Selected quad for the lemma: love_n

Word A	Word B	Word C	Word D	Occurrence	Frequency Band	MI	MI Band	Prominent
love_n	prayer_n	zeal_n	zealous_a	89	3	8.9161	4	false

Text snippets containing the quad

ID	Title	Author	Corrected Date of Publication (TCP Date of Publication)	STC	Words	Pages
A10206	The life of the holy and venerable mother Suor Maria Maddalena De Patsi a Florentine lady, & religious of the Order of the Carmelites. Written in Italian by the Reuerend Priest Sigr. Vincentio Puccini, who was sometymes her ghostly father. And now translated into English.; Vita di Santa Maria Maddalena de Pazzi. English	Puccini, Vincenzio.; Matthew, Tobie, Sir, 1577-1655.	1619 (1619)	STC 20483; ESTC S101534	127,169	365

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misery_n of_o other_o man_n and_o deride_v the_o patch_a coat_n the_o pennance_n and_o perpetual_a labour_n of_o our_o religious_a order_n &_o other_o exemplar_n catholic_n who_o be_v ever_o procure_v and_o work_v out_o their_o salvation_n in_o fear_n and_o tremble_a according_a to_o the_o advice_n of_o s._n peter_n and_o how_o much_o do_v they_o congratulate_v themselves_o for_o have_v so_o much_o wit_n as_o to_o hold_v such_o thing_n as_o these_o for_o toy_n and_o to_o prefer_v that_o which_o they_o see_v and_o feel_v before_o any_o thing_n which_o they_o hear_v &_o shall_v believe_v and_o therefore_o since_o they_o be_v the_o man_n who_o now_o esteem_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o beg_v such_o as_o suffer_v for_o their_o conscience_n &_o addict_v themselves_o to_o penance_n for_o idiot_n let_v they_o take_v heed_n that_o hereafter_o they_o pronounce_v not_o upon_o themselves_o that_o other_o miserable_a and_o irrevocable_a sentence_n of_o be_v frantike_n this_o venerable_a woman_n suor_n 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