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yet_o godliness_n have_v thy_o promise_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v and_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o that_o seek_v shall_v find_v matth._n 7._o 7._o 8._o o_o now_o let_v i_o find_v the_o kingdom_n that_o i_o have_v seek_v and_o seek_v by_o thy_o encouragement_n and_o help_n it_o can_v be_v that_o any_o shall_v have_v cause_n to_o repent_v of_o serve_v thou_o or_o suffer_v disappointment_n that_o trust_v upon_o thou_o my_o labour_n for_o the_o world_n be_v lose_v and_o vain_a but_o thou_o do_v engage_v i_o to_o be_v steadfast_a and_o abound_v in_o thy_o work_n on_o this_o account_n that_o my_o labour_n shall_v
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be_v glorify_v he_o therefore_o give_v we_o to_o his_o son_n and_o give_v his_o son_n for_o we_o to_o be_v our_o saviour_n that_o whoever_o believe_v in_o he_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v everlasting_a life_n all_o our_o salvation_n be_v the_o product_n of_o his_o love_n joh._n 3._o 16_o 17._o eph._n 2._o 4._o joh._n 6._o 37._o joh._n 16._o 26_o 27._o i_o say_v not_o that_o i_o will_v pray_v the_o father_n for_o you_o for_o the_o father_n himself_o love_v you_o because_o you_o have_v love_v i_o etc._n etc._n john_n 14._o he_o that_o love_v i_o shall_v be_v love_v of_o my_o father_n and_o i_o will_v love_v he_o and_o will_v manifest_v myself_o to_o he_o say_v therefore_o with_o our_o die_a lord_n father_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n by_o thy_o son_n who_o be_v the_o way_n the_o truth_n and_o the_o life_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o joh._n 14._o 6._o fullness_n of_o joy_n be_v in_o thy_o presence_n and_o everlasting_a pleasure_n at_o thy_o right_a hand_n psalm_n 16._o 11._o thy_o love_n redeem_v i_o renew_v and_o preserve_v i_o o_o now_o receive_v i_o to_o the_o fullness_n of_o thy_o love_n this_o be_v thy_o will_n in_o send_v thy_o son_n that_o of_o all_o that_o thou_o give_v he_o he_o shall_v lose_v nothing_o but_o shall_v raise_v it_o up_o at_o the_o last_o day_n o_o let_v not_o now_o this_o soul_n be_v lose_v that_o be_v pass_v to_o thou_o through_o the_o strait_n of_o death_n i_o have_v never_o come_v unto_o thy_o son_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o draw_v i_o and_o if_o i_o have_v not_o hear_v and_o learn_v of_o thou_o john_n 6_o 44_o 45._o i_o thank_v thou_o o_o father_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o thou_o have_v reveal_v to_o i_o a_o babe_n a_o idiot_n the_o bless_a mystery_n of_o thy_o kingdom_n luk._n 10._o 21._o act_n 4_o 13._o o_o now_o as_o the_o vail_n of_o flesh_n must_v be_v withdraw_v and_o my_o soul_n be_v part_v from_o this_o body_n withdraw_v the_o vail_n of_o thy_o displeasure_n and_o show_v thy_o servant_n the_o 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