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feriunt_fw-la 〈◊〉_d verberant_fw-la ergo_fw-la tanquam_fw-la â—â—elerum_fw-la &_o malitia_fw-la suâ—â—tesâ—es_fw-la extirpare_fw-la funditùs_fw-la nituntur_fw-la &_o tollere_fw-la gravesque_fw-la sibi_fw-la putant_fw-la tanquam_fw-la vita_fw-la eorum_fw-la coarguatur_fw-la lactant._n lib._n 5._o cap_n 9_o 9_o job_n 20._o 20._o caeterum_fw-la vultu_fw-la &_o fancy_n satis_fw-la valen_n ment_fw-la &_o intellectu_fw-la constantissimus_fw-la memorià _fw-la potentissimus_fw-la nunquam_fw-la eadem_fw-la verba_fw-la bis_fw-la repetit_fw-la venientes_fw-la omnes_fw-la ad_fw-la se_fw-la recipit_fw-la sermon_n &_o doctos_fw-la &_o grave_n ac_fw-la maturos_fw-la profert_fw-la se_fw-la iusto_fw-la dei_fw-la judicio_fw-la damnaâ—â—â—_n se_fw-la jam_fw-la in_o inferno_fw-la esse_fw-la &_o inde_fw-la inenter_fw-la cruciari_fw-la optare_fw-la se_fw-la in_o loco_fw-la judae_fw-la &_o caini_fw-la esse_fw-la gribaldi_n epist_n de_fw-fr tremendo_fw-la divini_fw-la judicij_fw-la exemplo_fw-la etc._n etc._n pag._n 38._o immisit_fw-la deus_fw-la ex_fw-la illà _fw-fr horâ_fw-la in_o cor_fw-la ejus_fw-la vermem_fw-la corrodentem_fw-la ignâ—m_fw-la inextinguibilem_fw-la ut_fw-la horrore_fw-la confusione_n desperatione_n subitò_fw-la repleretur_fw-la qui_fw-la vermis_fw-la &_o ignis_fw-la nunquam_fw-la exinde_fw-la illum_fw-la dereliquerunt_fw-la ut_fw-la se_fw-la longè_fw-la deteriâ—ri_fw-la in_o statu_fw-la testetur_fw-la quam_fw-la si_fw-la separatâ_fw-la à _fw-la corpore_fw-la animà _fw-la cum_fw-la iuda_fw-la cain_n &_o caeteris_fw-la damnatis_fw-la esset_fw-la desiderans_fw-la se_fw-la loco_fw-la cujusvis_fw-la mortui_fw-la &_o damnati_fw-la esse_fw-la pottus_fw-la quam_fw-la si_fw-la in_o corpore_fw-la vivere_fw-la ibid_fw-la pag._n 43._o 43._o tom._n 5._o serm._n contra_fw-la gulam_fw-la &_o caeteras_fw-la corporis_fw-la volupt_v producamuâ—_n homines_fw-la duos_fw-la in_o medium_n quorum_fw-la alier_fw-fr lasciviae_fw-la sit_fw-la &_o voluptatibus_fw-la deditus_fw-la alter_fw-la verò_fw-la prorsus_fw-la sit_fw-la his_fw-la rebus_fw-la demortuus_fw-la etc._n etc._n adeamus_fw-la istorum_fw-la domos_fw-la inveniemus_fw-la certe_fw-la alterum_fw-la libris_fw-la incumbentem_fw-la vacantem_fw-la rei_fw-la divinae_fw-la abstinentiae_fw-la vel_fw-la rebus_fw-la necessarus_fw-la incumbentem_fw-la habentemque_fw-la cum_fw-la deoser_n â—onemâ—_n de_fw-fr rebâ—s_fw-fr coelestibus_fw-la dissâ—rentem_fw-la &_o angelum_fw-la potiùs_fw-la agentem_fw-la quam_fw-la hominem_fw-la alterum_fw-la verâ—_n madentem_fw-la mero-dantem_a operam_fw-la lasciviae-debacchantem_a delicijs_fw-la incumbentem_fw-la non_fw-la solùm_fw-la vivendo_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mortem_fw-la sed_fw-la esse_fw-la mortuis_fw-la longè_fw-la inferiorem_fw-la perniciosioremque_fw-la daemone_n agitato_fw-la &_o furijs_fw-la vbi_fw-la verò_fw-la dies_fw-la illuxit_fw-la amâ—ttit_fw-la omnem_fw-la quam_fw-la ex_fw-la lasciviâ_fw-la ceperat_fw-la voluptatem_fw-la si_fw-la â—â—dem_fw-la familiam_fw-la ob_fw-la muâ—murantem_fw-la &_o insectantem_fw-la se_fw-la â—urgio_fw-la conjugem_fw-la objurgantes_fw-la amicos_fw-la â—â—â—micos_fw-la ludibrio_fw-la se_fw-la habentes_fw-la recognoscit_fw-la recognoscit_fw-la quis_fw-la igitur_fw-la qui_fw-la mentis_fw-la sit_fw-la compos_fw-la non_fw-la potiùs_fw-la optet_fw-la mille_fw-la obire_fw-la mortes_fw-la quam_fw-la diem_fw-la unum_fw-la hanc_fw-la vitam_fw-la degere_fw-la degere_fw-la i_o say_v ordinary_o 1._o first_o because_o sometime_o 〈◊〉_d notorious_a one_o and_o yet_o without_o all_o 〈…〉_z may_v represent_v to_o the_o eye_n of_o un-judicious_a bystander_n whereby_o they_o be_v 〈…〉_z fearful_o harden_v a_o notable_a show_n of_o die_v well_o in_o my_o time_n say_v the_o french_a author_n of_o essay_n three_o of_o the_o â—ost_o exercrâ—ble_a person_n that_o ever_o i_o know_v in_o all_o 〈…〉_z and_o the_o most_o infamous_a have_v be_v see_v to_o die_v very_o orderly_o and_o quiet_o etc._n etc._n i_o have_v also_o myself_o observe_v some_o of_o 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in_o the_o fâ—â—lâ—sh_a virgin_n and_o those_o in_o the_o seven_o of_o mattheww_n yet_o i_o â—ave_n know_v of_o some_o of_o they_o who_o have_v die_v very_o fearful_o indeed_o and_o full_a of_o crue_o desperate_a horror_n hos._n 13.8_o isa._n 66.15_o deut._n 32.22_o 32.22_o inter_fw-la omnes_fw-la tribulationes_fw-la humanae_fw-la animae_fw-la nulla_fw-la est_fw-la major_a tribulatio_fw-la quam_fw-la conscientia_fw-la delictorum_fw-la namque_fw-la si_fw-la ibi_fw-la vulnus_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la sanumqâ—e_fw-la sit_fw-la intus_fw-la hominis_fw-la quod_fw-la conscientia_fw-la voco_fw-la ubicunque_fw-la alâ—bi_fw-la passus_fw-la fuerit_fw-la tribulationes_fw-la illuc_fw-la confugiet_fw-la &_o ibi_fw-la inveniet_fw-la deum_fw-la si_fw-mi autem_fw-la ibi_fw-la requies_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la propter_fw-la abundantiam_fw-la iniquitatum_fw-la quoniam_fw-la &_o ibi_fw-la deus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la quid_fw-la facturus_fw-la est_fw-la homo_fw-la quò_fw-la confâ—giet_fw-la cum_fw-la caeperit_n patitribulationes_fw-la fugiet_fw-la â—bâ—gro_n ad_fw-la civitatem_fw-la à _fw-la publico_fw-la ad_fw-la domum_fw-la à _fw-la domo_fw-la ad_fw-la cubiculum_fw-la &_o sequitur_fw-la tribulatio_fw-la a_o cubiculo_fw-la jam_fw-la quò_fw-la fugiet_fw-la non_fw-la habet_fw-la nisi_fw-la interius_fw-la ad_fw-la cubile_fw-la suum_fw-la porrò_fw-la si_fw-la ibi_fw-la tumultus_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-la fumus_fw-la iniquitatis_fw-la si_fw-la sâ—aâ—nmasceleris_fw-la non_fw-la illuc_fw-la potest_fw-la confugâ—re_fw-la pellitur_fw-la enimâ—nâ—e_fw-la &_o cum_fw-la inde_fw-la pellitur_fw-la à _fw-la seipso_fw-la pellitur_fw-la et_fw-la ecce_fw-la hostem_fw-la suum_fw-la invenom_v quò_fw-la confugerat_fw-la seipsum_fw-la quò_fw-la fugiturus_fw-la est_fw-la quocunque_fw-la fugerit_fw-la se_fw-la talem_fw-la trohit_fw-la post_fw-la se_fw-la &_o quocunque_fw-la talem_fw-la traxerit_fw-la se_fw-la cruciat_fw-la se._n in_o psalm_n 46._o p._n 502._o poena_n autem_fw-la vehement_a &_o multò_fw-la saevior_fw-la illis_fw-la quaâ—_n &_o coeaitius_fw-la gravis_fw-la invenit_fw-la &_o roadamanthus_fw-la nocte_fw-la â—iâ—que_fw-la suum_fw-la gestare_fw-la in_o pecture_n teâ—â—em_fw-la teâ—â—em_fw-la let_v we_o not_o be_v scotner_n lester_n and_o derider_n for_o that_o be_v the_o uttermost_a token_n and_o show_v of_o a_o reprobate_n of_o a_o plain_a enemy_n to_o god_n in_o his_o wisdom_n hom._n of_o some_o place_n of_o scripture_n by_o which_o some_o take_v offence_n p._n 2._o 2._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 1_o thâ—ssal_n 2.16_o 2.16_o she_o prefer_v john_n baptâ—stâ—_n head_n before_o the_o half_a of_o herod_n kingdom_n mark_n 6_o 2._o 2._o 〈…〉_z rursâ—s_fw-la haec_fw-la in_o seâ—psam_fw-la trâ—nssert_v &_o â—llius_fw-la verba_fw-la quasi_fw-la ad_fw-la ejus_fw-la ignominâ—am_fw-la â—lâ—ta_fw-la exissimans_fw-la aliud_fw-la conetlium_fw-la episcoporum_fw-la contra_fw-la eum_fw-la cogendum_fw-la curate_n quâ_fw-la re_fw-la intellectâ_fw-la
maiores_fw-la collegerunt_fw-la atque_fw-la acriori_fw-la animorum_fw-la contentione_n in_fw-la pietatis_fw-la studium_fw-la &_o defensionem_fw-la incubuerunt_fw-la huâ—â—_n smodi_fw-la enim_fw-la uâ—m_fw-la habet_fw-la arumna_fw-la pro_fw-la christi_fw-la nomine_fw-la suscepta_fw-la ut_fw-la ardentiores_fw-la amori_fw-la face_n subdat_fw-la utrisque_fw-la in_o datmi_fw-la magnitudine_fw-la praestantibuo_fw-la ad_fw-la sequentia_fw-la certamina_fw-la quasi_fw-la arrabonis_fw-la cujusmodi_fw-la vicem_fw-la praebeat_fw-la nazian_n orat._n 34._o habac_n 1.13_o nahum_n 1.6_o hosea_n 13.8_o psal._n 39.11_o 39.11_o sed_fw-la primo_fw-la intuitu_fw-la absurda_fw-la videri_fw-la posset_n comparatio_fw-la dei_fw-la cum_fw-la tineâ_fw-la quid_fw-la enim_fw-la assign_v habet_fw-la vermiculo_fw-la immensa_fw-la dei_fw-la majestas_fw-la respondeo_fw-la aptissimè_fw-la davidem_fw-la hac_fw-la similitutudine_fw-la suisse_fw-la usum_fw-la ut_fw-la sciamus_fw-la quamvis_fw-la non_fw-la palam_fw-la â—ulminete_fw-la coelo_fw-la deus_fw-la non_fw-la aliter_fw-la tamen_fw-la occulatâ_fw-la ejus_fw-la maledictione_n consumi_fw-la reprobâ—s_fw-la actinea_fw-la caeco_fw-la morsu_fw-la pannum_fw-la vel_fw-la lignum_fw-la absumit_fw-la &_o simul_fw-la respicit_fw-la ad_fw-la excellentiam_fw-la quam_fw-la duit_fw-la quasi_fw-la putredine_fw-la corrumpi_fw-la ubi_fw-la deus_fw-la infestus_fw-la est_fw-la sicuti_fw-la pretiosissimas_fw-la quasque_fw-la vestes_fw-la suâ_fw-la tabe_fw-la conâ—icit_fw-la tinea_fw-la calvin_n calvin_n sed_fw-la franciscus_n spira_n mirâ—_n sagacitate_fw-la ad_fw-la siagula_fw-la responaebat_fw-la qâ—ae_fw-la unque_fw-la adjerebantur_fw-la toâ—queâ—at_fw-la ageb_fw-mi itqueâ—n_fw-mi contraria_fw-la partem_fw-la magna_fw-la violentiâ—_n argumentorum_fw-la &_o admirandae_fw-la orantionisâ—m_fw-la petâ—_n nihil_fw-la potâ—it_fw-la adeo_fw-la apâ—e_fw-la proponi_fw-la nihil_fw-la tamaâ—co_fw-la iodate_v adferri_fw-la quod_fw-la non_fw-la ille_fw-la vel_fw-la refelâ—eret_fw-la argutissime_fw-la vel_fw-la eluâ—â—â—â—et_fw-la calli_fw-la dissime_fw-la vel_fw-la dissolveret_fw-la promptissime_fw-la saepè_fw-la intrà _fw-la meipsum_fw-la cogitavi_fw-la eum_fw-la nequaquam_fw-la fâ—isse_fw-la it_o a_o perspicacem_fw-la inâ—ulicio_fw-la dogmatum_fw-la ita_fw-la porrò_fw-la excercitatum_fw-la in_o disputationibus_fw-la theologiâ—is_fw-la cum_fw-la sanus_fw-la esset_fw-la hist._n de_fw-fr francisâ—_n spiâ—a_o p._n 120.121_o 120.121_o it_o be_v say_v of_o the_o same_o spira_n that_o in_o tantis_fw-la suis_fw-la malis_fw-la he_o do_v silieris_fw-la svorum_fw-la non_fw-la aliter_fw-la vultus_fw-la &_o manus_fw-la qua_fw-la tortorum_fw-la semper_fw-la exborrescere_fw-la ibid._n p._n 84._o 84._o mentem_fw-la eripit_fw-la timor_fw-la hic_fw-la vultum_fw-la totúmque_fw-la corporis_fw-la habitum_fw-la immutat_fw-la clian_n in_o delicijs_fw-la in_o tirpudijs_fw-la in_fw-la symposijs_fw-la etc._n etc._n carnisicinam_fw-la exercet_fw-la lemmius_n li._n 4._o cap._n 21._o 21._o contra_fw-la i_o quaecunque_fw-la sunt_fw-la uspiam_fw-la in_fw-la coelo_fw-la &_o sub_fw-la coelo_fw-la consenserâ—nt_fw-la ut_fw-la mihi_fw-la molestiam_fw-la faciant_fw-la coelum_fw-la elementa_fw-la mundus_fw-la deus_fw-la angeli_fw-la homines_fw-la diaboli_fw-la hist._n de_fw-fr spira_n pag_n 112._o 112._o mulâ—o_fw-la saeviorlongeque_fw-la atrocior_fw-la est_fw-la anuni_fw-la quam_fw-la corporis_fw-la cruciatus_fw-la lemmius_n lib._n 1._o cap._n 12._o tan_o o_o poena_fw-la intolerabilior_fw-la quantò_fw-la spiritus_fw-la corpore_fw-la subtilior_fw-la jer._n 20_o 4._o prov_n 28_o 1._o levit._fw-la 26_o 37._o psal._n 53â—_n 53â—_n saeâ—e_fw-la dixit_fw-la infelicissimus_fw-la spira_n se_fw-la invidere_fw-la caino_n saulo_n &_o judae_fw-la ibid._n pag._n 31._o optate_fw-la se_fw-la in_o loco_fw-la judae_fw-la &_o caini_fw-la esse_fw-la ibid._n p._n 38._o exit_fw-la illâ—_n hâ—râ—_n imâ—â—sit_fw-la deâ—s_fw-la tu_fw-la cor_fw-la eâ—us_fw-la â—ermâ—m_fw-la câ—â—râ—dentem_fw-la ignem_fw-la iâ—extingâ—thilem_fw-la ut_fw-la horrine_fw-la conâ—â—â—siâ—ne_fw-mi dâ—spâ—ratione_fw-la 〈◊〉_d o_o replâ—retur_fw-la qâ—i_fw-la vermis_fw-la &_o ignâ—s_fw-la nunquam_fw-la exâ—ude_fw-la 〈◊〉_d dereliquerant_fw-la 〈…〉_z deteriori_fw-la in_o 〈…〉_z quam_fw-la si_fw-mi separate_z à _fw-la corpore_fw-la animà _fw-la cum_fw-la juda_n caino_n &_o caeteris_fw-la damnatis_fw-la esset_fw-la desiderans_fw-la se_fw-la loco_fw-la 〈…〉_z morâ—ui_fw-fr &_o damnati_fw-la eâ—se_fw-la potius_fw-la 〈…〉_z corpore_fw-la vivere_fw-la 〈◊〉_d pag._n 13._o asserebat_fw-la uâ—rmem_fw-la illum_fw-la rodentem_fw-la &_o ignem_fw-la inextinctam_fw-la ita_fw-la cordis_fw-la penetralia_fw-la exedere_fw-la &_o adurere_fw-la 〈…〉_z sit_v deterior_fw-la sâ—a_fw-la 〈◊〉_d qua_fw-la vel_fw-la 〈…〉_z judae_fw-la &_o quindem_v maâ—â—_n se_fw-la â—am_fw-la mortâ—â—â—_n 〈◊〉_d damnatiâ—_n esse_fw-la quâ—m_fw-la in_o havita_n 〈…〉_z nicol._n laurent_n in_o aleâ—ipharmaco_n adversus_fw-la desperatâ—onis_fw-la pestem_fw-la pag_n 31._o 31._o 〈…〉_z fâ—turos_fw-la post_fw-la hanâ—â—tiam_fw-la cruciatus_fw-la acerbiores_fw-la aut_fw-la 〈…〉_z sâ—se_o quidem_fw-la long_o duriora_fw-la 〈…〉_z &_o 〈…〉_z expetere_fw-la ac_fw-la desideraere_fw-la 〈…〉_z nihil_fw-la ipsi_fw-la graviâ—s_fw-la pertimescendum_fw-la sciret_fw-la ibid._n pag._n 86._o 86._o latomus_fw-la cum_fw-la ex_fw-la ambitione_n contra_fw-la conscientiam_fw-la veritatem_fw-la evangelij_fw-la atrociter_fw-la impugnasset_fw-la &_o inquisitor_n pravitatis_fw-la haretiâ—ae_fw-la factus_fw-la christi_fw-la fideles_fw-la immanissimè_fw-la esset_fw-la persecutus_fw-la in_fw-la corpore_fw-la vegeto_fw-la &_o sano_fw-la subitâ_fw-la trepidâ—tione_fw-la &_o teâ—roribus_fw-la itae_fw-la est_fw-la perculsus_fw-la ut_fw-la quos_fw-la ex_fw-la amiciss_fw-la noâ—erat_fw-la doctissimos_fw-la ad_fw-la sâ—_n accerseret_fw-la suámque_fw-la impietatem_fw-la in_fw-la extremâ_fw-la constitutus_fw-la desperatione_n ultrò_fw-la fateretur_fw-la grave_a est_fw-fr inquiens_fw-la peccatum_fw-la meum_fw-la qui_fw-la prudens_fw-la sciensque_fw-la in_o verbo_fw-la dei_fw-la persequâ—ndo_fw-la &_o opprimendo_fw-la alijs_fw-la operam_fw-la meam_fw-la collocavi_fw-la quare_fw-la adversus_fw-la spiritum_fw-la sanctum_fw-la peccavi_fw-la nec_fw-la ulla_fw-la uâ—lin_fw-mi hâc_fw-la vitâ_fw-la vel_fw-la in_o aeternâ_fw-la peccati_fw-la mei_fw-la condonatio_fw-la speranda_fw-la est_fw-la sed_fw-la diaboli_fw-la &_o corpore_fw-la &_o animâ_fw-la perpetuum_fw-la sum_fw-la mancipium_fw-la adeóque_fw-la in_o regnum_fw-la ejus_fw-la incorporatus_fw-la atque_fw-la ita_fw-la inter_fw-la horrendos_fw-la mugitus_fw-la mortuus_fw-la est_fw-la alexipharm_n adversus_fw-la desperat_n authore_fw-la nicolao_n laurentio_n laurentio_n isai._n 38.13_o quòd_fw-la autem_fw-la deum_fw-la comparat_fw-la leoni_n absurdum_fw-la videri_fw-la non_fw-la debet_fw-la oportet_fw-la enim_fw-la flagellis_fw-la domini_fw-la effiâ—aciam_fw-la inessâ—_n quà _fw-la humiliomur_fw-la at_o que_fw-la deijciamur_fw-la usque_fw-la ad_fw-la ipsos_fw-la inferos_fw-la &_o consolation_n propemodum_fw-la destituto_fw-la omne_fw-la horror_n be_v plena_fw-la concipiamus_fw-la quemadmodum_fw-la etiam_fw-la horrores_fw-la istos_fw-la descriptos_fw-la à _fw-la davide_n cernimus_fw-la dum_fw-la ossa_fw-la sua_fw-la dinumerata_fw-la lectum_fw-la suum_fw-la lachrymis_fw-la madefactum_fw-la anâ—mam_fw-la svam_fw-la turbatam_fw-la inferos_fw-la apertos_fw-la esse_fw-la dicit_fw-la sic_fw-la enim_fw-la pios_fw-la interdum_fw-la judicio_fw-la dei_fw-la tâ—rreri_fw-la necesse_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la bonitatis_fw-la ejus_fw-la desiderio_fw-la magis_fw-la afficiantur_fw-la calvin_n calvin_n job_n 13_o 26._o 26._o job_n 6_o 4.8_o 4.8_o job_n 7.14_o 15._o 15._o non_fw-la quòd_fw-la de_fw-fr laqueo_fw-la cogitárit_fw-la sed_fw-la quòd_fw-la in_o tantâ_fw-la mili_fw-la acerbitate_fw-la &_o inquietudine_fw-la tam_fw-la diurnâ—_fw-la quam_fw-la nocturnà _fw-la sâ—â—lterutriâ—s_fw-la detur_fw-la optio_fw-la long_o malit_fw-la laqueum_fw-la quà _fw-la in_o talem_fw-la â—i_fw-la tamâ—abisane_fw-la vidoloris_fw-la anactus_fw-la hoc_fw-la dicit_fw-la svi_fw-la oblituâ—_n no_o neqâ—e_a hoâ—_n excusaâ—i_fw-la potest_fw-la sed_fw-la ita_fw-la sibi_fw-la in_o svo_fw-la dolore_fw-la &_o ipse_fw-la svo_fw-la dolour_n indâ—lget_fw-la mere._n mere._n psal._n 32.3_o 4._o 4._o see_v the_o discourse_n of_o the_o holy_a lâ—fe_n and_o christian_a death_n of_o mistress_n katherine_n brettergh_n brettergh_n in_o the_o narration_n of_o his_o dreadful_a desertion_n upon_o his_o bed_n of_o death_n death_n act_n and_o monum_fw-la iâ—_n the_o story_n of_o master_n robert_n glover_n p._n 1551._o 1551._o in_o the_o forecited_n discourse_n discourse_n in_o the_o abovenamed_a narration_n narration_n act_n and_o monum_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n o_o miseri_fw-la in_fw-la quanto_fw-la errore_fw-la versamini_fw-la patatisne_n hunc_fw-la morbum_fw-la ejusmodâ—_n esse_fw-la quipbarâ—â—acis_fw-la aut_fw-la open_a humanâ_fw-la superaâ—i_fw-la possit_fw-la â—_o credit_n mihi_fw-la aliunuâ—_n petenda_fw-la est_fw-la medicina_fw-la non_fw-la prodest_fw-la ad_fw-la animae_fw-la agritudines_fw-la peccati_fw-la cognition_n &_o irae_fw-la dei_fw-la pondere_fw-la prostratae_fw-la nec_fw-la potio_fw-la nec_fw-la cataplasma_n nec_fw-la deductio_fw-la per_fw-la pharmacum_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o hoc_fw-la genere_fw-la medice_fw-la christus_fw-la est_fw-la vox_fw-la evangelij_fw-la autidotum_fw-la hist._n de_fw-fr spira_n pag._n 106._o 106._o tempestiuè_fw-la incipiamus_fw-la sentire_fw-la conscientiae_fw-la horrores_fw-la dum_fw-la â—empus_fw-la est_fw-la gratia_fw-la quâ_fw-la vulnerata_fw-la conscientia_fw-la sanari_fw-la potest_fw-la suavissimus_fw-la christi_fw-la promissioâ—ibus_fw-la nam_fw-la si_fw-la sensum_fw-la hunc_fw-la differamus_fw-la etc._n etc._n rolloc_n in_o loan_n 5._o pag._n 287._o 287._o as_o if_o a_o foolish_a wretch_n shall_v choose_v rather_o to_o starve_v at_o the_o baker_n stall_n then_o lay_v out_o his_o penny_n in_o bread_n so_o god_n know_v many_o a_o wretched_a man_n famish_v his_o soul_n to_o spare_v his_o purse_n content_v to_o live_v in_o a_o barren_a and_o dry_a wilderness_n where_o there_o be_v neither_o bread_n nor_o water_n of_o life_n where_o there_o be_v no_o vision_n no_o preach_n rather_o then_o to_o feed_v his_o kid_n by_o the_o tent_n of_o the_o shepherd_n that_o be_v to_o dwell_v where_o he_o may_v hear_v or_o which_o be_v more_o charitable_a to_o procure_v that_o he_o with_o other_o may_v hear_v where_o he_o dwell_v s._n crook_n crook_n ne_o quòd_fw-la peccans_fw-la non_fw-la dole_n parvi_fw-la
to_o forsake_v not_o some_o but_o every_o sin_n every_o corruption_n every_o breach_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n whatsoever_o hieron_n in_o his_o three_o sermon_n upon_o matth._n 13_o 44._o what_o must_v the_o sinner_n sell_v all_o that_o he_o have_v what_o be_v that_o his_o good_n land_n child_n no_o these_o be_v none_o of_o his_o own_o god_n have_v but_o lend_v he_o these_o to_o use_v and_o some_o that_o will_v have_v christ_n and_o shall_v have_v no_o good_n to_o sell_v what_o then_o be_v our_o own_o our_o sin_n and_o nothing_o else_o he_o that_o will_v have_v part_n in_o christ_n must_v part_v with_o his_o sin_n he_o can_v have_v christ_n and_o keep_v any_o one_o of_o they_o roger_n in_o his_o doctrine_n of_o faith_n p._n 171._o etc._n etc._n qui_fw-la volit_fw-la pro_fw-la dignitate_fw-la suâ_fw-la astimare_fw-la donum_fw-la hoâ—_n quod_fw-la ossert_v christus_fw-la quantum_fw-la sit_fw-la necesse_fw-la est_fw-la jam_fw-la primum_fw-la de_fw-la peccatis_fw-la suis_fw-la &_o miseriâ_fw-la cogitet_fw-la sic_fw-la enim_fw-la siâ—t_fw-la ut_fw-la pluris_fw-la â—aciat_fw-la christum_fw-la quam_fw-la uniâ—ersum_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mundum_fw-la eumque_fw-la avide_n ad_fw-la se_fw-la cripiaâ—_n ad_fw-la justificationem_fw-la &_o salutem_fw-la svam_fw-la aeternam_fw-la rolloc_n in_o joan._n cap._n 6._o pag._n 376._o 376._o though_o a_o man_n dare_v not_o apply_v the_o promise_n to_o one_o only_o terrify_v by_o the_o law_n yet_o to_o one_o true_o thus_o humble_v by_o the_o gospel_n and_o contrite_a heart_a we_o do_v no_o other_o rogers_n ibid_fw-la pag._n 141._o 141._o heb._n 5.9_o 5.9_o hâ—c_fw-la ad_fw-la exilium_fw-la babilonicum_fw-la restringenda_fw-la non_fw-la esse_fw-la dixi_fw-la quia_fw-la patent_n latissimè_fw-la et_fw-la doctâ—inam_fw-la evangelij_fw-la comprehendunt_fw-la in_o qua_fw-la pâ—â—ecipuè_fw-fr est_fw-la vis_fw-la iâ—â—a_fw-la coâ—solandi_fw-la ejus_fw-la enim_fw-la â—st_fw-la erâ—gâ—re_fw-la â—fflictos_fw-la &_o prostiatos_fw-la â—â—ctios_n &_o serè_fw-la mortuos_fw-la recreare_fw-la maesâ—os_fw-la 〈◊〉_d tristitià _fw-la calvin_n quia_fw-la captivitas_fw-la &_o liberatio_fw-la illa_fw-la corporalis_fw-la 〈…〉_z captivitatis_fw-la &_o liberationis_fw-la spiritâ—â—â—is_fw-la non_fw-la in_o literâ—_fw-la haerendum_fw-la nobis_fw-la sed_fw-la ad_fw-la â—â—pliâ—itatis_fw-la spiritualis_fw-la sub_fw-la peccati_fw-la â—ugo_fw-la &_o aeternâ—e_fw-la mortis_fw-la metu_fw-la itemque_fw-la redemptionis_fw-la sempiternae_fw-la per_fw-la christum_fw-la factae_fw-la cogitationem_fw-la assargendum_fw-la erit_fw-la scult_a scult_a de_fw-fr spirituali_fw-la jerosolymâ_fw-la loquor_fw-la cujus_fw-la fundamentum_fw-la christus_fw-la 1._o cor._n 3_o 11._o scult_a in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la in_o that_o sense_n as_o i_o teach_v in_o my_o exposition_n of_o the_o last_o article_n of_o the_o belief_n faith_n in_o the_o first_o act_n make_v we_o christ_n reconcile_v we_o to_o he_o make_v we_o one_o with_o he_o and_o by_o he_o with_o god_n the_o father_n d.d._n d.d._n roger_n of_o dedham_n in_o his_o doctrine_n of_o faith_n pag._n 63._o 63._o he_o make_v contrition_n to_o foâ—low_v legal_a terror_n and_o precede_v that_o repentance_n which_o be_v the_o daughter_n of_o faith_n and_o in_o order_n of_o nature_n follow_v after_o it_o see_v ibid._n pag._n 121.122_o 123.124_o see_v also_o master_n hooker_n preface_n to_o his_o book_n add_v in_o the_o second_o edition_n edition_n if_o any_o be_v trouble_v because_o he_o talk_v of_o hope_n joy_n etc._n etc._n before_o faith_n let_v he_o seek_v satisfaction_n ibid_fw-la pag._n 161.162_o and_o weigh_v well_o his_o distinction_n of_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n pag._n 125.126_o where_o he_o tell_v we_o of_o three_o kind_n of_o they_o first_o some_o common_a to_o elect_n and_o reprobate_n as_o knowledge_n in_o scripture_n prophecy_n tongue_n miracle_n and_o such_o like_a second_o some_o special_a belong_v to_o the_o elect_a only_o as_o faith_n by_o which_o we_o be_v justify_v a_o renew_a heart_n a_o good_a conscience_n the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o such_o like_a grace_n three_o some_o middle_a one_o wrought_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o those_o that_o be_v not_o yet_o actual_o the_o child_n of_o god_n yet_o certain_o shall_v be_v and_o which_o whosoever_o have_v wrought_v in_o they_o shall_v sure_o have_v faith_n and_o can_v go_v long_o without_o it_o such_o be_v this_o contrition_n and_o such_o disposition_n as_o be_v in_o man_n before_o faith_n which_o yet_o be_v wrought_v by_o the_o gospel_n these_o be_v better_o than_o common_a gift_n yet_o not_o actual_a grace_n and_o yet_o gracious_a inclination_n to_o faith_n which_o be_v in_o those_o that_o be_v to_o be_v justify_v and_o which_o if_o we_o speak_v proper_o can_v be_v wrought_v in_o any_o that_o shall_v perish_v see_v master_n hooker_n in_o the_o preface_n to_o the_o same_o book_n book_n as_o a_o great_a divine_a say_v of_o faith_n non_fw-la ex_fw-la gradu_fw-la aut_fw-la mensurâ—_n fidei_fw-la dependet_fw-la justificatio_fw-la sed_fw-la ex_fw-la verâ—â—aâ—e_fw-la justification_n depend_v not_o upon_o the_o degree_n but_o the_o truth_n of_o faith_n davenantius_n in_o expos_n epist_n ad_fw-la coloss._n pag._n 21._o so_o may_v we_o say_v proportionable_o of_o other_o grace_n in_o respect_n of_o comfort_n from_o they_o and_o yet_o that_o of_o austin_n be_v most_o true_a si_fw-la dixisti_fw-la sufficit_fw-la perijsti_fw-la if_o any_o say_v he_o have_v grace_n enough_o he_o have_v just_o none_o minimè_fw-la certè_fw-la bone_fw-la est_fw-la qui_fw-la melior_fw-la esse_fw-la non_fw-la vult_fw-la bernard_n bernard_n sunt_fw-la quaedam_fw-la effecta_fw-la interna_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la sive_fw-la regenerationem_fw-la praevia_fw-la quae_fw-la virtute_fw-la verbi_fw-la spiritusque_fw-la in_o nondum_fw-la justificatorum_fw-la cordibus_fw-la excitantur_fw-la qualia_fw-la sunt_fw-la notitia_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la divinae_fw-la sensus_fw-la peccati_fw-la timor_fw-la poenae_fw-la cogitatio_fw-la de_fw-fr liberatione_n spes_fw-la aliqua_fw-la veniae_fw-la ad_fw-la statum_fw-la justificationis_fw-la in_fw-la quo_fw-la pacem_fw-la habemus_fw-la apud_fw-la deum_fw-la per_fw-la d.n._n jesum_fw-la christum_fw-la non_fw-la solet_fw-la gratia_fw-la divina_fw-la homines_fw-la perducere_fw-la per_fw-la subitum_fw-la enthusiasm_n sed_fw-la multis_fw-la praevijs_fw-la actionibus_fw-la ministerio_fw-la verbi_fw-la subactos_fw-la &_o preparatos_fw-la hoc_fw-la videre_fw-la licet_fw-la in_fw-la illis_fw-la qui_fw-la audiâ—á_fw-la petri_n concione_n peccati_fw-la â—nus_fw-la sentiunt_fw-la timent_fw-la dolent_a liberationem_fw-la desiderant_fw-la spem_fw-la aliquam_fw-la ventae_fw-la concipiunt_fw-la quae_fw-la omne_fw-la exillis_fw-la verbis_fw-la colligi_fw-la possunt_fw-la act._n 2.37_o quùm_fw-la haec_fw-la audivissent_fw-la compuncti_fw-la sunt_fw-la cord_n svo_fw-la &_o dixerunt_fw-la ad_fw-la petrum_fw-la &_o reliquos_fw-la apostolos_fw-la virisratres_fw-la quid_fw-la saciemus_fw-la hoc_fw-la ipsa_fw-la rei_fw-la natura_fw-la requirit_fw-la nam_fw-la sicuti_fw-la in_o generatione_n hominis_fw-la naturali_fw-la multae_fw-la sunt_fw-la praeviae_fw-la dispositiones_fw-la quae_fw-la formae_fw-la inductionem_fw-la praecedunt_fw-la ita_fw-la &_o in_fw-la spirituali_fw-la per_fw-la multas_fw-la antecedanea_n gratiae_fw-la actiones_fw-la ad_fw-la spiritualem_fw-la nativitatem_fw-la pervenitur_fw-la hoc_fw-la denique_fw-la apparet_fw-la ex_fw-la instrumentis_fw-la quibus_fw-la utitur_fw-la deus_fw-la ad_fw-la homines_fw-la regenerandos_fw-la vtiturenim_fw-la ministerio_fw-la hominum_fw-la &_o instrumento_fw-la verbi_fw-la 1._o cor._n 4.15_o per_fw-la evangelium_fw-la ego_fw-la vos_fw-la genui_fw-la quod_fw-la si_fw-la deus_fw-la immediatè_fw-la vellet_fw-la hominem_fw-la impium_fw-la regenerare_fw-la &_o justificare_fw-la nullà _fw-fr cognition_n nullo_n dolore_fw-la nullo_n desiderio_fw-la nullâ_fw-la veniae_fw-la spe_fw-la praeparatum_fw-la nec_fw-la hominum_fw-la ministerio_fw-la nec_fw-la verbo_fw-la praedicato_fw-la hanc_fw-la ad_fw-la remopus_fw-la esset_fw-la nec_fw-la ministris_fw-la verbum_fw-la dei_fw-la rectè_fw-la secantibus_fw-la cura_fw-la incumberet_fw-la apt_a prudenterque_fw-la auditorum_fw-la conscientias_fw-la primò_fw-la legis_fw-la terroribus_fw-la sauciandi_fw-la deinde_fw-la evangelicis_fw-la promissis_fw-la erigendi_fw-la ac_fw-la eosdem_fw-la hartandi_fw-la ad_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la fidemquâ—_n à _fw-la deo_fw-la per_fw-la preces_fw-la &_o lachrymas_fw-la petendam_fw-la suffrag_v colleg._n theologorum_fw-la magnae_fw-la britanniae_fw-la de_fw-la quinque_fw-la controversis_fw-la remonstrantium_fw-la articulis_fw-la de_fw-la antecedaneis_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la thes._n 2._o 2._o yates_n in_o his_o model_n of_o divinity_n lib._n 2._o ca._n 26_o 26_o neither_o let_v any_o dream_n that_o these_o be_v any_o production_n of_o free_a will_n i_o hearty_o abhor_v popery_n pelagianisme_n and_o all_o enemy_n to_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n but_o know_v that_o they_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o the_o word_n and_o spirit_n sunt_fw-la quaedam_fw-la effecta_fw-la interna_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la sive_fw-la regenerationem_fw-la praevia_fw-la quae_fw-la virtute_fw-la verbi_fw-la spiritusque_fw-la in_o nondum_fw-la justificatorum_fw-la cordibus_fw-la excitantur_fw-la qualia_fw-la sunt_fw-la notitia_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la divinae_fw-la sensus_fw-la peccati_fw-la timor_fw-la poenae_fw-la cogitatio_fw-la deliberatione_n spes_fw-la aliquâ_fw-la veniae_fw-la suffrag_v colleg._n theologorum_fw-la mag._n britan._n etc._n etc._n de_n anticedanâ—is_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la thesi._n 2._o 2._o quod_fw-la nam_fw-la sit_fw-la hoc_fw-la donum_fw-la ipse_fw-la exponit_fw-la verbis_fw-la sequentibus_fw-la &_o quis_fw-la sit_fw-la qui_fw-la dicit_fw-la tibi_fw-la donum_fw-la igitur_fw-la est_fw-la ipse_fw-la christus_fw-la silius_fw-la quem_fw-la dedit_fw-la nobis_fw-la pater_fw-la rolloc_n in_o johan._n pag._n 196._o zach._n 13.1_o 13.1_o vidisti_fw-la ulcus_fw-la
sense_n pares_fw-la esse_fw-la possunt_fw-la in_o charitate_fw-la coram_fw-la deo_fw-la &_o ille_fw-la qui_fw-la spirituali_fw-la consolation_n perâ—unditur_fw-la &_o ille_fw-la â—ui_fw-la eâ_fw-la privatur_fw-la imò_fw-la si_fw-la diliâ—enter_fw-la pensetur_fw-la magis_fw-la pericli_fw-la tari_fw-la poterit_fw-la qui_fw-la devotionis_fw-la dulcedine_fw-la fruitur_fw-la quam_fw-la be_v cui_fw-la haec_fw-la denegatur_fw-la ratio_fw-la quia_fw-la si_fw-la consolation_n huiâ—smodi_fw-la fungens_fw-la de_fw-la gratiâ_fw-la tali_fw-la confidat_fw-la &_o sut_fw-la impersectum_fw-la exinde_fw-la considerare_fw-la negligat_fw-la suâ_fw-la devotione_fw-la erit_fw-la deo_fw-la potiùs_fw-la remotior_fw-la quâm_fw-la propinquior_fw-la propter_fw-la svam_fw-la presumptionem_fw-la &_o satuam_fw-la confidentiam_fw-la gers._fw-la tract_n de_fw-fr reme_v contra_fw-la pusillan_n psal._n 30.6.7_o 30.6.7_o subtraxisli_n sensum_fw-la favoris_fw-la &_o benevolentiae_fw-la tuus_fw-la ita_fw-la ut_fw-la quocunque_fw-la i_o verterem_fw-la nihil_fw-la nisi_fw-la deum_fw-la iratum_fw-la cernerem_fw-la ita_fw-la tandem_fw-la excussus_fw-la est_fw-la mihi_fw-la ille_fw-la veternus_fw-la quo_fw-la mens_fw-la antea_fw-la erat_fw-la sopita_fw-la &_o incidi_fw-la in_o magnam_fw-la consternationem_fw-la &_o horrendos_fw-la dolores_fw-la in_fw-la quibus_fw-la luitari_fw-la i_o oportuit_fw-la cum_fw-la desperatione_n cum_fw-la sensu_fw-la mortis_fw-la &_o inserorum_fw-la etc._n etc._n haec_fw-la enim_fw-la est_fw-la illa_fw-la consternatio_fw-la de_fw-la quâ_fw-la hic_fw-la loquor_fw-la moller_n in_o loc._n loc._n desperatiâ—_n duplex_fw-la 1._o temporaria_fw-la quam_fw-la silly_a dei_fw-la interdum_fw-la experiuntur_fw-la cum_fw-la doloribus_fw-la inâ—erni_fw-la circundantur_fw-la &_o terribili_fw-la maximarum_fw-la tentationum_fw-la luctâ_fw-la perpetuóque_fw-la impendentium_fw-la calamitatum_fw-la onere_fw-la premuntur_fw-la &_o quasi_fw-la exanimantur_fw-la quam_fw-la tamen_fw-la mox_fw-la auxilio_fw-la gratiae_fw-la diviâ—â—ae_fw-la ac_fw-la spiritus_fw-la sancti_fw-la &_o per_fw-la consolationem_fw-la scripturarum_fw-la fide_fw-la viuâ_fw-la superant_fw-la laetámque_fw-la catastrophen_n sortiuntur_fw-la sicuti_fw-la davidis_fw-la psal._n 77.8.9_o 10._o &_o 22.2_o &_o 31.23_o etc._n etc._n &_o aliorum_fw-la electorum_fw-la exemplo_fw-la comprobatur_fw-la 2._o finalis_fw-la nihil_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la quam_fw-la peccata_fw-la sua_fw-la maiora_fw-la &_o graviora_fw-la aestimare_fw-la quam_fw-la gratiâ_fw-la divinâ_fw-la &_o merito_fw-la silij_fw-la dei_fw-la remitti_fw-la &_o expiari_fw-la queant_fw-la non_fw-la expectare_fw-la gratiam_fw-la veniam_fw-la &_o alia_fw-la benesiâ—ia_fw-la credentibus_fw-la promissa_fw-la sed_fw-la horribili_fw-la sensuirae_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o metu_fw-la suturae_fw-la abiectionis_fw-la in_o aeternas_fw-la poenas_fw-la &_o mortem_fw-la trepidare_fw-la &_o cruciari_fw-la conscientiâ_fw-la atque_fw-la deum_fw-la â—anquam_fw-la crudelem_fw-la &_o tyrannum_fw-la exhorresâ—ere_fw-la â—disse_fw-la &_o blasphemare_fw-la alexiphar_n adversus_fw-la desperat_n pag._n 15_o etc._n etc._n etc._n psal._n 77.78_o ostendiâ—_n quales_fw-la fâ—erint_fw-la cogitationes_fw-la aâ—â—mi_fw-la luctantis_fw-la cum_fw-la irâ_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o cum_fw-la desperatione_n cum_fw-la enim_fw-la dolour_n non_fw-la â—emiâ—teret_fw-la etiamsi_fw-la multa_fw-la quae_fw-la ad_fw-la eum_fw-la sedandum_fw-la factura_fw-la videbantur_fw-la animo_fw-la colligeret_fw-la sed_fw-la subindè_fw-la magis_fw-la intenderetur_fw-la &_o cresceret_fw-la tandem_fw-la penè_fw-la fractus_fw-la magnitudine_fw-la &_o morâ_fw-la calamitatis_fw-la â—rumpit_n in_o have_v voces_fw-la a_o in_o secula_fw-la repellet_fw-la haec_fw-la epitasis_n est_fw-la huius_fw-la certaminis_fw-la in_fw-la quâ_fw-la parum_fw-la absuit_fw-la à _fw-la desperatione_n videbat_fw-la nullis_fw-la remedij_fw-la bactenus_fw-la sedari_fw-la potuisse_fw-la dolorem_fw-la ideò_fw-la diabolus_fw-la immittit_fw-la eâ—_n have_v cogitationes_fw-la frustra_fw-la cum_fw-la respicere_fw-la ad_fw-la gratiam_fw-la &_o misericordiam_fw-la dâ—â—â—nam_fw-la quia_fw-la ira_fw-la deâ—â—ta_fw-la accensa_fw-la &_o essusa_fw-la sit_fw-la ut_fw-la sedari_fw-la aut_fw-la exting_n vi_fw-la posthac_fw-la non_fw-la possit_fw-la nec_fw-la restarealâ—ud_fw-la quam_fw-la tristem_fw-la damnationis_fw-la sententiam_fw-la quae_fw-la expectanda_fw-la sit_fw-la moller_n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la psal_n 88.15_o non_fw-la ab_fw-la externâ_fw-la aliquâ_fw-la calamitate_fw-la quae_fw-la tolerari_fw-la ac_fw-la vinci_fw-la nonnunquam_fw-la praesertim_fw-la à _fw-la pijs_fw-la potest_fw-la erant_fw-la his_fw-la dolores_fw-la sed_fw-la à _fw-la sensu_fw-la irae_fw-la &_o iudicij_fw-la divini_fw-la qui_fw-la sensus_fw-la initium_fw-la &_o quasigustus_fw-la est_fw-la mortis_fw-la aeterne_n a_o signo_fw-la magnitudinem_fw-la svi_fw-la doloris_fw-la ostendit_fw-la quòd_fw-la perpetuò_fw-la suerit_fw-la non_fw-la tantum_fw-la fancy_n sed_fw-la animo_fw-la consternato_fw-la anxio_fw-la &_o dubio_fw-la ut_fw-la nesciret_fw-la quid_fw-la ageret_fw-la aut_fw-la quò_fw-la seize_v verteret_fw-la at_o que_fw-la ut_fw-la fides_fw-la huc_fw-la illuc_fw-la agitata_fw-la semper_fw-la in_o metu_fw-la versatur_fw-la ne_fw-la mox_fw-la inter_fw-la suos_fw-la dolores_fw-la exting_n veretur_fw-la id_fw-la enim_fw-la propriè_fw-la significat_fw-la verbum_fw-la no._n idem_fw-la in_o loc._n loc._n act_n and_o monument_n pag._n 1891._o 1891._o the_o christian_a life_n and_o death_n of_o mistress_n brettergh_n pag._n 13._o 13._o discourse_v of_o master_n peacock_n desertion_n desertion_n ibid._n ibid._n see_v doctor_n andrew_n sermon_n upon_o this_o text_n behold_v and_o see_v if_o there_o be_v any_o sorrow_n like_o my_o sorrow_n and_o that_o nothing_o may_v be_v want_v to_o make_v his_o sorrow_n beyond_o measure_n sorrowful_a his_o father_n withdraw_v from_o he_o that_o solace_n he_o be_v wont_a to_o find_v in_o god_n field_n of_o the_o church_n lib._n 5._o cap._n 18._o his_o father_n by_o divine_a dispensation_n show_v no_o comfort_n maxey_n of_o christ_n agony_n agony_n in_o a_o gloomy_a day_n there_o be_v so_o much_o light_n whereby_o we_o may_v know_v it_o to_o be_v day_n and_o not_o night_n so_o there_o be_v something_o in_o a_o christian_a under_o a_o cloud_n whereby_o he_o may_v be_v discern_v to_o be_v a_o true_a believer_n and_o not_o a_o hypocrite_n there_o be_v no_o mere_a darkness_n in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n but_o some_o beam_n of_o light_n whereby_o the_o kingdom_n of_o darkness_n whole_o prevail_v not_o doâ—tor_n siâ—bes_v bruise_v reed_n pag._n 101._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d aridus_n &_o spiritualis_fw-la dulce_fw-la dinis_fw-la vacuus_fw-la attamen_fw-la pro_fw-la devotione_fw-la lahorans_fw-la &_o id_fw-la quod_fw-la in_o se_fw-la est_fw-la faciens_fw-la licet_fw-la cord_n quasi_fw-la frigido_fw-la &_o spiritu_fw-la repido_fw-la debitum_fw-la suum_fw-la deo_fw-la solvens_fw-la cumsui_fw-la ipsius_fw-la vilificatione_fw-la &_o divinae_fw-la miserationis_fw-la magnificatione_fw-la poterit_fw-la propter_fw-la svi_fw-la humiliationem_fw-la deo_fw-la multò_fw-la fore_fw-la acceptior_fw-la gers._fw-la trac_n de_fw-mi reme_v cont_n pusillan_n saepenumerò_fw-la sit_fw-la ut_fw-la deo_fw-la magis_fw-la placeat_fw-la &_o homini_fw-la utilius_fw-la sit_fw-la velle_fw-la esse_fw-la contritum_fw-la aut_fw-la devotum_fw-la quam_fw-la seâ—tire_fw-la contritionem_fw-la aut_fw-la devotionem_fw-la quia_fw-la velle_fw-la habere_fw-la &_o non_fw-la habere_fw-la generate_fw-la afflictionem_fw-la cordis_fw-la haec_fw-la contritio_fw-la tametsi_fw-la sensibilis_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la licèt_fw-la interim_n cor_fw-la patiaris_fw-la durum_fw-la aridum_fw-la &_o siccum_fw-la sussicit_fw-la ad_fw-la salutem_fw-la ego_fw-la enim_fw-la inquit_fw-la deus_fw-la vestram_fw-la attendo_fw-la miseriam_fw-la vestram_fw-la imbecillitatem_fw-la vestram_fw-la paupertatem_fw-la nec_fw-la ullo_fw-la modo_fw-la bonae_fw-la voluntati_fw-la desperandum_fw-la est_fw-la quantumlibet_fw-la cordis_fw-la sentiat_fw-la ariditatem_fw-la seu_fw-la frigiditatem_fw-la quando_fw-la vellet_fw-la se_fw-la non_fw-la peccâsse_fw-la stat_fw-la uÃtque_fw-la propter_fw-la i_o posthac_fw-la nolle_fw-la peccare_fw-la lansper_n apud_fw-la blos_n de_fw-fr consolat_a pusillan_n pusillan_n joh._n 17.26_o 17.26_o dilectio_fw-la quâ_fw-la nos_fw-la prosequitur_fw-la deus_fw-la propriè_fw-la loquendo_fw-la non_fw-la alia_fw-la est_fw-la quam_fw-la quâ_fw-la filium_fw-la suum_fw-la ab_fw-la initio_fw-la dilexit_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o eo_fw-la nos_fw-la quoque_fw-la gratos_fw-la sibi_fw-la &_o amabiles_fw-la redderet_fw-la inaestimabile_fw-la fidei_fw-la privilegium_fw-la quòd_fw-la scimus_fw-la dilectum_fw-la fuisse_fw-la christum_fw-la à _fw-la patre_fw-la nostrâ_fw-la causâ_fw-la ut_fw-la eiusdem_fw-la amoris_fw-la essemus_fw-la consortes_fw-la &_o perpetuò_fw-la simus_fw-la calv._n in_o loc._n loc._n job_n 13.15_o 13.15_o or_o at_o least_o virtual_a power_n of_o heat_n heat_n at_o first_o joseph_n be_v strange_a and_o rough_a unto_o his_o brethren_n to_o make_v they_o remember_v their_o fault_n but_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n he_o give_v they_o food_n without_o money_n &_o afterward_o comfort_v they_o gen._n 42._o so_o at_o the_o first_o do_v christ_n by_o touch_n of_o conscience_n without_o feel_v of_o assurance_n of_o mercy_n at_o a_o instant_n humble_a we_o but_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n be_v in_o love_n give_v we_o secret_a grace_n free_o that_o we_o despair_v not_o till_o we_o get_v the_o feel_n of_o solâ—d_a comfort_n 2._o cor._n 1.3_o moses_n unvail_v 12._o joseph_n joseph_n lutherus_n vir_fw-la sanctus_fw-la anno_fw-la 1527._o in_fw-la huâ—us_fw-la tentationis_fw-la paroxysâ—o_fw-la constitutus_fw-la sudavit_fw-la &_o animo_fw-la &_o corpore_fw-la tristissime_fw-la decubuit_fw-la qui_fw-la postea_fw-la dicere_fw-la solitus_fw-la eâ—â—_n se_fw-la it_fw-la in_o profundissimo_fw-la carcere_fw-la captivum_fw-la â—eneri_fw-la per_fw-la totam_fw-la vitam_fw-la svam_fw-la quam_fw-la ad_fw-la horam_fw-la cruciatus_fw-la istos_fw-la denuò_fw-la sustinere_fw-la casm_n tent._n sch._n 3._o cap._n 2._o 2._o nos_fw-la non_fw-la tantùm_fw-la poenas_fw-la corporeas_fw-la eramus_fw-la commeriti_fw-la syllogismus_fw-la omnes_fw-la poenae_fw-la à _fw-la nobis_fw-la commeritae_fw-la toleratae_fw-la sunt_fw-la à _fw-la christo_fw-la at_o