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consideration_n about_o desertion_n 1._o that_o a_o man_n may_v miss_v much_o of_o god_n external_a presence_n and_o yet_o enjoy_v inward_a communion_n with_o he_o pag._n 19_o two_o cause_n of_o this_o pag._n 21_o 2._o he_o may_v want_v the_o comfort_a presence_n and_o yet_o have_v the_o quicken_a presence_n of_o god_n pag._n 22_o 3._o he_o that_o lose_v god_n quicken_n presence_n lose_v also_o his_o comfort_a presence_n pag._n 23_o two_o evil_n that_o befall_v such_o a_o man_n ibid._n 4._o all_o these_o may_v befall_v a_o man_n at_o once_o pag._n 25_o chap._n 4._o of_o desertion_n in_o special_a these_o be_v of_o two_o sort_n the_o withdraw_a of_o influence_n of_o grace_n of_o comfort_n the_o first_o sort_n of_o desertion_n be_v the_o withhold_v of_o assist_v grace_n and_o be_v real_a in_o appearance_n only_o 1._o real_a 1._o the_o state_n of_o it_o god_n suspend_v the_o arbitrary_a and_o wont_a influence_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n pag._n 26_o 1._o the_o act_n a_o negative_a act_n ibid._n 2._o the_o object_n express_v in_o three_o thing_n 1._o it_o be_v the_o influence_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n not_o the_o presence_n pag._n 27_o 2._o it_o be_v the_o arbitrary_a influence_n ibid._n the_o necessary_a influence_n be_v constant_a both_o for_o sustentation_n and_o augmentation_n pag._n 28_o the_o arbitrary_a influence_n what_o it_o be_v and_o why_o so_o call_v p._n 30._o to_o what_o end_n it_o serve_v 1._o to_o actuate_v which_o it_o do_v 1._o by_o exciting_a pag._n 31._o 2._o by_o enable_v to_o act._n pag._n 33_o 2._o to_o regulate_v pag._n 34_o 3._o to_o corroborate_v pag._n 35_o 3._o it_o be_v a_o suspension_n of_o the_o ordinary_a influence_n which_o we_o be_v wont_a to_o have_v pag._n 37_o there_o be_v a_o twofold_a influence_n ibid._n four_o advertisement_n concern_v god_n withdraw_v his_o assistance_n pag._n 38_o 1._o it_o be_v never_o whole_o withdraw_v pag._n 39_o 2._o desertion_n be_v only_o when_o the_o abatement_n of_o life_n be_v eminent_a pag._n 41_o 3._o when_o the_o deadness_n be_v universal_a ibid._n 4._o when_o the_o deadness_n abide_v upon_o the_o heart_n pag._n 42_o chap._n 5._o 2._o the_o symptom_n of_o a_o deserted_n state_n pag._n 43_o two_o thing_n in_o general_a observable_a 1._o a_o man_n may_v be_v desert_v and_o not_o know_v it_o with_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o pag._n 44_o 1._o much_o activity_n from_o false_a principle_n ibid._n 2._o god_n departure_n be_v gradual_a pag._n 45_o 3._o man_n rest_v too_o must_v on_o other_o thing_n that_o deceive_v they_o express_v in_o three_o particular_n pag._n 46_o 4._o they_o consider_v not_o their_o estate_n ibid._n 2._o it_o be_v needful_a to_o know_v whether_o we_o be_v desert_v or_o not_o see_v three_o reason_n pag._n 47_o 1._o else_o we_o shall_v be_v unthankful_a ibid._n 2._o we_o shall_v be_v secure_a and_o not_o inquire_v after_o he_o pag._n 48_o 3._o not_o to_o know_v this_o be_v to_o contemn_v god_n pag._n 50_o chap._n 6._o the_o rule_n for_o our_o help_n in_o judge_v of_o our_o estate_n 1._o consider_v our_o grace_n in_o which_o if_o we_o be_v desert_v there_o will_v be_v a_o decay_n and_o change_v 1._o in_o respect_n of_o activity_n p._n 52._o in_o two_o particular_n 1._o in_o unfruitfulnesse_n in_o good_a where_o be_v three_o thing_n considerable_a pag._n 53_o 2._o indisposednesse_n to_o good_a discern_v in_o two_o thing_n pag._n 56_o chap._n 7._o 2._o there_o will_v be_v a_o change_n in_o our_o light_n and_o sight_n pag._n 58_o a_o fourfold_a evil_n when_o god_n hide_v himself_o 1._o obscurity_n pag._n 59_o the_o enlighten_v work_n of_o the_o spirit_n explain_v in_o four_o thing_n pag._n 61_o chap._n 8._o 2._o inefficacy_n p._n 67._o express_v in_o four_o thing_n 1._o when_o a_o man_n be_v not_o so_o affect_v with_o the_o thing_n he_o know_v as_o before_o pag._n 68_o 2._o not_o so_o impel_v to_o duty_n ibid._n 3._o not_o so_o restrain_v from_o evil_a pag._n 70_o 4._o not_o so_o humble_v as_o before_o pag._n 72_o chap._n 9_o 3._o vacuity_n and_o emptiness_n pag._n 74_o in_o this_o estate_n the_o soul_n have_v lose_v a_o threefold_a excellency_n 1._o there_o be_v less_o complacency_n in_o thought_n of_o god_n pag._n 76_o 2._o less_o frequency_n pag._n 77_o 3._o less_o consistency_n pag._n 79_o chap._n 10._o 4._o incredulity_n q._n what_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o unbelief_n prevail_v in_o desertion_n 1._o the_o inevidence_n of_o the_o object_n of_o faith_n pag._n 82_o 1._o when_o the_o object_n be_v hide_v pag._n 84_o 2._o when_o the_o subject_n be_v dark_a pag._n 85_o 2._o satan_n work_v pag._n 87_o chap._n 11._o 3._o there_o will_v be_v a_o change_n in_o the_o affection_n pag._n 88_o 1._o in_o those_o affection_n that_o have_v god_n and_o thing_n spiritual_a for_o their_o object_n those_o all_o comprise_v in_o love_n the_o act_n of_o love_n be_v desire_n pag._n 90._o hope_n pag._n 90._o delight_n pag._n 90._o 1._o desire_n be_v abate_v ibid._n abatement_n of_o desire_n express_v in_o two_o thing_n pag._n 92_o q._n how_o a_o man_n may_v know_v when_o god_n be_v his_o end_n pag._n 92_o a._n 1._o consider_v the_o place_n of_o the_o end_n pag._n 93_o 2._o the_o power_n of_o the_o end_n which_o be_v fourfold_a 1._o it_o draw_v to_o it_o ibid._n 2._o it_o rule_v pag._n 95_o 3._o it_o retain_v and_o hold_v the_o heart_n with_o it_o pag._n 97_o 4._o it_o quiet_v the_o heart_n so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v attain_v ibid._n 2._o hope_n be_v weaken_v pag._n 99_o the_o decay_n of_o hope_n be_v 1._o in_o the_o certainty_n of_o it_o ibid._n 2._o in_o the_o act_n of_o it_o desire_v pag._n 101._o expectation_n pag._n 101._o three_o thing_n for_o the_o trial_n of_o these_o ibid._n 3._o in_o the_o efficacy_n of_o it_o express_v in_o four_o precious_a effect_n of_o hope_n pag._n 102_o 3._o delight_n in_o god_n be_v lessen_v pag._n 104_o this_o may_v be_v know_v 1._o by_o forgetfulness_n of_o god_n ibid._n 2._o by_o excessive_a delight_n in_o vanity_n pag._n 105_o 3._o by_o unwillingness_n to_o walk_v with_o god_n note_v in_o five_o thing_n pag._n 106_o 2._o consider_v those_o affection_n that_o have_v for_o their_o object_n sin_n and_o thing_n carnal_a there_o be_v a_o change_n in_o they_o pag._n 109_o 1._o hatred_n of_o sin_n be_v abate_v pag._n 110_o this_o may_v be_v know_v 1._o if_o occasion_n of_o sin_n be_v less_o dislike_v ibid._n 2._o if_o the_o law_n be_v less_o love_v pag._n 111_o 3._o if_o there_o be_v less_o prayer_n against_o sin_n pag._n 112_o 2._o grief_n of_o sin_n be_v lessen_v pag._n 113_o thus_o of_o the_o first_o rule_n to_o judge_v desertion_n chap._n 12._o the_o second_o rule_n to_o judge_v of_o desertion_n 2._o consider_v the_o increase_n
of_o sin_n pag._n 114_o when_o god_n depart_v sin_n increase_v two_o reason_n pag._n 115_o two_o consideration_n about_o the_o renew_a power_n of_o sin_n pag._n 118_o two_o caution_n in_o conclude_a desertion_n by_o the_o renew_n of_o sin_n pag._n 122_o q._n how_o it_o may_v be_v know_v when_o sin_n be_v grow_v strong_a a._n by_o the_o root_n which_o be_v 1._o the_o affection_n pag._n 123_o four_o degree_n of_o love_n to_o sin_n pag._n 124_o 2._o the_o mind_n and_o that_o give_v strength_n to_o sin_n 1._o by_o good_a opinion_n of_o it_o pag._n 126_o 2._o by_o work_v unto_o sin_n which_o it_o do_v three_o way_n pag._n 127_o 2._o by_o the_o branch_n the_o spread_a of_o sin_n appear_v in_o three_o particular_n pag._n 128_o 3._o by_o the_o fruit_n of_o sin_n inclination_n pag._n 129._o action_n pag._n 129._o in_o the_o act_n of_o sin_n the_o power_n of_o it_o appear_v in_o four_o particular_n pag._n 131_o 4._o by_o the_o soil_n that_o feed_v sin_n pag._n 134_o chap._n 13._o 3._o the_o three_o rule_n to_o judge_v of_o desertion_n be_v the_o consideration_n of_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n pag._n 135_o two_o consideration_n propound_v for_o the_o discovery_n of_o this_o pag._n 136_o thus_o of_o the_o symptom_n of_o desertion_n chap._n 14._o 3._o the_o cause_n of_o desertion_n instruction_n pag._n 141._o correction_n pag._n 141._o 1._o desertion_n be_v instruction_n and_o teach_v the_o knowledge_n 1._o of_o our_o nature_n ibid._n 1._o our_o sinfulness_n pag._n 142_o 2._o our_o weakness_n pag._n 145_o 2._o of_o our_o grace_n pag._n 145_o 1._o in_o the_o freeness_n of_o grace_n pag._n 146_o 2._o the_o necessity_n of_o grace_n ibid._n chap._n 15._o 2._o desertion_n be_v correction_n pag._n 149_o 1._o of_o pride_n ibid._n 2._o of_o carelessness_n pag._n 151_o 1._o in_o not_o accept_v the_o season_n of_o grace_n ibid._n 2._o in_o neglect_n of_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n show_v in_o two_o particular_n pag._n 153_o 3._o in_o neglect_n of_o duty_n of_o godliness_n three_o fail_n in_o duty_n pag._n 156_o 4._o in_o neglect_n of_o watchfulness_n pag._n 159_o chap._n 16._o 3._o grieve_v the_o spirit_n pag._n 161_o how_o the_o spirit_n be_v say_v to_o be_v grieve_v pag._n 162_o two_o thing_n by_o which_o the_o spirit_n be_v grieve_v dishonour_v pag._n 163._o disobedience_n pag._n 163._o 1._o the_o spirit_n be_v grieve_v by_o dishonour_n 1._o direct_o in_o five_o thing_n pag._n 164_o 2._o indirect_o when_o we_o do_v such_o thing_n as_o occasion_v it_o pag._n 167_o chap._n 17._o 2._o the_o spirit_n be_v grieve_v by_o disobedience_n and_o resistance_n of_o the_o spirit_n pag._n 167_o the_o spirit_n may_v be_v resist_v in_o other_o two_o way_n pag._n 168_o the_o spirit_n may_v be_v resist_v by_o ourselves_o pag._n 169_o 1._o when_o we_o hang_v off_o from_o that_o good_a to_o which_o we_o be_v strong_o move_v pag._n 170_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o this_o in_o four_o thing_n pag._n 172_o 2._o by_o sin_v against_o light_n 1._o by_o willing_a evil_n pag._n 172_o q._n whether_o it_o be_v worse_o to_o will_n evil_a than_o to_o do_v it_o pag._n 172_o 2._o by_o do_v evil_a especial_o in_o 7._o case_n pag._n 176_o 3._o by_o voluntary_a impenitency_n pag._n 182_o three_o reason_n of_o it_o ibid._n chap._n 18._o 4._o the_o cure_n of_o desertion_n where_o be_v rule_n prescribe_v 1._o preservative_n for_o all_o 1._o by_o way_n of_o persuasion_n that_o man_n will_v labour_v to_o maintain_v a_o constant_a communion_n with_o god_n ibid._n six_o consideration_n to_o persuade_v we_o 1._o we_o may_v lose_v much_o of_o god_n ibid._n 2._o we_o may_v lose_v that_o quick_o which_o will_v hardly_o be_v recover_v pag._n 185_o 3._o the_o loss_n will_v be_v grievous_a pag._n 186_o 4._o it_o be_v possible_a to_o be_v keep_v ibid._n two_o objection_n answer_v pag._n 187_o 5._o it_o be_v a_o excellent_a thing_n to_o enjoy_v god_n pag._n 189_o 6._o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o have_v the_o assist_a presence_n of_o god_n pag._n 197_o 1._o we_o always_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o divine_a presence_n show_v in_o many_o thing_n pag._n 197_o 2._o especial_o at_o some_o time_n as_o in_o seven_o case_n pag._n 198_o chap._n 19_o 2._o by_o way_n of_o direction_n how_o to_o retain_v the_o happiness_n of_o divine_a assistance_n pag._n 204_o 1._o when_o you_o have_v it_o acknowledge_v it_o 1._o with_o thankfulness_n ibid._n 2._o with_o faithfulness_n pag._n 206_o 2._o use_v it_o else_o we_o grieve_v the_o spirit_n pag._n 209_o the_o spirit_n be_v grieve_v 1._o by_o omit_v of_o a_o know_a duty_n 1._o the_o sinfulness_n of_o this_o aggravate_v pag._n 210_o 2._o the_o foolishness_n of_o it_o show_v in_o four_o thing_n pag._n 214_o 2._o by_o remissness_n in_o good_a pag._n 217_o the_o difference_n between_o our_o deficiency_n in_o do_v good_a from_o the_o insufficiency_n of_o strength_n or_o malignity_n of_o heart_n in_o two_o thing_n pag._n 217_o sinful_a defect_n be_v 1._o by_o do_v less_o for_o quality_n pag._n 218_o 2._o less_o for_o quantity_n than_o we_o shall_v pag._n 219_o chap._n 20._o 1._o q._n how_o may_v a_o man_n know_v when_o his_o deficiency_n be_v impute_v as_o sin_n to_o he_o answer_v in_o six_o thing_n pag._n 221_o 2._o q._n how_o may_v a_o man_n know_v that_o he_o do_v his_o duty_n when_o the_o heart_n be_v still_o press_v to_o more_o than_o be_v do_v answer_v 1._o by_o way_n of_o caution_n 1._o be_v liberal_a pag._n 224_o 2._o be_v rational_a pag._n 225_o two_o thing_n vene_z the_o soul_n with_o a_o kind_n of_o spiritual_a oppression_n 1._o a_o erroneous_a conscience_n pag._n 226_o 2._o satan_n two_o reason_n of_o it_o pag._n 228_o q._n how_o a_o man_n may_v know_v when_o he_o be_v press_v to_o good_a that_o it_o be_v by_o satan_n answer_v in_o three_o thing_n pag._n 230_o 2._o by_o way_n of_o proposition_n 1._o pro_fw-la there_o be_v bound_n of_o duty_n of_o godliness_n pag._n 233_o the_o bound_n of_o action_n be_v 1._o of_o extrusion_n show_v in_o three_o rule_n pag._n 234_o a_o threefold_a molestation_n by_o do_v less_o than_o god_n call_v for_o pag._n 235_o 2._o of_o limitation_n pag._n 238_o q._n whether_o a_o man_n may_v do_v too_o much_o pag._n 238_o three_o consideration_n about_o the_o limit_n of_o duty_n pag._n 240_o 2._o pro_fw-la there_o be_v a_o prudence_n direct_v as_o well_o in_o measure_n as_o in_o matter_n and_o manner_n pag._n 245_o 3._o pro_fw-la it_o be_v safe_a to_o exceed_v than_o to_o come_v short_a pag._n 246_o 4._o pro_fw-la a_o man_n must_v not_o make_v his_o own_o disposition_n a_o rule_n always_o pag._n 247_o three_o further_a consideration_n to_o clear_v the_o question_n pag._n 250_o chap._n 21._o 3._o direct_v beg_v assist_a grace_n pag._n 254_o in_o prayer_n for_o help_v three_o thing_n considerable_a 1._o the_o rise_v which_o must_v be_v 1._o a_o strong_a desire_n of_o walk_v with_o god_n ibid._n 2._o necessity_n pag._n 256_o 2._o the_o carriage_n of_o our_o prayer_n pag._n 258_o 3._o the_o end_n of_o our_o desire_n pag._n 261_o chap._n 22._o 4._o direct_v keep_v god_n favour_n and_o cross_v not_o his_o will_n pag._n 263_o two_o rule_n for_o this_o 1._o keep_v up_o love_n pag._n 265_o the_o efficacy_n of_o love_n show_v in_o five_o thing_n pag._n 267_o 2._o hold_v fast_o this_o truth_n that_o that_o be_v best_a which_o god_n will_v pag._n 272_o mean_n to_o hold_v fast_o this_o truth_n express_v in_o many_o particular_n pag._n 273_o chap._n 23._o 5._o direct_v keep_v in_o god_n way_n pag._n 279_o two_o thing_n to_o be_v careful_o observe_v ibid._n 1._o q._n how_o a_o man_n may_v know_v that_o he_o be_v call_v to_o any_o work_n three_o answer_n to_o it_o pag._n 280_o 2._o q._n whether_o evil_a man_n have_v that_o flush_a of_o spirit_n which_o they_o have_v in_o duty_n of_o god_n or_o no_o answer_v in_o many_o particular_n pag._n 283_o chap._n 24._o 6._o direct_v be_v do_v and_o wise_o and_o diligent_o use_v the_o mean_n of_o grace_n pag._n 289_o the_o fault_n of_o man_n in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o mean_n 1._o profaneness_n pag._n 290_o 2._o confidence_n misplace_v pag._n 291_o 3._o not_o come_v to_o they_o for_o this_o end_n pag._n 292_o 4._o not_o use_v they_o in_o faith_n pag._n 293_o 5._o not_o draw_v out_o the_o efficacy_n of_o they_o pag._n 294_o inducement_n to_o seek_v god_n in_o this_o way_n 1._o it_o be_v god_n way_n pag._n 294_o 2._o his_o promise_n be_v with_o we_o ibid._n 3._o god_n have_v be_v find_v pag._n 296_o 4._o it_o be_v god_n glory_n to_o meet_v his_o people_n pag._n 297_o 5._o consider_v with_o who_o we_o have_v to_o do_v ibid._n caap._n 25._o 2._o counsel_n to_o such_o as_o be_v deserted_n pag._n 299_o 1._o consider_v if_o it_o be_v not_o so_o pag._n 300_o 2._o make_v haste_n
be_v he_o building_n and_o prepare_v he_o to_o be_v a_o more_o excellent_a structure_n the_o gardener_n dig_v up_o his_o garden_n pull_v up_o his_o fence_n take_v up_o his_o plant_n and_o to_o the_o eye_n seem_v to_o make_v a_o pleasant_a place_n as_o a_o waste_n but_o we_o know_v he_o be_v about_o to_o mend_v it_o not_o to_o mar_v to_o plant_v it_o better_o and_o not_o to_o destroy_v it_o so_o god_n be_v present_a even_o in_o desertion_n and_o though_o he_o seem_v to_o annihilate_v or_o to_o reduce_v his_o new_a creation_n into_o a_o confuse_a chaos_n yet_o it_o be_v to_o repair_v its_o ruin_n and_o to_o make_v it_o more_o beautiful_a and_o more_o strong_a the_o glory_n of_o the_o second_o temple_n be_v great_a than_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o first_o hag._n 2.9_o in_o the_o repair_n of_o a_o house_n we_o see_v how_o they_o pull_v down_o part_n after_o part_n as_o if_o they_o intend_v to_o demolish_v it_o but_o the_o end_n be_v to_o make_v it_o better_o it_o may_v be_v some_o post_n and_o pillar_n be_v remove_v but_o it_o be_v to_o put_v in_o strong_a it_o may_v be_v some_o light_n be_v stop_v up_o but_o it_o be_v to_o make_v fair_a light_n so_o though_o god_n take_v away_o our_o prop_n it_o be_v not_o that_o we_o may_v fall_v but_o that_o he_o may_v settle_v we_o in_o great_a strength_n he_o batter_v down_o the_o life_n of_o sense_n to_o put_v we_o upon_o a_o life_n of_o faith_n and_o when_o he_o darken_v our_o light_n that_o we_o can_v see_v it_o be_v but_o to_o bring_v in_o full_a light_n as_o when_o the_o star_n shine_v not_o the_o sun_n appear_v repair_v our_o loss_n of_o a_o obscure_a light_n with_o her_o clear_a bright_a shine_a beam_n so_o then_o we_o see_v that_o though_o god_n do_v forsake_v his_o people_n yet_o not_o total_o not_o for_o ever_o not_o cease_v the_o affection_n of_o love_n but_o the_o act_n and_o not_o those_o which_o concern_v our_o be_v but_o such_o as_o concern_v our_o well_o be_v as_o abundant_a quickning_n and_o aid_n of_o grace_n victorious_a and_o triumphant_a power_n over_o sin_n the_o clear_a and_o satisfy_a testimony_n of_o his_o spirit_n etc._n etc._n chap._n iii_o four_o other_o consideration_n about_o desertion_n have_v premise_v these_o thing_n in_o the_o general_n i_o shall_v now_o come_v to_o the_o special_o to_o speak_v of_o these_o desertion_n in_o their_o several_a kind_n and_o first_o as_o they_o befall_v the_o godly_a desertion_n as_o they_o befall_v the_o godly_a be_v of_o two_o sort_n withdraw_v of_o 1_o influence_n of_o grace_n 2_o of_o comfort_n 1_o inward_a 2_o outward_a for_o all_o the_o complaint_n which_o the_o saint_n do_v make_v of_o god_n hide_v and_o withdraw_v himself_o arise_v from_o one_o of_o these_o three_o ground_n or_o all_o 1._o that_o god_n do_v not_o carry_v on_o their_o spiritual_a life_n as_o he_o be_v wont_a 2._o that_o he_o give_v not_o that_o peace_n joy_n comfort_n assurance_n as_o he_o be_v wont_a without_o a_o man_n may_v want_v god_n gracious_a presence_n in_o outward_a thing_n yet_o enjoy_v his_o internal_a presence_n in_o the_o soul_n yea_o often_o there_o be_v most_o of_o god_n within_o when_o least_o without_o 3._o that_o he_o bring_v they_o into_o outward_a strait_n and_o do_v not_o deliver_v they_o before_o i_o come_v to_o speak_v direct_o and_o particular_o of_o these_o i_o will_v propose_v four_o brief_a observation_n about_o they_o 1._o that_o a_o man_n may_v miss_v much_o of_o god_n external_a presence_n in_o the_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a way_n of_o his_o providence_n provide_v protect_a and_o order_v all_o occurrent_n to_o contentment_n yet_o may_v enjoy_v inward_a communion_n with_o he_o his_o soul_n may_v be_v most_o abundant_o animate_v and_o quicken_v with_o the_o spirit_n when_o he_o have_v most_o discouragement_n without_o yea_o god_n be_v wont_a when_o he_o give_v least_o in_o the_o world_n 5._o 2_o cor._n 1.4_o 5._o to_o give_v most_o of_o himself_o and_o his_o people_n seldom_o have_v much_o of_o the_o fatness_n 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be_v dead_a be_v alive_a the_o exile_n be_v receive_v and_o a_o covenant_n of_o peace_n be_v renew_v betwixt_o a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n and_o the_o god_n of_o peace_n through_o the_o prince_n of_o peace_n to_o who_o be_v praise_n for_o ever_o finis_fw-la
bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o thâ—_n shall_v be_v fill_v 〈◊〉_d fill_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d mat._n 5.6_o it_o be_v not_o every_o velleity_n &_o cold_a wish_n which_o entitle_v 〈◊〉_d this_o promise_n every_o weak_a appetite_n and_o desire_n of_o meat_n and_o drink_n be_v not_o hunger_a and_o thirst_v when_o you_o be_v impatient_a and_o long_o much_o after_o he_o than_o you_o shall_v be_v fill_v 〈◊〉_d fill_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o word_n be_v borrow_v from_o feed_v or_o fodder_a of_o cattle_n and_o it_o import_v this_o that_o though_o now_o you_o be_v put_v to_o graze_v upon_o the_o dry_a and_o barren_a mountain_n yet_o if_o you_o long_v after_o more_o than_o the_o faithful_a shepherd_n of_o israel_n that_o lead_v joseph_n like_o a_o flock_n will_v put_v you_o into_o green_a pasture_n and_o feed_v and_o fill_v you_o by_o the_o water_n of_o rest_n god_n band_n be_v shut_v because_o your_o heart_n be_v shut_v have_v he_o not_o say_v open_v thy_o mouth_n wide_a and_o i_o will_v fill_v it_o the_o first_o grace_n be_v give_v without_o precedent_a desire_n god_n stound_n of_o they_o that_o seek_v he_o not_o but_o this_o grace_n that_o we_o speak_v of_o be_v give_v to_o they_o that_o seek_v it_o 2_o desire_n when_o they_o be_v high_a beget_v endeavour_n like_o themselves_o endeavour_n they_o beget_v endeavour_n strong_a and_o vigorous_a and_o the_o more_o you_o labour_n the_o more_o you_o will_v get_v therefore_o blow_v up_o your_o desire_n by_o the_o bellows_n of_o meditation_n sit_v down_o and_o consider_v what_o it_o be_v to_o enjoy_v god_n and_o what_o to_o want_v he_o these_o thought_n if_o they_o abide_v will_v fire_v you_o out_o of_o the_o bed_n of_o sloth_n and_o sleep_n in_o which_o you_o lie_v 2_o bewail_v yourselves_o and_o your_o state_n before_o god_n sit_v down_o and_o mourn_v loss_n direct_v 2._o bewail_v 1._o your_o loss_n mourn_v i_o say_v for_o 1_o your_o loss_n for_o 2_o the_o cause_n 1_o bewail_v your_o loss_n take_v up_o a_o lamentation_n and_o say_v 26._o say_v vis_fw-fr parisiens_fw-la de_fw-fr rhetor._n divin_fw-fr c._n 26._o woe_n be_v i_o for_o my_o god_n my_o life_n be_v depart_v from_o i_o and_o how_o be_o i_o change_v i_o be_v as_o the_o tree_n plant_v by_o the_o river_n side_n spread_a and_o fairish_v and_o my_o fruit_n be_v fair_a 〈◊〉_d full_a but_o alas_o now_o i_o be_o become_v 〈◊〉_d tree_n in_o the_o desert_n wither_v and_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d both_o fruit_n and_o leaf_n my_o sweet_a spâ—â—â—_n be_v turn_v into_o a_o sad_a autumn_n my_o first_o day_n be_v be_v my_o best_a day_n &_o my_o last_o day_n at_o my_o worst_a day_n i_o be_v fill_v with_o liâ—â—â—_n and_o life_n but_o now_o my_o sight_n be_v dim_v my_o strength_n be_v waste_v time_n be_v whâ—â—_n faith_n have_v life_n in_o i_o and_o i_o have_v life_n by_o 〈◊〉_d but_o now_o oh_o woeful_a overspreading_a 〈◊〉_d cloud_n of_o darkness_n and_o incredulity_n 〈◊〉_d my_o pleasant_a day_n of_o life_n and_o lustre_n at_o flee_v away_o and_o the_o bond_n of_o death_n haâ—â—_n take_v hold_v of_o i_o my_o soul_n be_v the_o temple_n and_o throne_n of_o christ_n and_o i_o receive_v daily_a oracle_n from_o his_o mounâ—_n but_o now_o i_o be_o the_o habitation_n and_o region_n of_o vanity_n and_o darkness_n what_o sweetness_n do_v i_o find_v in_o flight_n aloft_o when_o it_o be_v my_o great_a solace_n to_o be_v with_o god_n 〈◊〉_d but_o now_o i_o that_o be_v as_o a_o star_n in_o heaven_n be_o fall_v into_o deep_n of_o vanity_n and_o a_o become_v to_o myself_o as_o gall_v and_o wormwood_n my_o soul_n be_v a_o enclose_a garden_n and_o the_o chief_a of_o ten_o thousand_o do_v walk_v in_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o tree_n and_o be_v delight_v in_o their_o fruit_n but_o now_o the_o fence_n be_v down_o my_o love_n be_v go_v the_o beast_n break_v in_o and_o sharon_n be_v become_v a_o desert_n time_n be_v when_o the_o thought_n of_o sin_n do_v pierce_v i_o and_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n lift_v i_o up_o to_o the_o three_o heaven_n but_o now_o my_o heart_n have_v lose_v its_o fence_n the_o thing_n that_o i_o know_v have_v not_o their_o ancient_a strength_n my_o tear_n which_o be_v as_o pleasant_a water_n to_o my_o taste_n which_o i_o can_v pour_v out_o before_o my_o god_n be_v go_v that_o melt_v of_o heart_n which_o be_v my_o joy_n be_v vanish_v my_o heart_n be_v freeze_v the_o spring_n be_v stop_v the_o heart_n of_o flesh_n be_v become_v a_o heart_n of_o stone_n that_o bless_a society_n of_o grace_n those_o holy_a desire_n those_o heavenly_a disposition_n which_o do_v meet_v in_o a_o happy_a conjunction_n in_o my_o soul_n seem_v now_o scatter_v and_o to_o lie_v in_o chain_n while_o the_o troop_n of_o hell_n do_v hold_v all_o in_o possession_n my_o soul_n that_o do_v walk_v with_o a_o heavenly_a guard_n of_o divine_a grace_n lie_v now_o like_o daniel_n in_o the_o den_n among_o devour_a lion_n oh_o how_o be_v i_o wont_a to_o meet_v god_n and_o what_o communion_n have_v i_o one_o 〈◊〉_d with_o he_o but_o now_o he_o hide_v himself_o and_o will_v not_o come_v at_o i_o i_o pray_v anâ—_n he_o hear_v not_o i_o harken_v after_o he_o but_o he_o speak_v not_o i_o call_v but_o he_o answer_v not_o oh_o those_o golden_a day_n will_v they_o never_o more_o return_v i_o be_v wont_a to_o be_v feast_v in_o my_o father_n house_n the_o fat_a calf_n be_v kill_v and_o the_o ring_n and_o the_o best_a garment_n be_v put_v upon_o i_o but_o now_o i_o be_o forsake_v and_o not_o own_v i_o go_v hungry_a and_o naked_a and_o feed_v among_o the_o hog_n and_o in_o this_o i_o be_o more_o miserable_a than_o they_o because_o i_o be_v a_o son_n 〈◊〉_d be_v a_o misery_n to_o have_v be_v happy_a lord_n if_o i_o have_v never_o know_v thou_o i_o can_v have_v live_v without_o thou_o but_o this_o be_v my_o misery_n not_o so_o much_o that_o i_o be_o without_o thou_o as_o that_o i_o have_v lose_v thou_o poenit_fw-la thou_o miserius_fw-la est_fw-la perdidisse_fw-la quam_fw-la omnino_fw-la non_fw-la accepisse_fw-la tertul._n de_fw-fr poenit_fw-la many_o be_v well_o without_o thou_o because_o they_o never_o enjoy_v thou_o the_o child_n of_o beggar_n and_o slave_n count_v it_o not_o their_o misery_n that_o they_o be_v not_o prince_n but_o it_o be_v a_o bitter_a evil_a when_o the_o child_n of_o prince_n shall_v become_v beggar_n thus_o then_o betake_v thyself_o to_o these_o sad_a thought_n make_v thy_o closet_n a_o house_n of_o mourning_n breath_n out_o thy_o sigh_n send_v forth_o thy_o groan_n pour_v out_o thy_o tear_n rend_v thy_o heart_n cast_v up_o thy_o weep_a eye_n with_o the_o sad_a complaint_n of_o a_o bleed_a soul_n to_o thy_o ancient_a friend_n thou_o may_v prevail_v upon_o he_o though_o he_o have_v forsake_v thou_o yet_o he_o have_v not_o forget_v thou_o he_o have_v not_o forget_v himself_o and_o all_o the_o kindness_n that_o he_o have_v show_v thou_o he_o can_v hold_v from_o come_v when_o thou_o can_v not_o hold_v from_o call_v the_o melt_a of_o thy_o heart_n cause_v the_o earn_n of_o his_o bowel_n can_v the_o mother_n forbear_v when_o the_o child_n cry_v god_n will_v not_o deny_v mercy_n to_o the_o mourner_n bless_a be_v the_o mourner_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v mat._n 5.4_o in_o two_o case_n especial_o god_n will_v not_o deny_v mercy_n mourner_n god_n will_v not_o deny_v mercy_n to_o mourner_n when_o the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o people_n be_v great_a ingenuous_a 1_o when_o the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o people_n be_v great_a great_a first_o when_o sorrow_n be_v great_a than_o his_o compassion_n be_v draw_v out_o when_o the_o woman_n come_v with_o a_o trouble_a spirit_n pour_v out_o tear_n upon_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o her_o head_n the_o christ_n pour_v out_o comfort_n upon_o she_o and_o send_v she_o away_o with_o the_o pardon_n of_o all_o her_o sin_n luke_n 7._o and_o when_o zion_n saâ—_n in_o the_o dust_n melt_v herself_o in_o heaviness_n and_o cry_v my_o god_n have_v forsake_v i_o my_o god_n have_v forget_v i_o when_o she_o be_v toss_v and_o afflict_a and_o not_o comfort_v then_o god_n come_v in_o and_o open_v a_o well_o in_o the_o desert_n and_o in_o the_o deep_n of_o her_o trouble_n do_v no_o long_o conceal_v himself_o but_o break_v out_o in_o a_o most_o gracious_a protestation_n of_o his_o love_n can_v a_o woman_n forget_v her_o suck_a child_n that_o she_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d have_v compassion_n on_o the_o fruit_n of_o her_o womb_n yet_o will_v i_o not_o forget_v thou_o behold_v i_o have_v grave_v thou_o upon_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n thy_o wall_n be_v continual_o before_o i_o esay_n 49.14_o 15._o the_o
word_n be_v a_o strong_a expression_n of_o his_o dear_a and_o faithful_a affection_n the_o mother_n affection_n be_v dear_a and_o tender_a so_o be_v i_o the_o mother_n love_v her_o child_n because_o it_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o her_o womb_n i_o also_o have_v beget_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v my_o child_n the_o mother_n be_v most_o tender_a to_o the_o suck_a child_n which_o can_v help_v itself_o if_o it_o cry_v she_o can_v hold_v you_o also_o be_v such_o before_o i_o the_o mother_n may_v possible_o forget_v but_o i_o will_v not_o you_o be_v always_o in_o my_o eye_n and_o if_o i_o can_v forget_v myself_o i_o can_v forget_v you_o for_o you_o be_v engrave_v and_o imprint_v in_o my_o hand_n thus_o god_n have_v comfort_v his_o people_n and_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o his_o afflict_a esay_n 49.13_o he_o comfort_v those_o that_o be_v cast_v down_o 2_o cor._n 7.6_o when_o the_o heart_n mourn_v much_o god_n will_v show_v himself_o for_o 1._o the_o end_n of_o sorrow_n be_v not_o to_o afflict_v but_o to_o profit_v not_o to_o cast_v down_o only_o heal_v the_o end_n of_o sorrow_n be_v not_o affliction_n but_o heal_v but_o also_o to_o raise_v up_o when_o god_n cast_v sorrow_n upon_o the_o wicked_a his_o end_n be_v to_o afflict_v and_o to_o punish_v and_o their_o sorrow_n do_v attain_v their_o end_n when_o they_o lie_v like_o load_n oppress_v their_o spirit_n but_o that_o which_o be_v a_o curse_n to_o they_o be_v a_o cure_n to_o the_o godly_a their_o mourning_n be_v but_o sow_v in_o tear_n to_o reap_v enjoy_v sorrow_n in_o the_o spirit_n of_o such_o be_v like_o the_o rain_n upon_o the_o grass_n it_o put_v the_o soul_n into_o a_o flourish_n it_o make_v it_o yield_v and_o tractable_a as_o wax_v when_o it_o be_v soften_v will_v easy_o receive_v impression_n and_o metal_n dissolve_v be_v apt_a to_o be_v draw_v out_o and_o to_o be_v mould_v as_o you_o will_v have_v they_o sorrow_n be_v better_a than_o laughter_n for_o by_o the_o sadness_n of_o the_o countenance_n the_o heart_n be_v make_v better_a eccles_n 7.3_o the_o sad_a look_n of_o other_o have_v a_o natural_a force_n to_o work_v seriousness_n and_o consideration_n in_o we_o much_o more_o when_o our_o own_o heart_n be_v full_a ahab_n himself_o will_v do_v much_o in_o a_o pensive_a fit_n and_o manasseh_n his_o monstrous_a spirit_n be_v tame_v by_o sorrow_n god_n bring_v upon_o he_o the_o assyrian_a and_o he_o bind_v he_o with_o fetter_n and_o carry_v he_o to_o babylon_n and_o when_o he_o be_v in_o affliction_n he_o beseech_v the_o lord_n his_o god_n and_o humble_v himself_o great_o before_o the_o god_n of_o his_o father_n and_o pray_v unto_o he_o 2_o chron._n 33.11_o 12._o you_o see_v the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o this_o bitter_a root_n and_o what_o be_v the_o issue_n god_n be_v entreat_v of_o he_o and_o hear_v his_o supplication_n and_o bring_v he_o again_o to_o jerusalem_n into_o his_o kingdom_n ver_fw-la 13._o 2_o the_o great_a sorrow_n mercy_n it_o make_v a_o fit_a object_n of_o mercy_n the_o fit_a object_n of_o mercy_n mercy_n be_v for_o the_o miserable_a and_o none_o more_o miserable_a than_o such_o as_o mourn_v in_o the_o loss_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n this_o wound_n be_v the_o deep_a and_o most_o bleed_a of_o all_o wound_n the_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o case_n have_v no_o help_n in_o all_o the_o world_n all_o thing_n yield_v not_o more_o than_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n upon_o dives_n his_o tongue_n look_v now_o upon_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n and_o you_o shall_v see_v he_o full_a of_o mercy_n upon_o the_o promise_n they_o also_o be_v full_a of_o mercy_n upon_o the_o way_n of_o god_n they_o also_o be_v full_a of_o mercy_n therefore_o if_o you_o clothe_v yourselves_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o heaviness_n and_o can_v come_v before_o god_n with_o spirit_n much_o lament_v after_o he_o he_o will_v appear_v to_o you_o he_o will_v revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a chrys_n humble_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d chrys_n esay_n 57.15_o 3_o much_o sorrow_n will_v put_v upon_o strong_a pursuite_n after_o god_n it_o will_v make_v you_o full_a and_o strong_a in_o prayer_n and_o the_o power_n of_o prayer_n be_v great_a with_o god_n it_o make_v the_o soul_n to_o run_v to_o christ_n and_o to_o improve_v all_o the_o hope_n and_o faith_n and_o interest_n that_o it_o have_v in_o he_o and_o they_o that_o seek_v the_o father_n in_o the_o son_n shall_v find_v he_o 4_o now_o god_n will_v be_v welcome_a when_o the_o soul_n be_v bite_v with_o his_o absence_n god_n leave_v his_o people_n because_o they_o slight_v he_o but_o when_o they_o have_v learn_v to_o prize_v he_o now_o he_o will_v come_v no_o place_n fit_v he_o but_o the_o high_a and_o now_o god_n be_v lift_v up_o when_o the_o heart_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v delightful_a and_o precious_a pine_v after_o he_o love_n be_v see_v in_o sorrow_n we_o grieve_v much_o in_o the_o loss_n of_o that_o we_o love_v much_o 2._o then_o sorrow_n prevail_v with_o god_n ingenuous_a second_o when_o it_o be_v ingenuous_a when_o it_o be_v ingenuous_a 1._o only_o when_o for_o the_o cause_n not_o loss_n only_o when_o not_o only_o for_o the_o loss_n but_o for_o the_o cause_n when_o you_o can_v mourn_v not_o only_o that_o you_o be_v deserted_n but_o because_o you_o have_v sin_v when_o you_o can_v grieve_v much_o that_o you_o have_v procure_v this_o evil_a 2._o loss_n when_o not_o only_o for_o sadness_n but_o also_o for_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o the_o loss_n when_o your_o sorrow_n be_v not_o only_o because_o of_o the_o misery_n of_o such_o a_o state_n but_o also_o for_o the_o sinfulness_n there_o must_v needs_o be_v many_o fear_n and_o great_a anxiety_n in_o such_o a_o soul_n as_o seethe_v itself_o leave_v of_o god_n but_o a_o holy_a heart_n will_v grieve_v for_o this_o not_o only_o that_o it_o be_v fall_v into_o such_o misery_n but_o also_o and_o especial_o that_o sin_n have_v regain_v strength_n that_o the_o life_n and_o lustre_n of_o holiness_n be_v so_o weaken_a grace_n have_v a_o great_a beauty_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o he_o that_o have_v it_o 5.6_o it_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d naz._n orat_fw-la 5.6_o and_o sin_n carry_v in_o it_o the_o great_a deformity_n and_o misery_n unto_o he_o so_o that_o such_o a_o one_o mind_n not_o so_o much_o his_o ease_n as_o his_o cure_n yea_o his_o heart_n be_v carry_v in_o such_o strong_a desire_n after_o god_n that_o it_o overlooke_v its_o suffering_n weep_v be_v no_o burden_n and_o so_o that_o he_o may_v recover_v his_o loss_n though_o it_o come_v through_o a_o storm_n of_o fear_n care_n grief_n he_o will_v count_v himself_o happy_a another_o man_n who_o have_v no_o great_a thing_n to_o fear_n or_o desire_v then_o hell_n and_o heaven_n dwell_v upon_o his_o fear_n when_o he_o be_v afraid_a and_o be_v hold_v in_o they_o and_o if_o he_o can_v be_v deliver_v from_o his_o fear_n he_o will_v be_v at_o rest_n but_o a_o godly_a man_n though_o he_o feel_v his_o trouble_n yet_o will_v he_o not_o count_v his_o case_n happy_a if_o these_o storm_n be_v down_o but_o he_o will_v mourn_v still_o till_o he_o be_v restore_v to_o his_o former_a life_n in_o god_n david_n be_v not_o satisfy_v till_o a_o new_a heart_n be_v create_v in_o he_o and_o a_o right_a spirit_n renew_v psal_n 51.10_o 11._o 3._o also_o when_o not_o for_o loss_n of_o comfort_n only_o but_o of_o god_n also_o when_o not_o only_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o the_o comfort_n and_o sweetness_n in_o a_o holy_a converse_n with_o god_n but_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o god_n himself_o a_o child_n have_v much_o comfort_n and_o relief_n from_o his_o father_n but_o when_o his_o father_n be_v go_v he_o do_v not_o only_o lament_v his_o loss_n of_o comfort_n but_o his_o loss_n of_o his_o father_n so_o the_o wife_n more_o lament_v the_o loss_n of_o her_o husband_n then_o of_o her_o good_a by_o he_o when_o a_o man_n see_v what_o he_o have_v lose_v he_o can_v but_o mourn_v to_o think_v what_o day_n he_o have_v when_o he_o live_v under_o the_o wing_n of_o his_o gracious_a father_n but_o yet_o all_o the_o comfort_n that_o ever_o he_o have_v or_o hope_v for_o do_v not_o lie_v so_o heavy_a as_o god_n himself_o for_o to_o a_o godly_a man_n all_o comfort_n and_o grace_n and_o all_o good_a that_o he_o receive_v do_v serve_v to_o lead_v his_o heart_n to_o and_o to_o fix_v it_o in_o god_n god_n have_v his_o end_n here_o for_o he_o send_v out_o these_o but_o as_o joseph_n send_v chariot_n to_o bring_v his_o father_n and_o brethren_n to_o he_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v but_o conveyance_n and_o servant_n employ_v betwixt_o god_n and_o his_o people_n to_o invite_v and_o draw_v their_o