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from_o thy_o love_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n what_o shall_v divert_v the_o current_n of_o my_o affection_n from_o thou_o shall_v tribulation_n or_o anguish_n shall_v persecution_n or_o hunger_n but_o because_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o thy_o grace_n my_o gracious_a jesus_n nor_o perform_v any_o thing_n without_o thy_o power_n set_v such_o a_o deep_a stamp_n of_o thy_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o the_o print_n of_o it_o may_v never_o be_v race_v out_o but_o abide_v in_o it_o for_o ever_o yea_o so_o wound_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o sweet_a love_n that_o all_o my_o desire_n may_v be_v turn_v towards_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v find_v no_o ease_n but_o when_o i_o think_v upon_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n with_o all_o my_o strength_n &_o that_o my_o whole_a will_n desire_n and_o affection_n may_v covet_v nothing_o but_o thou_o let_v all_o my_o cogitation_n be_v only_o occupy_v in_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o love_n separate_a and_o remove_v from_o i_o all_o other_o desire_n of_o the_o flesh_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n that_o my_o whole_a heart_n may_v be_v sole_o conjoin_v to_o thou_o in_o the_o day_n my_o soul_n humble_o attend_v upon_o thou_o in_o the_o night_n and_o that_o my_o spirit_n and_o body_n may_v cheerful_o seek_v after_o thou_o when_o i_o awake_v early_o in_o the_o morning_n for_o my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o thou_o oh_o god_n which_o be_v a_o live_a fountain_n oh_o when_o shall_v i_o come_v before_o thy_o face_n when_o shall_v i_o appear_v in_o thy_o presence_n and_o i_o doubt_v not_o oh_o most_o merciful_a lord_n but_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v love_v of_o thy_o father_n if_o i_o shall_v love_v thou_o as_o thou_o have_v teach_v thy_o disciple_n and_o that_o thou_o and_o thy_o father_n will_v come_v to_o i_o and_o make_v your_o dwell_a place_n with_o i_o and_o what_o do_v i_o crave_v more_o what_o do_v i_o covet_v so_o much_o as_o that_o my_o jesus_n may_v dwell_v and_o remain_v in_o i_o oh_o how_o happy_a be_v my_o state_n how_o bless_a be_v my_o condition_n if_o i_o can_v true_o say_v my_o beloved_a as_o a_o bundle_n of_o myrrh_n unto_o i_o will_v remain_v between_o my_o breast_n if_o i_o can_v embrace_v my_o belove_a jesus_n i_o will_v hold_v he_o fast_o betwixt_o my_o arm_n i_o will_v never_o let_v he_o depart_v any_o more_o from_o i_o his_o presence_n shall_v be_v my_o pleasure_n in_o the_o day_n his_o society_n shall_v be_v my_o solace_n in_o the_o night_n kindle_v my_o reins_n oh_o most_o love_a jesus_n with_o the_o burn_a sparkle_n of_o thy_o love_n inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o a_o ardent_a devotion_n towards_o thou_o so_o that_o i_o may_v long_o after_o thou_o alone_o my_o dear_a belove_a christ_n jesus_n and_o evermore_o search_v for_o thou_o and_o never_o cease_v to_o seek_v thou_o until_o i_o find_v thou_o which_o by_o the_o vehemency_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o compassion_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v willing_a to_o be_v cruel_o crucify_v for_o my_o grievous_a transgression_n and_o to_o die_v a_o shameful_a death_n for_o my_o sin_n engrave_v the_o memory_n of_o this_o thy_o great_a love_n so_o deep_a in_o the_o table_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o it_o neither_o decay_n by_o length_n of_o day_n nor_o be_v wear_v out_o by_o the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o time_n a_o meditation_n concern_v jesus_n his_o go_v up_o into_o mount-olivet_a and_o of_o his_o pray_v thrice_o in_o the_o garden_n med_n vi_o my_o 14.34_o my_o mark_v 14.34_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n man_n sin_n do_v 22.44_o do_v luke_n 22.44_o blood_n and_o water_n from_o i_o drain_v for_o sin_n i_o feel_v my_o father_n angry_a 14.35_o angry_a mark_v 14.35_o wrath_n for_o sin_n i_o drink_v this_o cup_n 22.42_o cup_n luke_n 22.42_o of_o deadly_a pain_n it_o be_v the_o custom_n of_o our_o love_a jesus_n to_o ascend_v up_o often_o unto_o the_o mount_n olivet_n which_o be_v distant_a the_o space_n of_o a_o mile_n from_o jerusalem_n that_o he_o 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poison_v thy_o affection_n thou_o go_v about_o in_o thy_o monstrous_a madness_n and_o unbrideled_a fury_n to_o kill_v the_o immortal_a lord_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o to_o direct_v we_o and_o life_n itself_o to_o quicken_v we_o and_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o the_o slaughter_n who_o only_o be_v able_a and_o none_o but_o he_o to_o bring_v all_o man_n to_o death_n &_o to_o restore_v all_o man_n to_o life_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o thou_o wicked_a and_o foolish_a madman_n be_v not_o thou_o also_o as_o well_o as_o the_o other_o disciple_n with_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o reviue_v the_o maiden_n which_o be_v dead_a when_o he_o cure_v the_o son_n of_o the_o ruler_n when_o he_o raise_v lazarus_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n when_o he_o cleanse_v the_o leper_n heal_v the_o man_n sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n deliver_v they_o which_o be_v possess_v with_o devil_n when_o he_o make_v he_o to_o see_v which_o be_v bear_v blind_a and_o restore_v many_o other_o to_o their_o sight_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o have_v he_o be_v able_a to_o have_v do_v these_o miracle_n if_o god_n have_v not_o be_v with_o he_o what_o egyptian_a darkness_n have_v blind_v thy_o eye_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v his_o divinity_n what_o ignorance_n have_v blinde-folded_n thy_o understanding_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o know_v he_o to_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n by_o his_o admirable_a work_n where_o be_v thou_o when_o at_o two_o sundry_a time_n he_o feed_v a_o great_a multitude_n of_o people_n with_o a_o little_a bread_n and_o a_o few_o fish_n but_o to_o let_v these_o merciful_a and_o miraculous_a work_n pass_v which_o he_o do_v for_o other_o why_o do_v not_o these_o gracious_a and_o charitable_a deed_n which_o he_o perform_v towards_o thou_o so_o move_v thy_o mind_n that_o although_o thou_o have_v imagine_v yet_o thou_o may_v not_o have_v practise_v thy_o horrible_a intend_a mischief_n against_o he_o remember_v thou_o most_o wretched_a creature_n and_o ungrateful_a disciple_n how_o thy_o humble_a master_n wash_v thy_o foot_n john_n 13.5_o how_o shall_v this_o wonderful_a humility_n of_o so_o great_a a_o master_n have_v humble_v thy_o mind_n be_v so_o base_a a_o servant_n remember_v how_o he_o always_o extend_v the_o token_n of_o his_o love_n to_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v to_o the_o other_o apostle_n yet_o no_o kindness_n can_v restrain_v thy_o wicked_a will_n nor_o change_v thy_o covetous_a mind_n consider_v thou_o most_o ungrateful_a and_o cruel_a traitor_n how_o often_o my_o love_a jesus_n do_v mild_o admonish_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v retire_v from_o thy_o wicked_a purpose_n who_o all-seeing_a eye_n be_v able_a to_o penetrate_v into_o the_o dark_a corner_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o search_v the_o secret_n of_o thy_o inward_a bowel_n it_o may_v have_v check_v thy_o guilty_a conscience_n when_o he_o say_v after_o he_o have_v wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n you_o be_v clean_o but_o not_o all_o john_n 13.11_o and_o again_o i_o speak_v not_o of_o all_o of_o you_o i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v choose_v john_n 13.18_o but_o although_o these_o general_a reprehension_n be_v motive_n of_o small_a moment_n to_o mollify_v thy_o stony_a heart_n yet_o he_o speak_v unto_o thou_o particular_o say_v do_v that_o quick_o which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o do_v john_n 13.27_o do_v thou_o not_o clear_o see_v that_o he_o know_v thy_o inward_a thought_n and_o the_o secret_a plot_n of_o thy_o wicked_a counsel_n and_o who_o but_o god_n be_v able_a to_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o to_o discover_v our_o hide_a cogitation_n but_o be_v not_o thy_o heart_n as_o flinty_a as_o a_o adamant_n that_o it_o do_v not_o relent_v with_o sorrow_n be_v not_o thy_o forehead_n as_o hard_o as_o brass_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o blush_v for_o shame_n be_v not_o thy_o eye_n more_o dry_a than_o a_o rock_n that_o they_o can_v shed_v no_o tear_n when_o thy_o love_a master_n and_o my_o belove_a lord_n say_v mild_o unto_o thou_o what_o judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luke_n 22.48_o oh_o great_a humility_n exceed_o meekness_n most_o admirable_a clemency_n of_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n yet_o neither_o the_o mildness_n of_o his_o word_n nor_o wonderfulnesse_n of_o his_o work_n can_v soften_v thy_o obdurate_a heart_n or_o reclaim_v thy_o obstinate_a mind_n oh_o thou_o pernicious_a traitor_n my_o saviour_n call_v he_o friend_n mat._n 26.10_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o direful_a foe_n that_o the_o meekness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v a_o little_a calm_v the_o fury_n of_o his_o nature_n but_o the_o devil_n have_v sow_v such_o naughty_a seed_n in_o the_o furrow_n of_o his_o covetous_a heart_n that_o he_o become_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o deliver_v his_o love_a master_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o bloody_a enemy_n who_o hate_v his_o innocent_a life_n have_v long_v for_o opportunity_n to_o put_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n tell_v i_o thou_o damn_a judas_n what_o bring_v thou_o into_o such_o a_o hellish_a frenzy_n that_o thou_o do_v complot_v with_o the_o bloody_a jew_n to_o betray_v thy_o gracious_a lord_n with_o a_o token_n of_o kindness_n have_v thirsty_a covetousness_n so_o inflame_v thy_o mind_n that_o thou_o do_v run_v headlong_o to_o sell_v thy_o soul_n for_o a_o little_a piece_n of_o money_n if_o thou_o have_v come_v like_o a_o foe_n thy_o crime_n have_v not_o be_v so_o heinous_a nor_o thy_o cruelty_n so_o odious_a but_o thou_o like_o a_o cozen_a hypocrite_n do_v cunning_o mask_v thy_o deadly_a hate_n with_o the_o vizard_n of_o counterfeit_a love_n thou_o do_v salute_v my_o love_a jesus_n with_o no_o friendly_a but_o a_o deadly_a kiss_n that_o with_o this_o token_n of_o peace_n and_o kindness_n thou_o may_v cast_v a_o mist_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n that_o they_o may_v think_v thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o those_o wicked_a person_n who_o come_v to_o apprehend_v their_o lord_n &_o master_n thou_o think_v thou_o have_v complot_v 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kiss_n mat._n 26.49_o to_o my_o bless_a saviour_n when_o thy_o lip_n be_v full_a of_o poison_n and_o thy_o throat_n a_o open_a sepulchre_n thou_o come_v like_o a_o subtle_a fox_n to_o salute_v he_o with_o a_o word_n of_o health_n when_o thou_o be_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o a_o hand_n of_o cruel_a soldier_n who_o mean_v he_o nothing_o but_o hurt_n so_o strong_a be_v the_o desire_n of_o filthy_a lucre_n to_o hale_v thou_o to_o mischief_n so_o eager_a be_v thy_o greedy_a appetite_n to_o bite_v at_o this_o pleasant_a bait_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v the_o kill_a hook_n for_o when_o thou_o do_v sell_v the_o precious_a life_n of_o thy_o love_a master_n thou_o do_v give_v thy_o damn_a soul_n to_o the_o devil_n to_o be_v torment_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o fire_n which_o flame_v continual_o and_o burn_v so_o extreme_o that_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o least_o sparkle_n of_o it_o be_v more_o than_o intolerable_a wherefore_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n so_o mollify_v my_o heart_n and_o moderate_v my_o mind_n which_o be_o thy_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v not_o give_v such_o direful_a and_o deadly_a kiss_n unto_o thou_o which_o be_v my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a master_n and_o grant_v unto_o i_o by_o thy_o gracious_a clemency_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o sweet_a kiss_n of_o loyal_a obedience_n and_o constant_a love_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v say_v unto_o thou_o kiss_v i_o with_o the_o kiss_n of_o thy_o mouth_n cant._n 1.1_o for_o thy_o love_n be_v better_a than_o wine_n run_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o neither_o let_v the_o bait_n of_o terrene_a pleasure_n nor_o the_o brunt_n of_o worldly_a sorrow_n hinder_v thou_o in_o thy_o way_n when_o thou_o go_v to_o kiss_v thy_o
innocent_a blood_n and_o so_o eager_o desire_v to_o have_v he_o put_v to_o a_o shameful_a death_n that_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o a_o rage_n and_o exclaim_v in_o their_o fury_n set_v barrabas_n at_o liberty_n and_o crucify_v jesus_n but_o when_o pilate_n perceive_v that_o nothing_o can_v calm_v the_o storm_n of_o their_o rage_n and_o repress_v the_o violence_n of_o their_o madness_n but_o effusion_n of_o his_o innocent_a blood_n than_o he_o command_v that_o my_o harmless_a jesus_n shall_v be_v cruel_o scourge_v think_v that_o the_o stream_n of_o blood_n run_v down_o from_o his_o sacred_a body_n will_v have_v allay_v the_o heat_n of_o their_o malice_n &_o quench_v the_o flame_n of_o their_o fury_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v his_o life_n that_o they_o only_o seek_v nothing_o but_o his_o innocent_a death_n can_v satisfy_v their_o bloody_a mind_n yea_o nothing_o but_o cruel_a death_n can_v tame_v their_o brutish_a rage_n matth._n 26._o but_o stay_v here_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o may_v review_v again_o thy_o innocent_a jesus_n accuse_v unjust_o revile_v malicious_o spiteful_o scorn_v and_o cruel_o scourge_v by_o the_o commandment_n of_o pilate_n they_o crown_v his_o head_n scornful_o with_o prick_v thorn_n and_o do_v tear_v his_o tender_a flesh_n with_o their_o cruel_a whip_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n mollify_v my_o hard_a hart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v whole_o dissolve_v into_o stream_n of_o sorrow_n with_o the_o memory_n of_o thy_o bitter_a scourge_v and_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v wound_v so_o that_o it_o may_v send_v forth_o deep_a groan_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o affliction_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o my_o thought_n and_o affection_n may_v be_v so_o serious_o affect_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o tedious_a passion_n that_o my_o sense_n may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thy_o grievous_a pain_n for_o i_o myself_o most_o love_a lord_n be_o nothing_o able_a to_o perform_v that_o indeed_o which_o i_o do_v desire_n and_o conceive_v in_o my_o mind_n i_o do_v often_o time_n purpose_v with_o myself_o to_o meditate_v on_o thy_o passion_n and_o to_o think_v serious_o upon_o thy_o affliction_n and_o to_o ruminate_v in_o my_o secret_a thought_n what_o ignominious_a cruelty_n be_v act_v against_o thou_o when_o thou_o do_v finish_v the_o work_n of_o my_o redemption_n but_o alas_o my_o sense_n be_v replenish_v with_o such_o stupidity_n and_o dulness_n that_o i_o be_o not_o touch_v with_o any_o sensible_a compassion_n because_o my_o understanding_n be_v distemper_v with_o vain_a and_o fond_a cogitation_n and_o my_o heart_n be_v become_v so_o hard_o that_o it_o be_v unapt_a to_o conceive_v any_o tender_a affection_n while_o i_o meditate_v upon_o the_o grievous_a pain_n and_o muse_v on_o the_o great_a affliction_n which_o thou_o do_v sustain_v and_o patient_o endure_v to_o satisfy_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n due_a unto_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n i_o can_v taste_v the_o sweetness_n i_o can_v relish_v the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o passion_n because_o the_o matter_n be_v tedious_a to_o my_o corrupt_a thought_n and_o unpleasant_a to_o my_o carnal_a desire_n for_o so_o unconstant_a and_o instable_n be_v my_o heart_n so_o mutable_a and_o variable_a be_v the_o motion_n of_o my_o mind_n that_o they_o be_v both_o soon_o distract_v alienate_v and_o divorce_v from_o that_o heavenly_a meditation_n by_o swarm_n of_o idle_a fantasy_n &_o foolish_a cogitation_n but_o from_o whence_o oh_o lord_n do_v these_o noisome_a weed_n grow_v up_o in_o my_o hart_n how_o be_v it_o that_o they_o find_v such_o a_o fertile_a soil_n in_o my_o mind_n true_o because_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o plant_v with_o thy_o love_n nor_o my_o mind_n furnish_v with_o thy_o grace_n for_o i_o can_v never_o have_v my_o fill_n of_o those_o thing_n wherein_o i_o take_v too_o much_o delight_n my_o mind_n can_v be_v draw_v from_o their_o society_n because_o they_o have_v win_v my_o favour_n &_o have_v get_v my_o love_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n because_o i_o love_v thou_o so_o little_a and_o dote_v upon_o worldly_a vanity_n so_o much_o my_o hart_n slide_v away_o from_o thou_o &_o my_o affection_n be_v divert_v from_o thou_o and_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n how_o prone_a &_o ready_a i_o be_o to_o consent_v to_o every_o wicked_a motion_n and_o how_o impotent_a and_o feeble_a i_o be_o to_o go_v about_o any_o good_a action_n therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o not_o to_o correct_v i_o in_o thy_o wrath_n nor_o to_o proceed_v against_o i_o with_o severity_n of_o thy_o justice_n but_o to_o have_v pity_n on_o i_o a_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n and_o to_o confirm_v my_o unconstant_a hart_n with_o a_o steadfast_a delight_n in_o thy_o love_n &_o to_o establish_v my_o wander_a mind_n according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n so_o that_o no_o pleasure_n be_v it_o never_o so_o sweet_a may_v be_v able_a to_o allure_v i_o to_o leave_v thy_o bless_a love_n nor_o any_o tribulation_n be_v it_o never_o so_o bitter_a constrain_v i_o to_o forsake_v thy_o happy_a service_n drive_v all_o idle_a care_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n &_o purge_v all_o corrupt_a thought_n out_o of_o my_o hart_n and_o draw_v i_o whole_o unto_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v remember_v with_o a_o devout_a compassion_n &_o call_v to_o mind_n with_o a_o serious_a meditation_n how_o many_o what_o great_a &_o grievous_a torment_n what_o scornful_a derision_n thou_o do_v suffer_v in_o thy_o most_o precious_a body_n by_o the_o commandment_n of_o pontius_n pilate_n who_o contrary_a to_o the_o equity_n of_o thy_o cause_n and_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n joh._n 19.4_o command_v thou_o to_o be_v scourge_v without_o all_o pity_n when_o as_o he_o himself_o with_o his_o own_o word_n have_v justify_v thy_o innocency_n oh_o what_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n shall_v stream_n from_o my_o eye_n what_o groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n shall_v arise_v from_o the_o depth_n of_o my_o heart_n how_o shall_v all_o my_o sense_n be_v overwhelmed_n with_o a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n when_o i_o meditate_v on_o the_o flinty_a heart_n and_o cruel_a hand_n of_o those_o tormentor_n who_o scourge_v my_o love_a redeemer_n my_o heart_n can_v conceive_v the_o outrage_n of_o their_o tyranny_n my_o tongue_n be_v too_o weak_a to_o express_v their_o barbarous_a inhumanity_n who_o be_v as_o eager_a to_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o my_o poor_a jesus_n as_o ravenous_a wolf_n be_v greedy_a to_o devour_v a_o tender_a lamb_n or_o hungry_a lion_n to_o cease_v upon_o their_o prey_n they_o make_v haste_n to_o unbind_v his_o arm_n and_o to_o untie_v his_o hand_n but_o it_o be_v not_o do_v to_o release_v he_o of_o his_o cruel_a band_n or_o to_o afford_v he_o any_o little_a ease_n but_o that_o they_o may_v strip_v he_o of_o his_o garment_n to_o scourge_v his_o naked_a body_n with_o their_o torment_a whip_n and_o to_o make_v his_o vein_n spout_v out_o blood_n with_o their_o cruel_a stripe_n ah_o ruthful_a spectacle_n to_o pitiful_a eye_n and_o able_a to_o have_v make_v a_o deep_a impression_n of_o tender_a compassion_n in_o their_o heart_n if_o they_o have_v not_o be_v more_o hear_v than_o marble_n what_o savage_a thought_n reign_v in_o their_o murder_a mind_n what_o monstrous_a indignity_n be_v do_v unto_o my_o love_a redeemer_n to_o be_v strip_v of_o his_o garment_n and_o to_o stand_v naked_a before_o such_o vile_a and_o base_a vassal_n who_o clothe_v the_o heaven_n with_o exceed_a glory_n and_o adorn_v the_o earth_n with_o admirable_a beauty_n now_o when_o they_o have_v strip_v he_o of_o his_o clothes_n they_o bind_v he_o to_o a_o pillar_n to_o endure_v their_o cruel_a stripe_n have_v banish_v pity_n from_o their_o heart_n and_o embrace_a cruelty_n with_o their_o hand_n sometime_o they_o lash_v he_o on_o the_o back_n sometime_o they_o scourge_v he_o on_o the_o breast_n now_o they_o let_v their_o smart_a whip_n fly_v on_o his_o shoulder_n anon_o they_o strike_v he_o on_o his_o arm_n they_o suffer_v no_o part_n of_o his_o body_n to_o be_v free_a from_o blow_n and_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o bitter_a word_n while_o yet_o they_o be_v execute_v their_o cruel_a deed_n but_o what_o tiger_n heart_n harbour_v in_o their_o breast_n oh_o my_o innocent_a saviour_n which_o rob_v they_o of_o grace_n and_o they_o disrobe_v thou_o of_o thy_o clothes_n what_o hellish_a fury_n arm_v their_o hand_n which_o bind_v thou_o to_o a_o pillar_n and_o scourge_v thy_o bless_a body_n how_o exceed_o execrable_a be_v their_o savage_a cruelty_n how_o rare_a and_o admirable_a be_v thy_o silent_a patience_n it_o be_v i_o it_o be_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n which_o deserve_v to_o be_v scourge_v with_o the_o whip_n of_o everlasting_a torment_n and_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a saviour_n
look_v upon_o my_o miserable_a woeful_a and_o distress_a estate_n with_o thy_o eye_n of_o pity_n be_v willing_a to_o be_v scourge_v for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n and_o be_v innocent_a to_o suffer_v for_o my_o offence_n that_o the_o stream_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n may_v wash_v away_o the_o filthy_a stain_n of_o my_o heinous_a sin_n alas_o how_o be_v the_o wonderful_a glory_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n of_o thy_o superexcellent_a beauty_n decay_v how_o be_v the_o graceful_a decency_n of_o thy_o amiable_a feature_n diminish_v and_o how_o much_o be_v the_o delightful_a comeliness_n of_o thy_o most_o sacred_a body_n disgrace_v oh_o let_v my_o eye_n send_v forth_o a_o sea_n of_o tear_n and_o let_v my_o perplex_a heart_n break_v into_o piece_n with_o exceed_a sorrow_n to_o see_v my_o belove_a saviour_n stain_v with_o his_o own_o blood_n and_o leopardlike_a bespot_v with_o deformity_n who_o do_v far_o excel_v all_o the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o his_o glorious_a beauty_n now_o thou_o see_v oh_n my_o soul_n how_o the_o snow-white_a skin_n of_o the_o body_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v change_v into_o a_o bloody_a tincture_n thou_o may_v see_v and_o sigh_v when_o thou_o see_v how_o his_o tender_a flesh_n be_v make_v black_a and_o blue_a with_o the_o cruel_a blow_n which_o cruel_a tormentor_n inflict_v upon_o he_o who_o stony_a heart_n have_v no_o sense_n of_o his_o grievous_a pain_n when_o they_o see_v with_o their_o eye_n and_o yet_o alas_o they_o will_v not_o pity_v his_o woeful_a case_n how_o the_o blood_n run_v out_o of_o his_o vein_n as_o water_n flow_v out_o of_o a_o fountain_n mourn_v and_o lament_v oh_o my_o soul_n send_v forth_o deep_a groan_n and_o sorrowful_a sigh_n at_o so_o pitiful_a a_o sight_n for_o now_o thou_o can_v not_o say_v my_o belove_a be_v white_a and_o ruddy_a cant._n 1.14_o as_o sometime_o thou_o may_v but_o rather_o say_v my_o belove_a be_v black_a and_o blue_a his_o precious_a blood_n gush_v out_o of_o his_o vein_n and_o his_o tender_a flesh_n mangle_v with_o grievous_a wound_n who_o be_v so_o cruel_o mind_v and_o so_o stony-hearted_a which_o can_v be_v move_v to_o shed_v plentiful_a tear_n when_o he_o view_v my_o sweet_a saviour_n jesus_n so_o savage_o abuse_v without_o any_o pity_n and_o so_o spiteful_o taunt_v and_o malicious_o torment_v without_o any_o mercy_n now_o when_o those_o curse_a tormentor_n have_v almost_o tire_v their_o hand_n but_o yet_o not_o tame_v the_o cruelty_n of_o their_o heart_n they_o clothe_v he_o with_o a_o vesture_n of_o purple_a colour_n set_v a_o crown_n of_o sharp_a thorn_n on_o his_o head_n and_o put_v a_o reed_n for_o a_o sceptre_n into_o his_o hand_n calling_z he_o king_n in_o derision_n with_o their_o blasphemous_a mouth_n who_o they_o account_v more_o base_a than_o the_o mean_a abject_a in_o all_o the_o world_n mat._n 27.2_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o thou_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n to_o keep_v back_o the_o tide_n of_o thy_o stream_a tear_n when_o thou_o do_v meditate_v in_o thy_o perplex_a mind_n and_o as_o it_o be_v view_v within_o thy_o secret_a thought_n how_o cruel_o thy_o harmless_a saviour_n be_v torture_v by_o those_o bloody_a tormentor_n how_o spiteful_o he_o be_v tant_v and_o shameful_o mock_v by_o those_o blasphemous_a wretch_n there_o be_v no_o man_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o do_v afford_v thou_o so_o much_o as_o a_o sign_n of_o pity_n in_o thy_o great_a pain_n thou_o may_v not_o have_v a_o chirurgeon_n to_o staunch_v thy_o bleed_a wound_n no_o man_n seek_v to_o ease_v thy_o smart_n nor_o to_o bathe_v thy_o scourge_v body_n no_o man_n offer_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o water_n to_o refresh_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n oh_o let_v shower_n of_o tear_n trickle_v down_o my_o cheek_n and_o let_v a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n overflow_v my_o heart_n when_o i_o enter_v into_o a_o serious_a meditation_n of_o the_o grievous_a pain_n derision_n and_o affliction_n which_o my_o innocent_a redeemer_n patient_o endure_v oh_o then_o let_v my_o eye_n send_v forth_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n because_o my_o merciful_a &_o love_a jesus_n suffer_v all_o those_o intolerable_a extremity_n for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n that_o he_o may_v pay_v the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o everlasting_a captivity_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n sound_v the_o bottomless_a profundity_n of_o thy_o unspeakable_a mercy_n and_o how_o can_v i_o search_v the_o endless_a depth_n of_o my_o own_o wretched_a misery_n touch_v my_o heart_n oh_o lord_n by_o the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o teach_v i_o by_o the_o sacred_a document_n of_o thy_o unsearchable_a wisdom_n so_o that_o the_o affection_n of_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v faithful_o affiance_v and_o for_o ever_o affix_v unto_o thy_o immeasurable_a love_n and_o my_o mind_n evermore_o employ_v in_o the_o divine_a meditation_n of_o thy_o holy_a law_n instruct_v i_o to_o lay_v up_o in_o the_o store-house_n of_o my_o perpetual_a memory_n how_o many_o how_o great_a and_o grievous_a pain_n thou_o have_v endure_v for_o i_o what_o shall_v i_o render_v unto_o thou_o in_o requital_n of_o thy_o immeasurable_a love_n how_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o demean_v myself_o thankful_o unto_o thou_o when_o of_o myself_o i_o be_o so_o vile_a a_o creature_n that_o i_o can_v think_v dutiful_o of_o thou_o wherefore_o open_a my_o eye_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o inestimable_a riches_n of_o thy_o bounty_n infuse_v thy_o work_a grace_n into_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v know_v &_o acknowledge_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o goodness_n of_o thy_o gracious_a benefit_n grant_v i_o such_o a_o portion_n of_o thy_o grace_n that_o in_o the_o high_a degree_n of_o my_o prosperity_n i_o may_v meditate_v on_o thy_o poverty_n so_o that_o my_o mind_n may_v be_v bridle_v from_o ambitious_a thought_n and_o my_o action_n never_o transgress_v the_o bound_n of_o moderate_a humility_n and_o when_o i_o deck_v my_o 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his_o spirit_n weary_v with_o heaviness_n and_o his_o mind_n tire_v with_o sadness_n so_o that_o he_o crave_v comfort_n of_o his_o disciple_n say_v can_v you_o not_o watch_v with_o i_o one_o hour_n stay_v here_o oh_o my_o soul_n strain_v forth_o tear_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o throng_v forth_o sigh_n from_o thy_o heart_n draw_v near_o and_o express_v thy_o compassion_n towards_o thy_o afflict_a jesus_n behold_v how_o his_o countenance_n be_v change_v &_o his_o face_n cover_v with_o paleness_n he_o be_v scant_o able_a to_o utter_v in_o word_n the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o heavy_a heart_n and_o what_o do_v he_o say_v my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n thy_o word_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n do_v not_o a_o little_a amaze_n my_o mind_n and_o affright_v my_o perplex_a thought_n for_o what_o do_v thou_o fear_v why_o be_v thou_o touch_v with_o sorrow_n why_o be_v thou_o press_v with_o heaviness_n from_o whence_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n do_v arise_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o sadness_n do_v thou_o fear_v any_o imminent_a danger_n do_v thou_o dread_v the_o punishment_n which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o suffer_v but_o for_o what_o other_o thing_n oh_o sweet_a lord_n do_v thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n for_o what_o other_o end_n most_o bless_a saviour_n do_v thou_o assume_v flesh_n unto_o thou_o in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n but_o that_o by_o thy_o death_n thou_o shall_v destroy_v our_o death_n and_o save_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v what_o benefit_n have_v we_o reap_v by_o thy_o birth_n how_o can_v we_o have_v rejoice_v for_o the_o happy_a day_n of_o thy_o bless_a nativity_n if_o our_o condemn_a soul_n have_v not_o be_v redeem_v to_o life_n by_o thy_o most_o precious_a death_n if_o thou_o oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v refuse_v to_o die_v for_o i_o who_o shall_v have_v satisfy_v for_o my_o sin_n what_o can_v have_v cure_v my_o loathsome_a leprosy_n but_o the_o drop_n of_o thy_o blood_n what_o can_v restore_v i_o to_o life_n but_o thy_o innocent_a death_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o to_o die_v for_o i_o but_o thy_o exceed_a mercy_n whereas_o my_o loving_a saviour_n thou_o be_v subject_a to_o fear_v and_o heavy_a with_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n there_o appear_v unto_o we_o the_o verity_n of_o thy_o humanity_n not_o exempt_v from_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o nature_n yet_o always_o free_a from_o the_o infection_n of_o sin_n and_o clear_a from_o the_o spot_n of_o iniquity_n wherefore_o we_o may_v the_o more_o bold_o be_v most_o earnest_a suitor_n unto_o thou_o to_o obtain_v thy_o succour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o necessity_n and_o to_o call_v for_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n in_o our_o bitter_a misery_n because_o we_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o humanity_n have_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o our_o suffering_n behold_v also_o now_o my_o soul_n his_o faithful_a
i_o render_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o great_a bounty_n what_o shall_v i_o yield_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n i_o have_v nothing_o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o poverty_n i_o acknowledge_v my_o needy_a necessity_n i_o have_v confess_v my_o most_o heinous_a sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n before_o thy_o face_n i_o have_v not_o hide_v my_o unrighteousness_n out_o of_o thy_o sight_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a lord_n supply_v that_o by_o thy_o infinite_a liberality_n which_o be_v want_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o vile_a ingratitude_n and_o thou_o which_o be_v only_a able_a create_v a_o thankful_a heart_n in_o i_o thy_o poor_a unworthy_a servant_n that_o it_o may_v evermore_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o still_o be_v joyful_a with_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n meditate_v a_o while_n how_o sudden_a fear_n have_v quail_v the_o love_n of_o the_o disciple_n of_o my_o distress_a saviour_n for_o be_v terrify_v with_o his_o unexpected_a and_o cruel_a apprehension_n and_o dread_v their_o own_o danger_n they_o flee_v away_o leave_v their_o lord_n and_o belove_a master_n mark_n 14.50_o then_o thou_o may_v true_o say_v oh_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n they_o which_o see_v i_o flee_v from_o i_o i_o be_o forget_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n out_o of_o mind_n and_o again_o thou_o have_v put_v my_o friend_n my_o neighbour_n and_o acquaintance_n far_o from_o i_o also_o that_o be_v verify_v which_o the_o prophet_n have_v foretell_v all_o my_o friend_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o they_o that_o lie_v in_o wait_n have_v prevail_v against_o i_o he_o who_o i_o love_v have_v betray_v i_o for_o so_o be_v thou_o leave_v alone_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o they_o which_o be_v near_o unto_o thou_o make_v haste_n to_o be_v go_v and_o will_v tarry_v no_o long_o with_o thou_o consider_v further_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n fly_v for_o fear_n and_o lament_v with_o sorrow_n when_o they_o see_v their_o most_o belove_a master_n traitorous_o betray_v ignominious_o abuse_v and_o lead_v like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o shambles_n attend_v to_o their_o sigh_v and_o groan_v to_o their_o weep_a and_o moan_v for_o loath_a they_o be_v to_o leave_v so_o love_v and_o so_o well_o belove_v a_o master_n but_o why_o shall_v fear_v of_o danger_n have_v be_v so_o violent_a or_o dread_a of_o death_n so_o strong_a as_o to_o pull_v they_o from_o so_o dear_a a_o friend_n they_o profess_v they_o will_v remain_v constant_a and_o that_o no_o affliction_n shall_v abate_v their_o courage_n but_o their_o word_n prove_v no_o deed_n and_o all_o be_v but_o vain_a presumption_n self-love_n of_o their_o own_o security_n make_v they_o forsake_v their_o distress_a master_n in_o his_o captivity_n but_o tell_v i_o bold-hearted_n peter_n why_o do_v thou_o like_o a_o coward_n forsake_v thy_o faithful_a master_n do_v thou_o profess_v so_o much_o and_o perform_v so_o little_a be_v thy_o manhood_n so_o soon_o quail_v when_o thou_o be_v put_v to_o thy_o trial_n i_o know_v thou_o do_v show_v some_o sign_n of_o courage_n and_o thou_o begin_v to_o play_v the_o man_n when_o thy_o master_n be_v first_o apprehend_v but_o it_o be_v but_o do_v in_o a_o fit_a of_o thy_o anger_n and_o thy_o heat_n be_v soon_o cool_v thy_o promise_n great_a and_o thy_o performance_n little_a when_o thou_o be_v in_o mount_n tabor_n and_o see_v but_o some_o beam_n yea_o rather_o some_o sparkle_n of_o the_o eternal_a glory_n of_o thy_o bless_a master_n than_o thy_o sense_n be_v so_o ravish_v and_o thy_o mind_n so_o amaze_v that_o thou_o do_v cry_v out_o bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la mat._n 17.1_o mark_v 9.2_o luke_n 9.28_o it_o be_v good_a to_o be_v here_o let_v we_o build_v three_o tabernacle_n but_o now_o thou_o do_v not_o say_v bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la it_o be_v good_a to_o tarry_v here_o with_o my_o poor_a disgrace_a master_n say_v thou_o do_v love_v thy_o master_n well_o yet_o it_o appear_v thou_o do_v love_v thyself_o better_o oh_o why_o do_v thou_o make_v such_o a_o vain_a ostentation_n of_o thy_o courage_n and_o yet_o afterward_o show_v thyself_o such_o a_o coward_n but_o take_v heed_n oh_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o so_o vehement_o inveigh_v against_o fainthearted_a peter_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o fearful_a fellow_n that_o thou_o forget_v thyself_o and_o pass_v by_o thy_o own_o infirmity_n we_o all_o love_n christ_n when_o our_o cup_n may_v overflow_v with_o wine_n and_o our_o belly_n be_v fill_v with_o the_o fine_a wheat_n but_o the_o heat_n of_o our_o love_n be_v quick_o cool_v if_o but_o a_o small_a blast_n of_o stormy_a persecution_n do_v bluster_n against_o us._n we_o all_o desire_n to_o dwell_v with_o he_o as_o do_v ravish_v peter_n when_o his_o eye_n be_v dazzle_v with_o the_o beam_n of_o his_o glory_n appear_v unto_o he_o on_o mount_n tabor_n but_o all_o of_o we_o fly_v from_o he_o or_o follow_v he_o a-loofe-off_a when_o we_o see_v he_o go_v to_o golgotha_n we_o dare_v presume_v to_o say_v with_o forward_a peter_n lord_n if_o all_o leave_v thou_o i_o will_v not_o forsake_v thou_o mat._n 26.33_o mark_n 14.29_o john_n 13.37_o but_o alas_o when_o we_o come_v to_o the_o trial_n we_o be_v ready_a to_o fly_v and_o leave_v the_o field_n at_o the_o first_o alarm_n we_o can_v all_o be_v content_a to_o eat_v pleasant_a honey_n and_o to_o feed_v ourselves_o with_o sweet_a milk_n but_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o murmur_a and_o our_o heart_n with_o grudge_a the_o time_n be_v long_o and_o the_o journey_n tedious_a while_o we_o travel_v in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o this_o world_n towards_o heavenly_a canaan_n exod._n 17.2_o alas_o be_v the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n so_o fearful_a at_o the_o first_o encounter_n who_o have_v be_v so_o often_o foretell_v of_o that_o day_n and_o have_v be_v so_o well_o instruct_v by_o their_o love_a master_n to_o arm_v themselves_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o affliction_n then_o how_o can_v i_o poor_a worm_n boast_v of_o my_o strength_n and_o vaunt_v of_o my_o manly_a courage_n how_o shall_v i_o hold_v out_o unto_o the_o end_n when_o such_o stout_a soldier_n begin_v to_o shrink_v at_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o battle_n i_o know_v my_o own_o imbecility_n my_o powerful_a lord_n i_o confess_v my_o infirmity_n i_o feel_v my_o heart_n quake_v and_o i_o perceive_v my_o courage_n to_o quail_v so_o soon_o as_o i_o see_v but_o a_o dark_a cloud_n of_o affliction_n and_o stand_v in_o dread_n of_o every_o storm_n of_o persecution_n strengthen_v my_o heart_n oh_o lord_n with_o christian_a fortitude_n that_o my_o mind_n may_v not_o be_v dismay_v with_o fear_n nor_o my_o sense_n drown_v with_o the_o stream_n of_o immoderate_a sorrow_n whensoever_o i_o must_v drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a water_n of_o affliction_n for_o the_o profession_n of_o thy_o name_n or_o feel_v the_o prick_a thorn_n of_o persecution_n in_o my_o side_n for_o the_o confession_n of_o thy_o truth_n teach_v i_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o to_o follow_v thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v ashamed_a of_o this_o noble_a badge_n of_o true_a christianity_n instruct_v i_o to_o know_v that_o affliction_n be_v the_o lot_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v have_v their_o faith_n try_v in_o the_o fiery_a furnace_n and_o grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n such_o a_o plentiful_a measure_n of_o thy_o quicken_a grace_n that_o although_o my_o frail_a flesh_n begin_v to_o tremble_v and_o my_o weak_a heart_n to_o faint_v at_o the_o first_o assault_n of_o danger_n and_o i_o seek_v a_o corner_n to_o hide_v my_o head_n in_o in_o the_o time_n of_o trouble_n yet_o that_o i_o may_v not_o fly_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o but_o that_o i_o may_v quick_o return_v to_o thou_o as_o peter_n and_o john_n do_v who_o love_v and_o be_v so_o dear_o belove_v of_o thou_o and_o as_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o disciple_n do_v after_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o in_o the_o sorrowful_a time_n of_o calamity_n trouble_n and_o persecution_n so_o mitigate_v the_o dolour_n of_o my_o passion_n that_o i_o may_v endure_v all_o extremity_n with_o christian_a patience_n know_v that_o all_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o world_n be_v but_o momentary_a and_o that_o the_o joy_n prepare_v for_o the_o faithful_a after_o this_o life_n be_v innumerable_a and_o shall_v endure_v eternal_o now_o let_v we_o leave_v the_o sorrowful_a disciple_n and_o come_v to_o our_o love_a jesus_n who_o be_v bind_v be_v present_v to_o annas_n by_o the_o wicked_a jew_n who_o examine_v he_o concern_v his_o disciple_n and_o concern_v his_o doctrine_n joh._n 18.19_o and_o although_o the_o humility_n of_o my_o saviour_n be_v great_a and_o his_o modesty_n no_o
tongue_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o prattle_v when_o multitude_n do_v flock_n after_o thou_o through_o the_o city_n and_o when_o the_o base_a people_n do_v swarm_v after_o thou_o through_o the_o village_n and_o desert_n and_o be_v not_o thou_o he_o which_o preach_v to_o the_o rude_a multitude_n in_o the_o temple_n and_o please_v their_o giddy_a humour_n with_o thy_o long_a oration_n be_v so_o impudent_a to_o inveigh_v against_o we_o pharise_n doctor_n of_o law_n and_o ruler_n of_o the_o people_n call_v we_o hypocrite_n check_v we_o rude_o for_o our_o manner_n and_o reprove_v we_o rash_o for_o our_o doctrine_n neither_o respect_v the_o dignity_n of_o our_o person_n nor_o dread_v the_o force_n of_o our_o authority_n now_o behold_v we_o have_v thou_o sure_a enough_o thou_o can_v not_o escape_v our_o hand_n thou_o be_v bind_v for_o fear_n of_o start_v we_o be_v no_o babe_n to_o be_v win_v with_o fair_a word_n now_o we_o have_v thou_o thou_o wretch_n as_o thy_o wicked_a deed_n have_v deserve_v such_o shall_v be_v thy_o recompense_n we_o be_v none_o of_o the_o rude_a and_o base_a multitude_n thou_o can_v not_o gull_v we_o with_o thy_o flatter_a speech_n nor_o beguile_v we_o with_o false_a apparition_n suppose_v oh_o my_o woeful_a soul_n that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o cruel_a jew_n bellow_v out_o such_o bitter_a taunt_n against_o my_o harmless_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o rage_n add_v more_o cruel_a deed_n to_o their_o cruel_a word_n for_o all_o of_o they_o like_o madman_n rush_v upon_o he_o in_o their_o violent_a fury_n some_o thump_v he_o with_o their_o hand_n some_o spurn_v he_o with_o their_o foot_n some_o strike_v he_o on_o the_o neck_n and_o as_o their_o hand_n be_v nimble_a to_o load_v he_o with_o blow_n so_o their_o tongue_n be_v not_o idle_a from_o rail_v and_o revile_v he_o with_o scornful_a word_n oh_o how_o wonderful_o be_v my_o lord_n deride_v how_o unworthy_o be_v he_o scorn_v yea_o some_o so_o barbarous_a be_v their_o mind_n and_o 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say_v go_v forth_o repent_v and_o 26.75_o and_o mat._n 26.75_o weep_v most_o bitter_o now_o let_v we_o cease_v a_o while_n to_o meditate_v on_o my_o saviour_n and_o consider_v how_o peter_n carry_v himself_o in_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o master_n he_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v he_o because_o he_o do_v love_v he_o and_o therefore_o although_o at_o the_o first_o he_o flee_v yet_o he_o return_v again_o with_o the_o other_o disciple_n who_o by_o friendship_n bring_v he_o into_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o as_o peter_n stand_v there_o by_o the_o fire_n a_o maid_n look_v upon_o he_o and_o say_v to_o they_o that_o be_v by_o this_o man_n also_o be_v with_o jesus_n of_o nazareth_n but_o peter_n who_o not_o long_o before_o have_v make_v such_o great_a brag_n of_o his_o love_n be_v now_o so_o daunt_v with_o fear_n that_o he_o flat_o deny_v his_o service_n say_v i_o know_v not_o the_o man_n and_o a_o little_a after_o another_o say_v unto_o he_o be_v not_o thou_o also_o 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torment_v my_o innocent_a saviour_n mark_v how_o soon_o he_o be_v infect_v by_o their_o wicked_a manner_n how_o soon_o his_o soul_n be_v corrupt_v with_o their_o naughty_a condition_n for_o now_o he_o begin_v to_o protest_v with_o swear_v and_o to_o affirm_v with_o curse_v that_o he_o know_v not_o his_o love_a master_n to_o who_o not_o long_o before_o he_o have_v make_v a_o solemn_a vow_n not_o only_o to_o forgo_v his_o liberty_n for_o his_o cause_n but_o also_o to_o loose_v his_o life_n for_o his_o sake_n luke_n 22.33_o oh_o fearful_a downfall_n of_o so_o great_a a_o apostle_n for_o if_o his_o love_a master_n and_o merciful_a saviour_n have_v not_o be_v more_o constant_a towards_o he_o in_o his_o love_n and_o tender_o compassionate_a towards_o he_o by_o his_o mercy_n he_o have_v never_o recover_v himself_o but_o have_v perish_v for_o ever_o no_o man_n can_v touch_v pitch_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v defile_v no_o man_n can_v tread_v upon_o thorn_n with_o barefeete_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v prick_v nor_o any_o man_n hold_v his_o hand_n among_o fiery_a coal_n but_o they_o will_v be_v burn_v even_o so_o no_o man_n can_v remain_v among_o lewd_a person_n and_o converse_v in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o his_o mind_n shall_v be_v stain_v with_o the_o spot_n of_o impiety_n his_o conscience_n wound_v with_o the_o thorn_n of_o sin_n and_o his_o soul_n make_v loathsome_a with_o the_o botch_n and_o blain_n of_o iniquity_n but_o so_o soon_o as_o my_o belove_a jesus_n have_v turn_v his_o eye_n towards_o peter_n and_o with_o his_o look_n have_v awaken_v his_o drowsy_a memory_n then_o perplex_v peter_n remember_v the_o word_n of_o his_o master_n so_o that_o his_o heart_n be_v surcharge_v with_o sorrow_n and_o his_o eye_n flow_v with_o tear_n he_o leave_v that_o wicked_a company_n and_o go_v out_o and_o weep_v yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o luk._n 22.62_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o leave_v the_o dangerous_a society_n of_o the_o wicked_a neither_o let_v i_o desire_v or_o 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eye_n may_v melt_v into_o tear_n as_o the_o rock_n do_v gush_v forth_o water_n when_o moses_n smite_v it_o with_o his_o rod_n exod._n 17.5_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o bewail_v my_o transgression_n which_o have_v so_o often_o refuse_v thy_o service_n because_o i_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v the_o vanity_n of_o the_o wicked_a world_n or_o to_o forsake_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o wanton_a flesh_n heale_n i_o oh_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o full_a of_o sore_n and_o my_o bone_n do_v rot_v away_o with_o corruption_n stay_v i_o up_o oh_o lord_n when_o my_o foot_n begin_v to_o slide_v and_o lift_v i_o up_o when_o i_o be_o down_o unless_o thou_o support_v i_o i_o can_v but_o slide_v and_o unless_o thou_o do_v lift_v i_o up_o i_o can_v rise_v again_o when_o i_o do_v fall_v i_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o thou_o thou_o only_o do_v heal_v those_o that_o be_v bruise_v and_o thou_o alone_o do_v raise_v they_o up_o that_o be_v fall_v therefore_o look_v towards_o i_o and_o have_v 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when_o they_o be_v allure_v to_o listen_v to_o any_o loose_a or_o lewd_a discourse_n dispel_v and_o disperse_v the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o blindness_n from_o my_o eye_n take_v away_o the_o gross_a scale_n that_o darken_v my_o sight_n so_o that_o now_o i_o may_v see_v the_o ugly_a and_o deform_a shape_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v cease_v to_o love_v they_o begin_v to_o dislike_v and_o to_o loathe_v they_o which_o cause_v my_o saviour_n to_o endure_v the_o heavy_a wrath_n of_o his_o father_n which_o lie_v so_o heavy_a upon_o his_o soul_n and_o body_n that_o the_o weight_n of_o it_o press_v blood_n out_o of_o his_o vein_n mingle_v with_o water_n luke_n 22.44_o so_o ponderous_a be_v the_o burden_n of_o our_o iniquity_n so_o dolorous_a be_v the_o extremity_n of_o his_o bitter_a agony_n for_o never_o be_v there_o sorrow_n like_v unto_o this_o sorrow_n let_v my_o sweet_a music_n be_v continual_a mourning_n let_v my_o song_n of_o joy_n be_v turn_v into_o woeful_a lamentation_n let_v it_o 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soul_n which_o be_v torment_v in_o this_o everlasting_a and_o unquenchable_a fire_n let_v the_o horror_n of_o it_o be_v fresh_a in_o my_o memory_n and_o the_o meditation_n imprint_v in_o my_o thought_n so_o that_o my_o hand_n may_v tremble_v and_o shake_v for_o fear_n and_o my_o whole_a body_n quiver_n and_o quake_v with_o terror_n of_o it_o when_o any_o evil_a imagination_n be_v hatch_v in_o my_o heart_n or_o any_o wicked_a deed_n shall_v be_v act_v with_o my_o hand_n that_o i_o may_v be_v terrify_v from_o nourish_a sin_n within_o my_o bosom_n that_o lay_v so_o heavy_a a_o cross_n upon_o thy_o shoulder_n yet_o when_o fear_n have_v cast_v i_o down_o let_v the_o gentle_a hand_n of_o thy_o mercy_n raise_v i_o up_o so_o that_o in_o my_o last_o deadly_a agony_n i_o may_v still_o lift_v up_o my_o heart_n and_o hand_n towards_o the_o seat_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o though_o remembrance_n of_o my_o heinous_a transgression_n do_v present_v nothing_o unto_o i_o but_o cause_n of_o fear_n and_o terror_n yet_o all_o my_o unfeigned_a repentance_n cause_v i_o to_o taste_v of_o thy_o infinite_a love_n and_o boundless_a mercy_n teach_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n to_o follow_v thou_o with_o fearfulness_n to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n and_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n with_o alacrity_n on_o my_o shoulder_n but_o if_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o follow_v thou_o oh_o my_o most_o gracious_a lord_n then_o draw_v i_o after_o thou_o for_o unless_o thy_o father_n and_o thou_o do_v draw_v i_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o follow_v thou_o john_n 6.44_o i_o see_v my_o own_o infirmity_n i_o feel_v the_o defect_n of_o my_o great_a imbicility_n the_o cup_n of_o affliction_n be_v bitter_a unto_o my_o taste_n if_o it_o do_v but_o once_o touch_v my_o lip_n i_o be_o ready_a to_o refuse_v it_o i_o will_v none_o of_o it_o i_o be_o loath_a to_o feel_v any_o pain_n i_o covet_v nothing_o but_o wanton_a pleasure_n oh_o how_o do_v i_o begin_v to_o storm_n if_o i_o be_v but_o cross_v with_o a_o unkind_a word_n much_o less_o be_o i_o able_a to_o bear_v the_o cross_n of_o a_o malicious_a deed_n how_o be_v my_o mind_n trouble_v &_o the_o temper_n of_o my_o sense_n distemper_v if_o any_o thing_n fall_v out_o cross_a to_o my_o expectation_n or_o contrary_a to_o my_o desire_n so_o that_o oftentimes_o my_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o curse_v my_o heart_n with_o grudge_v and_o all_o my_o word_n savour_v of_o nothing_o else_o but_o bitter_a repine_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o be_v thy_o disciple_n my_o bless_a saviour_n so_o long_o as_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o peace_n and_o reap_v a_o plentiful_a harvest_n of_o prosperity_n but_o alas_o i_o be_o weary_a of_o thy_o company_n if_o i_o feel_v but_o a_o little_a blast_n of_o adversity_n teach_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n and_o i_o shall_v learn_v if_o thou_o be_v my_o schoolmaster_n to_o know_v that_o it_o be_v the_o lot_n of_o those_o which_o will_v be_v train_v up_o in_o thy_o school_n to_o be_v under_o the_o rod_n of_o correction_n and_o that_o none_o be_v worthy_a thy_o to_o receive_v a_o crown_n unless_o they_o be_v willing_a to_o take_v up_o thy_o cross_n those_o that_o belong_v unto_o sweet_a spice_n which_o send_v forth_o always_o the_o most_o odoriferous_a smell_n when_o they_o be_v bray_v and_o bruise_v in_o the_o mortar_n they_o be_v like_a unto_o stone_n which_o must_v be_v hammer_v hew_v and_o square_v before_o they_o can_v be_v fit_a for_o the_o build_n of_o thy_o holy_a temple_n yea_o they_o be_v like_a unto_o gold_n mix_v with_o much_o dross_n and_o can_v have_v no_o glory_n before_o they_o be_v fine_v and_o refine_v seven_o time_n yea_o seaventy_n time_n seven_o time_n in_o the_o fire_n of_o affliction_n arm_v thou_o my_o hart_n with_o christian_n fortitude_n &_o my_o mind_n with_o constant_a patience_n oh_o thou_o which_o be_v my_o omnipotent_a redeemer_n that_o no_o torment_n may_v be_v so_o great_a no_o affliction_n so_o grievous_a no_o misery_n so_o unmeasurable_a but_o i_o may_v courageous_o suffer_v it_o to_o publish_v the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n and_o constant_o endure_v it_o to_o manifest_v the_o fidelity_n of_o thy_o love_n teach_v i_o so_o to_o carry_v thy_o cross_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o it_o be_v so_o deep_o imprint_v in_o my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v daily_o crucify_v my_o carnal_a concupiscence_n wanton_a vanity_n and_o worldly_a desire_n oh_o let_v my_o soul_n be_v so_o ravish_v with_o joy_n by_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o all_o my_o sense_n so_o well_o please_v and_o joyful_o delight_v with_o the_o odoriferous_a send_v of_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v nothing_o think_v of_o nothing_o so_o much_o or_o speak_v of_o any_o thing_n so_o often_o as_o of_o my_o crucify_a christ_n who_o only_o of_o his_o free_a mercy_n and_o gracious_a bounty_n die_v a_o most_o vile_a painful_a and_o ignominious_a death_n for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a miserable_a and_o desperate_a sinner_n that_o by_o his_o precious_a blood_n and_o bless_a though_o bitter_a passion_n i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o everlasting_a salvation_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o sweet_a christ_n some_o taste_n of_o it_o here_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o may_v patient_o wait_v for_o the_o full_a fruition_n of_o it_o hereafter_o in_o heaven_n amen_n a_o meditation_n declare_v the_o bitter_a and_o cruel_a crucify_a of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n perform_v on_o mount_n caluarie_n med_n xiiii_o view_v here_o the_o wound_n of_o christ_n upon_o the_o 23.33_o the_o luk._n 23.33_o cross_n his_o head_n his_o hand_n his_o foot_n also_o his_o 19.33_o his_o joh._n 19.33_o side_n bleed_v amain_o consider_v eke_o the_o loss_n 23.46_o loss_n luk._n
shall_v all_o my_o sense_n be_v afflict_v with_o mourning_n when_o my_o mind_n do_v contemplate_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o meditate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o thy_o soul_n afflict_v with_o the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n which_o inflame_v thy_o heart_n with_o excessive_a heat_n and_o dry_v up_o the_o moisture_n of_o thy_o bowel_n with_o immoderate_a thirst_n and_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n swell_v with_o weep_v and_o my_o hart_n be_v weary_v with_o groan_v to_o bewail_v my_o sin_n which_o so_o sharpen_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o gentile_n with_o the_o eagerness_n of_o cruelty_n and_o so_o shorten_v the_o hand_n of_o the_o jew_n with_o the_o malice_n of_o impiety_n that_o they_o retain_v no_o spark_n of_o pity_n in_o their_o heart_n nor_o will_v extend_v their_o hand_n to_o give_v thou_o any_o comfortable_a refresh_n in_o thy_o great_a extremity_n but_o as_o their_o heart_n and_o bowel_n be_v fill_v with_o sharp_a sour_a and_o malicious_a humour_n so_o they_o 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thou_o so_o entire_o oh_o how_o dolorous_a be_v the_o lamentation_n of_o mary_n magdalene_n mourn_v for_o thou_o her_o kind_a distress_a master_n who_o have_v forgive_v she_o many_o sin_n because_o she_o have_v show_v thou_o much_o love_n who_o all_o do_v behold_v thou_o with_o their_o woeful_a eye_n and_o do_v hear_v thou_o with_o their_o doleful_a ear_n complain_v that_o thou_o be_v dry_a and_o thirsty_a and_o no_o doubt_n but_o they_o do_v all_o wish_n with_o sigh_n &_o desire_v with_o heavy_a groan_n that_o they_o have_v be_v able_a but_o alas_o they_o may_v not_o be_v suffer_v to_o give_v thou_o some_o comfortable_a refresh_n when_o the_o devil_n our_o ancient_a enemy_n do_v tempt_v thou_o in_o the_o wilderness_n thou_o be_v pinch_v with_o hunger_n &_o at_o thy_o death_n thou_o be_v parch_v with_o thirst_n thy_o moisture_n dry_v up_o like_o a_o pot-shard_a and_o thy_o tongue_n cleave_v to_o the_o roof_o of_o thy_o mouth_n now_o what_o be_v these_o natural_a want_n and_o weak_a infirmity_n find_v in_o thy_o body_n but_o strong_a argument_n unto_o we_o of_o thy_o true_a manhood_n and_o true_a testimony_n of_o thy_o humane_a nature_n that_o we_o may_v know_v that_o although_o thou_o be_v endue_v with_o exceed_a patience_n yet_o that_o thou_o be_v man_n be_v subject_v to_o our_o passion_n but_o as_o thy_o sacred_a conception_n be_v free_a from_o all_o carnal_a corruption_n so_o thy_o pure_a life_n be_v always_o free_a from_o all_o sinful_a infection_n thou_o have_v great_a cause_n my_o loving_a saviour_n to_o be_v molest_v with_o dryness_n and_o grieve_v with_o thirst_n when_o as_o thy_o body_n be_v distemper_v with_o watch_v bruise_a with_o cruel_a blow_n and_o thy_o blood_n exhaust_v with_o thy_o bleed_a wound_n yet_o such_o as_o be_v the_o inhumanity_n such_o be_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o pitiless_a jew_n that_o in_o this_o extremity_n they_o will_v not_o afford_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o cold_a water_n but_o be_v it_o credible_a yea_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o my_o saviour_n shall_v be_v afflict_v with_o thirst_n at_o his_o death_n who_o have_v tell_v we_o and_o it_o be_v true_a that_o he_o have_v tell_v we_o that_o he_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n tell_v i_o my_o bountiful_a jesu_n how_o be_v thy_o moisture_n consume_v what_o cause_v thy_o thirst_n be_v thou_o not_o he_o which_o cry_v if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v to_o i_o &_o drink_n joh._n 7.37_o be_v thou_o able_a to_o satisfy_v other_o that_o be_v thirsty_a and_o be_v thou_o thyself_o oppress_v with_o thirst_n be_v not_o thou_o he_o my_o love_a saviour_n which_o say_v to_o the_o woman_n of_o samaria_n that_o thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n &_o that_o he_o which_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n shall_v never_o thirst_v any_o more_o but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o well_o of_o water_n in_o he_o spring_v up_o unto_o everlasting_a life_n thy_o speech_n my_o saviour_n be_v verity_n and_o thy_o word_n be_v truth_n thou_o have_v the_o water_n of_o life_n thou_o be_v able_a and_o as_o thou_o be_v able_a so_o thou_o be_v most_o willing_a to_o refresh_v our_o thirsty_a soul_n with_o this_o bless_a water_n if_o we_o will_v resort_v to_o drink_v of_o thy_o pure_a and_o crystal_a fountain_n i_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o thou_o may_v satisfy_v my_o soul_n with_o thy_o everlasting_a bread_n and_o quench_v my_o thirst_n with_o this_o water_n of_o life_n for_o my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o god_n which_o be_v a_o live_a fountain_n i_o will_v cry_v unto_o thou_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o saviour_n my_o protector_n and_o i_o will_v say_v i_o thirst_v i_o thirst_v my_o bountiful_a jesu_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v have_v but_o so_o much_o as_o a_o little_a taste_n of_o this_o celestial_a water_n oh_o how_o do_v i_o long_o to_o drink_v of_o this_o fountain_n quench_v thou_o my_o thirst_n oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n with_o this_o live_a water_n for_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a to_o quench_v my_o thirst_n because_o with_o 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only_o afflict_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o body_n but_o that_o thou_o be_v more_o affect_v with_o thirst_n in_o thy_o spirit_n hear_v thou_o oh_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n the_o sweet_a word_n of_o thy_o saviour_n oh_o with_o what_o exceed_a mercy_n be_v it_o replenish_v with_o what_o inestimable_a charity_n be_v it_o utter_v he_o say_v i_o thirst_v but_o he_o say_v not_o i_o be_o pain_v grieve_a or_o afflict_v and_o what_o do_v thou_o thirst_v for_o so_o much_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n thou_o do_v not_o thirst_v so_o much_o for_o wine_n which_o be_v press_v out_o of_o the_o grape_n of_o the_o vine_n or_o for_o water_n which_o flow_v out_o of_o the_o river_n but_o thy_o thirst_n be_v my_o salvation_n thy_o meat_n be_v my_o redemption_n thou_o do_v thirst_n for_o my_o faith_n my_o salvation_n my_o joy_n this_o spiritual_a thirst_n do_v more_o affect_v thy_o soul_n than_o any_o natural_a or_o humane_a thirst_n can_v afflict_v thy_o body_n therefore_o thirst_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n after_o thy_o love_a and_o merciful_a saviour_n as_o the_o thirsty_a hart_n desire_v the_o water_n oh_o how_o can_v thou_o but_o thirst_n after_o he_o who_o have_v thirst_v so_o much_o after_o thou_o let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o sour_a be_v pleasant_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o sake_n let_v all_o thing_n be_v they_o never_o so_o bitter_a be_v most_o sweet_a unto_o thou_o for_o his_o love_n refuse_v not_o to_o drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o affliction_n for_o his_o cause_n and_o he_o will_v not_o fail_v to_o refresh_v thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o calamity_n his_o hand_n shall_v be_v stretch_v out_o to_o deliver_v thou_o in_o thy_o necessity_n grant_v i_o my_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n alas_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n the_o staff_n of_o my_o stay_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o sole_a comfort_n of_o my_o perplex_a spirit_n alas_o for_o i_o how_o comfortless_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o how_o sorrowful_a shall_v i_o be_v by_o be_v without_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n in_o the_o straightness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o succour_v in_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n how_o lamentable_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o wound_a head_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o sacred_a hand_n and_o foot_n unto_o my_o sight_n pierce_v with_o iron-naile_n and_o deprive_v of_o sense_n which_o i_o so_o careful_o anoint_v bathe_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o dry_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n joh._n 11.2_o and_o 12.3_o mat._n 26.7_o but_o now_o alas_o in_o stead_n of_o odoriferous_a ointment_n they_o be_v mangle_v with_o wound_n and_o spot_v with_o blood_n oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o thou_o do_v commend_v i_o when_o i_o do_v anoint_v thou_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n wash_v thy_o foot_n with_o my_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n thou_o do_v mitigate_v my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v remit_v my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o ask_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v not_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o command_v my_o sister_n to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o great_a and_o how_o many_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o many_o token_n of_o thy_o kindness_n how_o many_o sign_n of_o thy_o charity_n how_o many_o argument_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n have_v thou_o show_v unto_o i_o what_o a_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o bounty_n have_v thou_o confer_v upon_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o mourning_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o brother_n thou_o do_v comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v assuage_v my_o grief_n thou_o do_v weep_v with_o i_o such_o be_v thy_o kind_a affection_n towards_o my_o love_a brother_n such_o be_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o want_n of_o he_o who_o be_v her_o love_a master_n and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o stonie-hearted_n that_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o no_o feel_a compassion_n be_v thy_o heart_n so_o hard_o that_o it_o can_v give_v a_o groan_n be_v thy_o eye_n so_o dry_a that_o they_o will_v not_o yield_v a_o tear_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o thy_o saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o be_v slay_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o may_v mollify_v and_o moisten_v my_o hard_a and_o dry_a heart_n with_o plentiful_a shower_n of_o thy_o grace_n turn_v my_o head_n into_o a_o spring_n of_o water_n and_o change_v my_o eye_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o excuse_v myself_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o unkind_a unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o love_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o woe_n and_o alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n who_o can_v measure_v the_o quantity_n of_o my_o infelicity_n who_o can_v describe_v the_o horror_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o can_v quiet_v the_o trouble_n of_o my_o mind_n who_o can_v pacify_v my_o trouble_a conscience_n because_o my_o hard_a heart_n have_v not_o be_v touch_v with_o any_o compunction_n nor_o my_o bowel_n move_v with_o any_o compassion_n when_o i_o do_v think_v on_o thy_o cruel_a death_n and_o meditate_v on_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n oh_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o oh_o miserable_a creature_n for_o when_o other_o do_v mourn_v at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o passion_n shed_v tear_n and_o send_v forth_o sigh_n at_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o death_n my_o hart_n be_v so_o overgrow_v with_o hardness_n that_o it_o can_v be_v touch_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n be_v so_o dry_a without_o moisture_n that_o they_o will_v not_o send_v forth_o a_o tear_n oh_o why_o do_v i_o not_o sigh_v sob_n and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o
hand_n for_o sorrow_n at_o the_o burial_n of_o my_o sister_n i_o can_v but_o mourn_v when_o i_o follow_v my_o friend_n to_o his_o grave_n my_o tear_n do_v testify_v my_o love_n my_o voice_n do_v utter_a word_n of_o lamentation_n my_o heart_n be_v sad_a with_o sorrow_n and_o all_o my_o sense_n be_v disorder_v with_o grief_n but_o alas_o how_o be_v the_o moisture_n of_o my_o eye_n consume_v that_o they_o can_v yield_v one_o tear_n how_o obdurate_a be_v my_o heart_n that_o it_o will_v not_o groan_v when_o i_o think_v on_o the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o my_o saviour_n and_o when_o i_o meditate_v on_o the_o grievous_a passion_n and_o bitter_a death_n of_o my_o redeemer_n who_o have_v be_v more_o beneficial_a unto_o i_o then_o any_o love_a father_n and_o more_o kind_a than_o any_o tender-hearted_a mother_n what_o kindness_n of_o a_o brother_n or_o mild_a affection_n of_o a_o sister_n can_v equal_v his_o love_n what_o friend_n can_v be_v so_o glad_a for_o my_o prosperity_n who_o of_o my_o acquaintance_n can_v be_v so_o sad_a for_o my_o adversity_n who_o can_v be_v so_o constant_a unto_o i_o in_o affection_n who_o can_v be_v so_o faithful_a unto_o i_o in_o compassion_n as_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n my_o parent_n give_v i_o my_o flesh_n pollute_v with_o sin_n and_o defile_v with_o vice_n i_o receive_v from_o my_o saviour_n memory_n will_v understanding_n and_o reason_n yea_o what_o be_v there_o in_o i_o which_o be_v good_a but_o it_o come_v from_o my_o god_n my_o parent_n have_v be_v a_o occasion_n to_o throw_v i_o down_o into_o hell_n but_o my_o redeemer_n do_v shed_v his_o precious_a blood_n to_o bring_v i_o into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n therefore_o why_o do_v i_o not_o sigh_v and_o lament_v for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o lord_n my_o saviour_n my_o redeemer_n who_o be_v my_o solace_n in_o time_n of_o sorrow_n my_o consolation_n in_o my_o misery_n and_o my_o refuge_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o necessity_n but_o oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a jesu_n father_n of_o mercy_n i_o mourn_v with_o sorrow_n and_o lament_v with_o tear_n when_o death_n do_v rob_v i_o of_o my_o receive_v they_o to_o dwell_v in_o thy_o celestial_a city_n which_o be_v store_v with_o all_o abundance_n but_o who_o can_v describe_v the_o beauty_n or_o demonstrate_v the_o glory_n of_o this_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n for_o it_o be_v make_v of_o pure_a gold_n the_o foundation_n of_o precious_a stone_n the_o wall_n of_o jasper_n &_o the_o gate_n of_o pearl_n in_o need_v no_o sun_n to_o give_v light_n unto_o it_o in_o the_o day_n or_o any_o moon_n by_o night_n for_o the_o glorious_a presence_n of_o the_o lord_n do_v fill_v every_o place_n with_o his_o shine_a brighssetne_n revel_v 21.18.19.20.21.23_o what_o eye_n have_v see_v one_o spark_n of_o the_o glister_a clearness_n what_o ear_n have_v hear_v one_o title_n of_o the_o greatness_n what_o heart_n can_v conceive_v so_o much_o as_o a_o grain_n of_o the_o goodness_n of_o this_o eternal_a city_n oh_o happy_a be_v the_o people_n that_o shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o beautiful_a gate_n oh_o happy_a be_v the_o citizen_n that_o shall_v dwell_v within_o thy_o precious_a wall_n for_o they_o shall_v live_v with_o the_o angel_n in_o eternal_a peace_n and_o security_n and_o see_v god_n in_o his_o glorious_a majesty_n entertain_v i_o oh_o lord_n into_o thy_o gracious_a service_n and_o grant_v i_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n in_o fear_n and_o honour_v thou_o with_o my_o love_n that_o when_o i_o have_v serve_v out_o my_o time_n as_o thy_o faithful_a servant_n here_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v be_v incorporate_v into_o this_o heavenly_a city_n and_o admit_v into_o the_o freedom_n of_o this_o bless_a society_n come_v oh_o my_o lord_n jesv_n come_v unto_o we_o quick_o and_o receive_v we_o to_o dwell_v with_o thou_o eternal_o amen_n finis_fw-la soli_fw-la deo_fw-la gloria_fw-la most_o devout_n and_o divine_a meditation_n of_o saint_n bernard_n concern_v the_o knowledge_n of_o humane_a condition_n serve_v as_o so_o many_o motive_n to_o mortification_n london_n print_v by_o t.s._n for_o francis_n burton_n dwell_v in_o paul_n churchyard_n at_o the_o sign_n of_o the_o green_a dragon_n 1614_o a_o table_n of_o the_o motive_n to_o mortification_n mo._n 1._o of_o the_o similitude_n of_o man_n to_o god_n page_n 1._o mo._n 2._o of_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n and_o of_o the_o examination_n of_o the_o last_o judgement_n page_n 10._o mo._n 3._o of_o the_o dignity_n of_o the_o soul_n pag._n 20_o mo._n 4._o of_o the_o reward_n of_o the_o heavenly_a country_n the_o which_o all_o christian_n ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o obtain_v page_n 33_o mo._n 5._o how_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o examine_v himself_o page_n 44_o mo._n 6._o that_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o be_v diligent_a and_o devout_a in_o perform_v of_o divine_a exercise_n page_n 48_o mo._n 7._o a_o consideration_n of_o death_n page_n 59_o mo._n 8._o in_o what_o manner_n a_o man_n ought_v to_o pray_v devout_o pag._n 63_o mo._n 9_o of_o the_o instability_n and_o wander_v of_o the_o heart_n page_n 66_o mo._n 10._o that_o sin_n be_v not_o to_o be_v excuse_v page_n 74_o mo._n 11._o what_o a_o great_a evil_n it_o be_v not_o to_o correct_v or_o reprehend_v other_o page_n 75_o mo._n 12._o how_o every_o man_n ought_v to_o consider_v himself_o page_n 83_o mo._n 13._o of_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o conscience_n every_o where_o page_n 85_o mo._n 14._o of_o the_o three_o enemy_n of_o man._n page_n 87._o mo._n 15._o from_o whence_o the_o flesh_n of_o man_n proceed_v and_o what_o it_o bring_v forth_o page_n 93_o mo._n 16._o of_o the_o short_a life_n of_o man_n pag._n 96_o other_o addition_n a_o most_o zealous_a and_o devout_a lamentation_n of_o bless_a anselmus_n sometime_o archbishop_n of_o canterbury_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o soul_n virginity_n appliable_a unto_o the_o soul_n of_o every_o mortify_a christian_a page_n 111_o a_o meditation_n of_o s._n bernard_n concern_v the_o passion_n and_o suffering_n of_o jesus_n christ_n divide_v into_o twenty_o and_o one_o section_n page_n 139_o the_o author_n deprecation_n or_o petition_n for_o himself_o page_n 236_o finis_fw-la o_o my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o he_o kneel_v down_o and_o pray_v but_o be_v in_o a_o agony_n he_o pray_v more_o earnest_o and_o his_o sweat_n be_v like_o drop_n of_o blood_n trikle_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n luke_n 22.44_o sit_v you_o here_o whil_n i_o go_v and_o pray_v yonder_o of_o the_o similitude_n of_o man_n to_o god._n motive_n i._o many_o know_v many_o thing_n knowledge_n false_a knowledge_n and_o know_v not_o themselves_o they_o pry_v into_o other_o and_o leave_v themselves_o god_n the_o ready_a way_n how_o to_o know_v god_n they_o seek_v god_n by_o those_o outward_a thing_n forsake_v their_o inward_a thing_n to_o which_o god_n be_v near_a and_o more_o inward_a therefore_o i_o will_v return_v from_o outward_a thing_n to_o inward_a and_o from_o the_o inward_a i_o will_v 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because_o he_o vouchsafe_v to_o give_v himself_o to_o i_o by_o the_o understanding_n i_o view_v and_o contemplate_v what_o god_n be_v in_o himself_o what_o he_o be_v in_o the_o angel_n what_o he_o be_v in_o the_o saint_n what_o he_o be_v in_o man_n what_o he_o be_v in_o the_o creature_n in_o himself_o he_o be_v incomprehensible_a because_o he_o be_v the_o beginning_n and_o end_n and_o the_o beginning_n without_o beginning_n the_o end_n without_o end_n by_o myself_o i_o understand_v how_o incomprehensible_a god_n be_v when_o as_o i_o can_v know_v and_o understand_v myself_o who_o he_o have_v make_v in_o the_o angel_n he_o be_v desirable_a because_o they_o desire_v to_o behold_v he_o in_o the_o saint_n he_o be_v delectable_a because_o be_v happy_a
let_v we_o glory_n rejoice_v and_o triumph_v in_o the_o bless_a name_n of_o our_o mighty_a redeemer_n and_o give_v all_o honour_n jurisdiction_n dominion_n and_o majesty_n to_o our_o merciful_a saviour_n which_o have_v do_v great_a marvellous_a and_o admirable_a thing_n in_o we_o and_o for_o we_o exalt_v extol_v and_o magnify_v his_o glorious_a name_n together_o with_o i_o and_o let_v our_o tongue_n tune_v with_o one_o harmonical_a concord_n like_o golden_a trumpet_n sound_z forth_o his_o meritorious_a immeasurable_a still_o increase_n and_o never-diminishing_a praise_n say_v we_o adore_v and_o worship_v thou_o oh_o christ_n king_n of_o israel_n and_o also_o of_o all_o the_o nation_n prince_n and_o monarch_n of_o king_n lord_n of_o the_o earth_n god_n of_o the_o sabaoth_n the_o most_o powerful_a power_n of_o god_n omnipotent_a we_o adore_v thou_o be_v the_o precious_a price_n of_o our_o redemption_n the_o all-sufficient_a sacrifice_n of_o our_o peace_n atonement_n and_o peaceable_a reconciliation_n which_o alone_o with_o the_o inestimable_a most_o pleasant_a and_o fragrant_a sweetness_n of_o thy_o odoriferous_a savour_n have_v move_v and_o induce_v the_o father_n of_o eternity_n which_o dwell_v and_o reside_v in_o the_o high_a heaven_n to_o turn_v his_o eye_n of_o providence_n and_o compassion_n towards_o base_a vile_a and_o contemptible_a thing_n upon_o earth_n and_o have_v reconcile_v and_o pacify_v he_o towards_o the_o son_n of_o wrath_n hell_n and_o damnation_n to_o enter_v a_o new_a covenant_n of_o grace_n with_o they_o to_o forgive_v and_o forget_v all_o their_o rebellious_a trespass_n and_o treacherous_a transgression_n and_o to_o extend_v the_o tender_a bowel_n of_o his_o most_o desire_a and_o ever-undeserued_n mercy_n towards_o they_o we_o joyful_o proclaim_v oh_o christ_n the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o merit_n the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o magnificence_n of_o thy_o commisseration_n we_o sound_v and_o echo_v forth_o we_o record_v the_o 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it_o be_v too_o little_a oh_o thou_o mirror_n of_o mercy_n to_o cool_v the_o ardent_a heat_n of_o thy_o burn_a love_n it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a for_o thou_o our_o gracious_a redeemer_n to_o appoint_v a_o cherubin_n seraphin_n or_o one_o of_o the_o angel_n to_o consummate_v and_o finish_v the_o work_n of_o our_o salvation_n thou_o thyself_o be_v king_n of_o king_n and_o god_n of_o eternal_a glory_n have_v vouchsafe_v to_o come_v to_o we_o thy_o poor_a vassal_n and_o captive_a creature_n by_o the_o commandment_n of_o thy_o supernal_a father_n psal_n 40.8.9_o acts._n 2.23_o who_o unlimited_a mercy_n bottomless_a bounty_n immutable_a love_n we_o now_o plentiful_o enjoy_v in_o thou_o and_o hereafter_o shall_v joyful_o full_o and_o everlasting_o possess_v by_o thou_o thou_o come_v unto_o we_o i_o say_v not_o by_o change_v the_o place_n but_o by_o yield_v thy_o presence_n unto_o we_o by_o the_o flesh_n thou_o come_v from_o the_o regal_a throne_n of_o thy_o most_o high_a glory_n into_o a_o humble_a lowly_a and_o abject_a maiden_n in_o her_o own_o eye_n although_o indeed_o she_o be_v most_o honourable_a for_o her_o chaste_a virtue_n and_o of_o the_o blood_n royal_a by_o her_o noble_a birth_n who_o life_n be_v adorn_v with_o the_o precious_a gem_n of_o undefiled_a virginity_n in_o who_o sacred_a womb_n the_o sole_a wonderful_a and_o unspeakable_a power_n of_o the_o holy-ghost_n cause_v and_o effect_v thy_o sanctify_a and_o bless_a conception_n and_o that_o thou_o shall_v so_o be_v bear_v in_o the_o very_a nature_n of_o true_a humanity_n that_o the_o occasion_n and_o manner_n of_o thy_o pure_a nativity_n shall_v neither_o violate_v the_o majesty_n of_o divinity_n in_o thou_o nor_o the_o integrity_n of_o undefiled_a virginity_n in_o thy_o bless_a virgine-mother_n oh_o amiable_a oh_o admirable_a favour_n thou_o be_v god_n of_o immeasurable_a glory_n infinite_a power_n and_o most_o magnificent_a majesty_n have_v not_o disdain_v nor_o despise_v to_o become_v a_o contemptible_a worm_n and_o to_o put_v upon_o thou_o the_o ragged_a garment_n of_o our_o frail_a and_o miserable_a nature_n thou_o be_v god_n of_o all_o do_v appear_v as_o a_o fellow-seruant_n of_o servant_n unto_o all_o it_o be_v too_o little_a to_o satisfy_v thy_o love_a affection_n and_o to_o quench_v the_o thirsty_a desire_n of_o thy_o love_n towards_o we_o to_o be_v a_o kind_a father_n unto_o we_o and_o a_o gracious_a lord_n but_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o be_v our_o dear_a and_o well-beloved_a brother_n what_o mind_n be_v not_o over-ioy_v with_o the_o delectable_a meditation_n of_o thy_o wonderful_a favour_n what_o hart_n be_v not_o ravish_v with_o the_o sweet_a send_v of_o thy_o admirable_a humility_n and_o what_o soul_n can_v ever_o be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o exceed_a mercy_n when_o all_o our_o obedience_n towards_o thou_o be_v it_o never_o so_o great_a or_o our_o praise_n be_v they_o never_o so_o many_o can_v parallel_v and_o equal_v the_o least_o jot_n of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n towards_o us._n section_n four_o and_o thou_o lord_n of_o all_o thing_n possessor_n of_o the_o high_a heaven_n and_o sole_a commander_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n which_o have_v no_o need_n of_o any_o thing_n because_o the_o fowl_n of_o the_o air_n fish_n of_o the_o sea_n beast_n of_o the_o field_n be_v all_o at_o thy_o prudent_a and_o provident_a disposition_n yea_o the_o great_a worldly_a monarch_n be_v but_o thy_o poor_a slave_n and_o submissive_a vassal_n at_o the_o begin_n of_o thy_o birth_n and_o first_o entrance_n into_o this_o transitory_a world_n the_o sweet_a joy_n whereof_o be_v soon_o sour_v with_o sudden_a misery_n and_o the_o chief_a treasure_n liable_a every_o moment_n to_o waver_a mutability_n thou_o do_v not_o abhor_v to_o taste_v the_o bitter_a gall_n of_o pinch_a necessity_n and_o to_o feel_v the_o irksome_a discommodity_n of_o beggarly_a base_a and_o abject_a poverty_n so_o ill_o be_v thy_o entertainment_n so_o bad_a be_v thy_o welcome_n and_o vile_a be_v thy_o estimation_n among_o ungrateful_a man_n for_o as_o the_o
with_o a_o honourable_a triumph_n have_v enter_v the_o heaven_n and_o behold_v he_o be_v crown_v with_o glory_n and_o honour_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o majesty_n who_o be_v our_o advocate_n make_v continual_a intercession_n for_o we_o that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o wrath_n and_o disobedience_n by_o nature_n may_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o thou_o for_o ever_o by_o the_o exceed_a riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n for_o he_o be_v flesh_n &_o he_o be_v our_o brother_n look_v oh_o lord_n upon_o the_o amiable_a face_n of_o thy_o sweet_a christ_n which_o become_v obedient_a unto_o thou_o even_o unto_o death_n that_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v in_o behold_v he_o may_v send_v down_o the_o comfortable_a dew_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o neither_o let_v his_o scar_n depart_v for_o ever_o out_o of_o thy_o sight_n that_o thou_o may_v remember_v what_o a_o great_a satisfaction_n thou_o have_v receive_v of_o he_o for_o our_o sin_n i_o wish_v it_o may_v please_v thou_o to_o balance_v the_o sin_n wherewith_o we_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n and_o indignation_n together_o with_o the_o calamity_n and_o sorrow_n which_o thy_o innocent_a son_n have_v suffer_v for_o us._n certain_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o heavy_a misery_n will_v more_o than_o counterpoise_v the_o weight_n of_o all_o our_o iniquity_n and_o it_o have_v rather_o deserve_v that_o thou_o shall_v rain_v down_o the_o sweet_a shower_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o then_o that_o our_o sin_n have_v demerited_a to_o kindle_v the_o fire_n of_o thy_o devour_a wrath_n against_o we_o that_o we_o shall_v utter_o be_v deprive_v of_o thy_o wont_a clemency_n which_o shall_v slake_v the_o fury_n of_o thy_o incense_a ire_n and_o put_v out_o the_o flame_n of_o thy_o burn_a indignation_n but_o oh_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a father_n let_v every_o tongue_n proclaim_v immortal_a thanks_n unto_o thou_o and_o sound_v forth_o aloud_o thy_o eternal_a praise_n for_o the_o exceed_a largeness_n of_o thy_o 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