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own_o misery_n but_o the_o senseless_a conscience_n be_v nothing_o so_o it_o have_v neither_o sight_n of_o sin_n nor_o sense_n of_o misery_n both_o these_o extreme_n of_o desperation_n and_o of_o senselessness_n come_v from_o one_o cause_n and_o that_o be_v the_o neglect_n of_o the_o prick_v and_o wound_n of_o conscience_n it_o be_v a_o great_a mercy_n of_o god_n to_o give_v we_o so_o fair_a warning_n from_o a_o monitour_n within_o our_o own_o bosom_n the_o warning_n other_o give_v we_o we_o be_v ready_a to_o except_v against_o we_o can_v except_v against_o the_o warning_n of_o our_o own_o heart_n but_o as_o when_o mild_a correction_n prevail_v not_o with_o our_o child_n we_o proceed_v to_o severe_a discipline_n so_o when_o conscience_n her_o gentle_a pricking_n be_v neglect_v she_o fall_v to_o deep_o wound_n and_o cut_v when_o rod_n will_v do_v no_o good_a god_n put_v scorpion_n into_o her_o hand_n to_o scourge_v we_o to_o death_n every_o little_a prick_n of_o a_o accusation_n fetch_v as_o it_o be_v some_o blood_n from_o thy_o soul_n now_o if_o present_o with_o a_o repent_a heart_n thou_o will_v crave_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n to_o be_v apply_v to_o thy_o soul_n the_o bleed_a will_v be_v stay_v but_o because_o thou_o neglecte_v the_o bleed_a and_o think_v to_o stay_v it_o by_o base_a medicine_n of_o thy_o own_o therefore_o the_o wound_n bleed_v still_o and_o thou_o shall_v die_v of_o it_o and_o thus_o we_o see_v how_o desperation_n come_v from_o the_o neglect_n of_o the_o prick_v of_o conscience_n but_o again_o and_o that_o more_o common_o the_o conscience_n grow_v sear_v and_o past_a feel_n so_o that_o a_o man_n may_v now_o sin_v free_o and_o that_o without_o control_n of_o conscience_n after_o that_o he_o have_v once_o begin_v to_o despise_v the_o admonition_n and_o accusation_n thereof_o so_o we_o see_v the_o father_n give_v over_o correct_v his_o unhappy_a child_n when_o he_o grow_v worse_a for_o all_o his_o correct_v of_o he_o thus_o many_o man_n conscience_n deal_v with_o they_o speak_v in_o a_o manner_n unto_o they_o as_o god_n speak_v to_o the_o jew_n why_o shall_v we_o smite_v you_o any_o more_o since_o you_o fall_v away_o more_o and_o more_o you_o set_a light_n by_o our_o warning_n we_o will_v even_o give_v over_o 5._o isay_n 1._o 5._o conscience_n be_v god_n officer_n and_o it_o be_v set_v by_o god_n to_o do_v the_o best_a office_n that_o can_v be_v to_o us._n but_o when_o god_n see_v his_o officer_n not_o regard_v he_o will_v discharge_v he_o of_o his_o office_n when_o a_o wound_n be_v not_o take_v in_o time_n the_o flesh_n fester_v and_o grow_v dead_a and_o rot_a so_o also_o it_o fare_v with_o the_o wound_n of_o conscience_n a_o wound_a conscience_n neglect_v will_v grow_v a_o dead_a conscience_n o_o then_o howsoever_o thou_o may_v set_v light_n by_o the_o check_n and_o rebuke_n of_o man_n and_o may_v shake_v off_o they_o yet_o never_o reject_v or_o con-contemne_a the_o check_n of_o conscience_n in_o any_o case_n take_v 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the_o cheek_n of_o man_n as_o king_n and_o great_a one_o who_o dare_v check_v they_o none_o may_v smite_v they_o yet_o god_n in_o mercy_n towards_o they_o will_v 10._o 2._o sam._n 24._o 10._o have_v their_o conscience_n to_o smite_v they_o as_o david_n heart_n smite_v he_o though_o a_o king_n conscience_n take_v no_o notice_n of_o kingship_n therefore_o all_o even_o great_a state_n and_o they_o of_o all_o other_o must_v most_o listen_v to_o and_o heed_n the_o voice_n of_o conscience_n lest_o otherwise_o it_o fare_v with_o we_o as_o with_o those_o who_o great_a and_o violent_a noise_n continual_o herd_n at_o length_n make_v deaf_a as_o in_o those_o that_o dwell_v by_o the_o fall_n of_o the_o river_n nilus_n or_o as_o it_o do_v with_o unlucky_a boy_n who_o be_v use_v to_o the_o rod_n at_o length_n harden_v themselves_o and_o regard_v it_o not_o chap._n x._o of_o the_o name_n whereby_o the_o second_o part_n of_o repentance_n viz._n change_n of_o heart_n be_v set_v out_o in_o scripture_n 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