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our_o bless_a saviour_n himself_o let_v we_o rest_v assure_v that_o what_o we_o ask_v be_v not_o for_o our_o advantage_n acquiesce_v therein_o to_o god_n wise_a providence_n and_o desire_v above_o all_o thing_n to_o hear_v son_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o this_o wise_a physician_n of_o we_o do_v not_o only_o show_v his_o goodness_n and_o liberality_n in_o the_o care_n of_o the_o poor_a man_n corporal_a and_o spiritual_a infirmity_n but_o manifeste_v his_o wisdom_n also_o in_o the_o manner_n of_o the_o cure_n to_o wit_n he_o first_o take_v away_o the_o cause_n which_o be_v sin_n by_o sin_n it_o be_v say_v the_o great_a apostle_n that_o death_n and_o consequent_o all_o disease_n lead_v to_o death_n get_v first_o footing_n in_o the_o world_n and_o this_o woeful_a cause_n be_v once_o remove_v from_o the_o soul_n he_o proceed_v to_o the_o cure_n of_o the_o body_n arise_v take_v up_o thy_o bed_n and_o go_v into_o thy_o house_n affection_n let_v we_o learn_v then_o my_o soul_n of_o wisdom_n itself_o to_o be_v wise_a when_o we_o endeavour_n the_o cure_n of_o our_o disease_v soul_n let_v we_o observe_v the_o cause_n and_o occasion_n wherein_o we_o find_v ourselves_o it_o be_v still_o in_o such_o and_o such_o circumstance_n i_o find_v my_o fall_n it_o be_v in_o such_o company_n i_o continual_o meet_v with_o the_o disease_n or_o death_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o in_o time_n judge_v ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v more_o rigorous_o judge_v that_o eye_n of_o scandal_n must_v necessary_o be_v pluck_v out_o and_o throw_v away_o without_o the_o reach_n of_o danger_n which_o who_o love_v shall_v perish_v in_o
it_o that_o hand_n which_o draw_v we_o into_o sin_n must_v be_v cut_n off_o its_o mercy_n to_o ourselves_o not_o cruelty_n better_o it_o be_v say_v truth_n itself_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o limb_n perish_v rather_o than_o that_o thy_o whole_a body_n go_v into_o hell_n fire_n the_o second_o meditation_n for_o the_o same_o sunday_n certain_a scribe_n say_v within_o themselves_o he_o blaspheam_v the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o as_o charity_n and_o goodness_n make_v the_o best_a of_o all_o thing_n by_o a_o friendly_a interpretation_n so_o pride_n and_o malice_n turn_v all_o to_o the_o worst_a our_o b._n saviour_n gracious_o daigne_v as_o well_o to_o cure_v the_o infirmity_n of_o the_o sick_a man_n body_n as_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o the_o scribe_n with_o their_o worldly_a wisdom_n cry_v out_o he_o blaspheme_v whereas_o less_o learning_n than_o they_o proud_o pretend_v to_o may_v easy_o have_v fit_v they_o with_o a_o better_a consequence_n to_o wit_n none_o can_v forgive_v sin_n but_o god_n alone_o but_o this_o man_n jesus_n forgive_v sin_n therefore_o he_o be_v god_n the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o messiah_n who_o we_o expect_v affection_n it_o be_v the_o venomous_a property_n of_o the_o spider_n my_o soul_n to_o turn_v all_o into_o poison_n while_o the_o gentile_a honey_n be_v make_v honey_n of_o all_o she_o meet_v with_o let_v we_o not_o judge_v and_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v judge_v for_o in_o vary_v deed_n if_o we_o observe_v it_o well_o we_o condemn_v ourselves_o in_o the_o very_a thing_n wherein_o we_o judge_v another_o while_o we_o do_v ourselves_o the_o same_o thing_n let_v we_o learn_v hereby_o to_o be_v slow_a in_o censure_v for_o we_o seldom_o full_o understand_v the_o business_n as_o also_o to_o have_v patience_n to_o have_v our_o best_a action_n censure_v by_o other_o who_o understand_v they_o not_o since_o we_o best_o know_v how_o subject_a we_o be_v to_o offend_v in_o many_o thing_n the_o second_o pointe._n the_o multitude_n see_v 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it_o be_v not_o the_o vivacity_n of_o understanding_n but_o the_o simplicity_n of_o beleevinge_v which_o save_v the_o most_o part_n of_o man_n say_v holy_a s._n augustine_n as_o here_o we_o see_v it_o happen_v with_o the_o unlearned_a multitude_n the_o mind_n of_o man_n have_v no_o sure_a access_n to_o wisdom_n and_o salvation_n unless_o humble_a faith_n first_o prepare_v they_o to_o reason_n and_o true_a knowledge_n which_o pride_n be_v not_o capable_a of_o the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xix_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n a_o king_n make_v a_o marriage_n to_o his_o son_n and_o send_v his_o servant_n to_o call_v they_o that_o be_v invite_v to_o the_o marriage_n matt._n 22._o the_o first_o pointe._n consider_v that_o the_o king_n who_o make_v this_o marriage_n be_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n who_o decree_v in_o his_o high_a counsel_n from_o all_o eternity_n that_o his_o only_o beget_v son_n shall_v espouse_v man_n nature_n and_o become_v like_a to_o one_o of_o us._n his_o servant_n who_o be_v send_v to_o invite_v be_v the_o patriarch_n and_o prophet_n first_o then_o the_o son_n himself_o who_o speak_v by_o his_o own_o mouth_n and_o after_o that_o the_o apostle_n and_o disciple_n who_o be_v send_v into_o all_o the_o earth_n to_o preach_v the_o invite_v be_v man_n disperse_v over_o all_o the_o world_n affection_n o_o the_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o god_n who_o while_o he_o enjoy_v himself_o in_o his_o bless_a eternity_n in_o self_n beatitude_n without_o any_o want_n or_o possibility_n of_o want_n of_o any_o thing_n can_v ever_o be_v we_o who_o i_o say_v have_v thought_n of_o love_n for_o we_o while_o we_o yet_o be_v not_o to_o make_v we_o be_v and_o so_o to_o be_v as_o even_o to_o be_v capable_a of_o himself_o and_o of_o the_o happiness_n he_o enjoy_v from_o all_o eternity_n and_o whereas_o he_o have_v but_o one_o only_a son_n he_o will_v not_o have_v he_o alone_o but_o send_v he_o down_o to_o make_v man_n his_o adop_n tive_a brethren_n to_o share_v 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