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A27053 A treatise of self-denial. By Richard Baxter, pastor of the church at Kederminster Baxter, Richard, 1615-1691. 1675 (1675) Wing B1431; ESTC R218685 325,551 530

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such_o useless_a member_n forseit_v their_o very_a sustenance_n then_o sure_o he_o that_o be_v such_o or_o worse_o speed_v fair_a if_o you_o leave_v he_o food_n and_o raiment_n 4._o and_o the_o great_a command_n of_o do_v all_o to_o god_n glory_n and_o serve_v he_o with_o our_o substance_n will_v not_o be_v obey_v if_o you_o leave_v your_o riches_n and_o estate_n in_o the_o hand_n of_o such_o person_n mere_o because_o they_o be_v your_o child_n no_o doubt_n but_o that_o be_v a_o selfish_n and_o unconscionable_a course_n and_o the_o thing_n that_o set_v up_o the_o ungodly_a to_o disturb_v the_o church_n &_o lord_n it_o over_o the_o world_n while_o parent_n furnish_v they_o with_o riches_n to_o do_v the_o devil_n eminent_a service_n with_o object_n but_o who_o know_v but_o god_n may_v convert_v they_o answ_n you_o can_v guide_v your_o action_n by_o thing_n unknown_a you_o have_v no_o promise_n of_o their_o conversion_n nor_o much_o probability_n when_o they_o have_v frustrate_v all_o 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twenty_o particular_n under_o the_o general_a head_n of_o pleasure_n and_o ten_o under_o the_o general_a head_n of_o honour_n and_o have_v refer_v you_o to_o another_o treatise_n for_o that_o which_o consist_v in_o worldly_a profit_n and_o now_o i_o come_v to_o the_o three_o part_n of_o my_o work_n which_o be_v to_o show_v you_o a_o little_a more_o full_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o selfishness_n and_o give_v you_o thence_o such_o move_a reason_n as_o may_v conduce_v to_o the_o cure_n of_o it_o which_o be_v these_o that_o follow_v chap._n lxiii_o motive_n 1._o selfishness_n the_o grand_a idolatry_n of_o the_o world_n 1._o selfishness_n be_v the_o grand_a idolatry_n of_o the_o world_n and_o self_n the_o world_n idol_n as_o i_o have_v tell_v you_o before_o it_o usurp_v the_o place_n of_o god_n himself_o in_o man_n judgement_n will_n affection_n and_o endeavour_n it_o be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o ten_o discovery_n in_o the_o beginning_n of_o the_o book_n to_o demonstrate_v 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