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speech_n utter_v by_o his_o bless_a mouth_n do_v not_o thou_o attend_v upon_o he_o preach_v in_o the_o day_n do_v thou_o not_o accompany_v he_o pray_v in_o the_o night_n have_v thou_o so_o soon_o forget_v his_o bless_a sermon_n go_v all_o in_o at_o one_o ear_n and_o out_o at_o the_o other_o do_v thou_o remember_v no_o better_o his_o heavenly_a exhortation_n have_v thou_o quite_o race_v out_o of_o thy_o memory_n his_o general_a compassion_n towards_o all_o and_o his_o particular_a goodness_n towards_o thou_o why_o be_v thy_o soul_n starve_v for_o want_n of_o food_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o plenty_n why_o be_v thy_o spirit_n dry_v up_o with_o thirst_n be_v so_o near_o a_o pure_a fountain_n it_o be_v because_o thou_o have_v no_o grace_n to_o taste_v of_o that_o sweet_a celestial_a manna_n or_o to_o drink_v of_o that_o rock_n of_o live_a water_n can_v thou_o esteem_v so_o rare_a a_o jewel_n as_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n at_o so_o base_a a_o rate_n will_v thou_o sell_v his_o precious_a blood_n 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wretched_a and_o sinful_a creature_n yet_o let_v the_o sweet_a recordation_n of_o thy_o immutable_a love_n and_o the_o joyful_a remembrance_n of_o thy_o immeasurable_a mercy_n so_o comfort_v i_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o misery_n that_o although_o i_o find_v much_o matter_n in_o myself_o to_o make_v i_o fear_n yet_o that_o i_o may_v never_o despair_v know_v that_o thou_o be_v always_o willing_a to_o apply_v a_o sovereign_a salve_n to_o a_o wound_a soul_n and_o sweet_a consolation_n to_o a_o woeful_a conscience_n whensoever_o oh_o bless_a saviour_n we_o acknowledge_v our_o malady_n and_o faithful_o desire_v thy_o save_a help_n in_o our_o misery_n of_o the_o preparation_n of_o christ_n last_o supper_n by_o the_o disciple_n on_o thursday_n of_o the_o wash_n of_o the_o disciple_n foot_n perform_v by_o jesus_n himself_o and_o of_o many_o exemplary_a action_n of_o jesus_n at_o the_o supper_n med_n iii_o christ_n jesus_n 13.5_o jesus_n john_n 13.5_o wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n they_o loathe_v 13.8_o loathe_v john_n 13.8_o refuse_v but_o he_o enforce_v it_o for_o 13.2_o for_o john_n 13.2_o supper_n do_v to_o simon_n thus_o say_v he_o unless_o i_o do_v it_o thou_o have_v no_o part_n with_o i_o 13.8_o i_o john_n 13.8_o the_o first_o day_n of_o the_o sweet_a bread_n that_o be_v to_o say_v the_o five_o day_n of_o the_o week_n in_o the_o evening_n of_o which_o day_n the_o paschall_n lamb_n be_v slay_v and_o sweet_a bread_n be_v eat_v according_a to_o the_o custom_n of_o the_o jew_n the_o disciple_n come_v to_o jesus_n see_v it_o be_v the_o time_n of_o the_o feast_n and_o that_o their_o master_n have_v no_o rest_a place_n of_o his_o own_o where_o he_o may_v lay_v his_o head_n and_o say_v unto_o he_o where_o will_v thou_o that_o we_o prepare_v for_o thou_o to_o eat_v the_o paschall_n lamb_n teach_v i_o here_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n by_o thy_o example_n so_o to_o live_v in_o the_o world_n that_o i_o may_v be_v prepare_v every_o day_n to_o leave_v the_o world_n esteem_v myself_o as_o a_o pilgrim_n still_o travel_v and_o every_o day_n remove_v &_o not_o to_o build_v my_o palace_n of_o pleasure_n here_o in_o this_o transitory_a world_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v uncertain_a subject_a every_o moment_n to_o misery_n change_n and_o mutability_n let_v neither_o the_o pleasant_a bait_n of_o prosperity_n nor_o the_o bitter_a brunt_n of_o adversity_n hinder_v i_o in_o my_o journey_n while_o i_o travail_v towards_o the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n let_v thy_o humility_n be_v my_o great_a honour_n in_o time_n of_o prosperity_n let_v thy_o poverty_n be_v my_o chief_a riches_n in_o time_n of_o adversity_n and_o let_v thy_o patience_n be_v my_o only_a comfort_n in_o the_o sorrowful_a day_n of_o affliction_n let_v thy_o quiet_a contentment_n calm_v the_o tumult_n of_o my_o grudge_a mind_n and_o bar_v out_o all_o repine_a thought_n see_v thou_o the_o lord_n of_o all_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o cottage_n to_o cover_v thy_o head_n from_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n or_o to_o shadow_v thy_o face_n from_o the_o beam_n of_o the_o sun_n but_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n although_o thou_o be_v poor_a in_o respect_n of_o thy_o humanity_n that_o thy_o poverty_n may_v be_v our_o consolation_n in_o time_n of_o our_o distress_n and_o to_o teach_v we_o to_o bear_v with_o patience_n the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o our_o affliction_n yet_o thou_o do_v show_v the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o divinity_n to_o thy_o disciple_n when_o they_o see_v that_o perform_v indeed_o which_o thou_o have_v tell_v they_o in_o word_n when_o they_o meet_v with_o the_o man_n in_o the_o city_n a_o mere_a stranger_n unto_o they_o who_o heart_n thou_o have_v prepare_v to_o make_v provision_n for_o thou_o and_o thy_o disciple_n to_o celebrate_v the_o feast_n of_o the_o paschall_n lamb_n oh_o happy_a man_n who_o thou_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o choose_v for_o thy_o host_n oh_o bless_a house_n prepare_v to_o receive_v such_o a_o guest_n send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n my_o loving_a saviour_n as_o a_o harbinger_n to_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thou_o in_o my_o heart_n and_o so_o furnish_v my_o mind_n with_o thy_o heavenly_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o give_v thou_o such_o entertainment_n that_o thou_o may_v like_v and_o love_v to_o dwell_v with_o i_o for_o ever_o now_o when_o the_o table_n be_v prepare_v the_o paschall_n lamb_n make_v ready_a with_o other_o necessary_n at_o evening_n jesus_n come_v thither_o with_o his_o disciple_n and_o when_o the_o hour_n be_v come_v he_o sit_v down_o to_o the_o table_n oh_o happy_a feast_n bless_a be_v they_o my_o loving_a saviour_n which_o sit_v down_o to_o meat_n at_o thy_o supper_n most_o happy_a and_o bless_a be_v they_o oh_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o be_v so_o dear_o belove_v of_o thou_o and_o so_o high_o honour_v by_o thou_o as_o to_o be_v make_v worthy_a to_o sit_v at_o thy_o table_n thou_o will_v give_v they_o everlasting_a food_n for_o their_o meat_n and_o water_n of_o life_n for_o their_o drink_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o bountiful_a feast_n they_o shall_v never_o know_v any_o hunger_n nor_o feel_v any_o thirst_n grant_v i_o oh_o bountiful_a lord_n to_o taste_v of_o that_o heavenly_a food_n and_o to_o drink_v my_o fill_n of_o that_o celestial_a water_n so_o that_o my_o body_n may_v be_v thy_o holy_a temple_n and_o my_o soul_n thy_o everlasting_a habitation_n behold_v oh_o my_o soul_n how_o thy_o love_a jesus_n sit_v among_o his_o disciple_n a_o meek_a lamb_n among_o meek_a sheep_n except_o cruel_a judas_n who_o although_o he_o be_v a_o devour_a wolf_n sit_v down_o to_o the_o table_n in_o their_o holy_a society_n oh_o most_o holy_a society_n of_o thou_o and_o thy_o faithful_a disciple_n oh_o most_o glorious_a company_n of_o all_o but_o one_o who_o
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v 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a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o 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life_n be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o the_o curse_n it_o be_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o have_v inflame_v thy_o age_a heart_n with_o courage_n thou_o can_v not_o hold_v thy_o hand_n when_o thou_o do_v see_v thy_o belove_a master_n so_o violent_o apprehend_v so_o currish_o handle_v and_o hale_v to_o the_o slaughter_n for_o whosoever_o my_o loving_a saviour_n have_v his_o heart_n knit_v unto_o thou_o with_o band_n of_o true_a love_n he_o dread_v no_o danger_n for_o thy_o sake_n but_o will_v be_v more_o willing_a to_o forgo_v his_o life_n then_o to_o leave_v his_o true_a love_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o desire_v my_o loving_a jesus_n nay_o thou_o do_v not_o allow_v that_o peter_n shall_v show_v his_o manhood_n or_o
attempt_v by_o any_o force_n to_o rescue_v thou_o out_o of_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o cruel_a foe_n thou_o do_v disclose_v unto_o thy_o faithful_a disciple_n the_o dangerous_a day_n that_o be_v to_o come_v and_o tell_v they_o of_o the_o bitter_a affliction_n which_o be_v to_o ensue_v and_o that_o they_o shall_v be_v like_o sheep_n scatter_v without_o a_o shepherd_n but_o it_o be_v not_o that_o they_o shall_v arm_v their_o body_n with_o weapon_n but_o their_o head_n and_o soul_n with_o patience_n so_o indeed_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o apostle_n be_v full_a of_o zeal_n but_o yet_o it_o be_v barren_a &_o void_a of_o knowledge_n who_o have_v be_v often_o forewarn_v that_o thou_o shall_v suffer_v a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n to_o fulfil_v the_o scripture_n and_o do_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o father_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n so_o inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o may_v free_o confess_v it_o with_o my_o mouth_n and_o so_o perform_v it_o with_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v not_o only_o be_v prepare_v to_o loose_v my_o liberty_n but_o to_o forgo_v my_o life_n for_o the_o name_n of_o my_o lord_n jesus_n who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n take_v and_o bind_v be_v lead_v to_o anna_n his_o house_n where_o he_o be_v buffet_v and_o how_o all_o his_o disciple_n fie_v from_o he_o john_n 18.13_o med_n viii_o to_o 18.15_o to_o joh._n 18.15_o anna_n first_o be_v christ_n in_o 18.12.20_o in_o io._n 18.12.20_o fetter_n lead_v from_o thence_o to_o 18.24_o to_o john_n 18.24_o caiaphas_n where_o he_o beat_v be_v and_o 18.22_o and_o mat._n 26.67_o mark_v 18.22_o scourge_v and_o mock_v spit_v on_o and_o almost_o dead_a all_o which_o h'endure_v to_o bring_v we_o unto_o bliss_n so_o soon_o as_o false-hearted_a judas_n have_v salute_v his_o faithful_a master_n jesus_n with_o a_o deadly_a kiss_n the_o hard-hearted_a soldier_n lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o my_o kind_a saviour_n and_o do_v cruel_o bind_v he_o 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contumelious_a word_n what_o be_v the_o outrageous_a deed_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v of_o those_o dogged_a soldier_n when_o they_o have_v lay_v their_o torment_a hand_n upon_o thou_o for_o true_o the_o wicked_a rose_n up_o against_o thou_o and_o the_o synagogue_n of_o the_o mighty_a they_o seek_v thy_o life_n and_o set_v not_o god_n before_o their_o eye_n they_o compass_v thou_o about_o like_o bee_n and_o burn_v with_o fury_n against_o thou_o like_o fire_n among_o the_o thorn_n oh_o let_v some_o spectacle_n of_o their_o barbarous_a cruelty_n be_v present_v unto_o i_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v wax_v dim_a with_o weep_v that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n &_o all_o my_o sense_n afflict_v with_o mourning_n for_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v tell_v i_o that_o my_o sin_n be_v as_o fuel_n to_o kindle_v their_o rage_n and_o my_o iniquity_n like_o wood_n to_o maintain_v the_o fire_n of_o their_o fury_n behold_v oh_o my_o soul_n with_o attentive_a devotion_n of_o mind_n and_o with_o store_n of_o tear_n flow_v from_o thy_o eye_n how_o furious_o they_o rush_v upon_o thy_o love_a saviour_n and_o how_o cruel_o with_o their_o bloody_a hand_n they_o torture_v and_o vex_v his_o bless_a body_n one_o tug_v he_o by_o his_o garment_n another_o hail_v he_o by_o the_o arm_n one_o take_v hold_v of_o his_o neck_n another_o pull_v he_o by_o the_o hair_n and_o lest_o he_o shall_v get_v from_o they_o they_o bind_v he_o and_o drag_v he_o like_o a_o untamed_a bull_n to_o the_o shambles_n oh_o most_o meek_a lamb_n oh_o most_o mild_a sheep_n how_o currishlie_o how_o cruel_o be_v thou_o handle_v like_o a_o wicked_a thief_n yea_o be_v ever_o any_o common_a thief_n so_o inhumane_o and_o shameful_o use_v although_o his_o life_n be_v odious_a and_o his_o deed_n never_o so_o desperate_a some_o hale_v he_o on_o this_o side_n some_o thrust_v he_o on_o that_o side_n some_o buffet_n he_o on_o the_o face_n other_o thump_v he_o on_o the_o back_n after_o they_o have_v revile_v and_o rail_v against_o he_o with_o most_o opprobrious_a word_n they_o pass_v from_o devilish_a word_n to_o deadly_a blow_n so_o that_o they_o never_o cease_v by_o word_n nor_o deed_n to_o grieve_v and_o vex_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n but_o employ_v all_o the_o faculty_n of_o their_o mind_n and_o all_o the_o force_n of_o their_o body_n to_o do_v he_o all_o hurt_n who_o never_o mean_v they_o any_o harm_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o tell_v thou_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n one_o half_a of_o the_o odious_a word_n nor_o one_o moiety_n of_o the_o horrible_a deed_n which_o those_o damn_a wretch_n use_v against_o thy_o harmless_a and_o love_a saviour_n my_o tongue_n do_v falter_v for_o grief_n and_o my_o speech_n do_v fail_v i_o for_o sorrow_n for_o all_o of_o they_o bitter_o curse_v he_o and_o cruel_o beat_v he_o void_a of_o all_o mercy_n and_o rage_v with_o hellish_a fury_n they_o hale_v he_o like_o a_o most_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o among_o all_o that_o curse_a crew_n there_o be_v none_o so_o softhearted_a that_o either_o will_v pity_v the_o woeful_a case_n or_o speak_v in_o the_o cause_n of_o my_o gracious_a lord_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n have_v be_v water_v with_o tear_n and_o my_o heart_n have_v be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n to_o have_v see_v my_o merciful_a jesus_n so_o unmercifullie_o abuse_v so_o ignominious_o and_o hatefullie_o misuse_v while_o they_o hurry_v he_o in_o their_o madness_n and_o hale_v he_o in_o their_o fury_n towards_o jerusalem_n who_o go_v as_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n among_o a_o company_n of_o devour_a wolf_n not_o once_o open_v his_o mouth_n to_o reprove_v they_o for_o their_o barbarous_a cruelty_n but_o do_v willing_o sustain_v the_o extremity_n of_o their_o malice_n with_o a_o patient_a mind_n sometime_o hale_v by_o one_o and_o sometime_o thrust_v forward_o by_o another_o think_v the_o time_n long_o till_o they_o may_v bring_v he_o where_o they_o will_v have_v he_o so_o greedy_a be_v their_o desire_n to_o do_v a_o bad_a deed_n and_o they_o make_v such_o post-haste_a to_o hasten_v the_o death_n of_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v what_o have_v thou_o deserve_v that_o thou_o shall_v endure_v the_o sting_n of_o their_o malice_n and_o abide_v the_o tempest_n of_o their_o madness_n very_o my_o lord_n thou_o do_v never_o offend_v they_o in_o thought_n but_o thy_o exceed_a love_n do_v move_v thou_o to_o suffer_v all_o thing_n with_o patience_n that_o thou_o may_v redeem_v i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n &_o all_o other_o that_o with_o a_o contrite_a hart_n &_o a_o break_a spirit_n sue_v unto_o thou_o for_o grace_n have_v a_o assure_a hope_n in_o thy_o bless_a word_n and_o confident_o believe_v in_o thy_o gracious_a promise_n i_o be_o that_o woeful_a man_n which_o have_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o thy_o torment_n and_o the_o cause_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n the_o wicked_a man_n have_v sin_v and_o the_o righteous_a be_v punish_v the_o guilty_a have_v trespass_v and_o the_o innocent_a be_v torment_v the_o ungodly_a have_v offend_v and_o the_o godly_a man_n be_v condemn_v oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n i_o have_v eat_v a_o sour_a grape_n and_o thy_o tooth_n be_v set_v on_o edge_n i_o have_v commit_v the_o trespass_n and_o thou_o have_v suffer_v the_o punishment_n blush_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n for_o shame_n smite_v thy_o heart_n for_o sorrow_n let_v thy_o eye_n be_v dissolve_v into_o tear_n and_o sacrifice_v thyself_o upon_o the_o altar_n of_o true_a repentance_n because_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o forgetful_o ungrateful_a towards_o thy_o love_a jesus_n for_o his_o marvelous_a kindness_n and_o so_o excessive_o unmindful_a of_o his_o excellent_a love_n oh_o my_o good_a jesu_n what_o shall_v
i_o render_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o great_a bounty_n what_o shall_v i_o yield_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n i_o have_v nothing_o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o poverty_n i_o acknowledge_v my_o needy_a necessity_n i_o have_v confess_v my_o most_o heinous_a sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n before_o thy_o face_n i_o have_v not_o hide_v my_o unrighteousness_n out_o of_o thy_o sight_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a lord_n supply_v that_o by_o thy_o infinite_a liberality_n which_o be_v want_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o vile_a ingratitude_n and_o thou_o which_o be_v only_a able_a create_v a_o thankful_a heart_n in_o i_o thy_o poor_a unworthy_a servant_n that_o it_o may_v evermore_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o still_o be_v joyful_a with_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n meditate_v a_o while_n how_o sudden_a fear_n have_v quail_v the_o love_n of_o the_o disciple_n of_o my_o distress_a saviour_n for_o be_v terrify_v with_o his_o unexpected_a and_o cruel_a apprehension_n and_o dread_v their_o own_o danger_n they_o flee_v away_o leave_v their_o lord_n and_o belove_a master_n mark_n 14.50_o then_o thou_o may_v true_o say_v oh_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n they_o which_o see_v i_o flee_v from_o i_o i_o be_o forget_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n out_o of_o mind_n and_o again_o thou_o have_v put_v my_o friend_n my_o neighbour_n and_o acquaintance_n far_o from_o i_o also_o that_o be_v verify_v which_o the_o prophet_n have_v foretell_v all_o my_o friend_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o they_o that_o lie_v in_o wait_n have_v prevail_v against_o i_o he_o who_o i_o love_v have_v betray_v i_o for_o so_o be_v thou_o leave_v alone_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o they_o which_o be_v near_o unto_o thou_o make_v haste_n to_o be_v go_v and_o will_v tarry_v no_o long_o with_o thou_o consider_v further_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n fly_v for_o fear_n and_o lament_v with_o sorrow_n when_o they_o see_v their_o most_o belove_a master_n traitorous_o betray_v ignominious_o abuse_v and_o lead_v like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o shambles_n attend_v to_o their_o sigh_v and_o groan_v to_o their_o weep_a and_o moan_v for_o loath_a they_o be_v to_o leave_v so_o love_v and_o so_o well_o belove_v a_o master_n but_o why_o shall_v fear_v of_o danger_n have_v be_v so_o violent_a or_o dread_a of_o death_n so_o strong_a as_o to_o pull_v they_o from_o so_o dear_a a_o friend_n they_o profess_v they_o will_v remain_v constant_a and_o that_o no_o affliction_n shall_v abate_v their_o courage_n but_o their_o word_n prove_v no_o deed_n and_o all_o be_v but_o vain_a presumption_n self-love_n of_o their_o own_o security_n make_v they_o forsake_v their_o distress_a master_n in_o his_o captivity_n but_o tell_v i_o bold-hearted_n peter_n why_o do_v thou_o like_o a_o coward_n forsake_v thy_o faithful_a master_n do_v thou_o profess_v so_o much_o and_o perform_v so_o little_a be_v thy_o manhood_n so_o soon_o quail_v when_o thou_o be_v put_v to_o thy_o trial_n i_o know_v thou_o do_v show_v some_o sign_n of_o courage_n and_o thou_o begin_v to_o play_v the_o man_n when_o thy_o master_n be_v first_o apprehend_v but_o it_o be_v but_o do_v in_o a_o fit_a of_o thy_o anger_n and_o thy_o heat_n be_v soon_o cool_v thy_o promise_n great_a and_o thy_o performance_n little_a when_o thou_o be_v in_o mount_n tabor_n and_o see_v but_o some_o beam_n yea_o rather_o some_o sparkle_n of_o the_o eternal_a glory_n of_o thy_o bless_a master_n than_o thy_o sense_n be_v so_o ravish_v and_o thy_o mind_n so_o amaze_v that_o thou_o do_v cry_v out_o bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la mat._n 17.1_o mark_v 9.2_o luke_n 9.28_o it_o be_v good_a to_o be_v here_o let_v we_o build_v three_o tabernacle_n but_o now_o thou_o do_v not_o say_v bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la it_o be_v good_a to_o tarry_v here_o with_o my_o poor_a disgrace_a master_n say_v thou_o do_v love_v thy_o master_n well_o yet_o it_o appear_v thou_o do_v love_v thyself_o better_o oh_o why_o do_v thou_o make_v such_o a_o vain_a ostentation_n of_o thy_o courage_n and_o yet_o afterward_o show_v thyself_o such_o a_o coward_n but_o take_v heed_n oh_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o so_o vehement_o inveigh_v against_o fainthearted_a peter_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o fearful_a fellow_n that_o thou_o forget_v thyself_o and_o pass_v by_o thy_o own_o infirmity_n we_o all_o love_n christ_n when_o our_o cup_n may_v overflow_v with_o wine_n and_o our_o belly_n be_v fill_v with_o the_o fine_a wheat_n but_o the_o heat_n of_o our_o love_n be_v quick_o cool_v if_o but_o a_o small_a blast_n of_o stormy_a persecution_n do_v bluster_n against_o us._n we_o all_o desire_n to_o dwell_v with_o he_o as_o do_v ravish_v peter_n when_o his_o eye_n be_v dazzle_v with_o the_o beam_n of_o his_o glory_n appear_v unto_o he_o on_o mount_n tabor_n but_o all_o of_o we_o fly_v from_o he_o or_o follow_v he_o a-loofe-off_a when_o we_o see_v he_o go_v to_o golgotha_n we_o dare_v presume_v to_o say_v with_o forward_a peter_n lord_n if_o all_o leave_v thou_o i_o will_v not_o forsake_v thou_o mat._n 26.33_o mark_n 14.29_o john_n 13.37_o but_o alas_o when_o we_o come_v to_o the_o trial_n we_o be_v ready_a to_o fly_v and_o leave_v the_o field_n at_o the_o first_o alarm_n we_o can_v all_o be_v content_a to_o eat_v pleasant_a honey_n and_o to_o feed_v ourselves_o with_o sweet_a milk_n but_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o murmur_a and_o our_o heart_n with_o grudge_a the_o time_n be_v long_o and_o the_o journey_n tedious_a while_o we_o travel_v in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o this_o world_n towards_o heavenly_a canaan_n exod._n 17.2_o alas_o be_v the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n so_o fearful_a at_o the_o first_o encounter_n who_o have_v be_v so_o often_o foretell_v of_o that_o day_n and_o have_v be_v so_o well_o instruct_v by_o their_o love_a master_n to_o arm_v themselves_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o affliction_n then_o how_o can_v i_o poor_a worm_n boast_v of_o my_o strength_n and_o vaunt_v of_o my_o manly_a courage_n how_o shall_v i_o hold_v out_o unto_o the_o end_n when_o such_o stout_a soldier_n begin_v to_o shrink_v at_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o battle_n i_o know_v my_o own_o imbecility_n my_o powerful_a lord_n i_o confess_v my_o infirmity_n i_o feel_v my_o heart_n quake_v and_o i_o perceive_v my_o courage_n to_o quail_v so_o soon_o as_o i_o see_v but_o a_o dark_a cloud_n of_o affliction_n and_o stand_v in_o dread_n of_o every_o storm_n of_o persecution_n strengthen_v my_o heart_n oh_o lord_n with_o christian_a fortitude_n that_o my_o mind_n may_v not_o be_v dismay_v with_o fear_n nor_o my_o sense_n drown_v with_o the_o stream_n of_o immoderate_a sorrow_n whensoever_o i_o must_v drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a water_n of_o affliction_n for_o the_o profession_n of_o thy_o name_n or_o feel_v the_o prick_a thorn_n of_o persecution_n in_o my_o side_n for_o the_o confession_n of_o thy_o truth_n teach_v i_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o to_o follow_v thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v ashamed_a of_o this_o noble_a badge_n of_o true_a christianity_n instruct_v i_o to_o know_v that_o affliction_n be_v the_o lot_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v have_v their_o faith_n try_v in_o the_o fiery_a furnace_n and_o grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n such_o a_o plentiful_a measure_n of_o thy_o quicken_a grace_n that_o although_o my_o frail_a flesh_n begin_v to_o tremble_v and_o my_o weak_a heart_n to_o faint_v at_o the_o first_o assault_n of_o danger_n and_o i_o seek_v a_o corner_n to_o hide_v my_o head_n in_o in_o the_o time_n of_o trouble_n yet_o that_o i_o may_v not_o fly_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o but_o that_o i_o may_v quick_o return_v to_o thou_o as_o peter_n and_o john_n do_v who_o love_v and_o be_v so_o dear_o belove_v of_o thou_o and_o as_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o disciple_n do_v after_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o in_o the_o sorrowful_a time_n of_o calamity_n trouble_n and_o persecution_n so_o mitigate_v the_o dolour_n of_o my_o passion_n that_o i_o may_v endure_v all_o extremity_n with_o christian_a patience_n know_v that_o all_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o world_n be_v but_o momentary_a and_o that_o the_o joy_n prepare_v for_o the_o faithful_a after_o this_o life_n be_v innumerable_a and_o shall_v endure_v eternal_o now_o let_v we_o leave_v the_o sorrowful_a disciple_n and_o come_v to_o our_o love_a jesus_n who_o be_v bind_v be_v present_v to_o annas_n by_o the_o wicked_a jew_n who_o examine_v he_o concern_v his_o disciple_n and_o concern_v his_o doctrine_n joh._n 18.19_o and_o although_o the_o humility_n of_o my_o saviour_n be_v great_a and_o his_o modesty_n no_o
do_v not_o know_v his_o own_o imbecility_n his_o eye_n be_v blind_v that_o he_o can_v not_o see_v his_o own_o infirmity_n the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a he_o begin_v to_o show_v some_o courage_n when_o he_o draw_v his_o sword_n and_o cut_v of_o malchus_n his_o ear_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v soon_o abate_v and_o he_o flee_v from_o his_o master_n when_o he_o see_v he_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o surprise_v by_o his_o cruel_a foe_n and_o albeit_o he_o be_v so_o bold_a spirit_v then_o that_o he_o dare_v resist_v a_o multitude_n of_o man_n yet_o he_o be_v so_o timorous_a now_o that_o be_v terrify_v with_o the_o voice_n of_o a_o maid_n he_o do_v renounce_v his_o gracious_a lord_n and_o flat_o deny_v his_o love_a master_n so_o soon_o be_v his_o boast_a word_n turn_v into_o cowardly_a deed_n &_o the_o profess_a constancy_n of_o his_o love_n find_v most_o inconstant_a in_o the_o day_n of_o trial_n so_o we_o may_v note_v that_o peter_n presume_v he_o be_v able_a to_o have_v do_v great_a exploit_n while_o he_o be_v with_o jesus_n but_o we_o see_v the_o vigour_n of_o his_o courage_n be_v soon_o diminish_v and_o the_o heat_n of_o his_o love_n cool_v when_o he_o be_v separate_v from_o his_o lord_n jesus_n so_o long_o as_o he_o do_v enjoy_v peaceable_o his_o bless_a society_n so_o long_o he_o dread_v no_o danger_n he_o live_v in_o security_n in_o time_n of_o peace_n he_o think_v of_o no_o war_n in_o time_n of_o calm_a weather_n he_o fear_v no_o sudden_a storm_n but_o when_o he_o enter_v into_o the_o house_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n where_o he_o see_v his_o poor_a master_n spiteful_o deride_v mock_v and_o cruel_o scourge_v than_o his_o courage_n be_v cool_v his_o haughty_a word_n prove_v no_o deed_n and_o he_o become_v a_o stark_a coward_n learn_v thou_o also_o oh_o my_o soul_n by_o the_o example_n of_o peter_n to_o love_v thy_o lord_n jesus_n but_o so_o to_o love_v he_o that_o no_o affliction_n or_o calamity_n may_v compel_v thou_o to_o leave_v he_o but_o say_v with_o the_o apostle_n who_o shall_v separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n shall_v tribulation_n or_o anguish_n shall_v persecution_n or_o hunger_n i_o be_o ready_a not_o only_o to_o be_v bind_v but_o also_o to_o die_v in_o jerusalem_n for_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n learn_v likewise_o by_o the_o example_n of_o peter_n not_o fond_o to_o vaunt_v of_o thy_o own_o courage_n or_o to_o boast_v of_o thy_o strength_n let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o fall_n be_v as_o a_o bridle_n to_o restrain_v thou_o from_o run_v headlong_o into_o the_o like_a fault_n say_v not_o in_o the_o prosperous_a time_n of_o thy_o abundance_n when_o all_o thing_n succeed_v happy_o according_a to_o thy_o wish_n and_o nothing_o fall_v out_o contrary_a to_o thy_o desire_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v move_v lest_o afterward_o thou_o be_v constrain_v to_o change_v thy_o note_n weep_v with_o bitter_a tear_n for_o thy_o folly_n and_o lament_v for_o thy_o presumption_n with_o sorrowful_a sigh_n say_v thou_o do_v turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o and_o i_o be_v trouble_v teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o know_v my_o own_o weakness_n open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o frailty_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o fickleness_n of_o my_o mind_n when_o any_o cloud_n of_o persecution_n do_v appear_v over_o my_o head_n or_o any_o dread_n of_o future_a affliction_n trouble_v my_o heart_n i_o often_o presume_v with_o peter_n that_o i_o can_v go_v to_o prison_n with_o thou_o abide_v any_o torment_n for_o thy_o sake_n yea_o lose_v my_o life_n for_o thy_o love_n my_o love_a saviour_n but_o alas_o i_o see_v by_o the_o frailty_n of_o thy_o belove_a disciple_n that_o i_o shall_v prove_v but_o a_o dastard_a when_o i_o come_v to_o fight_v thy_o battle_n and_o begin_v to_o seek_v some_o coverture_n to_o hide_v my_o head_n from_o danger_n for_o how_o can_v i_o boast_v of_o my_o valour_n or_o brag_v of_o my_o manhood_n when_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o stout_a soldier_n who_o have_v be_v so_o long_o train_v up_o under_o thou_o and_o have_v receive_v so_o many_o encouragement_n by_o thou_o begin_v to_o faint_v at_o the_o word_n of_o so_o weak_a a_o enemy_n that_o he_o do_v deny_v the_o service_n of_o so_o good_a a_o master_n only_o for_o fear_n before_o he_o feel_v the_o bitterness_n of_o affliction_n what_o be_v man_n that_o he_o may_v boast_v of_o his_o strength_n or_o be_v proud_a of_o his_o virtue_n when_o the_o best_a be_v so_o unable_a to_o perform_v a_o good_a action_n that_o he_o be_v altogether_o unable_a to_o conceive_v a_o good_a motion_n lighten_v thou_o oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n my_o dark_a and_o obscure_a understanding_n that_o i_o may_v not_o fond_o run_v into_o the_o snare_n of_o temptation_n through_o a_o vain_a confidence_n of_o my_o own_o power_n or_o through_o a_o fond_a presumption_n of_o my_o own_o strength_n see_v i_o be_o so_o weak_a that_o i_o can_v conceive_v any_o good_a thought_n in_o my_o heart_n nor_o do_v any_o good_a deed_n with_o my_o hand_n unless_o thy_o divine_a grace_n do_v govern_v my_o affection_n and_o direct_v the_o course_n of_o my_o action_n but_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a saviour_n although_o the_o allurement_n of_o the_o flatter_a world_n shall_v so_o entice_v i_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o wanton_a flesh_n so_o overcome_v i_o and_o the_o fear_n of_o persecution_n so_o terrify_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o thy_o livery_n and_o deny_v so_o gracious_a a_o lord_n yet_o vouchsafe_v oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n to_o turn_v thy_o favourable_a eye_n towards_o i_o that_o my_o faith_n may_v not_o utter_o fail_v though_o it_o begin_v to_o quail_v and_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o leave_v i_o when_o i_o begin_v to_o shrink_v from_o thou_o oh_o let_v i_o not_o presume_v of_o thy_o love_n nor_o despair_n of_o thy_o mercy_n let_v remembrance_n of_o thy_o word_n wound_v my_o heart_n and_o awake_v my_o sleepy_a conscience_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v cast_v down_o with_o true_a sorrow_n and_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v yea_o weep_v bitter_o with_o sorrowful_a peter_n luk._n 22.62_o for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o comfortable_a mercy_n and_o obtain_v remission_n of_o my_o grievous_a transgression_n by_o true_a repentance_n as_o he_o do_v thou_o have_v leave_v this_o example_n of_o the_o fall_n of_o thy_o love_a disciple_n record_v in_o thy_o holy_a word_n not_o to_o animate_v we_o to_o commit_v the_o sin_n of_o presumption_n but_o to_o comfort_v we_o that_o we_o run_v not_o into_o the_o pit_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n when_o we_o be_v overtake_v with_o the_o like_a fault_n and_o have_v commit_v the_o like_a folly_n therefore_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n so_o to_o presume_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v always_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o thy_o justice_n i_o be_o not_o assure_v that_o thou_o will_v turn_v thy_o eye_n towards_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v towards_o he_o so_o that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v smite_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n stream_n forth_o bitter_a tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v receive_v i_o into_o thy_o bless_a service_n again_o as_o thou_o do_v he_o after_o i_o have_v deny_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o master_n it_o be_v thy_o free_a mercy_n to_o afford_v unto_o he_o such_o a_o unspeakable_a grace_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a love_n he_o can_v plead_v no_o worthiness_n of_o word_n nor_o merit_n of_o work_n to_o deserve_v thy_o favour_n but_o oh_o most_o gracious_a lord_n if_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v at_o any_o time_n tell_v i_o that_o i_o have_v or_o do_v commit_v the_o same_o offence_n yet_o vouchsafe_v that_o i_o may_v resort_v to_o the_o everlasting_a fountain_n of_o thy_o plentiful_a mercy_n that_o there_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n may_v be_v refresh_v with_o the_o sweet_a water_n of_o comfort_n so_o that_o it_o may_v neither_o be_v drown_v in_o the_o sea_n of_o excessive_a sorrow_n nor_o wound_v with_o the_o dart_n of_o cureless_a despair_n now_o consider_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o place_n where_o peter_n be_v and_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o people_n who_o be_v with_o he_o when_o he_o make_v such_o a_o fearful_a defection_n from_o his_o gracious_a lord_n and_o fail_v in_o his_o love_n towards_o his_o kind_n and_o love_a master_n he_o be_v in_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n who_o sit_v in_o counsel_n with_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharise_n against_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o anointed_n among_o a_o wicked_a crew_n of_o these_o cruel_a minister_n who_o mind_n be_v incense_v with_o fury_n and_o hand_n arm_v with_o cruelty_n to_o
look_v upon_o my_o miserable_a woeful_a and_o distress_a estate_n with_o thy_o eye_n of_o pity_n be_v willing_a to_o be_v scourge_v for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n and_o be_v innocent_a to_o suffer_v for_o my_o offence_n that_o the_o stream_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n may_v wash_v away_o the_o filthy_a stain_n of_o my_o heinous_a sin_n alas_o how_o be_v the_o wonderful_a glory_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n of_o thy_o superexcellent_a beauty_n decay_v how_o be_v the_o graceful_a decency_n of_o thy_o amiable_a feature_n diminish_v and_o how_o much_o be_v the_o delightful_a comeliness_n of_o thy_o most_o sacred_a body_n disgrace_v oh_o let_v my_o eye_n send_v forth_o a_o sea_n of_o tear_n and_o let_v my_o perplex_a heart_n break_v into_o piece_n with_o exceed_a sorrow_n to_o see_v my_o belove_a saviour_n stain_v with_o his_o own_o blood_n and_o leopardlike_a bespot_v with_o deformity_n who_o do_v far_o excel_v all_o the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o his_o glorious_a beauty_n now_o thou_o see_v oh_n my_o soul_n how_o the_o snow-white_a skin_n of_o the_o body_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v change_v into_o a_o bloody_a tincture_n thou_o may_v see_v and_o sigh_v when_o thou_o see_v how_o his_o tender_a flesh_n be_v make_v black_a and_o blue_a with_o the_o cruel_a blow_n which_o cruel_a tormentor_n inflict_v upon_o he_o who_o stony_a heart_n have_v no_o sense_n of_o his_o grievous_a pain_n when_o they_o see_v with_o their_o eye_n and_o yet_o alas_o they_o will_v not_o pity_v his_o woeful_a case_n how_o the_o blood_n run_v out_o of_o his_o vein_n as_o water_n flow_v out_o of_o a_o fountain_n mourn_v and_o lament_v oh_o my_o soul_n send_v forth_o deep_a groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n at_o so_o pitiful_a a_o sight_n for_o now_o thou_o can_v not_o say_v my_o belove_a be_v white_a and_o ruddy_a cant._n 1.14_o as_o sometime_o thou_o may_v but_o rather_o say_v my_o belove_a be_v black_a and_o blue_a his_o precious_a blood_n gush_v out_o of_o his_o vein_n and_o his_o tender_a flesh_n mangle_v with_o grievous_a wound_n who_o be_v so_o cruel_o mind_v and_o so_o stony-hearted_a which_o can_v be_v move_v to_o shed_v plentiful_a tear_n when_o he_o view_v my_o sweet_a saviour_n jesus_n so_o savage_o abuse_v without_o any_o pity_n and_o so_o spiteful_o taunt_v and_o malicious_o torment_v without_o any_o mercy_n now_o when_o those_o curse_a tormentor_n have_v almost_o tire_v their_o hand_n but_o yet_o not_o tame_v the_o cruelty_n of_o their_o heart_n they_o clothe_v he_o with_o a_o vesture_n of_o purple_a colour_n set_v a_o crown_n of_o sharp_a thorn_n on_o his_o head_n and_o put_v a_o reed_n for_o a_o sceptre_n into_o his_o hand_n calling_z he_o king_n in_o derision_n with_o their_o blasphemous_a mouth_n who_o they_o account_v more_o base_a than_o the_o mean_a abject_a in_o all_o the_o world_n mat._n 27.2_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o thou_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n to_o keep_v back_o the_o tide_n of_o thy_o stream_a tear_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v 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god_n omnipotent_a which_o be_v his_o eternal_a father_n who_o can_v not_o shut_v thy_o eye_n of_o compassion_n from_o thy_o afflict_a son_n comfort_v i_o his_o sorrowful_a mother_n thou_o see_v the_o wound_n of_o his_o body_n thou_o know_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o because_o thou_o be_v a_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o a_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n look_v down_o upon_o i_o out_o of_o thy_o holy_a sanctuary_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v prove_v i_o to_o be_v thy_o faithful_a handmaid_n so_o let_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o fatherly_a love_n temper_v the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o grief_n that_o although_o i_o be_v deprive_v from_o the_o humane_a society_n of_o my_o son_n yet_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o providence_n may_v still_o overshadow_v i_o and_o thy_o omnipotent_a arm_n safe_o protect_v i_o but_o as_o the_o virgin_n marie_n do_v bewail_v the_o cruel_a and_o bloody_a death_n of_o her_o innocent_a son_n so_o marry_o magdalene_n with_o many_o tear_n gush_v out_o of_o 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hair_n of_o my_o head_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o sufficient_o bewail_v the_o innocent_a death_n of_o my_o love_a jesus_n how_o do_v my_o heart_n faint_a with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o sense_n fail_v i_o for_o grief_n when_o i_o see_v the_o torment_n of_o his_o body_n and_o when_o i_o think_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o soul_n but_o alas_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v stop_v the_o passage_n of_o my_o word_n my_o speech_n fail_v and_o my_o voice_n faint_v for_o grief_n now_o thou_o have_v hear_v my_o sorrowful_a soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n marie_n as_o a_o kind_a mother_n sorrow_v for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o dear_a son_n and_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o marie_n magdalene_n sigh_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o so_o love_a and_o kind_a a_o master_n cease_v not_o thou_o to_o shed_v tear_n with_o thy_o weep_a eye_n and_o to_o sob_v with_o a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n for_o the_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n of_o thy_o love_a saviour_n who_o die_v for_o 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groan_v under_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o our_o sin_n impose_v upon_o thy_o innocent_a shoulder_n indeed_o our_o heinous_a sin_n our_o horrible_a transgression_n move_v false-hearted_a judas_n to_o betray_v thou_o and_o induce_v the_o stubborne-minded_n jew_n to_o reject_v thou_o they_o make_v thy_o disciple_n to_o fly_v for_o fear_n and_o to_o leave_v their_o love_a master_n in_o time_n of_o danger_n they_o compel_v thy_o head_n to_o be_v crown_v with_o prick_a thorn_n thy_o face_n to_o be_v defile_v with_o spittle_n thy_o body_n to_o be_v scourge_v with_o whip_n they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o nail_v thy_o foot_n they_o be_v the_o hammer_n and_o nail_n that_o fasten_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n these_o cause_v thy_o father_n to_o punish_v thou_o with_o the_o severity_n of_o his_o justice_n that_o thou_o be_v innocent_a may_v make_v satisfaction_n for_o our_o trespass_n suffer_v a_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o to_o deliver_v our_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o eternal_a destruction_n these_o make_v thy_o love_a father_n seem_v to_o withdraw_v his_o cheerful_a countenance_n from_o thou_o because_o thou_o do_v appear_v so_o deform_v to_o his_o eye_n and_o ugly_a in_o his_o sight_n have_v put_v on_o the_o filthy_a rag_n of_o our_o iniquity_n although_o he_o do_v always_o love_v thou_o and_o can_v never_o leave_v thou_o be_v always_o beautiful_a with_o the_o true_a ornament_n of_o thy_o own_o integrity_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n water_v my_o bed_n with_o flow_a tear_n and_o my_o heart_n labour_n with_o continual_a groan_n to_o weep_v for_o the_o cruelty_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o lament_v for_o the_o tyranny_n of_o my_o transgression_n which_o be_v such_o cruel_a tormentor_n to_o
shall_v all_o my_o sense_n be_v afflict_v with_o mourning_n when_o my_o mind_n do_v contemplate_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o meditate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o thy_o soul_n afflict_v with_o the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n which_o inflame_v thy_o heart_n with_o excessive_a heat_n and_o dry_v up_o the_o moisture_n of_o thy_o bowel_n with_o immoderate_a thirst_n and_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n swell_v with_o weep_v and_o my_o hart_n be_v weary_v with_o groan_v to_o bewail_v my_o sin_n which_o so_o sharpen_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o gentile_n with_o the_o eagerness_n of_o cruelty_n and_o so_o shorten_v the_o hand_n of_o the_o jew_n with_o the_o malice_n of_o impiety_n that_o they_o retain_v no_o spark_n of_o pity_n in_o their_o heart_n nor_o will_v extend_v their_o hand_n to_o give_v thou_o any_o comfortable_a refresh_n in_o thy_o great_a extremity_n but_o as_o their_o heart_n and_o bowel_n be_v fill_v with_o sharp_a sour_a and_o malicious_a humour_n so_o they_o give_v thou_o a_o sour_a and_o bitter_a drink_n compound_v of_o gall_n and_o vinegar_n oh_o nefarious_a &_o horrible_a impiety_n oh_o detestable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o perfidious_a jew_n to_o be_v so_o stony-hearted_a as_o not_o to_o afford_v so_o much_o as_o a_o draught_n of_o cold_a water_n to_o my_o die_a jesus_n who_o be_v able_a to_o give_v water_n of_o life_n which_o shall_v so_o plentiful_o satisfy_v the_o long_a desire_n of_o those_o that_o drink_v of_o it_o that_o they_o shall_v never_o after_o be_v molest_v with_o thirst_n nor_o have_v any_o necessity_n to_o drink_v oh_o will_v i_o have_v be_v there_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n that_o my_o weep_a eye_n may_v have_v afford_v thou_o store_n of_o water_n to_o have_v slake_v thy_o dryness_n and_o quench_v thy_o thirst_n oh_o how_o extreme_a be_v the_o grief_n of_o thy_o tender-hearted_a mother_n oh_o how_o sorrowful_a be_v the_o sadness_n of_o john_n thy_o love_a disciple_n who_o love_v thou_o so_o tender_o &_o be_v belove_v of_o thou_o so_o entire_o oh_o how_o dolorous_a be_v the_o lamentation_n of_o mary_n magdalene_n mourn_v for_o thou_o her_o kind_a distress_a master_n who_o have_v forgive_v she_o many_o sin_n because_o she_o have_v show_v thou_o much_o love_n who_o all_o do_v behold_v thou_o with_o their_o woeful_a eye_n and_o do_v hear_v thou_o with_o their_o doleful_a ear_n complain_v that_o thou_o be_v dry_a and_o thirsty_a and_o no_o doubt_n but_o they_o do_v all_o wish_n with_o sigh_n &_o desire_v with_o heavy_a groan_n that_o they_o have_v be_v able_a but_o alas_o they_o may_v not_o be_v suffer_v to_o give_v thou_o some_o comfortable_a refresh_n when_o the_o devil_n our_o ancient_a enemy_n do_v tempt_v thou_o in_o the_o wilderness_n thou_o be_v pinch_v with_o hunger_n &_o at_o thy_o death_n thou_o be_v parch_v with_o thirst_n thy_o moisture_n dry_v up_o like_o a_o pot-shard_a and_o thy_o tongue_n cleave_v to_o the_o roof_o of_o thy_o mouth_n now_o what_o be_v these_o natural_a want_n and_o weak_a infirmity_n find_v in_o thy_o body_n but_o strong_a argument_n unto_o we_o of_o thy_o true_a manhood_n and_o true_a testimony_n of_o thy_o humane_a nature_n that_o we_o may_v know_v that_o although_o thou_o be_v endue_v with_o exceed_a patience_n yet_o that_o thou_o be_v man_n be_v subject_v to_o our_o passion_n but_o as_o thy_o sacred_a conception_n be_v free_a from_o all_o carnal_a corruption_n so_o thy_o pure_a life_n be_v always_o free_a from_o all_o sinful_a infection_n thou_o have_v great_a cause_n my_o loving_a saviour_n to_o be_v molest_v with_o dryness_n and_o grieve_v with_o thirst_n when_o as_o thy_o body_n be_v distemper_v with_o watch_v bruise_a with_o cruel_a blow_n and_o thy_o blood_n exhaust_v with_o thy_o bleed_a wound_n yet_o such_o as_o be_v the_o inhumanity_n such_o be_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o pitiless_a jew_n that_o in_o this_o extremity_n they_o will_v not_o afford_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o cold_a water_n but_o be_v it_o credible_a yea_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o my_o saviour_n shall_v be_v afflict_v with_o thirst_n at_o his_o death_n who_o have_v tell_v we_o and_o it_o be_v true_a that_o he_o have_v tell_v we_o that_o he_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n tell_v i_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n how_o be_v thy_o moisture_n consume_v what_o cause_v thy_o thirst_n be_v thou_o not_o he_o which_o cry_v if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v to_o i_o &_o drink_n joh._n 7.37_o be_v thou_o able_a to_o satisfy_v other_o that_o be_v thirsty_a and_o be_v thou_o thyself_o oppress_v with_o thirst_n be_v not_o thou_o he_o my_o love_a saviour_n which_o say_v to_o the_o woman_n of_o samaria_n that_o thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n &_o that_o he_o which_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n shall_v never_o thirst_v any_o more_o but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o well_o of_o water_n in_o he_o spring_v up_o unto_o everlasting_a life_n thy_o speech_n my_o saviour_n be_v verity_n and_o thy_o word_n be_v truth_n thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n thou_o be_v able_a and_o as_o thou_o be_v able_a so_o thou_o be_v most_o willing_a to_o refresh_v our_o thirsty_a soul_n with_o this_o bless_a water_n if_o we_o will_v resort_v to_o drink_v of_o thy_o pure_a and_o crystal_a fountain_n i_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o thou_o may_v satisfy_v my_o soul_n with_o thy_o everlasting_a bread_n and_o quench_v my_o thirst_n with_o this_o water_n of_o life_n for_o my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o god_n which_o be_v a_o live_a fountain_n i_o will_v cry_v unto_o thou_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o saviour_n my_o protector_n and_o i_o will_v say_v i_o thirst_v i_o thirst_v my_o bountiful_a jesu_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v have_v but_o so_o much_o as_o a_o little_a taste_n of_o this_o celestial_a water_n oh_o how_o do_v i_o long_o to_o drink_v of_o this_o fountain_n quench_v thou_o my_o thirst_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n with_o this_o live_a water_n for_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a to_o quench_v my_o thirst_n because_o with_o thou_o there_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o grant_v that_o my_o soul_n may_v still_o thirst_v with_o such_o a_o longing_n after_o thy_o love_n that_o it_o may_v make_v haste_n to_o these_o water_n of_o comfort_n oh_o how_o dangerous_a and_o deadly_a be_v my_o malady_n how_o unsufferable_a be_v my_o misery_n how_o damnable_a be_v my_o state_n how_o desperate_a be_v my_o case_n if_o i_o shall_v not_o drink_v of_o this_o heavenly_a fountain_n but_o as_o the_o spring_n of_o these_o bless_a and_o wholesome_a water_n do_v ever_o flow_v and_o as_o thy_o unstinted_a bounty_n oh_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n ever_o abound_v so_o thou_o do_v never_o deny_v any_o thirsty_a soul_n to_o drink_v of_o this_o live_a water_n wherefore_o let_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n so_o inflame_v my_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v thirst_v and_o thirst_v may_v run_v unto_o thou_o to_o be_v refresh_v with_o this_o comfortable_a water_n i_o know_v oh_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o afflict_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o body_n but_o that_o thou_o be_v more_o affect_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o spirit_n hear_v thou_o oh_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n the_o sweet_a word_n of_o thy_o saviour_n oh_o with_o what_o exceed_a mercy_n be_v it_o replenish_v with_o what_o inestimable_a charity_n be_v it_o utter_v he_o say_v i_o thirst_v but_o he_o say_v not_o i_o be_o pain_v grieve_a or_o afflict_v and_o what_o do_v thou_o thirst_v for_o so_o much_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n thou_o do_v not_o thirst_v so_o much_o for_o wine_n which_o be_v press_v out_o of_o the_o grape_n of_o the_o vine_n or_o for_o water_n which_o flow_v out_o of_o the_o river_n but_o thy_o thirst_n be_v my_o salvation_n thy_o meat_n be_v my_o redemption_n thou_o do_v thirst_n for_o my_o faith_n my_o salvation_n my_o joy_n this_o spiritual_a thirst_n do_v more_o affect_v thy_o soul_n than_o any_o natural_a or_o humane_a thirst_n can_v afflict_v thy_o body_n therefore_o thirst_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n after_o thy_o love_a and_o merciful_a saviour_n as_o the_o thirsty_a hart_n desire_v the_o water_n oh_o how_o can_v thou_o but_o thirst_n after_o he_o who_o have_v thirst_v so_o much_o after_o thou_o let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o sour_a be_v pleasant_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o sake_n let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o bitter_a be_v most_o sweet_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o love_n refuse_v not_o to_o drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o affliction_n for_o his_o cause_n and_o he_o will_v not_o fail_v to_o refresh_v thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o calamity_n his_o hand_n shall_v be_v stretch_v out_o to_o deliver_v thou_o in_o thy_o necessity_n grant_v i_o my_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v
sake_n see_v thou_o have_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o before_o thou_o pass_v any_o further_a oh_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o let_v it_o pass_v without_o earnest_a meditation_n how_o that_o although_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o tormentor_n of_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n be_v so_o poison_v with_o impiety_n and_o their_o hand_n so_o pollute_v with_o cruelty_n that_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o their_o scorn_n and_o reproach_n kill_v his_o innocent_a body_n with_o their_o torture_n yet_o that_o the_o fury_n of_o their_o malicious_a heart_n be_v so_o restrain_v and_o the_o violence_n of_o their_o cruel_a hand_n so_o repress_v that_o they_o can_v not_o break_v one_o bone_n of_o his_o bless_a body_n as_o they_o do_v of_o the_o malefactor_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o because_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n have_v say_v they_o shall_v not_o and_o therefore_o their_o hand_n be_v fetter_v that_o they_o can_v not_o exod._n 12.46_o num._n 9.12_o zach._n 12.10_o wherefore_o let_v this_o meditation_n comfort_v thy_o droop_a heart_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consolate_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n in_o the_o sour_a fit_n of_o any_o worldly_a misery_n and_o in_o the_o sore_a conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n that_o can_v betide_v thou_o that_o no_o tyrant_n be_v he_o never_o so_o mighty_a or_o his_o heart_n never_o so_o malicious_a can_v imagine_v more_o in_o his_o cruel_a thought_n or_o act_v any_o more_o with_o his_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o than_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v predestinate_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o high_a have_v always_o determine_v let_v this_o resolution_n be_v as_o a_o precious_a balm_n to_o heal_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o as_o a_o sovereign_a salve_n to_o cure_v thy_o sore_n that_o they_o may_v not_o fester_v with_o dispairefull_a repine_n or_o rancour_n with_o impatient_a mourning_n let_v no_o dread_n of_o danger_n throw_v down_o the_o fort_n of_o thy_o hope_n let_v no_o tempest_n of_o persecution_n shake_v the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o faith_n and_o let_v no_o wave_n of_o affliction_n quench_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o love_n towards_o thy_o saviour_n but_o let_v the_o oil_n of_o his_o sufficient_a grace_n so_o strengthen_v the_o sinew_n of_o thy_o faith_n when_o it_o wax_v feeble_a that_o thy_o heart_n never_o fail_v nor_o thy_o courage_n quail_v when_o thou_o be_v molest_v with_o any_o sickness_n or_o affliction_n of_o body_n or_o move_v with_o any_o malady_n of_o thy_o mind_n be_v faithful_o persuade_v that_o no_o calamity_n can_v betide_v thou_o without_o his_o will_n nor_o no_o danger_n can_v come_v near_o thy_o dwell_n without_o his_o good_a pleasure_n and_o that_o no_o tyrant_n although_o they_o be_v never_o so_o mighty_a can_v do_v but_o so_o much_o and_o no_o more_o against_o thou_o than_o he_o in_o his_o wisdom_n know_v to_o be_v profitable_a for_o thou_o for_o neither_o the_o profane_a gentile_n nor_o the_o superstitious_a jew_n can_v do_v any_o more_o unto_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n than_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v who_o come_v to_o die_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n they_o can_v not_o do_v one_o jot_n more_o than_o be_v enact_v in_o the_o high_a court_n of_o the_o celestial_a parliament_n determine_v by_o the_o secret_a counsel_n of_o the_o trinity_n &_o confirm_v by_o the_o everlasting_a statute_n of_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n confirm_v my_o mind_n oh_o lord_n with_o a_o steadfast_a persuasion_n of_o thy_o power_n and_o comfort_v my_o weak_a nature_n with_o a_o resolute_a confidence_n in_o thy_o word_n that_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o adversity_n and_o day_n of_o my_o tribulation_n yea_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o death_n i_o may_v commend_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n as_o thou_o do_v thy_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n oh_o what_o a_o consolation_n &_o comfort_n may_v it_o be_v unto_o i_o in_o my_o great_a misery_n to_o commend_v my_o soul_n into_o thy_o custody_n for_o there_o it_o shall_v remain_v in_o the_o safe_a harbour_n of_o eternal_a tranquillity_n no_o more_o subject_a to_o misery_n no_o more_o obnoxious_a to_o vanity_n the_o joy_n that_o it_o shall_v possess_v be_v unspeakable_a the_o felicity_n incomparable_a the_o continuance_n of_o it_o never_o decay_v but_o always_o durable_a without_o any_o change_n or_o end_v receive_v my_o soul_n oh_o my_o love_a saviour_n into_o thy_o hand_n that_o it_o may_v be_v safe_a under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o it_o come_v from_o thou_o and_o therefore_o let_v it_o return_v unto_o thou_o receive_v my_o gift_n my_o bountiful_a giver_n but_o because_o oh_o lord_n nothing_o that_o be_v impure_a may_v appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n neither_o can_v thou_o behold_v any_o unclean_a thing_n with_o thy_o eye_n purge_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o wash_v away_o the_o spot_n of_o it_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n that_o be_v beautify_v with_o the_o pure_a white_a robe_n of_o thy_o mercy_n reu._n 12.18_o it_o may_v confident_o approach_v unto_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o majesty_n oh_o let_v the_o affection_n of_o my_o love_n be_v never_o defective_a towards_o thou_o and_o infuse_v that_o into_o i_o by_o the_o gift_n of_o thy_o grace_n which_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o obtain_v by_o my_o own_o strength_n captivate_v all_o my_o sense_n that_o they_o may_v be_v obsequious_a to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o frame_v all_o the_o member_n of_o my_o body_n to_o perform_v thy_o law_n that_o be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o death_n by_o true_a mortification_n of_o my_o flesh_n i_o may_v also_o be_v make_v partaker_n with_o thou_o of_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n by_o the_o vivification_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v bury_v and_o of_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o mother_n and_o other_o woman_n for_o his_o death_n med_n xx._n within_o a_o 15.46_o a_o mar._n 15.46_o tomb_n which_o in_o a_o rock_n be_v 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nostril_n raise_v thou_o oh_o lord_n my_o spirit_n with_o their_o reviue_a odour_n from_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n and_o out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o perpetual_a darkness_n touch_v my_o heart_n oh_o christ_n that_o i_o may_v touch_v thou_o yea_o although_o it_o be_v but_o the_o hem_n of_o thy_o garment_n that_o virtue_n may_v come_v out_o of_o thou_o matth._n 14.32_o mark_v 6.56_o which_o may_v keep_v i_o from_o the_o snare_n of_o satan_n and_o comfort_v i_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o tribulation_n so_o that_o the_o yoke_n of_o thy_o commandment_n may_v be_v make_v easy_a unto_o i_o and_o the_o burden_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o thou_o command_v i_o to_o carry_v after_o thou_o may_v be_v light_n to_o my_o soul_n what_o be_o i_o a_o silly_a worm_n what_o be_v
offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o wine_n of_o my_o true_a devotion_n with_o the_o myrrh_n of_o mortification_n and_o gall_n of_o hearty_a contrition_n but_o as_o it_o may_v be_v doleful_a unto_o thou_o my_o soul_n to_o hear_v thy_o love_a jesus_n cry_v out_o sitio_fw-la i_o thirst_v so_o let_v it_o be_v joyful_a unto_o thou_o to_o hear_v he_o take_v his_o farewell_n with_o consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la it_o be_v finish_v joh._n 19.30_o oh_o let_v the_o meditation_n of_o this_o word_n be_v more_o sweet_a unto_o i_o than_o the_o honey_n which_o samson_n find_v in_o the_o carcase_n of_o the_o lion_n when_o he_o be_v hungry_a judg._n 14_o 8._o and_o more_o delectable_a unto_o i_o than_o the_o water_n which_o he_o find_v in_o the_o jawbone_n of_o the_o ass_n when_o he_o be_v thirsty_a judg._n 15.19_o for_o now_o have_v my_o bless_a redeemer_n fulfil_v the_o sacred_a decree_n of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n concern_v my_o salvation_n and_o appease_v the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n kindle_v against_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n now_o he_o have_v cancel_v the_o obligation_n of_o my_o infinite_a debt_n and_o not_o with_o silver_n and_o gold_n but_o with_o his_o own_o most_o precious_a blood_n purchase_v my_o redemption_n and_o by_o his_o death_n conquer_a death_n hell_n and_o the_o devil_n oh_o happy_a death_n that_o have_v redeem_v i_o to_o eternal_a life_n oh_o glorious_a victory_n although_o my_o saviour_n obtain_v it_o so_o dear_o therefore_o let_v i_o not_o be_v careless_a to_o sell_v that_o so_o cheap_a which_o my_o saviour_n have_v buy_v so_o dear_a let_v i_o consecrate_v my_o soul_n and_o body_n whole_o to_o he_o for_o they_o be_v his_o own_o he_o have_v dear_o buy_v they_o direct_v my_o spirit_n oh_o lord_n by_o the_o level_a of_o thy_o perfect_a word_n let_v the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v day_n and_o night_n in_o thy_o sacred_a law_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o daily_o the_o calf_n of_o my_o unfeigned_a lip_n speak_v of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n early_o in_o the_o morning_n and_o tell_v of_o thy_o manifold_a mercy_n late_o in_o the_o evening_n send_v down_o a_o gracious_a rain_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n into_o the_o furrow_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o innumerable_a benefit_n may_v perpetual_o flourish_v in_o my_o mind_n and_o thy_o everlasting_a praise_n evermore_o sound_a in_o my_o mouth_n for_o thou_o alone_o be_v my_o redeemer_n oh_o lord_n god_n of_o my_o salvation_n a_o meditation_n how_o christ_n give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o of_o the_o wonder_n which_o be_v see_v at_o his_o death_n med_n xix_o strange_a 15.38_o strange_a mar._n 15.38_o wonder_n at_o our_o saviour_n death_n be_v wrought_v the_o grave_n do_v 27.51_o do_v matt._n 27.51_o open_a and_o the_o dead_a come_v forth_o the_o temple_n rend_v in_o 23.45_o in_o luke_n 23.45_o twain_o dumb_a creature_n seek_v to_o express_v to_o blind_a 19.40_o blind_a luk._n 19.40_o jew_n their_o maker_n worth_n lift_v up_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o behold_v how_o the_o countenance_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v cover_v with_o a_o deadly_a paleness_n his_o sight_n begin_v to_o fail_v and_o his_o heart_n to_o faint_v yet_o a_o little_a before_o the_o departure_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o in_o his_o great_a pang_n he_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o loud_a voice_n as_o if_o he_o have_v feel_v no_o pain_n say_v father_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n and_o when_o he_o have_v say_v thus_o bow_v down_o his_o head_n and_o close_v his_o eye_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n luke_n 23.46_o now_o so_o soon_o as_o his_o bless_a soul_n be_v dissolve_v from_o his_o breathless_a body_n the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v into_o two_o piece_n from_o the_o top_n the_o bottom_n the_o earth_n do_v quake_v the_o stone_n be_v rend_v the_o grave_n open_v and_o many_o body_n of_o the_o saint_n which_o sleep_v arise_v out_o of_o their_o grave_n come_v into_o the_o holy_a city_n and_o appear_v to_o many_o awake_v thou_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n lie_v no_o long_o snort_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o careless_a security_n what_o will_v thou_o say_v what_o will_v thou_o do_v oh_o my_o soul_n thou_o see_v that_o the_o earth_n tremble_v &_o quake_v that_o the_o stone_n do_v cleave_v in_o piece_n and_o that_o the_o beholder_n be_v all_o amaze_v at_o the_o death_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n oh_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o senseless_a oh_o my_o soul_n and_o as_o it_o be_v dead_a without_o motion_n at_o the_o recordation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o meditation_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o thy_o saviour_n oh_o let_v the_o sinful_a veil_n of_o the_o temple_n of_o thy_o head_n rend_v into_o piece_n which_o cover_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o understanding_n let_v thy_o earthly_a body_n tremble_v with_o horror_n and_o thy_o stony_a heart_n cleave_v in_o sunder_o with_o terror_n of_o thy_o impiety_n and_o now_o arise_v thou_o out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o thy_o iniquity_n let_v thy_o eye_n waste_v and_o consume_v away_o with_o weep_v and_o let_v thy_o heart_n melt_v away_o with_o sigh_v that_o thou_o may_v show_v some_o sign_n of_o sorrow_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o some_o token_n of_o true_a repentance_n for_o thy_o transgression_n which_o cause_v the_o bitter_a passion_n and_o procure_v the_o cruel_a death_n of_o thy_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o astonish_a centurion_n very_o this_o man_n be_v righteous_a he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n mat._n 17._o lift_v up_o thy_o hand_n &_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o faithful_a heart_n oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n my_o sweet_a saviour_n and_o love_a redeemer_n how_o terrible_a be_v my_o trespass_n how_o heinous_a be_v my_o transgression_n that_o nothing_o but_o thy_o precious_a blood_n can_v wash_v out_o the_o stain_n of_o my_o iniquity_n and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o death_n deliver_v i_o out_o of_o the_o chain_n of_o everlasting_a captivity_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o gratulate_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o perfect_o relish_v the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n how_o shall_v i_o thorough_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o compassion_n for_o how_o do_v thy_o love_n exceed_v in_o greatness_n how_o do_v mercy_n abound_v in_o goodness_n and_o how_o do_v thy_o compassion_n excel_v in_o sweetness_n that_o thou_o be_v the_o true_a and_o natural_a son_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v make_v man_n that_o we_o be_v sinful_a man_n shall_v be_v make_v the_o son_n of_o god_n yea_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n vessel_n of_o sin_n and_o vassal_n of_o satan_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v man_n shall_v be_v make_v subject_n to_o the_o same_o passion_n to_o the_o same_o affection_n to_o the_o same_o affliction_n that_o we_o be_v yea_o obnoxious_a to_o death_n to_o pay_v our_o debt_n but_o yet_o thy_o life_n be_v never_o infect_v with_o any_o sinful_a action_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o affect_v with_o any_o evil_a cogitation_n oh_o my_o kind_a jesu_n oh_o thou_o innocent_a lamb_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o i_o 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