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my_o dear_a jesu_n come_v o_o thou_o light_a of_o my_o eye_n let_v i_o love_v thou_o come_v o_o thou_o solace_n of_o my_o hart_n let_v i_o love_v thou_o come_v o_o thou_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o dear_a delight_n my_o sweet_a consolation_n my_o god_n my_o life_n my_o love_n my_o all_o o_o thou_o only_o desire_v of_o my_o hart_n let_v i_o possess_v thou_o alone_o o_o thou_o love_v of_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o embrace_v thou_o o_o dear_a celestial_a spouse_n let_v i_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o sovereign_a sweetness_n and_o eternal_a beatitude_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o lodge_v thou_o and_o lock_v thou_o up_o in_o the_o centre_n of_o my_o hart_n in_o that_o hart_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v to_o thyself_o and_o for_o thyself_o and_o it_o will_v not_o it_o can_v rest_v save_o in_o thou_o alone_o i_o love_v thou_o o_o
my_o dear_a jesu_n and_o i_o be_o still_o desire_v to_o love_v thou_o more_o and_o more_o for_o in_o very_o dead_a thou_o be_v sweet_a than_o any_o honey_n more_o nourish_v then_o any_o milk_n more_o delicious_a than_o all_o that_o be_v delightful_a o_o inflame_a love_n who_o be_v ever_o burn_a and_o be_v never_o quench_v do_v thou_o inflame_v i_o let_v i_o i_o say_v be_v whole_o inflame_v by_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v whole_o love_v thou_o for_o alas_o he_o love_v thou_o too_o little_o who_o love_v any_o thing_n with_o thou_o which_o he_o love_v not_o for_o thou_o come_v dear_a jesu_n come_v into_o my_o soul_n which_o thou_o thyself_o have_v prepare_v towards_o the_o receive_n of_o thou_o through_o the_o desire_n wherewith_o it_o be_v inspire_v by_o thou_o enter_v into_o it_o i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o make_v it_o fit_a for_o thyself_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v make_v it_o and_o redeem_v it_o thou_o may_v also_o possess_v it_o and_o place_n thyself_o as_o a_o seal_n upon_o it_o 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that_o thy_o sacred_a virgin_n mother_n conceive_v thou_o o_o that_o i_o have_v the_o burn_a love_n of_o a_o angel_n to_o receive_v thou_o the_o food_n of_o angel_n o_o thou_o spouse_n of_o my_o soul_n come_v quick_o unto_o i_o come_v wound_v my_o hart_n with_o thy_o love_n come_v take_v up_o thy_o mansion_n and_o repose_v in_o my_o poor_a breast_n come_v sweet_a jesu_n come_v away_o delay_v no_o long_o the_o hart_n which_o thou_o love_v be_v infirm_a and_o languish_v for_o thy_o presence_n come_v health_n come_v life_n come_v thou_o only_o desire_v of_o my_o soul_n immediate_o before_o receive_v say_v o_o my_o soul_n behold_v thy_o spouse_n be_v come_v go_v out_o and_o meet_v he_o he_o be_v thy_o creator_n thy_o lord_n thy_o king_n thy_o father_n thy_o pastor_n thy_o physician_n thy_o crucify_a love_n jesus-christ_n who_o love_o pay_v down_o his_o own_o precious_a blood_n for_o thy_o ransom_n and_o leave_v himself_o whole_o for_o thy_o food_n aspiration_n etc._n etc._n present_o after_o receive_v i_o have_v find_v thou_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o who_o my_o hart_n love_v nor_o shall_v thou_o depart_v from_o i_o but_o lodge_v between_o my_o breast_n i_o hold_v thou_o i_o possess_v thou_o i_o enjoy_v thou_o in_o this_o narrow_a cottage_n of_o my_o hart_n who_o the_o heaven_n can_v comprehend_v o_o kiss_v i_o with_o a_o kiss_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a sweet_a mouth_n my_o dear_a jesu_n for_o thy_o breast_n be_v better_a than_o the_o most_o delicious_o parfumed_a wine_n thy_o name_n be_v oil_n pour_v out_o thy_o voice_n sweet_a thy_o face_n comely_a and_o thou_o be_v whole_o fair_a and_o desiderable_a o_o bread_n of_o life_n bread_n of_o angel_n sanctuary_n of_o soul_n o_o sweet_a and_o secreete_a comforter_n of_o holy_a heart_n o_o heavenly_a spouse_n o_o jesu_n my_o dear_a love_n o_o riches_n of_o the_o soul_n solace_n of_o the_o afflict_a food_n of_o the_o famish_a o_o my_o joy_n my_o glory_n and_o all_o my_o beatitude_n no_o other_o nation_n have_v ever_o their_o god_n so_o near_o to_o they_o as_o our_o god_n be_v near_o to_o we_o who_o come_v himself_o to_o feed_v we_o with_o his_o glorious_a body_n and_o blood_n o_o unspeakable_a grace_n o_o admirable_a favour_n o_o infinite_a charity_n what_o be_v this_o that_o i_o feel_v what_o fire_n be_v this_o that_o inflame_v my_o hart_n how_o sweet_o do_v it_o hear_v how_o secret_o do_v it_o shine_v how_o delightful_o do_v it_o burn_v o_o goodness_n goodness_n goodness_n so_o old_a and_o so_o new_a too_o late_o too_o late_o alas_o have_v i_o love_v thou_o who_o be_v indeed_o my_o only_a dear_a and_o saciate_a delight_n resolution_n after_o receive_v 1._o since_o by_o a_o mercy_n never_o sufficient_o admire_v i_o have_v receive_v god_n himself_o as_o a_o pledge_n of_o his_o excessive_a love_n to_o i_o the_o whole_a love_n of_o my_o poor_a hart_n shall_v be_v continual_o employ_v to_o render_v he_o love_v for_o love_n be_v daign_v with_o his_o love_n i_o will_v no_o more_o stoop_v down_o to_o the_o love_n of_o creature_n but_o in_o he_o and_o for_o he_o 2._o since_o i_o have_v receive_v thyself_o as_o a_o memorial_n of_o all_o thy_o wonder_n my_o memory_n shall_v be_v whole_o employ_v to_o represent_v unto_o my_o thought_n the_o abismall_a humiliation_n and_o sweet_a mystery_n of_o thy_o nativity_n the_o divine_a lesson_n and_o labour_n and_o wonder_n of_o thy_o bless_a life_n the_o ineffable_a torment_n contempt_n abandonement_n and_o patience_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n the_o singular_a dearness_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n pour_v out_o for_o i_o thy_o law_n of_o love_n thy_o innumerable_a benefit_n and_o grace_n heap_v upon_o i_o etc._n etc._n 3._o since_o i_o have_v have_v the_o happiness_n to_o be_v feed_v with_o the_o food_n of_o angel_n i_o will_v never_o more_o so_o unhappy_o debase_v myself_o as_o prodigal_o to_o feed_v with_o swine_n i_o will_v not_o after_o so_o noble_a a_o banquet_n fall_v upon_o dung_n etc._n etc._n but_o rather_o angel-like_a incessant_o with_o hunger_n of_o hart_n feed_v of_o that_o food_n and_o sing_v his_o praise_n pronounce_v many_o time_n especial_o that_o day_n my_o belove_a have_v testify_v to_o my_o hart_n that_o he_o be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o his_o delight_n be_v to_o be_v with_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v ever_o be_v to_o be_v with_o he_o i_o will_v pierce_v the_o heaven_n with_o my_o hart_n and_o in_o my_o cogitation_n i_o will_v always_o be_v with_o my_o god_n my_o belove_a shall_v be_v to_o i_o a_o posy_n of_o myrrh_n and_o shall_v dwell_v betwixt_o my_o breast_n stay_v with_o we_o o_o lord_n stay_v with_o we_o because_o it_o grow_v late_o we_o perish_v o_o lord_n we_o perish_v and_o better_o it_o be_v we_o shall_v not_o be_v then_o be_v without_o thou_o my_o god_n and_o my_o all_o a_o way_n how_o to_o exercise_v a_o love_a and_o filial_a sorrow_n continual_o for_o the_o great_a sin_n of_o our_o life_n past_a o_o dear_a jesu_n wo_n be_v i_o that_o ever_o i_o do_v offend_v thou_o alas_o my_o dear_a lord_n it_o have_v be_v but_o just_a if_o i_o have_v be_v lose_v for_o ever_o but_o thy_o mild_a mercy_n prevent_v i_o yes_o my_o soul_n it_o be_v indeed_o the_o mere_a mercy_n of_o our_o lord_n that_o we_o be_v not_o consume_v nisi_fw-la quia_fw-la dominus_fw-la adiwit_fw-la i_o paulo_fw-la minus_fw-la habitasset_fw-la in_o inferno_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la have_v not_o our_o lord_n assist_v i_o by_o his_o special_a grace_n my_o soul_n have_v be_v little_o less_o at_o this_o hour_n than_o inhabitant_n of_o hell_n yet_o in_o that_o mercy_n i_o be_o humble_o confident_a thou_o be_v now_o with_o i_o because_o i_o have_v conceive_v a_o firm_a purpose_n to_o amend_v my_o life_n in_o general_a and_o such_o and_o such_o a_o fault_n or_o imperféction_n in_o particular_a make_v a_o reflection_n of_o what_o fault_n most_o reign_v in_o your_o hart_n remain_v therefore_o with_o i_o dear_a father_n and_o i_o will_v remain_v with_o thou_o and_o will_v not_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o for_o ever_o for_o alas_o my_o dear_a saviour_n without_o thou_o i_o be_o neither_o able_a to_o advance_v one_o foot_n nor_o even_o stay_v where_o i_o be_o since_o in_o very_a deed_n without_o thou_o i_o be_o nothing_o i_o have_v nothing_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o be_v good_a either_o from_o i_o or_o in_o i_o or_o by_o i_o but_o all_o good_a flow_v eternal_o from_o that_o vast_a ocean_n of_o thy_o essential_a goodness_n grant_v therefore_o dear_a jesu_n that_o i_o may_v live_v in_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v die_v to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o its_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n and_o even_o to_o all_o
employ_v all_o her_o time_n in_o heavenly_a contemplation_n fervent_a elevation_n of_o heart_n and_o inflame_a aspiration_n after_o she_o dear_o belove_a child_n how_o often_o say_v she_o with_o more_o than_o a_o s._n paul_n fervour_n that_o she_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n how_o often_o do_v she_o adjure_v the_o daughter_n of_o zion_n to_o stay_v she_o with_o flower_n to_o compass_v she_o about_o with_o apple_n because_o she_o languish_v with_o love_n tell_v he_o say_v she_o that_o i_o languish_v with_o love_n affection_n thus_o it_o be_v my_o soul_n that_o this_o heavenly_a hart_n continual_o evaporate_v itself_o out_o thus_o while_o her_o body_n be_v detain_v in_o earth_n do_v her_o soul_n live_v in_o heaven_n and_o thus_o it_o be_v too_o that_o every_o chaste_a turtle_n shall_v behave_v herself_o in_o the_o absence_n of_o her_o mate_n sometime_o moan_v herself_o with_o holy_a david_n say_v ay_o mé_fw-fr why_o be_v my_o seiourn_v still_o prolong_v 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then_o because_o she_o be_v a_o child_n of_o adam_n because_o she_o be_v the_o mother_n of_o a_o god_n who_o die_v because_o a_o precious_a &_o delicious_a death_n will_v do_v she_o the_o right_a to_o deliver_v she_o up_o to_o her_o son_n in_o glory_n nor_o be_v glory_n to_o be_v have_v but_o by_o death_n she_o must_v die_v then_o who_o bring_v out_o life_n but_o as_o love_v bring_v she_o jesus_n down_o from_o heaven_n and_o by_o love_n she_o conceive_v he_o so_o must_v no_o other_o hand_n than_o that_o of_o love_n which_o be_v now_o grow_a strong_a than_o deathin_v she_o break_v the_o band_n of_o mortality_n and_o restore_v she_o to_o her_o life_n her_o love_n her_o jesus_n affection_n o_o death_n love_o vital_a o_o love_n vital_o mortal_a o_o death_n of_o love_n the_o noble_a of_o all_o death_n and_o therefore_o due_a to_o the_o most_o noble_a life_n that_o ever_o be_v among_o creature_n whereof_o the_o very_a angel_n will_v desire_v to_o die_v if_o die_v they_o can_v be_v ah_o 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the_o way_n forsake_v truth_n and_o be_v subject_a to_o hazard_v life_n by_o becominge_v prey_n to_o ravenous_a wolf_n he_o gracious_o prove_v our_o pastor_n to_o feed_v protect_v and_o lead_v we_o by_o the_o way_n of_o truth_n to_o those_o eternal_o plentiful_a pasture_n of_o his_o in_o our_o own_o land_n affection_n let_v we_o my_o soul_n true_o acknowledge_v what_o in_o very_a deed_n we_o be_v to_o wit_n the_o people_n of_o his_o pasture_n and_o the_o sheep_n of_o his_o hand_n that_o sheep_n which_o stray_v from_o the_o way_n from_o truth_n from_o life_n and_o perish_v we_o be_v indeed_o weak_a creature_n and_o daily_a subject_n to_o err_v in_o many_o thing_n and_o have_v little_a reason_n to_o depend_v upon_o
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meditation_n for_o the_o four_o sunday_n after_o easter_n i_o go_v to_o he_o who_o send_v i_o io._n 16._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o if_o we_o be_v true_o wain_v from_o the_o world_n from_o self_n love_n and_o self_n consolation_n we_o shall_v be_v so_o far_o from_o have_v our_o heart_n fill_v with_o sorrow_n upon_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o word_n of_o christ_n i_o go_v to_o he_o who_o send_v i_o that_o contrary_o our_o heart_n will_v be_v replenish_v with_o joy_n that_o dear_a lord_n of_o we_o have_v perfect_o accomplish_v his_o heavenly_a father_n will_n in_o the_o work_n of_o man_n salvation_n by_o puttinge_v down_o that_o dear_a price_n of_o his_o redemption_n what_o then_o ought_v to_o be_v more_o delightful_a to_o the_o redeem_a slave_n then_o to_o see_v his_o gracious_a redeemour_n return_v into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o own_o right_n to_o see_v he_o exalt_v to_o see_v he_o glorify_v affection_n return_v then_o o_o my_o dear_a redeemour_n into_o thy_o rest_n 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sake_n aught_o to_o be_v the_o chief_a christian_a motive_n in_o all_o our_o action_n yet_o our_o merciful_a god_n who_o best_o know_v that_o man_n be_v all_o earthly_a earth_n and_o lead_v by_o self_n interest_n suit_n his_o motive_n to_o what_o we_o be_v always_o mix_v the_o sweet_n of_o consolation_n and_o our_o advantage_n to_o move_v we_o to_o the_o love_n we_o otherwise_o owe_v he_o and_o therefore_o to_o solace_v the_o apostle_n sadness_n he_o say_v i_o tell_v you_o the_o truth_n it_o be_v expedient_a that_o be_v advantageous_a or_o profitable_a for_o you_o that_o i_o go_v for_o if_o i_o go_v not_o the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v not_o come_v to_o you_o affection_n let_v we_o put_v down_o my_o soul_n for_o a_o most_o sure_a maxim_n in_o point_n of_o our_o spiritual_a progress_n that_o he_o be_v not_o god_n best_o servant_n who_o seek_v his_o will_n of_o god_n in_o the_o continual_a enjoyment_n of_o consolation_n in_o our_o prayer_n etc._n etc._n but_o he_o that_o desire_v that_o god_n will_v may_v be_v do_v in_o he_o by_o a_o absolute_a resignation_n in_o what_o dryness_n and_o abandonment_n so_o ever_o let_v we_o learn_v they_o to_o leave_v god_n for_o god_n as_o here_o we_o have_v occasion_n and_o undoubted_o the_o holy_a ghost_n will_v come_v and_o inhabit_v our_o disinterest_v heart_n and_o bless_v they_o with_o more_o solid_a and_o substantial_a advantage_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n but_o if_o i_o go_v i_o will_v send_v he_o to_o you_o io._n 16._o consider_v that_o whereas_o the_o holy_a ghost_n proceed_v from_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n it_o be_v but_o convenient_a that_o the_o son_n shall_v first_o be_v seat_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n in_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o glory_n according_a to_o that_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v not_o yet_o give_v because_o jesus_n be_v not_o yet_o glorify_v before_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v send_v that_o he_o may_v be_v joint_o send_v from_o they_o both_o to_o poor_a man_n as_o that_o best_a gift_n descend_v from_o above_o consubstantial_a coequal_a coeternall_a with_o themselves_o and_o well_o become_v their_o infinite_a majesty_n and_o the_o excessive_a love_n of_o our_o dear_a saviour_n by_o the_o merit_n of_o who_o death_n that_o perfect_a present_n be_v purchace_v affection_n it_o be_v but_o just_a my_o soul_n that_o our_o elder_a brother_n be_v first_o repossess_v of_o his_o own_o glory_n which_o be_v he_o from_o all_o eternity_n before_o the_o young_a and_o adoptive_a child_n lay_v claim_n to_o their_o share_n which_o be_v but_o his_o dear_a purchase_n and_o free_a gift_n who_o for_o a_o sure_a pledge_n of_o it_o send_v we_o one_o equal_a to_o himself_o to_o confirm_v in_o we_o the_o hope_n thereof_o happy_a thrice_o happy_a we_o christian_n to_o have_v so_o powerful_a a_o mediator_n in_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n to_o prevail_v with_o his_o almighty_a father_n for_o the_o send_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o comfort_v instruct_v and_o confirm_v we_o in_o all_o truth_n take_v up_o his_o residence_n in_o the_o temple_n of_o our_o heart_n the_o second_o pointe._n he_o the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v teach_v you_o all_o truth_n io_n 16._o consider_v that_o as_o the_o donation_n and_o mission_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v the_o effect_n and_o fruit_n of_o the_o passion_n ascension_n and_o noble_a triumph_n of_o christ_n wherein_o he_o lead_v captivity_n itself_o captive_a and_o in_o all_o of_o they_o glorify_v his_o heavenly_a father_n so_o be_v that_o holy_a spirit_n send_v to_o glorify_v the_o sonn_n by_o teach_v clear_v and_o confirminge_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o apostle_n all_o that_o their_o divine_a master_n have_v teach_v they_o below_o and_o make_v these_o heavenly_a
they_o be_v teach_v by_o experience_n to_o distruste_v in_o their_o own_o endeavour_n and_o to_o expect_v christ_n order_n and_o time_n with_o absolute_a dependence_n of_o his_o good_a pleasure_n they_o be_v so_o far_o from_o labour_v in_o vain_a that_o they_o present_o enclose_v a_o huge_a multitude_n of_o fish_n and_o be_v in_o a_o manner_n agreable_o oppress_v with_o plenty_n affection_n we_o must_v not_o fail_v to_o labour_v my_o soul_n and_o to_o use_v our_o uttermost_a endeavour_n for_o this_o the_o god_n who_o endow_v we_o with_o wit_n and_o industry_n require_v at_o our_o hand_n however_o they_o may_v not_o always_o be_v answer_v with_o wish_a success_n but_o this_o do_v let_v we_o stay_v god_n order_n and_o pleasure_n and_o as_o absolute_o depend_v upon_o his_o providence_n and_o goodness_n as_o though_o we_o have_v use_v no_o endeavour_n at_o all_o which_o without_o god_n assistance_n will_v prove_v uneffectual_a to_o our_o purpose_n neither_o he_o who_o plant_n be_v any_o 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that_o of_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisy_n you_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n consider_v that_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisy_n fast_v often_o to_o wit_n twice_o a_o week_n pray_v much_o pay_v the_o tithe_n of_o all_o they_o possess_v give_v alm_n liberal_o be_v very_o conversant_a in_o holy_a scripture_n and_o like_o great_a rabbi_n interpret_v they_o to_o the_o people_n and_o yet_o truth_n itself_o jesus_n christ_n who_o can_v neither_o deceive_v nor_o be_v deceive_v threaten_v we_o christian_n that_o unless_o our_o justice_n virtue_n and_o perfection_n be_v great_a than_o they_o we_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n affection_n alas_o my_o dear_a lord_n if_o this_o be_v put_v down_o for_o a_o absolute_a and_o irrevocable_a doom_n pronounce_v by_o thy_o holy_a mouth_n that_o unless_o the_o justice_n of_o we_o christian_n do_v abound_v more_o than_o that_o of_o the_o scribe_n etc._n etc._n we_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n what_o will_v become_v of_o we_o when_o we_o fall_v short_a even_o of_o what_o they_o perform_v for_o be_v not_o our_o prayer_n cold_a and_o full_a of_o distraction_n our_o work_n of_o mercy_n as_o well_o corporal_a as_o spiritual_a very_o few_o our_o fast_n rather_o suffer_v then_o perform_v with_o fervour_n and_o yet_o unless_o our_o justice_n surpass_v they_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n of_o heaven_n for_o us._n the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o christian_a justice_n and_o perfection_n do_v not_o indeed_o consist_v in_o exterior_a action_n though_o otherwise_o good_a of_o their_o own_o nature_n but_o take_v their_o worth_n and_o excellency_n from_o the_o interior_a intention_n because_o all_o the_o beauty_n of_o the_o king_n daughter_n the_o soul_n issue_v from_o the_o interior_a if_o the_o intention_n the_o eye_n of_o the_o the_o soul_n be_v simple_a the_o whole_a body_n of_o the_o action_n proceed_v from_o thence_o will_v be_v beautiful_a and_o agreeable_a nor_o be_v again_o every_o well_o mean_v action_n christian_n perfection_n but_o only_a way_n to_o it_o perfection_n consist_v absolute_o in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o our_o neighbour_n affection_n we_o be_v not_o then_o my_o soul_n so_o much_o to_o look_v what_o we_o do_v as_o how_o it_o be_v do_v nor_o how_o good_a the_o action_n be_v in_o itself_o as_o from_o what_o heart_n it_o proceed_v with_o what_o purity_n of_o intention_n it_o be_v do_v god_n be_v not_o delight_v with_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o our_o lip_n but_o of_o our_o heart_n and_o those_o too_o set_v upon_o that_o one_o necessary_a thing_n charity_n from_o which_o all_o our_o action_n ought_v to_o issue_v and_o to_o she_o final_o to_o tend_v because_o true_a christian_a perfection_n and_o the_o plenitude_n of_o the_o law_n be_v love_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n thou_o shall_v not_o kill_v be_v it_o say_v of_o old_a but_o i_o christ_n say_v unto_o you_o that_o he_o who_o be_v angry_a against_o his_o brother_n shall_v be_v coulpable_a of_o judgement_n consider_v how_o sweet_a this_o law_n of_o love_n be_v wherein_o christian_n justice_n consist_v and_o how_o dear_a it_o ought_v to_o be_v to_o we_o all_o since_o it_o provide_v for_o all_o our_o advantage_n it_o set_v not_o only_o our_o life_n in_o assurance_n by_o say_v thou_o shall_v not_o kill_v but_o even_o strive_v to_o make_v our_o otherwise_o miserable_a life_n delightful_a to_o we_o by_o forbid_v anger_n taunt_a and_o deridinge_v word_n and_o all_o manner_n of_o underualue_v one_o a_o other_o intimate_v by_o the_o word_n raca_n and_o fool_n affection_n o_o how_o happy_a how_o happy_a be_v we_o christian_n my_o soul_n do_v we_o live_v according_a to_o the_o prescript_n of_o this_o heavenly_a sweet_a law_n o_o what_o a_o heaven_n shall_v we_o find_v in_o earth_n be_v our_o action_n frame_v according_a to_o the_o direction_n and_o precept_n of_o our_o divine_a lawgiver_n our_o life_n our_o honour_n our_o good_n and_o all_o be_v in_o a_o undoubted_a safety_n and_o our_o soul_n will_v enjoy_v a_o perpetual_a sabbath_n while_o no_o detraction_n ruinate_v neighbour_n fame_n will_v be_v hear_v no_o carry_v of_o ill_a report_n to_o one_o another_o which_o be_v destructive_a to_o brotherly_a charity_n will_v be_v use_v no_o contumely_n contempt_n and_o taunt_n will_v be_v practise_v labour_n the_o due_a observance_n of_o this_o law_n my_o soul_n and_o so_o bless_v thyself_o with_o two_o heaven_n consider_v how_o agreeable_a this_o brotherly_a charity_n must_v needs_o be_v to_o our_o sweet_a saviour_n since_o he_o do_v not_o only_o provide_v safety_n and_o delight_n of_o our_o life_n while_o we_o observe_v his_o holy_a law_n according_a to_o that_o how_o good_a and_o delightful_a it_o be_v for_o brethren_n to_o live_v unanimous_o together_o but_o even_o in_o case_n of_o transgression_n thereof_o for_o our_o perfect_a reconcilement_n to_o our_o brother_n and_o he_o if_o thou_o offere_v thy_o gift_n at_o the_o altar_n and_o there_o thou_o remember_v that_o thy_o brother_n have_v any_o thing_n against_o thou_o leave_v there_o thy_o offering_n etc._n etc._n and_o go_v first_o to_o be_v reconcile_v to_o thy_o brother_n and_o then_o come_v thou_o shall_v offer_v thy_o gift_n affection_n o_o most_o delicious_a and_o heavenly_a law_n o_o admirable_a goodness_n of_o god_n to_o poor_a man_n who_o so_o close_o link_v his_o interest_n with_o we_o that_o if_o we_o be_v not_o right_a among_o ourselves_o we_o be_v not_o right_a with_o he_o if_o we_o have_v not_o peace_n with_o our_o brethren_n we_o have_v not_o peace_n with_o he_o if_o any_o man_n say_v i_o love_v god_n and_o hate_v his_o brother_n he_o be_v a_o liar_n say_v the_o belove_a apostle_n learn_v then_o to_o love_n my_o soul_n who_o thy_o exemplar_n christ_n so_o much_o love_n
that_o he_o choose_v rather_o to_o want_v his_o own_o proper_a worship_n sacrifice_n then_o that_o thy_o brother_n shall_v want_v thy_o love_n thy_o offering_n of_o thy_o austerity_n thy_o prayer_n thy_o communion_n will_v never_o prove_v grateful_a to_o he_o as_o long_o as_o thou_o willing_o harbour_v grudge_v in_o thy_o breast_n against_o that_o poor_a brother_n of_o thy_o for_o who_o through_o love_n he_o die_v the_o meditation_n for_o this_o 6._o sunday_n be_v the_o same_o with_o the_o 4._o sunday_n in_o lent_n pag._n 100_o the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o seven_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n take_v great_a heed_n of_o false_a prophet_n who_o come_v to_o you_o in_o the_o clothing_n of_o sheep_n but_o inward_o be_v raven_a wolf_n matt._n 7._o consider_v that_o we_o oft_o prove_v false_a prophet_n or_o teacher_n to_o ourselves_o and_o consequent_o our_o own_o seducer_n while_o we_o use_v the_o fawn_a persuasion_n of_o our_o own_o virtue_n and_o goodness_n draw_v from_o 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and_o thistle_n that_o be_v with_o distaynefull_a bitter_a and_o sharp_a thought_n word_n and_o behaviour_n know_v that_o the_o root_n be_v deprave_a the_o fruit_n vitiate_v they_o be_v the_o production_n of_o the_o bad_a tree_n which_o can_v bring_v out_o good_a fruit_n affection_n do_v we_o my_o soul_n fast_o watch_n pray_v much_o do_v we_o discipline_n use_v great_a austerity_n and_o communicate_v often_o they_o be_v indeed_o excellent_a mean_n for_o the_o produce_v good_a fruit_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o for_o all_o that_o the_o fruit_n themselves_o they_o be_v certain_o the_o clothing_n of_o the_o sheep_n yet_o may_v a_o wolf_n lie_v under_o they_o our_o fruit_n say_v s._n aug._n be_v charity_n see_v then_o whether_o come_v from_o we_o prayer_n &c._n &c._n we_o find_v ourselves_o patient_a benign_a without_o envy_n without_o perversitie_n not_o puff_v up_o not_o ambitious_a not_o seek_v our_o own_o not_o provoke_v to_o anger_n not_o think_v evil_a not_o rejoice_v upon_o iniquity_n but_o rejoice_v at_o truth_n suffer_v all_o thing_n believe_v all_o thing_n hope_v all_o thing_n bear_v all_o thing_n and_o remain_v assure_v thence_o that_o our_o hart_n be_v right_a and_o that_o we_o be_v happy_o tendinge_v towards_o our_o beatitude_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n every_o tree_n which_o bring_v not_o forth_o good_a fruit_n shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n the_o first_o point_n consider_v that_o every_o reasonable_a creature_n of_o what_o quality_n soever_o be_v a_o vine_n or_o tree_n plant_v in_o the_o vineyearde_n or_o orchard_n of_o christ_n jesus_n against_o who_o this_o dreadful_a doom_n be_v pronounce_v it_o shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n in_o case_n it_o answer_v not_o to_o his_o expectation_n but_o in_o lieu_n of_o true_a grape_n yealde_v nothing_o but_o wild_a grape_n that_o be_v in_o lieu_n of_o true_a and_o solid_a virtue_n think_v to_o pay_v with_o appearance_n and_o in_o lieu_n of_o the_o sweet_a and_o agreeable_a fruit_n of_o charity_n yield_v nothing_o but_o bitterness_n animosity_n and_o aversion_n among_o the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n and_o god_n domestike_n who_o shall_v but_o all_o have_v one_o hart_n and_o one_o soul_n affection_n let_v we_o daily_a and_o diligent_o my_o soul_n examine_v what_o fruit_n this_o tree_n of_o our_o hart_n produce_v it_o import_v no_o less_o than_o a_o bless_a or_o curse_a eternity_n if_o sour_a grape_n bitterness_n of_o hart_n envy_n emulation_n dissension_n ah_o then_o truth_n affirm_v it_o shall_v be_v cut_n down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n alas_o it_o be_v not_o plant_v so_o that_o such_o fruit_n shall_v be_v expect_v from_o it_o it_o be_v plant_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n water_v which_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o chr._n let_v nothing_o then_o but_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o christianity_n proceed_v from_o it_o the_o second_o point_n he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n he_o shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n consider_v that_o here_o the_o wisdom_n of_o heaven_n in_o a_o few_o word_n lay_v we_o down_o the_o abridgement_n of_o all_o perfection_n and_o the_o bless_a imitation_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n and_o passion_n to_o wit_n a_o absolute_a and_o love_a resignation_n to_o the_o holy_a will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n as_o well_o in_o all_o that_o he_o do_v as_o all_o that_o he_o suffer_v i_o come_v not_o say_v that_o sweet_a saviour_n to_o do_v my_o own_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n who_o be_v in_o heaven_n the_o thing_n that_o please_v he_o i_o do_v always_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v fawn_v word_n and_o lord_n lord_n may_v please_v fool_n who_o desire_v to_o be_v flatter_v but_o the_o actual_a comply_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v only_o grateful_a in_o his_o eye_n who_o see_v heart_n affection_n let_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n absolute_o and_o for_o ever_o renounce_v our_o own_o will_n that_o disturber_n of_o our_o life_n and_o depriver_n of_o our_o rest_n peace_n and_o true_a liberty_n and_o yield_v it_o up_o into_o the_o secure_a guidance_n of_o god_n holy_a will_n have_v always_o upon_o all_o occasion_n in_o all_o our_o do_n and_o suffering_n in_o our_o heart_n and_o mouth_n thy_o bless_a will_n be_v do_v my_o dear_a lord_n and_o master_n who_o best_o know_v what_o be_v most_o behooveful_a for_o i_o i_o be_o most_o willing_o in_o thy_o holy_a hand_n turn_v i_o and_o wind_v i_o when_o thou_o will_v where_o thou_o will_v and_o how_o thou_o will_v thatthy_a will_n and_o i_o may_v be_v but_o one_o repress_v in_o i_o o_o lord_n that_o unhappy_a liberty_n by_o which_o i_o be_o able_a to_o will_v any_o other_o thing_n then_o what_o thou_o will_v the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o eigth_n sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n there_o be_v a_o certain_a rich_a man_n who_o have_v a_o bailife_n luc._n 16._o consider_v that_o this_o rich_a man_n be_v god_n the_o great_a maker_n and_o master_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o bailife_n man_n every_o one_o of_o we_o be_v we_o master_n or_o servant_n rich_a or_o poor_a who_o hold_v all_o that_o we_o have_v of_o that_o great_a landlord_n the_o good_n of_o our_o body_n the_o good_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o those_o of_o fortune_n all_o be_v he_o and_o all_o proceed_v from_o his_o bountiful_a hand_n we_o have_v the_o stewardshippe_n of_o they_o to_o work_v thereby_o our_o salvation_n but_o the_o property_n remain_v still_o he_o affection_n let_v we_o not_o then_o my_o soul_n mistake_v ourselves_o apprehend_v that_o we_o be_v lord_n and_o master_n while_o we_o be_v but_o indeed_o farmer_n and_o removable_a at_o pleasure_n of_o what_o seem_v to_o be_v we_o be_v it_o far_o from_o we_o to_o vaunt_v
his_o hand_n full_a and_o be_v justify_v the_o pharisee_n preach_v his_o own_o justice_n innocence_n and_o virtue_n and_o yet_o return_v humble_v the_o publican_n be_v so_o far_o from_o pretend_v justice_n innocence_n or_o virtue_n that_o he_o plead_v only_o his_o poverty_n and_o sinfulness_n and_o rely_v whole_o on_o god_n mercy_n and_o he_o return_v home_o exalt_v affection_n let_v we_o my_o soul_n have_v as_o high_a conceit_n as_o we_o will_v of_o our_o own_o advancement_n in_o virtue_n and_o good_a action_n pride_n will_v never_o prevail_v with_o god_n nay_o it_o will_v insensible_o lead_v we_o into_o confusion_n god_n always_o disperse_v the_o proud_a in_o the_o conceit_n of_o his_o hart_n and_o exalte_v the_o humble_a those_o he_o send_v away_o with_o empty_a hand_n these_o he_o replenish_v with_o good_a thing_n for_o lo_o the_o poor_a underualued_a despise_a publican_n who_o find_v none_o of_o his_o own_o justice_n but_o his_o true_a poverty_n and_o misery_n to_o plead_v his_o cause_n return_v justify_v while_o the_o pharisee_n be_v send_v away_o with_o confusion_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n and_o they_o bring_v to_o he_o christ_n one_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a matt._n 7._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v in_o this_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a man_n cure_v by_o our_o saviour_n in_o his_o pass_n by_o sidon_n etc._n etc._n the_o miserable_a condition_n of_o a_o poor_a soul_n which_o happen_v often_o to_o be_v both_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a too_o the_o great_a commerce_n that_o poor_a man_n have_v with_o heaven_n be_v either_o by_o speak_v or_o hear_v i_o will_v speak_v to_o our_o lord_n though_o i_o be_v but_o dust_n and_o ash_n abraham_n speak_v o_o lord_n for_o thy_o seruantheare_n psal_n when_o the_o soul_n fall_v then_o into_o such_o a_o lythergie_n that_o it_o neither_o list_n to_o speak_v to_o god_n by_o prayer_n nor_o to_o hear_v god_n speak_v to_o it_o by_o his_o preacher_n alas_o in_o what_o a_o lamentable_a state_n it_o be_v affection_n ah_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o be_v so_o unhappy_a to_o fall_v into_o so_o dangerous_a a_o disease_n that_o thou_o have_v neither_o list_n to_o pray_v nor_o gust_n in_o prayer_n nor_o yet_o inclination_n to_o hear_v or_o read_v the_o word_n of_o god_n whereby_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strengthen_v and_o nourish_v fail_v not_o to_o testify_v to_o thy_o brethren_n by_o sigh_n and_o sob_n and_o tear_n that_o thou_o lie_v sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n and_o be_v sore_o torment_v procure_v at_o least_o some_o good_a soul_n to_o go_v thy_o errand_n for_o thou_o and_o signify_v to_o our_o merciful_a saviour_n in_o what_o a_o sad_a condition_n thou_o be_v as_o do_v the_o good_a centurion_n for_o his_o servant_n thus_o do_v and_o confident_o hope_v for_o assistance_n in_o god_n good_a tyme._n the_o second_o point_n they_o beseech_v he_o christ_n that_o he_o will_v impose_v his_o hand_n upon_o he_o consider_v that_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o these_o good_a people_n how_o we_o ought_v to_o behave_v ourselves_o towards_o our_o distress_a brother_n they_o do_v not_o only_o bring_v he_o to_o our_o saviour_n presence_n but_o they_o sue_v for_o he_o and_o prevail_v with_o that_o god_n of_o pity_n to_o touch_v he_o with_o his_o holy_a hand_n and_o soon_o after_o to_o cure_v he_o affection_n o_o my_o soul_n how_o our_o dear_a lord_n love_v that_o brotherly_a love_n they_o no_o soon_o bring_v this_o distress_a brother_n of_o they_o and_o intercede_v for_o he_o but_o that_o merciful_a hart_n be_v touch_v with_o compassion_n and_o bless_v they_o and_o he_o with_o the_o effect_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o prayer_n for_o his_o ear_n be_v open_v and_o he_o speak_v right_o let_v we_o hence_o learn_v never_o to_o fear_v to_o leave_v the_o dear_a devotious_a we_o have_v to_o afford_v office_n of_o brotherly_a charity_n to_o our_o afflict_a brother_n what_o we_o do_v to_o they_o in_o quality_n of_o brother_n of_o christ_n we_o do_v to_o christ_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n and_o take_v he_o from_o the_o multitude_n apart_o etc._n etc._n the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o christ_n take_v the_o dumb_a man_n apart_o from_o the_o multitude_n before_o he_o perfect_o cure_v he_o to_o teach_v we_o that_o there_o be_v no_o better_a way_n to_o cure_v our_o neighbour_n or_o ourselves_o in_o case_n of_o our_o spiritual_a deafness_n and_o dumnesse_n then_o to_o quit_v the_o multitude_n and_o to_o betake_v we_o to_o some_o holy_a retreat_n there_o will_v christ_n speak_v loud_o enough_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o the_o deaf_a ear_n there_o will_v he_o make_v the_o tongue_n of_o the_o dumb_a speak_v loud_o enough_o too_o to_o be_v hear_v by_o he_o there_o will_v the_o cure_n be_v absolute_o wrought_v the_o ear_n be_v immediate_o open_v and_o the_o string_n of_o the_o tongue_n be_v loose_v affection_n i_o will_v lead_v she_o the_o faithful_a soul_n into_o the_o wilderness_n and_o i_o will_v speak_v to_o her_o heart_n the_o wilderness_n my_o soul_n where_o our_o deafness_n ought_v to_o be_v cure_v be_v our_o chamber_n or_o celle_n there_o the_o world_n be_v silent_a and_o break_v not_o our_o head_n with_o its_o idle_a tumult_n and_o rumour_n but_o leave_v god_n his_o turn_n to_o speak_v there_o he_o break_v through_o our_o deafness_n say_v not_o to_o our_o ear_n but_o to_o our_o heart_n i_o not_o the_o world_n be_o thy_o salvation_n and_o say_v it_o so_o that_o we_o hear_v it_o there_o it_o be_v too_o that_o he_o make_v our_o dumnesse_n speak_v unto_o he_o say_v o_o dear_a lord_n thou_o haste_v make_v i_o to_o thyself_o and_o for_o thyself_o and_o thence_o it_o be_v that_o wander_v where_o i_o will_v i_o be_o at_o unrest_n and_o even_o weary_v out_o till_o i_o return_v to_o thou_o thou_o have_v make_v my_o soul_n capable_a of_o thy_o immensity_n and_o no_o less_o thing_n than_o thyself_o can_v or_o shall_v ever_o saciate_a that_o large_a capacity_n dam_fw-la mihi_fw-la te_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la for_o this_o will_v i_o day_n lie_v cry_v thou_o be_v my_o heart_n repose_v dark_a night_n be_v my_o day_n in_o thou_o in_o solitude_n my_o god_n a_o multitude_n to_o i_o the_o second_o point_n he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v consider_v the_o exceed_a gratitude_n of_o those_o good_a people_n for_o a_o temporal_a benefit_n and_o that_o do_v not_o to_o themselves_o neither_o but_o to_o their_o neighbour_n while_o we_o hardly_o take_v notice_n of_o so_o many_o spiritual_a one_o do_v to_o ourselves_o every_o day_n they_o though_o otherwise_o command_v to_o tell_v no_o body_n can_v contain_v themselves_o but_o they_o cry_v it_o out_o to_o every_o body_n with_o joy_n and_o wonderment_n free_o publish_v that_o he_o do_v all_o thing_n well_o make_v the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v and_o the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v affection_n o_o my_o lord_n my_o life_n and_o my_o dear_a delight_n what_o be_v any_o man_n able_a to_o say_v of_o thou_o bear_v any_o proportion_n to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n show_v to_o man_n shall_v we_o therefore_o be_v silent_a o_o no_o for_o woe_n be_v to_o they_o who_o be_v silent_a in_o thy_o praise_n since_o even_o they_o who_o speak_v most_o thereof_o may_v be_v account_v to_o be_v but_o even_o dumb_a i_o be_o my_o dear_a lord_n thy_o redeem_a slave_n thou_o haste_v thunder_v through_o my_o deafness_n and_o break_v my_o bond_n asunder_o let_v my_o heart_n and_o my_o tongue_n praise_v thou_o and_o let_v all_o my_o bowel_n say_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v like_a to_o thou_o say_v therefore_o my_o soul_n if_o i_o forget_v thou_o let_v my_o right_a hand_n be_v forget_v let_v my_o tongue_n cleave_v to_o my_o jaw_n if_o i_o do_v not_o remember_v thou_o and_o place_v thou_o in_o the_o begininge_n of_o all_o my_o joy_n the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xii_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n bless_a be_v the_o eye_n which_o see_v what_o you_o see_v luc._n 10._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v how_o great_a a_o blessing_n it_o be_v indeed_o for_o a_o company_n of_o poor_a fisher_n man_n to_o behold_v god_n incarnate_v fimiliar_o to_o converse_v with_o he_o to_o discourse_v with_o he_o in_o a_o friendly_a manner_n to_o sit_v at_o table_n and_o eat_v and_o drink_v with_o he_o to_o be_v the_o hearer_n of_o the_o sacred_a word_n which_o stream_v from_o his_o divine_a lip_n to_o be_v companion_n of_o his_o labour_n etc._n etc._n to_o see_v he_o in_o earth_n a_o mild_a emmanuel_n who_o the_o cherubin_n and_o seraphin_n adore_v with_o tremble_v in_o heaven_n affection_n certes_o my_o soul_n this_o be_v a_o great_a blessing_n and_o a_o thing_n ardent_o breathe_v after_o by_o the_o patriarch_n and_o prophet_n who_o cry_v out_o come_v
which_o we_o have_v set_v up_o in_o our_o own_o heart_n be_v not_o equal_o adore_v by_o other_o be_v pride_n there_o then_o she_o sister_n envy_n be_v not_o far_o absent_a and_o thence_o we_o be_v greeve_v at_o our_o neighbour_n good_a and_o excellency_n and_o if_o pride_n and_o envy_n the_o devil_n elder_a daughter_n be_v present_a hatred_n their_o young_a sister_n be_v at_o hand_n to_o wish_v evil_a and_o do_v mischief_n to_o these_o be_v our_o intentious_a suit_v and_o duplicitie_n use_v to_o cover_v all_o deformity_n use_v diligence_n my_o soul_n to_o subdue_v all_o sin_n yet_o let_v our_o most_o vigilant_a care_n be_v employ_v to_o stifle_v this_o hellish_a brood_n by_o earnest_o beg_v of_o the_o divine_a mercy_n that_o humility_n and_o charity_n those_o heaven-bred_n sister_n may_v quite_o destroy_v pride_n envy_n and_o hatred_n in_o our_o heart_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n as_o he_o see_v they_o he_o say_v go_v show_v yourselves_o to_o the_o priest_n 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