favour_n you_o may_v easy_o obtain_v pardon_n for_o the_o many_o injury_n you_o have_v so_o often_o do_v i_o for_o this_o only_a be_v not_o i_o beseech_v you_o so_o mortal_a a_o enemy_n for_o if_o you_o desire_v i_o shall_v die_v i_o also_o will_v not_o much_o desire_n to_o live_v and_o so_o we_o may_v with_o little_a labour_n both_o receive_v satisfaction_n where_o as_o on_o the_o other_o side_n deny_v i_o this_o the_o memory_n of_o your_o cruelty_n and_o my_o death_n will_v be_v eternalize_v i_o very_o believe_v that_o if_o you_o will_v but_o follow_v for_o a_o little_a the_o impulse_n of_o reason_n you_o shall_v see_v how_o that_o it_o be_v a_o act_n unworthy_a of_o a_o noble_a and_o courteous_a lady_n to_o torment_v those_o that_o offend_v you_o not_o unless_o you_o can_v call_v offence_n my_o constancy_n in_o love_v you_o and_o the_o resolution_n i_o have_v take_v of_o always_o serve_v you_o but_o if_o you_o continue_v in_o the_o same_o opinion_n which_o you_o have_v former_o express_v remember_v a_o little_a remember_v lucinda_n the_o suffering_n that_o i_o undergo_v i_o be_o confident_a that_o if_o my_o torment_n be_v but_o consider_v by_o you_o according_a to_o what_o they_o be_v you_o will_v rather_o repent_v they_o then_o perpetuallize_v they_o with_o so_o much_o severity_n and_o real_o it_o be_v a_o strange_a thing_n and_o almost_o incredible_a that_o you_o have_v rather_o be_v cruel_a to_o those_o that_o love_v you_o than_o be_v serve_v by_o those_o that_o adore_v you_o for_o do_v you_o but_o condescend_v to_o consider_v the_o sorrow_n you_o return_v i_o in_o recompense_n of_o the_o service_n i_o tender_v to_o you_o i_o assure_v myself_o that_o you_o will_v plain_o see_v how_o in_o glorious_a it_o be_v to_o insult_v in_o my_o ruin_n i_o conclude_v this_o my_o passionate_a discourse_n word_n be_v superfluous_a after_o that_o my_o presence_n have_v present_v you_o with_o so_o many_o demonstration_n of_o my_o torment_n look_v upon_o i_o only_o look_v upon_o i_o o_o beautiful_a occasion_n of_o all_o my_o dysaster_n lest_o otherwise_o deprive_v of_o the_o bless_a gale_n of_o your_o serene_a look_n the_o desperation_n which_o i_o have_v of_o my_o life_n provoke_v i_o to_o solicit_v the_o death_n so_o much_o desire_v by_o arnaldo_n this_o letter_n be_v write_v and_o seal_v i_o return_v into_o the_o hall_n where_o come_v in_o a_o certain_a throng_n near_o to_o lucinda_n i_o put_v it_o in_o the_o slieve_v of_o her_o upper_a garment_n and_o withdraw_v to_o observe_v how_o she_o will_v entertain_v it_o but_o for_o a_o long_a time_n that_o i_o have_v watch_v she_o i_o can_v observe_v nothing_o whereupon_o i_o flatter_v myself_o with_o the_o hope_n of_o some_o prosperous_a success_n to_o my_o attempt_n i_o be_v therefore_o so_o distract_v with_o this_o perplexity_n of_o thought_n that_o i_o either_o answer_v nothing_o or_o else_o beside_o the_o purpose_n to_o those_o who_o entertain_v i_o with_o some_o discourse_n of_o the_o present_a occurrence_n either_o of_o the_o ball_n or_o court_n and_o he_o that_o in_o that_o instant_n have_v touch_v my_o breast_n may_v easy_o have_v feel_v the_o palpitation_n of_o my_o heart_n cause_v by_o desire_n and_o perplex_v fear_n the_o daughter_n of_o a_o desperate_a love_n the_o time_n be_v come_v at_o last_o that_o the_o ball_n be_v end_v every_o one_o retire_v to_o their_o own_o house_n observe_v that_o lucinda_n will_v take_v leave_n of_o the_o queen_n i_o wait_v on_o she_o disguise_v in_o a_o unknown_a garb_n not_o only_a home_n to_o her_o house_n but_o into_o her_o chamber_n without_o be_v able_a to_o observe_v any_o thing_n in_o she_o that_o contribute_v so_o much_o as_o a_o atom_n to_o my_o hope_n hence_o be_v little_o incline_v to_o rest_v for_o that_o night_n i_o dispatch_v diffilus_fw-la thither_o at_o the_o same_o time_n to_o bring_v i_o back_o some_o news_n of_o the_o fortune_n of_o that_o paper_n which_o i_o have_v adventure_v in_o the_o slieve_v of_o lucinda_n but_o he_o can_v hear_v nothing_o good_a or_o bad_a whereupon_o my_o natural_a vigour_n diminish_v by_o this_o fix_a application_n and_o my_o grief_n increase_a continual_o scald_v my_o heart_n in_o the_o inextinguishable_a flame_n of_o sigh_n i_o become_v whole_o melancholy_a and_o solitary_a never_o desire_v to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o the_o sun_n more_o out_o of_o my_o chamber_n hereupon_o belisa_n my_o sister_n move_v to_o compassion_n of_o my_o misery_n as_o one_o who_o feel_v a_o great_a part_n of_o it_o herself_o sit_v down_o close_o by_o i_o one_o day_n she_o weep_v say_v ah_o my_o dear_a brother_n i_o entreat_v thou_o to_o acquaint_v i_o with_o the_o fatal_a cause_n of_o this_o grief_n which_o so_o much_o afflict_v thou_o see_v thou_o not_o that_o thy_o affliction_n be_v my_o torment_n and_o that_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v thou_o make_v i_o to_o live_v for_o thy_o sorrow_n a_o most_o unhappy_a life_n thou_o have_v many_o time_n confess_v thyself_o to_o be_v my_o debtor_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v recompense_v my_o love_n with_o a_o reciprocal_a affection_n but_o you_o deny_v i_o that_o with_o your_o action_n which_o you_o confirm_v to_o i_o with_o your_o word_n you_o know_v very_o well_o that_o such_o like_a dissimulation_n ought_v not_o to_o have_v place_n near_o i_o make_v therefore_o my_o breast_n the_o depository_n of_o thy_o passion_n and_o to_o who_o will_v thou_o commit_v they_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o intrust_v they_o to_o i_o do_v but_o think_v that_o if_o thou_o desire_v death_n i_o will_v not_o wish_v for_o life_n if_o thou_o hate_v pleasure_n i_o will_v love_v sorrow_n if_o thou_o delight_v in_o trouble_n i_o will_v be_v displease_v with_o repose_n so_o that_o thy_o malady_n and_o my_o torment_n be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o thing_n to_o excruciate_v my_o heart_n if_o therefore_o you_o desire_v to_o ventilate_v your_o passion_n with_o who_o better_o can_v you_o do_v it_o then_o with_o i_o that_o be_o never_o spare_v in_o wish_v your_o good_a i_o be_o sure_a that_o discharge_v one_o part_n of_o it_o upon_o i_o we_o shall_v together_o be_v the_o better_a able_a to_o bear_v it_o for_o if_o thou_o have_v a_o desire_n to_o weep_v i_o will_v weep_v if_o you_o will_v comfort_v yourself_o in_o your_o grief_n i_o will_v expedite_v my_o consolation_n and_o if_o you_o desire_v to_o conceal_v and_o nourish_v it_o we_o two_o can_v be_v better_a able_a than_o thou_o alone_o to_o hide_v and_o feed_v it_o show_v not_o i_o pray_v thou_o so_o little_a confidence_n in_o she_o which_o have_v nothing_o in_o all_o the_o world_n that_o be_v not_o thou_o and_o make_v it_o believe_v in_o the_o end_n that_o thy_o dissimulation_n can_v falsify_v my_o judgement_n while_o thy_o tear_n and_o thy_o sigh_n thy_o sadness_n and_o thy_o solitude_n accuse_v i_o and_o too_o plain_o discover_v that_o which_o you_o seek_v with_o such_o care_n to_o hide_v and_o conceal_v it_o be_v certain_a death_n ought_v to_o be_v less_o powerful_a than_o brotherly_a love_n and_o that_o therefore_o death_n itself_o shall_v be_v most_o welcome_a to_o i_o when_o by_o it_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o acquire_v a_o joyful_a life_n since_o that_o i_o see_v thou_o arrive_v to_o that_o pass_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o long_o continue_v alive_a but_o i_o have_v rather_o you_o will_v assume_v the_o spirit_n of_o your_o generosity_n and_o cheer_v up_o yourself_o consider_v that_o fortune_n be_v always_o a_o enemy_n of_o the_o happy_a and_o favourable_a to_o the_o afflict_a and_o therefore_o she_o be_v by_o nature_n fickle_a and_o inconstant_a whereas_o it_o befit_v the_o fortunate_a to_o fear_v i_o will_v have_v thou_o accustom_v thyself_o to_o hope_v in_o her_o vicissitude_n she_o ever_o cause_v new_a action_n for_o the_o trial_n of_o our_o mind_n because_o her_o puissance_n be_v better_a know_v by_o the_o prosperous_a then_o by_o the_o calamitous_a reserve_v not_o therefore_o thy_o anxious_a solitude_n to_o thyself_o alone_o for_o if_o great_a be_v the_o evil_n that_o be_v hide_v than_o the_o evil_n that_o be_v manifest_a thy_o communicate_v of_o it_o to_o i_o may_v afford_v thou_o some_o succour_n i_o entreat_v thou_o dear_a brother_n i_o entreat_v thou_o let_v the_o key_n of_o my_o counsel_n open_a for_o thou_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o comfort_n and_o health_n the_o peril_n that_o be_v conceal_v be_v always_o great_a in_o every_o occurrence_n then_o that_o which_o be_v discover_v speak_v to_o i_o therefore_o if_o you_o love_v i_o and_o love_n that_o we_o shall_v live_v together_o whether_o it_o be_v doleful_o or_o cheerful_o here_o belisa_n sigh_v hold_v her_o peace_n i_o reply_v thou_o have_v so_o afflict_v i_o dear_a sister_n with_o thy_o passion_n that_o in_o some_o measure_n to_o comfort_v thou_o i_o must_v be_v force_v to_o tell_v thou_o what_o
to_o bear_v the_o victory_n from_o the_o brave_a cavalier_n in_o the_o world_n shall_v be_v overcome_v by_o a_o feminine_a feebleness_n and_o for_o the_o further_a increase_n of_o my_o disgust_n i_o see_v that_o thy_o soul_n be_v that_o which_o falsifi_v thy_o faith_n and_o tender_v thou_o in_o a_o manner_n a_o rebel_n to_o reason_n for_o thou_o make_v thyself_o the_o minister_n to_o thy_o own_o servitude_n and_o calamity_n fly_v therefore_o such_o extreme_n of_o love_n which_o transport_v thou_o to_o a_o extreme_a unworthiness_n not_o that_o i_o will_v have_v thou_o banish_v it_o whole_o from_o thy_o knowledge_n there_o be_v no_o less_o peril_n in_o too_o much_o solicitude_n to_o avoid_v it_o then_o in_o too_o much_o assiduity_n to_o pursue_v it_o but_o that_o thou_o esteem_v it_o fear_v it_o seek_v it_o and_o contemn_v it_o with_o a_o generosity_n and_o liberty_n worthy_a of_o thy_o noble_a blood_n and_o of_o thy_o great_a soul_n for_o if_o love_n be_v of_o itself_o a_o deceitful_a affect_v do_v thou_o also_o deceive_v he_o his_o law_n be_v such_o that_o he_o who_o love_v least_o obtain_v the_o great_a recompense_n and_o who_o serve_v most_o receive_v the_o great_a ingratitude_n in_o sum_n i_o consent_v that_o thou_o shall_v follow_v love_n but_o not_o make_v thyself_o his_o slave_n and_o that_o thou_o despise_v he_o not_o but_o much_o less_o that_o thou_o trust_v he_o at_o any_o hand_n consider_v that_o hope_n in_o easy_a thing_n deceive_v in_o difficult_a betray_v and_o that_o fortune_n give_v a_o unexpected_a issue_n to_o all_o humane_a affair_n and_o therefore_o see_v it_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n do_v thou_o also_o deceive_v it_o in_o make_v it_o the_o mean_n of_o thy_o joy_n for_o i_o assure_v thou_o if_o thou_o will_v follow_v my_o counsel_n now_o that_o i_o request_v thou_o thou_o shall_v easy_o by_o this_o mean_n obtain_v that_o which_o thou_o shall_v certain_o lose_v by_o go_v to_o my_o house_n in_o which_o nevertheless_o thou_o be_v absolute_a master_n when_o and_o how_o thou_o please_v and_o certain_o thou_o have_v do_v thyself_o great_a wrong_n to_o delay_v so_o long_o to_o contribute_v to_o thy_o comfort_n know_v that_o thou_o be_v more_o lord_n of_o my_o will_n than_o i_o be_o of_o my_o own_o house_n and_o for_o that_o cause_n i_o be_o oblige_v to_o serve_v thou_o in_o all_o occurrence_n wherein_o i_o may_v be_v useful_a i_o shall_v say_v no_o more_o for_o word_n be_v fruitless_a where_o my_o thought_n be_v only_o of_o comfort_v thou_o and_o not_o to_o perplex_v thou_o with_o talk_n and_o therefore_o now_o if_o you_o so_o please_v let_v we_o go_v to_o make_v a_o trial_n of_o my_o wit_n and_o of_o thy_o fortune_n thus_o say_v jersus_n but_o while_o i_o hear_v he_o talk_v so_o sinister_o of_o lucinda_n i_o feel_v my_o heart_n equal_o to_o boil_v with_o disdain_n and_o my_o mind_n to_o freeze_v with_o suspicion_n and_o jealousy_n yet_o with_o dissemble_a speech_n he_o seek_v to_o make_v i_o believe_v that_o superfluity_n of_o love_n will_v make_v i_o rave_v in_o my_o thought_n so_o i_o partly_o disinherit_v he_o &_o partly_o assure_v myself_o that_o in_o regard_n of_o our_o ancient_a friendship_n he_o will_v observe_v that_o which_o he_o promise_v see_v therefore_o that_o he_o have_v so_o free_o offer_v i_o his_o house_n i_o resolve_v to_o go_v live_v there_o for_o some_o day_n but_o i_o soon_o find_v myself_o frustrate_v in_o my_o hope_n for_o with_o all_o the_o diligence_n i_o can_v possible_o use_v i_o can_v not_o in_o all_o the_o time_n i_o stay_v there_o come_v so_o much_o as_o once_o to_o the_o sight_n of_o she_o for_o who_o sake_n i_o have_v remove_v unto_o that_o lodging_n hereupon_o belisa_n afflict_v in_o my_o present_a peril_n by_o the_o consideration_n of_o my_o future_a pain_n at_o last_a investigate_a the_o cause_n of_o my_o malady_n she_o change_v her_o course_n of_o life_n and_o without_o make_v i_o in_o the_o least_o privy_a to_o her_o design_n begin_v to_o frequent_v the_o house_n of_o lucinda_n with_o who_o she_o have_v before_o upon_o some_o other_o account_n contract_v friendship_n so_o that_o one_o day_n she_o be_v enter_v into_o discourse_n with_o she_o find_v she_o in_o a_o good_a humour_n she_o thus_o speak_v to_o she_o i_o entreat_v thou_o my_o friend_n that_o use_v thy_o prudence_n thou_o will_v not_o blame_v i_o for_o that_o which_o i_o be_o about_o to_o tell_v thou_o presume_v rather_o to_o merit_v applause_n then_o reprehension_n while_o my_o compassion_n of_o another_o misery_n excuse_v my_o shame_n dear_a lucinda_n my_o deplorable_a brother_n arnaldo_n for_o his_o great_a affection_n to_o thou_o daily_o increase_v his_o affliction_n impair_v his_o health_n impoison_v even_o those_o remedy_n which_o shall_v restore_v he_o to_o it_o not_o that_o i_o have_v the_o least_o intimation_n from_o he_o of_o his_o love_n have_v always_o deny_v the_o true_a cause_n of_o his_o torment_n but_o yet_o i_o have_v be_v so_o solicitous_a to_o sift_v out_o the_o truth_n that_o i_o have_v come_v to_o know_v that_o thou_o only_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o misery_n and_o may_v become_v the_o restorer_n of_o his_o life_n i_o have_v for_o this_o reason_n resolve_v to_o strain_v modesty_n to_o provide_v if_o i_o can_v possible_a for_o his_o safety_n and_o my_o sorrow_n and_o i_o profess_v that_o if_o i_o do_v not_o see_v his_o life_n in_o danger_n thou_o shall_v not_o have_v know_v the_o least_o hint_n of_o my_o trouble_n move_v therefore_o by_o a_o compassionate_a zeal_n for_o his_o conservation_n and_o to_o redress_v my_o own_o calamity_n because_o want_v he_o who_o in_o the_o quality_n of_o a_o only_a brother_n supply_v the_o place_n of_o my_o decease_a parent_n i_o shall_v be_v leave_v solitary_a and_o disconsolate_a i_o come_v to_o entreat_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o at_o once_o with_o his_o life_n annihilate_v my_o consolation_n &_o decollate_v our_o family_n acquire_v to_o thyself_o instead_o of_o a_o perpetual_a glory_n a_o eternal_a infamy_n for_o thy_o cruelty_n and_o his_o death_n for_o certain_a i_o be_o he_o can_v so_o ill_o treat_v as_o he_o be_v prolong_v his_o life_n beyond_o the_o date_n of_o a_o few_o month_n o_o consider_v i_o beseech_v thou_o consider_v how_o much_o thou_o be_v oblige_v to_o he_o while_o the_o more_o thou_o slight_a he_o the_o more_o he_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o desire_v death_n because_o thou_o be_v displease_v with_o his_o life_n herein_o while_o he_o for_o love_n of_o thou_o joy_n in_o his_o torment_n and_o none_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v she_o which_o so_o much_o afflict_a he_o thou_o be_v double_o engage_v to_o he_o and_o therefore_o at_o last_o relent_v into_o commiseration_n of_o his_o so_o great_a endurance_n and_o permit_v not_o his_o fidelity_n to_o perish_v by_o thy_o ingratitude_n what_o though_o thou_o be_v not_o please_v to_o receive_v he_o to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o conversation_n will_v not_o thou_o therefore_o gratify_v he_o at_o least_o with_o a_o answer_n to_o his_o letter_n and_o if_o yet_o thou_o will_v not_o do_v it_o by_o instinct_n of_o a_o grateful_a mind_n towards_o he_o yet_o do_v it_o dear_a lucâ—nda_n for_o courtesy_n towards_o i_o who_o in_o so_o do_v of_o a_o faithful_a friend_n that_o i_o be_o thou_o shall_v oblige_v i_o to_o become_v thy_o perpetual_a slave_n let_v it_o content_v thou_o that_o it_o be_v now_o two_o year_n that_o i_o have_v languish_v under_o these_o suffering_n and_o restore_v i_o since_o thou_o may_v do_v it_o without_o trouble_n lucinda_n present_o reply_v my_o dear_a friend_n and_o companion_n thou_o have_v no_o ground_n to_o fear_v that_o thou_o have_v in_o any_o kind_n prejudice_v thy_o modesty_n whilst_o the_o pity_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o a_o friend_n absolve_v thou_o of_o all_o suspicion_n and_o free_v thou_o from_o all_o aspersion_n for_o though_o thou_o have_v in_o part_n offend_v i_o with_o thy_o proposition_n thou_o have_v also_o satisfy_v i_o with_o thy_o honest_a innocence_n there_o be_v more_o cause_n thou_o shall_v grieve_v at_o thy_o brother_n misfortune_n than_o for_o any_o fault_n thou_o may_v commit_v against_o my_o person_n it_o exceed_o grieve_v i_o that_o i_o can_v give_v thou_o the_o satisfaction_n which_o thou_o desire_v for_o although_o the_o misery_n of_o thy_o brother_n afflict_v i_o yet_o i_o can_v apply_v myself_o to_o give_v he_o a_o remedy_n that_o be_v a_o thing_n will_v reflect_v upon_o my_o reputation_n to_o which_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v great_a regard_n than_o to_o his_o health_n and_o thou_o be_v not_o ignorant_a how_o much_o the_o honour_n of_o a_o woman_n be_v diminish_v when_o to_o succour_v lover_n they_o forget_v themselves_o request_v i_o not_o therefore_o to_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o
find_v be_v prepare_v with_o real_a magnificence_n in_o a_o very_a spacious_a hall_n where_o no_o soon_o arrive_v but_o carual_o cast_v my_o eye_n on_o the_o wall_n i_o there_o observe_v cover_v by_o a_o thin_a veil_n a_o magnificent_a picture_n in_o which_o i_o discover_v depaint_v a_o young_a lady_n who_o face_n seem_v to_o be_v descend_v to_o inform_v the_o grace_n with_o all_o the_o proportion_n requisite_a to_o render_v it_o a_o breathe_a picture_n of_o beauty_n her_o complexion_n do_v only_o mourn_v with_o dolorous_a appearance_n a_o vermillion_a stream_n of_o blood_n which_o trickle_v from_o her_o breast_n transfix_v by_o a_o little_a dagger_n run_v to_o stain_v with_o mournful_a drop_n her_o attire_n i_o be_v just_a about_o to_o vent_v by_o my_o mouth_n in_o word_n the_o curiosity_n of_o my_o mind_n to_o know_v what_o this_o picture_n do_v signify_v when_o it_o enter_v sudden_o into_o my_o thought_n that_o perhaps_o from_o she_o take_v birth_n the_o deplorable_a cause_n which_o hold_v that_o house_n bury_v in_o so_o profound_a a_o silence_n yet_o by_o that_o modest_a respect_n which_o ought_v to_o regulate_v the_o action_n of_o man_n well-descended_n in_o another_o man_n house_n i_o refrain_v for_o that_o time_n to_o satisfy_v my_o curiosity_n and_o sit_v down_o at_o table_n with_o the_o knight_n where_o beside_o the_o singularity_n and_o abundance_n of_o the_o cheer_n i_o admire_v the_o marvellous_a order_n of_o the_o service_n proper_a to_o a_o great_a prince_n supper_n be_v end_v and_o find_v the_o time_n convenient_a i_o introduce_v a_o modest_a discourse_n tend_v to_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o my_o desire_n with_o which_o i_o so_o move_v the_o knight_n that_o he_o give_v i_o no_o answer_n but_o in_o these_o few_o word_n pacify_v you_o first_o the_o ghost_n of_o belisa_n with_o acquaint_v i_o who_o you_o be_v and_o the_o occasion_n of_o your_o journey_n and_o then_o i_o will_v likewise_o to_o morrow_n it_o be_v now_o time_n that_o you_o retire_v to_o your_o repose_n satisfy_v your_o curiosity_n i_o obey_v he_o but_o not_o without_o occasion_v in_o he_o strange_a astonishment_n at_o so_o unwonted_a adventure_n and_o the_o knight_n assert_v a_o fatal_a necessity_n in_o his_o request_n entertain_v i_o a_o short_a space_n in_o superfluous_a compliment_n of_o excuse_n but_o not_o with_o superfluous_a testimony_n of_o his_o incomparable_a generosity_n perform_v therefore_o the_o injunction_n of_o the_o knight_n he_o withdraw_v with_o a_o discompose_v countenance_n into_o his_o lodging_n and_o i_o also_o be_v with_o treatment_n of_o singular_a courtesy_n attend_v and_o serve_v in_o the_o apartment_n prepare_v for_o i_o there_o at_o last_o be_v leave_v alone_o i_o go_v to_o bed_n assault_v by_o various_a thought_n occasion_v in_o i_o partly_o by_o the_o thing_n i_o have_v hear_v and_o partly_o by_o those_o which_o i_o do_v expect_v to_o hear_v the_o next_o day_n and_o that_o which_o do_v not_o a_o little_a foment_n my_o inquietude_n be_v the_o reverberate_v memory_n of_o my_o absence_n from_o that_o person_n which_o be_v more_o dear_a to_o i_o then_o my_o own_o life_n i_o shall_v soon_o want_v a_o soul_n in_o my_o breast_n then_o suffer_v my_o love_n to_o diminish_v in_o the_o least_o yet_o in_o the_o end_n weary_v with_o long_o watch_v i_o light_o accommodate_v my_o eye_n to_o repose_v but_o scarce_o have_v sleep_v distend_v his_o pleasant_a wing_n over_o my_o sense_n when_o first_o by_o a_o soft_a murmur_n gentle_o strike_v and_o warble_a and_o after_o by_o a_o lamentable_a music_n i_o be_v so_o awaken_v that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o i_o in_o all_o that_o dismal_a night_n to_o receive_v the_o sweetness_n of_o lethe_n thereupon_o i_o give_v myself_o to_o hearken_v if_o i_o can_v know_v what_o so_o lugubrious_a a_o song_n may_v intend_v in_o so_o late_a a_o hour_n and_o know_v in_o the_o end_n that_o the_o knight_n my_o host_n be_v the_o unhappy_a occasion_n of_o that_o lachtimous_a ditty_n afflict_v himself_o in_o renew_v the_o rewfull_a memory_n of_o his_o misfortune_n accompany_v in_o this_o sad_a office_n by_o his_o servant_n who_o too_o tender_a in_o the_o affect_v of_o their_o master_n do_v increase_v with_o their_o vain_a plaint_n that_o grief_n which_o they_o ought_v rather_o with_o mature_a prudence_n to_o have_v temper_v so_o long_o be_v the_o mournful_a harmony_n of_o those_o nocturnal_a sacrifice_n that_o i_o at_o last_o more_o move_v by_o weariness_n than_o pity_v desire_v nothing_o else_o but_o only_o that_o the_o sun_n dissipator_n of_o vain_a phantasm_n which_o in_o the_o night_n obnubilate_v the_o fancy_n of_o mortal_n will_v rise_v and_o illuminate_v the_o hemisphere_n and_o already_o it_o become_v compassionate_a of_o my_o wail_n almost_o begin_v to_o dart_v the_o horizon_n with_o his_o ray_n when_o the_o knight_n enter_v in_o sudden_o and_o domestical_o into_o my_o room_n invite_v i_o to_o be_v a_o spectator_n of_o the_o divine_a ceremony_n which_o in_o a_o little_a temple_n adjoin_v to_o his_o palace_n he_o do_v celebrate_v be_v come_v thither_o i_o rest_v no_o less_o stupefy_v with_o the_o richness_n of_o that_o edifice_n which_o in_o the_o concisenesse_n of_o its_o gyre_n emulate_v the_o sumptuosity_n of_o the_o most_o renown_a temple_n of_o the_o world_n than_o with_o the_o singularity_n of_o its_o architecture_n which_o seem_v to_o have_v dis-embowelled_n itself_o to_o render_v it_o a_o miracle_n of_o art_n this_o admirable_a chapel_n be_v in_o the_o exterior_a circuit_n of_o a_o spherical_a figure_n beround_v with_o column_n of_o black_a marble_n upon_o pedestal_n of_o brass_n and_o with_o chapter_n and_o arch_n of_o the_o same_o matter_n marvellous_o wrought_v in_o the_o space_n between_o the_o column_n and_o over_o the_o arch_n which_o support_v a_o front_n of_o double_a cornish_n there_o be_v place_v in_o proportionate_a distance_n sundry_a statue_n historical_a and_o fabulous_a some_o of_o porphyr_n other_o of_o alabaster_n and_o brass_n but_o the_o summity_n of_o the_o roof_n wrought_v with_o marquetry_n into_o little_a foliage_n of_o marble_n enclose_v a_o great_a statue_n which_o by_o its_o age_a face_n by_o its_o wing_n disjoint_v from_o the_o shoulder_n and_o by_o a_o dyal_a put_v in_o his_o right_a hand_n represent_v a_o image_n of_o the_o temple_n on_o the_o westside_n be_v situate_a the_o magnificent_a and_o lofty_a gate_n by_o which_o man_n enter_v to_o worship_n in_o who_o prospect_n towards_o the_o east_n do_v glitter_v a_o eminent_a altar_n of_o pure_a marble_n inchase_v with_o most_o precious_a jemm_n and_o such_o and_o so_o much_o be_v the_o splendour_n which_o from_o the_o carbuncle_n chrysolytes_n and_o crystal_n do_v beam_n forth_o that_o without_o the_o help_n of_o window_n which_o may_v impart_v the_o ray_n of_o the_o sun_n it_o sufficient_o illuminate_v that_o religious_a dwell_n of_o the_o divinity_n on_o the_o other_o part_n south_n and_o north_n hang_v in_o equal_a proportion_n two_o exceed_v large_a picture_n less_o rich_a indeed_o in_o jewel_n than_o the_o altar_n but_o fraud_v perhaps_o with_o great_a cunning_n since_o it_o seem_v to_o who_o intentive_o behold_v they_o that_o the_o painter_n and_o the_o carver_n have_v strive_v in_o formality_n to_o give_v the_o world_n a_o marvellous_a excess_n of_o art_n so_o excellent_o be_v discover_v the_o draught_n of_o the_o pencil_n in_o give_v life_n to_o the_o tele_n and_o so_o rare_o be_v impress_v the_o touch_n of_o the_o chizel_n in_o inliun_a the_o marble_n that_o they_o serve_v as_o a_o ornament_n to_o the_o tele_n the_o wall_n be_v cover_v with_o exceed_v black_a &_o splendid_a jet_n and_o the_o pavement_n do_v even_o shine_v with_o the_o black_a marble_n which_o be_v lay_v upon_o they_o in_o this_o noble_a chapel_n be_v erect_v more_o than_o two_o foot_n above_o the_o floor_n a_o sepulchre_n of_o polite_a alabaster_n fine_o historify_v with_o divers_a impress_n of_o love_n border_v and_o guard_v with_o little_a leaf_n of_o myrtle_n and_o cypress_n about_o which_o with_o greek_a letter_n which_o do_v seem_v just_a then_o dictate_v by_o a_o pensive_a amourist_n his_o pen_n be_v place_v upon_o the_o last_o character_n with_o a_o grace_n able_a to_o inchant_v soul_n be_v read_v these_o verse_n this_o sepulchre_n upon_o the_o theban_a shore_n since_o it_o to_o the_o bone_n he_o can_v not_o consecrate_v of_o fair_a lucinda_n who_o he_o do_v adore_v arnaldo_n râ—iâ—ed_v unto_o her_o ghost_n ingrate_a now_o while_o the_o priest_n go_v about_o with_o sacred_a rite_n and_o pious_a oblation_n to_o appease_v the_o anger_n of_o the_o offend_a divinity_n i_o sometime_o suffer_v the_o curiosity_n of_o my_o eye_n to_o wander_v after_o the_o guidance_n of_o fancy_n about_o the_o thing_n which_o there_o within_o do_v offer_v themselves_o to_o the_o mind_n to_o be_v consider_v and_o with_o so_o much_o the_o more_o inquietude_n by_o how_o much_o
forthwith_o leave_v i_o and_o see_v myself_o lose_v in_o a_o love_n upon_o my_o own_o advice_n without_o hope_n i_o begin_v whole_o to_o abandon_v the_o care_n of_o my_o health_n so_o that_o in_o a_o few_o day_n i_o seem_v whole_o alter_v from_o myself_o in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n i_o sometime_o attempt_v to_o suppress_v that_o fervent_a amorous_a passion_n which_o do_v afflict_v i_o but_o the_o more_o i_o force_v myself_o to_o conceal_v it_o the_o more_o invigorate_n itself_o do_v it_o blaze_v out_o with_o great_a impetuosity_n whence_o my_o malady_n continual_o increase_v i_o see_v myself_o in_o a_o little_a space_n reduce_v miserable_o to_o perish_v in_o the_o arm_n of_o melancholy_a and_o desperation_n but_o necessity_n the_o discreet_a inventor_n of_o healthful_a contrivance_n will_v have_v i_o live_v for_o my_o hurt_n suggest_v to_o i_o that_o i_o ought_v not_o utter_o despair_v of_o my_o health_n since_o that_o though_o the_o sight_n of_o and_o speech_n to_o lucinda_n be_v not_o by_o fortune_n permit_v i_o i_o may_v notwithstanding_o easy_o be_v able_a to_o penetrate_v her_o meaning_n find_v among_o my_o page_n a_o youth_n which_o by_o be_v former_o a_o servant_n to_o her_o father_n have_v access_n to_o the_o house_n with_o much_o liberty_n and_o without_o suspicion_n whereupon_o i_o make_v know_v to_o he_o more_o with_o tear_n which_o unaware_o betray_v my_o constancy_n then_o with_o word_n the_o internal_a grief_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o i_o desire_v he_o he_o will_v follow_v his_o wont_a visit_n more_o frequent_o and_o report_n to_o i_o what_o he_o can_v discover_v of_o the_o person_n and_o wit_n of_o lucinda_n the_o page_n obey_v i_o with_o sufficient_a discretion_n and_o modesty_n and_o observe_v for_o some_o time_n what_o seem_v to_o he_o opportune_a to_o my_o interest_n he_o thrust_v i_o on_o final_o with_o his_o persuasion_n to_o write_v a_o letter_n to_o my_o fair_a enemy_n in_o this_o manner_n i_o have_v rather_o most_o lovely_a lucinda_n that_o you_o shall_v draw_v the_o truth_n of_o those_o grief_n which_o environ_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o sight_n of_o i_o than_o in_o the_o dead_a letter_n of_o this_o paper_n you_o shall_v discover_v their_o appearance_n but_o although_o the_o black_a line_n of_o the_o ink_n can_v sufficient_o express_v the_o abundance_n of_o the_o tear_n which_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o dysaster_n distil_v from_o my_o heart_n i_o shall_v at_o least_o attempt_n thereby_o to_o manifest_v to_o you_o in_o some_o part_n the_o cruel_a passion_n of_o my_o soul_n which_o heretofore_o transfuse_v into_o your_o beautiful_a breast_n stand_v expect_v from_o your_o goodness_n some_o gale_n of_o grace_n which_o may_v suffice_v to_o keep_v it_o alive_a be_v therefore_o please_v to_o know_v madam_n that_o from_o that_o day_n which_o you_o celebrate_v in_o the_o temple_n the_o exequy_n of_o your_o most_o worthy_a father_n i_o remain_v in_o such_o manner_n fetter_v by_o the_o enchantment_n of_o your_o divine_a beauty_n that_o when_o you_o return_v to_o your_o house_n to_o consummate_v with_o flood_n of_o tear_n the_o paternal_a funeral_n i_o retire_v to_o my_o chamber_n to_o commence_v with_o the_o deluge_n of_o my_o plaint_n the_o celebration_n of_o the_o grief_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o i_o have_v leave_v enclose_v in_o the_o radiant_a sepulchre_n of_o your_o fair_a eye_n i_o will_v not_o deny_v madam_n but_o that_o i_o have_v strive_v to_o force_v myself_o to_o cast_v off_o the_o yoke_n of_o servitude_n which_o the_o sovereign_a majesty_n of_o your_o look_n have_v impose_v by_o virtue_n of_o love_n upon_o the_o liberty_n of_o my_o spirit_n but_o in_o sum_n the_o insuperable_a power_n of_o your_o beauty_n bind_v my_o reason_n with_o adamantine_a cord_n will_v have_v i_o follow_v chain_v the_o chariot_n of_o its_o triumph_n i_o set_v myself_o therefore_o to_o love_v you_o because_o destiny_n have_v command_v it_o and_o will_v love_v you_o eternal_o because_o my_o inclination_n impose_v it_o i_o request_v no_o other_o of_o you_o madam_n but_o only_o that_o you_o will_v please_v to_o accept_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o my_o affection_n which_o all_o contract_a in_o one_o sigh_n of_o love_n i_o offer_v to_o the_o idol_n of_o your_o super-humane_a beauty_n and_o that_o you_o will_v not_o at_o least_o deny_v i_o the_o happiness_n of_o your_o presence_n that_o i_o may_v in_o the_o consolation_n of_o your_o celestial_a remembrance_n sweeten_v the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o suffering_n and_o that_o you_o may_v discover_v in_o my_o mortify_a look_n the_o lively_a pledge_n of_o my_o fidelity_n arnaldo_n have_v write_v this_o letter_n &_o consign_v it_o to_o diffilus_fw-la the_o page_n and_o instruct_v he_o in_o the_o manner_n with_o which_o he_o shall_v transact_v the_o message_n to_o lucinda_n i_o retire_v into_o the_o solitude_n of_o my_o closet_n strong_o assault_v by_o fear_n and_o hope_v to_o expect_v the_o issue_n diffilus_fw-la go_v and_o by_o good_a fortune_n observe_v that_o lucinda_n accompany_v by_o a_o girl_n her_o slave_n be_v busy_v about_o her_o feminine_a employment_n he_o sudden_o accost_v she_o give_v she_o my_o letter_n entreat_v she_o to_o receive_v it_o but_o she_o present_o cloud_v her_o face_n to_o which_o the_o mind_n impart_v the_o sudden_a motion_n of_o its_o displeasure_n and_o behold_v he_o with_o a_o fierce_a look_v command_v he_o present_o to_o get_v himself_o out_o of_o her_o sight_n and_o never_o dare_v to_o do_v the_o like_a to_o she_o as_o he_o tender_v his_o life_n but_o the_o cunning_a groom_n that_o know_v the_o anger_n of_o a_o beautiful_a woman_n to_o be_v just_a like_o the_o stop_n of_o a_o noble_a courser_n not_o a_o jot_n affright_v by_o those_o angry_a appearance_n multiply_v his_o entreaty_n with_o no_o less_o affection_n than_o discretion_n whereupon_o lucinda_n see_v herself_o importune_v with_o so_o much_o prudence_n and_o be_v unwilling_a to_o yield_v to_o so_o affectionate_a a_o assault_n arise_v to_o retire_v into_o some_o more_o private_a room_n where_o it_o be_v not_o permit_v diffilus_fw-la to_o follow_v she_o whence_o he_o perceive_v of_o her_o intention_n just_a as_o she_o be_v rise_v up_o to_o depart_v cast_v the_o letter_n into_o her_o bosom_n with_o so_o civil_a a_o behaviour_n that_o she_o be_v necessitate_v to_o take_v it_o a_o unhappy_a necessity_n for_o i_o since_o as_o if_o it_o have_v be_v a_o viper_n she_o present_o tear_v it_o reduce_v it_o to_o smoke_n and_o ash_n this_o unhappy_a accident_n relate_v to_o i_o by_o the_o page_n give_v i_o easy_o to_o understand_v what_o i_o may_v expect_v from_o this_o my_o unfortunate_a love_n my_o torment_n therefore_o do_v in_o such_o manner_n increase_n that_o i_o esteem_v nothing_o but_o death_n able_a to_o deliver_v i_o thence_o i_o become_v so_o much_o a_o enemy_n to_o myself_o that_o my_o pain_n become_v familiar_a to_o i_o leave_v i_o to_o fall_v irrecoverable_o into_o a_o gulf_n of_o desperate_a thought_n among_o which_o miserable_o consume_v my_o day_n there_o come_v to_o i_o one_o morning_n diffilus_fw-la a_o curious_a observer_n of_o the_o action_n of_o lucinda_n to_o tell_v i_o she_o will_v be_v the_o follow_a night_n in_o a_o adjacent_a temple_n to_o celebrate_v the_o rite_n of_o a_o grand_a solemnity_n it_o run_v in_o my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v peradventure_o be_v able_a hide_v among_o the_o nocturnal_a umbrage_n and_o cover_v with_o woman_n apparel_n to_o weave_v a_o pleasant_a snare_n for_o my_o proud_a enemy_n from_o which_o if_o i_o shall_v get_v no_o other_o i_o shall_v at_o least_o with_o discourse_n in_o some_o part_n vent_v my_o grief_n and_o perhaps_o that_o love_n will_v second_v with_o great_a success_n the_o lively_a force_n of_o my_o word_n than_o he_o have_v do_v the_o dead_a character_n of_o my_o letter_n this_o proposition_n be_v resolve_v on_o and_o the_o night_n desire_v be_v come_v i_o dress_v myself_o in_o a_o suit_n of_o belisa_n my_o sister_n and_o with_o the_o only_a attendance_n of_o diffilus_fw-la who_o in_o like_a manner_n habit_v do_v conduct_v i_o into_o the_o temple_n and_o just_a in_o the_o place_n where_o he_o know_v lucinda_n will_v sit_v he_o place_v i_o and_o though_o the_o tenderness_n of_o my_o age_n which_o then_o scarce_o pass_v the_o eighteen_o year_n have_v not_o yet_o cover_v my_o face_n with_o the_o first_o down_n and_o the_o uncertain_a twilight_n which_o in_o the_o nocturnal_a darkresse_n the_o burn_a taper_n form_v do_v exceed_o favour_v our_o design_n i_o keep_v nevertheless_o with_o pretext_n of_o the_o coldness_n of_o the_o winter-season_n my_o face_n cover_v with_o a_o veil_n to_o avoid_v the_o curiosity_n of_o the_o eye_n of_o they_o who_o frequent_a the_o temple_n for_o no_o other_o end_n than_o with_o their_o look_n to_o lay_v siege_n to_o lady_n scarce_o be_v i_o settle_v in_o that_o place_n when_o
lucinda_n appear_v accompany_v with_o so_o numerous_a a_o train_n of_o servant_n that_o i_o esteem_v it_o a_o thing_n almost_o hopeless_a to_o get_v any_o occasion_n to_o speak_v to_o she_o now_o while_o she_o be_v approach_v to_o my_o seat_n methought_n that_o my_o heart_n skip_v within_o i_o will_v have_v leap_v out_o of_o my_o breast_n and_o they_o that_o at_o that_o time_n have_v observe_v my_o face_n will_v have_v judge_v i_o mortal_o wound_v it_o be_v at_o that_o instant_n overspread_v with_o so_o strange_a a_o paleness_n yet_o in_o the_o end_n lucinda_n be_v come_v close_o to_o i_o and_o by_o the_o singularity_n of_o my_o dress_n and_o deportment_n believe_v i_o to_o be_v a_o lady_n of_o great_a quality_n courteous_o salute_v i_o she_o sit_v down_o close_o by_o i_o but_o what_o i_o answer_v to_o her_o civil_a salute_n i_o can_v remember_v my_o spirit_n be_v at_o that_o time_n lose_v in_o consideration_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o she_o who_o be_v the_o sole_a cause_n of_o all_o my_o enthusiasm_n so_o that_o they_o be_v disable_v to_o all_o external_a function_n yet_o recollect_v by_o little_a and_o little_a my_o banish_a force_n more_o by_o the_o benefit_n of_o the_o night_n obscurity_n than_o by_o any_o violence_n i_o know_v how_o to_o offer_v on_o myself_o be_v assist_v also_o by_o the_o solitude_n in_o which_o lucinda_n remain_v the_o crowd_n of_o her_o servant_n be_v withdraw_v into_o several_a part_n of_o the_o temple_n i_o begin_v plain_o in_o this_o manner_n to_o express_v my_o mind_n dear_a lucinda_n if_o fortune_n shall_v but_o grant_v i_o as_o much_o ability_n to_o express_v my_o torment_n as_o you_o have_v power_n to_o make_v i_o feel_v they_o i_o shall_v repute_v myself_o no_o less_o fortunate_a than_o you_o be_v fair_a it_o will_v therefore_o concern_v your_o affability_n not_o to_o regard_v the_o confusion_n of_o my_o speech_n but_o to_o consider_v the_o affliction_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o compel_v i_o to_o pronounce_v they_o i_o know_v not_o courteous_a madam_n what_o profit_v you_o can_v expect_v from_o my_o ruin_n nor_o what_o good_a you_o can_v extract_v from_o my_o evil_n the_o tear_v of_o my_o letter_n be_v true_o a_o impetuous_a motion_n of_o a_o offend_a mind_n but_o the_o continual_a rend_n of_o my_o heart_n can_v be_v impute_v to_o no_o less_o than_o a_o excess_n of_o cruelty_n if_o this_o agree_v to_o a_o beautiful_a lady_n i_o leave_v you_o yourself_o to_o judge_v and_o what_o excuse_n can_v you_o find_v that_o may_v stand_v you_o instead_o to_o defend_v the_o severity_n of_o your_o treatment_n towards_o he_o who_o love_v you_o above_o his_o own_o life_n or_o rather_o that_o as_o to_o his_o terrene_a goddess_n consecrate_v upon_o the_o altar_n of_o his_o fidelity_n his_o heart_n in_o a_o perpetual_a holocaust_n you_o may_v easy_o madam_n open_o discover_v in_o my_o languish_a look_n what_o be_v the_o torment_v occasion_v no_o less_o by_o your_o beauty_n then_o by_o your_o rigour_n and_o yet_o the_o suffer_v they_o grieve_v i_o not_o a_o jot_n i_o be_o only_o displease_v that_o you_o be_v not_o please_v to_o accept_v my_o sufference_n sweeten_v i_o implore_v you_o with_o the_o drop_n of_o some_o favour_n the_o bitterness_n of_o such_o severity_n for_o that_o lady_n spot_v not_o the_o candour_n of_o her_o honesty_n which_o with_o a_o single_a syllable_n of_o courtesy_n favour_v the_o affect_n of_o a_o noble_a cavalier_n her_o adorer_n other_o favour_n madam_n i_o request_v not_o of_o you_o than_o verbal_a it_o suffice_v i_o you_o be_v still_o serve_v by_o honour_v i_o with_o the_o title_n of_o your_o slave_n and_o some_o declaration_n that_o my_o service_n be_v not_o indifferent_a to_o you_o blessing_n i_o now_o and_o then_o with_o a_o compassionate_a look_n it_o be_v but_o a_o poor_a word_n it_o be_v but_o a_o transient_a glance_n to_o one_o who_o it_o may_v recall_v from_o death_n to_o life_n thus_o proceed_v i_o with_o a_o languish_a voice_n intermingle_v my_o prayer_n with_o my_o tear_n but_o lucinda_n i_o believe_v that_o indignation_n will_v not_o permit_v she_o before_o to_o reply_v when_o she_o perceive_v i_o thus_o run_v on_o with_o a_o tremble_a and_o discompose_v voice_n a_o sign_n of_o great_a agitation_n of_o spirit_n thus_o interrupt_v i_o arnaldo_n i_o answer_v at_o this_o time_n to_o your_o proposition_n to_o the_o end_n you_o deceive_v not_o yourself_o in_o the_o judgement_n you_o may_v pass_v upon_o my_o intention_n and_o lest_o perhaps_o presume_v upon_o my_o silence_n you_o may_v not_o nourish_v some_o fallacious_a hope_n to_o your_o prejudice_n and_o my_o own_o dishonour_n i_o shall_v know_v of_o a_o truth_n that_o you_o love_v i_o if_o with_o desist_v from_o your_o unadvised_a enterprise_n you_o will_v cease_v to_o trouble_v i_o it_o be_v not_o for_o i_o to_o teach_v you_o what_o mean_v you_o shall_v use_v to_o cure_v this_o amorous_a infirmity_n but_o if_o you_o be_v but_o as_o discreet_a in_o your_o desire_n as_o with_o your_o sigh_n you_o pretend_v to_o make_v i_o believe_v you_o be_v passionate_a you_o will_v be_v able_a of_o yourself_o to_o investigate_v the_o same_o i_o use_v not_o to_o you_o that_o tigour_n which_o i_o ought_v because_o i_o reverence_v your_o birth_n but_o provoke_v i_o not_o in_o come_v in_o this_o form_n for_o you_o shall_v draw_v with_o security_n little_a satisfaction_n from_o your_o boldness_n consider_v therefore_o and_o remember_v that_o deceiver_n be_v wont_a to_o fall_v into_o the_o net_n of_o the_o deceit_n they_o intend_v for_o other_o this_o answer_n of_o lucinda_n be_v like_o oil_n which_o pour_v upon_o my_o burn_a heart_n make_v the_o flame_n of_o my_o dolour_n to_o soment_n the_o more_o since_o the_o more_o her_o word_n diminish_v my_o hope_n the_o more_o they_o increase_v my_o desire_n of_o possess_v she_o thence_o by_o consider_v the_o divine_a beauty_n of_o her_o countenance_n and_o by_o harken_v to_o the_o grace_n of_o her_o celestial_a discourse_n ravish_v out_o of_o myself_o i_o retain_v not_o in_o i_o any_o part_n of_o life_n but_o only_a memory_n which_o attentive_o wait_v if_o it_o may_v be_v able_a to_o draw_v any_o thing_n of_o benefit_n from_o that_o congression_n but_o she_o nevertheless_o have_v do_v speak_v and_o make_v as_o if_o she_o will_v be_v go_v if_o immediate_o i_o do_v not_o obey_v she_o i_o retire_v most_o disconsolate_a out_o of_o the_o temple_n and_o be_v return_v to_o my_o house_n i_o shut_v myself_o into_o my_o closet_n and_o there_o reason_v to_o myself_o miserable_a arnaldo_n what_o hope_n can_v be_v able_a still_o to_o flatter_v thy_o disconsolate_a heart_n to_o mislead_v thy_o torment_a spirit_n perceive_v thou_o not_o o_o wretch_n that_o thy_o unbridled_a desire_n have_v lead_v thou_o too_o high_a menace_v thou_o with_o some_o miserable_a precipice_n and_o can_v thou_o with_o open_a eye_n behold_v this_o ruin_n without_o procure_v to_o thyself_o at_o lest_o that_o assistance_n which_o reason_n offer_v thou_o of_o free_v thyself_o from_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o perfidious_a love_n which_o only_o to_o render_v thou_o unhappy_a be_v come_v to_o disturb_v thy_o peace_n with_o his_o importunate_a fury_n alas_o alas_o too_o vain_a be_v my_o thought_n and_o too_o rash_a my_o purpose_n it_o be_v impossible_a that_o i_o can_v ever_o heal_v this_o amorous_a infirmity_n if_o beauty_n it_o self_n which_o breed_v it_o in_o my_o breast_n do_v not_o cure_v it_o but_o not_o dare_v to_o hope_v that_o what_o remain_v but_o that_o i_o miserable_o perish_v my_o disconsolate_a spirit_n wherefore_o stay_v thou_o any_o long_o in_o this_o thy_o miserable_a abode_n now_o that_o it_o be_v become_v a_o ruthless_a hell_n of_o uncomfortable_a affliction_n unfortunate_a arnaldo_n when_o thou_o begin_v to_o want_v strength_n thou_o begin_v to_o augment_v thy_o torment_n and_o instead_o of_o seek_v a_o salve_n to_o thy_o evil_n by_o the_o constancy_n of_o a_o generous_a cavalier_n thou_o lose_v thyself_o in_o the_o weakness_n of_o vulgar_a lover_n and_o how_o long_o have_v thou_o serve_v lucinda_n that_o she_o ought_v to_o give_v thou_o her_o love_n with_o the_o price_n then_o of_o a_o few_o month_n of_o servitude_n will_v thou_o go_v about_o to_o purchase_v the_o reward_n of_o her_o favour_n the_o gift_n of_o love_n be_v not_o obtain_v with_o so_o little_a labour_n and_o again_o lady_n desire_v to_o try_v the_o fidelity_n of_o their_o servant_n with_o slight_v they_o but_o after_o the_o tempest_n of_o contempt_n follow_v the_o serenity_n of_o favour_n which_o they_o concede_fw-la to_o their_o faithful_a lover_n love_v therefore_o thy_o lucinda_n and_o since_o thy_o passion_n be_v not_o of_o a_o kind_n that_o do_v offend_v the_o law_n of_o the_o world_n or_o of_o heaven_n hope_v that_o the_o world_n and_o heaven_n ought_v to_o assist_v thou_o
i_o be_o unwilling_a to_o disclose_v i_o pray_v you_o before_o i_o reveal_v my_o condition_n to_o you_o any_o far_a not_o to_o trouble_v yourself_o with_o any_o superfluous_a care_n because_o i_o shall_v see_v a_o end_n of_o my_o day_n before_o you_o shall_v see_v a_o beginning_n of_o the_o remedy_n to_o my_o dysaster_n know_v therefore_o sister_n that_o more_o by_o impulse_n of_o strange_a fortune_n then_o by_o any_o act_n of_o my_o own_o will_n i_o be_v compel_v to_o stoop_v to_o the_o law_n of_o love_n by_o which_o fortune_n have_v desire_v to_o make_v i_o acquire_v so_o much_o with_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o service_n that_o to_o my_o torment_n i_o have_v feel_v the_o ingratitude_n of_o she_o i_o serve_v my_o misfortune_n have_v already_o take_v so_o deep_a impression_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o fortune_n in_o vain_a force_v herself_o with_o her_o slow_a revolution_n to_o bring_v any_o medicine_n of_o comfort_n so_o that_o if_o death_n in_o the_o end_n do_v not_o succour_v i_o relief_n will_v come_v too_o late_o from_o other_o part_n i_o will_v not_o then_o despair_v of_o life_n even_o in_o a_o continual_a death_n and_o therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o dear_a sister_n rather_o to_o comfort_v then_o afflict_v thyself_o that_o thou_o hastâ—_n a_o brother_n which_o know_v how_o and_o be_v able_a to_o undergo_v conquer_a himself_o so_o many_o trouble_n for_o if_o yet_o you_o desire_v i_o shall_v be_v comfort_v and_o you_o will_v do_v i_o a_o good_a office_n let_v i_o never_o see_v thy_o face_n so_o deluge_v in_o tear_n for_o if_o tear_n can_v mitigate_v my_o passion_n my_o alone_a will_v be_v sufficient_a whereas_o thou_o do_v but_o increase_v my_o torment_n instead_o of_o contribute_v relief_n in_o brief_a i_o be_v bear_v to_o languish_v thou_o to_o rejoice_v and_o therefore_o attend_v to_o thy_o jollity_n which_o better_a suit_n to_o the_o feebleness_n of_o thy_o sex_n and_o to_o the_o tenderness_n of_o thy_o year_n and_o leave_v this_o sorrow_n to_o i_o as_o more_o correspond_v to_o virile_a fortitude_n and_o to_o the_o proof_n of_o my_o constancy_n for_o if_o you_o will_v deport_v yourself_o otherwise_o i_o shall_v believe_v that_o you_o love_v i_o but_o little_o while_o you_o persist_v to_o afflict_v i_o with_o your_o sadness_n redouble_v the_o grief_n which_o be_v of_o itself_o but_o too_o heavy_a to_o be_v support_v comfort_v thyself_o yet_o comfort_n thyself_o belisa_n for_o thy_o consolation_n will_v be_v a_o great_a part_n of_o my_o redress_n when_o i_o shall_v receive_v thy_o joy_n as_o a_o sign_n of_o the_o love_n thou_o bear_v to_o i_o belisa_n see_v she_o can_v not_o get_v any_o thing_n out_o of_o i_o of_o what_o she_o desire_v determine_v to_o let_v i_o alone_o and_o inform_v herself_o better_a by_o other_o mean_n but_o i_o have_v already_o impart_v this_o my_o misadventure_n without_o acquaint_v he_o with_o the_o occasion_n to_o a_o knight_n my_o friend_n not_o so_o much_o because_o i_o hold_v any_o great_a confidence_n in_o his_o fidelity_n as_o because_o of_o the_o vicinity_n of_o his_o house_n to_o that_o of_o my_o fair_a enemy_n consider_v that_o from_o every_o part_n my_o pain_n increase_v i_o resolve_v to_o vent_v my_o passion_n to_o he_o afresh_o fancy_v the_o encounter_n at_o least_o of_o some_o occasion_n of_o comfort_v myself_o sometime_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o she_o who_o though_o i_o do_v not_o see_v yet_o have_v stick_v so_o many_o dart_n of_o grief_n in_o my_o breast_n i_o cause_v he_o to_o be_v send_v for_o to_o my_o chamber_n and_o see_v he_o so_o compassionate_a of_o my_o adversity_n as_o that_o he_o make_v a_o show_n he_o will_v subvert_v the_o world_n to_o relieve_v i_o i_o as_o one_o who_o easy_o believe_v what_o i_o desire_v say_v unto_o he_o friend_n jersus_n if_o i_o go_v about_o now_o to_o discover_v to_o thou_o that_o which_o i_o have_v so_o long_o conceal_v of_o my_o affliction_n yet_o believe_v that_o i_o be_o constrain_v to_o it_o by_o the_o high_a confidence_n i_o hold_v of_o thy_o loyalty_n and_o the_o love_n thou_o bear_v i_o beside_o if_o hitherto_o it_o have_v be_v a_o virtue_n to_o bury_v my_o grief_n in_o silence_n at_o the_o present_a it_o be_v a_o vice_n since_o after_o so_o long_a a_o siege_n of_o torment_n i_o must_v yield_v to_o the_o assault_n of_o love_n and_o death_n and_o from_o what_o may_v i_o better_o request_v succour_n in_o such_o anguish_n to_o the_o distraction_n of_o my_o torment_a heart_n than_o from_o thy_o fidelity_n and_o from_o thy_o courtesy_n whilst_o that_o death_n pursue_v i_o and_o that_o life_n rather_o offend_v than_o help_v i_o this_o cruel_a assault_n begin_v dear_a friend_n from_o that_o day_n on_o which_o the_o father_n of_o lucinda_n die_v for_o then_o die_v in_o i_o all_o light_n of_o content_a never_o know_v what_o truce_n or_o peace_n be_v to_o a_o anxious_a mind_n for_o love_n see_v i_o so_o free_a and_o disengage_v from_o his_o law_n that_o i_o deride_v his_o power_n resolve_v to_o assault_v i_o with_o all_o the_o force_n of_o his_o empire_n and_o though_o vigorous_a and_o great_a be_v my_o defence_n he_o have_v fight_v with_o such_o sharpness_n and_o assiduity_n that_o i_o be_v deprive_v of_o all_o succour_n of_o reason_n or_o of_o desperation_n and_o i_o see_v myself_o come_v to_o that_o pass_n that_o i_o be_v force_v to_o render_v myself_o to_o the_o discretion_n of_o his_o tyrannical_a indiscretion_n and_o if_o thou_o think_v dear_a jersus_n that_o i_o talk_v thus_o be_o out_o of_o my_o right_a sense_n believe_v i_o friend_n it_o will_v be_v the_o great_a of_o my_o felicity_n to_o be_v deprive_v of_o judgement_n as_o the_o great_a of_o my_o infelicity_n come_v from_o the_o knowledge_n of_o and_o inability_n to_o redress_v my_o dysaster_n whereas_o if_o i_o be_v deprive_v of_o understanding_n as_o i_o can_v hope_v no_o good_a so_o i_o will_v fear_v no_o evil_a but_o be_v free_a from_o the_o tumult_n of_o passion_n and_o the_o war_n of_o the_o sense_n i_o will_v live_v full_a of_o inward_a tranquillity_n behold_v i_o therefore_o reduce_v to_o so_o miserable_a a_o state_n that_o i_o know_v not_o whither_o to_o have_v recourse_n for_o succour_n in_o these_o last_o minute_n of_o my_o life_n unless_o to_o the_o candour_n of_o our_o friendship_n which_o with_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o counsel_n and_o thy_o courtesy_n be_v able_a to_o raise_v from_o about_o my_o soul_n the_o tedious_a leaguer_n of_o my_o live_a death_n and_o die_a hope_n the_o adjacency_n of_o thy_o house_n to_o that_o of_o my_o fair_a and_o inflexible_a enemy_n may_v at_o leastwise_o stand_v i_o in_o so_o much_o stead_n as_o to_o open_v to_o i_o a_o door_n of_o escape_n either_o by_o mean_n of_o hope_n or_o despair_v the_o reality_n of_o thy_o amity_n which_o in_o necessity_n be_v best-experimented_n and_o know_v may_v be_v able_a with_o the_o prudence_n of_o thy_o advice_n and_o endeavour_n whole_o to_o set_v i_o free_a for_o i_o know_v very_o well_o that_o thou_o have_v more_o desire_n to_o gratify_v i_o herein_o than_o i_o have_v to_o entreat_v thou_o to_o it_o have_v thus_o say_v i_o hold_v my_o peace_n and_o jersus_fw-la prompt_o reply_v friend_n arnaldo_n i_o may_v just_o be_v offend_v at_o the_o diffidence_n which_o thou_o show_v to_o have_v so_o long_o have_v of_o my_o loyalty_n conceal_v thy_o trouble_n from_o i_o and_o reveal_v they_o just_a now_o when_o by_o the_o law_n of_o love_n thou_o be_v bind_v to_o suppress_v they_o what_o have_v thou_o get_v by_o thy_o silence_n which_o have_v deprive_v thou_o of_o the_o benefit_n thou_o may_v have_v acquire_v and_o draw_v upon_o thou_o that_o mischief_n thou_o do_v not_o merit_v i_o shall_v nevertheless_o forbear_v to_o aggravate_v thy_o grief_n with_o superfluous_a loquacity_n be_v myself_o but_o too_o much_o trouble_v for_o thy_o affliction_n which_o the_o sense_n of_o pity_n and_o the_o bond_n of_o amity_n have_v make_v common_a to_o i_o thou_o say_v the_o beauty_n of_o lucinda_n destroy_v thy_o life_n and_o she_o it_o be_v do_v also_o ruin_v my_o health_n for_o as_o much_o then_o as_o i_o know_v no_o difference_n between_o my_o will_n and_o thou_o since_o that_o thou_o require_v my_o counsel_n in_o such_o a_o exigent_n assure_v thyself_o that_o if_o my_o advice_n may_v but_o as_o much_o avail_v thou_o as_o thy_o malady_n torment_v i_o thou_o will_v immediate_o be_v free_a from_o all_o sense_n of_o either_o perplexity_n or_o pain_n yet_o to_o tell_v thou_o my_o thought_n plain_o it_o do_v astonish_v and_o grieve_v i_o to_o think_v that_o thou_o shall_v voluntary_o consent_v that_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o courage_n shall_v be_v foil_v and_o overcome_v by_o a_o thing_n so_o weak_a and_o contemptible_a and_o that_o thou_o which_o be_v wont_v
can_v not_o do_v thyself_o and_o i_o will_v it_o have_v please_v god_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o desire_v of_o i_o a_o thing_n impossible_a for_o my_o power_n to_o effect_v and_o thou_o shall_v soon_o see_v how_o much_o i_o love_v thou_o by_o my_o remove_v thy_o trouble_n heaven_n know_v how_o oft_o it_o have_v grieve_v i_o that_o this_o my_o beauty_n have_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o so_o much_o mischief_n to_o arnaldo_n how_o oft_o i_o have_v condole_v his_o tear_n when_o i_o consider_v he_o importune_v i_o to_o a_o thing_n i_o can_v not_o grant_v believe_v i_o friend_n that_o i_o have_v a_o great_a desire_n to_o acquit_v he_o of_o his_o malady_n than_o thou_o have_v to_o request_v i_o and_o if_o by_o any_o other_o mean_n than_o that_o of_o my_o honour_n i_o may_v give_v he_o ease_v believe_v i_o i_o will_v more_o free_o offer_v it_o than_o he_o shall_v desire_v it_o but_o because_o his_o acquist_n can_v be_v but_o with_o my_o loss_n he_o ought_v to_o content_v himself_o with_o the_o goodwill_n i_o conserve_v towards_o he_o of_o which_o i_o desire_v thou_o to_o give_v he_o assurance_n as_o also_o the_o grief_n i_o suffer_v for_o the_o pain_n he_o endure_v do_v thou_o also_o excuse_v i_o belove_v belisa_n if_o i_o concede_fw-la not_o to_o all_o that_o thou_o wish_v because_o i_o be_o not_o permit_v with_o a_o salvo_n to_o my_o honour_n to_o grant_v thou_o any_o advantage_n and_o rest_v secure_a that_o in_o all_o other_o occurrence_n thou_o shall_v always_o find_v i_o most_o ready_a at_o thy_o beck_n after_o some_o other_o such_o like_a passage_n belisa_n return_v to_o i_o and_o to_o comfort_v i_o say_v that_o she_o come_v from_o visit_v lucinda_n but_o hide_v from_o i_o her_o fatal_a answer_n she_o wise_o endeavour_v to_o make_v i_o hope_v that_o which_o she_o have_v be_v deny_v but_o perfect_o perceive_v by_o her_o silence_n how_o ill_o she_o have_v succeed_v in_o her_o attempt_n it_o come_v into_o my_o mind_n to_o penetrate_v yet_o far_o into_o the_o breast_n of_o lucinda_n i_o feign_v therefore_o that_o i_o have_v no_o desire_n to_o think_v more_o of_o her_o life_n since_o she_o care_v so_o little_a for_o my_o duty_n and_o pray_v belisa_n that_o the_o next_o time_n she_o see_v she_o she_o will_v give_v she_o to_o understand_v this_o my_o resolution_n of_o seek_v for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v to_o learn_v to_o be_v myself_o that_o i_o may_v not_o do_v so_o much_o to_o my_o prejudice_n in_o the_o love_n of_o a_o person_n that_o be_v to_o i_o so_o ingrateful_a and_o belisa_n have_v promise_v to_o content_v i_o i_o proceed_v to_o instruct_v she_o punctual_o to_o observe_v that_o lady_n countenance_n and_o behaviour_n upon_o the_o reception_n of_o my_o message_n because_o i_o can_v better_o from_o this_o then_o from_o her_o word_n be_v able_a to_o comprehend_v the_o truth_n of_o her_o intention_n and_o above_o all_o that_o she_o shall_v note_v well_o the_o change_n of_o colour_n in_o her_o face_n for_o by_o they_o common_o the_o affect_n of_o the_o mind_n and_o impression_n of_o the_o heart_n do_v manifest_v themselves_o from_o the_o manner_n also_o of_o her_o speech_n either_o deliberate_a or_o hasty_a i_o will_v have_v be_v able_a to_o draw_v some_o observation_n of_o her_o thought_n for_o from_o speak_v with_o leisure_n or_o liberty_n with_o anxiety_n or_o celerity_n much_o may_v be_v collect_v of_o another_o purpose_n which_o may_v but_o ill_o be_v dissemble_v by_o the_o external_a appearance_n belisa_n write_v these_o advertisement_n in_o her_o memory_n against_o she_o shall_v see_v a_o convenient_a occasion_n to_o meet_v with_o lucinda_n and_o find_v she_o on_o a_o time_n alone_o she_o bespeak_v she_o in_o this_o manner_n lucinda_n if_o my_o proposition_n shall_v asmuch_o offend_v thou_o as_o they_o make_v i_o blush_v impute_v to_o the_o inconstancy_n of_o humane_a desire_n this_o my_o importunity_n occasion_v for_o thy_o service_n rather_o than_o the_o relief_n of_o my_o brother_n who_o in_o short_a see_v that_o he_o reap_v no_o profit_n of_o his_o service_n and_o that_o they_o increase_v thy_o contempt_n of_o he_o have_v resolve_v to_o put_v himself_o upon_o a_o impossible_a enterprise_n which_o be_v to_o cease_v far_a to_o incommode_v thou_o with_o his_o amorous_a passion_n yet_o impossible_a as_o it_o be_v he_o will_v attempt_v it_o make_v his_o absence_n a_o medicine_n for_o thy_o homicide_n and_o his_o death_n for_o he_o hope_v to_o obtain_v that_o by_o this_o voluntary_a exile_n which_o thy_o presence_n permit_v he_o not_o to_o find_v but_o if_o even_o thou_o also_o shall_v consent_v to_o this_o resolution_n i_o assure_v thou_o friend_n that_o i_o shall_v procure_v my_o death_n rather_o than_o survive_v this_o misfortune_n and_o thus_o i_o shall_v come_v to_o be_v betray_v by_o you_o both_o who_o i_o so_o much_o love_n like_o mortal_a enemy_n die_v not_o for_o have_v offend_v you_o but_o for_o have_v too_o much_o affect_v you_o can_v it_o be_v possible_a dear_a lucinda_n that_o thou_o will_v be_v so_o cruel_a to_o such_o a_o fidelity_n as_o my_o brother_n profess_v to_o thou_o and_o so_o ingrateful_a to_o such_o a_o amity_n as_o i_o bear_v to_o thou_o and_o how_o can_v thou_o ever_o possess_v her_o will_n entire_a who_o life_n thou_o rend_v in_o piece_n how_o can_v thou_o nourish_v a_o legitimate_a correspondence_n of_o friendship_n with_o she_o thou_o so_o inhumane_o transfixe_v oh_o reform_v at_o length_n with_o new_a law_n such_o thy_o implacable_a obdurateness_n which_o thou_o false_o call_v zeal_n of_o honour_n when_o as_o that_o lady_n do_v not_o in_o the_o least_o offend_v her_o virtue_n who_o correspond_v to_o the_o legitimate_a affection_n of_o a_o knight_n which_o love_v and_o serve_v she_o according_a to_o the_o establish_v law_n of_o heaven_n and_o nature_n i_o hope_v i_o pretend_v not_o to_o have_v thou_o decline_v the_o least_o punctilio_fw-la of_o thy_o virtue_n but_o i_o very_o believe_v that_o if_o thou_o will_v grant_v i_o what_o i_o ask_v thou_o may_v glory_v in_o have_v with_o a_o small_a benevolence_n restore_v to_o life_n two_o person_n otherwise_o dead_a there_o be_v nothing_o doubtless_o lose_v of_o thy_o reputation_n whilst_o thou_o do_v but_o prevent_v the_o perdition_n of_o a_o knight_n that_o adore_v thou_o and_o salve_v the_o misery_n of_o a_o dame_n that_o love_v thou_o make_v they_o therefore_o but_o only_o to_o understand_v in_o two_o word_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o please_v with_o his_o departure_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v displease_v with_o her_o despair_n it_o be_v but_o a_o small_a matter_n i_o beg_v the_o writing_n of_o two_o line_n of_o compliment_n for_o the_o reprieve_n of_o two_o life_n without_o prejudice_v thyself_o here_o belisa_n conclude_v her_o discourse_n by_o the_o commence_v of_o her_o tear_n giving_z lucinda_n time_n to_o reply_n in_o this_o manner_n i_o entreat_v thou_o to_o cease_v these_o tear_n and_o sweeten_v the_o bitterness_n of_o thy_o grief_n for_o i_o shall_v do_v all_o i_o can_v for_o thy_o satisfaction_n and_o comfort_n but_o i_o will_v to_o god_n i_o be_v for_o the_o present_a without_o a_o tongue_n that_o i_o may_v not_o speak_v for_o love_n of_o thou_o a_o thing_n so_o opposite_a to_o reason_n thou_o ought_v not_o to_o glory_v in_o the_o power_n that_o thou_o have_v over_o my_o heart_n for_o if_o in_o this_o particular_a i_o shall_v commit_v any_o error_n thou_o only_o be_v to_o be_v blame_v have_v with_o thy_o love_a importunity_n force_v i_o to_o do_v what_o i_o will_v not_o i_o suspend_v therefore_o my_o resentment_n that_o i_o may_v content_v thou_o desire_v thou_o only_o to_o accept_v my_o good_a will_n and_o not_o to_o slight_v my_o gift_n after_o thou_o have_v once_o receive_v they_o it_o be_v a_o ordinary_a custom_n of_o man_n high_o to_o esteem_v thing_n difficult_a to_o attain_v and_o despise_v they_o when_o get_v i_o will_v write_v to_o arnaldo_n but_o look_v to_o it_o that_o he_o hereafter_o adventure_n not_o to_o desire_v any_o thing_n far_o of_o i_o for_o i_o assure_v thou_o that_o by_o seek_v to_o make_v great_a acquist_n he_o will_v lose_v what_o he_o have_v acquire_v for_o i_o confess_v unto_o thou_o that_o i_o repent_v already_o of_o my_o promise_n which_o yet_o since_o it_o please_v thou_o i_o can_v retract_v write_v i_o will_v but_o i_o have_v rather_o the_o earth_n have_v open_v to_o swallow_v i_o than_o it_o shall_v have_v enter_v into_o my_o mind_n in_o this_o to_o have_v gratify_v thou_o this_o say_v lucinda_n take_v her_o pen_n and_o with_o great_a discomposure_n of_o mind_n write_v to_o i_o in_o these_o word_n lucinda_n to_o arnaldo_n i_o believe_v arnaldo_n that_o my_o letter_n will_v find_v you_o more_o merry_a than_o it_o have_v leave_v i_o sad_a but_o thou_o will_v not_o