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unto_o thou_o let_v i_o eat_v with_o moderation_n content_n and_o thanks_o give_v always_o observe_v the_o rule_n of_o saint_n paul_n 10.31_o 1._o cor._n 10.31_o that_o whether_o i_o eat_v or_o drink_v or_o whatsoever_o i_o do_v i_o may_v do_v all_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o thou_o my_o god_n subject_n 6_o the_o sixth_z subject_n tear_n of_o compassion_n in_o the_o time_n of_o prosperity_n the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o the_o vanity_n of_o earthly_a riches_n and_o the_o reward_n of_o charity_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v the_o apostle_n command_v we_o to_o bear_v one_o another_o burden_n 6.2_o gal_n 6.2_o and_o so_o to_o fulfil_v the_o law_n of_o christ_n this_o law_n be_v charity_n and_o friendly_a affection_n which_o differ_v from_o the_o law_n in_o the_o former_a 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