i_o 49.14_o isa_n 49.14_o he_o have_v withdraw_v himself_o in_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o spirit_n from_o i_o so_o that_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v for_o thy_o comfort_n and_o direction_n 1._o â—_o know_v comfort_n be_v not_o of_o the_o necessary_a be_v but_o of_o the_o happy_a well-being_n of_o the_o saint_n it_o be_v rather_o a_o partial_a reward_n than_o a_o particular_a grace_n a_o earnest_n of_o glorification_n rather_o than_o a_o part_n of_o sanctification_n it_o be_v the_o light_n not_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o sun_n that_o make_v the_o day_n and_o it_o be_v the_o grace_n not_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o make_v a_o saint_n 2._o for_o thy_o direction_n 1._o be_v zealous_a to_o find_v out_o the_o achan_n to_o discover_v the_o curse_a thing_n if_o any_o there_o be_v which_o have_v cause_v or_o occasion_v this_o desertion_n and_o have_v find_v it_o be_v humble_v in_o repentance_n for_o common_o spiritual_a comfort_n take_v their_o first_o rise_n from_o penitential_a sorrow_n §_o 24._o 2._o after_o humiliation_n inquire_v of_o god_n in_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n press_v near_o to_o he_o in_o his_o ordinance_n especial_o this_o of_o the_o bless_a eucharist_n and_o in_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n hear_v christ_n venite_fw-la ad_fw-la i_o his_o come_v unto_o i_o 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o extend_v itself_o to_o the_o hungry_a that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v satisfy_v to_o the_o thirsty_a that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v refresh_v to_o the_o weary_a that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v ease_v to_o the_o weak_a that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v strengthen_v to_o the_o sick_a that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v heal_v to_o the_o faint_a that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v revive_v to_o they_o that_o be_v fall_v that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v restore_v yea_o to_o all_o that_o have_v faith_n and_o repentance_n that_o they_o come_v and_o be_v save_v here_o the_o treasury_n of_o heaven_n here_o the_o fountain_n of_o life_n here_o the_o storehouse_n of_o comfort_n be_v all_o set_v wide_o open_a here_o o_o you_o afflict_a soul_n here_o you_o be_v at_o the_o right_a door_n knock_z and_o knock_v hard_a be_v not_o answer_v without_o admittance_n god_n love_v a_o holy_a importunity_n and_o know_v the_o lord_n be_v here_o christ_n be_v here_o life_n be_v here_o salvation_n be_v here_o here_o dwell_v everlasting_a mercy_n here_o dwell_v eternal_a peace_n oh_o look_v in_o look_v in_o with_o all_o reverence_n and_o faith_n into_o these_o sacred_a mystery_n of_o grace_n and_o love_n and_o see_v see_v there_o the_o delight_n of_o paradise_n and_o river_n of_o joy_n feed_v they_o oh_o how_o the_o angel_n sing_v whilst_o devout_a soul_n exult_v at_o this_o bless_a feast_n of_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o prince_n of_o peace_n §_o 25._o 3._o to_o preserve_v the_o comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n when_o receive_v of_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v faithful_a in_o the_o exercise_n of_o grace_n for_o god_n imprint_n his_o love_n upon_o the_o heart_n in_o the_o character_n of_o grace_n which_o the_o more_o large_a the_o better_a read_v yea_o grace_n be_v god_n seal_n and_o the_o more_o visible_a the_o stamp_n the_o more_o evident_a the_o assurance_n the_o more_o evident_a be_v our_o assurance_n the_o more_o full_a will_v be_v our_o comfort_n further_o know_v the_o way_n of_o holiness_n be_v as_o bed_n of_o spice_n 4.16_o cant._n 4.16_o the_o more_o we_o walk_v in_o they_o the_o more_o they_o requite_v the_o soul_n with_o their_o sweet_a delight_n and_o spiritual_a refreshment_n thus_o must_v man_n obedience_n be_v conformable_a to_o his_o devotion_n his_o conversation_n to_o his_o supplication_n not_o do_v that_o which_o may_v drive_v god_n from_o he_o in_o justice_n whilst_o he_o will_v have_v god_n turn_v to_o he_o in_o mercy_n turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o etc._n etc._n verse_n 18._o look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n §_o 1._o affliction_n be_v the_o proper_a object_n of_o compassion_n misery_n the_o proper_a object_n of_o mercy_n and_o therefore_o we_o read_v how_o pilate_n willing_a to_o release_v jesus_n he_o bring_v he_o forth_o have_v his_o back_n furrow_v with_o the_o whip_n his_o head_n harrow_v with_o the_o thorn_n and_o his_o derisive_a purple_a stain_v yea_o drench_v with_o blood_n and_o present_v he_o thus_o ghastly_a a_o spectacle_n to_o the_o jew_n with_o a_o ecce_fw-la homo_fw-la 19.5_o joh._n 19.5_o behold_v the_o man_n suppose_v so_o sad_a a_o sight_n will_v have_v move_v malice_n to_o mercy_n and_o envy_v itself_o to_o compassion_n now_o what_o pilate_n do_v to_o the_o jew_n with_o christ_n christ_n in_o a_o fit_a resemblance_n and_o apt_a allusion_n do_v with_o the_o penitent_a to_o his_o father_n he_o bring_v he_o forth_o in_o the_o court_n of_o conscience_n have_v his_o heart_n wound_v with_o sorrow_n his_o spirit_n break_v in_o contrition_n and_o his_o soul_n faint_v in_o languishment_n of_o repentance_n and_o present_v he_o so_o sad_a a_o spectacle_n to_o the_o father_n with_o a_o ecce_fw-la homo_fw-la behold_v the_o man_n §_o 2._o behold_v the_o man_n once_o so_o lofty_a in_o his_o pride_n now_o so_o lowly_a in_o his_o penitence_n once_o so_o harden_v in_o his_o rebellion_n now_o so_o humble_v in_o his_o contrition_n once_o so_o obstinate_a a_o sinner_n now_o so_o pitiful_a a_o penitent_a and_o oh_o whilst_o this_o man_n of_o sorrow_n mourn_v in_o affliction_n how_o do_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n melt_v in_o compassion_n when_o the_o wound_a sinner_n be_v present_v by_o the_o wound_a son_n and_o the_o penitent_n tear_n cry_v aloud_o with_o the_o mediator_n blood_n how_o must_v the_o father_n compassion_n need_v melt_v into_o sin_n remission_n of_o which_o sacred_a truth_n and_o heavenly_a comfort_n be_v david_n well_o assure_v when_o in_o this_o his_o psalm_n of_o penitence_n he_o make_v this_o prayer_n of_o faith_n vide_fw-la afflictionem_fw-la look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n §_o 3._o observe_v we_o in_o these_o word_n two_o particular_n 1._o the_o proper_a object_n of_o divine_a mercy_n 2._o the_o firm_a ground_n of_o the_o soul_n peace_n 1._o the_o proper_a object_n of_o divine_a mercy_n it_o be_v affliction_n and_o pain_n look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n 2._o the_o firm_a ground_n of_o the_o soul_n peace_n it_o be_v sin_n forgiveness_n forgive_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n §_o 4._o 1._o the_o proper_a object_n of_o divine_a mercy_n look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n this_o affliction_n and_o pain_n be_v either_o that_o of_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n or_o that_o of_o the_o devout_a saint_n that_o of_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n who_o have_v withdraw_v himself_o from_o the_o world_n and_o retire_v into_o the_o secret_a closet_n of_o his_o conscience_n 38._o isa_n 38._o how_o do_v he_o with_o hezekiah_n even_o recogitare_fw-la annos_fw-la in_o amaritudine_fw-la animae_fw-la overturn_v the_o annal_n of_o his_o life_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o after_o a_o strict_a survey_n have_v faithful_o observe_v the_o sin_n which_o he_o have_v commit_v and_o the_o several_a circumstance_n by_o which_o they_o be_v aggravate_v he_o than_o sum_v they_o up_o into_o a_o catalogue_n which_o be_v no_o soon_o in_o his_o eye_n but_o sorrow_n be_v in_o his_o heart_n endeavour_v to_o blot_v out_o those_o letter_n of_o guilt_n with_o his_o tear_n of_o repentance_n through_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n §_o 5._o and_o whilst_o he_o set_v his_o sin_n in_o order_n before_o he_o oh_o how_o do_v a_o secret_a affrightment_n chill_v his_o blood_n and_o make_v his_o heart_n to_o tremble_v in_o the_o apprehension_n of_o their_o loathsome_a filth_n and_o dreadful_a curse_n yea_o he_o behold_v himself_o under_o the_o heavy_a sentence_n of_o the_o law_n condemnation_n oh_o how_o how_o be_v he_o whole_o encompass_v with_o terror_n and_o amazement_n when_o he_o look_v within_o he_o oh_o the_o terror_n of_o a_o accuse_a conscience_n and_o a_o kill_a guilt_n when_o he_o look_v without_o he_o oh_o the_o horror_n of_o a_o deserve_a death_n and_o a_o torment_a hell_n when_o he_o look_v above_o he_o oh_o the_o dread_n the_o dread_a of_o a_o offend_a majesty_n and_o a_o avenge_a judge_n oh_o whither_o whither_o then_o shall_v this_o poor_a penitent_a fly_n for_o succour_n where_o oh_o where_o shall_v his_o affright_a and_o afflict_a soul_n seek_v for_o shelter_n where_o but_o at_o the_o cross_n of_o his_o redeemer_n §_o 6._o and_o when_o christ_n so_o full_a of_o pity_n so_o full_a of_o love_n when_o he_o behold_v the_o humble_a suppliant_a and_o sincere_a penitent_a in_o the_o low_a depth_n of_o his_o humiliation_n pour_v out_o his_o complaint_n at_o the_o foot_n of_o his_o
wage_n of_o iniquity_n 2.15_o 2_o pet._n 2.15_o to_o curse_v israel_n he_o tempt_v judas_n with_o horrid_a treason_n to_o betray_v his_o master_n 3._o luk._n 22.2_o 3._o he_o tempt_v annanias_n 4._o act._n 5.3_o 4._o with_o curse_a sacrilege_n to_o alineate_v to_o his_o own_o use_n what_o he_o have_v dedicate_v to_o god_n service_n thus_o also_o when_o he_o see_v the_o heart_n set_v upon_o ambition_n 16.1_o numb_a 16.1_o he_o tempt_v corah_n with_o desperate_a rebellion_n he_o tempt_v absalon_n with_o unnatural_a treason_n 15.10_o 2_o sam._n 15.10_o he_o tempt_v arrius_n with_o blasphemous_a heresy_n he_o tempt_v julian_n with_o horrid_a apostasy_n §_o 16._o but_o now_o on_o the_o contrary_a as_o a_o arrow_n shoot_v against_o a_o rock_n may_v be_v break_v but_o can_v enter_v thus_o temptation_n to_o the_o soul_n it_o shall_v be_v repel_v where_o no_o lust_n be_v within_o to_o give_v admittance_n wherefore_o though_o satan_n tempt_v our_o saviour_n yet_o be_v the_o dart_n of_o his_o temptation_n shoot_v in_o vain_a he_o find_v nothing_o in_o he_o 14.30_o joh._n 14.30_o nothing_o in_o christ_n of_o carnal_a or_o earthly_a affection_n whereon_o his_o temptation_n may_v fasten_v itself_o in_o we_o then_o it_o be_v the_o treacherous_a correspondency_n of_o the_o flesh_n with_o satan_n and_o the_o world_n which_o betray_v our_o soul_n to_o their_o assault_n so_o that_o to_o fortify_v the_o soul_n against_o their_o sinful_a temptation_n the_o sure_a mean_n be_v to_o mortify_v the_o flesh_n in_o its_o corrupt_a affection_n 8.13_o rom._n 8.13_o §_o 17._o now_o when_o the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o holy_a eucharist_n be_v celebrate_v 1.6_o job_n 1.6_o it_o be_v a_o day_n when_o the_o son_n of_o god_n come_v to_o present_v themselves_o before_o the_o lord_n and_o we_o may_v be_v sure_a satan_n will_v also_o come_v among_o they_o not_o only_o to_o accuse_v every_o unworthy_a receiver_n but_o even_o to_o tempt_v the_o worthy_a that_o receive_v tempt_v he_o with_o wander_v and_o worldly_a thought_n with_o flat_a and_o dull_a affection_n yea_o it_o may_v be_v with_o spiritual_a pride_n with_o formal_a hypocrisy_n or_o impure_a imagination_n wherefore_o it_o will_v be_v a_o second_o case_n seasonable_o propose_v how_o we_o may_v best_o attend_v this_o sacred_a solemnity_n that_o we_o be_v not_o entangle_v in_o satan_n net_n answer_v by_o have_v our_o eye_n ever_o towards_o the_o lord_n our_o soul_n fix_v and_o intent_n upon_o christ_n in_o the_o suffering_n of_o his_o passion_n the_o power_n of_o his_o resurrection_n the_o glory_n of_o his_o ascension_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o intercession_n and_o this_o with_o the_o enlargement_n of_o contrition_n of_o faith_n of_o love_n of_o prayer_n and_o of_o praise_n §_o 18._o this_o a_o fit_a exercise_n for_o the_o whole_a solemnity_n of_o administer_a but_o especial_o in_o the_o very_a act_n of_o receive_v when_o the_o minister_n come_v towards_o thou_o o_o thou_o devote_a soul_n with_o the_o sacramental_a pledge_n of_o christ_n body_n and_o blood_n raise_v thyself_o in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a ejaculation_n of_o fervent_a prayer_n o_o my_o jesus_n thou_o boundless_a mercy_n and_o glorious_a purity_n by_o thy_o spirit_n pierce_v into_o every_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n cleanse_v out_o every_o corner_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o so_o sanctify_v and_o enlarge_v i_o that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o fit_a temple_n a_o holy_a habitation_n for_o thou_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o prince_n of_o glory_n this_o do_v when_o the_o sacred_a bread_n be_v administer_v to_o thou_o with_o a_o take_v eat_v the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n then_o in_o thy_o silent_a meditation_n by_o a_o commemoration_n of_o faith_n behold_v christ_n in_o the_o garden_n 22.44_o luk._n 22.44_o and_o see_v he_o in_o his_o anguish_n of_o soul_n and_o agony_n of_o blood_n press_v under_o the_o weight_n of_o man_n sin_n and_o god_n wrath_n this_o be_v over_o behold_v he_o betray_v by_o judas_n apprehend_v by_o the_o jew_n and_o drag_v away_o to_o the_o high-priest_n palace_n where_o 67._o mat._n 26_o 67._o in_o thy_o commemoration_n of_o faith_n behold_v he_o spit_v upon_o blindfolded_z and_z buffet_v and_o after_o that_o hurry_v away_o to_o pilat_n judgment-hall_n where_o be_v false_o accuse_v see_v he_o unjust_o condemn_v and_o after_o he_o be_v scourge_v with_o whip_n 27.2.11_o mat._n 27.2.11_o crown_v with_o thorn_n and_o sceptre_a with_o a_o reed_n mock_v and_o despiteful_o use_v behold_v he_o in_o thy_o meditation_n bear_v his_o cross_n till_o he_o faint_v under_o it_o §_o 19_o at_o last_o come_v to_o mount_n calvary_n see_v his_o limb_n stretch_v and_o violent_o distort_v his_o hand_n and_o foot_n dig_v and_o bore_v and_o at_o length_n his_o precious_a body_n nail_v to_o his_o cross_n where_o fix_v thy_o meditation_n of_o faith_n in_o a_o exercise_n of_o contrition_n and_o love_n that_o as_o s._n paul_n thou_o may_v become_v crucify_v with_o christ_n 2.20_o gal._n 2.20_o and_o with_o good_a ignatius_n in_o a_o pathos_n of_o devotion_n cry_v out_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d oh_o my_o love_n and_o therein_o my_o life_n my_o joy_n my_o jesus_n he_o be_v crucify_v and_o in_o this_o melt_a ecstasy_n of_o contrition_n and_o love_n continue_v till_o the_o cup_n be_v present_v thou_o with_o a_o drink_v this_o the_o blood_n of_o our_o lord_n lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o thou_o receive_v as_o from_o christ_n in_o a_o awful_a and_o devout_a reverence_n in_o a_o renew_a contrition_n of_o heart_n and_o devotion_n of_o love_n renew_v thy_o meditation_n of_o faith_n and_o in_o they_o whilst_o thou_o behold_v thy_o saviour_n hang_v upon_o his_o cross_n see_v thou_o can_v not_o conceive_v his_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d his_o unknown_a suffering_n as_o the_o greek_a church_n call_v they_o see_v thou_o can_v not_o conceive_v the_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n which_o overwhelm_v his_o soul_n see_v oh_o see_v those_o river_n of_o blood_n which_o overflow_v his_o body_n and_o life_n flow_v out_o with_o the_o blood_n see_v he_o seal_v a_o consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la to_o his_o passion_n and_o our_o redemption_n with_o a_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n §_o 20._o and_o here_o say_v within_o thyself_o who_o be_v it_o in_o a_o challenge_n to_o the_o law_n and_o sin_n and_o satan_n who_o be_v it_o that_o condemn_v see_v it_o be_v christ_n that_o die_v 8.34_o rom._n 8.34_o my_o surety_n my_o saviour_n who_o thus_o offer_v up_o himself_o a_o sacrifice_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o therefore_o present_v thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o god_n and_o his_o holy_a angel_n raise_v thy_o soul_n in_o this_o apprehension_n of_o faith_n that_o whatsoever_o be_v the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n the_o accusation_n of_o satan_n or_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o law_n all_o be_v take_v away_o cancel_v and_o abolish_v by_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n passion_n and_o therefore_o in_o thy_o meditation_n of_o holy_a faith_n send_v forth_o this_o ejaculation_n of_o fervent_a prayer_n look_v down_o oh_o look_v down_o heavenly_a father_n from_o thy_o celestial_a sanctuary_n and_o behold_v the_o sacred_a host_n the_o death_n the_o passion_n of_o my_o crucify_a saviour_n who_o blood_n of_o sprinkle_v speak_v better_a thing_n then_o that_o of_o abel_n even_a thing_n of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o pardon_n and_o peace_n 2.15_o eph._n 4_o 8._o col._n 2.15_o §_o 21._o and_o here_o from_o the_o passion_n of_o thy_o saviour_n proceed_v in_o thy_o meditation_n of_o faith_n to_o his_o ressurection_n and_o behold_v he_o lead_v captivity_n captive_a triumph_v glorious_o over_o sin_n and_o satan_n death_n and_o hell_n from_o his_o resurrection_n follow_v he_o to_o his_o ascension_n and_o raise_v by_o faith_n 7.25_o heb._n 7.25_o behold_v he_o at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o father_n in_o glory_n where_o he_o ever_o live_v to_o make_v intercession_n for_o we_o and_o therefore_o present_v thyself_o before_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n pour_v out_o thy_o soul_n in_o prayer_n in_o the_o mediation_n of_o christ_n jesus_n that_o god_n will_v make_v good_a to_o thou_o the_o institution_n of_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n as_o the_o seal_n of_o his_o covenant_n of_o grace_n give_v thou_o a_o communion_n with_o the_o lord_n jesus_n in_o all_o his_o benefit_n that_o so_o the_o pardon_n of_o thy_o sin_n be_v seal_v a_o supply_n of_o grace_n exhibit_v and_o the_o earnest_n of_o glory_n confirm_v thy_o whole_a man_n may_v be_v further_o sanctify_v and_o eternal_o bless_v and_o now_o let_v the_o close_a of_o all_o be_v laud_n and_o praise_n even_o halleluiah_n salvation_n be_v unto_o our_o god_n and_o unto_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o 7.10_o rev._n 7.10_o verse_n 16_o 17._o turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v o_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o
my_o distress_n §_o 1._o god_n be_v a_o infinite_a good_a as_o he_o have_v his_o be_v from_o himself_o so_o have_v he_o his_o contentment_n in_o himself_o he_o have_v his_o paradise_n in_o his_o own_o bosom_n his_o perfect_a bliss_n in_o the_o eternity_n of_o his_o own_o fullness_n and_o o_o the_o immensity_n of_o god_n love_n unto_o man_n in_o ordain_v he_o no_o other_o felicity_n than_o himself_o enjoy_v give_v himself_o to_o be_v man_n end_n man_n happiness_n this_o then_o be_v the_o comfortable_a rest_n of_o man_n soul_n communion_n with_o god_n in_o christ_n which_o yet_o in_o this_o life_n be_v neither_o full_a nor_o fix_v the_o godly_a man_n comfort_n be_v always_o sweet_a yet_o often_o short_a his_o communion_n with_o god_n have_v its_o frequent_a interruption_n 30.7_o psal_n 30.7_o though_o not_o a_o total_a dissolution_n §_o 2._o so_o that_o do_v we_o lay_v our_o ear_n to_o the_o devout_a man_n closet_n how_o may_v we_o hear_v the_o turtle-moan_n of_o his_o sob_a sorrow_n the_o deep_a sigh_n of_o his_o break_a heart_n oh_o how_o be_v his_o prayer_n bedew_v with_o tear_n which_o drop_v from_o the_o bleed_a wound_n of_o his_o anguisht_a soul_n his_o sad_a complaint_n how_o be_v it_o often_o that_o of_o mournful_a zion_n 49.14_o isa_n 49.14_o the_o lord_n have_v forsake_v i_o my_o god_n have_v forget_v i_o every_o word_n have_v its_o accent_n of_o woe_n and_o emphasis_n of_o sorrow_n the_o lord_n rich_a in_o his_o goodness_n dear_a in_o his_o love_n the_o lord_n infinite_a in_o his_o power_n glorious_a in_o his_o majesty_n faithful_a in_o his_o truth_n even_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n my_o god_n by_o covenant_n and_o communion_n the_o stay_n and_o strength_n of_o my_o soul_n the_o desire_n and_o delight_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o life_n of_o my_o joy_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o life_n he_o have_v forsake_v i_o §_o 3._o yea_o he_o have_v not_o only_o cast_v i_o out_o of_o his_o arm_n but_o also_o out_o of_o his_o heart_n he_o have_v not_o only_o take_v away_o his_o hand_n but_o have_v also_o hide_v his_o face_n i_o be_o no_o more_o his_o love_n i_o be_o no_o more_o his_o care_n he_o have_v forget_v i_o now_o this_o state_n of_o spiritual_a desertion_n though_o exclude_v comfort_n yet_o be_v it_o consist_v with_o grace_n and_o therefore_o the_o devout_a saint_n of_o god_n notwithstanding_o his_o languishment_n of_o sorrow_n do_v not_o lie_v down_o in_o distrust_n but_o raise_v by_o faith_n he_o power_v forth_o his_o complaint_n unto_o god_n in_o prayer_n thus_o holy_a david_n turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v oh_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o my_o distress_n §_o 4._o here_o we_o have_v the_o case_n and_o the_o cure_n of_o a_o desert_a soul_n the_o case_n right_o state_v in_o a_o mournful_a complaint_n and_o the_o cure_n fit_o apply_v in_o a_o fervent_a prayer_n the_o case_n right_o state_v in_o a_o mournful_a complaint_n 1._o in_o its_o spiritual_a dereliction_n i_o be_o desolate_a 2._o it_o be_v secret_a anguish_n i_o be_o afflict_v 3._o it_o be_v high_a aggravation_n the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v in_o the_o cure_n fit_o apply_v in_o fervent_a prayer_n 1._o to_o the_o spiritual_a dereliction_n be_v apply_v the_o manifestation_n of_o divine_a love_n turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o 2._o to_o the_o secret_a anguish_n be_v apply_v a_o sovereign_a balm_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o 3._o to_o the_o high_a aggravation_n be_v apply_v a_o full_a deliverance_n oh_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o my_o distress_n thus_o turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a etc._n etc._n §_o 5._o 1._o the_o case_n of_o a_o desert_a soul_n right_o state_v in_o its_o spiritual_a dereliction_n i_o be_o desolate_a the_o devout_a soul_n in_o its_o near_a approach_n unto_o god_n through_o christ_n 34.8_o psal_n 34.8_o oftentimes_o taste_v and_o see_v much_o of_o heavenly_a sweetness_n and_o divine_a love_n yet_o those_o comfort_n though_o of_o heavenly_a stock_n like_o plant_n carry_v out_o of_o their_o native_a soil_n and_o proper_a climate_n they_o keep_v not_o their_o sweetness_n in_o a_o continue_a strength_n god_n ofttimes_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o his_o dear_a saint_n in_o the_o comfort_a influence_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o love_n the_o cheer_v vigour_n then_o of_o grace_n in_o its_o triumphant_a power_n over_o sin_n and_o the_o satisfy_a peace_n of_o conscience_n in_o the_o clear_a testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n they_o be_v not_o always_o the_o portion_n of_o the_o true_o sanctify_v grace_n and_o peace_n indeed_o they_o be_v happy_a mate_n 1.2_o eph._n 1.2_o phil._n 1.2_o but_o not_o inseparable_a companion_n grace_n may_v be_v without_o peace_n though_o peace_n can_v be_v without_o grace_n the_o soul_n than_o be_v often_o desolate_a and_o forsake_v of_o god_n in_o the_o refresh_a influence_n of_o peace_n and_o comfort_n when_o yet_o he_o be_v most_o intimate_o present_v with_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o quicken_a power_n of_o life_n and_o grace_n §_o 6._o now_o the_o spiritual_a dereliction_n we_o here_o speak_v of_o it_o be_v none_o other_o than_o a_o stop_n of_o that_o gracious_a effusion_n of_o god_n love_n a_o shut_n up_o those_o stream_n of_o sweet_a refreshment_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o flow_v forth_o from_o the_o fountain_n of_o christ_n fullness_n upon_o the_o soul_n a_o truth_n this_o so_o well_o know_v by_o sad_a experience_n to_o god_n saint_n that_o who_o be_v he_o that_o have_v drink_v of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n that_o have_v not_o taste_v those_o water_n of_o marah_n that_o have_v not_o taste_v at_o least_o some_o drop_n of_o that_o full_a cup_n of_o christ_n when_o in_o bitter_a anguish_n of_o soul_n he_o cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n 27.46_o mat._n 27.46_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o this_o then_o of_o god_n withdraw_v himself_o in_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o spirit_n it_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d in_o the_o language_n of_o the_o apostle_n a_o temptation_n common_a to_o man_n 10.13_o 1_o cor._n 10.13_o the_o best_a of_o man_n even_o to_o man_n of_o the_o divine_a temper_n and_o devout_a soul_n §_o 7._o yet_o these_o spiritual_a dereliction_n of_o the_o godly_a though_o they_o be_v real_a they_o be_v not_o total_a not_o final_a for_o that_o god_n be_v faithful_a in_o his_o promise_n who_o promise_n be_v full_a and_o emphatical_a heb._n 13.5_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i_o will_v never_o leave_v thou_o nor_o forsake_v thou_o loc_n est_fw-la in_o loc_n est_fw-la negationis_fw-la conduplicatio_fw-la ut_fw-la sit_fw-la vehementior_fw-la pollicitatio_fw-la the_o promise_n be_v double_v in_o the_o expression_n that_o our_o faith_n may_v be_v confirm_v in_o its_o assurance_n yea_o here_o be_v five_o negative_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d which_o be_v as_o if_o god_n have_v say_v i_o will_v not_o no_o i_o will_v not_o no_o most_o assure_o i_o will_v not_o for_o ever_o leave_v thou_o for_o ever_o forsake_v thou_o his_o compassion_n may_v be_v restrain_v but_o can_v be_v extinguish_v §_o 8._o know_v then_o in_o the_o spiritual_a desertion_n of_o comfort_n god_n love_n be_v not_o interrupt_v in_o he_o but_o the_o act_n of_o his_o love_n intermit_v to_o we_o he_o withdraw_v himself_o indeed_o in_o his_o love_n but_o it_o be_v not_o amor_fw-la benevolentiae_fw-la but_o amor_fw-la beneficentiae_fw-la as_o the_o school_n speak_v his_o love_n of_o benevolence_n wherewith_o he_o love_v we_o in_o christ_n this_o love_n like_o himself_o it_o be_v unchangeable_a but_o now_o the_o act_n of_o this_o love_n which_o be_v the_o love_n of_o beneficence_n that_o be_v often_o suspend_v in_o its_o measure_n and_o degree_n according_a to_o god_n wisdom_n and_o will_n this_o love_n of_o benevolence_n and_o beneficence_n may_v apt_o be_v illustrate_v by_o lux_fw-la and_o lumen_fw-la the_o inherent_a and_o the_o radiant_a light_n of_o the_o sun_n god_n love_v of_o benevolence_n like_o the_o sun_n inherent_a light_n it_o vary_v not_o but_o his_o love_n of_o beneficence_n like_o the_o sun_n radiant_a light_n it_o be_v often_o cloud_v yet_o not_o total_o eclipse_v and_o when_o god_n love_n be_v cloud_v his_o face_n hide_v then_o be_v the_o soul_n desolate_a which_o dereliction_n bring_v not_o only_o a_o sudden_a fit_a of_o heaviness_n but_o very_o often_o a_o continue_a estate_n of_o discomfort_n sharpen_v and_o embitter_v with_o inward_a affliction_n for_o so_o say_v david_n in_o his_o desertion_n i_o be_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a §_o 9_o 2_o the_o secret_a anguish_n i_o be_o afflict_v indeed_o what_o soul_n can_v be_v desolate_a and_o not_o be_v afflict_v psal_n 30.6_o thou_o lord_n do_v hide_v thy_o face_n and_o i_o be_v
cross_n when_o he_o hear_v his_o mournful_a sigh_n his_o painful_a groan_n the_o earnest_a messenger_n of_o his_o afflict_a soul_n it_o be_v then_o as_o possible_a for_o christ_n to_o forget_v the_o passion_n of_o sorrow_n which_o he_o suffer_v as_o not_o to_o compassionate_v this_o poor_a penitent_a sinner_n for_o who_o he_o suffer_v he_o who_o stop_v not_o his_o ear_n at_o the_o jew_n blasphemy_n will_v certain_o not_o stop_v his_o ear_n at_o the_o penitent_n complaint_n he_o that_o turn_v not_o away_o his_o face_n from_o his_o enemy_n buffet_n will_v not_o turn_v away_o his_o eye_n from_o the_o suppliant_n tear_n though_o the_o devil_n have_v bereave_v the_o sinner_n of_o his_o purity_n yet_o can_v he_o not_o deprive_v his_o saviour_n of_o his_o pity_n christ_n do_v not_o christ_n can_v so_o remember_v the_o sin_n that_o man_n have_v commit_v that_o he_o forget_v the_o soul_n which_o himself_o have_v purchase_v his_o eye_n and_o nothing_o indeed_o else_o can_v do_v it_o but_o his_o eye_n of_o mercy_n that_o look_v through_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n to_o behold_v the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o sinner_n and_o that_o affliction_n move_v his_o compassion_n so_o that_o the_o penitent_n prayer_n be_v right_o form_v when_o it_o take_v in_o david_n petition_n look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n etc._n etc._n 5._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d chrys_n de_fw-mi poen_fw-mi hom_n 5._o §_o 7._o thus_o then_o sin_n bring_v forth_o sorrow_n and_o the_o daughter_n devour_v the_o mother_n sorrow_n do_v destroy_v sin_n as_o the_o worm_n have_v its_o original_n from_o the_o wood_n and_o the_o wood_n its_o decay_n from_o the_o worm_n but_o this_o sorrow_n here_o of_o affliction_n and_o pain_n in_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n that_o it_o do_v become_v destructive_a of_o sin_n be_v not_o from_o any_o proper_a virtue_n in_o its_o self_n but_o from_o that_o power_n it_o receive_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n 1._o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n a_o servile_a fear_n and_o a_o mercenary_a hope_n a_o servile_a fear_n in_o the_o dread_n of_o hell_n and_o a_o mercenary_a hope_n in_o the_o desire_n of_o heaven_n be_v the_o common_a motive_n to_o repentance_n which_o yet_o be_v then_o only_o to_o be_v approve_v as_o good_a and_o holy_a when_o they_o exclude_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n for_o as_o st._n paul_n in_o 1_o cor._n 13.3_o though_o i_o bestow_v all_o my_o good_n to_o feed_v the_o poor_a and_o though_o i_o give_v my_o body_n to_o be_v burn_v and_o have_v not_o charity_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i_o be_o nothing_o so_o again_o though_o we_o dissolve_v our_o eye_n into_o tear_n and_o break_v our_o heart_n with_o mourning_n and_o have_v not_o charity_n all_o will_v be_v as_o nothing_o nothing_o available_a to_o eternal_a life_n §_o 8._o the_o will_v we_o say_v simple_o embrace_v good_a be_v good_a yet_o if_o it_o so_o embrace_v the_o less_o as_o to_o reject_v the_o great_a good_a the_o will_n become_v inordinate_a not_o that_o the_o less_o be_v accept_v but_o that_o the_o better_a be_v repulse_v to_o repent_v then_o with_o pain_n of_o soul_n that_o we_o may_v avoid_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n and_o obtain_v the_o bliss_n of_o heaven_n be_v certain_o good_a in_o itself_o yet_o if_o exclude_v and_o repulse_v the_o sincere_a love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n it_o become_v a_o inordinate_a act_n and_o its_o self_n so_o far_o from_o true_a repentance_n that_o it_o be_v a_o sin_n to_o be_v repent_v of_o observe_v the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n be_v the_o perfection_n of_o all_o the_o grace_n 3.14_o col._n 3.14_o and_o be_v therefore_o call_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o bond_n of_o perfectness_n §_o 9_o now_o observe_v then_o further_o the_o beginning_n the_o progress_n and_o the_o end_n of_o practical_a virtue_n have_v all_o their_o due_a measure_n though_o not_o their_o equal_a degree_n of_o goodness_n fear_v that_o be_v servile_a and_o hope_v that_o be_v mercenary_a be_v good_a in_o the_o begin_n of_o christian_a discipline_n and_o evangelical_a holiness_n but_o than_o they_o must_v have_v their_o progress_n to_o that_o end_n which_o give_v perfection_n even_o the_o grace_n and_o exercise_v of_o love_n wherefore_o know_v we_o that_o repentance_n and_o affliction_n of_o mind_n which_o do_v exclude_v the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v infernal_a that_o of_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n that_o repentance_n and_o affliction_n of_o mind_n which_o do_v not_o express_v though_o it_o do_v not_o exclude_v the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o be_v legal_a from_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n but_o that_o repentance_n and_o affliction_n of_o mind_n 8.15_o rom._n 8.15_o which_o do_v not_o only_o express_v but_o also_o arise_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o be_v true_o evangelical_n from_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n which_o alone_o can_v give_v salvation_n by_o virtue_n of_o the_o promise_n he_o that_o repent_v and_o believe_v shall_v be_v save_v §_o 10._o this_o the_o second_o particular_a that_o the_o sorrow_n of_o affliction_n and_o pain_n in_o the_o penitent_a become_v destructive_a of_o sin_n through_o the_o power_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n for_o that_o 10.3_o levit._fw-la 10.3_o god_n he_o will_v be_v sanctify_v in_o all_o they_o that_o come_v nigh_o unto_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v a_o consume_a fire_n in_o the_o fury_n of_o his_o vengeance_n 12.29_o heb._n 12.29_o when_o we_o humble_v ourselves_o before_o he_o though_o with_o the_o deep_a of_o affliction_n unless_o it_o be_v by_o faith_n in_o jesus_n christ_n as_o the_o mediator_n god_n will_v be_v a_o just_a judge_n to_o condemn_v rather_o than_o a_o merciful_a father_n to_o forgive_v for_o it_o be_v not_o our_o tear_n without_o christ_n blood_n not_o our_o sorrow_n without_o his_o suffering_n not_o our_o affliction_n without_o his_o passion_n that_o can_v quench_v the_o fire_n of_o god_n wrath_n satisfy_v the_o severity_n of_o god_n justice_n and_o move_v the_o tenderness_n of_o his_o mercy_n when_o therefore_o act_v by_o love_n and_o strengthen_v by_o faith_n we_o pour_v out_o our_o complaint_n unto_o our_o god_n in_o a_o sincere_a repentance_n our_o affliction_n and_o pain_n shall_v become_v the_o proper_a object_n of_o his_o divine_a mercy_n and_o grace_n so_o that_o we_o may_v pray_v with_o confidence_n as_o holy_a david_n look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n §_o 11._o 2_o the_o affliction_n and_o pain_n which_o be_v that_o of_o the_o devout_a saint_n especial_o either_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n or_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o fervent_a prayer_n or_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o infirmity_n 1_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n here_o i_o shall_v show_v you_o a_o mystery_n a_o mystery_n of_o godliness_n know_v only_o to_o the_o devout_a saint_n that_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n it_o afflict_v by_o compassion_n and_o delight_n by_o complacence_n and_o so_o be_v a_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o bitter_a sweet_a to_o see_v the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n seize_v the_o soul_n of_o life_n yea_o the_o soul_n of_o he_o who_o the_o devout_a saint_n love_v better_a than_o life_n how_o oh_o how_o must_v this_o need_v be_v bitter_a but_o now_o to_o see_v the_o fire_n of_o love_n drink_v up_o this_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n and_o all_o in_o tenderness_n of_o endear_a affection_n to_o his_o belove_a spouse_n the_o penitent_a soul_n oh_o how_o how_o must_v this_o need_v be_v sweet_a how_o can_v the_o devout_a saint_n meditate_v upon_o his_o crucify_a saviour_n but_o with_o unspeakable_a anguish_n and_o yet_o with_o incomparable_a delight_n behold_v amid_o the_o excess_n of_o his_o love_n the_o pang_n of_o his_o sorrow_n §_o 12._o whilst_o the_o devout_a soul_n than_o meditate_v upon_o christ_n passion_n this_o or_o the_o like_a soliloquy_n be_v a_o part_n of_o her_o devotion_n o_o my_o crucify_a jesus_n how_o grievous_a be_v his_o sorrow_n how_o gracious_a be_v his_o love_n he_o love_v his_o torment_n and_o take_v pleasure_n in_o his_o suffering_n he_o die_v with_o joy_n that_o he_o may_v die_v with_o grief_n for_o i_o o_o love_v ecstatical_a wherefore_o as_o i_o can_v but_o grieve_v in_o his_o grief_n so_o i_o can_v but_o joy_n in_o his_o love_n that_o be_v my_o anguish_n this_o my_o ravishment_n so_o that_o as_o i_o sorrow_n with_o he_o as_o my_o belove_a so_o i_o glory_v in_o he_o as_o my_o saviour_n thus_o be_v the_o devotion_n of_o the_o godly_a in_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n a_o mystical_a benjamin_n a_o child_n of_o grief_n and_o love_n in_o a_o amorous_a compassion_n and_o a_o dolorous_a complacence_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o christ_n which_o amid_o
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must_v worship_v he_o in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n and_o thus_o the_o apostle_n i_o delight_v in_o the_o law_n of_o god_n after_o the_o inward_a man_n 7.22_o rom._n 7.22_o in_o religious_a service_n then_o the_o integrity_n be_v that_o of_o the_o heart_n so_o that_o in_o what_o the_o heart_n do_v not_o act_n god_n do_v not_o accept_v 14._o isa_n 29_o 13_o 14._o the_o performance_n of_o the_o outward_a duty_n without_o the_o concurrence_n of_o the_o inward_a man_n be_v as_o a_o body_n without_o a_o soul_n and_o meet_v formal_a professor_n though_o they_o wear_v christ_n livery_n yet_o do_v they_o serve_v themselves_o §_o 4._o 2._o the_o end_n the_o principal_a and_o ultimate_a be_v god_n glory_n to_o which_o there_o be_v many_o subordinate_a and_o subservient_fw-fr as_o the_o good_a of_o his_o church_n the_o salvation_n of_o our_o soul_n the_o welfare_n of_o our_o country_n the_o benefit_n of_o our_o family_n and_o the_o like_a but_o now_o we_o must_v observe_v it_o be_v too_o low_a a_o judgement_n of_o integrity_n to_o take_v its_o measure_n from_o the_o more_o near_o and_o immediate_a end_n of_o action_n we_o must_v eye_n therefore_o the_o principal_a and_o ultimate_a end_n the_o glory_n of_o god_n 10.31_o 1_o cor._n 10.31_o a_o sincere_a aim_n at_o which_o sacred_a end_n do_v lay_v the_o soul_n level_a and_o even_o in_o its_o desire_n which_o otherwise_o will_v warp_v and_o bend_v according_a to_o the_o sway_n of_o some_o base_a lust_n and_o vile_a affection_n but_o notwithstanding_o this_o pure_a aim_n at_o god_n glory_n 11.26_o heb._n 11.26_o see_v moses_n have_v a_o respect_n to_o the_o recompense_n of_o reward_n 12.2_o heb._n 12.2_o and_o our_o saviour_n himself_o have_v a_o eye_n to_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o it_o will_v be_v no_o hypocritical_a affection_n but_o a_o devout_a encouragement_n to_o quicken_v our_o pace_n in_o the_o way_n of_o holiness_n from_o this_o scripture-motive_n our_o own_o salvation_n and_o happiness_n i_o call_v 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heaven_n but_o beside_o the_o nicety_n of_o the_o metaphysical_a abstraction_n if_o right_o consider_v it_o imply_v a_o contradiction_n 8._o 1_o joh._n 4_o 8._o for_o see_v god_n be_v love_n what_o be_v there_o in_o heaven_n which_o be_v not_o contain_v in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o whereas_o hereby_o they_o think_v to_o clear_v pure_a love_n from_o the_o stain_n of_o be_v mercenary_a it_o be_v but_o a_o needless_a attempt_n for_o that_o omnis_fw-la amor_fw-la mercedis_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la mercinarius_fw-la 17.1_o ps_n 16.5_o lam._n 3.24_o gen._n 17.1_o all_o love_n of_o reward_n be_v not_o mercenary_a love_n for_o that_o god_n who_o be_v our_o portion_n be_v our_o reward_n and_o if_o so_o to_o love_v our_o reward_n be_v to_o love_v god_n §_o 6._o 3_o the_o object_n whatsoever_o god_n command_v which_o be_v to_o be_v do_v ut_fw-la mandavit_fw-la &_o quia_fw-la mandavit_fw-la according_a to_o his_o will_n and_o because_o of_o his_o sovereignty_n to_o do_v what_o but_o not_o 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the_o necessity_n of_o a_o true_a faith_n with_o that_o of_o a_o good_a conscience_n §_o 7._o to_o practice_v holiness_n and_o profess_v heresy_n and_o to_o profess_v truth_n but_o practise_v profaneness_n be_v both_o opposite_a to_o david_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n for_o sincere_a faith_n can_v no_o more_o dispense_v with_o any_o doctrine_n reveal_v then_o holy_a life_n with_o any_o precept_n declare_v in_o god_n word_n yea_o 1._o gal._n 5.19.20_o 2_o pet._n 2_o 1._o ask_v the_o apostle_n and_o they_o will_v tell_v we_o heresy_n as_o well_o as_o prophaneness_n they_o be_v work_n of_o the_o flesh_n they_o be_v damnable_a yea_o bring_v swift_a damnation_n false_a teacher_n as_o well_o as_o lewd_a liver_n they_o deny_v the_o lord_n that_o buy_v they_o 4._o jud._n 4._o and_o be_v prepare_v of_o old_a to_o destruction_n wherefore_o a_o hold_v fast_o the_o true_a
our_o own_o heart_n this_o be_v a_o kind_n of_o spiritual_a incest_n most_o hateful_a to_o god_n and_o destructive_a to_o the_o soul_n know_v satan_n be_v often_o tempt_v with_o this_o bait_n even_o thought_n of_o pleasure_n of_o profit_n or_o the_o like_a 2.16_o 1_o joh._n 2.16_o he_o make_v the_o thief_n thrust_v in_o at_o the_o window_n or_o drip_v by_o the_o door_n and_o when_o the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n be_v still_o and_o at_o rest_n think_v all_o safe_a 12.34_o mat._n 12.34_o this_o open_v to_o those_o without_o and_o let_v in_o that_o number_n and_o crowd_n of_o thought_n which_o bound_v the_o spiritual_a man_n and_o spoil_v his_o good_n even_o rob_v the_o soul_n of_o its_o precious_a treasure_n its_o divine_a comfort_n 5._o as_o suppress_v and_o mortify_v vile_a and_o carnal_a so_o stir_v up_o and_o cherish_v holy_a and_o spiritual_a affection_n for_o the_o clear_a be_v the_o fire_n the_o less_o will_v be_v the_o smoke_n and_o the_o more_o divine_a be_v our_o love_n 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of_o earthly_a thought_n and_o vain_a imagination_n in_o his_o prayer_n a_o heart_n overcharge_v with_o care_n or_o curiosity_n 21.34_o luk._n 21.34_o be_v as_o unfit_a for_o devotion_n as_o when_o stuff_v with_o surfeit_v and_o drunkenness_n 3._o whatsoever_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o thy_o call_n do_v it_o with_o diligence_n for_o they_o who_o become_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d will_v be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 5.13_o 1_o tim._n 5.13_o man_n be_v idle_a in_o what_o they_o ought_v to_o do_v become_v busy_o intent_n upon_o what_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v do_v sure_o the_o main_a end_n of_o god_n employ_v man_n in_o vocation_n be_v to_o busy_v their_o thought_n which_o be_v ever_o restless_a and_o in_o motion_n that_o they_o may_v be_v innocent_o entertain_v find_v themselves_o work_n in_o the_o vacation_n of_o their_o
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abuse_v the_o mercy_n of_o my_o god_n despise_v his_o love_n profane_v his_o holiness_n and_o offend_v his_o majesty_n and_o what_o hope_v of_o pardon_n from_o a_o abuse_a mercy_n what_o hope_v of_o favour_n from_o a_o despise_a love_n what_o hope_v of_o communion_n with_o a_o profane_v holiness_n what_o hope_v of_o acceptance_n with_o a_o offend_a majesty_n these_o the_o word_n of_o complaint_n and_o now_o to_o set_v open_a a_o safe_a harbour_n for_o the_o humble_a and_o penitent_a not_o to_o set_v up_o a_o vain_a shelter_n for_o the_o profane_a and_o presumptuous_a observe_v the_o ground_n of_o comfort_n 1._o the_o immutability_n of_o god_n love_n the_o grace_n and_o love_n of_o god_n as_o the_o agent_n be_v not_o found_v upon_o any_o motive_n or_o reason_n in_o man_n as_o the_o object_n as_o if_o merit_n or_o worth_n in_o man_n do_v either_o beget_v or_o continue_v favour_n or_o love_n in_o god_n no_o he_o justify_v we_o when_o ungodly_a 3.24_o rom._n 4.5_o rom._n 5.10_o eph._n 2.6_o rom._n 3.24_o he_o reconcile_v we_o when_o enemy_n he_o quicken_v we_o when_o dead_a and_o therefore_o needs_o must_v it_o be_v that_o we_o be_v free_o justify_v and_o so_o eternal_o save_v by_o his_o grace_n through_o the_o redemption_n that_o be_v in_o jesus_n christ_n now_o if_o when_o enemy_n by_o wicked_a work_n we_o be_v reconcile_v by_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n if_o when_o dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n we_o be_v quicken_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n how_o much_o more_o be_v reconcile_v be_v quicken_v shall_v our_o person_n be_v accept_v our_o sin_n pardon_v and_o our_o fall_n repair_v so_o that_o as_o by_o the_o operation_n of_o his_o spirit_n we_o be_v regenerate_v so_o by_o the_o power_n of_o the_o same_o spirit_n we_o shall_v be_v restore_v the_o love_n wherewith_o god_n love_v we_o in_o christ_n it_o
practice_n and_o pattern_n of_o god_n saint_n the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n which_o god_n have_v vouchsafe_v to_o they_o in_o christ_n not_o be_v only_o for_o their_o own_o salvation_n but_o also_o for_o other_o instruction_n for_o this_o cause_n say_v the_o apostle_n i_o obtain_v mercy_n that_o in_o i_o first_o jesus_n christ_n may_v show_v forth_o all_o long-suffering_a for_o a_o pattern_n to_o they_o which_o shall_v hereafter_o believe_v on_o he_o to_o life_n everlasting_a for_o a_o pattern_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d as_o a_o complete_a image_n in_o who_o man_n may_v view_v as_o most_o lively_o draw_v forth_o the_o exceed_a abundant_a grace_n of_o christ_n in_o receive_v to_o mercy_n so_o cruel_a a_o persecutor_n of_o his_o church_n and_o so_o horrid_a a_o blasphemer_n of_o his_o truth_n that_o so_o humble_a penitent_n be_v more_o invite_v with_o the_o riches_n of_o christ_n mercy_n and_o merit_n then_o discourage_v with_o the_o heinousness_n of_o their_o own_o pollution_n and_o 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to_o support_v and_o sustain_v they_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o total_o and_o final_o fall_v away_o from_o he_o 8.10.12_o jer._n 32.40_o heb._n 8.10.12_o and_o hereby_o it_o be_v that_o their_o backslide_n though_o many_o yet_o be_v not_o perpetual_a but_o that_o fear_n god_n put_v into_o their_o heart_n do_v restore_v they_o and_o that_o love_v he_o bear_v unto_o their_o person_n do_v accept_v they_o wherefore_o as_o the_o house_n and_o ground_n stand_v firm_a though_o to_o distemper_a brain_n they_o seem_v to_o totter_v so_o the_o grace_n and_o covenant_n of_o god_n stand_v unmoveable_a though_o to_o distrustful_a heart_n they_o seem_v to_o waver_v lippientibus_fw-la singularis_fw-la lucerna_fw-la numerosa_fw-la est_fw-la say_v tertullian_n a_o fit_a allusion_n here_o as_o to_o a_o weak_a eye_n the_o candle_n which_o be_v single_a seem_v to_o have_v a_o double_a light_n so_o to_o a_o weak_a faith_n the_o covenant_n of_o god_n which_o bear_v a_o single_a truth_n seem_v to_o carry_v 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10.26_o if_o we_o sin_v wilful_o after_o that_o we_o have_v receive_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o truth_n there_o remain_v no_o more_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n and_o if_o so_o what_o will_v avail_v we_o christ_n passion_n and_o intercession_n answ_n to_o explain_v the_o true_a meaning_n of_o this_o scripture_n be_v to_o repel_v the_o force_n of_o this_o objection_n wherefore_o know_v ans_fw-fr that_o if_o we_o examine_v the_o circumstance_n of_o this_o text_n it_o will_v plain_o appear_v that_o by_o sin_n here_o the_o apostle_n do_v mean_v the_o sin_n of_o apostasy_n forsake_v christ_n and_o fall_v away_o to_o judaisme_n a_o sin_n frequent_o commit_v in_o those_o time_n and_o sharp_o reprove_v in_o this_o epistle_n and_o that_o this_o be_v mean_v of_o the_o sin_n of_o apostasy_n the_o very_a greek_a word_n do_v hint_n it_o somewhat_o to_o we_o which_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o word_n which_o denote_v a_o defect_n on_o and_o fall_v away_o and_o that_o be_v as_o the_o 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the_o public_a ministry_n of_o his_o word_n and_o sacrament_n so_o in_o the_o private_a duty_n of_o thy_o closet_n devotion_n and_o if_o thy_o duty_n of_o devotion_n in_o prayer_n and_o praise_n be_v not_o perfunctory_a and_o formal_a thou_o shall_v find_v by_o sweet_a and_o gracious_a experience_n that_o they_o be_v the_o food_n and_o nourishment_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o therefore_o as_o the_o body_n when_o it_o want_v its_o meal_n so_o the_o soul_n 63.5_o psal_n 36_o 8._o psal_n 63.5_o when_o it_o omit_v its_o prayer_n shall_v feel_v a_o hunger_a and_o gripe_v in_o itself_o and_o a_o good_a argument_n it_o be_v those_o devotion_n afford_v some_o solid_a sustenance_n when_o the_o soul_n upon_o the_o want_n of_o they_o do_v feel_v a_o sensible_a emptiness_n wherefore_o whatsoever_o be_v thy_o affair_n or_o engagement_n in_o the_o world_n cherish_v thy_o desire_n and_o long_n after_o god_n and_o christ_n in_o thy_o soul_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v not_o the_o opportunity_n of_o retirement_n and_o privacy_n for_o thy_o devotion_n retreat_v thy_o thought_n into_o the_o secret_a closet_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o let_v thy_o mind_n so_o swift_a of_o wing_n as_o move_v further_a in_o a_o moment_n then_o the_o sun_n in_o a_o day_n let_v thy_o mind_n send_v forth_o its_o wing_a messenger_n some_o heavenly_a desire_n which_o take_v a_o sudden_a flight_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n 8.11_o gen._n 8.11_o shall_v like_o noah_n dove_n return_v thou_o a_o olive-branch_n of_o peace_n and_o comfort_n into_o thy_o bosom_n do_v thou_o by_o some_o secret_a ejaculation_n as_o by_o some_o coal_n from_o the_o altar_n keep_v alive_a thy_o fervour_n of_o holy_a devotion_n and_o zeal_n of_o ardent_a love_n unto_o thy_o god_n and_o unto_o thy_o jesus_n 2._o the_o ground_n of_o comfort_n as_o to_o a_o distrust_n of_o the_o sincerity_n of_o faith_n in_o particular_a 1._o thy_n not_o be_v assure_v thou_o do_v believe_v be_v from_o the_o press_a weight_n of_o temptation_n not_o the_o 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cry_v and_o oh_o the_o tender_a mercy_n of_o their_o compassionate_v jesus_n he_o be_v nigh_o unto_o they_o when_o they_o call_v upon_o he_o 18_o ps_n â—45_n 18_o he_o rebuke_n satan_n still_v the_o tempest_n revive_v the_o soul_n and_o return_n in_o the_o sweet_a embrace_n of_o his_o love_n this_o know_v then_o o_o thou_o afflict_a soul_n thou_o may_v have_v true_a faith_n in_o a_o firmness_n of_o adherence_n even_o when_o thou_o have_v it_o not_o in_o a_o cleverness_n of_o evidence_n and_o so_o may_v true_o believe_v when_o through_o the_o violence_n of_o temptation_n thou_o can_v not_o for_o the_o present_a evidence_n to_o thyself_o that_o thou_o have_v faith_n 2._o however_o thy_o doubt_n and_o fear_n may_v dull_v and_o damp_n yet_o shall_v they_o not_o dead_a and_o destroy_v thy_o faith_n it_o be_v a_o large_a testimony_n of_o the_o apostle_n faith_n when_o s._n peter_n as_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o rest_n do_v to_o confident_o answer_v our_o saviour_n with_o a_o lord_n 69._o mat._n 6.68_o 69._o whither_o shall_v we_o go_v thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o we_o believe_v and_o be_v sure_a that_o thou_o be_v that_o christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n yet_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o trouble_n and_o of_o trial_n see_v how_o fear_n damp_n their_o faith_n in_o that_o when_o christ_n be_v apprehend_v 14.50_o mar._n 14.50_o they_o all_o forsake_v he_o and_o flee_v yet_o behold_v their_o faith_n recover_v its_o strength_n and_o they_o who_o flee_v from_o the_o face_n of_o a_o small_a band_n in_o the_o garden_n 36._o act._n 5.27.41_o act._n 2_o 36._o dare_v afterward_o stand_v in_o the_o face_n of_o a_o whole_a â—ouncil_n in_o jerusalem_n yea_o and_o preach_v he_o lord_n and_o christ_n who_o they_o deny_v their_o lord_n and_o master_n and_o now_o if_o the_o strong_a pillar_n of_o the_o church_n be_v shake_v what_o shall_v the_o weak_a reed_n do_v if_o the_o glorious_a light_n of_o the_o world_n suffer_v a_o eclipse_n 5.14_o mat._n 5.14_o what_o shall_v the_o smoke_a flax_n do_v why_o here_o be_v our_o comfort_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n do_v assure_v we_o that_o a_o bruise_a reed_n he_o will_v not_o break_v 12.20_o mat._n 12.20_o and_o smoke_a flax_n he_o will_v not_o quench_v wherefore_o o_o distress_a soul_n though_o thou_o be_v as_o weak_a in_o faith_n as_o a_o reed_n yea_o as_o a_o bruise_a reed_n yet_o thou_o shall_v not_o be_v break_v though_o there_o be_v no_o more_o fire_n of_o grace_n in_o thou_o then_o that_o of_o smoke_a flax_n yet_o shall_v thou_o not_o be_v quench_v be_v thy_o measure_n of_o grace_n never_o so_o small_a the_o least_o good_a desire_n holy_a purpose_n or_o sincere_a endeavour_n though_o hide_v under_o a_o multitude_n of_o infirmity_n yet_o will_v christ_n in_o his_o tenderness_n of_o love_n so_o cherish_v it_o with_o the_o breathe_n of_o his_o spirit_n till_o he_o send_v forth_o judgement_n unto_o victory_n that_o be_v till_o by_o a_o continue_a growth_n in_o grace_n and_o renew_v strength_n in_o the_o inward_a man_n thou_o mortify_v sin_n and_o subdue_v thy_o corruption_n 8.37_o rom._n 8.37_o yea_o become_v more_o than_o conqueror_n through_o he_o that_o love_v thou_o how_o many_o than_o be_v like_o mary_n of_o who_o we_o read_v that_o whilst_o she_o weep_v and_o seek_v for_o jesus_n though_o he_o stand_v by_o she_o and_o talk_v with_o she_o yet_o be_v it_o say_v 14._o joh._n 20_o 14._o she_o know_v not_o that_o it_o be_v jesus_n thus_o many_o poor_a soul_n and_o sincere_a believer_n in_o a_o trial_n of_o temptation_n they_o be_v weep_v and_o mourn_v after_o christ_n yea_o refuse_v to_o be_v comfo_o t_v because_o they_o can_v find_v he_o lodging_n in_o their_o heart_n by_o faith_n whereas_o he_o be_v indeed_o near_o they_o and_o in_o they_o by_o his_o spirit_n and_o in_o their_o mourning_n speak_v to_o they_o to_o be_v comfort_v and_o yet_o they_o know_v not_o that_o it_o be_v jesus_n he_o who_o their_o soul_n seek_v but_o after_o some_o languish_n of_o 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of_o love_n which_o beget_v this_o affliction_n of_o soul_n for_o true_a love_n be_v so_o enlarge_v in_o disposition_n and_o resolution_n of_o do_v more_o service_n to_o god_n and_o christ_n that_o all_o it_o do_v seem_v still_o too_o little_a and_o therefore_o many_o complain_v their_o present_a duty_n be_v short_a of_o former_a service_n and_o their_o present_a vigour_n less_o than_o former_a zeal_n which_o yet_o be_v not_o so_o indeed_o but_o in_o appearance_n before_o small_a love_n think_v little_a to_o be_v much_o and_o now_o great_a love_n think_v much_o to_o be_v but_o little_a to_o close_v then_o whereas_o it_o be_v ordinary_a with_o god_n to_o deal_v with_o the_o penitent_a convert_n as_o the_o father_n do_v with_o his_o prodigal_a son_n even_o entertain_v he_o with_o feast_v and_o mirth_n receive_v he_o with_o much_o of_o spiritual_a solace_n and_o delight_n 15.23_o luk._n 15.23_o and_o this_o he_o do_v the_o better_a to_o encourage_v he_o in_o the_o way_n of_o holiness_n yea_o and_o to_o fortify_v he_o against_o the_o day_n of_o trial_n and_o temptation_n which_o shall_v after_o come_v upon_o he_o in_o which_o day_n of_o temptation_n and_o trial_n he_o may_v not_o think_v but_o that_o though_o his_o former_a joy_n and_o delight_n do_v cease_v yet_o the_o sincerity_n and_o strength_n too_o of_o grace_n may_v continue_v yea_o and_o be_v increase_v the_o rule_n of_o direction_n 1._o breathe_v forth_o thy_o complaint_n unto_o christ_n in_o prayer_n for_o the_o life_n thou_o have_v be_v from_o the_o quicken_a power_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o therefore_o he_o who_o die_v that_o thou_o may_v live_v will_v preserve_v the_o life_n which_o he_o have_v give_v but_o then_o thou_o must_v beg_v it_o by_o prayer_n and_o at_o once_o to_o quicken_v thy_o prayer_n and_o strengthen_v thy_o faith_n hear_v his_o promise_n and_o own_o his_o love_n 6._o mat._n 5_o 6._o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v 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thou_o have_v cause_v i_o to_o hope_v yea_o let_v i_o bespeak_v thou_o as_o the_o prophet_n do_v zion_n let_v tear_n run_v down_o like_o a_o river_n 18._o lam_n 2_o 18._o not_o in_o the_o impatience_n of_o distrust_n but_o the_o importunity_n of_o devotion_n in_o this_o ne_o taceat_fw-la pupilla_fw-la oculi_fw-la tui_fw-la let_v not_o the_o apple_n of_o thy_o eye_n keep_v silence_n 6.8_o ps_n 6.8_o every_o tear_n every_o sigh_n have_v a_o voice_n to_o implore_v mercy_n and_o to_o importune_v grace_n yea_o see_v thou_o can_v not_o follow_v agnum_fw-la immaculatum_fw-la sine_fw-la macula_fw-la the_o spotless_a lamb_n without_o thy_o spot_n of_o sin_n 1.29_o joh._n 1.29_o thy_o daily_a tear_n shall_v obtain_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o guilt_n and_o doubt_v
with_o god_n displeasure_n thus_o how_o often_o be_v it_o that_o god_n prepare_v man_n to_o become_v some_o excellent_a structure_n even_o when_o he_o seem_v to_o be_v turn_v he_o into_o a_o ruinous_a heap_n as_o man_n intend_v to_o repair_v seem_v to_o demolish_v the_o build_n they_o take_v away_o some_o beam_n but_o it_o be_v to_o put_v in_o strong_a they_o stop_v up_o some_o light_n but_o it_o be_v to_o make_v large_a thus_o be_v it_o with_o the_o faithful_a who_o be_v god_n building_n 9_o 1_o cor._n 3_o 9_o he_o remove_v their_o prop_n of_o sense_n to_o fix_v the_o pillar_n of_o faith_n he_o darken_v the_o light_n of_o their_o spiritual_a joy_n but_o it_o be_v to_o enlarge_v their_o full_a comfort_n the_o rule_n of_o direction_n 1._o search_v what_o root_n of_o bitterness_n it_o be_v that_o have_v take_v away_o the_o taste_n of_o all_o heavenly_a sweetness_n what_o guilt_n of_o sin_n that_o have_v deprive_v thou_o of_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n enter_v the_o court_n of_o thy_o conscience_n where_o god_n have_v set_v up_o his_o tribunal_n and_o hear_v what_o charge_n be_v there_o lay_v against_o thou_o be_v it_o not_o some_o stubbornness_n of_o spirit_n some_o unrepented_a disobedience_n which_o god_n chastise_v with_o those_o rebuke_n of_o conscience_n and_o terror_n of_o soul_n for_o common_o god_n deal_v with_o his_o backslide_a saint_n as_o a_o king_n with_o his_o rebellious_a subject_n when_o neither_o the_o proffer_n of_o grace_n nor_o the_o promise_n of_o pardon_n when_o neither_o the_o edict_n of_o command_n nor_o the_o threaten_n of_o wrath_n when_o neither_o gracious_a counsel_n nor_o a_o bear_a patience_n can_v prevail_v then_o do_v god_n arm_v himself_o to_o the_o battle_n let_v fly_v the_o arrow_n of_o his_o indignation_n into_o their_o soul_n 6.4_o job_n 6.4_o as_o job_n complain_v the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v within_o i_o the_o poison_n whereof_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n the_o terror_n of_o god_n do_v set_v themselves_o in_o 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to_o god_n justice_n but_o also_o oblation_n we_o owe_v to_o god_n mercy_n 19_o ps_n â—1_n 18_o 19_o and_o therefore_o either_o whole_o to_o omit_v they_o or_o slight_o to_o slubber_v they_o over_o be_v not_o only_a unfaithfulness_n but_o also_o unthankfulness_n both_o the_o majesty_n and_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n be_v despise_v and_o where_o his_o majesty_n and_o mercy_n be_v despise_v no_o wonder_n if_o his_o favour_n and_o presence_n be_v withhold_v 3._o be_v it_o not_o the_o want_n of_o reverence_n and_o godly_a fear_n and_o therefore_o by_o the_o rebuke_n of_o his_o spirit_n god_n severe_o tutor_n thou_o to_o what_o he_o require_v of_o thou_o to_o serve_v he_o acceptable_o with_o reverence_n and_o godly_a fear_n 16_o heb_fw-mi 12.23_o heb._n â—_o 16_o god_n like_v well_o that_o we_o come_v with_o boldness_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n yet_o a_o boldness_n of_o humble_a confidence_n not_o of_o a_o careless_a irreverence_n the_o awe_n of_o majesty_n be_v much_o preserve_v by_o avoid_v too_o much_o familiarity_n and_o therefore_o some_o monarch_n have_v withdraw_v themselves_o from_o vulgar_a eye_n to_o keep_v up_o the_o more_o sacred_a esteem_n and_o awe_n of_o their_o sovereignty_n thus_o god_n he_o deal_v with_o his_o saint_n when_o much_o indulge_v they_o become_v wanton_a proud_a and_o irreverent_a god_n intermix_v majesty_n with_o mercy_n and_o temper_n their_o favour_n with_o frown_n he_o withhold_v his_o comfortable_a presence_n and_o awe_v their_o soul_n with_o secret_a rebuke_n that_o they_o may_v learn_v to_o put_v in_o practice_n what_o the_o church_n give_v in_o pattern_n even_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n 2.12_o act._n 9_o 31._o phil._n 2.12_o and_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n yea_o work_v out_o their_o salvation_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a this_o be_v indeed_o a_o sure_a maxim_n that_o he_o who_o bear_v his_o spiritual_a affliction_n with_o a_o distrustful_a impatience_n it_o be_v more_o than_o probable_a that_o 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second_o rule_n of_o direction_n which_o follow_v 2._o confess_v and_o bewail_v thy_o sin_n in_o the_o deep_a of_o humiliation_n the_o reason_n indeed_o oftentimes_o why_o god_n put_v the_o soul_n to_o the_o rack_n it_o be_v because_o it_o will_v not_o confess_v it_o be_v so_o loath_a to_o leave_v that_o it_o be_v unwilling_a to_o acknowledge_v its_o sin_n but_o as_o there_o be_v no_o full_a discovery_n of_o sin_n without_o examination_n 28.13_o prov._n 28.13_o so_o nor_o be_v there_o any_o full_a pardon_n of_o sin_n without_o confession_n wherefore_o set_v thy_o sin_n in_o order_n before_o thou_o and_o if_o thy_o conscience_n plead_v guilty_a to_o none_o other_o impiety_n yet_o thy_o ignorance_n diffidence_n passion_n and_o impatience_n in_o thy_o trial_n of_o spiritual_a affliction_n do_v bring_v guilt_n enough_o for_o the_o deep_a of_o humiliation_n 40.4_o job_n 40.4_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o job_n he_o confess_v unto_o god_n say_v i_o be_o vile_a what_o shall_v i_o answer_v i_o will_v lay_v my_o hand_n upon_o my_o mouth_n and_o humble_o submit_v to_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n plea_n 42.36_o job_n 42.36_o and_o the_o reproof_n of_o his_o conviction_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o impatience_n and_o pride_n he_o abhor_v himself_o and_o repent_v in_o dust_n and_o ash_n and_o after_o god_n give_v testimony_n of_o his_o love_n in_o accept_v a_o sacrifice_n from_o his_o hand_n thus_o then_o have_v set_v thy_o sin_n in_o order_n before_o thou_o let_v their_o guilt_n affect_v thy_o heart_n with_o sorrow_n that_o sorrow_n affect_v thy_o eye_n with_o tear_n and_o then_o in_o the_o anguish_n of_o thy_o soul_n do_v thou_o crouch_v and_o crawl_v to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n solicit_v earnest_o with_o strong_a cry_v the_o mercy_n of_o thy_o god_n through_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o saviour_n for_o the_o pardon_n of_o thy_o sin_n the_o peace_n
glory_n to_o reward_v their_o constancy_n be_v it_o so_o then_o o_o afflict_a soul_n that_o thou_o lie_v under_o heavy_a pressure_n length_n of_o time_n add_v to_o their_o weight_n of_o misery_n yet_o that_o neither_o the_o burden_n nor_o continuance_n of_o thy_o trouble_n may_v bear_v down_o thy_o patience_n or_o break_v off_o thy_o constancy_n here_o be_v a_o centre_n of_o rest_n for_o thy_o soul_n a_o ground_n of_o comfort_n to_o establish_v thy_o faith_n even_o the_o firm_a assurance_n christ_n give_v we_o in_o his_o word_n of_o his_o indulgent_a care_n over_o his_o church_n and_o choose_v 2._o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n in_o his_o indulgent_a care_n over_o his_o church_n and_o choose_v he_o make_v thy_o affliction_n the_o long_o that_o thy_o humiliation_n may_v be_v the_o deep_a and_o by_o how_o much_o thou_o be_v the_o more_o firm_o root_v in_o humility_n by_o so_o much_o shall_v thou_o be_v the_o more_o full_o establish_v in_o grace_n 12._o 2_o cor._n 12._o thus_o s._n paul_n he_o be_v no_o soon_o step_v out_o of_o heaven_n but_o he_o be_v present_o set_v upon_o by_o hâ—ll_n he_o have_v no_o soon_o do_v converse_v with_o the_o angel_n 7._o v._o 7._o but_o he_o be_v present_o buffet_v by_o satan_n and_o his_o temptation_n be_v still_o continue_a 8._o v._o 8._o notwithstanding_o his_o supplication_n be_v so_o often_o renew_v and_o wherefore_o be_v it_o but_o that_o he_o may_v be_v the_o more_o full_o humble_v that_o he_o be_v wrap_v up_o to_o the_o three_o heaven_n can_v not_o secure_v he_o from_o the_o danger_n of_o sin_n or_o hell_n o_o the_o vanity_n of_o man_n mind_n and_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o his_o heart_n s._n paul_n so_o holy_a so_o humble_a yet_o be_v he_o in_o danger_n of_o spiritual_a pride_n of_o be_v exalt_v above_o measure_n even_o puff_v up_o in_o conceit_n above_o what_o he_o be_v lift_v up_o in_o ecstasy_n wherefore_o it_o must_v be_v a_o strong_a buffet_n and_o of_o long_a continuance_n to_o beat_v down_o this_o pride_n and_o quell_v this_o haughtiness_n thus_o it_o will_v be_v a_o matter_n of_o much_o support_n to_o the_o faithful_a in_o their_o affliction_n to_o discern_v aright_o also_o what_o be_v the_o good_a in_o temporal_a distress_n as_o well_o as_o in_o spiritual_a temptation_n what_o be_v the_o good_a to_o comfort_v as_o well_o as_o what_o be_v the_o evil_a to_o afflict_v for_o that_o both_o the_o adversity_n and_o prosperity_n of_o this_o life_n they_o have_v their_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d their_o bitter-sweets_a in_o every_o worldly_a good_a there_o be_v some_o vex_a evil_n and_o in_o every_o worldly_a evil_n there_o be_v some_o comfort_v good_a and_o therefore_o in_o all_o our_o affliction_n we_o shall_v rather_o exercise_v our_o patience_n than_o our_o passion_n our_o grace_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n rather_o than_o our_o affection_n of_o grief_n and_o anger_n unless_o it_o be_v that_o we_o turn_v the_o stream_n into_o the_o right_a channel_n by_o mourn_v for_o sin_n and_o a_o penitential_a indignation_n against_o our_o iniquity_n this_o this_o be_v to_o master_v our_o passion_n in_o make_v our_o temporal_a trouble_n become_v serviceable_a to_o our_o spiritual_a advantage_n this_o the_o practice_n and_o profession_n of_o the_o faithful_a in_o the_o prophet_n hymn_n 26.8_o isa_n 26.8_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o judgement_n o_o lord_n have_v we_o wait_v for_o thou_o in_o the_o dispense_n of_o which_o judgement_n it_o be_v god_n method_n to_o put_v in_o the_o sickle_n when_o the_o harvest_n be_v ripe_a 51.13_o joel_n 3.13_o isa_n 63.6_o gen._n 15.16_o jer._n 51.13_o to_o tread_v out_o the_o grape_n when_o the_o wine-press_n be_v full_a to_o cut_v off_o a_o people_n when_o the_o measure_n of_o their_o iniquity_n be_v make_v up_o thus_o the_o end_n of_o babylon_n peace_n and_o the_o measure_n of_o her_o sin_n meet_v together_o and_o it_o be_v time_n lord_n say_v david_n to_o put_v to_o thy_o hand_n for_o man_n have_v make_v void_a thy_o law_n 119.126_o ps_n 119.126_o such_o be_v the_o rage_n of_o the_o wicked_a in_o their_o impiety_n and_o such_o the_o impudence_n of_o their_o sin_n that_o they_o seek_v to_o raze_v the_o very_a ordinance_n of_o god_n and_o cancel_v the_o very_a record_n of_o heaven_n in_o cast_v out_o the_o name_n and_o worship_n the_o fear_n and_o service_n of_o the_o lord_n out_o of_o his_o church_n and_o when_o it_o be_v thus_o with_o man_n then_o be_v it_o time_n for_o god_n to_o put_v to_o his_o hand_n in_o the_o fury_n and_o vengeance_n of_o his_o wrath_n then_o be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o fix_a and_o set_v time_n 102.13_o ps_n 102.13_o which_o his_o wisdom_n and_o justice_n have_v preordain_v and_o constitute_v in_o which_o notwithstanding_o the_o low_a expectation_n and_o small_a preparation_n notwithstanding_o the_o seem_a impossibility_n of_o the_o mean_n and_o real_a improbability_n of_o the_o act_n he_o shall_v wound_v and_o strike_v through_o he_o and_o the_o church_n enemy_n 100.5_o ps_n 110.5_o ps_n 16_o 8._o ps_n 100.5_o and_o therefore_o be_v he_o say_v to_o be_v at_o her_o right_a hand_n emphatical_o declare_v his_o readiness_n of_o presence_n and_o of_o power_n for_o her_o protection_n and_o deliverance_n now_o in_o this_o way_n and_o method_n of_o his_o judgement_n it_o be_v that_o the_o faithful_a wait_n for_o he_o whilst_o worldly_a man_n and_o carnal_a mind_n murmur_v and_o complain_v quarrel_n and_o repine_v grudge_n and_o blaspheme_v they_o wait_v even_o till_o the_o measure_n of_o other_o sin_n and_o their_o own_o suffering_n be_v full_a know_v well_o that_o god_n chastisement_n upon_o his_o church_n they_o be_v not_o to_o consume_v and_o destroy_v but_o to_o purify_v and_o refine_v 27.9_o isa_n 1.25_o mal._n 3.2_o 3._o isa_n 27.9_o and_o therefore_o shall_v there_o not_o be_v one_o degree_n of_o heat_n more_o in_o the_o fire_n nor_o one_o moment_n continuance_n more_o in_o the_o furnace_n than_o the_o metal_n refine_n require_v not_o one_o dram_n or_o minute_n more_o of_o affliction_n than_o the_o church_n purify_n call_v for_o and_o for_o this_o reason_n the_o faithful_a in_o all_o humility_n submit_v unto_o god_n will_n thereby_o make_v it_o appear_v that_o the_o desire_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v to_o his_o name_n that_o he_o may_v be_v glorify_v rather_o than_o that_o they_o may_v be_v deliver_v prefer_v suffering_n before_o sin_n affliction_n before_o transgression_n a_o continue_v in_o distress_n before_o a_o engage_v in_o what_o be_v wicked_a and_o rebellious_a 3._o when_o god_n answer_v not_o prayer_n by_o enlargement_n of_o comfort_n 50.10_o isa_n 50.10_o he_o than_o do_v it_o by_o strength_n of_o support_n compose_v the_o soul_n to_o the_o pure_a and_o perfect_a act_n of_o obedience_n upon_o earth_n even_o to_o rely_v upon_o god_n in_o his_o promise_n by_o faith_n when_o there_o be_v no_o sensible_a testimony_n of_o his_o love_n to_o depend_v and_o rest_v upon_o god_n under_o cloud_n and_o desertion_n 10_o job_n 19.20_o 21.25_o etc._n etc._n 2_o cor._n 1.8_o 9_o 10_o be_v a_o secret_a martyrdom_n of_o the_o soul_n advance_v god_n glory_n in_o its_o deep_a affliction_n and_o prefer_v the_o truth_n and_o faithfulness_n of_o god_n promise_n above_o all_o satan_n suggestion_n or_o its_o own_o fear_n be_v it_o so_o then_o o_o thou_o afflict_a soul_n be_v it_o so_o that_o god_n do_v delay_n yet_o do_v he_o not_o deny_v the_o return_n of_o his_o love_n in_o the_o refresh_n of_o his_o spirit_n but_o he_o be_v therefore_o the_o long_a absent_a that_o thou_o may_v be_v the_o more_o eager_o longing_n and_o thereby_o the_o better_a prepare_v to_o receive_v his_o blessing_n of_o love_n and_o to_o prize_v they_o spiritual_a enlargement_n as_o all_o other_o good_a thing_n they_o be_v more_o prise_v in_o their_o want_n then_o in_o their_o enjoyment_n sol_fw-it nisi_fw-la cùm_fw-la deficit_fw-la spectatorem_fw-la non_fw-la habet_fw-la say_v seneca_n men_n must_v look_v after_o the_o sun_n when_o his_o light_n be_v eclypse_v and_o so_o do_v our_o soul_n after_o christ_n when_o his_o favour_n be_v cloud_v his_o face_n hide_v thus_o how_o often_o be_v it_o that_o god_n do_v put_v grace_n in_o the_o soul_n when_o yet_o he_o do_v not_o publish_v it_o in_o the_o conscience_n and_o so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o faithful_a as_o with_o moses_n 34.29_o exod._n 34.29_o moses_n his_o face_n shine_v to_o the_o jew_n when_o yet_o he_o know_v not_o of_o its_o lustre_n himself_o thus_o many_o time_n the_o faithful_a have_v their_o grace_n eminent_a in_o other_o observation_n when_o yet_o they_o discern_v they_o not_o in_o their_o own_o apprehension_n god_n give_v support_a strength_n when_o he_o withhold_v enlarge_a comfort_n the_o rule_n of_o direction_n 1._o keep_v faith_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n for_o as_o a_o ship_n toss_v with_o contrary_a wind_n such_o
thing_n have_v i_o desire_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o will_v i_o seek_v after_o that_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n see_v david_n here_o right_o according_a to_o his_o own_o emblem_n 42.1_o ps_n 42.1_o even_o as_o the_o hart_n pant_v after_o the_o water-brook_n as_o the_o hart_n so_o he_o wound_v and_o pursue_v wound_v with_o distress_n and_o pursue_v with_o danger_n he_o pant_v after_o the_o water-brook_n eager_o belong_v after_o the_o refresh_a comfort_n of_o god_n sanctuary_n division_n division_n in_o the_o division_n of_o the_o word_n observe_v two_o general_a part_n david_n petition_n with_o its_o divine_a reason_n 1._o david_n petition_n one_o thing_n have_v i_o desire_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o i_o will_v seek_v after_o that_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n 2._o the_o divine_a reason_n of_o david_n petition_n to_o behold_v the_o beauty_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o to_o inquire_v etc._n etc._n in_o the_o first_o general_n observe_v two_o particular_n the_o object_n and_o the_o acts._n the_o object_n 1._o emphatical_o assert_v to_o be_v unum_fw-la one_o thing_n 2._o that_o one_o thing_n express_o describe_v to_o be_v this_o that_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n this_o the_o object_n second_o the_o act_n they_o be_v two_o the_o one_o speak_v the_o inward_a affection_n that_o of_o desire_n the_o other_o speak_v his_o eager_a prosecution_n of_o what_o he_o desire_v in_o seek_v after_o it_o one_o thing_n have_v i_o desire_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o will_v i_o seek_v after_o that_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n this_o be_v david_n petition_n to_o which_o he_o be_v move_v by_o a_o twofold_a reason_n of_o delight_n and_o of_o devotion_n 1._o of_o delight_n relate_v to_o the_o type_n and_o the_o antitype_n the_o shadow_a figure_n and_o glorious_a mystery_n even_o a_o behold_v the_o beauty_n of_o the_o lord_n 2._o that_o of_o devotion_n relate_v to_o the_o oracle_n and_o the_o altar_n the_o incense_n and_o the_o sacrifice_n to_o which_o answer_v our_o preach_a and_o prayer_n with_o the_o administration_n of_o the_o sacrament_n and_o this_o david_n call_v a_o visit_a or_o a_o inquire_n into_o god_n temple_n thus_o the_o wound_a hart_n pant_v thus_o david_n trouble_v soul_n belong_v and_o long_a breath_n forth_o his_o distress_n concentre_v in_o this_o petition_n one_o thing_n have_v i_o desire_v of_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n explic._n explic._n first_o general_n david_n petition_n and_o therein_o the_o object_n emphatical_o assert_v to_o be_v unum_fw-la one_o thing_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o psalm_n david_n keep_v a_o audit_n of_o his_o soul_n account_n reckon_v up_o the_o large_a income_n and_o last_a treasure_n of_o god_n bounty_n grace_n and_o mercy_n the_o sum_n whereof_o be_v this_o the_o lord_n be_v my_o light_n and_o my_o life_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o salvation_n and_o now_o where_o shall_v david_n design_v his_o presence_n but_o where_o be_v his_o light_n where_o shall_v he_o desire_v his_o person_n but_o where_o be_v his_o strength_n where_o shall_v he_o wish_v his_o soul_n but_o where_o be_v his_o life_n and_o where_o shall_v he_o fix_v his_o habitation_n but_o where_o be_v his_o salvation_n even_o in_o communion_n with_o his_o god_n and_o this_o especial_o in_o the_o holy_a worship_n of_o his_o sanctuary_n no_o wonder_n then_o if_o above_o all_o thing_n he_o desire_v and_o seek_v after_o this_o one_o thing_n to_o dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n there_o be_v quos_fw-la interpellat_n ad_fw-la desiderandum_fw-la finis_fw-la ipse_fw-la desiderandi_fw-la say_v tertullian_n well_o 57.20_o tert._n de_fw-fr paen_fw-la isa_n 57.20_o there_o be_v those_o who_o the_o end_n of_o one_o desire_n provoke_v to_o another_o fluctuate_a soul_n who_o motion_n be_v that_o of_o a_o trouble_a sea_n in_o continual_a wave_n and_o no_o wonder_n if_o the_o needle_n flit_v up_o and_o down_o the_o compass_n whilst_o it_o be_v not_o fix_v upon_o his_o pole_n so_o no_o wonder_n if_o the_o mind_n of_o man_n wander_v in_o multiplicity_n of_o desire_n whilst_o it_o be_v not_o fix_v upon_o david_n unum_fw-la his_o one_o thing_n the_o enjoyment_n of_o his_o god_n 2.11_o 1_o pet._n 2.11_o we_o be_v here_o stranger_n and_o pilgrim_n the_o soul_n then_o pursue_v sensual_a delight_n may_v haply_o find_v some_o inn_n for_o a_o night_n lodging_n but_o no_o house_n to_o make_v its_o home_n no_o object_n to_o make_v its_o centre_n our_o right_a habitation_n can_v there_o only_o be_v where_o be_v our_o true_a contentation_n our_o repose_n where_o be_v our_o rest_n and_o that_o be_v god_n and_o this_o by_o communion_n with_o he_o in_o christ_n which_o communion_n with_o he_o in_o christ_n we_o have_v in_o his_o ordinance_n and_o christ_n ordinance_n be_v in_o god_n house_n god_n house_n then_o be_v that_o one_o thing_n above_o all_o thing_n which_o most_o conduce_v to_o the_o good_a of_o soul_n yea_o and_o welfare_n of_o state_n for_o no_o nation_n ever_o prosper_v in_o which_o god_n house_n be_v profane_v and_o when_o judgement_n reach_v the_o sanctuary_n who_o shall_v secure_v the_o city_n 32.26_o ezecâ—_n 9_o â—_o 6._o ps_n 75.3_o gen_n 32.26_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o church_n be_v the_o prosperity_n of_o a_o people_n who_o unite_a force_n be_v beyond_o that_o of_o man_n and_o angel_n it_o prevail_v with_o god_n 2.3_o eph._n 2.3_o it_o overcome_v the_o almighty_a not_o let_v he_o go_v without_o a_o blessing_n but_o from_o whence_o be_v the_o church_n unity_n why_o from_o love_n union_n from_o which_o union_n of_o love_n it_o be_v that_o the_o faithful_a become_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d fellow-member_n of_o the_o same_o mystical_a body_n fellow_n heir_n of_o the_o same_o eternal_a kingdom_n fellow-citizen_n of_o the_o same_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n 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