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to_o who_o we_o may_v imagine_v that_o our_o lord_n will_v answer_v bless_a art_n thou_o simeon_n bariona_fw-la because_o flesh_n and_o blood_n hâth_v not_o reveal_v it_o to_o thou_o but_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n s._n john_n like_o wise_a will_v enkindle_v in_o himself_o affection_n of_o love_n see_v his_o sovereign_a master_n not_o only_o to_o unite_v himself_o so_o unto_o he_o as_o to_o permit_v he_o to_o lean_v on_o his_o breast_n buâ_n also_o to_o do_v he_o so_o great_a a_o favour_n ãâã_d to_o enter_v into_o his_o soul_n &_o body_n for_o morâ_n perfect_a conjunction_n learn_v when_o thou_o come_v tâ_n receane_n our_o lord_n to_o bring_v with_o theâ_n these_o virtue_n to_o wit_n faith_n purity_n and_o love_n as_o these_o holy_a apostle_n do_v that_o thou_o may_v reap_v such_o profit_n â_o they_o do_v &_o follow_v our_o lord_n as_o they_o do_v follow_v he_o â_o it_o be_v to_o be_v note_v that_o in_o the_o enâ_n of_o the_o ââird_n book_n a_o ãâã_d meditation_n be_v add_v for_o prepatation_n before_o ãâã_d thanksgiving_n after_o we_o have_v râceaâued_v this_o most_o â_o sacrameat_n wherâ_o he_o that_o be_v ãâã_d to_o know_v how_o ãâã_d prepare_v himself_o and_o to_o give_v ãâã_d thanks_o after_o unto_o our_o lord_n for_o ãâã_d benefit_n receive_v may_v find_v they_o the_o xxxiii_o meditation_n of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n prayer_n in_o the_o garden_n and_o agony_n there_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o great_a desire_n that_o christ_n have_v to_o suffer_v for_o our_o sake_n and_o because_o the_o time_n seem_v âong_a till_o he_o shall_v be_v deliver_v into_o âhe_n tormetor_n hand_n that_o they_o may_v âee_n that_o he_o do_v nor_o shrink_v nor_o yet_o âây_o supper_n be_v end_v he_o go_v into_o âhe_n garden_n to_o pray_v that_o be_v a_o place_n well_o know_v to_o the_o traitor_n judas_n to_o âhew_v that_o of_o his_o own_o free_a will_v he_o offerâed_v himself_o to_o prison_n &_o to_o death_n it_o âelfe_n ponder_v how_o our_o lord_n for_o no_o âanner_n of_o affliction_n or_o peril_n will_v ââave_v his_o good_a and_o laudable_a exercise_n of_o prayeâ_n and_o meditation_n for_o supper_n be_v end_v he_o betake_v ãâã_d âorth_o with_o to_o a_o solitary_a place_n to_o pray_v âefore_o he_o be_v to_o enter_v upon_o his_o passion_n be_v confound_v because_o through_o thy_o tepidity_n and_o negligence_n for_o every_o light_a occasion_n thou_o leave_v thy_o prayer_n and_o forget_v thy_o laudable_a custom_n whereas_o thou_o shall_v do_v quite_o contrary_a because_o in_o time_n of_o great_a peril_n affliction_n and_o temptation_n we_o ought_v to_o have_v more_o particular_a recourse_n unto_o almighty_a god_n prayer_n be_v the_o only_a mean_n to_o strengthen_v ourselves_o in_o they_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o redeemer_n be_v come_v to_o the_o garden_n wenâ_n aside_o from_o his_o disciple_n and_o begin_v ãâã_d wax_n sorrow_n full_a &_o to_o be_v sad_a ponder_n what_o be_v that_o which_o mark_v our_o lord_n to_o grieve_v &_o to_o be_v sad_a and_o afflict_a he_o ãâã_d the_o joy_n of_o anâgells_n who_o when_o they_o behold_v they_o be_v exceed_o rejoice_v thou_o shall_v find_v that_o the_o cause_n of_o this_o affliction_n be_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o ãâã_d and_o ãâã_d the_o death_n which_o he_o ãâã_d to_o âo_o staynââ_n the_o remembrance_n and_o lively_a appââ_n hension_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n present_a past_z and_o future_a the_o multitude_n and_o grievousnes_n of_o they_o both_o waâs_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o his_o trouble_n &_o griefâ_n â_o also_o the_o unspekable_a damage_n which_o ãâã_d sin_n come_v to_o man_n in_o that_o ãâã_d it_o they_o deserve_v to_o be_v condemn_v ãâã_d the_o everlasting_a torment_n of_o hell_n ââat_o of_o all_o this_o arise_v his_o so_o increââble_a âârrow_n gather_v hence_o affection_n of_o griffe_n use_v sorrow_o for_o the_o torment_n &_o death_n schich_v be_v even_o now_o to_o come_v upon_o thv_fw-mi âord_n for_o thâu_o have_v be_v the_o cause_n âhis_v paune_n and_o affliction_n endeavour_v from_o this_o day_n forward_o to_o abhor_v and_o detest_v and_o fly_v from_o sin_n ââh_v thou_o see_v in_o what_o case_n thy_o lord_n ãâã_d to_o deliver_v thou_o from_o it_o and_o from_o ââe_z eternal_a damnation_n which_o for_o thy_o ãâã_d thou_o deserve_v the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o ãâã_d of_o our_o saviour_n in_o his_o prayer_n many_o ââmes_n crave_v of_o his_o eternal_a father_n ãâã_d &_o the_o self_n same_o thing_n to_o wit_n ââat_v the_o bitter_a chalice_n of_o his_o paââion_n âight_n pass_v ponder_v the_o devotion_n &_o âwrodââeling_n the_o tear_n and_o sorrow_v of_o thy_o âord_n how_o solitary_a destitute_a &_o comârtles_a he_o be_v in_o this_o his_o so_o great_a affliction_n his_o disciple_n be_v aloof_o of_o fast_o a_o sleep_n his_o eternal_a father_n give_v he_o no_o answer_n neither_o grant_v he_o his_o petition_n his_o most_o holy_a mother_n be_v also_o absent_a his_o enemy_n now_o ready_a to_o come_v upon_o he_o &_o notwithstanding_o all_o these_o affliction_n &_o discomfort_n he_o remain_v constant_a and_o persevere_v in_o his_o prayer_n gather_v hence_o the_o great_a esteem_n show_n ought_v to_o have_v of_o prayer_n see_v christ_n teach_v thou_o that_o the_o only_a remedy_n of_o thy_o affliction_n and_o sorrow_n it_o not_o talk_v or_o converse_v with_o man_n but_o to_o treat_v with_o god_n &_o continue_v in_o prayer_n confide_v that_o though_o in_o the_o beginning_n he_o deây_v that_o which_o thou_o ask_v yet_o at_o last_o he_o will_v grant_v it_o if_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n convenient_a for_o thou_o the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o son_n of_o god_n see_v his_o eternal_a father_n give_v he_o no_o answer_v the_o first_o nor_o second_o time_n have_v recourse_n unto_o he_o the_o three_o time_n and_o repeat_v the_o same_o prayer_n with_o great_a love_n and_o confidence_n say_v father_n if_o thou_o will_v transfer_v this_o chalice_n from_o i_o but_o yet_o not_o my_o will_n but_o thou_o be_v do_v ponder_n that_o the_o cause_n why_o the_o eternal_a father_n do_v defâr_o so_o long_o to_o make_v answer_n unto_o the_o prayer_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a son_n be_v to_o let_v thou_o know_v the_o great_a necessity_n thou_o and_o all_o have_v of_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o our_o saviour_n learn_v not_o to_o complain_v not_o to_o be_v weary_a when_o thou_o prayâst_v if_o god_n do_v not_o hear_v thou_o for_o certain_o he_o hear_v thou_o but_o if_o unto_o christ_n our_o lord_n who_o deserve_v to_o be_v hear_v at_o the_o first_o open_v of_o his_o mouth_n anâswere_n be_v not_o make_v till_o he_o have_v pray_v the_o three_o time_n what_o wonder_n be_v it_o if_o thy_o petition_n be_v defer_v who_o in_o regard_n of_o thy_o sin_n deserve_v not_o to_o be_v hear_v at_o all_o ponder_v second_o how_o christ_n many_o time_n will_v not_o comfort_v nor_o remedy_v thy_o necessity_n in_o prayer_n that_o thou_o may_v perceive_v and_o know_v the_o need_n thou_o have_v to_o have_v recourse_n unto_o he_o with_o patience_n and_o perseverance_n the_o xxxiv_o meditation_n of_o the_o apparition_n of_o the_o angel_n and_o the_o sweat_a of_o blood_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o eternal_a father_n see_v his_o most_o bless_a son_n in_o so_o great_a affliction_n and_o anguish_n of_o mind_n and_o that_o according_a to_o the_o inferior_a part_n he_o fear_v to_o suffer_v and_o die_v he_o send_v he_o a_o angel_n from_o heaven_n to_o comfort_n and_o strengthen_v he_o and_o to_o propose_v unto_o he_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n which_o thence_o will_v arise_v &_o the_o benefit_n which_o will_v follow_v to_o all_o mankind_n by_o mean_n of_o his_o passion_n and_o that_o for_o humiliation_n and_o ignominy_n of_o the_o cross_n his_o name_n shall_v be_v exalt_v and_o adore_v of_o all_o creature_n ponder_v how_o the_o lord_n of_o angel_n as_o if_o he_o have_v forget_v his_o own_o sovereign_a majesty_n vouchsafeâ_n to_o receive_v comfort_n by_o one_o of_o his_o creature_n and_o be_v the_o fortitude_n of_o the_o father_n and_o he_o who_o with_o power_n &_o might_n govern_v and_o sustain_v the_o world_n receive_v comfort_n and_o relief_n from_o a_o angel_n have_v make_v himself_o by_o reason_n of_o humane_a nature_n which_o he_o assumpt_v inferior_a to_o the_o angel_n gather_v hence_o that_o the_o office_n of_o the_o angel_n be_v to_o assist_v we_o in_o our_o prayer_n to_o comfort_v and_o animate_v we_o and_o to_o present_v our_o prayer_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n which_o if_o they_o be_v perform_v as_o they_o ought_v they_o have_v their_o effâât_n for_o god_n do_v either_o deliver_v we_o out_o of_o tribulation_n or_o give_v we_o force_n to_o endure_v it_o with_o patience_n and_o joy_n trâst_v in_o god_n that_o thou_o shall_v reap_v
kill_v he_o he_o be_v judge_v that_o shall_v judge_v and_o condemn_v they_o final_o he_o be_v he_o which_o be_v to_o their_o loss_n and_o eternal_a grief_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lord_n the_o most_o innocent_a lamb_n himself_o give_v place_n to_o the_o fury_n of_o his_o enemy_n be_v deliver_v up_o to_o the_o ravenous_a wolf_n and_o prinoe_n of_o darkness_n which_o be_v the_o infernal_a spirit_n by_o mean_n of_o his_o servant_n and_o minister_n to_o be_v put_v to_o all_o manner_n of_o torment_n and_o cruelty_n his_o life_n not_o except_v as_o in_o holy_a job_n it_o be_v when_o he_o be_v delluered_a to_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n but_o without_o any_o limitation_n at_o all_o that_o they_o may_v wreâke_v their_o fuây_n upon_o his_o most_o sacred_a hamanity_n ponder_v the_o ãâã_d &_o rudeness_n of_o those_o savage_a surye_n maâing_v their_o sport_n &_o pastime_n to_o injure_v ând_n torment_v the_o son_n of_o god_n of_o who_o they_o have_v receive_v so_o great_a benefit_n and_o who_o a_o little_a before_o they_o have_v judge_v worthy_a of_o high_a âonour_n but_o forget_v all_o this_o they_o strike_v he_o on_o the_o face_n they_o spurn_v and_o buffet_v he_o with_o their_o fist_n they_o pluck_v he_o by_o the_o hair_n &_o by_o the_o hear_v hence_o thou_o may_v stir_v up_o in_o thyself_o shame_n and_o confusion_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o bold_a as_o to_o handle_v thy_o saviour_n as_o ill_o as_o these_o traitor_n do_v lay_v thy_o sacrilegious_a and_o violent_a hand_n upon_o he_o if_o not_o in_o outward_a show_n at_o least_o through_o thy_o manifold_a sin_n and_o wicked_a deed_n persecute_v he_o with_o they_o as_o hit_v enemy_n do_v not_o once_o only_o as_o they_o do_v but_o many_o time_n the_o xxxvi_o meditation_n how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v apprehend_v the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o lord_n be_v innocency_n itself_o be_v reckon_v &_o treat_v as_o a_o these_o and_o for_o such_o his_o enemy_n come_v to_o apprehend_v he_o with_o chain_n and_o cord_n with_o sword_n and_o clubbâ_n and_o our_o saviout_n give_v they_o power_n over_o his_o body_n to_o spurn_v &_o torment_v it_o at_o their_o pleasure_n ponder_v the_o surpass_a great_a humility_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o how_o he_o be_v âast_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o most_o vile_a sinner_n who_o sâat_a and_o throne_n be_v above_o the_o seraphim_n how_o he_o be_v kick_v at_o and_o tread_v under_o foot_n as_o a_o malefactor_n who_o be_v the_o mirror_n of_o innocency_n and_o the_o unsported_a lamb_n admire_v the_o rare_a submission_n &_o humiliation_n of_o so_o great_a a_o god_n who_o do_v not_o only_o prostrate_v himself_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o his_o apostle_n and_o of_o judas_n and_o wash_v they_o and_o kiss_v they_o but_o also_o suffer_v this_o traitor_n and_o his_o accurse_a company_n to_o set_v thâir_n abominable_a fert_fw-la upon_o he_o to_o tread_v upon_o he_o and_o spurn_v he_o gather_v hence_o a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o yield_v and_o humble_a thyself_o to_o thy_o inferior_n be_v hold_v christ_n thy_o redeemer_n so_o humblâ_n and_o meek_a and_o consider_v of_o who_o and_o for_o who_o he_o recââueth_v such_o injury_n &_o reproache_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o wicked_a band_n of_o soldier_n after_o they_o have_v strike_v and_o abuse_v christ_n our_o lord_n tie_v he_o by_o the_o wrist_n with_o strong_a cord_n like_o a_o thief_n they_o bring_v he_o bind_v unto_o annas_n the_o high_a priest_n house_n ponder_n how_o farour_n lord_n be_v from_o be_v a_o thief_n and_o robber_n of_o other_o man_n good_n for_o he_o give_v all_o he_o have_v and_o that_o which_o be_v particular_a to_o himself_o alone_o for_o thy_o good_a &_o take_v upon_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n conceal_v the_o dignity_n of_o a_o lord_n and_o master_n but_o if_o to_o rescue_v and_o deliver_v soul_n out_o of_o the_o thraldom_n of_o satan_n and_o to_o draw_v our_o heart_n to_o his_o love_n which_o he_o have_v ever_o do_v be_v to_o beâ_n these_o beseech_v he_o to_o take_v thy_o hart_n and_o all_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v beside_o and_o with_o earnest_a affection_n say_v unto_o he_o bind_v o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o hand_n with_o the_o fetter_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o my_o work_n may_v be_v grateful_a unto_o thou_o bind_v my_o memory_n that_o it_o for_o get_v not_o so_o many_o favour_n and_o benefit_n which_o thou_o daily_o bestow_v upon_o i_o bind_v my_o eye_n that_o they_o may_v not_o behold_v unlawful_a thing_n binâ_n my_o tongue_n that_o it_o detract_v not_o noâ_n murmur_n against_o my_o neighbour_n bing_o my_o foot_n that_o they_o may_v only_o walk_v the_o path_n of_o thy_o divine_a commandment_n bind_v final_o o_o lord_n this_o nature_n of_o i_o and_o all_o my_o seâes_n and_o power_n from_o all_o that_o which_o be_v sin_n and_o offence_n &_o set_v i_o free_a to_o all_o that_o which_o be_v virtue_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o the_o apostl_n see_v their_o lord_n &_o master_n apprehend_v by_o the_o lewes_z &_o âast_o bind_v much_o affright_v flee_v away_o and_o forsake_v he_o ponder_v how_o thy_o saviour_n in_o this_o exigent_n be_v all_o alone_a and_o forsake_v of_o his_o friend_n &_o environ_v with_o cruel_a and_o merciless_a enemy_n how_o he_o be_v well_o accompany_v at_o his_o supper_n and_o in_o time_n of_o prosperity_n but_o now_o abandon_v of_o all_o in_o time_n of_o ãâã_d from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v confusion_n and_o shame_n for_o ãâã_d often_o forsake_v &_o leave_v thy_o father_n lord_n and_o master_n and_o omit_v to_o accomplish_v his_o holy_a will_n to_o fulfil_v thy_o own_o and_o our_o saviour_n here_o be_v forsake_v of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n and_o of_o his_o disciple_n give_v thou_o a_o rate_n example_n of_o patience_n that_o if_o thoâ_n be_v destitute_a &_o leave_v by_o thy_o friend_n &_o kinsfolk_n thou_o endure_v it_o patient_o for_o iâ_n be_v not_o much_o that_o the_o disciple_n suffeâ_n that_o which_o his_o master_n have_v suffer_v before_o he_o beseech_v he_o humble_o that_o see_v he_o be_v a_o true_a &_o faithful_a friend_n he_o will_v never_o forsake_v thou_o although_o all_o other_o shall_v forsake_v thou_o but_o esâpecially_o that_o he_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o iâ_n the_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v who_o this_o lord_n be_v upââ_n who_o so_o many_o injury_n be_v discharge_v who_o he_o be_v that_o sustain_v ãâã_d many_o reproach_n &_o indignity_n &_o ãâã_d who_o hand_n he_o take_v they_o ponder_v first_o that_o he_o be_v the_o eternal_a word_n of_o the_o father_n of_o infinite_a virtue_n innumerable_a goodness_n truââ_n glory_n and_o the_o clear_a fountiane_n of_o a_o beauty_n he_o it_o be_v that_o be_v bind_v manaââ_n clad_v buffete_v hale_v spurn_v a_o tread_v under_o foot_n he_o it_o be_v that_o handle_v in_o so_o unhuman_a and_o ruââ_n manner_n ponder_v second_o the_o grieâ_n which_o our_o saviour_n sâlfe_o see_v himself_o â_o much_o abuse_v by_o so_o base_a a_o people_n ând_v so_o ungrateful_a that_o for_o so_o many_o benefit_n return_v he_o so_o many_o &_o so_o grievous_a injury_n and_o if_o god_n take_v so_o heavy_o to_o be_v so_o deal_v with_o all_o by_o â_o enemy_n how_o heavy_o do_v he_o take_v suffer_v the_o like_a from_o his_o friend_n âeing_v himself_o all_o alone_a and_o desolate_a in_o so_o great_a affliction_n have_v be_v tray_v and_o sell_v by_o one_o of_o they_o ânyed_v by_o another_o and_o forsake_v of_o ãâã_d gather_v from_o hence_o a_o desire_n to_o come_v a_o true_a disciple_n of_o our_o lord_n devour_v never_o to_o leave_v he_o but_o accompany_v he_o and_o follow_v he_o âen_o to_o the_o cross_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v âoy_v he_o in_o his_o glory_n âhe_n xxxvii_o meditation_n ãâã_d christ_n our_o lord_n be_v present_v before_o annas_n the_o high_a priest_n the_o 1._o point_n âo_n consider_v what_o thy_o god_n and_o lord_n suffer_v in_o that_o long_a way_n between_o the_o garden_n &_o annas_n his_o house_n unto_o who_o his_o â_z carry_v he_o buffet_n he_o &_o spuââning_v he_o and_o force_v he_o to_o go_v aâ_n pace_n half_o run_v and_o trail_a hiâ_n on_o the_o ground_n as_o it_o be_v wont_n to_o happâ_n to_o they_o that_o be_v lead_v like_o thief_n anâ_n malefactor_n &_o be_v fetter_v &_o chasten_v ponder_v the_o meekness_n &_o silenââ_n wherewith_o our_o lord_n suffer_v so_o mââny_a affront_n not_o have_v deserve_a ãâã_d of_o they_o for_o he_o never_o have_v ãâã_d can_v have_v conânitted_v any_o fault_n thouââ_n his_o adversary_n pretend_v that_o he_o ãâã_d guilty_a of_o many_o gather_v hence_o a_o great_a desire_n palmitate_v the_o example_n of_o thy_o lord_n in_o bââing_v silent_a &_o suffer_v patient_o whââ_n
believe_v ponder_n that_o albeit_o our_o lord_n âpproved_v the_o confession_n of_o s._n âhoâas_o yet_o will_v he_o not_o call_v he_o blessâââhe_n do_v saint_n peter_n when_o he_o confess_v âim_v for_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o the_o âeason_n be_v because_o he_o have_v be_v flow_n ãâã_d believe_v wherefore_o instead_o of_o praise_v he_o he_o reprehend_v he_o ââying_v because_o thou_o have_v see_v i_o thomas_n thou_o have_v believe_v as_o who_o âould_v say_v thank_n be_v to_o thy_o hand_n ãâã_d eye_n which_o i_o have_v give_v thou_o to_o âelieve_v that_o i_o be_o thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o âod_n endeavour_v to_o gather_v hence_o anâ_n earnest_a desire_n to_o see_v christ_n thy_o lord_n if_o not_o corporal_a as_o the_o disciple_n see_v &_o enoy_v he_o with_o their_o corporaâ_n eye_n at_o least_o spiritual_o since_o those_o who_o believe_v his_o resurrection_n not_o have_v see_v he_o almighty_a god_n call_v bless_v the_o viii_o meditationâ_n of_o his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n upoâ_n ascension_n day_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o saviour_n appear_v to_o his_o disciple_n tolââhem_o that_o the_o same_o day_n he_o waâ_n to_o go_v to_o his_o father_n &_o that_o if_o they_o lââued_v he_o they_o shall_v very_o be_v glad_a ãâã_d regard_n that_o it_o be_v expedient_a for_o theâ_n that_o he_o go_v to_o heaven_n ponder_v how_o desirous_a the_o discââples_n be_v not_o to_o loose_v the_o corp_n orââ_n presence_n of_o their_o master_n see_v it_o ãâã_d necessary_a with_o these_o and_o other_o like_a speech_n to_o advertise_v they_o that_o be_v not_o only_o expedient_a for_o his_o ãâã_d to_o ascend_v to_o heaven_n but_o also_o that_o it_o import_v they_o much_o thereby_o to_o make_v mere_a perfect_a their_o faith_n to_o raise_v their_o hope_n &_o to_o purify_v their_o charity_n for_o if_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o father_n our_o lord_n say_v unto_o they_o the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v not_o come_v to_o you_o gather_v hence_o that_o if_o to_o love_v the_o corporal_a presence_n of_o their_o lord_n and_o master_n with_o a_o love_n somewhat_o less_o pure_a &_o in_o part_n interest_v will_v have_v hinder_v the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o the_o discipl_n how_o much_o more_o will_v it_o hinder_v thou_o to_o love_v thyself_o or_o any_o other_o creature_n with_o a_o inordinate_a love_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o our_o lord_n say_v unto_o his_o discipl_n to_o comfort_v they_o rejoice_v my_o belove_a disciple_n at_o my_o departure_n because_o i_o go_v to_o prepare_v you_o a_o place_n ponder_n how_o that_o thy_o redeeââer_n direct_v like_o wise_a the_o same_o speech_n âo_o thou_o as_o to_o his_o apostle_n rejoice_v because_o i_o go_v to_o heaven_n that_o now_o from_o this_o day_n forward_o thou_o may_v âave_n entrance_v therein_o rejoice_v for_o that_o i_o ascend_v and_o go_v before_o to_o open_v for_o thou_o those_o celestial_a ãâã_d by_o which_o thou_o albeit_o a_o wretched_a &_o sinful_a creature_n may_v have_v frank_a and_o free_a entrance_n which_o beforâ_n i_o ascend_v be_v not_o grant_v to_o the_o just_a and_o holy_a rejoice_v because_o i_o ascend_v to_o day_n ãâã_d that_o thou_o may_v ascend_v to_o morrow_n ãâã_d &_o be_v seat_v by_o i_o in_o the_o place_n assign_v thou_o by_o my_o father_n hence_o thou_o may_v receâueâ_n marvellous_a great_a joy_n and_o content_v for_o that_o thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o god_n ascendethâ_n into_o heaven_n because_o for_o he_o principal_o it_o be_v create_v crave_v of_o he_o his_o divine_a grace_n that_o by_o meaneââ_n of_o a_o good_a &_o virtuous_a life_n thou_o maisâ_n deserve_v to_o see_v and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o his_o glory_n the_o â_o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o lord_n have_v comfort_v his_o disciple_n say_v unto_o they_o tarry_v in_o the_o city_n tilâ_n you_o be_v endue_v with_o power_n from_o above_o ponder_v that_o word_n tarry_v that_o be_v they_o shall_v abide_v rest_n and_o stay_v whereby_o he_o mean_v to_o signify_v thaâ_n they_o be_v to_o expect_v he_o with_o patience_n and_o perseverance_n with_o repose_n of_o body_n and_o mind_n second_o god_n command_v they_o to_o keep_v in_o the_o city_n to_o give_v they_o to_o understand_v that_o this_o favour_n be_v not_o do_v to_o they_o alone_o but_o be_v also_o ordain_v for_o the_o good_a of_o the_o universal_a world_n gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o expect_v the_o come_n of_o this_o divine_a spirit_n with_o repose_n and_o quietness_n because_o god_n desire_v that_o his_o though_o they_o live_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o street_n and_o noise_n of_o the_o world_n may_v have_v their_o mind_n quiet_a and_o peaceable_a that_o they_o may_v pray_v and_o attend_v to_o he_o with_o such_o spirit_n and_o recollection_n as_o his_o divine_a majesty_n require_v &_o to_o thou_o shall_v be_v necessary_a the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lord_n command_v his_o disciple_n forthwith_o to_o betake_v themselves_o to_o mount_v ãâã_d because_o from_o thence_o he_o be_v âascend_v to_o heaven_n ponder_v how_o these_o holy_a disciple_n will_v call_v to_o mind_n that_o the_o ãâã_d which_o their_o lord_n and_o master_n have_v choose_v to_o suffer_v injury_n &_o reproathe_v on_o the_o cross_n he_o now_o choose_v to_o mount_v thence_o up_o to_o heaven_n there_o to_o enjoy_v the_o immeasurable_a greatness_n of_o his_o glory_n &_o that_o the_o way_n to_o ascend_v to_o heaven_n be_v the_o mount_n olivet_n or_o of_o olive_n which_o signify_v charity_n and_o mercy_n gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v charitable_a &_o merciful_a towards_o thy_o neighbour_n &_o to_o extol_v &_o magnify_v thâ_n wisdom_n &_o providence_n of_o god_n who_o be_v able_a to_o make_v that_o which_o be_v the_o begin_n of_o thy_o humiliation_n &_o contempt_n to_o be_v the_o origin_n &_o cause_n oâ_n thy_o exaltation_n &_o praise_n as_o may_v bâ_n see_v in_o joseph_n who_o calamity_n iâââamy_n &_o imprisonment_n god_n use_v as_o mean_n to_o make_v he_o sovereign_a lorâ_n &_o king_n of_o egypt_n the_o ix_o meditation_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o forty_o day_n be_v pass_v after_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n in_o which_o he_o have_v treat_v and_o converse_v with_o he_o the_o hour_n of_o his_o glorious_a ascension_n be_v come_v have_v all_o his_o disciple_n present_a he_o take_v his_o leave_n of_o they_o with_o manifold_a sign_n and_o demonstration_n of_o love_n and_o as_o a_o most_o love_a father_n who_o depart_v lift_v up_o his_o hand_n he_o bless_v they_o and_o so_o depart_v from_o they_o ponder_v how_o great_a the_o grief_n &_o feeling_n of_o these_o most_o love_a child_n will_v be_v for_o the_o departure_n of_o their_o father_n when_o they_o shall_v see_v that_o lord_n to_o leave_v they_o for_o who_o they_o have_v leave_v all_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o be_v believe_v that_o then_o some_o will_v cast_v themselves_o at_o his_o foot_n other_o will_v kiss_v his_o most_o sacred_a hand_n other_o will_v âang_v upon_o his_o neck_n and_o all_o will_v say_v how_o o_o lord_n do_v âhou_a go_v and_o leave_v we_o thus_o alone_o and_o orphan_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o many_o enemy_n what_o shall_v child_n do_v without_o their_o father_n disciple_n without_o their_o master_n sheep_n without_o a_o shepherd_n &_o feeble_a and_o weak_a soldier_n without_o their_o captain_n but_o our_o lord_n comfort_v they_o promise_v they_o the_o favour_n and_o aid_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o his_o perpetual_a assistance_n and_o providence_n which_o never_o shall_v fail_v they_o gather_v hence_o desire_n that_o this_o lord_n before_o he_o depart_v to_o heaven_n vouchsafe_v to_o give_v thou_o his_o benediction_n &_o take_v hold_v spiritual_o of_o his_o hand_n cast_v thyself_o at_o his_o foot_n &_o hang_v on_o his_o neck_n thou_o shall_v ãâã_d a_o other_o jacob_n say_v unto_o he_o i_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o go_v o_o lord_n unless_o thouâ_n bless_v i_o for_o thereon_o my_o whole_a remedy_n and_o everlasting_a bliss_n depend_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o glorious_a boâdy_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n have_v imâparted_v his_o benediction_n to_o he_o in_o theiâ_n presence_n ascend_v to_o heaven_n the_o disciple_n remain_v in_o suspense_n and_o astonish_v to_o behold_v their_o elias_n mount_v up_o to_o heaven_n &_o whereas_o they_o can_v not_o follow_v their_o lord_n with_o their_o body_n they_o follow_v he_o with_o their_o eye_n &_o heart_n ponder_v the_o great_a admiration_n of_o the_o angel_n and_o man_n which_o be_v there_o assemble_v see_v that_o sacred_a humanity_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n to_o mount_v above_o all_o celestial_a spirit_n towards_o that_o city_n and_o to_o be_v seat_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o father_n who_o have_v be_v so_o much_o debase_v
and_o humble_v wherefore_o replenish_v with_o excessive_a joy_n and_o comfort_n they_o will_v say_v to_o each_o other_o ascend_v o_o lord_n ascend_v not_o to_o mount_v caluary_n to_o be_v crucify_v between_o two_o thief_n on_o a_o tree_n but_o unto_o the_o holy_a hill_n of_o zion_n iâ_n the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n to_o be_v glorify_v between_o two_o divine_a person_n by_o the_o quyer_n of_o angel_n and_o bless_a soul_n that_o invisible_o accompany_v thou_o ascend_v o_o lord_n ascend_v to_o this_o sovereign_a court_n not_o to_o suffer_v and_o die_v âut_v to_o triumph_n over_o death_n itself_o &_o sin_n etc._n etc._n from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v how_o well_o affliction_n endure_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v employ_v see_v he_o can_v and_o will_v reward_v and_o recompense_v they_o so_o large_o magnify_v and_o exalt_v above_o all_o creature_n he_o who_o humble_v himself_o and_o suffer_v more_o than_o all_o beseech_v he_o that_o since_o he_o say_v by_o saint_n john_n if_o i_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n i_o will_v draw_v all_o thing_n to_o myself_o it_o may_v be_v fulfil_v in_o thou_o that_o thy_o mind_n and_o affection_n be_v separate_v from_o earthly_a vanity_n thou_o may_v ascend_v with_o he_o &_o his_o holy_a company_n to_o heaven_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o holy_a apostle_n after_o they_o have_v lose_v the_o sight_n oâ_n their_o god_n and_o lord_n they_o wenâ_v back_o to_o jerusalem_n with_o great_a joy_n because_o the_o same_o love_n that_o cause_v they_o so_o much_o to_o lament_v their_o loss_n enforce_v they_o on_o the_o other_o side_n to_o rejoice_v at_o his_o glorious_a triumph_n &_o entrance_n into_o that_o celestial_a country_n where_o he_o shall_v be_v receive_v of_o thosâ_n courtier_n of_o heaven_n with_o singular_a ioâ_a exultation_n &_o triumph_n some_o sing_a other_o playing_z on_o their_o admirable_a &_o melodious_a instrument_n ponder_v how_o different_a this_o thursday_n in_o mount_n olivet_n be_v from_o that_o friday_n in_o mount_n caluary_n there_o solitary_a here_o so_o well_o attend_v there_o nail_v on_o a_o cross_n here_o exalt_v above_o the_o cloud_n there_o cucify_v between_o two_o thief_n here_o environ_v with_o quire_n of_o angel_n there_o blaspheme_v and_o scorn_v here_o honour_v &_o renown_v final_o there_o suffe_v &_o die_v here_o reioye_v &_o triumph_v gather_v hence_o great_a comfort_n to_o see_v this_o so_o wonderful_a a_o mutation_n &_o change_n and_o rejoice_v in_o this_o day_n of_o christ_n ascension_n into_o heaven_n to_o be_v thy_o advocate_n &_o fear_v his_o come_v to_o be_v thy_o judge_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o joy_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n in_o this_o triumph_n of_o who_o it_o be_v say_v god_n be_v ascend_v in_o iubilation_n see_v the_o happy_a end_n of_o his_o travel_n ponder_v how_o much_o the_o eternal_a father_n exalt_v he_o above_o all_o who_o humble_v himself_o more_o than_o all_o give_v he_o for_o the_o throne_n of_o the_o cross_a a_o throne_n of_o majesty_n for_o the_o crown_n of_o thorn_n a_o crown_n of_o glory_n for_o the_o company_n of_o thief_n company_n of_o angel_n for_o the_o ignominy_n and_o blasphemy_n of_o man_n honour_n and_o praise_n of_o celestial_a spirit_n and_o because_o he_o descend_v first_o into_o the_o inferior_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n he_o make_v he_o ascend_v above_o all_o the_o heaven_n in_o conclusion_n that_o nature_n whereto_o it_o be_v say_v dust_n thou_o be_v &_o into_o dust_n thou_o shall_v return_v now_o be_v raise_v from_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o earth_n above_o all_o the_o heaven_n gather_v hence_o how_o requisite_a it_o be_v to_o humble_v thyself_o for_o christ_n so_o to_o be_v exalt_v with_o christ_n because_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v like_a unto_o he_o in_o debafe_v and_o humble_v thyself_o in_o vain_a hope_v thou_o to_o follow_v he_o in_o ascend_v &_o reign_v ¶_o after_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n to_o heaven_n it_o be_v much_o to_o the_o purpose_n to_o set_v down_o the_o meditation_n of_o his_o glory_n but_o in_o regard_n we_o have_v treat_v thereof_o in_o the_o first_o book_n together_o with_o the_o last_o thing_n of_o man_n we_o remit_v he_o who_o desire_v to_o read_v &_o medicate_v thereon_o to_o that_o place_n the_o x._o meditation_n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o â_o point_n to_o consider_v how_o after_o our_o saviour_n be_v ascend_v into_o heaven_n his_o disciple_n retire_v themselves_o into_o a_o upper_a chamber_n in_o jerusalem_n where_o they_o all_o persevere_v in_o continual_a prayer_n expect_v the_o holy_a ghost_n ponder_n that_o the_o strong_a and_o most_o effectual_a mean_n that_o may_v be_v to_o procure_v the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n into_o thy_o soul_n be_v a_o continual_a inflame_v and_o fervent_a perseverance_n in_o ârayer_n for_o otherwise_o if_o when_o other_o pray_v thou_o sleep_v if_o when_o other_o aââend_v and_o be_v careful_a of_o their_o salvation_n and_o 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it_o do_v noâ_n penetrate_v to_o signify_v that_o this_o quikninâ_n spirit_n be_v offer_v &_o give_v to_o all_o meâ_n general_o in_o whatsoever_o part_n or_o coââner_n of_o the_o world_n they_o be_v ponder_v second_o that_o when_o thâ_n holy_a ghost_n enter_v into_o a_o soul_n it_o fill_v all_o her_o faculty_n by_o his_o power_n with_o verity_n and_o celestial_a virtues_n not_o leave_v any_o part_n void_a or_o unfurnished_a from_o hence_n thou_o shall_v gather_v that_o if_o thou_o desire_v this_o sovereign_a spirit_n shall_v replenish_v the_o house_n of_o thy_o soul_n with_o his_o divine_a grace_n and_o gift_n thou_o must_v not_o wander_v out_o of_o it_o distract_n &_o busi_v thy_o thought_n about_o creature_n but_o remain_v settle_v and_o quiet_o repose_v therein_o employ_v she_o in_o good_a desire_n thought_n &_o work_n for_o do_v so_o this_o divine_a spirit_n will_v fill_v thou_o with_o his_o abundant_a love_n &_o grace_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 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the_o prophet_n thou_o may_v hence_o forward_o neither_o speak_v nor_o discourse_n of_o vain_a &_o base_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n but_o oâ_n god_n and_o his_o praise_n endeavour_v with_o thy_o speuche_n and_o conversation_n to_o inflame_v thyself_o and_o those_o with_o who_o thou_o converse_a with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o divine_a love_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o albeit_o the_o discipleâ_n which_o be_v in_o that_o chamber_n werâ_n more_o than_o a_o hundred_o and_o all_o of_o ãâã_d different_a merit_n yet_o that_o pure_a spiriâ_n replenish_v all_o with_o his_o divine_a gift_n ând_v grace_n impart_v himself_o entire_o to_o every_o one_o ponder_n that_o although_o all_o be_v full_a of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n yet_o some_o receive_v great_a grace_n &_o benefit_n than_o other_o that_o be_v
sovereign_a food_n of_o his_o sacred_a body_n and_o blood_n which_o she_o receive_v in_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n that_o by_o these_o pledge_n and_o token_n of_o love_n she_o may_v know_v that_o he_o desire_v to_o be_v her_o master_n and_o spouse_n alone_o gather_v hence_o desire_v whole_o to_o yield_v thyself_o from_o this_o day_n forward_o as_o a_o espouse_v to_o such_o &_o so_o worthy_a spouse_n and_o for_o no_o affliction_n or_o tribulation_n whatsoever_o to_o abandon_v his_o friendship_n and_o sweet_a conversation_n and_o keep_v the_o word_n thou_o have_v give_v he_o beseech_v he_o to_o communicate_v unto_o thou_o some_o of_o the_o manifold_a grace_n and_o virtue_n which_o he_o have_v in_o himself_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v able_a to_o correspond_v with_o love_n to_o that_o great_a love_n he_o bear_v unto_o thou_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o christ_n our_o lord_n only_o out_o of_o his_o mere_a goodness_n have_v set_v his_o affection_n on_o thy_o soul_n deform_v &_o poor_a thou_o have_v be_v disloyal_a and_o break_a thy_o faith_n to_o he_o not_o once_o but_o a_o hundred_o time_n yet_o the_o love_n nevertheless_o which_o he_o bear_v thou_o be_v such_o that_o he_o do_v solicit_v and_o entreat_v thou_o to_o open_v he_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o hart_n for_o his_o desire_n be_v to_o be_v unite_v with_o thou_o ponder_v thy_o indignity_n folly_n &_o want_v of_o love_n how_o unwise_a and_o how_o much_o oversee_v thou_o have_v be_v in_o âot_n acknowlege_v this_o divine_a spouse_n &_o as_o a_o adulteress_n have_v be_v disloyal_a unto_o he_o have_v so_o often_o cast_v thy_o âies_n and_o affection_n on_o base_a and_o deform_a slave_n yet_o the_o bounty_n of_o this_o our_o lord_n be_v such_o that_o albeit_o thou_o deserve_v a_o thousand_o hell_n he_o pardon_v thou_o invit_v and_o intreat_v thou_o to_o return_v as_o a_o fugitive_n to_o his_o house_n &_o fall_v on_o thy_o neck_n as_o on_o the_o prodigal_a son_n receive_v love_o entertain_v and_o cherish_v thou_o honour_v thou_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o virtue_n gather_v from_o hence_o desire_v to_o enter_v into_o his_o house_n purpose_v rather_o to_o die_v a_o thousand_o death_n then_o to_o forsake_v such_o a_o lord_n such_o a_o father_n &_o such_o a_o spouse_n beseech_v he_o to_o give_v thou_o his_o grace_n hence_o forward_o to_o keep_v thy_o promise_a fidelity_n unto_o he_o commend_v thy_o soul_n &_o all_o the_o power_n thereof_o unto_o he_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v no_o more_o thou_o but_o he_o who_o have_v take_v thou_o for_o espouse_v say_v with_o she_o i_o have_v find_v he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v i_o hold_v he_o neither_o will_v i_o let_v he_o go_v the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o great_a the_o dignity_n &_o honour_n have_v be_v in_o which_o thy_o spouse_n have_v place_v thou_o since_o not_o regard_v what_o thou_o deserve_v nor_o thy_o slender_a fidelity_n he_o gracious_o give_v thou_o his_o hand_n &_o ring_n of_o his_o hart_n that_o henceforward_o thou_o may_v account_v receive_v &_o enjoy_v he_o as_o thou_o with_o pledge_n of_o so_o great_a love_n ponder_v how_o great_a reckon_n thou_o be_v to_o make_v of_o thy_o soul_n since_o god_n esteem_v so_o much_o thereof_o that_o he_o give_v himself_o &_o all_o thing_n else_o to_o espouse_v himself_o with_o she_o notwithstanding_o her_o deformity_n and_o misery_n and_o such_o be_v his_o love_n and_o mercy_n that_o he_o hathfull_a often_o set_v his_o affection_n &_o be_v enamour_v with_o soul_n slave_n to_o make_v they_o his_o beautiful_a daughter_n which_o he_o have_v buy_v not_o with_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n but_o with_o sorrow_n &_o torment_n which_o be_v the_o coin_n of_o the_o crosse._n from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v desire_n to_o offer_v up_o thy_o hart_n and_o will_n to_o such_o a_o lord_n so_o to_o be_v no_o long_o thou_o own_o but_z his_o who_o have_v buy_v thou_o with_o his_o precious_a blood_n and_o take_v thou_o for_o his_o espouse_v beseech_v he_o to_o grant_v thou_o his_o grace_n that_o thou_o may_v observe_v fidelity_n and_o loyalty_n towards_o he_o and_o that_o see_v hitherto_o thou_o have_v be_v barren_a thou_o may_v from_o hence_o forward_o begin_v with_o his_o grace_n to_o yield_v fruit_n of_o benediction_n with_o holy_a desire_n word_n &_o deed_n finis_fw-la the_o table_n the_o introduction_n contain_v xvi_o advertisement_n show_v the_o use_n of_o the_o meditation_n follow_v the_o first_o book_n the_o 1._o meditation_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o pag._n 68_o the_o 2._o medit._n of_o sin_n pag._n 76._o the_o 3._o meditat._n of_o death_n pag._n 83._o the_o 4._o meditat._n of_o the_o particular_a judgemeut_n pag._n 89._o the_o 5._o medit._n of_o the_o body_n after_o our_o death_n pag._n 96._o the_o 6._o medit._n of_o the_o general_a judgement_n pag._n 102._o the_o 7._o medit._n of_o hell_n pag._n 109._o the_o 8._o medit._n of_o the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n pag._n 116._o the_o second_o book_n the_o 1._o meditation_n of_o the_o couception_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n pag._n 109._o the_o 2._o medit._n of_o the_o nativity_n of_o ãâ¦ã_z the_o 3._o medit._n of_o the_o betrthe_v of_o the_o b._n virgin_n to_o s._n joseph_n p._n 144._o the_o 4._o medit._n of_o the_o annunciation_n of_o the_o b._n virgin_n pag._n 152._o the_o 5._o medit._n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n visitation_n of_o s._n elizabeth_n pag._n 160._o the_o 6._o medit._n of_o the_o revelation_n thereof_o make_v to_o s._n joseph_n pag_n 167._o the_o 7._o medit._n of_o the_o expectation_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n her_o delivery_n pag._n 175._o the_o 8._o medit_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n journey_n from_o nazareth_n to_o bethleem_n pag._n 180_o the_o 9_o medit._n of_o the_o nativity_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n in_o bethleem_n pag._n 186._o the_o 10._o medit._n of_o the_o joy_n which_o the_o angel_n and_o man_n have_v thereat_o pag._n 194._o the_o 11._o medit._n of_o the_o circumcision_n and_o of_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n pag._n 201._o the_o 12._o medit._n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o three_o king_n &_o of_o their_o gift_n p._n 208_o the_o 13._o medit._n of_o the_o purification_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n pag._n 215._o the_o 14._o medit._n of_o the_o fly_n into_o egypt_n pag._n 222._o the_o 15._o medit._n of_o the_o murder_n of_o the_o holy_a innocent_n pag._n 229._o the_o 16._o medit._n how_o the_o child_n jesus_n remain_v in_o jerusalem_n pag._n 235._o the_o 17._o medit._n of_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n till_o he_o be_v thirty_o year_n of_o age_n pag._n 241._o the_o 18._o medit._n of_o the_o baptism_n of_o our_o saviour_n pag._n 247._o the_o 19_o medit._n of_o the_o temptation_n of_o our_o lord_n in_o the_o desert_n pag._n 253._o the_o 20._o medit._n of_o the_o vocation_n and_o election_n of_o the_o apostle_n p._n 259._o the_o 21._o medit._n of_o the_o miracle_n at_o the_o marriage_n in_o cana_n of_o galilee_n pag._n 265._o the_o 22._o medit._n of_o the_o eight_o beatitude_n pag._n 271._o the_o 23._o medit._n of_o the_o tempest_n at_o the_o sea_n pag._n 283._o the_o 24._o medit._n how_o christ_n onr_n lord_n wâlked_v on_o the_o sea_n pag._n 289._o the_o 25._o medit._n of_o the_o conucrsion_n of_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n pag._n 294._o the_o 26._o medit._n of_o the_o miracle_n of_o the_o five_o loaf_n pag._n 300._o the_o 27._o medit._n of_o the_o transfiguration_n of_o our_o lord_n pag._n 306._o the_o 28._o medit._n of_o the_o raise_n of_o lazarus_n pag._n 312._o the_o 29._o medit._n of_o the_o entrance_n of_o christ_n into_o jerusalem_n upon_o palme-sunday_n pag._n 317._o the_o 30._o medit._n of_o the_o supper_n which_o christ_n make_v with_o his_o disciple_n pag._n 322._o the_o 31._o medit._n of_o wash_v the_o apostle_n foot_n pag._n 328._o the_o 32._o medit._n of_o the_o institution_n of_o the_o most_o b._n sacrament_n pag._n 335._o the_o 33._o medit._n of_o our_o lord_n prayer_n in_o the_o garden_n &_o agony_n there_o p._n 341._o the_o 34._o medit._n of_o the_o apparition_n of_o the_o angel_n &_o the_o sweat_a of_o blood_n p._n 346._o the_o 35._o medit._n of_o the_o come_n of_o judas_n to_o betray_v he_o pag._n 351._o the_o 36._o medit._n how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v apprehend_v pag._n 336._o the_o 37._o medit._n how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v present_v before_o annas_n the_o high_a priest_n pag._n 361._o the_o 38._o medit._n of_o the_o blow_n give_v he_o and_o his_o send_n unto_o cayphas_n pag._n 367._o the_o 39_o medit._n of_o the_o denial_n of_o s._n peter_n pag._n 372._o the_o 40._o medit._n what_o happen_v to_o christ_n in_o caiphas_n his_o house_n pag._n 783._o the_o 41._o medit._n of_o christ_n presentation_n before_o pilate_n pag._n 384._o the_o 42._o med._n of_o the_o presentation_n of_o christ_n before_o herod_n pag._n 389._o the_o 43._o medit._n how_o barrabas_n be_v prefer_v before_o christ._n pag._n 394._o the_o 44._o medit._n of_o the_o stripe_n which_o our_o lord_n receive_v at_o the_o pillar_n p._n 399._o the_o 45._o medit._n of_o the_o purple_a garment_n and_o crown_n of_o thorn_n pag._n 404._o the_o 46._o medit._n of_o the_o word_n ecce_fw-la homo_fw-la pag._n 409._o the_o 47._o medit._n how_o our_o b._n saviour_n carry_v his_o crosse._n pag._n 416._o the_o 48._o medit._n how_o our_o saviour_n be_v crucify_v pag._n 422._o the_o 49._o medit._n of_o the_o seven_o word_n christ_n speak_v on_o the_o crosse._n p._n 428._o the_o 50._o medit._n of_o his_o take_n down_o from_o the_o cross_n &_o burial_n pag._n 438._o the_o three_o book_n the_o 1._o meditat._n how_o our_o lord_n descend_v into_o limbo_n &_o of_o his_o glorious_a resurrection_n pag._n 446._o the_o 2._o meditat._n of_o our_o saviour_n apparition_n unto_o his_o b._n mother_n pag._n 452._o the_o 3._o med._n of_o the_o apparition_n of_o christ_n to_o saint_n mary_n magdalen_n pag._n 458._o the_o 4._o medit._n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n s_o peter_n pag._n 465._o the_o 5._o medit._n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n unto_o the_o disciple_n at_o emaus_n pag._n 470._o the_o 6._o medit._n of_o his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n upon_o easter_n day_n pag._n 475_o the_o 7._o medit._n of_o his_o apparition_n s._n thomas_n be_v present_a pag._n 481._o the_o 8._o medit._n of_o his_o apparition_n to_o his_o apostle_n upon_o ascension_n day_n pag._n 486._o the_o 9_o medit._n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n pag._n 491._o the_o 10._o medit._n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n pag._n 497._o the_o 11._o medit._n of_o the_o death_n of_o our_o most_o b._n lady_n pag._n 502._o the_o 12._o medit._n of_o the_o assumption_n &_o coronation_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n pag._n 509._o meditation_n before_o communion_n the_o 1._o medit._n of_o eeare_n pag._n 519._o the_o 2._o medit._n of_o love._n pag._n 524._o meditation_n after_o communion_n the_o 1._o medit._n how_o christ_n be_v a_o physician_n pag._n 533._o med._n 2._o how_o he_o be_v fire_n pag._n 537._o medit._fw-la 3_o how_o christ_n be_v food_n p._n 541._o medit._fw-la 4._o how_o christ_n be_v riâh_n p._n 545._o medit._fw-la 5._o how_o he_o be_v a_o pastor_n p._n 549._o medit._fw-la 6._o how_o he_o be_v a_o spouse_n p._n 553._o finis_fw-la
almighâââod_n to_o be_v a_o very_a good_a prayer_n more_o acceptable_a unto_o his_o divine_a âesty_n than_o the_o prayer_n will_v be_v ãâã_d we_o desire_v to_o make_v for_o sanctiââd_a holiness_n of_o life_n do_v not_o conââ_n have_v the_o gift_n of_o prayer_n but_o âing_v the_o will_n of_o almighty_a god_n ãâã_d if_o his_o divine_a majesty_n do_v please_v conduct_v we_o by_o this_o way_n yet_o eveââein_o we_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o become_v ãâã_d and_o perfect_a as_o well_o as_o in_o the_o oâ_n the_o viii_o advertisement_n with_o what_o force_n and_o attention_n ãâã_d ought_v to_o pray_v to_o the_o end_n that_o our_o prayer_n ãâã_d perform_v with_o recollection_n ãâã_d attention_n it_o import_v ãâã_d much_o not_o to_o take_v it_o in_o hand_n as_o a_o bâ_n sinesse_n of_o little_a or_o small_a moment_n âârashly_o but_o advise_o not_o sleepy_o ãâã_d drowsy_o noâ_n with_o a_o slow_a and_o ãâã_d âart_n but_o with_o a_o lively_a attent_a ãâã_d undaunted_a courage_n for_o otherwise_o 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for_o our_o sin_n the_o love_n âf_fw-fr god_n and_o his_o divine_a precept_n the_o âiving_n of_o thanks_o for_o benefit_n and_o favour_n receive_v desire_v of_o true_a and_o bolide_a virtue_n &_o of_o imitate_v christ_n âesus_fw-la our_o lord_n in_o those_o which_o he_o exârcised_v in_o his_o most_o holy_a life_n to_o wit_n ân_a charity_n mercy_n humility_n patience_n meekness_n and_o poverty_n and_o so_o ân_a all_o the_o rest_n neglect_v &_o contempt_n âf_o all_o that_o the_o world_n esteem_v and_o âoveth_v see_v the_o small_a account_n this_o âur_n high_a lord_n make_v of_o they_o in_o his_o âife_n and_o death_n great_a longing_n and_o ferâent_a desire_n to_o suffer_v and_o shed_v our_o âloud_n for_o his_o divine_a honour_n ponder_v with_o attention_n and_o leisure_n in_o eâery_a mystery_n some_o one_o of_o these_o virtue_n until_o we_o imprint_v and_o settle_v in_o âur_n will_v a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o obtain_v ãâã_d and_o these_o be_v the_o act_n which_o we_o âre_n to_o 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and_o be_v most_o eminent_a in_o that_o mystery_n in_o the_o crown_n with_o thorn_n the_o contempt_n of_o worldly_a honour_n in_o the_o whip_n at_o the_o pillar_n the_o mortification_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o in_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o cross_n the_o humility_n patience_n and_o obedience_n which_o christ_n exercise_v suffer_v himself_o to_o be_v nail_v thereunto_o the_o second_o thing_n be_v and_o that_o of_o much_o importance_n to_o be_v know_v that_o upon_o whatsoever_o point_n or_o mystery_n we_o meditate_v we_o may_v apply_v it_o to_o âhe_n virtue_n we_o have_v most_o need_n of_o &_o ãâã_d most_o for_o our_o purpose_n for_o that_o the_o consideration_n of_o every_o one_o of_o they_o be_v ãâã_d certain_a divine_a manna_n which_o tastâth_v to_o every_o one_o according_a to_o his_o deâire_n if_o we_o will_v that_o it_o taste_v of_o humility_n âhen_o of_o humility_n the_o consideration_n of_o âinnes_n of_o hell_n &_o of_o death_n will_v savour_n ând_v taste_n if_o of_o patience_n 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if_o meditate_v on_o the_o ascension_n of_o our_o saviour_n we_o desire_v to_o reap_v the_o fruit_n of_o patience_n let_v we_o see_v how_o well_o ãâã_d eternal_a father_n reward_v his_o most_o ãâã_d son_n for_o the_o pain_n he_o suffer_v ãâã_d his_o love_n that_o we_o may_v like_v wise_a ââue_a patience_n in_o we_o final_o if_o think_v upon_o the_o ââost_o holy_a life_n of_o christ_n we_o will_v be_v ââued_v to_o the_o contempt_n of_o the_o world_n âhold_v the_o little_a reckon_n he_o make_v the_o honour_n and_o vain_a estimation_n âââerof_o &_o that_o the_o glory_n which_o ought_v be_v esteem_v be_v the_o eternal_a which_o ââârist_n our_o lord_n have_v and_o do_v communicate_v unto_o he_o but_o now_o all_o this_o suppose_a ââich_n have_v be_v say_v that_o which_o hereââmaketh_v most_o for_o our_o purpose_n be_v ãâã_d light_n and_o direction_n of_o the_o holy_a ââost_n who_o in_o what_o mystery_n soever_o ãâã_d shall_v meditate_v will_v best_o suggest_v ãâã_d grant_v unto_o we_o the_o feel_n of_o the_o âârtue_n we_o most_o pretend_v and_o which_o it_o ââhoveth_v we_o most_o to_o seek_v for_o and_o ãâã_d obtain_v at_o his_o holy_a hand_n the_o xiiii_o advertisement_n of_o jaculatory_a prayer_n to_o be_v make_v ãâã_d in_o and_o out_o of_o meditation_n it_o be_v a_o very_a good_a remedy_n to_o exeââcise_v and_o stir_v up_o the_o soul_n that_o praise_v as_o well_o in_o time_n of_o distractioââ_n and_o dryness_n in_o meditation_n as_o to_o coâserue_v devotion_n in_o the_o rest_n of_o thâ_n day_n to_o walk_v always_o as_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o almighty_a god_n and_o no_o lessâ_n for_o such_o as_o have_v not_o health_n to_o pray_v ãâã_d mediâate_n to_o use_v some_o short_a payeââ_n or_o iaculatory_a aspiration_n which_o be_v ãâã_d if_o one_o shall_v cast_v a_o dart_n or_o shoot_v ãâã_d arrow_n of_o servant_n affection_n unto_o heââuen_n crave_v of_o almighty_a god_n ãâã_d few_o word_n his_o divine_a love_n his_o graââ_n or_o some_o virtue_n whereof_o he_o stand_v most_o in_o need_n &_o as_o it_o be_v represent_v and_o lay_v before_o his_o majesty_n his_o own_o weakness_n ask_v humblâ_n remedy_n thereof_o or_o victory_n over_o somââ_n vice_n from_o which_o he_o most_o desire_v ãâã_d be_v free_v the_o practice_n of_o these_o shoââ_n prayer_n be_v as_o sollow_v â_o my_o god_n that_o i_o can_v always_o âe_v thou_o â_o that_o i_o can_v perfect_o obey_v thou_o â_o that_o i_o can_v always_o serve_v thou_o â_o that_o i_o never_o have_v offend_v thou_o ââat_v i_o can_v see_v myself_o free_a from_o ãâã_d or_o that_o imperfection_n â_o that_o i_o can_v obtain_v this_o or_o that_o âââellent_a virtue_n give_v i_o o_o lord_n purity_n of_o soul_n vernility_n of_o hart_n poverty_n of_o spirit_n pardon_v my_o sin_n
have_v be_v so_o bold_a as_o to_o offend_v the_o infinite_a majesty_n of_o thy_o creator_n before_o who_o the_o most_o high_a saint_n do_v tremble_v and_o thou_o shall_v find_v that_o it_o be_v thy_o presumption_n and_o pride_n and_o want_v of_o humility_n which_o make_v thou_o to_o stumble_v &_o fall_v not_o permit_v thou_o to_o understand_v that_o to_o sin_n be_v worse_a than_o not_o to_o be_v at_o all_o and_o that_o it_o have_v be_v better_a not_o to_o have_v be_v bear_v then_o to_o have_v sin_v as_o our_o saviour_n say_v speak_v of_o judas_n for_o it_o be_v certain_a that_o there_o be_v no_o place_n so_o base_a &_o contemptible_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n among_o either_o thing_n create_v or_o not_o create_v as_o be_v man_n who_o be_v in_o mortal_a sin_n gather_v hence_o a_o great_a desire_n ãâã_d be_v despise_v and_o contemn_v of_o man_n for_o that_o with_o thy_o sin_n thou_o have_v dishonour_v and_o contemn_v almighty_a god_n and_o do_v sharp_a penance_n foâ_n they_o thereby_o to_o incline_v thy_o saviour_n to_o pardon_v thou_o beseech_v he_o thââ_n see_v he_o have_v not_o be_v weary_v in_o suffer_v for_o thou_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o pardon_v thou_o restore_v thou_o against_o to_o gis_n grace_n and_o friendship_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o much_o the_o son_n of_o almighty_a god_n do_v abhorâe_a and_o detest_v sin_n for_o that_o love_a and_o esteem_v so_o much_o his_o life_n as_o it_o wââ_n reason_n that_o so_o just_a and_o holy_a a_o life_n aâ_n his_o shall_v be_v love_v and_o esteem_v do_v choose_v nevertheless_o to_o loose_v and_o spend_v it_o to_o destroy_v this_o bloody_a and_o cruel_a best_a sin_n feel_v more_o ouâ_n fault_n than_o his_o own_o pain_n ponder_n that_o if_o sin_n cost_v almighty_a god_n so_o much_o in_o that_o for_o to_o destroy_v the_o same_o he_o embrace_v the_o cross_n offer_v on_o it_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n and_o life_n in_o satisfaction_n of_o âânne_n how_o be_v thou_o so_o blind_a and_o 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as_o much_o as_o lie_v in_o he_o âs_a s._n paul_n say_v do_v crucify_v again_o ââe_z son_n of_o god_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o innumerable_a soul_n ãâã_d that_o be_v now_o burn_v in_o hell_n for_o one_o only_a sin_n which_o they_o commit_v where_o ponder_v first_o how_o all_o those_o damn_a soul_n be_v man_n aâ_n thou_o be_v and_o many_o of_o they_o christian_n and_o be_v perhaps_o sometime_o high_o in_o the_o favour_n of_o almighty_a god_n but_o by_o little_a &_o little_o they_o greâ_n careless_a and_o come_v to_o fall_v into_o thaâ_n miserable_a estate_n &_o by_o the_o just_a judgment_n of_o god_n death_n overtake_v thââ_n therein_o and_o so_o be_v they_o most_o just_o condemn_v for_o all_o eternity_n second_o with_o how_o much_o more_o reason_n thou_o deserve_v to_o be_v iâ_n hell_n as_o those_o soul_n be_v for_o have_v offend_v god_n in_o that_o very_a kind_a oâ_n sin_n not_o once_o but_o many_o time_n &_o how_o just_a reason_n there_o be_v that_o death_n shall_v 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thereof_o and_o that_o thou_o prepare_v thyself_o for_o the_o final_a account_n the_o petition_n shall_v be_v to_o beseech_v our_o loâd_n to_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n give_v thou_o grace_n to_o liâe_z so_o now_o as_o thou_o will_v then_o wiâh_o thou_o have_v live_v &_o so_o compose_v and_o order_v now_o thy_o disorder_a life_n that_o thou_o may_v die_v a_o happy_a death_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o doubtful_a and_o uncertain_a this_o day_n and_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n be_v so_o that_o thou_o neither_o know_v when_o nor_o in_o what_o manneâ_n it_o will_v attach_v thou_o for_o that_o ordinary_o when_o a_o man_n be_v most_o careless_a and_o think_v least_o thereof_o it_o than_o come_v the_o divine_a providence_n so_o ordain_v to_o oblige_v thou_o to_o be_v always_o watchful_a expect_v this_o day_n and_o fear_v this_o hour_n for_o as_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o uncertain_a than_o thaâ_n hour_n so_o thou_o must_v believe_v that_o nothing_o be_v more_o 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be_v not_o good_a to_o live_v in_o that_o state_n wherein_o thou_o will_v not_o die_v the_o 2._o point_v to_o consider_v of_o what_o importance_n it_o be_v as_o the_o holy_a ghost_n say_v to_o have_v always_o in_o mind_n the_o presence_n of_o death_n thereby_o not_o to_o sin_n for_o ever_o for_o thou_o be_v very_o unwise_a if_o in_o a_o business_n of_o so_o great_a consequence_n ând_v importance_n as_o be_v always_o to_o walk_v prepare_v and_o arm_a witâ_n his_o âoly_a and_o wholesome_a remembrance_n âhou_fw-mi will_v so_o much_o forget_v thy_o selââs_n to_o defer_v it_o to_o the_o very_a point_n and_o instant_n of_o thy_o death_n not_o know_v how_o or_o in_o what_o manner_n thou_o aât_v to_o die_v whether_o sudden_o or_o by_o some_o âtone_n throw_v at_o randoâ_n or_o by_o a_o tile_n of_o a_o house_n fall_v down_o upon_o thou_o by_o sword_n fire_n or_o water_n for_o doubtless_o thou_o be_v not_o certain_a whether_o ãâã_d sudden_a and_o violent_a death_n will_v befall_v thou_o as_o it_o 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will_v say_v see_v for_o your_o sake_n i_o receive_v these_o wound_n and_o have_v invite_v you_o with_o pardon_n and_o you_o have_v not_o accept_v thereof_o refuse_v to_o receive_v i_o therefore_o depart_v from_o out_o of_o my_o sight_n but_o whither_o o_o saviour_n do_v thou_o âast_v they_o to_o the_o everlasting_a torment_n of_o hell_n hence_o thou_o may_v perceive_v how_o much_o it_o behoove_v thou_o to_o reâard_v how_o thou_o live_v and_o with_o what_o âare_n and_o vigilancy_n thou_o be_v to_o watch_v âoer_fw-mi thy_o selâe_n at_o all_o time_n see_v all_o âhy_a work_n both_o thy_o good_a &_o bad_a âre_n to_o be_v strict_o examine_v and_o judge_v the_o vii_o meditation_n of_o hell_n the_o preparatory_a prayer_n shall_v be_v as_o before_o the_o composition_n of_o place_n shall_v be_v to_o imagine_v in_o âhe_n harâ_n or_o centre_n of_o the_o earth_n a_o huge_a âit_n and_o most_o dark_a cave_n full_a of_o terrible_a fire_n where_o near_o at_o hand_n thou_o âayst_v behold_v what_o 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friend_n of_o they_o now_o bewail_v or_o lament_v this_o their_o miserable_a estate_n not_o any_o one_o be_v find_v to_o comfort_v they_o not_o any_o vassal_n or_o faithful_a servant_n to_o attend_v upon_o they_o but_o their_o mortal_a enemy_n abhor_v detest_a and_o rage_v against_o they_o full_a of_o wrath_n impatience_n and_o envy_n all_o these_o thing_n shall_v cause_v new_a torment_n and_o pain_n unto_o they_o the_o which_o shall_v be_v also_o much_o augment_v and_o increase_v with_o the_o horrible_a sight_n of_o the_o diâells_v themselves_o ponder_n what_o a_o torment_n it_o will_v be_v unto_o they_o to_o live_v or_o rather_o more_o true_o to_o die_v among_o such_o cruel_a enemy_n which_o long_o to_o drink_v their_o very_a blood_n how_o much_o more_o excessive_a will_v their_o pain_n and_o grief_n be_v when_o they_o shall_v perceive_v with_o how_o small_a and_o short_a labour_n they_o may_v have_v escape_v so_o long_o and_o so_o intolerable_a torment_n which_o now_o they_o must_v 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woeful_a lamenâings_n howl_n and_o blaphemy_n against_o god_n '_o and_o his_o saint_n the_o smell_a with_o the_o intolerable_a stench_n that_o shall_v proceed_v from_o the_o place_n itself_o &_o from_o the_o body_n of_o the_o damâed_n a_o torment_n not_o possible_a to_o be_v endure_v the_o taste_n with_o gall_n and_o such_o ââke_v better_a drink_n which_o shall_v be_v giâen_v they_o final_o they_o shall_v have_v âeaped_v upon_o they_o all_o manner_n of_o âaynes_n &_o torment_n as_o of_o the_o head_n âhe_v stomach_n the_o side_n the_o hart_n and_o ãâã_d other_o grief_n whatsoever_o be_v wont_a ãâã_d torment_v we_o here_o in_o this_o life_n and_o beside_o this_o upon_o every_o âhe_n of_o the_o damn_a âhalbe_n inflict_v there_o particuy_a punishment_n conââary_a to_o the_o vice_n whereunto_o they_o âave_n themselves_o in_o their_o life_n time_n âhe_v glutton_n shall_v be_v torment_v with_o hunger_n more_o than_o dog_n the_o drunkard_n with_o unsatiable_a thirst_n thosâ_n that_o be_v over_o curious_a in_o trim_v and_o set_v themselves_o forth_o in_o âilkes_n fine_a linen_n &_o gallantry_n shall_v there_o be_v clothe_v from_o top_n to_o toe_n in_o fry_a pitch_n and_o brimstome_n which_o shall_v intolerable_o torment_v but_o not_o consume_v they_o hence_o it_o iâ_n good_a thou_o raise_v iâ_n thyself_o â_o great_a courage_n and_o vigour_n of_o mind_n to_o contemn_v all_o the_o pleasure_n &_o delight_n of_o this_o life_n see_v they_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o these_o torment_n stand_v in_o fear_n of_o that_o sentence_n which_o say_v as_o much_o as_o he_o have_v glory_v himself_o and_o have_v be_v in_o delicacy_n so_o much_o give_v he_o torment_v and_o mourning_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o the_o pain_n whereof_o we_o have_v hitherto_o speak_v iâ_n not_o the_o most_o terrible_a of_o those_o whicâ_n the_o damn_a be_v to_o sustain_v for_o there_o be_v another_o without_o comparison_n great_a which_o divine_v call_v of_o loss_n and_o consist_v iâ_n be_v banish_v for_o ever_o from_o the_o sight_n of_o almighty_a god_n ponder_n how_o that_o this_o pain_n alone_o shall_v torment_v the_o soul_n more_o than_o all_o the_o rest_n together_o do_v torment_v the_o body_n of_o the_o damn_a for_o since_o god_n be_v a_o infinite_a good_a and_o thâ_n great_a of_o all_o good_n it_o be_v manifest_a that_o to_o be_v deprive_v for_o ever_o thereof_o be_v a_o infinite_a evil_n and_o great_a of_o all_o evil_n and_o so_o every_o one_o shalâ_n cursâ_n his_o unhappy_a state_n and_o misfortunate_a birth_n gnaw_v and_o pull_v in_o piece_n this_o own_o flesh_n and_o rent_v his_o very_a âbowells_n ând_v rage_v with_o fury_n and_o âancour_n shall_v turn_v himself_o âgainst_a almighty_a god_n not_o cease_v to_o kirsen_v blaspheme_v his_o holy_a namâ_n because_o he_o torment_v he_o and_o by_o hiâ_n supreme_a power_n and_o authority_n detain_v he_o plunge_v and_o overwhelm_v in_o that_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o fire_n enclose_v and_o shut_v up_o on_o every_o side_n and_o âhis_v not_o for_o one_o day_n month_n or_o year_n âr_o age_n only_o but_o for_o all_o eternity_n here_o mau_v thou_o move_v in_o thy_o âelfe_n a_o great_a affection_n &_o desire_v to_o fearâ_n god_n and_o abhor_v thy_o sin_n for_o by_o âhem_fw-mi thou_o have_v deserve_v already_o tâ_n ãâã_d cast_v into_o these_o most_o grievous_a painâ_n of_o hell_n where_o many_o other_o be_v for_o few_o and_o light_a sin_n than_o those_o which_o thou_o have_v commit_v against_o god_n show_v thyself_o therefore_o grateful_a and_o serve_v he_o harââly_o see_v without_o any_o merit_n of_o thou_o he_o have_v set_v thou_o in_o the_o way_n of_o salvation_n if_o thoâ_n will_v thyself_o the_o viii_o meditation_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n the_o preparatory_a prayer_n as_o thâ_n former_a the_o composition_n oâ_n place_n shall_v be_v to_o behold_v with_o
myself_o have_v abandon_v they_o and_o receive_v i_o i_o render_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n infinite_a thanks_n for_o so_o great_a a_o benefit_n and_o mercy_n grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v due_o prepare_v myself_o these_o day_n to_o receive_v thou_o and_o welcome_v thou_o into_o the_o world_n as_o this_o most_o bless_a virgin_n thy_o mother_n and_o our_o lady_n do_v divine_o dispose_v and_o prepare_v herself_o for_o thy_o come_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o lively_a and_o inflame_a desire_n which_o our_o blessed_a saviour_n have_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a mother_n to_o manifest_v himself_o to_o the_o world_n for_o the_o redeem_n of_o mankind_n and_o to_o give_v we_o repast_n and_o food_n of_o life_n everlasting_a ponder_n that_o his_o small_a and_o tender_a body_n be_v not_o so_o press_v and_o straighten_a in_o that_o narrow_a prison_n of_o the_o womb_n of_o his_o mother_n as_o be_v his_o love_a hart_n keep_v in_o and_o straighten_a 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for_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n his_o mother_n sorrow_n he_o give_v her_o ãâã_d solation_n and_o joy_n so_o if_o thou_o account_v nigh_o christ_n crucify_v in_o his_o pain_n â_o passion_n thou_o shall_v also_o be_v partak_v of_o his_o rest_n &_o shall_v rise_v as_o he_o do_v to_o new_a life_n of_o glory_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o contemplate_v the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n enjoy_v those_o grace_n and_o ââuours_n which_o her_o most_o bless_a son_n have_v do_v she_o and_o what_o tender_a pleasant_a and_o love_a discourse_n he_o hold_v with_o she_o perchance_o these_o or_o such_o like_a mother_n behold_v thy_o son_n i_o do_v not_o now_o recommend_v thou_o from_o the_o cross_n to_o my_o disciple_n john_n i_o do_v not_o call_v thou_o woman_n thou_o do_v not_o hold_v i_o dead_a in_o thy_o arm_n but_o behold_v i_o be_o alive_a and_o rise_v again_o &_o â_o come_v to_o bestow_v on_o thou_o a_o thouând_a embrace_n and_o to_o show_v thou_o the_o special_a love_n &_o affection_n which_o i_o 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