Selected quad for the lemma: love_n

Word A	Word B	Word C	Word D	Occurrence	Frequency Band	MI	MI Band	Prominent
love_n	body_n	heart_n	soul_n	4,786	5	4.6656	4	true

Text snippets containing the quad

ID	Title	Author	Corrected Date of Publication (TCP Date of Publication)	STC	Words	Pages
A26632	Five love-letters from a nun to a cavalier done out of French into English.; Lettres portugaises. English	Guilleragues, Gabriel Joseph de Lavergne, vicomte de, 1628-1685.; Alcoforado, Mariana, 1640-1723.; Chamilly, Noël Bouton, marquis de, 1636-1715.; L'Estrange, Roger, Sir, 1616-1704.	1678 (1678)	Wing A889; ESTC R6558	20,475	136

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