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where_o thou_o may_v do_v penance_n for_o sin_n past_a and_o obtain_v grace_n for_o the_o present_a and_o happy_o obtain_v the_o future_a glory_n let_v not_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o sin_n hinder_v thou_o for_o where_o iniquity_n have_v abound_v grace_n also_o be_v accustom_v to_o superabound_v let_v not_o the_o very_a austerity_n of_o penitence_n deter_v thou_o for_o the_o suffering_n of_o this_o life_n be_v not_o sufficient_a to_o satisfy_v for_o the_o fault_n past_o which_o be_v remit_v for_o the_o present_a grace_n which_o be_v give_v and_o for_o the_o future_a glory_n which_o be_v promise_v chap._n ii_o how_o mutable_a worldly_a wealth_n be_v soule_n now_o i_o acknowledge_v the_o falsity_n and_o instability_n of_o the_o world_n but_o i_o know_v not_o how_o i_o be_o captivate_v that_o
and_o if_o they_o do_v understand_v you_o despise_v they_o and_o feel_v not_o the_o grief_n whilst_o they_o be_v wound_v wherefore_o alas_o miserable_a man_n they_o think_v themselves_o to_o be_v in_o good_a case_n love_v this_o exile_n as_o their_o country_n and_o rejoice_v in_o blindness_n as_o in_o the_o clearness_n of_o light_n contrary_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o elect_n whilst_o they_o behold_v all_o transitory_a thing_n as_o though_o they_o be_v none_o at_o all_o do_v inquire_v to_o what_o end_n they_o be_v create_v and_o when_o nothing_o can_v suffice_v their_o affection_n without_o god_n they_o repose_v in_o the_o only_a contemplation_n of_o their_o maker_n desire_v to_o be_v present_a with_o the_o heavenly_a citizen_n and_o yet_o be_v place_v in_o the_o world_n they_o rise_v above_o the_o world_n sweetness_n seem_v to_o be_v in_o humane_a thing_n yet_o but_o to_o those_o ezechiel_n these_o st._n gregory_n idem_fw-la upon_o ezechiel_n which_o never_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n of_o heavenly_a because_o whilst_o the_o humane_a mind_n understand_v but_o a_o little_a the_o eternal_a by_o so_o much_o the_o sweet_a he_o repose_v in_o temporal_a but_o now_o if_o any_o one_o have_v cordial_o taste_v what_o the_o sweetness_n of_o heavenly_a reward_n be_v look_v by_o how_o much_o the_o sweet_a it_o become_v which_o he_o perceive_v inward_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o every_o thing_n be_v convert_v into_o bitterness_n which_o outward_o he_o sustain_v chap._n iii_o how_o miserable_a worldly_a magnificence_n be_v soule_n do_v not_o i_o pray_v the_o o_o man_n prolong_v to_o declare_v unto_o i_o something_o of_o worldly_a and_o heavenly_a joy_n to_o that_o end_n that_o the_o nature_n of_o both_o be_v more_o perfect_o know_v i_o may_v more_o true_o despise_v the_o one_o and_o more_o careful_o apply_v myself_o to_o the_o gain_n of_o the_o other_o because_o as_o i_o think_v that_o as_o the_o good_a be_v not_o love_v unless_o it_o be_v know_v so_o the_o evil_n be_v not_o avoid_v unless_o it_o be_v understand_v man._n o_o my_o soul_n i_o consider_v that_o worldly_a joy_n if_o true_o it_o may_v be_v term_v a_o joy_n and_o not_o rather_o a_o unknown_a scourge_n be_v never_o true_o perceive_v but_o when_o it_o be_v perfect_o despise_v wherefore_o as_o it_o be_v relate_v by_o the_o true_a contemner_n of_o the_o world_n worldly_a joy_n be_v most_o especial_o hold_v contemptible_a for_o five_o thing_n first_o because_o it_o have_v a_o baseness_n in_o its_o object_n for_o what_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o the_o world_n saint_n aug._n answer_v a_o unpunished_a wickedness_n that_o be_v to_o say_v to_o be_v inebriate_v with_o luxury_n whole_o to_o be_v busy_v in_o banquet_n to_o continue_v in_o vanity_n and_o to_o suffer_v no_o evil_a in_o this_o life_n for_o these_o thing_n for_o evil_a people_n think_v themselves_o to_o be_v in_o delight_n when_o they_o be_v not_o correct_v for_o their_o wickedness_n and_o they_o know_v not_o that_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o unhappy_a than_o the_o happiness_n of_o sinner_n whereby_o penal_a infirmity_n be_v nourish_v and_o a_o evil_a will_n be_v strengthen_v 2_o it_o have_v impurity_n in_o its_o subject_n for_o the_o soul_n defile_v with_o sin_n be_v the_o subject_n of_o worldly_a joy_n which_o glad_v when_o it_o shall_v do_v wicked_o and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o worst_a thing_n wherefore_o saint_n hierome_n say_v well_o that_o to_o laugh_v and_o rejoice_v with_o this_o world_n be_v not_o the_o act_n of_o a_o understand_a man_n but_o of_o a_o mad_a man_n true_o o_o my_o soul_n a_o clean_a heart_n be_v not_o glad_a and_o jocund_a with_o this_o unclean_a world_n but_o with_o god_n and_o in_o god_n 3._o it_o have_v a_o shortness_n in_o itself_o because_o the_o joy_n of_o a_o hypocrite_n be_v like_o a_o minute_n the_o world_n be_v this_o hypocrite_n who_o joy_n be_v like_o a_o point_n which_o be_v neither_o broad_a nor_o long_a nor_o high_a nor_o low_a the_o joy_n of_o the_o world_n be_v a_o vanity_n john_n saint_n aug._n upon_o saint_n john_n which_o with_o a_o great_a desire_n be_v hope_v for_o that_o it_o may_v come_v and_o when_o it_o do_v come_v it_o can_v be_v stay_v o_o my_o soul_n how_o short_a how_o frail_a and_o how_o transitory_a be_v worldly_a joy_n for_o short_a be_v the_o day_n of_o man_n as_o job_n say_v 4._o they_o have_v sorrow_n in_o the_o end_n because_o alas_o they_o miserable_a man_n waste_v their_o day_n in_o pleasure_n and_o at_o a_o instant_n they_o descend_v into_o hell_n for_o the_o end_n of_o such_o joy_n be_v sorrow_n yea_o o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v such_o joy_n have_v always_o sorrow_n mix_v with_o it_o because_o ever_o of_o necessity_n the_o guilty_a conscience_n fear_v cruel_a thing_n be_v thou_o ignorant_a o_o my_o soul_n that_o the_o joy_n endure_v no_o long_o which_o be_v in_o eat_v and_o drink_v then_o the_o sorrow_n continue_v which_o be_v a_o hunger_a and_o thirst_v and_o so_o of_o all_o other_o thing_n 5._o it_o have_v great_a misery_n in_o its_o own_o affection_n because_o it_o be_v a_o hindrance_n of_o spiritual_a joy_n o_o my_o soul_n acknowledge_v how_o wretched_a this_o world_n be_v and_o how_o miserable_a they_o be_v that_o follow_v it_o for_o man_n have_v always_o exclude_v worldly_a joy_n from_o a_o bless_a life_n st._n bern._n o_o how_o base_a and_o unprofitable_a worldly_a comfort_n be_v and_o which_o be_v more_o to_o be_v fear_v because_o it_o be_v a_o impediment_n of_o true_a and_o holy_a consolation_n refuse_v therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v delight_v in_o the_o world_n if_o thou_o will_v be_v comfort_v in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n let_v all_o thing_n create_v be_v vile_a unto_o thou_o that_o thy_o creator_n may_v be_v sweet_a in_o thy_o heart_n saint_n aug_n soule_n now_o i_o despise_v the_o world_n now_o i_o acknowledge_v the_o false_a joy_n the_o true_a sorrow_n the_o false_a sweetness_n and_o the_o true_a bitterness_n thereof_o and_o for_o this_o not_o unworthy_o i_o contemn_v all_o these_o thing_n according_a to_o thy_o council_n but_o because_o as_o thou_o affirm_v i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o be_v without_o love_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v whither_o shall_v i_o turn_v myself_o where_o shall_v i_o find_v a_o fit_a love_n man._n o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o shall_v perfect_o know_v thyself_o by_o the_o knowledge_n thereof_o thou_o will_v despise_v the_o world_n and_o all_o thing_n therein_o and_o thou_o shall_v learn_v what_o a_o consolation_n thou_o ought_v not_o unworthy_o to_o affect_v in_o thy_o love_n o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o shall_v understand_v thyself_o to_o be_v of_o a_o heavenly_a nature_n without_o doubt_n thou_o will_v abhor_v earthly_a consolation_n blush_v therefore_o to_o be_v comfort_v in_o filthiness_n which_o be_v of_o heaven_n blush_v to_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o base_a thing_n which_o be_v not_o able_a to_o be_v satisfy_v but_o in_o the_o chief_a thou_o be_v as_o i_o think_v of_o a_o heavenly_a nature_n and_o do_v desire_n and_o seek_v as_o i_o believe_v natural_o if_o carnal_a madness_n will_v permit_v thou_o heavenly_a consolation_n o_o how_o sweet_a and_o delightful_a it_o will_v be_v the_o season_v of_o divine_a love_n join_v therewith_o to_o live_v according_a to_o nature_n if_o carnal_a foolishness_n will_v suffer_v we_o which_o be_v cure_v nature_n present_o be_v delight_v with_o natural_a thing_n soule_n and_o what_o be_v it_o proper_o to_o live_v according_a to_o nature_n man._n to_o live_v according_a to_o nature_n most_o proper_o be_v to_o lead_v a_o heavenly_a life_n on_o earth_n to_o return_v from_o thing_n external_a to_o the_o internal_a and_o to_o ascend_v from_o the_o internal_a to_o the_o supernal_a and_o to_o do_v all_o thing_n according_a to_o the_o most_o noble_a part_n which_o exceed_v in_o man_n that_o be_v according_a to_o his_o understanding_n haec_fw-la philosophus_fw-la 4_o ethicor._fw-la soule_n can_v any_o one_o on_o earth_n and_o in_o this_o vale_n of_o tear_n lead_v a_o heavenly_a life_n man._n o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o doubte_v and_o wondere_a at_o my_o word_n as_o at_o the_o word_n of_o a_o sinner_n yet_o hear_v saint_n aug._n and_o paul_n the_o apostle_n behold_v what_o saint_n aug._n say_v when_o we_o apprehend_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v eternal_a either_o by_o knowledge_n or_o love_n than_o we_o be_v not_o in_o this_o world_n whence_o it_o be_v as_o the_o apostle_n say_v our_o conversation_n be_v in_o heaven_n o_o my_o soul_n think_v therefore_o that_o thou_o be_v more_o true_o there_o where_o thou_o love_v then_o where_o thou_o do_v inanimate_a because_o whatsoever_o thou_o love_v by_o that_o very_a power_n of_o affection_n thou_o be_v transform_v into_o its_o similitude_n if_o therefore_o thou_o contemplate_v celestial_a thing_n
as_o yet_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o divert_v my_o thought_n from_o it_o man._n true_o o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o will_v diligent_o and_o prudent_o consider_v thy_o danger_n thou_o incurre_v by_o live_v in_o the_o world_n without_o doubt_n thou_o will_v restrain_v thy_o mind_n from_o the_o vanity_n thereof_o for_o troublesome_a and_o very_a dangerous_a be_v this_o worldly_a conversation_n because_o according_a to_o saint_n bern._n chastity_n be_v hazard_v in_o delight_n humility_n in_o riches_n godliness_n in_o much_o business_n truth_n in_o much_o babble_a charity_n in_o this_o wicked_a age._n o_o weak_a and_o infirm_a soul_n which_o be_v so_o apt_a to_o be_v deceive_v so_o prone_a to_o fall_v so_o difficult_a to_o rise_v do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o as_o it_o be_v a_o hard_a thing_n to_o preserve_v a_o tree_n place_v in_o the_o high_a way_n have_v fair_a fruit_n until_o they_o be_v ripe_a so_o it_o be_v a_o difficult_a thing_n for_o a_o man_n live_v according_a to_o the_o world_n to_o maintain_v justice_n immaculate_a even_o unto_o the_o end_n these_o st._n chrysostome_n the_o snare_n of_o this_o world_n be_v accompany_v with_o true_a austerity_n epistle_n st._n aug._n in_o a_o certain_a epistle_n but_o with_o false_a delight_n with_o a_o certain_a sorrow_n but_o with_o a_o uncertain_a pleasure_n with_o hard_a labour_n but_o with_o a_o fearful_a rest_n with_o a_o full_a misery_n but_o with_o no_o beatitude_n and_o with_o a_o vain_a hope_n o_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o will_v consider_v this_o thou_o will_v despise_v the_o world_n and_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v therein_o and_o what_o be_v it_o o_o most_o dear_a soul_n that_o thou_o love_v what_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o desire_v what_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o seek_v in_o the_o world_n if_o thou_o love_v prelacy_n what_o other_o thing_n do_v thou_o but_o confound_v thy_o life_n do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o the_o chief_a honour_n and_o a_o base_a mind_n that_o the_o first_o seat_n and_o the_o worst_a 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one_o have_v the_o curse_a wisdom_n of_o the_o world_n supplant_v and_o have_v extinguish_v a_o divine_a spirit_n conceive_v in_o they_o which_o our_o lord_n will_v more_o vehement_o have_v inflame_v do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o world_n be_v earthly_a sensual_a and_o diabolical_a a_o enemy_n of_o health_n a_o destroyer_n of_o life_n and_o the_o mother_n of_o lust_n st._n aug_n he_o that_o seek_v health_n without_o his_o saviour_n and_o think_v that_o he_o can_v become_v wise_a without_o the_o true_a wisdom_n be_v not_o sound_a but_o sick_a be_v not_o wise_a but_o fooilsh_fw-mi and_o he_o continual_o be_v involve_v in_o misery_n for_o he_o that_o profit_v in_o knowledge_n and_o not_o in_o good_a life_n be_v far_o from_o god_n as_o say_v algazel_n therefore_o thou_o that_o desire_v to_o be_v wise_a learn_v on_o earth_n such_o wisdom_n as_o the_o knowledge_n thereof_o may_v persevere_v with_o thou_o in_o heaven_n study_v here_o how_o thou_o may_v obtain_v to_o that_o which_o once_o to_o have_v see_v be_v to_o have_v learn_v all_o thing_n this_o be_v that_o eternal_a truth_n without_o which_o to_o know_v every_o thing_n be_v but_o foolishness_n which_o only_o to_o know_v be_v perfect_a knowledge_n s._n hierome_n st._n aug._n o_o how_o unhappy_a a_o man_n be_v he_o that_o know_v all_o other_o thing_n and_o know_v not_o thou_o for_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o know_v thou_o though_o he_o be_v ignorant_a of_o all_o other_o thing_n for_o if_o he_o have_v know_v both_o thou_o and_o other_o thing_n he_o be_v not_o more_o happy_a for_o those_o but_o bless_v for_o the_o knowledge_n of_o thou_o only_o st._n anselme_n but_o perhaps_o o_o my_o soul_n thou_o love_v worldly_a wealth_n worldly_a pomp_n and_o carnal_a delight_n and_o for_o this_o only_o thou_o unwilling_o leave_v the_o world_n yet_o consider_v that_o all_o these_o be_v but_o frail_a and_o transitory_a tell_v i_o where_o be_v the_o monarch_n where_o the_o prince_n where_o those_o lover_n former_o speak_v of_o i_o be_o afraid_a that_o most_o of_o they_o alas_o be_v utter_o undo_v and_o go_v to_o hell_n what_o do_v pride_n now_o profit_v they_o what_o the_o vaunt_a of_o riches_n for_o he_o that_o love_v the_o world_n more_o than_o god_n his_o life_n better_o than_o a_o cloister_n gluttony_n better_o than_o abstinence_n luxury_n better_o than_o continency_n follow_v satan_n and_o shall_v go_v with_o he_o to_o eternal_a punishment_n they_o that_o flourish_n with_o the_o felicity_n of_o this_o world_n aug._n st._n aug._n do_v perish_v by_o the_o power_n of_o god_n they_o flourish_v for_o a_o time_n and_o perish_v eternal_o they_o flourish_n with_o deceitful_a good_n but_o be_v real_o torment_v if_o it_o delight_v we_o to_o have_v any_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n let_v we_o with_o a_o ready_a will_v get_v into_o the_o favour_n of_o he_o that_o possess_v all_o thing_n and_o in_o he_o we_o shall_v have_v whatsoever_o we_o happy_o and_o holy_o desire_v for_o wealth_n harm_v 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