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same_o to_o they_o as_o to_o abraham_n when_o the_o love_n of_o concord_n and_o peace_n have_v sever_v he_o from_o lot_n chap._n xiii_o give_v a_o account_n of_o the_o victory_n of_o abrâ—ham_n and_o the_o assurance_n which_o god_n give_v he_o of_o many_o favour_n and_o of_o a_o posterity_n 〈◊〉_d numerous_a as_o the_o sâ—nds_n on_o the_o sea_n and_o the_o planet_n and_o star_n of_o the_o firmament_n gen._n 14._o abraham_n rescue_v lot_n with_o man_n and_o spoil_n â—rom_o diverse_a king_n who_o he_o in_o battle_n foil_n melchisedeâ—kâ—rings_v â—rings_z abra'm_n bread_n and_o wine_n and_o abraham_n pay_v he_o ten_o of_o corn_n and_o wine_n but_o now_o who_o will_v have_v believe_v that_o abraâ—ams_n humour_n and_o courage_n â—ad_n be_v of_o a_o valorous_a temper_n when_o he_o be_v only_o see_v to_o take_v lot_n by_o the_o hand_n and_o say_v unto_o he_o that_o all_o his_o good_n belong_v unto_o he_o and_o that_o to_o avoiâ—_n war_n he_o give_v the_o world_n for_o a_o field_n of_o peace_n anâ—_n for_o a_o assure_a testimony_n that_o he_o prefer_v a_o quiet_a life_n before_o all_o pretension_n whatsoeuâ—r_o nevertheless_o when_o news_n be_v bring_v he_o that_o the_o king_n of_o sennay_n the_o king_n of_o the_o elâ—mites_n the_o â—ing_n of_o pontâ—s_n and_o he_o that_o be_v common_o calleâ—_n the_o king_n of_o nation_n be_v become_v master_n of_o the_o field_n and_o of_o the_o sodomite_n country_n who_o be_v his_o considerator_n and_o that_o even_o after_o the_o take_a oâ—_n sodom_n poor_a lot_n who_o fall_v into_o their_o hand_n waâ—_n lead_v by_o their_o command_n into_o a_o sad_a captivity_n at_o thâ—_n very_o same_o instant_n this_o pâ—aceable_a traveller_n insteaâ—_n of_o a_o staff_n take_v arm_n into_o his_o hand_n and_o have_v select_v three_o hundred_o and_o eighteen_o of_o his_o brave_a servant_n he_o go_v forage_v the_o country_n and_o so_o courageous_o pursue_v his_o enemy_n that_o afterward_o be_v come_v to_o the_o confine_n of_o judea_n near_o the_o fountain_n of_o jordan_n and_o find_v they_o still_o whole_o puff_v up_o with_o the_o success_n of_o their_o victory_n and_o load_v with_o their_o booty_n he_o set_v upon_o they_o with_o so_o great_a courage_n and_o dexterity_n as_o at_o last_o he_o put_v they_o to_o a_o shameful_a rout_n and_o give_v thâ—m_n so_o general_a a_o defeat_n that_o he_o bring_v back_o both_o lot_n and_o all_o his_o good_n with_o the_o remainder_n of_o the_o spoil_n of_o all_o the_o assyrian_n who_o be_v all_o either_o dead_a or_o put_v to_o flight_n after_o this_o defeat_n melchisedeck_v who_o be_v king_n of_o salem_n and_o also_o high_a priest_n of_o the_o most_o high_a offer_a bread_n and_o wine_n as_o a_o thansgiving_n for_o the_o victory_n he_o have_v gain_v afterward_o he_o give_v his_o benediction_n to_o abraham_n who_o also_o present_v he_o with_o the_o ten_o of_o his_o spoil_n and_o of_o â—is_n whole_a booty_n the_o king_n of_o the_o sodomite_n too_o fail_v not_o to_o render_v his_o duty_n unto_o this_o conqueror_n after_o this_o god_n make_v abraham_n come_v out_o of_o his_o pavilion_n and_o then_o not_o satisfy_v with_o have_v promise_v he_o a_o posterity_n numerous_a as_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n he_o show_v he_o the_o heaven_n with_o promise_n that_o the_o number_n of_o his_o child_n shall_v equal_v the_o planet_n and_o star_n of_o the_o firmament_n add_v to_o he_o afterward_o that_o sudden_o he_o shall_v have_v a_o son_n by_o his_o dear_a sara_n who_o shall_v be_v the_o heir_n of_o his_o possâ—ssions_n and_o the_o ornament_n of_o his_o family_n notwithstanding_o all_o these_o assurance_n and_o promise_n sara_n who_o feel_v her self_o barreâ—_n permit_v her_o husband_n what_o the_o law_n and_o custom_n of_o that_o time_n allow_v and_o much_o more_o for_o this_o chaste_a wife_n humble_o entreat_v that_o agar_n though_o a_o servant_n
abraham_n and_o isaac_n meet_v with_o a_o new_a occasion_n of_o grief_n for_o the_o death_n of_o sara_n but_o so_o it_o be_v the_o strict_a union_n must_v break_v the_o sincere_a friendship_n must_v have_v a_o end_n and_o even_o marriage_n themselves_o of_o which_o god_n be_v the_o sacred_a knot_n must_v at_o length_n make_v a_o tragic_a divorce_n upon_o a_o bed_n which_o be_v the_o most_o common_a theatre_n of_o the_o blind_a fury_n of_o death_n we_o ought_v to_o confess_v nevertheless_o that_o it_o be_v a_o spectacle_n able_a to_o excite_v the_o constancy_n of_o a_o good_a courage_n when_o we_o shall_v behold_v this_o unmerciful_a murderess_n which_o snach_v away_o daughter_n out_o of_o their_o mother_n bosom_n and_o son_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o their_o father_n and_o wife_n between_o the_o arm_n of_o their_o husband_n in_o such_o a_o case_n if_o nature_n have_v not_o some_o tenderness_n she_o will_v be_v unnatural_a and_o we_o must_v have_v heart_n of_o marble_n not_o to_o be_v touch_v with_o some_o sense_n of_o grief_n and_o pity_n abraham_n have_v then_o just_a cause_n to_o testify_v by_o his_o tear_n the_o regret_n he_o have_v for_o his_o dear_a sara_n death_n and_o sure_o since_o he_o lose_v so_o rare_a a_o blessing_n well_o may_v he_o disconsolate_o bewayl_v it_o this_o mourning_n be_v not_o yet_o unblamable_a and_o he_o be_v very_o careful_a not_o to_o do_v like_o those_o who_o bury_v all_o their_o affection_n in_o the_o preparation_n of_o a_o funeral_n pomp_n and_o who_o have_v but_o a_o shadow_a mien_n or_o else_o not_o be_v able_a sufficient_o to_o disguise_v their_o look_n strive_v to_o hide_v under_o the_o veil_n and_o shadow_n of_o a_o bed_n or_o dark_a chamber_n the_o shame_n of_o their_o insensibility_n abraham_n shed_v more_o tear_n from_o his_o heart_n than_o by_o his_o eye_n and_o in_o render_v all_o duty_n to_o nature_n and_o his_o wife_n he_o most_o ample_o satisfy_v god_n and_o his_o own_o piety_n while_o he_o be_v a_o pilgrim_n and_o stranger_n in_o the_o land_n of_o canaan_n sara_n be_v dead_a in_o the_o city_n of_o hebron_n he_o go_v direct_o into_o the_o place_n where_o his_o wife_n body_n repose_v there_o he_o offer_v up_o his_o prayer_n unto_o god_n and_o kiss_v a_o thousand_o time_n those_o amiable_a relic_n water_v they_o from_o time_n to_o time_n with_o his_o tear_n he_o present_o entreat_v ephron_n to_o sell_v he_o a_o double_a cave_n which_o be_v close_o by_o the_o vale_n of_o mambre_n to_o inter_v sara_n in_o that_o place_n ephron_n be_v willing_a to_o grant_v what_o he_o ask_v but_o be_v at_o last_o as_o it_o be_v enforce_v to_o take_v a_o sum_n of_o money_n for_o the_o purchase_n of_o his_o land_n abraham_n become_v master_n of_o the_o field_n and_o groat_n in_o which_o he_o lay_v the_o body_n of_o his_o dear_a moiety_n it_o be_v in_o this_o monument_n where_o the_o most_o generous_a woman_n of_o her_o time_n repose_v and_o under_o this_o rock_n of_o diamond_n will_v be_v find_v a_o diamantine_a heart_n in_o the_o body_n of_o sara_n who_o be_v a_o perfect_a pattern_n of_o constancy_n and_o fidelity_n chap._n xx._n give_v a_o account_n of_o the_o marriage_n of_o isaac_n with_o rebecca_n and_o the_o death_n of_o abraham_n gen._n 24._o the_o fair_a and_o chaste_a rebecca_n come_v to_o draw_v at_o a_o well-water_n where_o a_o man_n she_o see_v who_o gift_n to_o she_o in_o isaack_n name_v present_n which_o she_o accept_v and_o to_o wed_v he_o consent_n this_o poor_a man_n abraham_n be_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o providence_n as_o a_o feather_n in_o the_o air_n which_o serve_v for_o sport_n unto_o the_o wind_n and_o as_o a_o planet_n in_o the_o heaven_n which_o never_o rest_v or_o as_o a_o wheel_n in_o the_o water_n which_o be_v always_o turn_v and_o in_o a_o continual_a motion_n god_n lead_v he_o out_o of_o chaldea_n mesopotamia_n canaan_n and_o egypt_n from_o thence_o he_o cause_v he_o to_o return_v unto_o the_o canaanite_n where_o he_o stay_v for_o some_o time_n in_o the_o city_n of_o sichem_n sometime_o in_o that_o of_o hebron_n afterward_o in_o â—erara_n and_o then_o in_o bersheba_n and_o again_o in_o hebron_n as_o if_o he_o can_v not_o live_v but_o in_o travel_v during_o who_o voyage_n heaven_n be_v please_v to_o afford_v he_o a_o thousand_o combat_n and_o as_o many_o occasion_n of_o victory_n in_o fine_a after_o the_o deliverance_n of_o his_o son_n and_o the_o death_n of_o his_o wife_n he_o feel_v himself_o whole_o break_v with_o old_a age_n and_o upon_o the_o point_n of_o follow_v the_o happy_a lot_n of_o sara_n resolve_v to_o seek_v a_o wife_n for_o isaac_n and_o for_o that_o end_n he_o call_v one_o of_o the_o most_o faithful_a servant_n of_o his_o house_n call_v eliezer_n and_o have_v command_v he_o to_o lay_v his_o hand_n under_o his_o thigh_n he_o conjure_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o god_n to_o seek_v a_o match_n for_o his_o son_n in_o the_o land_n of_o haram_n which_o be_v do_v this_o wise_a ambassador_n choose_v among_o the_o domestic_n 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