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lord_n that_o all_o humane_a flesh_n shall_v have_v suffer_v endless_a torment_n see_v they_o have_v so_o just_o deserve_v it_o rather_o than_o your_o righteous_a lord_n shall_v have_v dye_v but_o whether_o my_o soul_n in_o the_o deep_a consideration_n of_o the_o undeserved_a suffering_n of_o thy_o righteous_a saviour_n do_v thou_o run_v shall_v the_o angel_n which_o be_v our_o attendant_n be_v grieve_v at_o our_o happiness_n my_o soul_n wrong_v not_o those_o bless_a spirit_n with_o such_o vain_a thought_n for_o god_n be_v not_o please_v nor_o his_o wrath_n appease_v towards_o we_o till_o that_o time_n oh_o sad_a time_n yet_o pleasant_a time_n the_o
bless_a saviour_n jesus_n christ_n be_v to_o we_o foolishness_n and_o as_o a_o thing_n we_o delight_v not_o in_o we_o may_v just_o fear_v we_o be_v to_o perish_v but_o if_o it_o be_v esteem_v by_o we_o the_o power_n and_o excellent_a wisdom_n of_o god_n which_o delight_v our_o heart_n we_o may_v be_v confident_a we_o shall_v be_v save_v for_o the_o preach_n of_o the_o gospel_n be_v to_o they_o that_o perish_v foolishness_n but_o to_o we_o that_o be_v save_v it_o be_v the_o power_n of_o god_n 1_o cor._n 1.18_o psalm_n 119.165_o the_o soul_n peace_n my_o great_a god_n how_o often_o do_v thou_o make_v we_o to_o see_v and_o by_o experience_n to_o know_v the_o truth_n of_o thy_o most_o acred_a word_n it_o be_v great_a peace_n indeed_o that_o they_o possess_v who_o love_n thy_o law_n thou_o keep_v they_o in_o such_o secure_a and_o pleasant_a pavilion_n that_o nothing_o shall_v ofiend_n they_o they_o must_v speak_v to_o thy_o praise_n who_o thou_o have_v blessed_v and_o if_o i_o have_v be_v 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finger_n of_o israel_n but_o speak_v in_o thy_o own_o word_n great_a peace_n and_o rest_n shall_v all_o such_o have_v as_o do_v thy_o statute_n love_n no_o danger_n shall_v their_o quiet_a state_n impair_v or_o once_o remove_v the_o support_n my_o lord_n when_o in_o my_o young_a year_n the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n have_v penetrate_v my_o heart_n i_o confess_v there_o be_v with_o it_o a_o earnest_a desire_n iâ—_n i_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v something_o whereby_o i_o may_v manifest_v my_o love_n to_o thy_o majesty_n for_o those_o great_a unexpressable_a favour_n that_o thou_o have_v deign_v to_o bestow_v on_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n but_o than_o have_v i_o no_o other_o thought_n in_o i_o but_o that_o if_o the_o contrary_a religion_n which_o then_o too_o much_o abound_v have_v prevail_v i_o then_o may_v have_v offer_v up_o my_o life_n in_o flame_n with_o devotion_n to_o manifest_v my_o love_n to_o thou_o but_o now_o thou_o have_v turn_v the_o tide_n and_o 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shall_v see_v the_o truth_n of_o thy_o merciful_a deal_n with_o i_o and_o how_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o so_o happy_a in_o this_o world_n as_o my_o heart_n can_v wish_v for_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o have_v fulfil_v the_o request_n of_o my_o lip_n for_o there_o be_v not_o that_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n that_o i_o can_v desire_v more_o than_o what_o thou_o have_v give_v to_o i_o for_o long_o since_o my_o lord_n when_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o sense_n to_o see_v that_o no_o earthly_a thing_n though_o never_o so_o excellent_a or_o please_v can_v give_v we_o a_o perfect_a contentment_n than_o make_v i_o my_o prayer_n to_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n that_o thou_o will_v be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o that_o which_o the_o world_n can_v not_o give_v and_o though_o i_o confess_v i_o do_v then_o think_v it_o be_v unpossible_a ever_o to_o possess_v a_o true_a content_n in_o this_o world_n yet_o my_o dear_a father_n i_o must_v now_o ask_v thou_o pardon_v for_o those_o 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