chase Thee from the Earth O my Soule Miseries made Pegans to desire death but they saw not a Glorie to come God hath enlightned thee in the face of Christ thou knowest that there is Glorie layed vp for thee in the Heauen thou belieuest it hopest for it thou hast tasted it and is vnder a longing desire of it Call thy selfe to minde of the dayes of olde when either a sense of mercie or more usuallie affliction sent thee to God did hee not then allure thee to the wildernesse and speake to thine heart Hosea 2. 14. Wast thou not then vnder his liberall hand as a small vessell vnder a large Fountaine Did not his joyes so abound in thee that thou could neither receiue them all nor keep them in the measure that thou receiued them Tell me what was then thy comfort Thy God so sensible to thee in that diffusion of his loue that thou wast in a sort drawen out of thy selfe at least drawne out of mee Could thou either holde thine affection off God or containe it when it returned to thee Could thou lodge it or God that it brought with it or that sense of him and joye that it reported to thee Did not thy bodie partake of that thy joy with a sweete complacence it rested on that sense and was glad to bee so honoured as to bee a lodging of a Spirit which had so sweete and friendlie an intercourse with God When his loue shed abroad in thee could not abid in these boundes whither was thy griefe greater that so good a God should bee at any time displeased by thee or thy joye because hee was then reconcealed to thee Then atonce were the deepe groanes both of griefe and joy but more of joye than griefe and of joye for that holy griefe for offending so good a Father If thou remember these excessiue joyes why doest not thou mak good use of them They were not giuen thee for that time only but for this that is now What were these tastes first fruits but as the wine grapes that the Spyes broght out of Canaan They were so great that they could not beare them in their hand but were a burden to two men When these two senses of spirituall joy Sonlie griefe reported their burthen of an excessiue sweetnesse was not that a taste of the fruite of Canaan If a Cluster of that Land be so sweete so great to thee What shall thou finde when thou enters in that Land How can thou but loue that Land that hath such fruits long for the fulnesse of that fruite that is so sweete to thy taste when thou wast vnder that sens◠thou was more in God than in thy selfe and more in Heauen than on Earth Since the remembrance of it doeth both present the Image of it and waken it selfe againe in thee Be of good courage enter and possesse the Land God hath discouered it to thee off the toppe of Nebo and Pisgah Thou hast tasted the fruite of it by the report of the Spyes Lay hold on it by the hand of thy loue longing desire God hath cast downe the walles of Iericho before thee and hath wounded the world the sonnes of Anake at thy conuersion and daylie is killing the sonnes of Harapha in thy daylie battells Bee strong and goe fordward for God is before thee Consider by the satietie of the tastes how great a satietie thou shalt haue in Heauen when the smallest blinke of Gods face made thee patientlie to beare forget thy greatest affliction what shall that full presence worke in thee In his presence is fulnes of joy and at his right hand are pleasures for euermore Psal. 16. If thy taste bee vpright thou cannot but long for that fulnesse thou must welcome the Messenger that calleth thee to it How can I but long for a change betwixt two so contrare estates present miserie grieueth mee and future Glorie gladeth me in hope The Earth thrusteth mee from it and the Heauen allureth and draweth mee to it Who can indure such a violence of an out thrusting earth and alluring Heauen Sathans snares doe vex mee heere beneath and the sweetnesse of Christ pulleth mee aboue Naturall miseries made naturall men to desire Death and shall I not desire it more who haue an hope and sight of Glorie which they knew not I will not bee as a Meteor in the Aire betweene them two but I resolue to leaue the Earth that I may goe to Heauen Who can either delight to abide in such an Earth or refuse to goe to such an Heauen All things here inforce a remouing Our life a weariesome journey our walking in it laborious and it selfe a way and not our end And while wee are heere we are absent from God But in Heauen all is contrare our life shall bee pleasant without labour It is our end and not the way Our home in the presence of God This is sufficient to chase thee from Earth and sette thy desires on Heauen Art thou walking in the valey of the shaddow of Death yet feare not euill for God is with thee and in thee and thou in him Can a man that is in God die the death No more than Life can die can that man die that liueth in God As wee are in Christ wee are in life and that life of his euen himselfe can not die so farre art thou from dying in him at death that thou liueth more by death and in it than before it None can take that frō me on the Earth which God is keeping for mee in Heauen My life is not in this bodie nor in the world but in God in heauen It is hid with Christ in God Coloss. 3. 3. And the life that I liue I liue by the Faith of the Sonne of God Galat. 2. 20. My death commeth not so much of paines thrusting mee out of this bodie as of that life and fountaine of it in God sucking and drawing my Soule to it and that not to slay or destroy it but to quicken and perfect it Consider thy selfe art thou not dwyning and dying in this life when sinne liueth in thee and stayeth thee from good and compelleth thee to euill The Bodie though an helpe as it is boared through by the windowes of fiue Senses yet it is an hinder to thy proficiencie perfectiō of knowledge doing A Cage suffereth the Bird to looke through the wyres yet it is a prison to keepe it from libertie When thou art loosed from that cage thou shalt haue greater light in libertie As Christ himselfe ouercame Death so will he doe in mee Sathan did hound it at him as his last and most fearefull mastiue but he destroyed it they went together in others grippes to the Graue but Christ did strangle it in the owne dungeon Hee arose and left it behind him as a conquered and triumphed Enemy he did not that for himself but for vs his owne Bodie will doe it in euerie one
nothing in respect of God The godly now see him more than maÌ„ and therefore preferre him to all men and runne that course to offend and lose all men rather than him This is a course whereof hee shall neuer neede to repent It is grieuous indeede to loose our friendes or familiars And he is foolish who loseth any that hee may brooke with God But it is a great triumph of Grace when for conscientious and faithfull seruice to GOD wee lose them They are not worth the keeping who cannot be brooked with him And hee is not worthie of God who will not forsake Father and Mother for him All the hurt that these selfe-pleasing men bring to the God-pleasing Sainctes is the greater increase of the fruites the scales and sense of Gods loue in them Since I cannot please all I will take mee to please One and that one who is better than all for Counsell Approbation and Reward So long as God draweth all my thoughts to him and calmeth them in him by sweete contentment I will not buy a torture from foolish man While hee answereth my desires communicateth himselfe more to me than I can conceiue I will not vex my selfe in courting of man VVhom haue I in Heauen but thee and there is none on the Earth that I desire beside thee Psal. 73. 25. 51. Rare accidents make many Prophets STrange Accidents breed vs many Prophets Before they fall foorth all men are silent but when they are seene many clame a propheticall fore-sight of them It is sure speaking of them when they are come to passe but to boast then of their fore-sight argueth lack of judgment how shal he be a good fore-seer who seeth not his owne present folie in boasting idlely of that which he hath not maketh none use of that which is done or doeth not see that that his vaine boasting maketh him ridiculous Hee is as loude a proclamer of his owne folie as hee clameth commendation from that foresight This is a sure note of such Spirites to make none other use of Accidents than astonishment and broad talking Euery one they meete with euery dinner supper must patientlie heare the arguments of their fore-sight at euery occasion they haue a new edition and a new discourse of it and by long and oft pratling they giue some life to that which hath none other beeing than of their owne humour and breath When such things fall out as cannot bee particularlie foreseene of man it is better to ponder them seriouslie and to see the worke of God in them And for our selfe to draw neare to him in Faith and Repentance and to draw other to him also in a religious reuerence of him who ruleth all to the good of the Saints To spend our owne Spirit and wearie the eares of others in idle babling is the worke of an emptie braine 52. Damnable selvishnesse SElfe is both a neare and a deare word to man It draweth all our thoughts to it setting all to worke that is in vs turneth them home againe to it selfe It is both the Idole and idolater the exacter caruer and receiuer the doer and sufferer in all dueties A fountaine sending out all and a Center sucking backe all that it sent out And so selvish in this Selfe that it accompteth euen God to be a stranger And is yet more foolish parteing it selfe against it selfe and is the owne greatest enemie So a mans greatest enemie is not onely they of his owne house but of his owne heart Blind loue in the Ape maketh it thrust oâ—t the enterals of the own brood while it embraceth them too straitly The blindnesse of self-Selfe-loue maketh it in preposterous safetie to destroy it selfe What more friend-like masters in vs than self-Selfe-love Selfe wit Selfe-will yet what greater foes The hatred craft power of our open enemies doe not so hurt vs as these I feare and suspect no Creature more than my selfe and that euen when I most respect my selfe I will professe and practise hostilitie against Seluishnesse and render my selfe to bee guyded by a forraine Witte-and Will euen the New-man created and directed of God This is a better Selfe than that naturall Seluish One there is no saftie for mee but in hateing and destroying that euill One By that sauing ouerthrow of my selfe I shall saue my selfe This is the fruite of mine ingraffing in the natiue Oliue The juice of that stocke changeth mee to that Selfe-destroying and Selfe-sauing worke the more I seeke mine owne Saluation the more I abhore my seluish corruption I abhorre my selfe as I am of the first Adam but loue and seeke my well as I am in the second Adam Iesus Christ. The holie Apostle maketh this perfect Anatomie of himselfe Not I but sinne that dwelleth in mee Rom. 7. 17. There is the olde and corrupt Selfe like the first Adam in him By the grace of God I am that I am yeâ— not I but the grace of God which is with me 1. Cor. 15. 10. There is the new Selfe of Grace by the second Adam in him in both places himselfe as hee is Gods creature is the common Subject of both these Selfes Hee is a stranger in himselfe who doeth not marke this distinction of himselfe And hee is his owne greatest foe who destroyeth not the olde Selfe in Adam that hee may saue himselfe in the new Adam Iesus Christ. 53. The wise and foolish Merchant EVerie man playeth the Merchant in his greatest businesse Wee change lose something for gaining another The godly with God haue most care to saue their Soule They care not to losse their goods their name their bodie for that end If labours waste their body and afflictions bruife their Spirit all is well bestowed in their count if so bee their Soule bee safe The wicked mak their own conquesh with witte like themselues they care not to losse their Soule for keeping of their body and estate their course is justifiable in their owne judgement no man can build better vpoÌ„ their grounds or see better with their eyes They see not their Soule and as little care they for it as they know it They see their body and state and doe thinke that their soule is giuen for their body True godlinesse ouerthoweth these grounds and giueth better light It teacheth that all is for man and the body for the soule and himselfe for God This maketh vs to secke our safety more than our state our Conscience more than our fame our Soule more than our bodie And GOD more than all Nature in worldlie thinges condemneth our brutishnesse in spirituall It teacheth men to buy the best thinges of best use of most gaine and at the lowest pryce But in spirituall MerchaÌ„dice wee buy the worst thinges that are of no vse of lesse gaine and at the dearest rate VVee spend our money on that that is no bread and our labour on that which satisfieth not Isa. 55. 2. Such is
safetie God by his Spirit is our best Guarde When he keepeth our heartes in his hand then wee are secured from all dangers It is not good to sleepe securely wheÌ„ a Serpent is in the house or to be carelesse wheÌ„ a mad dog is tyed with a loose roppe Such carelesnesse is an infalible precedent of some grosse fall Dauid at rest in his owne place fell worse than when hee was chased as a Patridge in the Wildernesse If we cannot escape Sathans supprysings we should turne them against himselfe God maketh these out-breakings in his Saintes as a staffe to breake the heade of Sathan in their corruption They are as the borrowing of a Baire hee houndeth out our corruption to foyle vs but God sendeth it home as a carcase to him againe Beside the former exercises it entertaineth Humilitie and the sense of Gods mercie who beareth with our faults Pride as a Page attendeth excellent Spirit But the slippes and buffets of our corruption layeth these feathers Pride goeth before a fall and an hautie heart before destruction 57. Gods best Gifts THere is no maÌ„ who receiueth not of Gods Liberalitie but not all of that same kinde and that measure Some as Keturahs sonnes get common gifts and goe away from him Other as his Isaac get the Inheritance and abide with him Some haue the giftes of body and minde and Fortune as they call them gifts in themselues but no sure pledge of his sauing loue But to the godly with his gifts he giueth himselfe a spirituall beeing by Renouation a spirituall life by his Sonne a spirituall mouing by his Spirit Our disposition will tell vs his affection If wee take his gifts runne away with them and use them without and against him then wee haue gotten his gift but not himselfe But if they lead vs to him and make vs seeke him aboue them all then wee haue himselfe with his gifts These are best giftes which are most excellent in their kinde Greatest in measure and most profitable for use What is better than GOD Himselfe And amongst his gifts none is better thaÌ„ sauing Graces They bring with theÌ„ the Image and warming power of a speciall loue and stamppe the heart of the receiuer with a re-louing of him For measure they are sufficient to our greatest necessitie of Saluation For use they leade vs through the Valley of this life through the foorde of Death And exalt vs aboue all use euen to the fruitioÌ„ of God And so in this life are the immediate matter of our contentment Common gifts come out naked but sauing Graces are guarded that same choosing loue of God where from they flow sendeth out a secrete vertue with them to pull that heart to God that receiueth them Though they come out from him yet they are not separate from him neither suffer they vs to stand abacke from him That his loue in Christ that giueth them quickneth vs with the sense of it selfe that as by him wee liue so wee cannot liue but in him This is a sweet intercourse botweene God vs in his sauing blessings in Christ I count more of his smallest grace with himselfe than of all the world without him 58. Discerning of Flesh and Spirit HOw profitable were it for vs to discerne betweene the flesh and Spirite But this discerning hath a great difficultie and that because both parties are within vs And both of them in euery parte and power of vs Their likenes also one to another and the readinesse of our mistaking and most of all because wee incline more to the flesh which is natiue to vs than to Grace which is a stranger Flesh is first in vs by Nature and soonest at worke And so forestalling our mindes purchaseth our allowence to it selfe Confusion of our minde maketh them as Rebekahs twinnes wee finde them stirring within vs but cannot discerne them Passions and Selfe-loue make vs judge wrong wee take that for Spirit which is Flesh and cherish it And that for Flesh which is Spirit and neglect it That coueting one against another is sensible but we know them not particularlie And more easilie can we discerne them in another than in our selfe The worke is then manifest and wee are not prejudged by our selfe-loue It is a great part of the worke of conscience to marke this difference The Apostle excelleth in this who said I finde another Law in my members The best way to try them is not to leaue them to the event but to bring them to the rule The true knowledge of Gods Law will tell vs That is Spirit which agreeth with it and that is Flesh which agreeth not with it At diuerse times wee haue contrarie thoughts of one thing the one must bee flesh and the other Spirit what sauoureth of pride and vanitie is flesh What sauoureth of Humilitie and feare is Spirit As the descerning of them argueth a great degree of Grace so to doe according to that discerning proueth a greater degree of it When the motions of the flesh are broken as a Cockatrice egges before they bee hatched and the motions of that Spirit are intertained Both these workes are noysome to the flesh but they are more profitable in that they grieue it He hath a painefull task who pondereth all his thoughtes in the ballance of the Sanctuarie but the fruite of that labour in puritie and holinesse is greater than all the paines Iustice is painted with a ballance in her hand and the practice of a good Conscience in this discerning is a continuall pondering Where this discerning is exact particular it is a singular preseruatiue to keepe vs from yeelding to temptation a spurre to Repentance when we are fallen He who is so exercised shall either not fall in sinne or come soone out of it 59. Gods mercifull presence GODS Presence in mercie is aboue all things in this life to bee sought and keeped But euery one knoweth not what it is or how to keepe it As Creator hee is with euery one sustaining maintaining and directing them in their wayes The greatest A thiest cannot shift himselfe of that sort of presence But wee seeke his presence as Redeemer in Christ. In this hee seeth vs and maketh vs see him Hee sheddeth abroad his loue in our heart and maketh vs to loue him and by his working in loue maketh vs both sensible and conscious of him and carefull to walk worthie of that his presence His couÌ„tenance both humbleth vs in our peace and comforteth vs in aduersitie Our well and woe are judged by his smyling and frowning If hee lift vp the light of it aboue vs nothing can gâ—ieue vs If hee hide it from vs wee are swallowed vp It hath both a changing and augmenting power Thereby aduersitie is changed in prosperitie and prosperitie is doubled by that Blessing of blessings euen as the lacke of it changeth prosperitie in aduersitie and doubleth aduersitie by that crosse of crosses His eye is more to vs than all
of the whole man God hath chosen the mid way to translate the Soule the best part to dissolue the bodie so Gods threatning is keeped thou shalt die and thou shalt returne to dust the example of Christ in death is followed our best part is translated for our happinesse and the assurance of the bodies reunion and a way to all Death in this respect is not penall but premiall in a sort not of Gods anger for our sinne to punish vs but of his mercie for our well to perfect vs. Oft-times God giueth vs plaine documents heereof if wee would obserue them euery twenty foure hours we haue cleare proofes of foure things 1. Our Life in the day time when we are busied in our Calling 2. Our Death at Euen when wee rest from our labours 3. Our Buriall when wee goe to bedde wee are not casten in them nor our garâ—ments pulled off but wee goe in quietnesse and lay our garments downe in order intending to take them vp againe 4. Our Resurrection when wee rise in the morning more vigorous to our Calling than when we lay downe then wee shall behold his face in righteousnesse and when wee awake shall bee satisfied with his Image Psal. 17. The sentence of Death in bodilie paines hath taught mee many thinges 1. The mortalitie of my body which must once bee ouercome and yeelde to them and so turne to dust this Cottage of clay so oft and so hardlie beaten must once fall Many haue a strong desire to liue long and turneth this naturall desire in a conceate that as they would and may so they shall liue longer Though there bee necessitie of Death in a decaying bodie and the spending of the life yet that desire and hope of life groweth euen with the decay of life But the holie desire of Immortalitie will eate out that fleshlie desire and the sense of daylie mortalitie will cut off that false hope 2. The immortalitie of my Soule in that vnder such paines it can haue the own free working on God If in a body so diseased it can seeke him and finde rest in him shall it not beeing separate from the bodie haue a more free working 3. The loue of God in deliuering mee from damnation How often haue I cryed in the midst of my paines O how farre am I bound to thee my Redeemer who hath deliuered mee from the fire of Hell If a short and light paine vnder thine hand in loue bee so heauie how intollerable is that paine of soule and bodie eternallie vnder thy wrath 4. That thy loue can stand well with affliction thou hast made light to arise to mee in darknesse and caused thy countenance to shine on mee in Christ and giuen me great peace in my Conscience in my greatest extremitie O what a Iewell is a good Conscience in affliction Though no man want his slips and infirmities yet he may eschew the grossest sinnes though none can attaine to a legall perfection yet hee may haue an Evangelicall perfection in Faith Repentance and begunne obedience When the Soule darre attest God as witnesse and appeale him as Iudge to its sinceritie In intending nothing but his Glorie In inquiring his will as the way to that Glorie And endeuouring to doe according to his knowledge for that good end Then in some measure wee may say with Ezechiah Remember O Lord how I haue walked before thee in trueth and with a perfect heart The conscience of these things haue so taken vp my Soule that my paines at the greatest are mitigate that holy and heauenly diuerting of my Spirit by so sweet and spirituall influence sometimes beguyleth my bodilie sense that it doeth but tolerablie affect mee The present sense of thy loue in mine acceptation in Christ and assurance of Glorie to come are strong ingredients to temper the greatest paines in this life And it is a profitable paine in the bodie that both occasioneth the seeking and bringeth out the feeling of the health of the Soule in thy sensible loue It hath also giuen mee a new Experience of Death surelie Death to the Sainctes is not as the most part take it 1 not a destruction but a deliuerie 2 It is both my last affliction and my last deliuerance from all miseries 3 It is both an end of this life and the beginning of my life of Glorie in Heauen 4 In it selfe it is a curse but to the Sainctes a blessing in him who hath ouercome it 5 I finde it both a dissolution from the world and of Soule and body and of euerie part of the bodie from other and my first great union with GOD the Sainctes and Angels 6 It is both my death and perfect birth day I haue now a seeming life but I liue not perfectlie till I die the New man shall then come foorth to a glorious libertie in the face of God 7 It is my last and greatest pollution my bodie is sometimes and by partes affected with weaknesse and Death turneth all in a lumppe of vyle and lifelesse clay and yet it is my first and greatest purgation Many purgations spirituall hast thou giuen mee in this life in Baptisme the Laver of Regeneration from sin in euerie act of Faith purifying the heart in euerie act of Repentance washing mee in the blood of Christ in euerie exercise of spirituall worship clensing mine handes in innocencie to compasse thine Altar But this is the great and last purgation when I am cleansed from all sinne In that same instant when my Soule and body doe separate all spiritual blemishes are separated from mee That is the worke of thy Spirit in mee hee knoweth no vncleane thing can enter in Heauen and therefore at my last breath he will giue me the last full cleansing and last degree of sanctification I tremble not at the fire of Purgatorie The enemies of the crosse of Christ are justlie so punished by that their errour when Christs Blood hath cleansed mee from all guiltinesse of all sinne and his sanctifying Spirit hath purged out the nature of it And his perfect obedience hath relieued mee from all punishment there is neither place nor use for that purging or rather tormenting fire after this life 8 Death is in it selfe the most terrible of all terrors but I find it in Christ most desireable The wicked doe tremble at the thoughts of it they see it onelie in the fearefull respects as a destructioÌ„ a curse an end a death a dissolution a pollution Therefore they abhorre it and the mention of it is to them as the hand-write on the wall was to Beltashar But thou shewest to mee these pleasant respects of death as a deliuerie a blessing a beginning a birth an union a purgation They haue none but fearefull grounds they are yet in Nature vnder the Law vnder sinne without Christ and vnder an euill conscience but thou hast layed better grounds in mee and put mee vnder Grace and vnder the Gospel vnder remission of
CHRISTIAN OBSERVATIONS AND RESOLUTIONS OR The daylie practise of the renewed man turning all occurrents to spirituall uses and these uses to his vnion with GOD. I. CENTVRIE VVith a Resolution for Death c. Newlie published by Mr WILLIAM STRVTHER Preacher of the Gospel at EDINBVRGH Ecclesiastes 2. 14. The wise mans eyes are in his head but the foole walketh in darknesse EDINBVRGH Printed by the Heires of Andro Hart. ANNO DOM. 1628. TO GOD ALMIGHTIE GRATIOVS MERCIFVLL c. FATHER SONNE AND HOLIE GHOST His most vnworthie Seruant thristing his glory in the Saluation of the Saints Mr. W. STRVTHER THESE first fruits of Thine owne Grace in mee I offer to Thee O Fountaine of Grace Thy thoughts are pretious to mee and thy Meditations sweete All the desires of mine heart is to Thee and to bring thy Saiuctes to thy fellowship that in that vnion they may enjoy Thy selfe and partake true Happinesse Blesse all meanes vsed to that good end that they may proue meanes of thine owne choyse and worke But aboue all shedde abroad Thy loue in the hearts of Thy people then our preaching and writting will bee either lesse needefull or more fruitfull Thou hast wonâ— to Thy selfe for euer the heart that is deepelie affected with the sense of Thy loue Thou knowest that it can no more byde or rest off Thee than a stone of it selfe can hing in the aire While I thinke of Thee my thoughts increase themselues and while I preasse to expresse them I can not satisfie my selfe in that expression Thou art in the heart that loueth Thee truelie and that heauenlie affection ouercommeth it twise once in vnspeakeable softning sweetnesse nixt in an vnsufficiencie to vtter it But this is some remeede that it can poure it selfe immediatelie vpon Thee Words writes come shorter than thoughts and thoughts shorter than the affection the onelie just and equall expressing of the affection is to thrust it selfe on Thee and to adhere and inhere in Thee continuallie It sufficeth mee that Thou knowest mine heart and thine owne worke in it Let the Meditations of mine heart and the words of my mouth bee acceptable to Thee O GOD my Strength and my Redeemer and direct Thou the workes of mine hands that all may serue to the magnifying of Thy glorious Grace and edifying of thy people AMEN TO THE CHRISTIAN Reader THE present time Christian Reader both offereth these obseruations to me and throweth their publication from mee None walketh with opened eyes but these and the like shall occurre vnto him This time of the Gospel aboundeth in the meanes of sauing knowledge but few partake it The most part brutishlie neglect it other in their search are carried on the by Seeking affecting and resting on trifling knowledge as on happinesse and many who in some sort find it out doe separate from it both affection action so preuailing Athesme giueth thee effront to sauing Knowledge Grace in the Gospel But the Sun sendeth a quickening heate as well as a shining â—ight and man is borne with heart and hands as well as with eyes The worke of light is to discouer but affection separateth vs from the discouered euill and ioyneth vs to the knowne Good and to walke in the direction of that Light and the discerning of Affection is to know sauinglie It is the best knowledge which is about the best things and needeth least change at Death To know GOD and our happinesse in Him hath no change at Death but in the degree aduancing to perfection As other thinges so other knowledge will then vanish This is the affectuous and actuous Knowledge according to godlinesse wherevnto I labour in the Lord to stirre Thee vp That knowing GOD in Christ thou may liue in Him and walke in Him The sense of a God-head is the marrow and kernell of Christianitie Without this all our knowledge is but a carcase of knowledge wee our selues the carions of Christians The Lord worke these good things in thee and thee to his Image to fill Thee heere with Grace and heereafter with glorie Amen Thine in the Lord Mr. William Struther CHRISTIAN OBSERVATIONS AND RESOLVTIONS OR The daylie practise of the renewed man turning all occurrents to spirituall uses and all these uses to his union with GOD. 1. The Christian Furniture THREE thinges are necessar for our Christian walking the right end the straight way and a good Guide And all these are to bee found in God alone his glorie is the right end and the high way to this ende is his Word and himselfe the onelie Guide yea hee himselfe is all these three Hee is the Way and the Trueth and the Life for wee are led by his Spirit in his will to himselfe His presence in mercie giueth vs all this furniture and without it euerie man goeth astray some seeke the right end but choose not the straight way some find the straight way but seeke not the right end in place of God they seeke and follow themselues in all their businesse they aduance not one foote from their first and naturall condition but are more drowned in miserie than at their birth The truelie godlie come to this threefold blessing The more sincerelie they intend his glorie the more sure are they of his direction and guiding This is Abrahams walking before God and Enochs walking with him and Paul his walking in him The present fruite is answerable to such grounds a certaintie to obtaine such an end because of the way and Guide a securitie in that way and a joy in the conscience of rhem all The conscience of the sinceritie of our intention of our endeuouring to find and walke in the way is a great degree of his presence in grace a presage of his presence in glorie The Soule that laboureth for this sort of walking in this life shall bee with him for euer after this life The most part of men proclaime to the world that they haue neuer thought earnestlie of this Iourney Their furniture is rather for Hell if such a Iourney needed furniture then for Heauen They take this worlde for their home themselues for their end their Guide and Guarde loosing their heartes to all vngodlinesse and vnrighteousnesse But the godlie know they haue no byding citie heere therefore they seeke for one to come and deale with God for this prouision in so dangerous a way Hee may bee sure of that end who is guided and guarded by God in the way to it Hee who is now alwayes in God must bee with God for euer So hee guideth his owne with his Counsell and afterward bringeth them to his glorie 2. Operations of Gods Spirit are powerfull THe working of Gods Spirit is neither at our desire nor our direction Hee bloweth where hee listeth and GODS Kingdome commeth not by obseruation Our euill deseruing hath more power to stay him than our desires to set him on worke omissions grieue him greatlie but commission of grosse sinnes grieue him
more they can procure both the intermission of his worke a temporall desertion though hee neuer depart simplie from the Elect. Wee can not fore-see his comming but wee may feele his working The worke it selfe telleth vs that hee is in the worke When hee lurketh what confusions in the minde and disorder in the heart In great businesse we make but slow speed all is in a manner forced and nothing doeth promise the desired successe But when hee showeth himselfe O what a change in the Soule Illumination is great in the varietie and the clearnesse of light and euerie power hath the owne seale stamping the heart all goeth then so easelie as the Soule sufficeth not to take vp particularlie his working In that diuine worke it findeth the power of a diuine Nature no creature can either worke so mightily in vs or affect vs in that kinde or degree It hath more increase of light affection sense and sweetnesse in one houre than in some other moneths As the Soule moueth the bodie so hee moueth his giftes and graces in vs which are as a carcase without him Hee is both the worker teacher of his own operations moueth vs to mak due use of them his desertions are grieuous but his felt operations doe largely recoÌ„pence that grief It is good both to feare eschew his desertioÌ„ but when we find it to comfort our selfe in the remembrance of his bygone and assurance of his future working to our former joys His work is euer powerful but not euer seÌ„sible We know that the hand of the Horolodge hath moued when it commeth to the houre but our sight discerneth not the mouing of it His worke is oft-ten secret to vs and yet forcible Thereby our condition is changed to the better though we obserue not aye the progresse of that bettering When hee both worketh in vs sauing Graces and a feeling of his worke so that his worke and our sense of it doe meete together that is our vnspeakable Ioye 3. The fruitfull worke of our thoughts AS our thoughts are called light so is our accompt of their worke They are restlesse and wee are carelesse what and how they worke no man can hold them within both outward things draw them out and themselues are giuen to wandring euen while wee are musing to hold them in order as water they slide away In their going out they carrie the soule with them and at their returne report some fruite of the matter which they considered But many doe neither obserue their going out nor their returne they let them out on euerie thing mak use of nothing some are worse in a profaine libertie they send them out on impious and naughty matters and take them home fraughted with pernicious and sinfull reports God hath giuen vs our Soule for a better use as he hath set it in the bodie to quicken and moue it so also to keepe a fruitefull intercourse with outward things If it went simplie out of the bodie death would follow If it remained inclosed in it there could bee no intercourse with outward things God hath appointed a midde way that the substance of it shall abide in the bodie but it sendeth out the thoughts as fearchers and intercommers Our best in this kinde is to follow Gods appointment not to let our thoughts wander rackelessie but to send them in order not on euerie trifle but on good things and at their returne to receiue their worke in order A wise Soule in this Thought-work is as a Bee-hyue all the powers are in labour a continuall going out and returning no power idle and none returne emptie and all their obseruations as Honie laid vp for use It gathereth and disgesteth in it selfe a substance masse of purified knowledge and that for affection and action and all of them for the obedience of God and union with him Fixed endes make an well ordered and fruitfull course It is good to intend the good of our callings and then to set our Thoughts to worke about the way Painters draw first the lines theÌ„ fill vp the spaces compleat the portrate And Frost turneth first the face of water in hard lines and then equalleth all with yce And the bodie of a childe in the wombe hath first the noble partes framed then all is filled vp to the comelie proportion of a bodie So the bodie of profitable knowledge hath first the noble partes framed in our fixed designes then the enterjected spaces are filled vp by the Minds daylie labour A ball striken in the open fielde goeth straight out from vs but in a Tinnice the wall maketh it returne to our hand So if our thoughts goe out rackleslie they â—uanish But if wee hem them within the compasse of fixed intentions of our calling and particular taske therein they come home with pertinent obseruations In the first case they are as the Rauen fleeing about the Arke of Noe but not entring in it In the next they are as the Doue returning wearie at Euening with the fatnesse and peaceablnesse of the Oliue 4. Gods peace a sweete Vade-mecum HEalth of Bodie and peace of Conscience are two substantiall blessings Without them other blessinges are not pleasant to vs and this Peace is better than Health as the Soule is better than the bodie The ground of it is Gods free loue the price of it Christs satisfaction the worker of it Gods owne Spirit the mettell vpon which he stampeth it is a good Conscience the fruite of it the joye of the holie Ghost It cannot bee keeped but by great circumspectnesse Sathan cannot endure such a Iewell in the midst of his kingdome It is vineger to his teeth and smoak to his eyes to see Gods children full of this peace in the midst of all his snares wee haue it in the world but not of it neither can the world know it nor giue it nor take it from vs. It sweetneth the bitternesse of our afflictions and doubleth the sweetnesse of prosperitie Goe with it whither wee will we haue a better jewell in our heatrs than all the treasures on earth O what comfort is it when wee lift vp our heartes to GOD and hee meeteth vs with softnesse of heart and joye in Spirit when hee maketh the beames of his face in Christ to strike on our Soule to warme and quicken them and doubleth his grace in vs in the conscience of these things It is Gods seale in the godlie but the wicked neither haue it nor care for it A wonder it is howe men can liue in the world without this Peace Non can well liue in a Kings Court or Countrie without his Peace And how shall they liue in the world his great familie and not care for his fauour And yet men vnder their Kinges wrath may lurke in their Dominions but no place can hide them from God There is small appearance that they who care not for this Peace doe know God strangers taste
him the more wee loue his goodnesse flee his offence and burne in greatest desire of his union in Christ It setteth all the powers of the Soule on all the reuealed properties of GOD and powring out it selfe on him by all these receiueth the influence of his goodnes most fullie and sensiblie Faith Hope Loue Delight and all other Graces are herein busied on their sweetest worke and God in Christ comming downe to our weaknesse draweth vs so neare to him that wee may taste how good and gratious hee is It is the most immediate worship of God wherein wee draw neere to the Throne of Grace and adore an incomprehensible God-head in Christ wee are thereby not onelie for the present filled with Loue Reuerence and feare of a divine Majestie but at other times holden vnder that same disposition We know wee are euer in his sight and remaine in some measure affected to him as wee are in the time of prayer Beside the great blessinges that wee obtaine in it this is a great one that by daylie standing before God wee know him more and more to our union with him No Soule can seeke his face and see him daylie but must affect him and render it selfe absolutelie to him The disposition to it the worke of it and the fruite of it are three great blessings Poperie is mercenarie and doeth no seruice to God but vnder name of hyre So is it in prayer they haue proclamed to the world that they know neither the delight nor fruite of it while they call it a laborious worke put it among penall satisfactions If they had the Spirit of adoption crying Abba Father they could not haue such pleasure as in that exercise no there is no greater torture to a deuoute Soule than to bee stayed from it The heart-scald doeth not so vex the stomacke as these impediments doe the Soule The impressions of God are so strong in that heauenlie conference that nothing can counterfit them and our contentment so sweete by that sense of his loue that no humane delight can equall it When our heart is taken with a delight to pray we haue found a compendeous way to know God sauinglie and to bee taught of him Next to his holy word the impressions and affeâ—â—ions obtained in Prayer are two cleare Commentaries of his divine properties 8. Fruitfull labours in our callings OUr Soule hath the owne measure which it can not well exceed within that compasse it worketh easily profitablie Without it and aboue there is great toyle but no fruite In our calling and gift wee may doe something because of Gods ordinance promise But without them wee are out of our theets and haue neither a promise of his presence or blessing Yet in our calling and gift wee may exceede if wee reach vs further than the measure of our gift promiseth As God hath distinguished men by callings so by giftes in a calling and men of that same gift by sindrie degrees of the gift The lacke of this consideration maketh so many crosse themselues and others and forceth God to mis-know his owne ordinance while they walke not as hee appointeth While euerie man will doe euery thing no man almost doeth any thing as hee should Our gift and measure of it is our Talent and the labour of our calling is ouâ— exchange According thereto our place is reckoned both in mankinde and the Church so our reckoning wil be at the last day It is wisedome to consider our Calling Gift and measure of the Gift The Calling giueth authoritie and power The Gift sufficiencie The measure of the Gift dexteritie And all of them in this harmonie promise a blessing The Calling presenteth the taske to vs The Gift the parte of it And the Measure the degree of the taske To labour without a Calling is curiositie Without a Gift is presumption And without a Measure is a foolish ouerweening and ouer-reaching it is an abusing of the worke our Gift and our selfe Hee shall not bee ashamed of his reckoning whose labours haue beene all within the bounds of his Calling and their Measure within his Gift degree As God hath first blessed him with the honourable imployment of a Calling and next with some sufficiencie for to doe it And thirdlie with some answerable successe So in end he shall crowne all these Blessings with acception both of himselfe and his labours Well done faithfull seruant thou hast beene faithfull in little I will make thee Ruler ouer much enter into thy Masters Ioy. 9 The world is worse and worse MAnie doe wonder wherefore the world is worse and worse and that justlie how so bad a thing can grow in euill It lyeth all in euill euen in Sathans armes and that is euil enough It would appeare that long instructions Letters Diuine and humane Lawes and Discipline exercise of Religion examples of Gods judgements for sinne might haue some force to mend it These would indeede proue forcible to a curable nature but the world is vncurable The heart of man which is the heart of the world is desparatelie and incurablie wicked Though some men be renewed yet they beget not renewed men but naturall Euerie Age commeth in with the owne guise to adde euill to the former Their corruption letteth them not see the good of former or present times they take hold of euill and thinke it a proofe of their succession both to follow that and augment it As a kinde Burgesse in a Citie loueth the increase of common good so euerie man the increase of the common euill of the world how can it bee good since it hath no good of it selfe but resisteth the goodnesse that God offereth to it all the sins of former Ages remaine in it by reason of mans great corruption and Gods just desertion increaseth wonderfullie And the Prince of it watchfull at all occasions multiplieth wickednesse that God may multiplie wrath It is kindlie to euery thing to growe in its owne gift good thinges by reason claimeth that groweth but euill by violence obtaine it Wee must seeke a new world in this olde one for this will neuer amend Hee shall finde his life for a prey who keepeth himselfe from the contagion of his time Though wee bee some part of it yet let vs not be like to it The new man with new grace shal mak good plenishing for a new Heauen when like draweth to like in the justice of God we shall bee gathered to Heauen while the incurable world goeth to their owne place Hee must bee secured by sauing Grace who would not bee lossed in the worlds wickednesse This preseruatiue commeth onely of God who hath chosen vs out of the world as hee can prouide vs peace in the midst of it so can hee preserue vs in despyte of it hee is ouertaken in the worldes sinne and shall bee involued in their damnation who seeth not this common euill and keepeth not himselfe from it We are foretold that the world
the loue of God his word and worshippe and by the exercise of his mind soweth such a seed of Grace that old Age hath not a beedrole of folies to repent If wee learne the wayes of God in our Youth when wee are olde wee will not depart from them If hee fill vs with mercie in the morning of our time wee shall bee glad and rejoyce all our dayes That is a commendable Youth which is olde in Grace and sauoureth of the wisedome and holinesse of the Antient of dayes And that is a glorious olde Age which waxeth new in Grace and in the newnesse of a glorious eternitie As that gracious Youth endeth in a more gracious olde Age so that olde Age shall end into and bee succeeded with an endlesse Glorie 12. Deuotion Obedience are pleasant twinnes DEuotion and Obedience are pleasant twinnes Deuotion begetteth Obedience and is increased by it when the Spirit is bent on God all the Graces in it are at their highest extent It cannot containe it selfe but in affecting him and delighteth it selfe most sweetely both in powring out it selfe tenderly on him in a large receiuing his influences At that tyme all impediments of Obedience are remoued and the greatest spurres added to set vs fordward Then we answere him with a ready heart Speake Lord for thy Seruant heareth Soft wax is easilie stamped and hot yron easilie forged so the softnesse of a deuotious heart is plyable able to God As it droppeth out tender affections so it will yeelde obsequious actions to him Disobedience commeth of hardnesse but the heauenly warming of GODS loue turneth that hardnesse in a willingnes and affectuousâ—nesse to him As hee powreth in it the senâ—e of his loue so it powreth out it selfe in all powers on him againe So long as it is in this temper God can command no vnpleasant thing to vs though otherwise it were impossible yet it is welcome because of his will This disposition in it selfe is a great degree of inward Obedience in so great a forsaking and going out of our selfe to bee one with him What a gladnesse is it to haue the occasion to testifie our loue to God by Obedience And this daughter of DeuotioÌ„ doth nourish her mother The conscience of Obedience doubleth Deuotion We cannot satisfie our selfe in wondring at Gods goodnesse who hath blessed vs with the grace of sincere Obedience that his Grace is not common in commanding onelie but a speciall and returning Grace turning vs home to him in doing that which his commanding goodnesse exacted Deuotion tyeth vs to God and that for his infinite goodnesse in himselfe his sauing goodnesse communicate to vs And beeing in so sweete bands how can wee better discharge our selfe of them than by honouring him in holy Obedience And the more wee discharge our selues the more are wee bound Euery degree of sufficiencie to obey and euery act of Obedience increaseth Deuotion The more Grace that God giue vs for Obedience the more we loue him cleaue to him as the fountaine from whom all good floweth and the end to which it returneth These twinnes both liue and die together A dry and a withered heart voyd of Deuotion is also barren of Obedience and lacke of Obedience lacketh the testimonie of strong obeying Grace and the matter of new and greater Deuotion Hee that would haue them both let him begin at Deuotion and the other will follow A constant and tender Affection to God meeteth not his commaÌ„ds with disobedience These twins are feete to goe to God wings to flee to Perfection The first is a bond of our union and the second a proofe that wee stand firme in that union with him 13. Holy necessities are no distractions ALl distractions are not of alike nature some directlie marre our proceeding as businesse without our Calling other are seeming distractions a â—â—â—â—nesse in some other part of our Calâ—â—â—â—g then wee haue presently in hand These last are not properly distractions but rather preparations When a Pastour is going to the Pulpit it is not distraction to visite a sicke person but rather a sanctification for the publicke work Our task is to bring soules to God and sicknesse is a conuenient tyme for it Reaping in the haruest is as pleasant to the labourer as his sowing and to deliuer people in the hand of God on their death-bed is a closing of our labours about them Wee sow the seed of the Word out of the Pulpit and finde the fruite of it in their affliction I haue often found in conference with the afflicted and in the way going and comming from them moe points of Meditation than possibly in moe hours of reteerdnesse Gods ordinances doe further one another and Obedience to them hath euer a blessing following it It is no distraction that separateth vs not from the end nor turneth vs out of the way Grosse distractions are more dangerous yet if true Grace bee 〈◊〉 we shall aduance our selues more 〈◊〉 after them and rouse vp our strength and double our care for redeming our losses A well set Soule is sharpened by distractions turneth that impediment in a spurre Some steppes backward make vs aduance further in our leaping The Soule that toucheth good but occasionally is soone loosed from it but being tyed to it then incident distractions cannot separate but augment our earnestnesse of that union If wee wedde our selfe to good for eternall enjoying no temporall distraction can diuorce vs from it Hee who is alwayes about his Fathers busines shall neuer bee distracted 14. Fruitfull Experience EXperience findeth vs fooles and maketh vs wise if our folie bee curable wee can neither thinke euill to bee so euill as it is neither good so good till Exâ—â—â—ience teach vs The craft of SathaÌ„ the euill of sinne the strength of our owne corruption are best knowne by proofe to assay them is to eate the forbidden fruite and a newe degree of knowledge of good and euill The sweetnesse of Gods Grace the sauing power of the Gospel the tendernesse of Gods mercy and the worke of his holy Spirit are best knowne by Experience This is a sort of eating of the Tree of Life Our best is to eschew Experience of euill I care not how oft I haue proofe of good but it is madnesse to cast vs in the Experimenting of euill but if our foolishnes bring vs on new assayes the next is to take in a new affectioÌ„ to that euil new care to eschew it In what measure wee flee the proofe of euill let vs seeke the Experience of good though euery houre giue vs a new taste of Grace wee shall euer finde a new sweetnesse in it and when perfection commeth it shall exceede all our bygone knowledge and proofe Euery Experience with a new degree of light bringeth a new affection and stampeth the heart with a new hatred of euill and desire of good Experience is an ordinar remeede of folie but if wee amend not thereby there is
hath layde in the vncharitable heart the egges or seedes of Ignorance Malice Prejudice Suspition preposterous Zeale and such like Then hee worketh mightilie on them and hatcheth the monstrous bird of Calumnie But it is winglesse till it be vented For this end hee putteth Confidence and Credulitie to it that it may flee abroad which was brought foorth in secret This is a match of Sathans joyning A babling tongue to speake and a bibulous eare to drinke in greedilie bad reportes It is a weake Soule that hath two such assistants who so would perswad them of any thing haue lesse to doe than hee who must heare their raw and vnconsiderate reportes Hee needeth no more but vent his tales he is trusted at once by them but their hearers must either beleeue them that in their own degree of perswasion or else suffer for it It is easier to bee their informers than their hearers or reformers and that rather in lies and trifles than in trueth They are as hard to take contrare information to their former errors as they were ready at the first to drinke them in It is our best to try reportes and then giue euery thing its owne due of trust and euery trust the owne degree of asseveration It is folie to embrace humane reports with that same degree of perswasion as wee doe diuine trueth or to speake them with the same confidence A speciall worke of Gods Spirit is to direct vs in the trueth and that not onely in the matters of Saluation but also in our common conuersation where hee reigneth hee placeth holy Discretion at the roote of our eares to keepe vs from racklesse Credulitie And hee guydeth the heart with wise Charitie to stay vndiscreet Confidence inventing of our owne apprehension or other mens reports The foolish man will beleeue euery thing but the prudent will consider his steppes Prov. 14. 15. 42. The sight of a present God-head IT is a great worke to direct our life aâ—ight and many haue giuen good precepts for it but the Scripture is a most full and pertinent rule And God who knoweth best our duetie hath summed all vp in one word VValke before mee and bee thou vpright Genâ—s 17. 1. The sight and sense of a reuealed reconcealed and present God-head is the marrow and substance of all wholesome directions Who can see him but hee must loue and seeke an union with him and keepe that union by a constant walking with him Hee cannot bee seene but by his owne light nor felt but by his owne life and the raritie of these blessinges make the Christian conuersation so rare This is a compleate Furniture for our duetie first to know it next to will it and thirdlie to haue a power to doe it All these are obtained by setting God before vs. Neither is hee a beholder of his gifts but an effectuall mouer of them setting vs and his Grace in vs to worke by a powerfull working If his pure light fill the minde his effectuall power will fill the heart and that light and power can lead vs no wher-else but to himself They put vs to a restlesnesse but when wee are pleasing him and that restlesnes is a most sweete rest The goodnes of promised blessings the weight of threatned curses and the equitie of dueties commanded are all in their vigour when we see God so that faith and obedience doe follow Other considerations haue their owne force but this is so immediate and strong that there is neither place for delay nor hypocrisie He who seeth God alway dare neither neglect his duetie nor doe it deceitfully Where this care is Sinne findeth a bridle and Grace a spurre There can no tentation ouercome vs so long as wee see God clearely before vs Sathans suggestions evanish as mist before that face And our corruption dare not shew it selfe before the clearenes of that light Our walking in Christianity is but a roving till wee come to this sight of God in some measure This maintaineth light in the minde sensiblenesse in the heart and setteth to worke our Conscience to direct and hold vs in a conuersation worthie of him whom we see alwayes looking on vs. Men are diuersly affected with this sight Some know not the nature of it other condemne it as a phanaticke imagination because they comprise all the worke of Grace within their owne personall experience But VVisedome is justified of her children They who are conscious and sensible of it enjoye the vnspeakable fruites thereof While other are as voyde of them as they are voyde of the sight it selfe 43. Patrons of Grace and Nature are condignelie payed for their pleading OPinions in Religion are discoueries of our condition he who counteth highlie of the Grace of God hath his part thereof It commeth freely of God and leadeth to him in thankfulnesse It is his gift and the proper worke of it is to bring vs to him againe It is his stryne in vs and pulleth our Soules to him The holy Spirit is not as a reporting messeÌ„ger but one inbiding seale hee worketh at once both the sense of Gods loue in our heart and the meeting we giue to it No childe of Grace can satisfie himselfe in magnifying of Grace the worke of it is to powre out it selfe on God the Fountaine as it filleth the hart with joy so doth it the mouth with VVhat shall I reÌ„der to the Lord Ps. 116. 12. The Patrons of Nature seeme yet to abyde in Nature at the least that patrocinie is a work of Nature and flesh in them If a Captiue commend his Prison is a token hee is not wearie of it and which is worse desireth not to bee deliuered of it Sauing Grace in Christ is the Arke of Gods building to saue those that goe in it But Pelagius brittle and rent shalloppe of naturall power and selfe-sufficiencie drowneth men in damnation In things naturall and for this life Nature can doe something but in matters supernaturall and for Saluation it is blind as the mould-warp dead as a carcase and vyld as a carion If we ascryue to it either deseruing or disposition for Grace we denye both the Nature and necessitie of Grace Errors in other pointes of Religion discouer indeed weakenesse in the mind but in these practick poynts concerning Gods worke in our Calling and conuersation they discouer the state of our persons They who are translated from Nature to Grace cannot but abhorre Nature and praise Grace O! how dangerous a thing is it to count Nature Grace or to magnifie it against Grace If their opinion bee well examined they will bee found to lay two strange grounds to themselues One that they are sprung of another beginning than fallen Adam The other that they court another God than the Redeemer of mankynde As for vs who are come of lost Adam and depend on Christ our Redeemer wee dare neither speake so proudly of Nature nor so basely of Grace The poore speaketh with prayers but
in a blind man Light and life are best together The first is the sweete eating of the Booke Ezech. 3. 3. The second is the bitter disgesting of it The one giueth Grace contentment in secret the other proueth the sinceritie of that Grace to man For our owne joye the first hath a sufficiencie but for the edification of others and our confirmation in our calling and election The second is necessar If naked knowing bee sufficient Sathan is a most perfect creature Hee excelleth all men in the knowledge of good euill but is behind all men in affecting them He knoweth not good to loue seeke it nor euill to hate and flee from it but his affections actions are set crosse to his knowledge Hee is in that same degree of wickednesse that hee is in excellencie of vnderstanding His searching and pearcing wit hath purchased him the name of an vnderstanding Spirit but his wickednesse calleth him Sathan an enemie to God The union and worke of both craueth some solide and inward ground Outward meanes may occasion them and inward motions set them on worke but they cannot haue a constant byding in vs without a byding ground and principle The life of God is this ground What supernaturall thing we doe without it is but hypocriticall or occasionall and easilie intermitted The Fountaine of this life is God himselfe and where this Fountaine is there is sufficiencie for Theorie practise Without him our professing is hypocrisie our minting vanitie and our actions will die and end in their beginning Wee can doe nothing that is good without him and with him wee shall bee able to approue our selfe in a liuely Theorie and a well grounded practise As without Christ wee can doe nothing Ioh. 15. 5. So I am able to doe all things through the helpe of Christ who strengtheneth me Philip. 4 13 Yet not I but the grace of God which is with me 2. Cor. 15. 10. 48. The ambitious man dieth of his disease DOubtlesse Ambition is foolish and God in Iustice doeth crosse it in the greatest designes But the humble man is truely wise and God casteth more humane respect on him than hee desireth The Ambitious man hunteth after honour but it flyeth from him What euer bee his worth in this hee is vnworthie that hee thirsteth honour It is not guided by blind Fortune but by a seeing prouidence and flyeth from them who proudlie affect it and waiteth on them who modestlie decline it He fetcheth and sucketh wind out of euery Airth but when he seekth it most there is greatest calme both in respect of his desire and indeed What is lacking that way hee supplyeth it by his owne breath of vntymous selfe praise but that auaileth not all mens breathing in a shippe will not fill the sailes hee is the more vile in the eyes of the wise the lowder hee proclaime his owne supposed vertues The humble man neither intendeth nor affecteth honour yet it followeth him As the shaddow followeth the bodie so doth true honour to true worth Hee hath more of that gale of winde than hee craueth and the more it blow hee is the more dejected his care is to keepe him from schelues and rockes before so faire a winde God is witnesse to his Soule that heerein hee hath a secrete dejection and still compting himselfe the vilest sinner in the earth Hee wonders at that mercie that hath so vndeseruedlie blessed him and knoweth not how to beginne to bee thankfull Hee is more pensiue how to pay the debt of gratitude to God than puft vp in taking it on And saith with Dauid Who am I Lord God and who is my Fathers house that thou hast brought mee hitherto And finding himselfe vnable to thanke God as hee ought and would hee calleth God to witnesse his earnestnesse to honour God What can Dauid say more to thee For thou Lord knowest the heart of thy seruant And the more hee is swallowed vp in that sweet drowning sense of Gods loue hee is the nearer to true exaltation Hee feeleth then the trueth of that Martyrs word who said HEE THAT PRAISETH MEE SCOVRGETH MEE of the word of God That hee resisteth the proude and giueth grace to the humble 49. Good Spirits are most free of passions GReat Spirits haue least passions but base Spirites are most passionate The first is aboue their businesse and not soone moued the other is vnder all accidents and perplexed in euery thing The one as a large vessell containeth easilie water cast in it and the other as a small vessell runneth ouer If the power of Princes were in the hands of priuate men or the passions of priuate men in the hands of Princes the world could not stand But God hath wisely separate them that power without passion may bee profitable and passions without power may bee harmelesse The highest Mountaines haue least storme and wind on their tops but the raines and tempest ouer-run the low hilles valleyes There are few worldly Princes but in Grace wee are called to this heauenly principalitie to command our passions The holy Spirit maketh the Soules of the truelie sanctified as the fleece of Gideon They are free of passions and perturbations while others are drowned in them Broken water is in the shallow Seas But the deepe Seas haue a soft swelling and not these violent breakings If wee bee translated from Nature to Grace wee are aboue the surprysing of accidents and bitternesse of injuries and so are secured from the violence of our owne passions Our heart is in the secret of God and our head aboue the Heauens while our state or body is buffeted on earth our Soules enjoye a pleasant serenitie in the face of GOD. 50. God alone better than all HEe shifteth much needlesse labour and prouideth great contentment who closeth himselfe with God alone To deale with man alone beside God is both an endlesse fruitlesse labour If we haue coūsel to aske helpe or benefite to obtaine or approbation to seek there is none end with man For euery man we must haue sūdrie reasons motiues and what pleaseth one will offend twentie as many heads as many wits and fansies No man can giue contentment to all or change himselfe in so many fashions as he shall encounter humours And yet it is more easie to take sundrie fashions than to bee actiue in them Hee preasseth to lift water in a sife and sand in open fingers who thinketh so to carrie himselfe as to please all He is prodigall of the peace of his soule and carelesse of good successe who maketh man either his rule or his rewarder That Spirit must bee rent asunder that applyeth it selfe to the contrarietie of mens opinions Mans bodilie senses both ruleth and ouerruleth his reason therefore as hee seeth men and not God so he preferreth seene man to an unseene GOD But when hee shall see God in the clouds at the last day all mankynd present they shall all bee
Affliction then wee see and feele the peaceable fruite of Righteousnesse and the health of our Soule Euerie sanctified crosse to the godly hath both a sensible decay of that outward life in the blessinges of God and as sensible an increase of the life of God in God himselfe The life of God is more strong and manifest by such wounding than without it I count it no losse to want that life that chocketh the life of God in mee the more that life is destroyed the more I liue in God and God in mee Heerein is that notable saying verified WEE HAD PERISHED EXCEPT VVEE HAD PERISHED It is good for mee that thou hast afflicted mee for thereby I haue learned to keepe thy Law Psal. 119. 71. Many deare Children of God in their owne sense had perished eternallie if they had not beene brayed in the morter of Affliction 70. Man the most disobedient Creature ALl Creatures stand in their order to God as hee placed them in the beginning but Angels and Men his best Creatures brake their order and left their place They were best gifted and yet fell most yea they onelie fell and Angels better gifted than man fell worse than Man And now while all is subject to vanitie Man is most refractarie to God what law God hath set for other Creatures they keepe it without any breake The Seas keepeth their bounds and passeth them not The Birds know their time and slippe it not The Heauens and Earth their place and change it not and all Creatures follow their Creator and are in their kinde affected towards Man as God directeth them When hee is angrie with Man they can grieue him when he is pleased they comfort him Onelie Man knoweth not or keepeth not bounds time place nor disposition like to God Gods will findeth no rebellion in the whole Creature till it encounter with the Will of Man The Patrons of Free-will may bee ashamed of such a Client and in that plea doe professe a captiuitie of their owne will in the wilfull defence of such a rebellious free-dome This is our shame that beeing better gifted wee are lesse obedient although that Gods Law to vs bee more perfect and his disposition more reuealed to vs yet his law findeth not disobedience nor his disposition a contrarietie but in vs. Unspeakable is his patience that beareth with it and his mercie that pardoneth it But let vs striue to be plyable both in obedience and conformitie with God The gifts of God doe both engage vs to obedience and enable vs for it And disobedience is punished answerablie to the greatnesse of our obligement When wee see these meanest Creatures keepe their course we should bee astonished their obedience is our conuiction as they declare the worke of God in their order so they preach our rebellion who come not neare to them in obsequiousnesse to him 71. Good men most injured THe Christian warfare is full of mistaking some knoweth not the parties other know not the cause It is not aye eâ—ill men that suffer neither at the hands of euill neither for euill But oft-tentimes good men euen the best doe suffer and that for God and at the hands of good men Grosse euils are soone discerned and as they make a dittay and bring on punishment so they close the mouth of the guiltie sufferer But it is more hard when Grace and actes of Grace worthie of loue and honour are taken for grosse sinnes and that not of the wicked onely but euen of the Children of God This sinister judging is in them not as they are his Children but as corrupted Hee is blockish who thinketh Sathan so grosse as to enjure the Sainctâ—s onely by the wicked As hee can transfigure himselfe in an Angel of light so can hee dye the corruption of men otherwise godly with the coloure of Grace and rubbe vpon Gods Children and their obedience to God the colour of impietie Grace is neuer contrare to GODS Grace but loueth and honoureth it as a streame of that same Fountaine and Image of that same God It is corruption that opposeth Grace And the like corruption in others doeth allow that opposing corruption as grace And condemneth injured grace as corruption This mistaking runneth so deepe and strong that I thinke neuer to see it mended till Christ come in the cloudes Let euery one who setteth his heart to serue God resolue to suffer at the hands of the godly and that for good Hee shall not bee a loser therein That Grace shall grow for which hee is injured It is a weake Grace that is not worth an injurie and a weaker that bringing an injurie from indiscreete man cannot sustaine him who is injured for it And let euerie one pray for Charitie and holy Prudence to keepe vs that wee offend not God in injuring his Children and his Grace in them 72 Gods Beggers are best heard IT is not betweene God and vs as betweene man and man when man giueth any thing to day he is slower to morrow and though some three or foure dayes hee giue in end hee will refuse and vpbraide the suter as importune impudent But God giueth liberallie and reprocheth no man Iam. 1. 5. Hee hath an infinite treasure which can neither bee exhausted nor diminished His liberalitie is great and the gifts he now giueth are not our full portion but beginnings and pledges of that perfection which he hath promised and intendeth to giue vs till wee get perfection wee haue not gotten the full measure that he hath ordained the oftner we aske the welcomer are wee And the more wee receiue the more hee giueth hee counteth it good seruice to begge his blessings It is happines for our miserie to haue such a Fountaine and Riuer to runne to Our condition is all in necessitie of his goodnesse and his goodnesse is all for the helpe of our necessities GOD indented with Abraham vnder the name of All-sufficient to tell him that as man bringeth nothing to the Couenant but All-necessitie so hee should meete with All sufficiencie in God Our state is nothing but All-necessitie a want of all good A want of the sense of that want So the want of an heart to desire the supplie of a mouth to aske it of an hand to receiue it and of a price to purchase it But this Fountaine sendeth out a supplie to all these wants hee maketh vs feele our miserie giueth vs an holy thirst of his supplie the mouth for prayer to aske a price in Christ to obtaine it and the hand of Faith to take it What is more conuenient to helpe our necessitie than this sufficiencie It is a goodnesse both full and free to imparte it selfe that it will both helpe the indigent and in a sort act some part of his worke rather than it helpe him not Hee is willing to giue almes who openeth the hand of the begger and then thrusteth money in that hand which hee hath opened so doeth God
as his humour is put in place of Gods Law so himselfe is put in Gods steede If many courses that seeme good were tryed to this touchstone their appearing equitie would be found iniquitie and their seeming obedience to God would proue contemptuous rebellion self-Selfe-loue is such an enemie to trueth and righteousnesse as they can neuer preuaile at her barre She setteth vs as a center to al her supposed good pleadeth greatest iniquity in the termes of our wealth In just reason sight should master that blindnesse but the tyrannie of Selfe-loue blindeth our verie light The speciall remeede of this voluntar and wilfull erring is to transferre both our deeds and rights to the person of some other We would judge more vnpartiallie in that case If wee censure them in other and apply that our censure to our selfe we shall be convicted of many infirmities which wee take for perfections If wee could drawe our cause deedes and persons in the light of Gods countenance such selfe-deceiuing would not haue place in us Mans judgement and our owne may faile vs but there is no place for deceite if we can sincerely processe our selues before God in the person of another The strength of Selfe-deceit is in confusion and assuming an other person than our owne but the remeede of it is in discerning that confusion and transferring our person to another 89. Particulars are mixed with common causes I Saw neuer a common cause without some particulars all may seeme to concurre to choose and vse good meanes to a common end But if all heartes were disclosed the ends might bee found almost as many and particular as the persons By-ends are euer sette vp beside the maine and good end and for these either meanes diuerse or contrare to the wholesome meanes are inuented If God did not ouer-rule so diuerse coÌ„trare projects there culd neuer a common course bee happilie prosecute As day and night make vp time and heate and moystnesse the life and health of man so hee turneth mans contâ—are particulars to his good end Hee can suffer them to intend their owne ends and plotte their owne meanes but yet wiselie in his owne time he wosteth all their particular and curious spinning in the great webbe of his prouidence As little Brookes falling from sundrie Hilles in a great Riuer keepe no longer their course or channell but are carried with the Riuer to the Sea So mens particular ends and wayes are carried within the source of Gods prouidence to his owne end They may fight one against another but cannot all resist him His ouer-ruling power and wisedome maketh good matter for his end out of them all It is a wonder to see euery man draw the publicke to his owne particular But more how God sustaineth the publicke in so manifold and manifest direptions of it And most of all how he turneth them to the preseruation of the integritie of it It is a griefe indeed to see men spoile the common with their owne particulars yet shall it bee no prejudice to God Man may propone but God will dispone the moe impediments the greater discouerie of mans folie and the more matter for proofe of Gods wisedome There bee some particulars which agree with the publicke and are rather partes of it than particulars They intend a common good and quite themselues for sustaining of it and suffer their owne small streame to fall in the greater Riuer and so come vnder Gods blessing to the common But destroying particulars fall vnder his curse who is the ranuerser of al crooked wayes They are the ivie or woodbeane that draweth out the juce of the tree which it strictlie embraceth turneth the waters of the riuer to their own ditch Though they sucke the marrow of the publicke to themselues yet God maketh it to drie their bones and not to feede them Such interuerters like Pharaohs leane kyne are as leane after the deuouring of the fatte kyne as before It is a safe proceeding to haue our end one with God and our mids these same which he hath commanded If we see men vntimouslie broyle with their particulars let vs not dispare of Gods end Whither man prosper or faile of his purpose yet the counsell of God shall stand Prov. 19. 21. Hee hath prouided great furtherance for his adoes who refuseth particular ends GOD who watcheth ouer all thinges for his owne purpose shall bring it to passe Wee may bee sure that hee will accomplish our desires when they are closed in his We should not stay on this only consideration but ascend more high to conceiue that Gods mercie from eternall purposed to determine our will to a conformitie with his that in time hee might blesse vs in the accomplishment of our will in his 90. The Remeede of our Corruption â—Ho can looke in his owne heart with the light of God without astonishment All our naturall powers giuen at the first for our good are armed for our destruction These who should sute and rest on good as our Desires Loue Hope and Ioye c. are sette on euill And they which should fence vs from euill as Feare Hatred Dispare and Griefe c. are either idâ—e from their worke or adhere to euill And some monstruous passion seasing it selfe in euerie facultie of our Soule playeth the tyrrant by course And all these to bee directed by an ignorant and erring minde and sweyed by a will free indeed but all its freedome inclining and captiuate to sin The den of lyons was no more terrible to Daniel or the fyre to the three Children than these tyrrannous passions in the heart are to him that seeth and feeleth them What pleasure can wee haue to dwell among such Vipers and to be daylie stunge by them This is our state so long as we sojourne in Meshech and dwell in the tents of Kedar Psal. 120. 5. What joy can our heartes possesse so long as they boyle in these corruptions Ambition in one corner Auarice in another Lust in a third miscontment distempering all Wee can neither cast them out of vs nor separate our selues from them except we prouide some remeede wee must bee burnt by that fire and rent by these beasts If God dwell in our heart hee will quench that fire and stop the mouthes of these Lyons Hee turneth these powers on their abused passions in a godly griefe to bee sorrowfull for them and a godly feare to eschew them and by their renouatioÌ„ destroyeth their corruption and that not for their slaughter onlie but for their buriall A watchfull Conscience ouer their sturring that they draw vs not to sinne an in-calling on GOD for pardon and assistance against their furie a striuing to defraude their desires and crosse them by their contrares are good remeedes for our corruption When that worke of restraining and renewing Grace is constant sensible in vs then the jawes of these Lyons are broken and the just cause of our griefe is turned in as
weake meanes Clay layed to Clay Dust vnto Dust and the shaddow of Death a refreshment of wearines Our nourishment is but dust and our sleepe an image of Death and Death in end must dissolue that dust that standeth vpon so base pillers and is so oft wrapped vp in the image of it Though the first worke of our nourishment bee to susteene the bodie in life yet in a second worke it furnisheth matter of diseases and so of Death And though our Sleepe in it selfe refresh vs yet it is a presage and an earnest of a longer sleepe in Death If Sicknesse fasten on the Body for remeede thereof I take on another disease Medicine is indeede a gift of God a necessitie to Nature an enemie to the corruption of it and haâ—sh and vnpleasant to the integritie of it yet when I render my selfe to it I embrace a lesser Death for avoyding a greater One dolour is a remeede to another dolour And all is but an off-putting for a time Mortalitie is so seased in the bodie that our life is stollen through innumerable diseases and deathes and in end a yeelding to Death This is the miserie of a mortall bodie in the circle of daylie and vnavoydable necessities and at last in despite of all their supplies a necessitie of Death The Soule is more burdensome in this lumpish bodie rent asunder with corruption and passions their distresses more oppressing it than these paines did the bodie It is now forced with temptation if it bee strenthened it is in danger of pride for deliuerie The remeede of one temptation is turned in the matter of a worse The naturall powers in their worke doe trouble it the ImaginatioÌ„ runneth out in phansies the Mind in inquiring is vexed and tortured by scruples The Will in inclyning declining and suspending is not so much delighted with good as crossed with the euill object and that work of it is a toyle to it selfe and to vs The Affections sette contrare Feare Sorrow Hatred tormenting vs and Hope Ioy and Loue busying vs more in their object suspended remoued hurt or destroyed than they doe in the enjoying of it Neuer any of these sweete affections in vs alone but their coÌ„trare is fixed on them while wee are in hope or joye and enjoying of God wee feare to lose that joye and sorrow commeth in with that feare But the torment of temptatioÌ„ is intolerable that Satan doth so far preuaile in vs as to stir vp our inbred corâ—uptioÌ„ that our corruption doth yeeld to him we our selues in a perpetuall trouble either watching ouer temptions that they surprise vs not or resisting them when they are moued or repenting for them when they haue preuailed to our insnaring And the Conscience aboue all sette on a continuall worke to direct vs aright in all our wayes to try our obedience to her direction and if wee haue failed to torment vs in our arriegning before Gods Tribunall and the feare and sense of his wrath to come How can I either delight to dwell in this Bodie or carrie about so grieuous a burden as this A vile prison an hole of Serpents and Coâ—katrices A body of earth and a bodie of sinne and death in it a masse of corruption euer stirred of Sathan and breaking out of it selfe Heere is a burthen insupportable a labour without end The sense of it selfe is enough to the sensible Soule to mourne for abyding in it and to cry VVoe is mee that I abide so long in Mesech or dwell in the tents of Kedar And miserable man that I am who shall deliuer mee from this bodie of Death It is impossible that perfect happinesse can lodge in so miserable a creature It craueth a Soule and bodie perfect and free of all euill therefore I must bee dissolued ere I bee perfected the Soule purified in God from all sinfulnesse and the bodie refined in the earth from all frailtie and so the whole man freed of all miserie Though fleshly self-Selfe-loue sometimes blind mee to desire to abide in this body yet a bettâ—r loue of my selfe in GOD biddeth mee desire to bee dissolued that I may bee perfected The greater light the greater libertie in visiting these Mansions in Heauen and adoring my God who hath prepared them for mee The greater libertie the gearter desire to bee out of this bodie wherein so long as I dwell I am absent from God and these Mansions where I long to enjoy him This is the miserie of a sinfull Soule And though our Soâ—le had peace our bodie constant health yet our Lot is vnder continuall changes Our Husband and Wife Parents and Children Friendes and Familiars are subject to Sicknesse and Death Our name is subject to Infamie and Calumnies Our goods layed open to mans deceit or violence and to Gods most free and just Providence They are either with holden from vs or taken from vs or if they remaine with vs they decay So wee are either chastened with a simple want of them or a losse or a change Our Lotte in it selfe is a blessing of God but this change and decay is a matter of griefe and feare As though God did augment our Lot for this end to augment the marke for his Arrowes and the matter of our griefe There is nothing whereof wee can say that either wee shall haue it long or in that same state wherein it is now It is either subject to want in measure or change in standing There is none houre wherein we are not either vnder a sorrowfull remembrance of bygone Calamities or vnder sense of some present or vnder a fearefull foresight of Calamities to come This is the miserie of a changeable Lotte All these miseries God hath layed vpon man to humble him thereby Ecclesi 1. 13. and to make him wearie of this present life For man that is borne of a woman is of a short continuance and full of trouble Iob. 14. 1. Hee is borne to trouble as sparkes flee vpward Iob. 5. 7. If wee found full and constant prosperitie heere wee would desire to remaine in this life There is neither necessitie nor desire of a better life in them who find all things according to their heart in this life But God hath so tempered the Cup to his dearest Children that it hath more gall and worme-wood than honie and more sowre than sweete Our life is short in it selfe and made shorter by grieuous Calamities If wee count onlie that tyme for our life wherin we haue beene free of Feare of Sense or memorie of euill it will bee shorter than the naturall course of life if all bee well examined scarcelie shall the best liuing finde so many peaceable houres as his naturall life hath dayes God knoweth that naturallie wee are giuen to nest in the world as birds To roote in it as Trees sit fast in it as Rockes Therefore hee changeth our Lotte and crosseth our contentment that hee may both loose vs and keepe vs loose
of vs in our tyme Hee fulfilled the Law tooke away Sinne satisfied Gods Iustice and so brak the jawes of Death Shall I then feare to follow such a Captaine Hee hath made Death but a carcase of an enemie I haue neither to feare in it Sinne which is pardoned nor Law which is fulfilled nor Iustice which is satisfied It is a Serpent without the Sting a Gyant without bones or armes though it swallow mee vp in a naturall dissolution it shall cast mee out as the Whale did Ionah in an immortall condition when this mortalitie shall bee swallowed vp of life When Dauid had killed Goliah the Israelites ranne as fast to see him as they fledde before from him beeing aliue Doubtlesse they contemned that sometimes terrible Gyant they trod vpon him with their feete and cut him with there swords They did that securelie because hee was dead Hee who was euen now the matter of their feare his lifeles carcase is turned a matter of their contempt and his death a cause of their joye Death may separate thee from this Bodie but neither from God nor his life in thee it shall the more vnite thee to him this Bodie that dyeth by thy departing shall liue in Death It dyeth as a creature the part of such a one but it liueth as a member of Christ and the Temple of the holie Spirit both because it is separate from all spirituall corruption of Sinne and quickened spirituallie by the holy Ghost who departeth not from it and in the Spirit of Iesus who remaineth our Head euen in Death And lastlie because thou my best part shall bee in libertie with God Death may destroy naturall life but not the Spirituall neither in Grace nor Glorie It can sease on no more than I had when I sinned in Adam I got nothing then but a sinfull body but now in Christ I haue a new bodie created to his Image who is Life it selfe so farre is it from either destroying mee or dissoluing my union with him that it both saueth mee setting mee at libertie from sinne and perfecteth mine union absolutelie with him It rusheth indeede furiouslie on mee but grippeth nothing but my shaddow I am in God in Christ as I am beloued and chosen called and sanctified As I am such Death cannot finde nor grippe mee While hee grippeth nothing but this bodie of dust as Potiphars wife laying hold on Ioseph I goe to God and leaue my garment in his hand I am dead to the world and sinne and my life is hid with Christ in God and when Christ my Life shall appeare then shall I in Soule and Bodie appeare with him in Glorie Resent thine owne estate and thou shalt finde what I say Hast thou not dyed to the world and left it before it left thee And hast thou not left the bodie before it leaue thee If thou had not come to God till the world had forsaken thee and the bodie chased thee out hee had found just cause to forsake thee and send thee backe in disdaine to these thy beloued false friends But now since in thy prosperitie thou renounced the worlde and in thine health and strength thou went daylie to God choosing rather to bee in him than in the bodie Surelie hee will welcome thee That is a token of thy liuing in him and his liuing in thee Marke how thou hast euen in this life preuented the buriall of thy bodie Hast thou not with Ioseph of Aramathea hewen thee a Sepulchre in the Rock And cropen in by the holes of that Rocke that was pearced for thee How oft hast thou gone in by these wounds of Christ to his heart by his suffering to his loue and the loue of God in him and washen thy selfe in the blood of his satisfaction Hast thou not also prepared the fine Linnen and wrapped thy selfe in the winding-sheete of his righteousnesse Thy sinnes are buried in the Seas of his mercie and thy selfe is hid in him before euer thy bodie be layed in the dust And hast thou not prouided Oyle for thy Lampe that when thou goest out of this bodie thou wander not in darknesse but enter streight way in Heauen All thy care in this life hath beene to get Oyle and to make it shine to find light and walke in that light The Rock thy Sepulchrie hath inclosed thee the Linnen of his Righteousnesse couered thee and that burning Oyle in thy Lampe shall not waste till thou enter in Heauen Since God euen thy God hath anointed thee with some measure of the Oyle of gladnesse hee hath prepared thee for his Heauenlie buriall and the smell of his Oyntments powred out on thee hath wrought a distaste of all worldlie pleasures Foure speciall thinges bring solemne joyes in this life and if we bee in Christ they all meete in vs at Death Birth Mariage Triumph and Coronation Death is my best Birth day If the childe in the wombe knew that hee were comming foorth to a free light hee would not weepe at his birth but Nature in him taketh his deliuerie for destruction so maketh him mourne at the just cause of his joye My first birth brought me out of the prison of the wombe My second brought mee out of Nature and Sinne This third and last shall bring mee perfectlie out of the world and all miserie It is my Mariage day with Christ mine Husband he hath loued mee with euerlasting loue and betrouthed mee to himselfe in righteousnesse and trueth And our Bandes are daylie proclaimed in his worshippe his Gospel preached is the signification of his loue on his part and our Prayers and desires are the signification on our part since I am glad of the Match and rejoyce at the proclaiming of these Bannes why should I fray at the solemnizing of the Mariage God sendeth out Pastors as Abraham did his seruant to choose a wife to Isaak These Messengers haue found me continuallie about the well of liuing waters The sight of Abrahams riches euen the chose Graces of God haue wone mine heart to Isaak and I haue gladlie condescended to forsake all and goe to him Though I finde him at the Euening and Sun-sette of my life I shall enjoy with him an euerlasting day of heauenlie contentment Esther was not sorrowfull but rejoyced to be takē by Ahashuerosh to wife and should not I rejoyce when the Lambe of God Christ Iesus sendeth for mee It is an glorious triumph Dauid was glad whē he heard the people sing of his victorie ouer Goliah shall I not rejoyce when God hath stramped all mine enemies vnder my feete when the deuils are howling for their defeate and the good Angels◠and Spirits doe welcome mee with joyfull Acclamations It is more seemelie that I put in my part with the glorious Spirits in the heauenly harmonie than with the euill ones in howling To bee dashed in Death is to let the present victorie goe out of mine hands Sathan shall then ouercome mee when