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god_n preserve_v i_o from_o the_o sweet_a poison_n of_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n that_o sunshine_n of_o fortune_n which_o soon_o disrobe_v we_o of_o our_o innocence_n than_o the_o most_o severe_a blast_n of_o adversity_n let_v i_o look_v up_o unto_o no_o other_o god_n or_o providence_n than_o thy_o alone_a correct_v i_o o_o lord_n but_o with_o the_o chastisement_n of_o a_o son_n which_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o most_o glitter_a prosperity_n afflict_v and_o humble_v we_o bring_v our_o heart_n home_o unto_o thou_o and_o convince_v we_o that_o we_o be_v but_o man_n that_o be_v to_o say_v weak_a &_o feeble_a creature_n blind_v by_o our_o passion_n and_o subject_a to_o all_o sort_n of_o misery_n take_v away_o from_o i_o that_o inordinate_a love_n of_o myself_o and_o that_o original_a corruption_n from_o
whence_o spring_v all_o my_o misery_n it_o be_v from_o this_o that_o instead_o of_o serve_v thou_o in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n instead_o of_o make_v thy_o glory_n the_o end_n of_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n i_o pursue_v after_o nothing_o but_o the_o gratification_n of_o my_o irregular_a lust_n let_v i_o be_v never_o so_o rash_a and_o so_o ungrateful_a unto_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n as_o to_o fancy_v myself_o the_o author_n of_o those_o reflection_n which_o i_o sometime_o make_v when_o i_o retire_v myself_o from_o the_o hurry_n of_o this_o world_n wherein_o a_o unquencheable_a appetite_n torment_v the_o most_o happy_a person_n and_o render_v they_o miserable_a slave_n even_o by_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o their_o most_o earnest_a desire_n reflect_v v._o the_o thought_n of_o a_o penitent_a soul_n fearful_a of_o be_v deceive_v by_o the_o appearance_n of_o a_o false_a conversion_n what_o be_o i_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n what_o be_o i_o but_o a_o proud_a atom_n a_o poor_a blind_a creature_n who_o continual_o go_v astray_o when_o thou_o withhold_v the_o ray_n of_o thy_o grace_n i_o deserve_v to_o be_v annihilate_v if_o at_o any_o time_n i_o shall_v attempt_v the_o conversion_n of_o myself_o by_o my_o own_o power_n without_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o grace_n mortify_v in_o my_o soul_n all_o vain_a glory_n every_o thing_n that_o tempt_v i_o to_o too_o good_a a_o opinion_n of_o myself_o but_o chief_o that_o frothiness_n of_o humour_n which_o serve_v only_o to_o divert_v i_o from_o thy_o way_n to_o deprive_v i_o of_o the_o benefit_n of_o my_o affliction_n and_o the_o sweet_a comfort_n â—f_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n give_v i_o humility_n and_o distrust_n â—f_o my_o own_o reason_n let_v i_o thirst_v â—fter_o do_v good_a more_o and_o carâ—al_a knowledge_n less_o lest_o value_v 〈◊〉_d more_o than_o thy_o grace_n i_o lose_v my_o â—elf_n and_o instead_o of_o become_v a_o â—ood_a christian_a become_v a_o philosopher_n better_a acquaint_v â—ith_n the_o maxim_n of_o aristotle_n and_o descarte_n than_o the_o knowledge_n â—f_n the_o cross_n o_o how_o vain_a and_o deceitful_a be_v â—he_n thought_n of_o man_n unless_o govern_v by_o that_o wisdom_n which_o be_v â—rom_o above_o by_o that_o wisdom_n â—hich_v be_v foolishness_n to_o the_o world_n because_o it_o be_v unacquainted_a â—ith_n it_o by_o that_o wisdom_n which_o â—od_n have_v conceal_v from_o the_o â—roud_a and_o discover_v to_o the_o â—umble_a by_o that_o wisdom_n which_o â—aughs_v at_o humane_a subtlety_n and_o act_n only_o according_a to_o the_o grace_n of_o jesus_n christ_n in_o short_a 〈◊〉_d that_o wisdom_n which_o be_v producâ—â—_n by_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o whiâ—â—_n be_v the_o beginning_n and_o the_o end_n 〈◊〉_d all_o true_a wisdom_n permit_v i_o not_o o_o my_o god_n tâ—â—_n flatter_v myself_o that_o i_o hate_v all_o siâ—â—_n because_o i_o be_o perhaps_o restraineâ—_n from_o luxury_n and_o passion_n leâ—_n i_o not_o flatter_v myself_o that_o 〈◊〉_d be_o take_v off_o from_o love_a thâ—_n creature_n because_o my_o diversionâ—_n be_v innocent_a let_v i_o not_o flatter_v myself_o thaâ—_n i_o have_v mortify_v my_o passion_n foâ—_n i_o find_v they_o revive_v with_o moâ—â—_n strength_n then_o ever_o and_o incline_v i_o to_o self-love_n which_o be_v thâ—_n more_o dangerous_a decause_n by_o jâ—â—_n stify_v these_o irregular_a motion_n it_n render_v i_o deaf_a to_o the_o dictateâ—_n of_o my_o reason_n and_o the_o holy_a in_o spiration_n of_o thy_o grace_n let_v i_o not_o fancy_v myself_o to_o bâ—_n without_o pride_n ambition_n self-love_n because_o i_o despise_v the_o world_n use_v scorn_v to_o owe_v those_o honour_n â—ortune_n have_v strip_v i_o of_o to_o â—â—ything_v else_o but_o my_o own_o desert_n let_v i_o not_o so_o much_o deceive_v my_o â—â—lf_n as_o to_o think_v i_o be_o thorough_o convert_v when_o indeed_o i_o have_v â—â—ly_o change_v the_o sin_n of_o sense_n â—â—r_a those_o of_o the_o mind_n a_o profane_a proud_a and_o fensual_a life_n 〈◊〉_d which_o i_o be_v always_o torment_v 〈◊〉_d reflect_v on_o my_o crime_n and_o â—â—e_z remorse_n of_o my_o conscience_n â—â—r_a a_o life_n in_o which_o my_o whole_a endeavour_n be_v to_o gratify_v self_n love_n â—nd_v enjoy_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n â—se_v my_o precious_a time_n forget_v my_o â—od_n hazard_v the_o salvation_n of_o my_o â—oul_n &_o obtain_v nothing_o but_o the_o moâ—ality_n of_o a_o heathen_a which_o alone_o â—ill_v not_o save_v i_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n o_o state_n true_o deplorable_a â—nd_v the_o more_o so_o because_o i_o be_o â—ot_n sensible_a of_o my_o condition_n but_o rest_v satisfy_v without_o endeavour_v after_o any_o other_o repentance_n or_o conversion_n reflect_v vi_o upon_o the_o opposition_n of_o a_o worldly_a life_n to_o the_o suffer_a life_n oâ—_n jesus_n christ_n teach_v i_o o_o lord_n that_o thiâ—_n sort_n of_o life_n be_v not_o the_o life_n of_o a_o christian_a and_o that_o the_o end_n of_o christ_n death_n and_o incarnation_n be_v not_o to_o instate_v we_o in_o so_o delicate_a and_o effeminate_a a_o life_n as_o may_v gratify_v sense_n and_o indulge_v the_o flesh_n and_o that_o all_o moral_a virtue_n be_v but_o dead_a work_n unless_o enliven_v by_o the_o merit_n and_o virtue_n of_o jesus_n christ_n that_o unless_o the_o inclination_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v change_v it_o will_v nothing_o avail_v a_o sinner_n to_o reform_v his_o outward_a conversation_n to_o â—ate_z the_o world_n without_o love_n to_o god_n to_o do_v work_n of_o justice_n without_o sincere_a repentance_n and_o as_o the_o royal_a psalmist_n have_v it_o â—o_z cease_z from_o evil_a without_o do_v good_a at_o the_o same_o time_n o_o lord_n that_o thou_o destroy_v my_o sinful_a habit_n plant_v in_o my_o soul_n such_o grace_n as_o may_v be_v fruitful_a to_o good_a work_n grant_v that_o by_o a_o lively_a faith_n i_o may_v meditate_v on_o the_o mystery_n of_o thy_o life_n and_o passion_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v deep_o affect_v with_o they_o and_o that_o it_o may_v be_v my_o great_a pleasure_n to_o contemplate_v those_o suffering_n which_o thou_o do_v willing_o undergo_v for_o my_o sake_n that_o behold_v the_o divine_a infant_n lie_v on_o the_o straw_n and_o in_o a_o manger_n the_o treasure_n of_o heaven_n veil_v in_o the_o poverty_n of_o the_o earth_n i_o may_v contemn_v all_o those_o riches_n which_o endure_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n and_o endeavour_v to_o obtain_v those_o incorruptible_a treasure_n which_o moth_n and_o ruct_v do_v not_o corrupt_v which_o will_v never_o fly_v away_o that_o the_o consideration_n of_o that_o private_a life_n in_o which_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o disguise_v thyself_o from_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n may_v create_v in_o i_o a_o desire_n to_o be_v forget_v by_o it_o that_o i_o may_v retire_v and_o employ_v myself_o only_o in_o the_o great_a business_n of_o my_o salvation_n that_o rhe_n receive_v of_o thy_o holy_a body_n and_o precious_a blood_n those_o sacred_a pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n which_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o leave_v we_o when_o thou_o give_v thy_o life_n for_o our_o offence_n may_v produce_v in_o i_o a_o holy_a horror_n at_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o cause_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o a_o detestation_n of_o all_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v and_o be_v exceed_o glad_a when_o i_o shall_v be_v disgrace_v and_o contemn_v remember_v my_o saviour_n humility_n who_o be_v set_v at_o nought_o by_o herod_n and_o the_o court_n where_o he_o never_o appear_v but_o once_o and_o then_o on_o purpose_n to_o be_v despise_v that_o those_o scourge_v which_o rent_n thy_o sacred_a body_n those_o thorn_n which_o pierce_v thy_o precious_a head_n may_v penetrate_v my_o callous_a heart_n render_v i_o true_o penitent_a and_o willing_a for_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o to_o undergo_v all_o those_o rigour_n of_o mortification_n and_o self-denial_n which_o be_v requisite_a for_o the_o subdue_a of_o our_o lust_n in_o fine_a that_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o ignominious_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n on_o which_o thou_o perfect_a the_o work_n of_o my_o salvation_n in_o grief_n and_o misery_n may_v be_v my_o only_a hope_n reflect_v vii_o what_o the_o hope_n of_o a_o penitent_a soul_n ought_v to_o be_v this_o be_v the_o second_o favour_n i_o desire_v of_o thou_o for_o the_o merit_n of_o that_o precious_a blood_n which_o trickle_v from_o thy_o sacred_a wound_n and_o which_o thou_o do_v offer_v to_o thy_o eternal_a father_n for_o the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n that_o thou_o will_v be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o a_o true_a hope_n in_o thy_o mercy_n i_o say_v lord_n a_o true_a hope_n because_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o common_a than_o to_o abuse_v thy_o mercy_n by_o make_v it_o a_o encouragement_n to_o sin_n more_o secure_o than_o for_o sinner_n to_o hope_v in_o thy_o goodness_n without_o so_o much_o as_o endeavour_v
this_o world_n have_v compassion_n on_o my_o indigence_n and_o inconstancy_n which_o divert_v i_o from_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a and_o maugre_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n render_v tll_v my_o good_a work_n abortive_a o_o god_n who_o love_v we_o more_o than_o we_o can_v love_v ourselves_o and_o who_o out_o of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n have_v rescue_v i_o from_o a_o false_a hope_n by_o which_o i_o shall_v have_v be_v flatter_v into_o final_a impenitence_n and_o thus_o have_v save_v i_o contrary_n to_o my_o own_o inclination_n give_v i_o a_o solid_a hope_n in_o thy_o divine_a merit_n let_v i_o consider_v they_o as_o the_o only_a object_n of_o my_o trust_n and_o principal_o when_o the_o devil_n tempt_v i_o to_o despair_v and_o employ_v all_o his_o artifices_fw-la by_o the_o interposition_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o frailty_n to_o eclipse_v the_o contemplation_n of_o thy_o merit_n in_o this_o day_n of_o my_o affliction_n and_o distress_n o_o my_o god_n fix_v my_o eye_n upon_o my_o bless_a saviour_n die_v on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o miserable_o tear_v by_o those_o furrow_n which_o the_o scourge_v make_v upon_o his_o back_n let_v i_o consider_v that_o thou_o do_v endure_v all_o this_o to_o obtain_v pardon_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o encourage_v i_o to_o the_o take_v up_o of_o thy_o cross_n upon_o which_o depend_v all_o my_o hope_n of_o salvation_n let_v i_o contemplate_v in_o thy_o sacred_a wound_n the_o right_n i_o a_o notorious_a sinner_n have_v to_o hope_v in_o thy_o mercy_n let_v the_o hope_n of_o a_o bless_a eternity_n and_o the_o immutability_n of_o thy_o promise_n take_v off_o my_o meditation_n from_o the_o vain_a and_o fleet_a enjoyment_n of_o this_o world_n which_o hinder_v my_o soul_n from_o aspire_v to_o eternal_a felicity_n for_o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n how_o little_a stability_n there_o be_v in_o my_o best_a desire_n and_o how_o speedy_o the_o impression_n of_o thy_o grace_n on_o my_o heart_n be_v deface_v by_o the_o vain_a idea_n of_o worldly_a pleasure_n how_o the_o hope_n of_o some_o trifle_n some_o vain_a lust_n puff_v up_o my_o soul_n how_o the_o honour_n and_o applause_n of_o this_o world_n make_v i_o giddy_a and_o drink_v with_o the_o fume_n of_o vainglory_n in_o fine_a lord_n thou_o know_v much_o better_a than_o i_o myself_o how_o pliable_a i_o be_o to_o receive_v any_o impression_n of_o evil_n how_o averse_a to_o any_o â—hing_n which_o be_v good_a and_o how_o unstable_a in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n this_o be_v the_o reason_n o_o lord_n â—hat_n i_o put_v no_o confidence_n in_o myself_o that_o my_o heart_n convert_v itself_o to_o thou_o in_o all_o its_o want_n and_o â—n_n the_o day_n of_o adversity_n to_o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o enlightene_v the_o dark_a recess_n of_o my_o mind_n who_o possesse_v i_o with_o patience_n under_o the_o severe_a affliction_n and_o be_v the_o anchor_n of_o my_o soul_n here_o be_v lord_n my_o merit_n my_o riches_n and_o my_o refuge_n when_o the_o consideration_n of_o my_o wicked_a life_n terrify_v i_o here_o be_v lord_n my_o comfort_n in_o this_o vale_n of_o tear_n and_o spiritual_a warfare_n wherein_o my_o soul_n be_v make_v the_o scene_n of_o all_o sort_n of_o passion_n in_o fine_a this_o make_v i_o hope_v more_o than_o fear_n and_o rely_v on_o thy_o mercy_n rather_o than_o dread_v of_o thy_o justice_n ah_o lord_n since_o i_o know_v by_o experience_n that_o thou_o be_v a_o sure_a help_n to_o those_o that_o trust_v in_o thou_o teach_v i_o to_o rely_v upon_o thou_o in_o my_o great_a extremity_n to_o rejoice_v in_o thy_o chastisement_n and_o to_o look_v upon_o they_o as_o mark_n of_o thy_o favour_n assist_v i_o patient_o to_o undergo_v they_o and_o assure_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v lay_v upon_o i_o no_o more_o than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o bear_v but_o will_v take_v thy_o rod_n from_o i_o when_o it_o shall_v be_v conveucent_a for_o the_o health_n of_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o be_v full_o assure_v that_o thy_o grace_n will_v in_o thy_o good_a time_n 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