if_o we_o do_v unite_v and_o join_v our_o work_v with_o those_o of_o christ_n they_o become_v no_o less_o noble_a and_o worthy_a then_o do_v brass_n when_o it_o be_v melt_v with_o gold_n which_o brass_n be_v by_o this_o mean_v change_v from_o his_o own_o baseness_n into_o the_o excellency_n and_o worthiness_n of_o gold_n it_o be_v then_o a_o good_a thing_n to_o join_v our_o work_n with_o those_o of_o christ_n that_o by_o the_o value_n &_o price_n of_o he_o we_o be_v also_o receive_v and_o esteem_v for_o as_o the_o juie_n tree_n can_v not_o of_o it_o self_n mount_v up_o on_o high_a but_o lean_v to_o some_o other_o tree_n it_o clim_v as_o high_a as_o the_o same_o tree_n grow_v so_o likewise_o in_o a_o certain_a manner_n do_v the_o baseness_n of_o our_o work_v ascend_v &_o mount_v up_o on_o high_a if_o they_o lean_a upon_o this_o tree_n of_o life_n which_o be_v our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o even_o as_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n be_v of_o itself_o nought_o else_o but_o water_n but_o 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come_v to_o pass_v as_o a_o certain_a doctor_n say_v that_o their_o life_n and_o behaviour_n will_v become_v noble_a and_o renew_a not_o otherwise_o they_o a_o noble_a bird_n when_o he_o be_v change_v from_o a_o filthy_a and_o ill_a favour_a place_n into_o a_o good_a and_o pure_a air_n whence_o it_o come_v that_o christian_n do_v so_o little_o remember_v christ_n and_o think_v upon_o he_o chap._n ii_o this_o proceed_v chief_o of_o the_o little_a love_n we_o bear_v to_o christ_n because_o as_o our_o saviour_n say_v 6.21_o matth._n 6.21_o where_o thy_o treasure_n be_v that_o be_v the_o thing_n which_o thou_o do_v love_n there_o be_v thy_o hart_n also_o to_o wit_v all_o thy_o thought_n and_o care_n for_o the_o nature_n of_o true_a love_n be_v to_o transform_v and_o change_v he_o that_o love_v into_o the_o thing_n belove_v and_o therefore_o s._n austen_n say_v that_o our_o soul_n be_v more_o where_o it_o do_v love_n then_o where_o it_o do_v give_v life_n in_o so_o much_o that_o with_o great_a reason_n dalila_n say_v to_o samson_n 16.15_o judic._n 16.15_o how_o do_v thou_o say_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o if_o thy_o hart_n be_v not_o with_o i_o which_o be_v as_o much_o as_o if_o she_o have_v say_v thou_o do_v endeavour_v thyself_o o_o samson_n to_o persuade_v i_o that_o thou_o do_v more_o affect_n and_o love_v i_o than_o all_o other_o woomen_fw-mi but_o how_o can_v this_o be_v true_a see_v thou_o do_v nether_a think_v of_o i_o nor_o remember_v i_o nor_o trust_v i_o for_o the_o sign_n of_o one_o that_o love_v true_o &_o sincere_o be_v to_o desire_v ernestlie_o to_o become_v one_o thing_n with_o that_o which_o he_o love_v and_o therefore_o he_o that_o love_v have_v all_o his_o power_n that_o be_v his_o memory_n his_o understanding_n his_o will_n his_o imagination_n and_o whatsoever_o else_o whole_o employ_v in_o that_o thing_n which_o he_o love_v in_o so_o much_o that_o s._n denys_n of_o areopagus_n say_v that_o love_n be_v a_o certain_a alienation_n of_o itself_o which_o come_v of_o this_o that_o a_o man_n be_v altogether_o transform_v into_o the_o thing_n belove_v of_o he_o and_o as_o a_o man_n that_o be_v enamour_a and_o cast_v away_o in_o some_o vain_a and_o lascivious_a love_n 13._o 2._o reg._n 13._o as_o we_o read_v that_o amnon_n be_v for_o his_o sister_n thamar_n do_v nether_a eat_v nor_o drink_v nor_o sleep_n nor_o repose_n be_v always_o bend_v and_o occupy_v in_o this_o thought_n because_o the_o wound_n of_o his_o inward_a affection_n do_v not_o suffer_v he_o to_o take_v any_o rest_n nether_a be_v he_o fit_v to_o think_v of_o any_o other_o thing_n nor_o do_v fear_n what_o soever_o labour_n so_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o proceed_v from_o a_o more_o noble_a beginning_n and_o tend_v to_o a_o more_o excellent_a end_n when_o it_o be_v true_a love_n in_o deed_n think_v nothing_o else_o esteem_v nothing_o else_o desire_v nothing_o else_o nor_o seek_v nothing_o else_o but_o god_n and_o so_o account_v of_o all_o travail_n and_o difficulty_n as_o of_o nothing_o only_o for_o his_o love_n it_o be_v then_o a_o thing_n most_o evident_a that_o it_o proceed_v of_o little_a love_n that_o we_o think_v so_o little_a of_o our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n now_o if_o any_o one_o shall_v demand_v whence_o it_o come_v that_o christian_n do_v so_o little_a love_n our_o saviour_n christ_n the_o answer_n may_v be_v that_o the_o reason_n be_v this_o which_o our_o saviour_n utter_v in_o the_o ghosple_n 3.19_o io._n 3.19_o when_o he_o say_v the_o light_n be_v come_v into_o the_o world_n and_o man_n have_v love_v the_o darkness_n rather_o than_o the_o light_n and_o that_o which_o he_o say_v in_o another_o place_n 6.24_o math._n 6.24_o that_o no_o man_n can_v serve_v two_o master_n such_o as_o be_v god_n and_o the_o world_n the_o spirit_n and_o the_o flesh_n heavenly_a thing_n and_o earthly_a thing_n a_o man_n may_v likewise_o answer_v that_o which_o to_o the_o like_a purpose_n that_o learned_a and_o godly_a man_n thaulerus_n awnswer_v in_o this_o pretty_a question_n propound_v unto_o he_o to_o wit_n whence_o it_o proceed_v that_o almighty_a god_n be_v within_o we_o &_o more_o near_o unto_o we_o than_o we_o be_v to_o ourselves_o we_o yet_o feel_v he_o not_o to_o this_o he_o answer_v very_o well_o and_o yield_v the_o reason_n in_o this_o manner_n say_v that_o it_o proceed_v of_o this_o because_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n do_v not_o work_v in_o us._n but_o why_o do_v not_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n work_n in_o we_o because_o we_o desire_v not_o the_o same_o with_o all_o our_o hart_n wherefore_o do_v we_o not_o desire_v the_o same_o with_o all_o our_o hart_n because_o we_o do_v not_o love_v the_o same_o with_o all_o our_o hart_n and_o why_o do_v we_o not_o love_v the_o same_o with_o all_o our_o hart_n because_o we_o know_v it_o not_o but_o why_o do_v we_o not_o know_v it_o because_o we_o know_v not_o ourselves_o and_o what_o be_v the_o reason_n why_o we_o do_v not_o know_v ourselves_o because_o we_o be_v negligent_a in_o consider_v our_o own_o life_n wherefore_o do_v we_o not_o consider_v our_o own_o life_n because_o the_o eye_n of_o our_o understanding_n be_v blind_v but_o wherefore_o be_v the_o eye_n of_o our_o under_o stand_v blind_v because_o it_o be_v full_a of_o dust_n and_o filthiness_n that_o be_v of_o disordinate_a love_n and_o delight_n of_o creature_n of_o the_o world_n of_o our_o flesh_n &_o and_z of_o ourselves_o behold_v then_o here_o the_o reason_n very_o manifest_a and_o evident_a and_o therefore_o our_o saviour_n say_v 14.26_o luc._n 14.26_o if_o any_o man_n come_v to_o mé_n and_o hate_v not_o his_o father_n and_o mother_n and_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o brethren_n and_o sister_n yea_o and_o his_o own_o life_n beside_o he_o can_v not_o be_v my_o disciple_n to_o make_v we_o understand_v that_o no_o man_n can_v true_o love_v god_n and_o think_v of_o he_o as_o he_o ought_v to_o do_v if_o first_o he_o do_v not_o abandon_v all_o disordinate_a love_n of_o himself_o of_o his_o own_o sensuality_n and_o whatsoever_o creature_n for_o as_o a_o little_a dust_n be_v sufficient_a to_o hinder_v we_o that_o with_o oureye_n we_o behold_v not_o the_o heaven_n so_o a_o little_a disordinate_a love_n be_v sufficient_a to_o hinder_v we_o that_o we_o have_v no_o taste_n of_o almighty_a god_n 14.33_o luc._n 14.33_o heerehence_a it_o be_v that_o our_o saviour_n say_v every_o one_o of_o you_o that_o forsake_v not_o all_o that_o he_o possess_v that_o be_v all_o disordinate_a love_n and_o affection_n can_v not_o be_v my_o disciple_n certain_a advice_n whereby_o to_o meditate_v the_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n with_o more_o fruit_n chap._n iii_o 1._o the_o first_o
if_o it_o be_v not_o well_o in_o tune_n it_o can_v not_o make_v good_a melody_n we_o must_v then_o keep_v our_o hart_n with_o great_a vigilancy_n from_o twoe_o thing_n especial_o that_o be_v from_o vain_a and_o idle_a thought_n and_o from_o disordinate_a affection_n 4._o the_o continual_a remembrance_n of_o god_n and_o to_o have_v he_o always_o present_a as_o a_o witness_n of_o our_o life_n by_o find_v he_o in_o every_o place_n and_o in_o every_o thing_n 5._o to_o use_v oftentimes_o certain_a brief_a prayer_n call_v iaculatorie_a or_o dart_v because_o they_o be_v as_o it_o be_v dart_v from_o our_o hart_n to_o almighty_a god_n like_v so_o many_o amorous_a arrow_n that_o conserve_v &_o maintain_v the_o fervour_n of_o devotion_n 6._o the_o read_n of_o devout_a book_n because_o our_o hart_n be_v as_o a_o mill_n that_o do_v grind_v all_o that_o be_v cast_v into_o it_o 7._o the_o guard_n and_o custody_n of_o our_o power_n and_o sense_n which_o be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o gate_n of_o this_o city_n which_o be_v our_o hart_n and_o above_o all_o other_o sense_n our_o tongue_n be_v that_o which_o do_v most_o empty_a our_o hart_n of_o devotion_n 8._o solitariness_n of_o body_n and_o mind_n which_o be_v the_o mother_n of_o prayer_n even_o as_o silence_n be_v the_o father_n of_o the_o same_o 9_o to_o have_v our_o time_n appoint_v for_o prayer_n especial_o at_o morning_n and_o evening_n and_o whoso_o can_v pray_v twice_o a_o day_n let_v he_o pray_v once_o a_o day_n 10._o perseverance_n and_o constancy_n in_o prayer_n 11._o to_o use_v austerity_n and_o rigour_n towards_o our_o body_n as_o fast_v discipline_n hear_v clothes_n hard_a bead_n and_o such_o like_a thing_n which_o sustain_v devotion_n 12._o to_o frequent_v the_o work_n of_o mercy_n which_o increase_v the_o fervour_n of_o devotion_n 13._o the_o time_n the_o place_n the_o disposition_n of_o the_o body_n and_o other_o thing_n like_o these_o the_o time_n most_o fit_a be_v the_o morning_n and_o it_o further_v we_o very_o much_o to_o prepare_v matter_n overnight_o for_o the_o prayer_n which_o we_o be_v to_o make_v in_o the_o morning_n and_o when_o we_o chance_v to_o wake_v out_o of_o sleep_n in_o the_o night_n it_o help_v exceed_o to_o lift_v up_o our_o mind_n to_o god_n with_o some_o short_a prayer_n as_o by_o say_v gloria_fw-la patri_fw-la &_o filio_fw-la etc._n etc._n &_o that_o in_o the_o morning_n the_o first_o thing_n we_o suffer_v to_o enter_v into_o our_o hart_n be_v the_o remembrance_n of_o almighty_a god_n the_o place_n ought_v to_o be_v obscure_a and_o solitary_a the_o dispoâ—â—ion_n of_o the_o body_n must_v be_v that_o sometime_o we_o kneel_v sometime_o we_o lie_v prostrate_a upon_o the_o ground_n sometime_o we_o lift_v up_o our_o eye_n to_o heaven_n or_o that_o we_o stand_v or_o sit_v if_o we_o can_v not_o kneel_v 9_o the_o nine_o be_v that_o we_o must_v also_o have_v knowledge_n of_o the_o temptation_n that_o be_v contrary_a to_o prayer_n to_o defend_v ourselves_o from_o they_o and_o they_o be_v these_o 1._o the_o chief_a be_v when_o we_o seek_v no_o sensible_a devotion_n nor_o spiritual_a consolation_n esteem_v ourselves_o to_o be_v abandon_v and_o utterlie_o forsake_v of_o god_n but_o it_o behove_v we_o at_o such_o time_n to_o remit_v ourselves_o whole_o into_o his_o hand_n and_o to_o expect_v consolation_n from_o he_o 15.22_o mat._n 15.22_o persevere_v always_o with_o the_o chananite_n which_o in_o the_o end_n be_v wonderful_o comfort_v 2._o unclean_a thought_n which_o the_o devil_n put_v into_o we_o that_o by_o they_o we_o come_v to_o leave_v of_o prayer_n which_o we_o must_v never_o do_v nor_o in_o any_o wise_a be_v discomfort_a at_o the_o matter_n if_o they_o proceed_v not_o of_o our_o own_o fault_n nor_o we_o give_v any_o consent_n unto_o they_o 15.39_o luc._n 15.39_o but_o than_o rather_o ought_v we_o to_o pray_v more_o as_o that_o blind_a man_n do_v who_o the_o more_o the_o people_n rebuke_v he_o that_o he_o shall_v hold_v his_o peace_n 8.25_o matth._n 8.25_o the_o more_o he_o cry_v so_o likewise_o the_o apostle_n cry_v more_o to_o our_o saviour_n when_o the_o tempest_n grow_v more_o in_o the_o sea_n and_o there_o be_v no_o doubt_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v gain_v more_o in_o this_o sight_n them_z if_o thou_o shall_v receive_v great_a comfort_n god_n hand_n 3._o to_o be_v afraid_a when_o we_o pray_v chief_o when_o we_o be_v alone_o in_o the_o night_n the_o remedy_n be_v first_o to_o believe_v steadfast_o that_o the_o devil_n can_v not_o touch_v one_o hair_n of_o our_o head_n without_o order_fw-fr &_o permission_n of_o god_n for_o if_o he_o have_v otherwise_o pover_fw-mi to_o hurt_v we_o we_o may_v well_o assure_v ourselves_o that_o he_o will_v not_o fail_v to_o do_v it_o 〈◊〉_d asmuch_o as_o he_o be_v always_o in_o all_o place_n secondlie_o we_o must_v persuade_v ourselves_o that_o when_o we_o be_v at_o prayer_n we_o have_v with_o we_o present_v our_o angel_n keeper_n and_o the_o help_n of_o all_o other_o good_a angel_n thirdlie_o that_o we_o be_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o almighty_a god_n and_o of_o all_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n 4._o sleep_v or_o drowsiness_n against_o which_o a_o good_a remedy_n be_v if_o it_o proceed_v of_o slothfulness_n to_o usesome_a discipline_n or_o some_o other_o austerity_n and_o to_o demand_v help_n of_o god_n 5._o diffidence_n and_o mistrust_n when_o we_o mark_v that_o in_o long_a time_n we_o profit_v little_a but_o we_o must_v understand_v that_o god_n be_v oftentimes_o wont_v to_o bestow_v his_o benefit_n and_o gift_n after_o many_o year_n and_o that_o for_o the_o most_o part_n how_o much_o more_o he_o differ_v to_o give_v the_o great_a favour_n he_o afterward_o bestow_v upon_o us._n 6._o presumption_n when_o we_o seem_v to_o have_v obtain_v the_o end_n and_o yet_o we_o may_v true_o think_v that_o there_o be_v no_o great_a sign_n that_o we_o be_v far_o from_o the_o end_n then_o to_o as_o much_o as_o deem_v with_o ourselves_o that_o we_o be_v now_o at_o the_o end_n 7._o a_o nigh_o disordinate_a appetite_n of_o whatsoever_o sensual_a thing_n 8._o undiscreet_a zeal_n to_o help_v other_o to_o who_o we_o ought_v to_o attend_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o it_o be_v no_o prejudice_n to_o ourselves_o and_o that_o we_o be_v not_o thereby_o constrain_v to_o forsake_v and_o leave_v our_o prayer_n 10._o the_o ten_o be_v that_o it_o be_v also_o expedient_a to_o know_v that_o prayer_n be_v not_o the_o end_n which_o we_o must_v seek_v for_o but_o that_o it_o be_v a_o mean_a to_o get_v the_o end_n which_o end_n do_v consist_v in_o three_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o true_a obedience_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o can_v not_o in_o any_o wise_a be_v idle_a and_o in_o mortify_v of_o our_o own_o will_n which_o be_v a_o thing_n most_o neâ—eâ—â—rie_a for_o obedience_n because_o the_o will_n of_o god_n can_v not_o be_v ingraff_v in_o our_o soul_n except_o we_o first_o cut_v off_o our_o own_o wil._n and_o this_o be_v the_o cross_n 10.38_o mat._n 10.38_o that_o christ_n command_v we_o to_o take_v and_o follow_v he_o which_o because_o it_o be_v sharp_a and_o bitter_a have_v need_n to_o be_v temper_v wih_o the_o sweetness_n of_o prayer_n so_o that_o prayer_n be_v a_o mean_a to_o obtain_v this_o end_n and_o it_o be_v not_o our_o salvation_n but_o the_o principal_a medicine_n of_o our_o salvation_n and_o therefore_o he_o deceave_v himself_o who_o take_v great_a delight_n to_o prey_n much_o but_o have_v no_o care_n to_o advance_v himself_o in_o mortification_n nor_o think_v not_o how_o to_o overcome_v himself_o and_o subdue_v his_o evel_a inclination_n he_o also_o that_o in_o prayer_n seek_v nothing_o else_o but_o gust_n and_o pleasure_n and_o therefore_o leave_v such_o work_n of_o charity_n as_o have_v any_o bodily_a pain_n join_v with_o they_o likewise_o he_o that_o labour_v to_o save_v his_o neighbour_n and_o yet_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n remain_v full_a of_o passion_n of_o anger_n of_o disobedience_n and_o of_o gluttony_n moreover_o he_o that_o for_o all_o the_o world_n will_v not_o leave_v certain_a particular_a devotion_n of_o his_o own_o be_v never_o theles_o full_a of_o sensuality_n of_o choler_n of_o humane_a respect_n and_o void_a of_o humiltie_a charity_n and_o other_o virtue_n but_o much_o more_o he_o be_v deceive_v that_o do_v measure_n other_o by_o himself_o &_o esteem_v himself_o to_o be_v better_o they_o they_o do_v come_v to_o contemn_v they_o therefore_o let_v our_o chief_a eye_n be_v always_o bend_v to_o mortification_n and_o to_o purchase_v other_o virtue_n &_o let_v the_o other_o be_v direct_v to_o prayer_n because_o prayer_n little_a or_o nothing_o avail_v without_o mortification_n nether_a be_v mortification_n goten_a and_o obtain_v without_o prayer_n 11._o the_o
that_o we_o can_v endure_v as_o much_o as_o one_o word_n against_o our_o reputation_n and_o honour_n and_o that_o yet_o we_o endure_v so_o many_o against_o the_o honour_n of_o god_n 3._o that_o we_o be_v so_o much_o forgetful_a and_o ungrateful_a for_o so_o great_a love_n 4._o that_o we_o be_v so_o far_o of_o from_o suffer_v for_o christ_n and_o so_o little_a desirous_a thereof_o and_o in_o this_o point_n altogether_o unlike_a to_o he_o 5._o that_o for_o very_a trifle_a thing_n and_o of_o small_a importance_n we_o become_v so_o impatient_a so_o angry_a and_o so_o arrogant_a the_o petition_n to_o demand_v a_o inflame_a desire_n to_o suffer_v for_o christ_n to_o abhor_v all_o pride_n and_o vanity_n to_o esteem_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n as_o thorn_n and_o not_o to_o wish_v that_o under_o a_o thorny_a head_n there_o be_v delicate_a member_n the_o prayer_n o_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n by_o that_o crown_n of_o thorn_n i_o pray_v thou_o &_o by_o those_o thy_o pain_n and_o 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