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in_o love_n towards_o christ_n but_o now_o i_o advise_v you_o to_o open_v your_o heart_n to_o receive_v his_o love_n when_o christ_n come_v and_o manifest_v real_a token_n and_o demonstration_n of_o his_o distinguish_a everlasting_a love_n do_v not_o you_o despise_v or_o reject_v these_o it_o be_v a_o hard_a matter_n to_o convince_v and_o persuade_v some_o christian_n that_o christ_n love_v they_o or_o at_o least_o that_o his_o love_n be_v real_a and_o distinguish_a such_o as_o he_o bear_v to_o his_o own_o child_n or_o spouse_n they_o will_v easy_o grant_v that_o they_o love_v he_o but_o can_v so_o easy_o believe_v that_o he_o love_v they_o but_o i_o will_v ask_v such_o a_o soul_n this_o question_n how_o come_v thou_o thus_o to_o love_n christ_n if_o thy_o love_n be_v real_a it_o be_v only_o a_o reflex_n beam_n of_o christ_n his_o love_n to_o thou_o he_o must_v necessary_o love_v thou_o before_o thou_o can_v love_v he_o for_o certain_o there_o be_v a_o time_n when_o thou_o do_v hate_v 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a_o hittite_n a_o curse_a generation_n as_o wâ—_n read_v ezek._n 16._o beginning_n what_o have_v wâ—_n then_o that_o may_v commend_v we_o to_o christ_n or_o thâ—â—_n may_v in_o any_o sort_n please_v he_o if_o he_o have_v not_o oâ—â—_n love_n and_o sure_o it_o be_v but_o reasonable_a thâ—â—_n he_o shall_v have_v this_o nay_o since_o he_o have_v nothing_o else_o he_o will_v have_v this_o or_o not_o matâ—â—_n with_o we_o 5._o christ_n will_v have_v the_o heart_n open_v where_o he_o come_v because_o the_o feast_n and_o banquet_n which_o he_o have_v prepare_v and_o bring_v with_o he_o chief_o respect_v the_o heart_n the_o outward_a man_n be_v little_a or_o nothing_o concern_v in_o they_o or_o advantage_v by_o they_o unless_o it_o be_v by_o consequence_n christ_n his_o feast_n be_v spiritual_a and_o therefore_o but_o little_a grateful_a to_o the_o flesh_n or_o outward_a man_n the_o word_n that_o christ_n speak_v be_v part_n of_o his_o banquet_n or_o feast_n and_o david_n say_v they_o be_v 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who_o door_n do_v christ_n knock_v to_o this_o i_o answer_v that_o christ_n knock_v at_o every_o one_o door_n that_o live_v under_o gospel-ordinance_n and_o dispensation_n there_o be_v no_o person_n live_v under_o gospel-ordinance_n but_o at_o one_o time_n or_o another_o christ_n knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o his_o heart_n require_v entrance_n and_o admission_n thou_o that_o read_v or_o hear_v this_o word_n whoever_o thou_o be_v male_a or_o female_a bond_n or_o free_n young_a or_o old_a rich_a or_o poor_a high_a or_o low_a whatever_o order_n rank_n or_o degree_n thou_o be_v of_o in_o whatever_o condition_n or_o state_n thou_o be_v at_o thy_o door_n it_o be_v that_o christ_n by_o this_o word_n knock_v say_v open_v to_o i_o etc._n etc._n see_v the_o universality_n of_o christ_n
thus_o i_o may_v put_v on_o my_o coat_n with_o shame_n enough_o since_o my_o belove_a husband_n have_v find_v i_o in_o this_o careless_a posture_n and_o wretched_a regardlesness_n of_o his_o come_n when_o i_o have_v so_o earnest_o pray_v for_o it_o and_o thus_o the_o argument_n will_v conclude_v against_o she_o and_o be_v no_o excuse_n for_o she_o but_o again_o i_o have_v lay_v by_o my_o watch_n how_o shall_v i_o take_v it_o up_o again_o what_o be_v the_o devil_n and_o all_o the_o enemy_n of_o thy_o soul_n asleep_o be_v not_o the_o night_n the_o time_n when_o thief_n walk_v about_o and_o seek_v their_o opportunity_n to_o break_v through_o and_o steal_v and_o be_v this_o the_o time_n to_o lay_v aside_o all_o fear_n and_o watchfulness_n and_o to_o compose_v thyself_o for_o rest_n be_v the_o time_n of_o spiritual_a war_n and_o danger_n over_o or_o rather_o be_v not_o thou_o in_o great_a danger_n when_o christ_n have_v set_v thou_o upon_o thy_o watch_n and_o himself_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o some_o such_o thought_n sure_o thou_o have_v when_o thou_o so_o earnest_o pray_v for_o his_o company_n be_v thou_o not_o ashamed_a to_o have_v the_o captain_n of_o thy_o salvation_n to_o find_v thou_o off_o from_o thy_o watch_n in_o such_o a_o dangerous_a time_n and_o will_v thou_o think_v to_o excuse_v this_o thy_o sin_n and_o fault_n by_o tell_v he_o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o thou_o to_o put_v on_o thy_o coat_n and_o stand_v to_o thy_o watch_n now_o when_o he_o be_v come_v oh_o unreasonable_a argue_v oh_o shameful_a excuse_n it_o be_v a_o wonder_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o blush_v at_o the_o shamefulness_n and_o unreasonableness_n of_o thy_o own_o argue_v and_o that_o thy_o own_o conscience_n and_o sense_n of_o guilt_n do_v not_o retort_v back_o thy_o own_o argument_n against_o thyself_o and_o true_o the_o second_o part_n of_o her_o excuse_n be_v no_o better_o but_o in_o some_o respect_v worse_a i_o have_v wash_v my_o foot_n how_o shall_v i_o defile_v they_o the_o 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and_o design_o lay_v it_o aside_o be_v it_o not_o her_o sin_n to_o be_v weary_a of_o well-doing_n and_o be_v she_o now_o so_o bold_a and_o dare_a in_o sin_n as_o to_o plead_v this_o as_o a_o argument_n to_o prove_v christ_n unreasonable_a in_o call_v she_o to_o her_o work_n again_o do_v christ_n say_v bless_a be_v they_o that_o at_o his_o come_n he_o shall_v find_v so_o do_v and_o may_v not_o she_o be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v find_v idle_a and_o that_o upon_o deliberate_a thought_n she_o can_v say_v that_o this_o sluggish_a fit_n be_v a_o surprise_n and_o that_o she_o be_v overtake_v against_o her_o will_n for_o she_o deliberate_v about_o it_o design_v it_o and_o in_o order_n to_o she_o more_o quiet_a rest_n have_v wash_v her_o foot_n and_o therefore_o may_v be_v ashamed_a of_o it_o since_o her_o work_n be_v not_o finish_v and_o perfect_v much_o more_o may_v she_o be_v ashamed_a to_o plead_v this_o as_o a_o argument_n of_o christ_n unreasonableness_n in_o call_v she_o may_v indeed_o be_v 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therefore_o if_o she_o have_v understand_v what_o she_o have_v say_v she_o may_v have_v be_v ashamed_a of_o such_o a_o argument_n as_o this_o but_o that_o person_n shame_n at_o nothing_o that_o may_v carry_v the_o least_o colour_n of_o excuse_n when_o they_o be_v mindful_a to_o do_v any_o thing_n they_o will_v abuse_v and_o miscall_v and_o misrepresent_v thing_n wilful_a sloth_n and_o sluggish_a security_n lay_v aside_o our_o watch_n and_o the_o work_n of_o christ_n must_v be_v call_v and_o nickname_v a_o put_v off_o our_o coat_n and_o wash_v our_o foot_n whereas_o if_o this_o be_v wash_v the_o foot_n i_o know_v not_o what_o be_v defile_v they_o what_o horrible_a blindness_n be_v there_o in_o sinner_n to_o cast_v that_o upon_o christ_n and_o his_o work_n which_o he_o may_v with_o great_a force_n and_o shame_n to_o we_o cast_v back_o in_o our_o face_n and_o yet_o this_o be_v the_o spouse_n her_o excuse_n the_o unreasonableness_n whereof_o we_o do_v here_o see_v oh_o shall_v christ_n have_v give_v himself_o to_o ease_n and_o compose_v himself_o for_o rest_n when_o he_o be_v about_o the_o work_n of_o our_o redemption_n tug_v and_o toil_v at_o it_o till_o he_o sweat_v drop_n of_o blood_n and_o water_n yea_o till_o his_o heart_n blood_n be_v spend_v and_o pour_v upon_o the_o ground_n as_o water_n and_o shall_v he_o then_o have_v plead_v this_o argument_n that_o here_o she_o plead_v to_o he_o i_o have_v put_v off_o my_o coat_n how_o shall_v i_o put_v it_o on_o i_o have_v wash_v my_o foot_n how_o shall_v i_o defile_v they_o i_o be_o well_o enough_o and_o at_o rest_n in_o the_o bosom_n of_o my_o father_n solace_v myself_o in_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o he_o and_o repose_v myself_o in_o his_o eternal_a love_n how_o can_v i_o leave_v this_o and_o defile_v myself_o with_o the_o rag_n of_o humane_a nature_n and_o load_v my_o back_n with_o the_o burden_n of_o humane_a sin_n and_o though_o i_o be_v the_o king_n of_o glory_n yet_o endure_v the_o contradiction_n of_o sinner_n against_o myself_o and_o take_v upon_o mâ—_n the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n and_o become_v obedient_a unto_o the_o law_n and_o all_o to_o do_v sinful_a rebellious_a man_n a_o courtesy_n and_o kindness_n to_o bring_v he_o out_o of_o that_o misery_n which_o he_o can_v never_o riâ—…_n himself_o of_o but_o must_v have_v sink_v and_o perisheâ—_n under_o to_o all_o eternity_n and_o nothing_o but_o just_a because_o he_o have_v wilful_o by_o his_o own_o sin_n plunge_v himself_o into_o this_o gulf_n of_o misery_n if_o i_o say_v christ_n shall_v have_v thus_o plead_v when_o he_o be_v about_o the_o work_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o our_o necessity_n call_v for_o his_o help_n or_o we_o be_v undo_v for_o ever_o what_o have_v become_v of_o we_o and_o yet_o we_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o plead_v such_o unreasonable_a excuse_n when_o he_o call_v upon_o we_o to_o open_v to_o he_o sure_o such_o unkind_a requital_n of_o christ_n kindness_n to_o we_o and_o such_o unreasonable_a excuse_n for_o our_o 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