that_o he_o choose_v rather_o to_o want_v his_o own_o proper_a worship_n sacrifice_n then_o that_o thy_o brother_n shall_v want_v thy_o love_n thy_o offering_n of_o thy_o austerity_n thy_o prayer_n thy_o communion_n will_v never_o prove_v grateful_a to_o he_o as_o long_o as_o thou_o willing_o harbour_v grudge_v in_o thy_o breast_n against_o that_o poor_a brother_n of_o thy_o for_o who_o through_o love_n he_o die_v the_o meditation_n for_o this_o 6._o sunday_n be_v the_o same_o with_o the_o 4._o sunday_n in_o lent_n pag._n 100_o the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o seven_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n take_v great_a heed_n of_o false_a prophet_n who_o come_v to_o you_o in_o the_o clothing_n of_o sheep_n but_o inward_o be_v raven_a wolf_n matt._n 7._o consider_v that_o we_o oft_o prove_v false_a prophet_n or_o teacher_n to_o ourselves_o and_o consequent_o our_o own_o seducer_n while_o we_o use_v the_o fawn_a persuasion_n of_o our_o own_o virtue_n and_o goodness_n draw_v from_o outward_a appearance_n from_o the_o bark_n leaf_n or_o flower_n that_o be_v from_o the_o clothing_n of_o sheep_n whereas_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o wisdom_n itself_o that_o the_o true_a and_o certain_a decernement_n of_o solid_a from_o seem_a virtue_n be_v place_v in_o the_o fruit_n they_o produce_v that_o be_v the_o subdue_a of_o the_o great_a sin_n pride_n the_o mortification_n of_o our_o passion_n final_o the_o vanquish_a of_o ourself_o love_n selfwill_n and_o self_n interest_n affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n diligent_o and_o impartial_o examine_v ourselves_o in_o point_n of_o our_o advancement_n in_o these_o virtue_n and_o so_o we_o shall_v beware_v indeed_o of_o false_a prophet_n and_o be_v sure_a not_o to_o prove_v selfe-seducer_n do_v we_o make_v it_o our_o business_n to_o subdue_v pride_n which_o do_v then_o most_o assault_v we_o when_o we_o most_o advance_v in_o virtue_n be_v the_o passion_n which_o we_o observe_v most_o to_o domineer_v in_o we_o bring_v low_o be_v self_n love_n and_o self-will_n those_o pernicious_a source_n of_o all_o our_o misery_n vanquish_v be_v self_n interest_n subject_v to_o the_o common_a good_a humble_o hope_v then_o in_o our_o lord_n that_o all_o go_v well_o with_o us._n if_o not_o know_v that_o virtue_n be_v not_o yet_o solid_o root_v in_o us._n the_o second_o pointe._n every_o good_a tree_n yield_v good_a fruit_n and_o the_o evil_a evil_a fruit_n matt._n 7._o consider_v the_o good_a or_o bad_a fruit_n of_o the_o tree_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o thence_o we_o shall_v be_v able_a by_o the_o evangelicall_a maxim_n to_o decern_v whether_o if_o we_o meet_v with_o grape_n and_o figue_n that_o be_v with_o mild_a and_o meek_a thought_n word_n and_o comportment_n know_v for_o certain_a the_o tree_n be_v good_a they_o be_v not_o the_o fruit_n of_o thorn_n and_o bramble_n marry_v if_o we_o be_v true_a or_o false_a teacher_n or_o guide_n to_o ourselves_o while_o we_o seek_v for_o grape_n and_o figue_n we_o meet_v with_o thorn_n and_o thistle_n that_o be_v with_o distaynefull_a bitter_a and_o sharp_a thought_n word_n and_o behaviour_n know_v that_o the_o root_n be_v deprave_a the_o fruit_n vitiate_v they_o be_v the_o production_n of_o the_o bad_a tree_n which_o can_v bring_v out_o good_a fruit_n affection_n do_v we_o my_o soul_n fast_o watch_n pray_v much_o do_v we_o discipline_n use_v great_a austerity_n and_o communicate_v often_o they_o be_v indeed_o excellent_a mean_n for_o the_o produce_v good_a fruit_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o for_o all_o that_o the_o fruit_n themselves_o they_o be_v certain_o the_o clothing_n of_o the_o sheep_n yet_o may_v a_o wolf_n lie_v under_o they_o our_o fruit_n say_v s._n aug._n be_v charity_n see_v then_o whether_o come_v from_o we_o prayer_n &c._n &c._n we_o find_v ourselves_o patient_a benign_a without_o envy_n without_o perversitie_n not_o puff_v up_o not_o ambitious_a not_o seek_v our_o own_o not_o provoke_v to_o anger_n not_o think_v evil_a not_o rejoice_v upon_o iniquity_n but_o rejoice_v at_o truth_n suffer_v all_o thing_n believe_v all_o thing_n hope_v all_o thing_n bear_v all_o thing_n and_o remain_v assure_v thence_o that_o our_o hart_n be_v right_a and_o that_o we_o be_v happy_o tendinge_v towards_o our_o beatitude_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n every_o tree_n which_o bring_v not_o forth_o good_a fruit_n shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n the_o first_o point_n consider_v that_o every_o reasonable_a creature_n of_o what_o quality_n soever_o be_v a_o vine_n or_o tree_n plant_v in_o the_o vineyearde_n or_o orchard_n of_o christ_n jesus_n against_o who_o this_o dreadful_a doom_n be_v pronounce_v it_o shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n in_o case_n it_o answer_v not_o to_o his_o expectation_n but_o in_o lieu_n of_o true_a grape_n yealde_v nothing_o but_o wild_a grape_n that_o be_v in_o lieu_n of_o true_a and_o solid_a virtue_n think_v to_o pay_v with_o appearance_n and_o in_o lieu_n of_o the_o sweet_a and_o agreeable_a fruit_n of_o charity_n yield_v nothing_o but_o bitterness_n animosity_n and_o aversion_n among_o the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n and_o god_n domestike_n who_o shall_v but_o all_o have_v one_o hart_n and_o one_o soul_n affection_n let_v we_o daily_a and_o diligent_o my_o soul_n examine_v what_o fruit_n this_o tree_n of_o our_o hart_n produce_v it_o import_v no_o less_o than_o a_o bless_a or_o curse_a eternity_n if_o sour_a grape_n bitterness_n of_o hart_n envy_n emulation_n dissension_n ah_o then_o truth_n affirm_v it_o shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n alas_o it_o be_v not_o plant_v so_o that_o such_o fruit_n shall_v be_v expect_v from_o it_o it_o be_v plant_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n water_v which_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o chr._n let_v nothing_o then_o but_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o christianity_n proceed_v from_o it_o the_o second_o point_n he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n he_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n consider_v that_o here_o the_o wisdom_n of_o heaven_n in_o a_o few_o word_n lay_v we_o down_o the_o abridgement_n of_o all_o perfection_n and_o the_o bless_a imitation_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n and_o passion_n to_o wit_n a_o absolute_a and_o love_a resignation_n to_o the_o holy_a will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n as_o well_o in_o all_o that_o he_o do_v as_o all_o that_o he_o suffer_v i_o come_v not_o say_v that_o sweet_a saviour_n to_o do_v my_o own_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n who_o be_v in_o heaven_n the_o thing_n that_o please_v he_o i_o do_v always_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v fawn_v word_n and_o lord_n lord_n may_v please_v fool_n who_o desire_v to_o be_v flatter_v but_o the_o actual_a comply_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v only_o grateful_a in_o his_o eye_n who_o see_v heart_n affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n absolute_o and_o for_o ever_o renounce_v our_o own_o will_n that_o disturber_n of_o our_o life_n and_o depriver_n of_o our_o rest_n peace_n and_o true_a liberty_n and_o yield_v it_o up_o into_o the_o secure_a guidance_n of_o god_n holy_a will_n have_v always_o upon_o all_o occasion_n in_o all_o our_o do_n and_o suffering_n in_o our_o heart_n and_o mouth_n thy_o bless_a will_n be_v do_v my_o dear_a lord_n and_o master_n who_o best_o know_v what_o be_v most_o behooveful_a for_o i_o i_o be_o most_o willing_o in_o thy_o holy_a hand_n turn_v i_o and_o wind_v i_o when_o thou_o will_v where_o thou_o will_v and_o how_o thou_o will_v thatthy_a will_n and_o i_o may_v be_v but_o one_o repress_v in_o i_o o_o lord_n that_o unhappy_a liberty_n by_o which_o i_o be_o able_a to_o will_v any_o other_o thing_n then_o what_o thou_o will_v the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o eigth_n sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n there_o be_v a_o certain_a rich_a man_n who_o have_v a_o bailife_n luc._n 16._o consider_v that_o this_o rich_a man_n be_v god_n the_o great_a maker_n and_o master_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o bailife_n man_n every_o one_o of_o we_o be_v we_o master_n or_o servant_n rich_a or_o poor_a who_o hold_v all_o that_o we_o have_v of_o that_o great_a landlord_n the_o good_n of_o our_o body_n the_o good_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o those_o of_o fortune_n all_o be_v he_o and_o all_o proceed_v from_o his_o bountiful_a hand_n we_o have_v the_o stewardshippe_n of_o they_o to_o work_v thereby_o our_o salvation_n but_o the_o property_n remain_v still_o he_o affection_n let_v we_o not_o then_o my_o soul_n mistake_v ourselves_o apprehend_v that_o we_o be_v lord_n and_o master_n while_o we_o be_v but_o indeed_o farmer_n and_o removable_a at_o pleasure_n of_o what_o seem_v to_o be_v we_o be_v it_o far_o from_o we_o to_o vaunt_v
soon_o and_o more_o abundant_o than_o we_o expect_v what_o may_v be_v conduce_v to_o our_o good_a will_v be_v effect_v for_o behold_v while_o christ_n scarce_o promise_v the_o cure_n of_o the_o prince_n son_n body_n present_o before_o his_o return_n home_o the_o child_n be_v cure_v and_o he_o and_o his_o whole_a house_n be_v become_v the_o faithful_a of_o christ_n ah_o how_o good_a thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o such_o as_o be_v right_a of_o heart_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v liken_v to_o a_o man_n be_v a_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n matt._n 18._o first_o point_n consider_v that_o by_o the_o king_n who_o will_v make_v a_o account_n with_o his_o servant_n be_v mean_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o by_o the_o servant_n who_o ought_v he_o ten_o thousand_o talentes_n be_v represent_v a_o sinful_a soul_n guilty_a of_o many_o huge_a crime_n whereof_o he_o be_v not_o at_o all_o in_o a_o condition_n to_o disengage_v himself_o and_o what_o can_v such_o a_o one_o expect_v from_o a_o most_o just_a master_n but_o rigour_n since_o he_o have_v so_o unjust_o and_o careless_o run_v into_o so_o great_a arrear_n to_o wit_n his_o master_n command_v that_o he_o shall_v be_v sell_v he_o his_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o all_o that_o he_o have_v affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n in_o what_o a_o miserable_a state_n be_v such_o a_o guilty_a person_n he_o may_v true_o say_v with_o job_n behold_v there_o be_v no_o help_n for_o i_o in_o myself_o all_o that_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o of_o myself_o be_v a_o accurse_a liberty_n to_o heap_v sin_n upon_o sin_n to_o contemn_v the_o benignity_n and_o humanity_n of_o christ_n and_o final_o to_o treasure_n up_o anger_n against_o the_o day_n of_o anger_n whither_o then_o must_v i_o betake_v myself_o for_o aid_n what_o mean_n must_v i_o use_v to_o shelter_v my_o self_n against_o the_o rigour_n of_o the_o most_o just_a doom_n which_o i_o see_v ready_a to_o be_v pronounce_v against_o i_o alas_o my_o soul_n there_o be_v no_o flight_n from_o god_n but_o to_o god_n from_o god_n offend_v to_o god_n appease_v from_o his_o justice_n to_o his_o mercy_n let_v then_o the_o residue_n of_o our_o life_n be_v spend_v in_o cry_v mercy_n mercy_n mercy_n dread_a lord_n acknowledge_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o it_o be_v his_o mercy_n alone_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v the_o second_o pointe._n but_o the_o servant_n fall_v down_o beseech_v he_o say_v have_v patience_n towards_o i_o etc._n etc._n and_o his_o master_n move_v with_o pity_n forgive_v he_o the_o debt_n consider_v that_o though_o that_o bad_a servant_n be_v prodigality_n or_o negligence_n in_o contract_v so_o great_a a_o debt_n have_v put_v he_o into_o a_o certain_a moral_a impossibility_n of_o ever_o be_v able_a to_o pay_v so_o immense_a a_o sum_n and_o consequent_o make_v he_o most_o just_o liable_a to_o the_o punishment_n which_o be_v put_v upon_o he_o yet_o be_v his_o good_a master_n so_o merciful_a that_o present_o upon_o his_o submission_n and_o prayer_n he_o be_v move_v with_o compassion_n and_o forgive_v he_o the_o whole_a debt_n however_o great_a it_o be_v affection_n take_v courage_n then_o my_o soul_n be_v thy_o crime_n in_o never_o so_o great_a multitude_n be_v thy_o arrear_n contract_v in_o what_o length_n of_o time_n so_o ever_o god_n mercy_n do_v infinite_o surpass_v thy_o misery_n the_o accurse_a power_n of_o thy_o malice_n can_v never_o exhauste_v the_o riches_n of_o his_o free_a commiseration_n behold_v behold_v with_o admiringe_v love_n how_o the_o tender_a heart_n of_o that_o best_a master_n be_v present_o touch_v and_o move_v to_o pity_n upon_o the_o first_o submission_n and_o suit_n of_o his_o worst_a servant_n and_o forgive_v he_o not_o a_o part_n but_o the_o whole_a debt_n let_v then_o all_o the_o poor_a sinful_a servant_n of_o this_o most_o indulgent_a master_n with_o most_o humble_a heart_n replenish_v with_o gratitude_n say_v to_o he_o and_o all_o the_o world_n quoniam_fw-la bone_fw-la quoniam_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la misericordia_fw-la eius_fw-la the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n this_o servant_n find_v his_o fellow-seruant_n who_o ought_v he_o one_o hundred_o penny_n etc._n etc._n and_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o he_o and_o cast_v he_o into_o prison_n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v the_o unmercifulnesse_n and_o cruelty_n of_o this_o naughty_a servant_n and_o in_o he_o let_v diligent_o observe_v our_o self_n he_o ought_v his_o lord_n a_o immense_a sum_n to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o and_o twenty_o french_fw-mi million_o his_o fellow-seruant_n ought_v he_o a_o trifle_n only_o to_o wit_n one_o hundred_o penny_n he_o upon_o his_o first_o submission_n and_o humble_a suit_n find_v mercy_n with_o his_o lord_n and_o the_o remission_n of_o the_o whole_a debt_n his_o fellow-seruant_n fall_v down_o with_o no_o less_o submission_n and_o humble_a prayer_n and_o yet_o meet_v with_o nothing_o but_o violence_n and_o uttermost_a rigour_n affection_n alas_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o not_o thus_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o one_o another_o notwithstanding_o the_o many_o precept_n and_o example_n of_o mercy_n give_v we_o by_o our_o mild_a master_n bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o will_v have_v mercy_n and_o not_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o be_v it_o not_o by_o god_n mercy_n alone_o that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v and_o yet_o while_o we_o hear_v mercy_n so_o high_o commend_v by_o god_n while_o we_o so_o easy_o find_v mercy_n and_o pardon_n for_o many_o and_o great_a crime_n at_o his_o holy_a hand_n we_o can_v hardly_o prevail_v with_o ourselves_o to_o pardon_v our_o brother_n the_o small_a fault_n he_o may_v happen_v to_o commit_v against_o us._n let_v we_o deal_v my_o soul_n as_o we_o will_v desire_v to_o be_v deal_v with_o use_v mercy_n and_o we_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o find_v it_o but_o judgement_n without_o mercy_n to_o he_o that_o have_v not_o do_v mercy_n assure_v s._n james._n the_o second_o pointe._n and_o deliver_v he_o to_o the_o torment_n till_o he_o pay_v the_o whole_a debt_n consider_v that_o when_o our_o b._n saviour_n find_v that_o neither_o his_o precept_n nor_o practice_n be_v forcible_a enough_o to_o prevail_v with_o fierce_a man_n to_o do_v as_o he_o will_v be_v do_v to_o and_o pardon_v one_o another_o as_o we_o desire_v to_o be_v pardon_v by_o he_o he_o wax_v wroth_a and_o deliver_v that_o unmerciful_a servant_n to_o the_o torment_n until_o he_o repay_v all_o the_o debt_n for_o however_o what_o god_n remitt_v be_v true_o remit_v nor_o do_v he_o judge_v twice_o upon_o the_o same_o thing_n yet_o the_o horrible_a ingratitude_n and_o cruelty_n of_o the_o naughty_a servant_n appear_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o justice_n so_o enormous_a that_o he_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o the_o whole_a debt_n of_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n add_v withal_o that_o so_o also_o his_o heavenly_a father_n will_v deal_v with_o we_o if_o every_o one_o of_o we_o forgive_v not_o his_o brother_n from_o his_o heart_n affection_n with_o what_o measure_n we_o measure_v our_o brethren_n it_o shall_v be_v measure_v back_o to_o us._n if_o we_o will_v needs_o use_v justice_n without_o mercy_n justice_n shall_v we_o find_v without_o mercy_n ah_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o daunt_a reproach_n shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o to_o hear_v from_o a_o judge_n from_o who_o there_o be_v no_o appeal_n thou_o ungracious_a servant_n i_o forgive_v thou_o all_o the_o debt_n because_o thou_o besoughte_v i_o ought_v not_o thou_o then_o too_o to_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thy_o fellow-seruant_n even_o as_o i_o have_v mercy_n on_o thou_o but_o his_o mercy_n free_o extend_v to_o multitude_n of_o offence_n commit_v against_o a_o divine_a majesty_n shall_v not_o we_o then_o and_o from_o our_o heart_n reach_v at_o least_o to_o a_o few_o and_o light_a fault_n do_v against_o our_o misery_n what_o reply_n alas_o shall_v we_o be_v able_a to_o return_v to_o this_o demand_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xxii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n the_o pharisy_n consult_v among_o themselves_o to_o entrap_v he_o jesus_n in_o his_o word_n matt._n 22._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o conduce_v to_o man_n good_a then_o to_o have_v a_o docile_a mind_n to_o take_v counsel_n and_o a_o readiness_n to_o advise_v among_o ourselves_o before_o we_o set_v upon_o any_o thing_n of_o moment_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o proverbe_n i_o wisdom_n dwell_v in_o counsel_n and_o again_o salvation_n be_v find_v in_o much_o counsel_n so_o be_v there_o nothing_o more_o pernicious_a then_o when_o many_o head_n conspire_v together_o to_o contrive_v mischief_n to_o supplante_v their_o christian_a brother_n to_o tempt_v christ_n and_o
point_n consider_v the_o circumstance_n of_o this_o heavenly_a mystery_n by_o which_o our_o bless_a lady_n may_v have_v most_o apparent_o pretend_a excuse_n he_o who_o command_v be_v emperor_n indeed_o but_o of_o the_o earth_n whereas_o she_o can_v not_o obey_v he_o without_o draw_v the_o emperor_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n into_o the_o same_o subjection_n he_o command_v every_o one_o to_o repair_v to_o the_o place_n of_o their_o nativity_n it_o be_v true_a but_o nazareth_n her_o abode_n be_v distant_a from_o bethleem_n the_o place_n of_o her_o nativity_n four_o day_n journey_n it_o be_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o winter_n rigour_n and_o she_o be_v big_a from_o heaven_n and_o most_o worthy_a to_o be_v excuse_v yet_o we_o hear_v of_o no_o dispute_n no_o pretence_n no_o delay_n aff._n blush_v o_o my_o soul_n to_o think_v how_o often_o upon_o how_o far_o less_o just_a occasion_n we_o pretend_v excuse_n we_o dispute_v our_o superior_n authority_n their_o prudence_n their_o meaning_n and_o 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sister_n and_o mother_n what_o can_v be_v say_v either_o more_o tender_o invite_v or_o more_o honourable_o requite_v our_o obedience_n res_fw-la we_o will_v therefore_o in_o imitation_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n and_o our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n and_o for_o his_o honour_n and_o love_n etc._n etc._n ii_o point_n consider_v how_o this_o child_n of_o obedience_n this_o first_o beget_v this_o jesus_n be_v treat_v how_o and_o where_o he_o be_v lodge_v by_o his_o heavenly_a father_n eternal_a providence_n how_o be_v he_o treat_v poor_o he_o be_v wrap_v up_o in_o clout_n how_o and_o where_o be_v he_o lodge_v alac_fw-mi mean_o in_o a_o stable_n in_o a_o manger_n o_o amaysement_n eternity_n not_o a_o day_n old_a omnipotence_n become_v impotent_a divinity_n wrap_v up_o in_o poor_a clothes_n be_v a_o stable_n become_v the_o dolphin_n of_o heaven_n lowre_n be_v this_o the_o wedding_n room_n prepare_v for_o the_o marriage_n of_o the_o lamb_n be_v a_o manger_n his_o marriage_n bed_n aff._n alas_o 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will_v not_o know_v he_o he_o come_v into_o his_o own_o and_o even_o his_o own_o receave_v he_o not_o it_o be_v little_a enough_o i_o think_v that_o a_o poor_a woman_n weary_a with_o travel_v and_o ready_a within_o a_o few_o hour_n to_o be_v deliver_v shall_v find_v the_o ordinary_a comfort_n at_o least_o of_o some_o poor_a chamber_n in_o a_o inn_n of_o fire_n of_o a_o bed_n and_o yet_o even_o this_o be_v deny_v the_o king_n and_o queen_n of_o heaven_n if_o there_o be_v place_n in_o the_o town_n for_o all_o other_o there_o be_v none_o for_o they_o they_o must_v pack_v away_o and_o find_v the_o rock_n of_o easy_a access_n than_o man_n hart_n and_o lodge_v in_o they_o aff._n o_o the_o highness_n of_o the_o riches_n of_o the_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n of_o god_n how_o incomprehensible_a be_v his_o judgement_n how_o secret_a be_v his_o way_n o_o admirable_a to_o see_v the_o true_a son_n of_o god_n by_o a_o singular_a dispensation_n of_o the_o divine_a providence_n necessitate_v as_o it_o be_v to_o take_v up_o his_o first_o night_n lodging_n in_o a_o poor_a rock_n or_o den_n for_o there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o he_o in_o the_o inn_n ii_o point_n consider_v that_o it_o be_v not_o in_o judea_n only_a that_o there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o jesus_n but_o the_o same_o straitness_n reign_v over_o all_o the_o world_n change_v only_o the_o name_n and_o we_o shall_v find_v the_o story_n verify_v of_o our_o unhappy_a country_n be_v there_o any_o place_n there_o for_o jesus_n where_o his_o sacrifice_n be_v abhor_v his_o temple_n violate_v the_o solemnity_n of_o his_o house_n abandon_v and_o his_o house_n itself_o become_v as_o a_o stable_n or_o a_o den_n of_o thief_n yea_o where_o all_o the_o memory_n of_o he_o and_o his_o very_a name_n begin_v to_o be_v raze_v out_o aff._n but_o alas_o while_o we_o look_v a_o far_o off_o we_o may_v find_v the_o fault_n at_o home_n it_o be_v neither_o the_o ancient_a judea_n nor_o our_o new_a egypt_n alone_a which_o be_v preocupate_v so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o place_n leave_v for_o jesus_n let_v but_o each_o one_o look_n into_o his_o own_o hart_n and_o he_o shall_v find_v that_o the_o great_a press_n and_o pussle_v be_v even_o there_o there_o the_o world_n possess_v the_o great_a part_n and_o the_o bed_n be_v two_o narrow_a for_o two_o both_o god_n and_o it_o there_o the_o multiplicity_n of_o secular_a thought_n do_v press_v in_o upon_o us._n there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o jesus_n nor_o place_n nor_o time_n to_o be_v vacant_a and_o to_o taste_v how_o sweet_a he_o be_v he_o ask_v we_o bread_n in_o his_o poor_a member_n and_o we_o refuse_v it_o he_o drink_v and_o we_o deny_v he_o water_n what_o we_o give_v not_o they_o for_o his_o sake_n we_o refuse_v he_o not_o they_o while_o we_o take_v not_o their_o misery_n into_o our_o heart_n by_o commiseration_n we_o repulse_n jesus_n their_o be_v no_o place_n there_o leave_v for_o he_o meditation_n i._o for_o s._n stephen_n day_n i._o point_n consider_v that_o it_o be_v no_o wonder_n that_o christ_n be_v not_o know_v by_o man_n since_o man_n have_v leave_v to_o be_v man_n and_o be_v turn_v into_o the_o nature_n of_o brute_n beast_n to_o wit_n be_v place_v in_o honour_n they_o understand_v it_o not_o and_o thence_o they_o be_v compare_v to_o brute_n beast_n and_o be_v make_v like_o unto_o they_o yes_o they_o aim_v at_o nothing_o but_o to_o feed_v fat_a to_o find_v ease_n to_o lie_v warm_a to_o wanton_a it_o up_o and_o down_o to_o generate_v and_o take_v delight_n be_v not_o these_o thing_n common_a with_o man_n and_o beast_n and_o do_v not_o yet_o man_n add_v to_o these_o many_o invention_n of_o wit_n and_o art_n to_o court_v vanity_n to_o invite_v luxe_n lust_n and_o sin_n but_o lo_o
not_o temptation_n then_o o_o my_o soul_n be_v look_v upon_o hereafter_o as_o a_o occasion_n of_o solicitude_n vexation_n and_o desolation_n but_o rather_o as_o a_o profitable_a exercise_n of_o virtue_n humility_n and_o joy_n according_a to_o that_o of_o bless_a s._n james_n esteem_v it_o all_o joy_n when_o you_o fall_v into_o many_o and_o diversity_n of_o temptation_n the_o servant_n be_v not_o great_a than_o the_o master_n it_o be_v he_o that_o have_v give_v we_o a_o example_n and_o his_o will_n be_v that_o we_o shall_v follow_v it_o that_o by_o this_o mean_n his_o virtue_n humitie_n may_v be_v obtain_v and_o the_o necessity_n of_o a_o continual_a dependence_n of_o his_o assistance_n may_v be_v learn_v the_o second_o pointe._n when_o be_v jesus_n tempt_v when_o he_o have_v fast_v forty_o day_n and_o forty_o night_n etc._n etc._n the_o tempter_n approach_v etc._n etc._n matt._n 4._o consider_v that_o jesus_n in_o who_o there_o neither_o be_v nor_o can_v be_v any_o guilt_n of_o sin_n be_v then_o tempt_v when_o he_o be_v employ_v in_o most_o holy_a work_n and_o holy_a circumstance_n to_o wit_n in_o fast_v prayer_n watch_v and_o that_o too_o even_o in_o solitude_n in_o the_o wilderness_n in_o that_o sacred_a retreat_n of_o he_o to_o teach_v we_o that_o we_o never_o ought_v to_o esteem_n ourselves_o secure_a from_o the_o devil_n assault_n be_v we_o never_o so_o well_o employ_v and_o in_o the_o best_a circumstance_n imaginable_a affection_n let_v we_o not_o fail_v my_o soul_n to_o fast_o watch_n and_o pray_v with_o as_o much_o retirement_n from_o the_o world_n as_o we_o be_v able_a as_o be_v the_o best_a mean_n to_o strengthen_v we_o against_o temptation_n but_o let_v we_o not_o amid_o those_o holy_a exercise_n promise_v ourselves_o security_n peace_n or_o truce_n the_o devil_n sleep_v not_o but_o rove_v about_o seek_v who_o he_o may_v devour_v and_o most_o assault_v those_o who_o he_o find_v best_o employ_v in_o the_o choir_n at_o their_o meditation_n in_o frequent_v the_o holy_a communion_n as_o have_v lest_o hope_n to_o bring_v such_o pious_a soul_n to_o his_o servitude_n yet_o be_v not_o perplex_v my_o soul_n he_o dare_v adventure_n upon_o christ_n himself_o but_o he_o put_v he_o to_o confusion_n as_o we_o shall_v also_o do_v by_o fix_v a_o firm_a faith_n in_o his_o singular_a mercy_n and_o goodness_n who_o put_v he_o to_o slight_v the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o day_n how_o be_v jesus_n tempt_v if_o thou_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n command_v that_o these_o stone_n be_v make_v bread_n matth._n 4._o consider_v that_o the_o devil_n tempt_v jesus_n in_o three_o kind_n of_o temptation_n most_o dangerous_a and_o detestable_a first_o with_o movinge_v his_o heavenly_a father_n to_o work_v miracle_n as_o though_o he_o have_v no_o other_o mean_n to_o feed_v his_o people_n then_o by_o turn_v stone_n into_o bread_n second_o by_o despair_n in_o castinge_v himself_o down_o head_n long_o three_o by_o riches_n and_o honour_n bold_o promise_v to_o give_v all_o whereas_o indeed_o he_o can_v perform_v nothing_o at_o all_o of_o his_o proud_a promise_n affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n in_o imitation_n of_o our_o dear_a saviour_n sufferance_n and_o remptation_n and_o with_o a_o absolute_a submission_n to_o his_o good_a pleasure_n in_o what_o ere_o he_o may_v permit_v to_o fall_v upon_o we_o let_v we_o i_o say_v comfortable_o and_o courageous_o say_v with_o the_o psalmist_n try_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o prove_v i_o my_o dross_n must_v be_v burn_v away_o to_o be_v come_v pure_a gold_n fitr_n for_o the_o tabernacle_n whether_o it_o be_v with_o vain_a suggestion_n of_o desire_v to_o know_v more_o than_o we_o ougt_v to_o know_v or_o with_o the_o ambition_n of_o the_o honour_n and_o riches_n of_o this_o world_n or_o final_o by_o representation_n of_o the_o most_o horrid_a despair_n in_o god_n mercy_n etc._n etc._n or_o the_o most_o base_a impurity_n imaginable_a desire_v only_o to_o hear_v with_o s._n paul_n my_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o thou_o with_o resolution_n to_o beg_v it_o earnest_o and_o without_o intermission_n the_o second_o point_n how_o do_v jesus_n overcome_v the_o devil_n not_o in_o bread_n alone_o do_v man_n live_v etc._n etc._n thou_o shall_v not_o tempt_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n etc._n etc._n avaunt_o satan_n the_o lord_n thy_o god_n thou_o shall_v adore_v matth._n 4._o consider_v how_o our_o sweet_a saviour_n have_v not_o only_o give_v we_o a_o example_n of_o humble_a patient_a suffering_n of_o the_o devil_n assault_n in_o almost_o all_o manner_n of_o temptation_n in_o all_o time_n place_n and_o circumstance_n but_o he_o do_v also_o in_o his_o own_o word_n teach_v we_o how_o to_o make_v resistance_n and_o how_o to_o over_o come_v it_o be_v not_o in_o bread_n alone_o that_o man_n live_v thou_o shall_v not_o tempt_v the_o lord_n ihy_a god_n ¿_o but_o thou_o shall_v adore_v he_o affection_n it_o be_v not_o then_o my_o soul_n in_o confidence_n of_o our_o own_o virtue_n &_o strength_n which_o alone_o will_v be_v find_v very_o weakness_n that_o we_o be_v to_o encounter_v with_o and_o vanquish_v the_o devil_n but_o in_o the_o only_a power_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n by_o put_v on_o a_o firm_a faith_n that_o we_o serve_v a_o master_n who_o be_v able_a if_o he_o please_v to_o secure_v we_o and_o confound_v he_o but_o if_o his_o bless_a will_n be_v to_o leave_v we_o to_o that_o hard_a trial_n his_o bless_a name_n be_v praise_v for_o ever_o the_o servant_n may_v well_o follow_v the_o master_n have_v always_o in_o our_o mind_n for_o our_o strong_a defence_n the_o devil_n assault_n thou_o shall_v adore_v thy_o lord_n thy_o god_n and_o serve_v he_o alone_o the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o second_o sunday_n in_o lent_n he_o bring_v they_o to_o wit_n peter_n james_n and_o john_n into_o a_o high_a mountain_n and_o be_v transfigure_v before_o they_o matth._n 17._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o as_o all_o who_o be_v already_o save_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o 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it_o and_o tie_v it_o out_o 20._o nay_o my_o dear_a crucify_a love_n thou_o be_v indeed_o smite_v by_o he_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o people_n but_o thou_o be_v not_o forsake_v we_o have_v thy_o own_o word_n for_o it_o he_o that_o send_v i_o be_v with_o i_o and_o have_v not_o forsake_v i_o he_o will_v within_o a_o short_a space_n deliver_v thou_o and_o glorify_v thou_o be_v thou_o forsake_v by_o he_o thou_o be_v forsake_v by_o thyself_o too_o since_o thou_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o god_n with_o he_o and_o all_o your_o outward_a action_n be_v common_a thou_o have_v power_n to_o lay_v down_o thy_o life_n and_o to_o resume_v it_o at_o thy_o pleasure_n thou_o be_v thus_o treat_v and_o sacryfice_v because_o thou_o thyself_o will_v ah_o say_v that_o love_a servant_n of_o thy_o s._n augustine_n who_o be_v he_o who_o so_o easy_o sleep_v when_o he_o will_v as_o jesus_n die_v when_o he_o will_v who_o be_v he_o that_o with_o so_o much_o facility_n putt_v off_o his_o garment_n when_o he_o 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