she_o that_o loose_a libertine_n thy_o fleshly_a idumaean_a be_v thy_o work_n of_o righteousness_n account_v as_o a_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n by_o she_o be_v thou_o bring_v to_o nothing_o esteem_v as_o a_o vain_a thing_n and_o in_o manner_n nothing_o for_o tell_v i_o o_o tell_v i_o poor_a delude_a soul_n what_o other_o thing_n be_v this_o flesh_n who_o society_n thou_o seem_v so_o high_o to_o tender_v but_o mere_a foam_n make_v flesh_n and_o clothe_v with_o frail_a honour_n but_o shall_v thou_o consider_v o_o my_o soul_n what_o will_v become_v of_o she_o how_o after_o death_n her_o honour_n shall_v lie_v in_o the_o dust_n how_o she_o shall_v be_v stink_a carrion_n full_a of_o misery_n and_o corruption_n meat_n for_o worm_n again_o how_o neat_o so_o ever_o she_o seem_v now_o trick_v trim_v and_o tire_v she_o be_v no_o more_o but_o flesh_n and_o that_o flesh_n and_o the_o beauty_n thereof_o as_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n again_o will_v thou_o but_o consider_v her_o present_a 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he_o become_v attach_v attaint_v so_o whole_o crooked_a and_o corrupt_a as_o he_o set_v his_o love_n on_o nothing_o but_o vanity_n practise_v nothing_o but_o work_n of_o iniquity_n o_o leave_n to_o love_v she_o then_o who_o love_n be_v thy_o loss_n estrange_v thou_o from_o her_o way_n for_o her_o path_n lead_v unto_o death_n and_o now_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o talk_v a_o little_a with_o thou_o o_o my_o flesh_n and_o first_o resolve_v i_o if_o ever_o i_o come_v into_o any_o place_n wherein_o i_o can_v promise_v to_o myself_o peace_n in_o this_o populous_a city_n i_o can_v take_v my_o walk_n in_o any_o street_n wherein_o i_o be_o not_o subject_a to_o be_v take_v by_o thy_o deceit_n thou_o send_v forth_o those_o two_o light_a spy_n to_o purvey_v and_o bring_v in_o object_n of_o lust_n by_o these_o be_o i_o wound_v by_o these_o do_v i_o suffer_v a_o continual_a combat_n neither_o be_v these_o wound_n cure_v now_o when_o my_o youth_n have_v leave_v i_o when_o these_o daily_a messenger_n of_o death_n summon_v i_o for_o though_o i_o be_v near_o my_o grave_n i_o be_o nothing_o rich_a in_o grace_n though_o those_o folly_n of_o my_o youth_n have_v now_o leave_v i_o and_o woe_n be_v i_o that_o i_o do_v not_o leave_v they_o before_o they_o leave_v i_o yet_o other_o age_a malady_n grow_v strong_a in_o i_o against_o which_o i_o must_v prepare_v myself_o for_o the_o encounter_n or_o i_o be_o undo_v for_o ever_o will_v you_o hear_v what_o my_o distemper_n be_v they_o be_v these_o though_o few_o be_v my_o hour_n hoary_a my_o hair_n yet_o be_o i_o as_o numerous_a in_o my_o worldly_a care_n as_o if_o i_o be_v but_o even_o now_o enter_v into_o the_o world_n i_o can_v without_o a_o envious_a eye_n see_v my_o neighbour_n field_n flourish_v other_o prosperity_n give_v i_o occasion_n of_o repine_v other_o adversity_n ground_n of_o rejoice_v honour_v i_o will_v have_v yet_o can_v i_o hardly_o support_v myself_o much_o less_o that_o honour_n which_o be_v confer_v on_o i_o alas_o poor_a moulder_a earth_n now_o when_o i_o carry_v about_o i_o such_o constant_a companion_n of_o my_o mortality_n when_o ache_n cramp_n and_o cough_n be_v my_o age_n livery_n now_o when_o death_n wait_v at_o the_o wicket_n and_o bid_v i_o come_v away_o and_o leave_v the_o world_n see_v it_o be_v weary_a of_o i_o and_o fit_v i_o for_o my_o shroud_a sheet_n be_v all_o that_o be_v leave_v i_o yet_o have_v i_o a_o month_n mind_n to_o be_v great_a or_o rich_a or_o more_o eminent_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n as_o if_o i_o can_v dispense_v with_o age_n or_o make_v a_o truce_n with_o death_n thus_o be_o i_o encounter_v with_o new_a temptation_n night_n and_o day_n be_o i_o beleaguer_v nor_o can_v i_o find_v any_o rest_n so_o fierce_a and_o furious_a be_v this_o combatant_n my_o flesh._n o_o how_o just_o then_o may_v i_o complain_v of_o this_o my_o household_n enemy_n and_o how_o may_v i_o escape_v her_o subtlety_n it_o be_v her_o delicacy_n that_o have_v undo_v i_o for_o by_o pampher_v she_o have_v i_o famish_v myself_o i_o take_v pity_n of_o her_o weakness_n and_o i_o cherish_v she_o and_o behold_v now_o i_o be_o abuse_v by_o she_o she_o have_v wound_v i_o with_o her_o eye_n no_o with_o both_o her_o eye_n have_v she_o surprise_v i_o for_o with_o her_o right_a eye_n she_o show_v i_o prosperity_n and_o by_o incline_v to_o she_o cause_v i_o to_o commit_v idolatry_n and_o with_o her_o left_a eye_n she_o dart_v adversity_n at_o i_o and_o so_o make_v i_o murmur_v against_o he_o that_o make_v i_o o_o how_o i_o feel_v myself_o now_o fail_v and_o fall_v to_o earth_n yet_o how_o be_v my_o thought_n so_o glue_v to_o earth_n as_o if_o they_o have_v no_o other_o place_n to_o think_v on_o o_o my_o god_n from_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o mercy_n look_v upon_o the_o depth_n of_o my_o misery_n thou_o know_v my_o necessity_n let_v i_o not_o become_v a_o prey_n to_o my_o enemy_n sweet_a jesu_n thou_o have_v teach_v my_o finger_n to_o fight_v give_v i_o the_o mastery_n in_o this_o combat_n with_o my_o flesh_n chap._n 6._o what_o assault_v he_o suffer_v by_o thy_o devil_n both_o in_o company_n and_o privacy_n o_o thou_o envious_a one_o be_v it_o not_o sufficient_a for_o thou_o to_o lose_v thyself_o by_o the_o pride_n but_o like_o a_o cruel_a cunning_a nimrod_n haunt_v day_n and_o night_n after_o innocent_a blood_n thou_o be_v for_o ever_o lose_v and_o thou_o will_v have_v my_o poor_a soul_n in_o the_o same_o state_n and_o to_o bring_v thy_o purpose_n about_o thou_o have_v practise_v with_o people_n of_o my_o own_o family_n to_o betray_v my_o fort_n unto_o the_o enemy_n thou_o have_v winnow_v i_o and_o as_o thou_o find_v i_o affect_v thou_o wrought_v upon_o i_o thou_o have_v bait_n in_o store_n for_o every_o soul_n to_o take_v he_o nap_v in_o his_o darling_n sin_n if_o thou_o found_v he_o labour_n of_o that_o birth_n wherein_o thou_o perish_v thou_o can_v suggest_v to_o he_o thought_n of_o his_o own_o ability_n bring_v he_o to_o a_o disdain_n of_o other_o tell_v he_o the_o state_n do_v not_o take_v sufficient_a notice_n of_o his_o worth_n advise_v he_o to_o hold_v a_o high_a opinion_n of_o himself_o and_o by_o conâ—emning_v other_o to_o raise_v his_o own_o estimate_n but_o whereto_o aâ—me_v all_o these_o train_n to_o undo_v he_o for_o be_v feed_v with_o these_o conceit_n he_o begin_v to_o aspire_v to_o place_n of_o honour_n wherein_o be_v cross_v of_o his_o hope_n he_o fall_v into_o discontent_n which_o cloze_v the_o unhappy_a scene_n of_o his_o life_n in_o misery_n and_o contempt_n or_o deprive_v of_o what_o he_o once_o enjoy_v and_o to_o a_o unexpected_a thraldom_n consign_v with_o the_o heavy_a memory_n of_o his_o former_a felicity_n and_o present_a misery_n he_o either_o live_v desperate_o encounter_v with_o those_o affright_a thought_n of_o danger_n or_o take_v his_o leave_n at_o once_o both_o of_o life_n and_o honour_n again_o if_o thou_o find_v he_o covetous_a thou_o have_v achan_n wedge_n and_o gehaza_n treasure_n in_o readiness_n for_o he_o he_o shall_v have_v his_o desire_n and_o a_o leprosy_n to_o boot_v if_o riotous_a the_o rich-man_n table_n can_v not_o be_v better_o furnish_v his_o delicious_a and_o liquorish_a appetite_n must_v be_v satisfy_v nothing_o want_v that_o may_v tend_v to_o surfeit_v but_o with_o those_o rioter_n before_o the_o flood_n he_o little_o know_v how_o near_o he_o be_v perish_v if_o lascivious_a his_o flesh_n must_v want_v no_o provocation_n to_o bring_v this_o delude_a minion_n to_o destruction_n fancy_n by_o night_n and_o more_o visible_a object_n by_o day_n be_v send_v forth_o to_o seize_v on_o his_o heart_n and_o make_v he_o forgetful_a of_o god_n if_o passionate_a
may_v justify_v thou_o by_o he_o sift_v and_o search_v he_o the_o more_o thou_o shall_v discover_v he_o the_o more_o thou_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o he_o whence_o then_o thy_o pride_n whence_o thy_o vainglory_n resolve_v thyself_o to_o tear_n fall_v prostrate_a before_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o have_v a_o desire_n to_o be_v like_o thy_o saviour_n love_v humility_n it_o be_v the_o best_a badge_n of_o christian_a honour_n in_o whosoever_o dwell_v the_o pride_n of_o life_n that_o soul_n can_v dwell_v in_o christ_n love_n these_o be_v several_a lodging_n and_o be_v reserve_v for_o several_a person_n o_o my_o redeemer_n give_v i_o a_o perfect_a knowledge_n of_o my_o present_a condition_n that_o by_o it_o i_o may_v learn_v true_a humiliation_n let_v not_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o sinner_n move_v i_o nor_o the_o foot_n of_o pride_n draw_v near_o i_o he_o know_v not_o himself_o that_o can_v be_v proud_a oh_o keep_v i_o from_o be_v proud_a that_o i_o may_v know_v myself_o chap._n 11._o how_o neither_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n nor_o of_o grace_n can_v call_v he_o home_o from_o his_o wander_a course_n the_o wild_a ass_n which_o run_v here_o and_o there_o and_o snuff_v the_o wind_n in_o the_o wilderness_n be_v a_o tame_a and_o serviceable_a creature_n in_o comparison_n of_o i_o a_o runagate_n to_o my_o father_n house_n and_o a_o most_o rebellious_a sinner_n we_o account_v that_o subject_a who_o owe_v allegiance_n to_o his_o prince_n not_o fit_v to_o live_v if_o he_o at_o any_o time_n practice_v against_o he_o and_o worthy_o do_v we_o so_o account_v he_o woe_n be_v i_o what_o have_v i_o then_o deserve_v many_o year_n be_v now_o go_v and_o pass_v since_o i_o leave_v my_o father_n house_n since_o i_o divide_v my_o portion_n with_o harlot_n since_o i_o rebel_v against_o my_o prince_n that_o prince_n of_o prince_n mean_n have_v he_o make_v and_o sundry_a messenger_n have_v he_o send_v to_o recall_v i_o he_o open_v unto_o i_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o there_o he_o show_v before_o my_o face_n and_o unto_o my_o shame_n what_o justice_n and_o temperance_n what_o moderation_n and_o continence_n what_o excellent_a moral_a virtue_n appear_v even_o in_o those_o who_o be_v heathen_n and_o know_v no_o god_n these_o only_o pertake_v some_o weak_a glimpse_n of_o a_o natural_a light_n they_o know_v not_o what_o eternity_n mean_v nor_o where_o that_o heavenly_a city_n be_v to_o be_v find_v yet_o hate_v these_o to_o wrong_v one_o another_o or_o to_o do_v to_o another_o what_o they_o will_v not_o have_v do_v by_o a_o other_o to_o themselves_o these_o love_a goodness_n without_o hope_n of_o reward_n their_o ambition_n be_v only_o to_o be_v rtemembr_v after_o death_n or_o by_o their_o commendable_a life_n leave_v to_o other_o example_n how_o to_o live_v yet_o be_v all_o their_o virtue_n but_o splendid_a vice_n nay_o mere_o sin_n because_o whatsoever_o be_v not_o of_o faith_n be_v sin_n from_o these_o then_o take_v i_o by_o the_o hand_n he_o bring_v i_o to_o the_o law_n of_o grace_n where_o he_o show_v i_o what_o wondrous_a thing_n he_o have_v do_v for_o i_o how_o though_o i_o be_v bind_v infinite_o bind_v unto_o his_o majesty_n even_o by_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n for_o my_o creation_n in_o distinguish_v i_o from_o all_o other_o nay_o in_o set_v i_o above_o all_o other_o &_o in_o give_v i_o a_o command_n over_o all_o other_o yet_o have_v it_o be_v nothing_o to_o have_v create_v i_o have_v he_o not_o likewise_o redeem_v i_o lose_v i_o be_v and_o eternal_o lose_v &_o he_o spare_v not_o his_o own_o to_o make_v i_o one_o of_o his_o own_o nor_o have_v all_o this_o suffice_v i_o for_o ever_o be_v i_o fail_v and_o fall_v have_v he_o not_o likewise_o send_v his_o holy_a spirit_n to_o preserve_v i_o from_o a_o final_a fall_n and_o now_o what_o heart_n so_o hard_o who_o these_o many_o benefit_n will_v not_o soften_v and_o yet_o i_o the_o more_o miserable_a i_n careless_a of_o my_o own_o state_n or_o what_o may_v hereafter_o befall_v my_o poor_a sinful_a soul_n have_v not_o be_v as_o yet_o either_o allure_v with_o his_o mercy's_n or_o awake_v with_o his_o judgement_n i_o have_v a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n that_o foolish_o send_v forth_o her_o prohibition_n to_o stay_v proceed_n in_o all_o other_o court_n i_o apply_v my_o ear_n to_o the_o cymbal_n and_o to_o the_o timbrel_n i_o take_v my_o fullness_n of_o pleasure_n in_o sin_n no_o sense_n can_v take_v delight_n in_o any_o object_n wherein_o i_o strive_v not_o to_o satisfy_v her_o appetite_n thus_o do_v i_o transgress_v the_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o by_o that_o mean_v make_v myself_o worse_o than_o a_o heathen_a thus_o do_v i_o reject_v the_o metion_n of_o grace_n and_o so_o dishonour_v the_o style_n of_o a_o christian_n o_o my_o good_a shepherd_n call_v this_o thy_o lose_a sheep_n now_o back_o from_o wander_v bring_v he_o to_o thy_o sheepfold_n where_o he_o may_v find_v plenteous_a refresh_n write_v thy_o law_n in_o his_o heart_n let_v it_o be_v as_o a_o frontlet_n unto_o his_o eye_n as_o a_o chain_n to_o his_o neck_n as_o a_o bracelet_n to_o his_o arm_n let_v he_o look_v into_o it_o and_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n correct_v himself_o by_o it_o o_o teach_v i_o thy_o law_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v take_v delight_n in_o it_o and_o live_v chap._n 12._o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o the_o whole_a decalogue_n and_o he_o scarce_o find_v in_o it_o one_o commandment_n wherein_o either_o in_o part_n or_o in_o all_o he_o have_v not_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a sinner_n who_o will_v not_o think_v it_o strange_a that_o any_o one_o shall_v forget_v what_o the_o very_a sight_n of_o himself_o may_v make_v he_o remember_v i_o can_v neither_o look_v upon_o my_o hand_n nor_o foot_n but_o their_o number_n and_o account_n may_v cause_v i_o to_o call_v to_o mind_v that_o sacred_a number_n which_o be_v deliver_v to_o moses_n in_o the_o mount_n but_o admit_v i_o shall_v lay_v this_o holy_a decalogue_n aside_o in_o my_o own_o house_n my_o private_a family_n yet_o when_o at_o any_o time_n i_o come_v into_o god_n house_n my_o very_a care_n can_v choose_v but_o bring_v it_o to_o my_o memory_n the_o view_n whereof_o be_v heavy_a to_o i_o for_o what_o one_o commandment_n in_o all_o that_o decalogue_n which_o in_o part_n or_o in_o all_o prove_v i_o not_o a_o high_a delinquent_n a_o grievous_a sinner_n and_o what_o be_v worse_o a_o slow_a repenter_n o_o when_o that_o book_n shall_v be_v open_v and_o my_o sinful_a life_n compare_v to_o what_o be_v in_o it_o when_o this_o mark_n of_o distinction_n shall_v be_v set_v over_o my_o head_n behold_v the_o man_n and_o his_o work_n o_o how_o full_a of_o shame_n and_o confusion_n shall_v i_o stand_v before_o that_o just_a judge_n of_o the_o ten_o tribe_n when_o that_o lord_n of_o lord_n that_o great_a god_n of_o host_n who_o be_v powerful_a in_o revenge_n when_o he_o see_v the_o malice_n of_o man_n to_o abound_v when_o he_o shall_v shout_v in_o the_o cloud_n when_o he_o shall_v come_v open_o when_o his_o fury_n shall_v 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nakedness_n nay_o all_o all_o those_o extreme_n which_o any_o worldling_n can_v suffer_v but_o to_o what_o end_n be_v all_o these_o be_v they_o not_o to_o enrich_v thy_o coâ—â—ers_n or_o advance_v thou_o to_o immerited_a honour_n do_v these_o sour_a and_o heavy_a task_n bear_v in_o their_o forehead_n any_o semblance_n of_o goodness_n be_v they_o suffer_v for_o righteousness_n sake_n no_o no_o but_o for_o self-love_n sake_n for_o pray_v thou_o do_v thou_o ever_o hear_v god_n name_n revile_v the_o gospel_n slander_v the_o professor_n of_o it_o disgrace_v and_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o a_o imperious_a but_o a_o impious_a wretch_n stand_v in_o defence_n of_o it_o have_v thou_o at_o any_o time_n out_o of_o the_o zeal_n thou_o bear_v to_o god_n honour_n oppose_v the_o malicious_a fury_n of_o a_o powerful_a persecutor_n have_v thou_o flee_v from_o city_n to_o city_n in_o defence_n of_o god_n quarrel_n or_o with_o a_o pious_a resolution_n fight_v his_o battle_n many_o precedent_n and_o 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colour_n of_o lodging_n with_o he_o seek_v his_o undo_n many_o instead_o of_o turtle_n have_v receive_v snake_n into_o their_o bosom_n and_o such_o be_v my_o unfortunate_a condition_n for_o upon_o a_o time_n sit_v in_o my_o summer_n arbour_n safe_a as_o i_o think_v from_o the_o encounter_n of_o any_o open_a enemy_n or_o secret_a danger_n even_o there_o where_o my_o private_a repose_n promise_v i_o no_o less_o than_o a_o secure_a and_o untroubled_a rest_n sudden_o there_o appear_v before_o i_o seven_o stranger_n who_o complain_v how_o they_o have_v lose_v their_o way_n humble_o beseech_v i_o to_o bestow_v upon_o they_o one_o night_n lodging_n and_o that_o with_o a_o grateful_a acknowledgement_n of_o so_o free_a a_o courtesy_n they_o will_v depart_v early_o from_o i_o the_o next_o morning_n i_o must_v confess_v this_o their_o sudden_a approach_n do_v at_o first_o not_o a_o little_a amaze_v i_o wonder_v much_o how_o these_o can_v find_v access_n unto_o i_o see_v as_o i_o remember_v i_o 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of_o amorous_a knight_n adventure_n his_o morning_n lecture_n be_v boccace_n and_o alcaeus_n his_o evening_n anthem_n be_v ariosto_n and_o reginus_n for_o his_o person_n he_o be_v of_o a_o promise_a constitution_n but_o of_o pale_a complexion_n a_o quick_a pierce_a eye_n a_o nimble_a persuasive_a tongue_n and_o of_o such_o a_o woo_n win_a action_n as_o no_o expression_n come_v from_o he_o which_o will_v not_o enforce_v affection_n i_o must_v confess_v i_o no_o soon_o see_v he_o than_o i_o find_v a_o glow_a heat_n within_o i_o towards_o he_o yea_o i_o begin_v i_o thought_n to_o conceive_v better_o of_o he_o then_o either_o of_o the_o two_o with_o who_o i_o have_v before_o converse_v so_o full_a of_o delightful_a variety_n be_v his_o discourse_n so_o melodious_a his_o voice_n so_o affectionate_o move_v and_o complete_a in_o every_o part_n i_o desire_v much_o to_o know_v his_o descent_n and_o country_n and_o he_o resolve_v i_o ready_o that_o his_o first_o plantation_n be_v near_o to_o the_o bank_n of_o that_o famous_a river_n sybaris_n where_o he_o erect_v a_o school_n for_o love_n afterward_o rich_o endow_v by_o such_o eminent_a proficient_o as_o have_v be_v scholar_n in_o it_o but_o desire_v much_o to_o see_v foreign_a country_n not_o only_o to_o improve_v his_o own_o knowledge_n but_o observe_v her_o command_n to_o who_o service_n he_o stand_v oblige_v he_o coast_v along_o by_o paphos_n where_o his_o mother_n the_o sovereigness_n of_o every_o loyal_a lover_n than_o keep_v court_n and_o from_o thence_o with_o merry_a gale_n he_o come_v to_o cyprâ—s_n and_o some_o few_o month_n after_o to_o renown_a latium_n where_o he_o find_v such_o entertainment_n as_o neither_o care_n nor_o cost_n be_v awanting_a to_o procure_v his_o like_n i_o importune_v he_o much_o to_o hear_v some_o of_o those_o lesson_n which_o he_o have_v former_o teach_v and_o wherein_o i_o desire_v much_o to_o become_v his_o scholar_n but_o small_a importunity_n need_v see_v his_o own_o desire_n be_v 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that_o which_o be_v not_o only_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o goodness_n but_o the_o purchase_n of_o all_o torment_n o_o thou_o precious_a treasure_n of_o a_o continent_n soul_n how_o unhappy_o be_o i_o rob_v of_o thou_o o_o my_o soul_n my_o belove_a how_o be_v thou_o now_o to_o be_v loathe_v o_o my_o soul_n no_o more_o my_o solace_n but_o my_o anguish_n o_o my_o dear_a how_o be_v thou_o now_o become_v my_o despair_n whether_o be_v thou_o fall_v how_o have_v thou_o leave_v i_o nay_o how_o have_v thou_o reave_v i_o of_o those_o comfort_n which_o i_o expect_v from_o thou_o to_o what_o a_o sink_n of_o all_o filth_n and_o pollution_n have_v thou_o o_o lust_n of_o my_o flesh_n draw_v i_o how_o may_v i_o hope_v for_o pardon_n in_o play_v so_o impudent_o the_o wanton_a even_o by_o thy_o mediation_n my_o sweet_a saviour_n o_o offer_v up_o my_o poor_a petition_n unto_o thy_o father_n that_o i_o may_v become_v thy_o devout_a saint_n and_o servant_n who_o be_v sometime_o a_o servant_n to_o sin_n in_o every_o member_n chap._n 52._o envy_n have_v thus_o free_o enjoy_v the_o conference_n of_o these_o three_o guest_n in_o who_o familiarity_n i_o take_v much_o content_n for_o as_o the_o first_o and_o three_o have_v recommend_v to_o i_o rule_n of_o state_n and_o motive_n to_o pleasure_n so_o have_v the_o second_o teach_v i_o a_o thrive_a way_n how_o to_o cram_v my_o coffer_n that_o i_o may_v more_o full_o maintain_v the_o port_n both_o ofth_v '_o one_o and_o the_o other_o hold_v myself_o satisfy_v in_o these_o i_o resolve_v to_o enter_v into_o treaty_n with_o the_o rest_n so_o as_o walk_v one_o day_n very_o early_o i_o chance_v to_o meet_v with_o one_o but_o the_o unbeseeming'_v one_o of_o all_o my_o
o_o my_o dear_a saviour_n look_v upon_o i_o who_o have_v lose_v myself_o by_o look_v and_o long_v after_o what_o be_v unlawful_a for_o i_o o_o though_o i_o be_v not_o worthy_a by_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o heaven_n to_o pray_v unto_o thou_o yet_o be_o i_o not_o unworthy_a by_o blind_a my_o eye_n with_o tear_n to_o weep_v before_o thou_o o_o do_v not_o turn_v away_o thy_o eye_n from_o i_o i_o be_o whole_o lose_v if_o thou_o despise_v i_o but_o i_o shall_v renew_v as_o the_o feather_n of_o a_o eagle_n if_o thou_o vouchsafe_v but_o to_o look_v upon_o i_o o_o may_v my_o delight_n be_v in_o thy_o law_n my_o object_n thy_o cross_n my_o conscience_n my_o feast_n righteousness_n my_o crown_n chap._n 58._o hear_v will_v any_o one_o think_v that_o man_n the_o noble_a of_o god_n creature_n nay_o to_o who_o he_o have_v give_v dominion_n over_o all_o his_o creature_n man_n i_o say_v endue_v with_o a_o reasonable_a soul_n shall_v make_v that_o sense_n which_o be_v give_v he_o for_o edification_n the_o instrument_n of_o his_o perdition_n and_o yet_o behold_v the_o man_n with_o a_o sense_n accompany_v and_o corrupt_a man_n faith_n come_v by_o hear_v and_o yet_o how_o have_v i_o break_v my_o faith_n by_o hear_v i_o have_v sometime_o vow_v though_o not_o myself_o yet_o by_o such_o as_o undertake_v for_o i_o that_o i_o will_v forsake_v the_o devil_n and_o his_o work_n with_o the_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o where_o be_v my_o performance_n have_v i_o not_o defame_v my_o neighbour_n or_o hear_v he_o defame_v and_o what_o have_v i_o answer_v for_o he_o nay_o have_v i_o not_o delight_v in_o hear_v he_o defame_v or_o enlarge_v his_o disgrace_n with_o some_o new_a reproach_n have_v i_o enter_v god_n temple_n the_o house_n of_o the_o most_o high_a with_o a_o sanctify_a ear_n nay_o have_v i_o not_o come_v thither_o rather_o to_o traduce_v then_o useful_o hear_v have_v i_o not_o labour_v to_o catch_v at_o this_o doctrine_n or_o admit_v i_o come_v there_o with_o a_o heart_n prepare_v for_o devotion_n and_o with_o a_o ear_n ready_a to_o receive_v instruction_n do_v not_o the_o eye_n practice_v with_o the_o heart_n to_o surprise_v the_o ear_n and_o by_o that_o mean_n decline_v it_o from_o do_v what_o it_o intend_v by_o give_v ear_n to_o that_o which_o may_v distract_v it_o nay_o let_v i_o come_v a_o little_a near_o thou_o thou_o lose_v dissolute_a and_o unprepared_a eare._n have_v thou_o hear_v so_o much_o as_o a_o psalm_n in_o the_o church_n without_o distraction_n do_v not_o those_o sweet_a air_n of_o spiritual_a devotion_n so_o far_o transport_v thou_o that_o thou_o give_v better_a ear_n to_o the_o note_n how_o sweet_o it_o be_v sing_v then_o to_o the_o end_n for_o which_o it_o be_v sing_v do_v not_o take_v more_o delight_n in_o the_o voice_n than_o the_o matter_n and_o by_o that_o mean_n in_o the_o ear_n of_o thy_o maker_n become_v a_o unfitting_a quirister_fw-mi do_v thou_o not_o by_o break_v a_o note_n to_o please_v thy_o fancy_n conceive_v more_o content_a in_o the_o melody_n of_o the_o voice_n than_o purity_n of_o the_o heart_n nay_o do_v not_o prefer_v the_o very_a measure_n or_o composure_n of_o it_o athan._n before_o his_o honour_n for_o which_o it_o be_v pen_v nay_o have_v not_o god_n speak_v unto_o thou_o in_o a_o psalm_n and_o thou_o unto_o he_o yet_o do_v thou_o consider_v who_o psalm_n it_o be_v 8._o or_o for_o who_o it_o be_v when_o thou_o do_v sing_v it_o to_o he_o again_o shall_v we_o leave_v the_o church_n and_o go_v into_o the_o world_n tell_v i_o o_o tell_v i_o how_o do_v thou_o there_o employ_v thy_o hear_n do_v not_o take_v infinite_a delight_n in_o a_o filthy_a song_n do_v not_o a_o wanton_a light_a tune_n bring_v thou_o to_o think_v of_o thy_o light_a mistress_n or_o do_v it_o not_o suggest_v to_o thou_o some_o loose_a thought_n provoke_v fancy_n or_o some_o other_o heavy_a melancholy_a thought_n egg_v thou_o on_o to_o some_o desperate_a act_n of_o revenge_n or_o fury_n o_o yes_o thus_o do_v thou_o employ_v it_o and_o thus_o do_v thou_o perish_v by_o it_o how_o then_o shall_v thou_o come_v to_o be_v instruct_v have_v be_v by_o thy_o best_a instruct_v sense_n thus_o woeful_o distract_v by_o thou_o my_o bless_a master_n dâ—e_v i_o hope_v to_o be_v instruct_v that_o the_o folly_n of_o my_o youth_n may_v be_v at_o last_o reform_v o_o sanctify_v the_o ear_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v turn_v it_o away_o from_o vanity_n turn_v it_o whole_o unto_o piety_n o_o let_v i_o be_v no_o such_o hearer_n as_o be_v the_o deaf_a adder_n which_o stop_v her_o ear_n charm_v the_o charmer_n never_o so_o wise_o o_o let_v i_o be_v none_o of_o those_o who_o will_v not_o hear_v because_o they_o will_v not_o understand_v nor_o of_o those_o who_o hear_v but_o will_v not_o understand_v nor_o of_o those_o who_o hear_v but_o will_v not_o observe_v what_o they_o both_o hear_v and_o understand_v but_o give_v i_o a_o humble_a ear_n to_o hear_v and_o a_o conceive_a heart_n to_o understand_v what_o i_o hear_v that_o hear_v humble_o understand_v full_o and_o practise_v faithful_o i_o may_v sing_v alleluia_fw-la to_o thou_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n chap._n 59_o smell_n mvst_o that_o fresh_a and_o fragrant_a garden_n of_o all_o divine_a grace_n with_o all_o those_o precious_a odour_n of_o christian_a virtue_n and_o holy_a duty_n be_v abandon_v those_o saintly_o example_n of_o devout_a and_o religious_a man_n be_v neglect_v and_o instead_o of_o these_o must_v those_o hateful_a weed_n of_o vice_n be_v cherish_v which_o be_v they_o dispose_v of_o as_o they_o deserve_v be_v for_o no_o other_o use_n then_o to_o be_v throw_v over_o the_o wall_n of_o god_n seedplot_n or_o to_o be_v burn_v must_v that_o enclose_a garden_n i_o say_v embroider_v and_o beautify_v with_o all_o spiritual_a flower_n be_v plough_v up_o by_o wild_a beast_n of_o the_o forest_n must_v those_o red_a rose_n of_o charity_n those_o white_a lily_n of_o chastity_n those_o sweet_a violet_n of_o humility_n lose_v their_o beauty_n have_v those_o constant_a martyr_n chaste_a virgin_n and_o humble_a confessor_n deserve_v no_o reverence_n nor_o imitation_n from_o thou_o must_v their_o memory_n sleep_v in_o the_o dust_n and_o have_v no_o follower_n after_o death_n o_o consider_v how_o all_o these_o deceive_a pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n be_v but_o like_a beaneflower_n when_o you_o be_v far_o from_o they_o they_o smell_v sweet_a unto_o you_o but_o when_o you_o draw_v near_o they_o they_o distaste_v you_o the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n ever_o close_v with_o a_o heavy_a surfeit_n but_o return_v unto_o thyself_o and_o see_v how_o thou_o have_v employ_v this_o sense_n it_o be_v but_o a_o little_a one_o and_o yet_o it_o have_v a_o office_n to_o attend_v which_o neglect_v it_o must_v be_v accountable_a and_o receive_v due_a punishment_n come_v then_o and_o tell_v i_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v have_v thou_o follow_v thy_o sweet_a saviour_n in_o the_o smell_n of_o his_o sweet_a ointment_n have_v thou_o follow_v he_o though_o a_o far_o off_o to_o his_o cross_n have_v thou_o seek_v to_o be_v embalm_v with_o his_o odour_n have_v thou_o live_v as_o he_o prescribe_v or_o love_v that_o which_o he_o profess_v o_o no_o thou_o in_o the_o garden_n sleep_v while_o he_o pray_v thou_o in_o the_o hall_n stand_v warm_v thyself_o while_o he_o be_v condemn_v thou_o scarce_o dare_v approach_v the_o mount_n where_o he_o suffer_v and_o be_v this_o to_o follow_v he_o in_o the_o smell_n of_o his_o sweet_a ointment_n and_o in_o his_o suffering_n to_o be_v comfort_v his_o bless_a life_n be_v as_o a_o bundle_n of_o myrrh_n the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o conversation_n a_o spiritual_a confection_n every_o action_n our_o instruction_n and_o how_o be_v thy_o foot_n prepare_v to_o follow_v he_o o_o slow_o too_o too_o slow_o thou_o have_v either_o a_o father_n to_o bury_v or_o a_o wife_n to_o marry_v or_o a_o yoke_n of_o ox_n to_o try_v or_o a_o farm_n to_o buy_v some_o excuse_n or_o other_o must_v be_v pretend_v long_o may_v his_o feast_n be_v prepare_v and_o often_o may_v thou_o be_v invite_v before_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o come_v unto_o it_o and_o when_o thou_o come_v twenty_o to_o one_o thou_o be_v exclude_v because_o thou_o have_v not_o on_o thy_o wedding_n garment_n without_o which_o never_o look_v to_o be_v entertain_v o_o but_o tell_v i_o what_o be_v it_o that_o first_o hinder_v thou_o to_o follow_v the_o savour_n of_o his_o sweet_a ointment_n who_o so_o true_o love_v thou_o as_o he_o give_v himself_o up_o unto_o death_n to_o save_v thou_o o_o it_o be_v the_o smell_n of_o worldly_a gain_n that_o divide_v thou_o from_o he_o or_o the_o love_n of_o honour_n
or_o pleasure_n that_o make_v thou_o a_o stranger_n to_o he_o o_o who_o then_o will_v bring_v thou_o to_o he_o see_v what_o he_o hate_v most_o divorce_v thou_o from_o he_o o_o none_o but_o thyself_o dear_a saviour_n o_o draw_v i_o after_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v follow_v thou_o o_o too_o much_o hold_v have_v the_o present_a world_n have_v in_o i_o the_o care_n whereof_o take_v i_o quite_o from_o thou_o let_v it_o henceforth_o have_v no_o interest_n in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o possess_v of_o thou_o o_o inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o love_n of_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v live_v with_o thou_o for_o live_v i_o can_v unless_o i_o enjoy_v thou_o and_o since_o i_o can_v live_v here_o and_o see_v thou_o let_v i_o die_v that_o i_o may_v see_v thou_o chap._n 60._o taste_n a_o dam_n posterity_n have_v be_v bless_v have_v he_o only_o see_v the_o fruit_n and_o never_o taste_v o_o how_o sweet_a be_v the_o taste_n of_o sin_n to_o the_o palate_n but_o how_o cold_a in_o the_o stomach_n though_o it_o show_v a_o cheerful_a welcome_n it_o ever_o leave_v we_o with_o a_o sad_a farewell_n thou_o have_v have_v a_o free_a and_o full_a taste_n of_o this_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n in_o prefer_v a_o mess_n of_o pottage_n before_o a_o inheritance_n in_o feed_v so_o greedy_o on_o the_o husk_n of_o vanity_n and_o prefer_v they_o before_o those_o wholesome_a viand_n in_o thy_o father_n family_n yet_o what_o be_v all_o these_o compare_v to_o those_o spiritual_a dainty_n that_o incorruptible_a food_n but_o as_o chaff_n to_o wheat_n bran_n to_o bread_n onion_n and_o garlic_n of_o egypt_n to_o the_o heavenly_a manna_n yet_o behold_v my_o misery_n though_o daily_o observe_v how_o the_o world_n be_v full_a of_o trouble_n perplexity_n tumult_n and_o confusion_n how_o such_o only_a have_v the_o beâ—_n part_n in_o it_o who_o have_v the_o leaâ—_n to_o do_v in_o it_o how_o the_o great_a one_o have_v ever_o some_o corrival_n to_o oppose_v he_o the_o little_a one_o have_v foam_n great_a one_o to_o crush_v he_o how_o honour_n like_o hamans_n halter_n bring_v the_o unhappy_a enjoyer_n of_o it_o unto_o ruin_n how_o greatness_n pretend_v privilege_n for_o guiltiness_n bring_v the_o land_n to_o mourning_n how_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o the_o world_n but_o shoulder_n one_o another_o labour_v to_o advance_v themselves_o even_o by_o their_o near_a friend_n dishonour_n how_o the_o world_n be_v a_o empty_a sponge_n outward_o flourish_v fruitless_o promise_v rare_o prosper_v how_o it_o be_v whole_o set_v on_o mischief_n and_o how_o there_o be_v none_o that_o do_v good_a no_o not_o one_o how_o there_o be_v a_o world_n of_o man_n but_o a_o wilderness_n of_o good_a man_n how_o many_o time_n virtue_n bare_a vice_n livery_n while_o vice_n become_v so_o innocent_o clothe_v as_o it_o past_a current_n for_o down_o right_a honesty_n yet_o though_o i_o say_v i_o consider_v these_o thing_n i_o never_o treasure_v they_o in_o my_o heart_n i_o go_v along_o with_o the_o multitude_n for_o my_o taste_n it_o be_v so_o enure_v to_o sin_n as_o i_o take_v most_o delight_n in_o that_o which_o empoison_v my_o soul_n my_o liquorish_a taste_n my_o luscious_a tooth_n bring_v i_o to_o fare_v delicious_o with_o the_o rich_a glutton_n and_o to_o carouse_v deep_o in_o balthasars_n cup_n i_o fear_v no_o more_o the_o deluge_n of_o sin_n than_o those_o before_o the_o flood_n do_v that_o deluge_n of_o water_n before_o it_o come_v o_o consider_v then_o thou_o ungracious_a sense_n see_v every_o one_o must_v be_v punish_v wherein_o he_o have_v be_v delight_v what_o shall_v thy_o portion_n be_v in_o the_o lake_n where_o every_o impenitent_a sinner_n be_v to_o receive_v the_o wage_n of_o his_o misspend_a life_n woe_n be_v i_o who_o will_v deliver_v i_o or_o take_v thou_o off_o from_o accuse_v i_o even_o thou_o my_o gracious_a redeemer_n who_o as_o thou_o have_v discover_v to_o i_o how_o bitter_a the_o world_n be_v will_v bring_v i_o to_o taste_v and_o see_v how_o sweet_a the_o lord_n be_v o_o lead_v i_o forth_o to_o thy_o green_a pasture_n near_o those_o river_n of_o sweet_a water_n where_o i_o may_v taste_v of_o the_o fullness_n of_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o drink_v of_o those_o heavenly_a water_n for_o evermore_o chap._n 61._o touch._n some_o thing_n be_v not_o to_o be_v touch_v for_o their_o exceed_a sanctity_n and_o holiness_n other_o thing_n be_v not_o to_o be_v touch_v for_o their_o impurity_n and_o uncleanness_n the_o ark_n be_v not_o to_o be_v be_v touch_v because_o of_o its_o holiness_n and_o pitch_n be_v not_o to_o be_v touch_v because_o of_o its_o uncleanness_n evil_a conversation_n be_v a_o spiritual_a infection_n there_o be_v sundry_a evils_n concupiscence_n which_o though_o they_o touch_v not_o the_o outward_a faculty_n of_o the_o body_n yet_o they_o touch_v the_o very_a life_n and_o well-being_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o though_o they_o wound_v yet_o be_v the_o wound_n to_o a_o worldling_n so_o infinite_o please_v as_o nothing_o delight_v he_o more_o than_o to_o be_v wound_v nothing_o displease_v he_o more_o than_o to_o be_v cure_v the_o fish_n torpedo_n be_v the_o very_a emblem_n of_o the_o world_n she_o be_v ever_o sure_a to_o take_v he_o by_o who_o she_o be_v take_v some_o thing_n we_o shall_v every_o where_o meet_v withal_o which_o for_o their_o pollution_n bear_v in_o their_o forehead_n this_o prohibition_n look_v not_o taste_v not_o touch_v not_o handle_v not_o lest_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o soul_n become_v blemish_v the_o whole_a inward_a man_n infect_v the_o power_n or_o faculty_n of_o the_o intellectual_a part_n whole_o disorder_v but_o how_o have_v thou_o poor_a miserable_a pilgrim_n observe_v this_o lesson_n how_o have_v thou_o employ_v this_o peculiar_a sense_n but_o to_o satisfy_v thy_o concupiscence_n easie_n it_o be_v for_o any_o one_o if_o they_o touch_v thou_o never_o so_o gentle_o to_o move_v thou_o to_o passion_n but_o not_o so_o easy_a it_o be_v for_o any_o object_n of_o charity_n to_o touch_v thy_o bowel_n of_o compassion_n 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it_o he_o dâ—cended_v that_o thou_o may_v ascend_v to_o the_o place_n whereto_o he_o be_v ascend_v yet_o where_o be_v there_o any_o token_n of_o thy_o desire_n to_o ascend_v unto_o he_o ascend_v unto_o he_o thou_o can_v not_o unless_o thou_o descend_v into_o thyself_o for_o who_o he_o so_o humble_o descend_v the_o three_o day_n he_o rise_v again_o from_o the_o dead_a this_o six_o article_n saint_n thomas_n annex_v a_o article_n proper_a for_o thomas_n who_o touch_v christ_n resurrection_n be_v so_o incredulous_a and_o here_o thou_o see_v that_o late_a crucify_a man_n now_o acquit_v himself_o of_o death_n like_o a_o victorious_a lord_n and_o hence_o thou_o rejoic_a but_o unless_o thou_o â—ise_v from_o sin_n and_o live_v to_o righteousness_n christâ—_n resurrection_n shall_v afford_v thou_o small_a comfort_n in_o the_o bed_n of_o thy_o sickness_n he_o ascend_v into_o heaven_n and_o sit_v on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n almighty_n this_o seven_o article_n saint_n 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