_n &_o benefit_n yet_o come_v in_o time_n thou_o shall_v make_v thyself_o worthy_a oâ—_n his_o soveraygne_a apparition_n in_o the_o king_n doom_n of_o his_o glory_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lorâ—_n have_v visit_v saint_n peter_n say_v untâ—_n he_o go_v &_o confirm_v thy_o brethe_o in_o the_o faith_n of_o this_o mystery_n &_o so_o hâ—_n our_o lord_n vanish_v out_o of_o his_o sighâ—_n betake_v himself_o present_o with_o great_a joy_n &_o content_v to_o the_o place_n where_o his_o companion_n be_v to_o confirm_v they_o in_o faith_n as_o his_o master_n have_v give_v he_o in_o charge_n and_o the_o testimony_n he_o give_v of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o our_o lord_n be_v so_o effectual_a &_o strong_a that_o many_o believe_v in_o he_o ponder_v the_o great_a desire_n god_n have_v of_o thy_o salvation_n and_o that_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o mystery_n of_o his_o resurrection_n give_v thou_o master_n to_o instruct_v &_o declare_v it_o unto_o thou_o &_o that_o thou_o shall_v believe_v in_o he_o thereby_o to_o obtain_v eternal_a life_n and_o gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v grateful_a unto_o our_o lord_n endeavour_v to_o make_v benefit_n of_o the_o favour_n thou_o shall_v receive_v at_o his_o divine_a hand_n â—o_o confirm_v thy_o brethren_n in_o virtue_n with_o thy_o example_n &_o word_n that_o they_o may_v glorify_v &_o praise_v he_o the_o v._o meditation_n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n unto_o the_o two_o disciple_n that_o go_v to_o emmaus_n the_o
believe_v ponder_n that_o albeit_o our_o lord_n â—pproved_v the_o confession_n of_o s._n â—hoâ—as_o yet_o will_v he_o not_o call_v he_o blessâ—â—â—he_n do_v saint_n peter_n when_o he_o confess_v â—im_v for_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o the_o â—eason_n be_v because_o he_o have_v be_v flow_n 〈◊〉_d believe_v wherefore_o instead_o of_o praise_v he_o he_o reprehend_v he_o â—â—ying_v because_o thou_o have_v see_v i_o thomas_n thou_o have_v believe_v as_o who_o â—ould_v say_v thank_n be_v to_o thy_o hand_n 〈◊〉_d eye_n which_o i_o have_v give_v thou_o to_o â—elieve_v that_o i_o be_o thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o â—od_n endeavour_v to_o gather_v hence_o anâ—_n earnest_a desire_n to_o see_v christ_n thy_o lord_n if_o not_o corporal_a as_o the_o disciple_n see_v &_o enoy_v he_o with_o their_o corporaâ—_n eye_n at_o least_o spiritual_o since_o those_o who_o believe_v his_o resurrection_n not_o have_v see_v he_o almighty_a god_n call_v bless_v the_o viii_o meditationâ—_n of_o his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n upoâ—_n ascension_n day_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o saviour_n appear_v to_o his_o disciple_n tolâ—â—hem_o that_o the_o same_o day_n he_o waâ—_n to_o go_v to_o his_o father_n &_o that_o if_o they_o lâ—â—ued_v he_o they_o shall_v very_o be_v glad_a 〈◊〉_d regard_n that_o it_o be_v expedient_a for_o theâ—_n that_o he_o go_v to_o heaven_n ponder_v how_o desirous_a the_o discâ—â—ples_n be_v not_o to_o loose_v the_o corp_n orâ—â—_n presence_n of_o their_o master_n see_v it_o 〈◊〉_d necessary_a with_o these_o and_o other_o like_a speech_n to_o advertise_v they_o that_o be_v not_o only_o expedient_a for_o his_o 〈◊〉_d to_o ascend_v to_o heaven_n but_o also_o that_o it_o import_v they_o much_o thereby_o to_o make_v mere_a perfect_a their_o faith_n to_o raise_v their_o hope_n &_o to_o purify_v their_o charity_n for_o if_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o father_n our_o lord_n say_v unto_o they_o the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v not_o come_v to_o you_o gather_v hence_o that_o if_o to_o love_v the_o corporal_a presence_n of_o their_o lord_n and_o master_n with_o a_o love_n somewhat_o less_o pure_a &_o in_o part_n interest_v will_v have_v hinder_v the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o the_o discipl_n how_o much_o more_o will_v it_o hinder_v thou_o to_o love_v thyself_o or_o any_o other_o creature_n with_o a_o inordinate_a love_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o our_o lord_n say_v unto_o his_o discipl_n to_o comfort_v they_o rejoice_v my_o belove_a disciple_n at_o my_o departure_n because_o i_o go_v to_o prepare_v you_o a_o place_n ponder_n how_o that_o thy_o redeeâ—â—er_n direct_v like_o wise_a the_o same_o speech_n â—o_o thou_o as_o to_o his_o apostle_n rejoice_v because_o i_o go_v to_o heaven_n that_o now_o from_o this_o day_n forward_o thou_o may_v â—ave_n entrance_v therein_o rejoice_v for_o that_o i_o ascend_v and_o go_v before_o to_o open_v for_o thou_o those_o celestial_a 〈◊〉_d by_o which_o thou_o albeit_o a_o wretched_a &_o sinful_a creature_n may_v have_v frank_a and_o free_a entrance_n which_o beforâ—_n i_o ascend_v be_v not_o grant_v to_o the_o just_a and_o holy_a rejoice_v because_o i_o ascend_v to_o day_n 〈◊〉_d that_o thou_o may_v ascend_v to_o morrow_n 〈◊〉_d &_o be_v seat_v by_o i_o in_o the_o place_n assign_v thou_o by_o my_o father_n hence_o thou_o may_v receâ—ueâ—_n marvellous_a great_a joy_n and_o content_v for_o that_o thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o god_n ascendethâ—_n into_o heaven_n because_o for_o he_o principal_o it_o be_v create_v crave_v of_o he_o his_o divine_a grace_n that_o by_o meaneâ—â—_n of_o a_o good_a &_o virtuous_a life_n thou_o maisâ—_n deserve_v to_o see_v and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o his_o glory_n the_o â—_o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o lord_n have_v comfort_v his_o disciple_n say_v unto_o they_o tarry_v in_o the_o city_n tilâ—_n you_o be_v endue_v with_o power_n from_o above_o ponder_v that_o word_n tarry_v that_o be_v they_o shall_v abide_v rest_n and_o stay_v whereby_o he_o mean_v to_o signify_v thaâ—_n they_o be_v to_o expect_v he_o with_o patience_n and_o perseverance_n with_o repose_n of_o body_n and_o mind_n second_o god_n command_v they_o to_o keep_v in_o the_o city_n to_o give_v they_o to_o understand_v that_o this_o favour_n be_v not_o do_v to_o they_o alone_o but_o be_v also_o ordain_v for_o the_o good_a of_o the_o universal_a world_n gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o expect_v the_o come_n of_o this_o divine_a spirit_n with_o repose_n and_o quietness_n because_o god_n desire_v that_o his_o though_o they_o live_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o street_n and_o noise_n of_o the_o world_n may_v have_v their_o mind_n quiet_a and_o peaceable_a that_o they_o may_v pray_v and_o attend_v to_o he_o with_o such_o spirit_n and_o recollection_n as_o his_o divine_a majesty_n require_v &_o to_o thou_o shall_v be_v necessary_a the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lord_n command_v his_o disciple_n forthwith_o to_o betake_v themselves_o to_o mount_v 〈◊〉_d because_o from_o thence_o he_o be_v â—ascend_v to_o heaven_n ponder_v how_o these_o holy_a disciple_n will_v call_v to_o mind_n that_o the_o 〈◊〉_d which_o their_o lord_n and_o master_n have_v choose_v to_o suffer_v injury_n &_o reproathe_v on_o the_o cross_n he_o now_o choose_v to_o mount_v thence_o up_o to_o heaven_n there_o to_o enjoy_v the_o immeasurable_a greatness_n of_o his_o glory_n &_o that_o the_o way_n to_o ascend_v to_o heaven_n be_v the_o mount_n olivet_n or_o of_o olive_n which_o signify_v charity_n and_o mercy_n gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v charitable_a &_o merciful_a towards_o thy_o neighbour_n &_o to_o extol_v &_o magnify_v thâ—_n wisdom_n &_o providence_n of_o god_n who_o be_v able_a to_o make_v that_o which_o be_v the_o begin_n of_o thy_o humiliation_n &_o contempt_n to_o be_v the_o origin_n &_o cause_n oâ—_n thy_o exaltation_n &_o praise_n as_o may_v bâ—_n see_v in_o joseph_n who_o calamity_n iâ—â—â—amy_n &_o imprisonment_n god_n use_v as_o mean_n to_o make_v he_o sovereign_a lorâ—_n &_o king_n of_o egypt_n the_o ix_o meditation_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o forty_o day_n be_v pass_v after_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n in_o which_o he_o have_v treat_v and_o converse_v with_o he_o the_o hour_n of_o his_o glorious_a ascension_n be_v come_v have_v all_o his_o disciple_n present_a he_o take_v his_o leave_n of_o they_o with_o manifold_a sign_n and_o demonstration_n of_o love_n and_o as_o a_o most_o love_a father_n who_o depart_v lift_v up_o his_o hand_n he_o bless_v they_o and_o so_o depart_v from_o they_o ponder_v how_o great_a the_o grief_n &_o feeling_n of_o these_o most_o love_a child_n will_v be_v for_o the_o departure_n of_o their_o father_n when_o they_o shall_v see_v that_o lord_n to_o leave_v they_o for_o who_o they_o have_v leave_v all_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o be_v believe_v that_o then_o some_o will_v cast_v themselves_o at_o his_o foot_n other_o will_v kiss_v his_o most_o sacred_a hand_n other_o will_v â—ang_v upon_o his_o neck_n and_o all_o will_v say_v how_o o_o lord_n do_v â—hou_a go_v and_o leave_v we_o thus_o alone_o and_o orphan_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o many_o enemy_n what_o shall_v child_n do_v without_o their_o father_n disciple_n without_o their_o master_n sheep_n without_o a_o shepherd_n &_o feeble_a and_o weak_a soldier_n without_o their_o captain_n but_o our_o lord_n comfort_v they_o promise_v they_o the_o favour_n and_o aid_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o his_o perpetual_a assistance_n and_o providence_n which_o never_o shall_v fail_v they_o gather_v hence_o desire_n that_o this_o lord_n before_o he_o depart_v to_o heaven_n vouchsafe_v to_o give_v thou_o his_o benediction_n &_o take_v hold_v spiritual_o of_o his_o hand_n cast_v thyself_o at_o his_o foot_n &_o hang_v on_o his_o neck_n thou_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d a_o other_o jacob_n say_v unto_o he_o i_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o go_v o_o lord_n unless_o thouâ—_n bless_v i_o for_o thereon_o my_o whole_a remedy_n and_o everlasting_a bliss_n depend_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o glorious_a boâ—dy_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n have_v imâ—parted_v his_o benediction_n to_o he_o in_o theiâ—_n presence_n ascend_v to_o heaven_n the_o disciple_n remain_v in_o suspense_n and_o astonish_v to_o behold_v their_o elias_n mount_v up_o to_o heaven_n &_o whereas_o they_o can_v not_o follow_v their_o lord_n with_o their_o body_n they_o follow_v he_o with_o their_o eye_n &_o heart_n ponder_v the_o great_a admiration_n of_o the_o angel_n and_o man_n which_o be_v there_o assemble_v see_v that_o sacred_a humanity_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n to_o mount_v above_o all_o celestial_a spirit_n towards_o that_o city_n and_o to_o be_v seat_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o father_n who_o have_v be_v so_o much_o debase_v