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affection_n i_o ever_o have_v or_o now_o have_v either_o to_o myself_o or_o any_o create_a object_n i_o do_v here_o in_o thy_o adorable_a presence_n disavow_v and_o utter_o renounce_v convert_v my_o whole_a heart_n and_o love_n to_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n and_o desire_v to_o honour_n and_o affect_v all_o thy_o creature_n in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o only_o i_o be_o content_a o_o my_o god_n and_o all_n to_o leave_v all_o and_o that_o all_o shall_v leave_v and_o abandon_v i_o only_o permit_v i_o to_o live_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n and_o to_o have_v thou_o always_o present_a with_o i_o 6._o wherein_o do_v thou_o most_o trust_v and_o confide_v in_o die_v o_o my_o creator_n in_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n and_o in_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o sweet_a redeemer_n christ_n jesus_n be_v all_o my_o hope_n and_o confidence_n and_o i_o humble_o present_v this_o unspeakable_a treasure_n i_o mean_v the_o death_n and_o passion_n of_o my_o lord_n jesus_n before_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o justice_n o_o my_o dread_a sovereign_n as_o also_o the_o merit_n and_o intercession_n of_o the_o immaculate_a virgin_n mary_n and_o of_o all_o thy_o glorious_a saint_n lo_o my_o lord_n this_o be_v all_o my_o trust_n comfort_n and_o confidence_n here_o be_v all_o my_o hope_n riches_n and_o treasure_n and_o in_o this_o i_o will_v rejoice_v for_o ever_o for_o of_o myself_o i_o be_o miserable_a wretched_a wicked_a have_v nothing_o in_o my_o soul_n to_o adorn_v it_o or_o render_v it_o grateful_a to_o thy_o immense_a purity_n and_o infinite_a goodness_n 7._o 1._o have_v thou_o not_o great_o offend_v i_o 2._o do_v it_o not_o much_o grieve_v thou_o 3._o if_o thou_o can_v recall_v it_o will_v thou_o do_v it_o 4._o will_v thou_o confess_v all_o again_o and_o that_o in_o public_a if_o it_o be_v my_o will_n 5._o what_o do_v thou_o offer_v in_o satisfaction_n 6._o what_o penance_n be_v thou_o content_a to_o undertake_v 7._o will_v thou_o ask_v pardon_n for_o all_o thy_o scandal_n 8._o if_o all_o heart_n be_v thou_o as_o they_o be_v i_o how_o will_v thou_o dispose_v of_o they_o 1._o o_o most_o merciful_a father_n i_o confess_v i_o have_v most_o grievous_o offend_v thy_o gracious_a goodness_n and_o that_o i_o have_v often_o deserve_v hell_n eternal_a punishment_n but_o thy_o mercy_n have_v spare_v i_o till_o this_o present_a to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v become_v convert_v and_o live_v be_v thou_o ever_o bless_v and_o praise_v by_o i_o and_o all_o creature_n for_o evermore_o 2._o i_o be_o sorry_a and_o grieve_a to_o my_o very_a soul_n that_o i_o have_v offend_v so_o good_a a_o god_n and_o that_o there_o have_v be_v so_o great_a a_o dissimilitude_n in_o my_o soul_n with_o thou_o according_a to_o who_o sacred_a image_n it_o be_v create_v 3._o pardon_v i_o o_o compassionate_a father_n pardon_v your_o now_o repent_v return_v convert_a child_n for_o can_v i_o recall_v undo_v and_o cancel_v all_o the_o evil_n i_o have_v ever_o think_v do_v or_o say_v i_o will_v sure_o do_v it_o though_o the_o difficulty_n cost_v i_o my_o life_n 4._o and_o i_o will_v most_o ready_o re-confess_a all_o my_o sin_n though_o they_o be_v very_o many_o and_o monstrous_a in_o the_o presence_n and_o hear_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n if_o i_o understand_v by_o thy_o deputy_n my_o ghostly_a father_n that_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n 5._o o_o my_o god_n if_o thou_o demand_v satisfaction_n from_o i_o which_o way_n shall_v i_o turn_v i_o i_o will_v run_v to_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n and_o present_v thou_o with_o the_o precious_a merit_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a and_o painful_a life_n and_o of_o his_o most_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n in_o full_a satisfaction_n for_o all_o my_o offence_n 6._o as_o for_o penance_n behold_v my_o weak_a body_n and_o languish_a soul_n inflict_v upon_o they_o what_o punishment_n thou_o please_v only_a spare_v i_o for_o eternity_n 7._o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o my_o ever_o bless_a creator_n by_o the_o passion_n of_o thy_o son_n jesus_n to_o pardon_v all_o the_o evil_a example_n notorious_a scandal_n and_o bad_a counsel_n which_o i_o ever_o give_v to_o any_o person_n and_o i_o hearty_o ask_v pardon_n of_o all_o they_o who_o have_v receive_v any_o harm_n by_o i_o either_o in_o body_n or_o soul_n humble_o beg_v of_o thou_o sweet_a jesus_n to_o forgive_v and_o wash_v away_o in_o thy_o precious_a blood_n all_o those_o spot_n which_o by_o my_o fault_n they_o have_v incur_v 8._o o_o the_o only_o belove_v of_o my_o soul_n have_v i_o the_o dispose_n of_o all_o heart_n i_o will_v most_o free_o bestow_v they_o all_o on_o thou_o nor_o will_v i_o permit_v they_o to_o be_v employ_v so_o much_o as_o one_o moment_n of_o time_n in_o any_o other_o exercise_n than_o in_o love_v praise_v and_o magnify_v thy_o sacred_a majesty_n 8._o do_v thou_o nor_o ardent_o desire_v to_o love_v i_o to_o see_v i_o to_o enjoy_v i_o and_o to_o please_v and_o praise_v i_o as_o my_o bless_a angel_n and_o saint_n do_v in_o heaven_n o_o my_o lord_n i_o desire_v above_o all_o thing_n 1._o to_o love_v thou_o for_o thy_o own_o sake_n because_o thou_o be_v most_o worthy_a to_o be_v belove_v 2._o i_o long_o and_o languish_v to_o see_v and_o enjoy_v thy_o beatify_a countenance_n but_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n tell_v i_o it_o be_v a_o over_o high_a presumption_n therefore_o i_o humble_o resign_v myself_o to_o thy_o holy_a will._n 3._o yet_o o_o gracious_a creator_n fain_o i_o will_v praise_v and_o please_v thou_o as_o those_o happy_a chorister_n do_v in_o heaven_n 9_o 1._o why_o be_v thou_o afraid_a to_o die_v 2._o do_v not_o i_o die_v for_o thou_o 3._o and_o will_v not_o thou_o die_v for_o i_o o_o my_o dear_a sovereign_n when_o i_o
reflect_v upon_o my_o sinful_a life_n i_o tremble_v at_o death_n memory_n and_o approach_n but_o o_o dear_a jesus_n when_o i_o consider_v thy_o infinite_a merit_n and_o mercy_n i_o be_o comfort_v i_o become_v confident_a and_o i_o remain_v content_a to_o die_v whensoever_o it_o shall_v be_v thy_o good_a pleasure_n because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n suffer_v death_n to_o give_v i_o eternal_a life_n 10._o how_o long_o be_v thou_o content_a to_o lie_v languish_v in_o sickness_n and_o after_o death_n to_o remain_v punish_v in_o purgatory_n even_o as_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n for_o in_o sickness_n in_o death_n and_o after_o death_n i_o whole_o resign_v and_o abandon_v myself_o to_o thy_o sacred_a will_n and_o disposition_n 11._o 1._o have_v i_o not_o be_v bountiful_a liberal_a and_o love_v to_o thou_o 2._o have_v thou_o well_o requite_v this_o my_o love_n and_o liberality_n 3._o what_o thanks_o do_v thou_o give_v i_o 4._o at_o lest_o what_o do_v i_o 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only_a love_n and_o honour_n 6._o in_o thanksgiving_n for_o all_o which_o thy_o love_n favour_n and_o benefit_n and_o because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n i_o absolute_o resign_v myself_o to_o suffer_v and_o die_v when_o how_o and_o where_o it_o shall_v please_v thy_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n 13._o but_o what_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o of_o the_o number_n of_o my_o elect_n and_o that_o out_o of_o my_o severe_a justice_n i_o shall_v send_v thou_o into_o hell_n fire_n o_o my_o god_n i_o remit_v myself_o whole_o to_o thou_o and_o be_v i_o assure_v of_o that_o fearful_a separation_n from_o thou_o yet_o i_o will_v still_o endeavour_v to_o love_v thou_o serve_v thou_o and_o adhere_v to_o thou_o during_o this_o my_o pilgrimage_n on_o earth_n with_o all_o possible_a diligence_n sincerity_n and_o fidelity_n 14._o do_v thou_o not_o much_o desire_n in_o die_v to_o have_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o sacrament_n and_o the_o presence_n and_o prayer_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n and_o of_o my_o holy_a church_n 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of_o my_o soul_n i_o most_o hearty_o confess_v and_o acknowledge_v that_o thou_o have_v provide_v for_o i_o in_o so_o convenient_a a_o manner_n both_o in_o prosperity_n and_o adversity_n in_o health_n and_o sickness_n in_o body_n and_o soul_n as_o no_o other_o wisdom_n but_o thou_o only_o my_o sweet_a lord_n and_o maker_n the_o increated_a goodness_n and_o wise_a disposer_n of_o all_o thing_n can_v have_v effect_v to_o thou_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o all_o i_o commit_v myself_o and_o all_o to_o be_v dispose_v of_o now_o and_o ever_o as_o shall_v be_v most_o agreeable_a to_o thy_o own_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o most_o conformable_a to_o thy_o eternal_a just_a and_o equal_a will_n and_o providence_n i_o hope_v o_o my_o sovereign_a lord_n god_n that_o this_o moment_n of_o pain_n and_o suffering_n will_v be_v soon_o change_v into_o a_o eternity_n of_o happiness_n and_o comfort_n i_o trust_v that_o my_o now_o languish_v and_o die_a body_n shall_v be_v one_o day_n raise_v to_o glory_n impassibility_n immortality_n i_o cheerful_o expect_v to_o have_v this_o poor_a imprison_a soul_n of_o i_o call_v up_o to_o see_v enjoy_v and_o contemplate_v thy_o amiable_a and_o beautify_v countenance_n for_o evermore_o 4._o act_n of_o love_n o_o eternal_a father_n thou_o have_v give_v thy_o son_n to_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o give_v he_o again_o to_o thou_o together_o with_o my_o whole_a self_n and_o all_o that_o i_o have_v be_o and_o can_v my_o love_n my_o life_n my_o liberty_n my_o heart_n my_o soul_n to_o please_v and_o honour_v thou_o for_o all_o future_a time_n and_o eternity_n o_o my_o lord_n i_o love_v thou_o hearty_o and_o during_o the_o short_a remainder_n of_o my_o life_n in_o this_o world_n i_o will_v serve_v thou_o faithful_o not_o so_o much_o of_o obligation_n as_o of_o election_n not_o so_o much_o for_o my_o own_o comfort_n and_o profit_n as_o for_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n not_o for_o the_o delight_n i_o take_v in_o thy_o love_a service_n but_o for_o the_o desire_n i_o have_v to_o please_v thou_o not_o as_o a_o servant_n bondslave_n or_o hireling_n but_o as_o a_o freeman_n love_v his_o friend_n as_o a_o child_n his_o father_n as_o a_o spouse_n her_o bridegroom_n not_o only_o out_o of_o gratitude_n for_o receive_a benefit_n but_o also_o and_o chief_o because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n of_o infinite_a perfection_n in_o thyself_o and_o of_o infinite_a affection_n towards_o i_o o_o god_n of_o love_n and_o love_n of_o my_o soul_n what_o do_v i_o desire_v in_o heaven_n or_o expect_v from_o heaven_n and_o what_o do_v i_o long_o for_o upon_o earth_n but_o thou_o the_o only_a object_n of_o my_o affection_n the_o only_a aim_n of_o my_o pretension_n the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o only_a delight_n of_o my_o spirit_n come_v o_o my_o bless_a lord_n and_o lover_n and_o take_v full_a possession_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n transform_v i_o into_o thy_o love_n and_o conform_v i_o to_o thy_o will._n let_v thy_o will_n be_v the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o let_v thy_o love_n be_v the_o only_a life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o lease_n of_o my_o life_n that_o when_o i_o leave_v to_o love_v i_o may_v cease_v to_o live_v etc._n etc._n 5._o act_n of_o resignation_n take_v example_n from_o christ_n in_o his_o agony_n o_o my_o all_o powerful_a father_n if_o i_o must_v needs_o drink_v of_o this_o bitter_a chalice_n endure_v this_o long_a and_o tedious_a sickness_n suffer_v these_o sharp_a and_o severe_a torment_n thy_o holy_a will_v be_v do_v from_o job_n on_o his_o dunghill_n it_o be_v thou_o o_o sovereign_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o bountiful_a bestower_n of_o all_o blessing_n and_o thou_o may_v just_o withdraw_v revoke_v and_o retake_v they_o at_o thy_o own_o will_n and_o pleasure_n be_v thou_o bless_v and_o praise_v for_o evermore_o from_o s._n paul_n prostrate_v on_o the_o ground_n lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v what_o be_v thy_o holy_a pleasure_n behold_v thy_o servant_n ready_a to_o accomplish_v it_o aspire_v frequent_o to_o god_n and_o resign_v up_o all_o willing_o to_o he_o in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a sort_n be_v i_o master_n of_o all_o body_n and_o soul_n i_o will_v present_o give_v up_o to_o thou_o great_a lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n all_o my_o right_n and_o title_n and_o be_v it_o in_o my_o power_n i_o will_v make_v of_o each_o body_n a_o instrument_n to_o please_v and_o praise_v thou_o and_o of_o all_o soul_n as_o many_o paradise_n to_o lodge_v and_o love_v thou_o come_v what_o will_v o_o my_o creator_n i_o will_v place_v my_o hope_n in_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n and_o in_o thy_o son_n abundant_a redemption_n and_o my_o perpetual_a song_n shall_v be_v o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n bless_a be_v my_o god_n for_o all_o and_o in_o all_o live_v jesus_n by_o who_o death_n i_o live_v and_o for_o who_o love_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o die_v etc._n etc._n o_o when_o shall_v i_o take_v as_o much_o pleasure_n in_o suffering_n as_o i_o have_v do_v in_o sin_v o_o that_o i_o can_v entire_o resign_v my_o whole_a self_n body_n and_o soul_n in_o life_n or_o death_n for_o time_n and_o eternity_n to_o be_v dispose_v of_o according_a to_o thy_o divin_fw-fr will_n and_o pleasure_n o_o that_o i_o can_v in_o every_o moment_n of_o time_n pronounce_v with_o heart_n and_o tongue_n live_v jesus_n only_o who_o will_v be_v accomplish_v who_o name_n be_v sanctify_v who_o praise_n be_v publish_v in_o all_o by_o all_o above_o all_o etc._n etc._n 6._o a_o act_n of_o purity_n of_o intention_n o_o eternal_a lord_n god_n thou_o have_v create_v i_o to_o serve_v thou_o only_o redeem_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o only_o and_o now_o inspire_v i_o with_o a_o will_n and_o desire_v to_o please_v thou_o only_o during_o all_o the_o remain_a day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o behold_v my_o hearty_a and_o humble_a desire_n be_v to_o serve_v thou_o love_v thou_o and_o please_v thou_o pure_o perfect_o perseverant_o reform_v therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o sinful_a life_n conform_v my_o stubborn_a will_n deiform_a my_o sinister_a intention_n change_n and_o transform_v my_o spirit_n into_o thou_o that_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n action_n pretension_n and_o these_o my_o present_a pain_n suffering_n and_o sickness_n may_v be_v present_v to_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n with_o such_o purity_n perfection_n and_o perseverance_n as_o thy_o love_n deserve_v from_o i_o and_o my_o desire_n for_o thou_o 7._o a_o heroic_a act_n of_o high_a efficacy_n contain_v a_o contract_n between_o the_o soul_n and_o her_o creator_n which_o be_v make_v devout_o at_o the_o begin_n of_o any_o dangerous_a sickness_n and_o frequent_o iterate_v during_o the_o interval_n thereof_o must_v needs_o afford_v exceed_v great_a comfort_n in_o death_n last_o hour_n and_o agony_n o_o my_o god_n my_o lord_n my_o creator_n from_o who_o by_o who_o and_o in_o who_o i_o and_o all_o thing_n live_v move_v and_o have_v a_o being_n i_o rejoice_v at_o what_o thou_o be_v as_o if_o it_o be_v all_o i_o and_o i_o offer_v what_o i_o and_o all_o creature_n have_v and_o be_v as_o be_v all_o thou_o behold_v o_o heavenly_a father_n i_o thy_o poor_a child_n and_o unworthy_a creature_n do_v here_o with_o all_o possible_a sincerity_n submission_n and_o devotion_n make_v this_o present_a contract_n with_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n to_o be_v thy_o faithful_a servant_n and_o bondslave_n for_o evermore_o intend_v hereby_o that_o each_o remain_a moment_n of_o my_o life_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o without_o i_o about_o i_o may_v henceforth_o incessant_o bless_v and_o praise_v thy_o holy_a name_n and_o accomplish_v thy_o most_o just_a and_o holy_a will_n in_o all_o thing_n whatsoever_o and_o for_o this_o end_n i_o do_v now_o enrol_v this_o oblation_n donation_n and_o resignation_n of_o my_o whole_a self_n to_o thy_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n in_o the_o very_a centre_n of_o my_o heart_n &_o soul_n with_o such_o intention_n force_n and_o efficacy_n as_o thou_o o_o my_o all-knowing_a lord_n god_n can_v comprehend_v to_o be_v the_o very_o best_a which_o i_o thy_o poor_a creature_n be_o capable_a to_o perform_v without_o any_o reservation_n restriction_n or_o contradiction_n whatsoever_o i_o desire_v also_o o_o my_o creator_n to_o make_v this_o contract_n with_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n in_o the_o best_a manner_n with_o most_o proper_a word_n in_o the_o fit_a term_n and_o with_o such_o significant_a clause_n and_o condition_n as_o it_o ought_v and_o may_v be_v perform_v in_o confirmation_n whereof_o i_o produce_v as_o witness_n the_o sacred_a virgin_n queen_n mary_n my_o angel_n guardian_n my_o particular_a patron_n and_o all_o the_o celestial_a citizen_n humble_o implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o their_o prayer_n for_o the_o performance_n of_o this_o my_o hearty_a
custody_n of_o myself_o from_o future_a fall_n a_o heroic_a contempt_n of_o the_o world_n a_o complete_a conquest_n of_o my_o passion_n a_o zealous_a imitation_n of_o thy_o exemplary_a life_n and_o conversation_n an_o entire_a accomplishment_n of_o my_o vow_n a_o absolute_a mortification_n of_o my_o self-will_n a_o willing_a readiness_n to_o die_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o honour_n a_o final_a perseverance_n in_o grace_n and_o good_a work_n a_o happy_a departure_n of_o my_o soul_n out_o of_o this_o world_n with_o my_o perfect_a sense_n about_o i_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n to_o strengthen_v i_o thyself_o o_o dear_a jesus_n to_o comfort_v i_o thy_o sacred_a virgin-mother_n with_o the_o saint_n my_o particular_a patron_n to_o pray_v for_o i_o and_o my_o good_a angel_n to_o conduct_v i_o to_o eternal_a rest_n eternal_a life_n eternal_a happiness_n 17._o a_o prayer_n to_o our_o good_a angel_n o_o holy_a and_o happy_a spirit_n who_o by_o our_o merciful_a creator_n appointment_n have_v be_v my_o faithful_a keeper_n my_o friendly_a comforter_n and_o my_o charitable_a protector_n since_o the_o first_o instant_n of_o my_o birth_n until_o this_o present_a moment_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o continue_v thy_o care_n and_o custody_n over_o i_o in_o all_o place_n in_o all_o company_n upon_o all_o occasion_n preserve_v i_o o_o my_o good_a angel_n defend_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o both_o whilst_o i_o sleep_v and_o when_o i_o be_o awake_a from_o all_o diabolical_a incursion_n from_o all_o evil_a temptation_n from_o all_o danger_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o from_o a_o sudden_a and_o unprovided_a death_n be_v thou_o gracious_o please_v to_o represent_v my_o wound_n my_o want_n and_o my_o wish_n to_o our_o common_a lord_n and_o master_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o thy_o poor_a pupil_n courage_n to_o overcome_v myself_o and_o strength_n to_o get_v a_o complete_a victor_n over_o sin_n satan_n and_o sensuality_n especial_o if_o there_o lurk_v any_o secret_a crime_n in_o my_o 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to_o forsake_v i_o during_o this_o transitory_a life_n nor_o to_o forget_v i_o when_o all_o the_o world_n will_v leave_v i_o that_o through_o thy_o safe_a and_o secure_a conduct_n i_o may_v so_o pass_v through_o the_o wearisome_a trouble_n of_o this_o earthly_a pilgrimage_n as_o that_o i_o may_v find_v eternal_a rest_n in_o the_o heavenly_a paradise_n amen_n the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o whole_a work_n be_v a_o epithalamium_n or_o nuptial_a entertainment_n of_o the_o amorous_a soul_n ravish_v in_o comtemptation_n of_o the_o reciporcal_a affection_n mercy_n and_o benefit_n of_o her_o bridegroom_n upon_o those_o word_n of_o the_o canticle_n dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la mihi_fw-la &_o ego_fw-la illi_fw-la my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o he_o 1._o o_o lord_n of_o my_o love_n love_v of_o my_o life_n and_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n how_o amiable_a be_v thou_o remain_v in_o thyself_o within_o the_o boundless_a limit_n of_o thy_o own_o essential_a perfection_n and_o how_o admirable_a be_v thou_o issue_v forth_o of_o thyself_o to_o diffuse_v abroad_o thy_o goodness_n and_o communicate_v it_o to_o thy_o creature_n witness_v this_o large_a and_o lovely_a univers_n frame_v of_o norhing_n by_o thy_o omnipotent_a finger_n who_o beauty_n and_o excellency_n more_o appear_v in_o man_n alone_o than_o in_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o its_o unite_a wonder_n and_o prodigy_n man_n that_o miracle_n of_o the_o world_n and_o masterpiece_n of_o nature_n in_o who_o creation_n thy_o love_n goodness_n and_o mercy_n can_v never_o be_v suffcient_o admire_v and_o magnify_v 2._o and_o when_o this_o prime_a creature_n have_v alas_o soon_o after_o its_o first_o production_n lose_v its_o original_a perfection_n by_o violate_v thy_o precept_n thou_o be_v gracious_o please_v o_o great_a and_o glorious_a sovereign_n out_o of_o the_o tenderness_n of_o thy_o compassion_n towards_o man_n this_o poor_a criminal_a to_o give_v he_o as_o it_o be_v a_o new_a birth_n a_o new_a be_v a_o new_a creation_n in_o a_o manner_n far_o different_a in_o a_o way_n much_o more_o admirable_a with_o a_o affection_n infinite_o exceed_v the_o former_a for_o thyself_o o_o prodigy_n of_o goodness_n become_v man_v for_o his_o love_n and_o enchargedst_a thy_o own_o shoulder_n with_o all_o his_o sin_n pain_n and_o misery_n to_o set_v he_o at_o his_o ease_n freedom_n and_o liberty_n yes_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n thou_o become_v man_n even_o like_o i_o in_o all_o thing_n sin_n only_a and_o ignorance_n except_v which_o be_v incompatible_a with_o thy_o goodness_n and_o wisdom_n and_o which_o thou_o come_v to_o destroy_v and_o cancel_v thus_o ennoble_v my_o nature_n by_o unite_n it_o to_o thy_o divinity_n sanctify_v it_o with_o thy_o justice_n enrich_v it_o with_o thy_o grace_n instruct_v it_o with_o thy_o doctrine_n strengthen_v it_o with_o thy_o example_n rescue_v it_o from_o servitude_n restore_v it_o to_o its_o lose_a title_n of_o god_n child_n and_o render_v it_o capable_a of_o eternal_a glory_n 3._o o_o my_o god_n how_o great_o do_v i_o feel_v myself_o oblige_v to_o love_v thou_o in_o consequence_n of_o this_o large_a liberal_a and_o signal_n favour_n it_o be_v a_o chain_n which_o so_o strict_o tie_v i_o to_o a_o reciprocal_a affection_n that_o it_o infinite_o exceed_v all_o the_o expression_n of_o my_o ravish_a tongue_n &_o heart_n for_o what_o have_v i_o poor_a wretch_n alas_o what_o have_v i_o o_o my_o glorious_a creator_n and_o gracious_a redeemer_n whereby_o to_o help_v myself_o and_o what_o have_v i_o yet_o whereby_o to_o prevail_v against_o my_o potent_a adversary_n the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n but_o only_o thyself_o and_o what_o thou_o have_v free_o give_v i_o who_o be_v my_o only_a strength_n support_n and_o succour_v 4._o when_o therefore_o i_o look_v into_o the_o furnace_n of_o thy_o love_n o_o my_o lord_n jesus_n and_o behold_v thy_o personal_a descent_n from_o the_o eternal_a father_n bosom_n to_o clothe_v thyself_o upon_o earth_n with_o a_o parcel_n of_o our_o poor_a humanity_n for_o the_o redemption_n and_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n sure_o this_o only_a contemplation_n fill_v my_o ecstasy_v heart_n with_o unspeakable_a admiration_n and_o not_o only_o excite_v but_o enforce_v it_o to_o love_v thou_o most_o ardent_o and_o be_v it_o capable_a even_o infinite_o and_o eternal_o 5._o but_o if_o for_o one_o only_a effect_n of_o your_o amorous_a bounty_n i_o feel_v myself_o thus_o powerful_o oblige_v to_o expand_v my_o soul_n before_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v i_o do_v it_o in_o contemplation_n of_o all_o thy_o unite_a gift_n grace_n and_o benefit_n abundant_o contain_v in_o thy_o bless_a humanity_n whereby_o thou_o becam_v our_o temporal_a redemption_n and_o my_o eternal_a salvation_n shall_v i_o not_o much_o more_o ardent_o pour_v forth_o myself_o before_o thou_o in_o respect_n of_o so_o many_o ravish_a motive_n and_o yet_o much_o more_o and_o more_o in_o respect_n of_o thyself_o o_o my_o sweet_a lord_n and_o lover_n than_o of_o all_o these_o amorous_a effect_n of_o thy_o mercy_n who_o be_v now_o my_o all_o &_o be_v to_o be_v my_o all_o in_o all_o for_o all_o eternity_n in_o thy_o accomplish_a and_o consummate_v beatitude_n when_o after_o the_o painful_a assault_n &_o languor_n of_o this_o life_n i_o shall_v remain_v in_o thou_o by_o thou_o for_o thou_o a_o happy_a and_o triumphant_a conqueror_n over_o myself_o and_o all_o my_o enemy_n 6._o whence_o be_v it_o then_o o_o my_o love_n and_o my_o life_n that_o my_o soul_n melt_v not_o away_o in_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o sweet_a affection_n how_o come_v it_o to_o pass_v that_o my_o whole_a pleasure_n be_v not_o in_o love_v thou_o entire_o ardent_o indeficient_o why_o be_v not_o my_o uninterrupted_a thought_n song_n and_o say_v my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o he_o since_o thou_o thus_o forcible_o constrive_v as_o it_o be_v and_o enchaine_v
i_o unto_o thyself_o by_o these_o strong_a bond_n of_o thy_o infinite_a charity_n 7._o ah_o my_o dull_a soul_n this_o disaster_n come_v undoubted_o from_o thyself_o who_o remain_v so_o cold_a amid_o these_o ardent_a flame_n so_o hard_o among_o these_o iterate_a stroke_n so_o impenetrable_a against_o these_o sharp-pointed_n dart_n and_o arrow_n of_o the_o divine_a love_n and_o affection_n yes_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n the_o desect_v of_o my_o love_n proceed_v from_o my_o own_o default_n for_o thou_o my_o dear_a lord_n desire_v nothing_o more_o than_o to_o see_v thy_o grace_n have_v its_o full_a and_o entire_a effect_n in_o my_o heart_n which_o i_o hinder_v by_o my_o unnatural_a harshness_n tepidity_n and_o ingratitude_n 8._o alas_o my_o misery_n shall_v i_o still_o live_v and_o not_o sincere_o love_v thou_o the_o only_a worthy_a to_o be_v belove_v object_n no_o my_o amiable_a lord_n god_n to_o live_v and_o to_o love_v thou_o shall_v be_v henceforth_o in_o i_o one_o and_o the_o same_o continue_a univocal_a convertible_a action_n let_v other_o lead_v their_o life_n according_a to_o their_o own_o election_n and_o like_n for_o my_o part_n i_o here_o make_v choice_n of_o this_o life_n of_o love_n for_o my_o only_a haven_n and_o heaven_n upon_o earth_n and_o my_o amorous_a motto_n shall_v be_v for_o evermore_o my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o he_o 9_o yes_o o_o sweet_a bridegroom_n of_o my_o soul_n thy_o sacred_a love_n shall_v be_v the_o lease_n of_o my_o life_n that_o i_o may_v cease_v to_o live_v when_o i_o leave_v off_o love_v thou_o o_o the_o sweet_a &_o secure_a life_n of_o love_n i_o have_v choose_v thou_o and_o i_o will_v content_o repose_v in_o thou_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o and_o i_o will_v faithful_o follow_v thou_o my_o belove_a shall_v be_v i_o and_o i_o will_v be_v he_o for_o all_o future_a time_n and_o eternity_n 10._o ah_o sovereign_a king_n of_o love_n how_o miserable_a be_v that_o soul_n that_o live_v devoid_a of_o thy_o dear_a love_n and_o how_o much_o more_o miserable_a be_v that_o soul_n which_o have_v feel_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o affection_n fall_v back_o to_o her_o former_a tepidity_n negligence_n and_o ingratitude_n o_o my_o lord_n let_v not_o this_o misery_n fall_v to_o my_o lot_n but_o let_v i_o love_v thou_o solid_o sincere_o preseverant_o o_o let_v my_o amorous_a spirit_n become_v full_o and_o final_o absorb_v into_o thy_o self_n let_v i_o admire_v thou_o in_o thy_o bless_a gift_n and_o grace_n but_o permit_v i_o to_o adore_v thou_o in_o thy_o own_o abyssal_n essential_a amiable_a essence_n which_o infinite_o exceed_v they_o let_v thy_o love_n run_v sweet_o into_o my_o heart_n and_o permit_v my_o heart_n to_o return_v sweet_o back_o by_o the_o same_o channel_n of_o love_n into_o thy_o bosom_n as_o a_o brook_n slide_v silent_o and_o sweet_o but_o yet_o swift_o into_o its_o original_a ocean_n to_o be_v there_o unrecoverable_o lose_v in_o the_o bottomless_a depth_n of_o thy_o divine_a affection_n 11._o o_o my_o god_n my_o lord_n my_o love_n my_o life_n my_o all_o i_o be_o no_o long_o able_a to_o endure_v the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o ardent_a love_n without_o correspond_v thereunto_o with_o all_o my_o heart_n soul_n and_o strength_n by_o the_o most_o zealous_a perfect_a and_o continue_v affection_n that_o can_v possible_o be_v produce_v by_o any_o poor_a creature_n o_o how_o it_o grieve_v i_o to_o have_v so_o long_o neglect_v this_o necessary_a duty_n o_o dear_a love_n i_o most_o humble_o crave_v thy_o pardon_n and_o conjure_v thou_o by_o thy_o own_o sweet_a self_n to_o forget_v all_o my_o past_a tepidity_n and_o accept_v of_o this_o present_a ardour_n whereby_o i_o promise_v to_o be_v henceforth_o so_o faithful_a fervent_a and_o constant_a unto_o thou_o that_o no_o time_n no_o temptation_n nor_o death_n itself_o shall_v ever_o hinder_v or_o interrupt_v the_o payment_n of_o this_o my_o sincere_a homage_n of_o love_n upon_o thy_o sacred_a altar_n 12._o behold_v o_o the_o only_o belove_v of_o my_o heart_n what_o a_o bold_a protestation_n of_o future_a fidelity_n in_o thy_o presence_n i_o have_v now_o make_v hope_v for_o thy_o blessing_n upon_o it_o as_o a_o effect_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o put_v no_o value_n upon_o it_o as_o proceed_v from_o myself_o who_o power_n and_o be_v be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o thing_n to_o wit_n a_o mere_a nothing_o before_o thy_o supreme_a majesty_n since_o therefore_o i_o have_v as_o much_o confidence_n in_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n as_o i_o have_v distrust_n in_o my_o own_o nothing_o i_o will_v patient_o hopeful_o resigned_o expect_v thy_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n in_o this_o and_o all_o thing_n whatsoever_o o_o thrice_o welcome_a will_n of_o my_o god_n be_v thou_o full_o accomplish_v in_o i_o and_o in_o all_o creature_n for_o all_o time_n and_o eternity_n 13._o o_o dear_o belove_a bridegroom_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o be_v please_v to_o be_v all_o i_o and_o i_o be_o resolve_v to_o be_v all_o thou_o my_o life_n my_o liberty_n my_o love_n all_o be_v thou_o dear_a jesus_n all_o shall_v be_v thou_o and_o thy_o alone_a thou_o shall_v be_v the_o sole_a subject_n of_o all_o my_o thought_n and_o the_o sweet_a object_n of_o all_o my_o affection_n thou_o shall_v be_v the_o god_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o heart_n of_o my_o life_n the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o my_o love_n for_o evermore_o thou_o shall_v rest_v as_o a_o fragrant_a posy_n between_o my_o breast_n repose_v like_o a_o love_a bridegroom_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o reign_v like_o a_o sovereign_a king_n in_o the_o most_o intime_fw-la closet_n of_o my_o interior_a i_o will_v keep_v thou_o kiss_v thou_o conjure_v thou_o to_o continue_v with_o i_o and_o i_o will_v choose_v rather_o to_o leave_v my_o life_n than_o lose_v thy_o love_n 14._o o_o my_o god_n thou_o be_v my_o all_o and_o only_o good_a thou_o be_v the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o heart_n &_o delight_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a refuge_n repose_n and_o retreat_n of_o my_o spirit_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a light_n of_o my_o eye_n music_n of_o my_o ear_n honey_n of_o my_o tongue_n &_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a sufficient_a and_o ever-indeficient_a fountain_n of_o peace_n plenty_n purity_n and_o perfection_n out_o of_o thou_o be_v neither_o pleasure_n nor_o profit_n neither_o praise_n nor_o preferment_n neither_o liberty_n nor_o liberality_n neither_o peace_n nor_o purity_n neither_o life_n nor_o love_n neither_o honour_n nor_o happiness_n i_o will_v therefore_o remain_v in_o thou_o only_o love_v thou_o only_o o_o only_a amiable_a object_n for_o evermore_o dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la mihi_fw-la &_o ego_fw-la illi_fw-la my_o beloved_n be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o errata_fw-la page_n 40._o line_n 11._o add_v and._n p._n 82._o l._n 26._o far_o r._n further_a p._n 88_o l._n 26._o week_n r._n weak_a p._n 134._o l._n 15._o deal_n of_o p._n 138._o l._n 4._o deal_n and._n p._n 155._o l._n 15._o deal_n and._n p._n 158._o l._n 19_o his_fw-la r._n this_o p._n 161._o l._n last_o the_o with_o r._n with_o the._n p._n 170._o l._n 27._o commit_v r._n omit_v p._n 225._o l._n 24._o another_o r._n another_o p._n 250._o l._n 15._o meery_a r._n mercy_n p._n 278._o l._n 4._o make_v r._n makâ—st_n p._n 291._o l._n 10._o deal_n out_o p._n 313._o l._n 10._o motner_o r_o mother_n p._n 319._o l._n 7._o old_a r._n hold_v p._n 345._o l._n 7._o 336._o r._n 311._o p._n 365._o these_o be_v 12_o line_n repeat_v p._n 371._o line_n penult_n greator_n r._n creator_n p._n 408._o l._n 2._o beautify_v r._n beatify_v finis_fw-la
exhortatory_n oration_n ¶_o 1._o the_o exercise_n for_o the_o morning_n and_o evening_n page_n 1._o ¶_o 2._o direction_n for_o prayer_n and_o meditation_n page_n 27_o ¶_o 3._o practical_a exercise_n upon_o the_o chief_a christian_a virtue_n page_n 36_o ¶_o 4._o of_o penance_n and_o confession_n page_n 153_o ¶_o 5._o particular_a direction_n and_o practical_a devotion_n for_o confession_n page_n 175_o ¶_o 6._o a_o examination_n for_o a_o general_n confession_n page_n 199_o ¶_o 7._o eight_o exercise_n contain_v the_o groundwork_n of_o all_o prayer_n and_o introversion_n page_n 232_o ¶_o 8._o devotion_n for_o communion_n page_n 320_o ¶_o 9_o direction_n for_o hear_v mass_n page_n 350_o ¶_o 10._o direction_n and_o entertainment_n for_o sick_a person_n page_n 374_o ¶_o 11._o prayer_n for_o the_o soul_n depart_v page_n 449_o ¶_o 12._o devotion_n apply_v to_o the_o soul_n in_o purgatory_n page_n 447_o ¶_o 13._o a_o appendix_n of_o several_a devout_a prayer_n page_n 465_o a_o exhortation_n to_o all_o pious_a christian_n concern_v their_o daily_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n declare_v the_o manner_n the_o profit_n and_o the_o necessity_n thereof_o in_o order_n to_o live_v holy_o and_o to_o die_v happy_o my_o time_n be_v not_o yet_o come_v but_o your_o time_n be_v always_o ready_a say_v our_o bless_a saviour_n in_o st._n john_n 7.6_o 1._o as_o if_o he_o shall_v say_v the_o day_n of_o my_o own_o death_n be_v in_o my_o own_o disposition_n but_o as_o for_o you_o the_o time_n of_o your_o death_n continual_o attend_v you_o its_o stroke_n be_v unavoidable_a and_o its_o surprisal_n dangerous_a if_o it_o seize_v on_o you_o whilst_o you_o be_v in_o a_o evil_a estate_n you_o be_v utter_o lose_v on_o that_o moment_n depend_v your_o eternity_n of_o bliss_n or_o bale_n happy_a moment_n if_o it_o find_v you_o well_o provide_v unhappy_a moment_n if_o it_o catch_v you_o undisposed_a 2._o from_o this_o advertisement_n of_o our_o dear_a redeemer_n we_o ought_v to_o draw_v a_o necessary_a resolution_n of_o be_v evermore_o in_o a_o readiness_n because_o our_o time_n be_v always_o ready_a and_o we_o know_v not_o the_o day_n the_o hour_n the_o moment_n of_o death_n summons_n and_o this_o afford_v i_o a_o fit_a occasion_n here_o at_o the_o entrance_n into_o this_o book_n which_o be_v to_o contain_v the_o chief_a piece_n of_o piety_n belong_v to_o the_o practice_n of_o all_o christian_n to_o direct_v you_o devout_a reader_n how_o to_o dispose_v yourselves_o daily_o by_o your_o morning_n and_o evening_n exercise_n that_o death_n may_v not_o find_v you_o unprovided_a a_o affair_n sure_o of_o high_a emportance_n and_o therefore_o deserve_v your_o most_o serious_a attention_n 3._o why_o stand_v you_o here_o loiter_v all_o the_o day_n long_o say_v the_o master_n of_o the_o family_n in_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o vinedresser_n to_o such_o as_o he_o find_v at_o the_o midday_n season_n stand_v with_o fold_a arm_n and_o follow_v no_o manner_n of_o fruitful_a employment_n but_o how_o much_o more_o cause_n have_v our_o creator_n represent_v by_o that_o father_n of_o the_o family_n to_o reproach_v the_o major_a part_n of_o christian_n who_o seem_v so_o full_a of_o bisiness_n in_o this_o world_n stand_v idle_v all_o their_o time_n and_o be_v evermore_o employ_v never_o act_v any_o thing_n to_o the_o purpose_n their_o painstaking_a prove_n altogether_o unprofitable_a their_o work_n be_v useless_a say_v the_o prophet_n and_o they_o weary_a out_o themselves_o in_o weave_v spider_n web_n ambition_n take_v up_o their_o time_n avarice_n employ_v they_o vanity_n entertain_v they_o sensuality_n embusy_v they_o they_o run_v themselves_o out_o of_o breath_n after_o foolish_a fancy_n and_o irregular_a affection_n they_o tire_v themselves_o to_o content_v their_o carnal_a concupiscence_n their_o irregular_a passion_n their_o imaginary_a curiosity_n and_o yet_o they_o can_v never_o ah_o deceive_v mortal_n never_o satisfy_v their_o desire_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o settle_v such_o appetite_n as_o have_v no_o certain_a rule_n no_o solid_a end_n no_o fix_a aim_n and_o pretention_n 4._o and_o what_o i_o pray_v you_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o all_o their_o labour_n what_o be_v all_o these_o pass_a thing_n they_o so_o passionate_o pursue_v be_v compare_v to_o the_o eternal_a good_a thing_n they_o neglect_v to_o god_n who_o they_o forget_v to_o heaven_n which_o they_o forego_v what_o be_v they_o but_o mere_a fly_n atom_n nothing_o less_o than_o nothing_o and_o yet_o o_o the_o vast_a number_n of_o such_o busy_a idler_n and_o idle_a laborer_n whatsoever_o man_n act_n against_o god_n holy_a law_n and_o precept_n whatsoever_o they_o act_n be_v out_o of_o god_n grace_n whatsoever_o they_o act_n not_o aim_v at_o god_n honour_n by_o purity_n of_o intention_n though_o they_o take_v never_o so_o much_o pain_n yea_o though_o the_o action_n have_v in_o itself_o never_o so_o much_o of_o moral_a goodness_n yet_o it_o be_v lose_v as_o to_o the_o door_n it_o be_v useless_a to_o their_o soul_n it_o be_v bootless_a for_o heaven_n it_o be_v nothing_o worth_n as_o to_o the_o main_a aim_n of_o a_o christian_a and_o the_o final_a end_n of_o man_n which_o be_v eternal_a life_n eternal_a felicity_n 5._o it_o be_v therefore_o a_o prudent_a caution_n and_o worthy_a every_o christian_n consideration_n who_o ought_v by_o reason_n and_o may_v by_o grace_n provide_v for_o his_o own_o good_a to_o be_v evermore_o careful_a not_o only_o to_o act_n nothing_o contrary_a to_o his_o salvation_n but_o nothing_o which_o conduce_v not_o thereto_o that_o so_o he_o may_v not_o expend_v his_o time_n his_o toil_n his_o talon_n foolish_o idle_o unprofitable_o now_o he_o shall_v happy_o hit_v this_o mark_n who_o so_o order_v the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n as_o 1_o to_o endeavour_v to_o keep_v himself_o always_o in_o god_n grace_n and_o favour_n and_o two_o to_o relate_v all_o his_o action_n whether_o command_v or_o moral_a or_o natural_a to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n either_o 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the_o pure_a love_n of_o thou_o all_o affection_n to_o worldly_a thing_n give_v they_o unto_o i_o o_o gracious_a god_n or_o take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o best_o like_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o resign_v up_o all_o my_o interest_n in_o any_o thing_n though_o never_o so_o near_o and_o dear_a unto_o i_o behold_v o_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n i_o unclothe_v my_o soul_n from_o all_o affection_n whatsoever_o to_o creature_n and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o thyself_o alone_o o_o happy_a nakedness_n o_o rich_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n o_o pure_a obedience_n to_o the_o divin_fw-fr will_n in_o all_o thing_n be_v you_o my_o heart_n delight_n my_o whole_a pleasure_n and_o patrimony_n 6._o a_o absolute_a renunciation_n of_o all_o selfishness_n i_o renounce_v all_o self-seeking_a ah_o my_o corrupt_a nature_n i_o abhor_v thou_o adien_n all_o private_a interest_n profit_n praise_n and_o preferment_n i_o will_v henceforth_o perform_v all_o my_o action_n and_o exercise_n o_o my_o lord_n god_n for_o 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and_o benefit_n shall_v be_v the_o continual_a occupation_n of_o my_o interior_a o_o what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o transitory_a thing_n who_o be_o make_v for_o eternity_n i_o renounce_v all_o care_n and_o solicitude_n which_o necessity_n obedience_n &_o charity_n do_v not_o oblige_v i_o to_o no_o natural_a passion_n of_o joy_n sorrow_n hope_v fear_v love_n hatred_n anger_n or_o shamefacedness_n shall_v make_v any_o impression_n in_o this_o heart_n of_o i_o which_o be_v pre-ingaged_a in_o thy_o affection_n seal_v up_o and_o settle_v in_o thy_o contemplation_n no_o pretext_n of_o lawfulness_n nor_o show_v of_o fittingness_n nor_o conceit_n of_o compassion_n nor_o excuse_v of_o necessity_n shall_v procure_v the_o admittance_n of_o such_o passion_n into_o my_o soul_n as_o may_v any_o way_n distract_v darken_v or_o dull_a the_o point_n of_o my_o affection_n and_o devotion_n towards_o thou_o my_o only_a lord_n and_o love_n i_o renounce_v all_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n against_o any_o one_o be_v he_o good_a be_v thou_o eternal_o praise_v in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o o_o bountiful_a bestower_n of_o all_o blessing_n be_v he_o wicked_a correct_v he_o o_o merciful_a creator_n comfort_n encourage_v and_o raise_v he_o to_o amendment_n have_v he_o offend_v affront_v injure_v or_o slight_v i_o i_o deserve_v o_o great_a god_n to_o be_v tread_v on_o by_o all_o creature_n and_o therefore_o i_o free_o forgive_v he_o for_o the_o past_a and_o give_v he_o free_a leave_n to_o add_v stripe_n to_o his_o injury_n for_o the_o future_a be_o i_o deny_v the_o grant_n of_o my_o most_o lawful_a and_o just_a demand_n thou_o best_a know_v o_o eternal_a wisdom_n what_o be_v best_a for_o my_o state_n and_o condition_n o_o deny_v not_o thy_o love_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o let_v i_o be_v refuse_v in_o all_o other_o my_o request_n whatsoever_o i_o renounce_v all_o vainglory_n all_o self-liking_a and_o pride_n which_o may_v arise_v from_o worldly_a praise_n all_o delight_n spring_v from_o any_o gift_n 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do_v like_o a_o most_o benign_a and_o bountiful_a god_n if_o thou_o withdrawe_v they_o still_o bless_v be_v thy_o providence_n which_o have_v secret_a and_o several_a way_n of_o conduct_a soul_n to_o thyself_o and_o if_o thou_o will_v make_v trial_n of_o my_o fidelity_n by_o permit_v i_o to_o be_v dull_a dry_a and_o desolate_a in_o my_o devotion_n be_v thou_o equal_o and_o eternal_o bless_v i_o renounce_v all_o scrupulosity_n of_o conscience_n which_o reflect_v any_o way_n upon_o the_o least_o diffidence_n or_o distrust_n in_o thy_o mercy_n i_o be_o a_o sinner_n o_o jesus_n but_o thou_o be_v a_o saviour_n i_o have_v great_a reason_n to_o dread_v thy_o justice_n but_o great_a to_o hope_v in_o thy_o goodness_n heaven_n and_o earth_n shall_v soon_o fail_v than_o my_o confidence_n in_o thou_o my_o merciful_a maker_n if_o thou_o kill_v i_o i_o will_v trust_v in_o thou_o and_o
if_o i_o have_v former_o hate_v thou_o and_o betray_v thou_o as_o judas_n do_v i_o will_v now_o with_o penitent_a magdalen_n run_v to_o thy_o bless_a foot_n weep_v and_o bemoan_v my_o misery_n and_o hope_v to_o obtain_v thy_o mercy_n and_o final_o o_o my_o lord_n i_o absolute_o entire_o and_o irrevocable_o renounce_v my_o whole_a will_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o total_o resign_v whatsoever_o any_o way_n concern_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o pleasure_n i_o offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o the_o full_a sacrifice_n both_o principal_a and_o accessary_n of_o all_o that_o by_o thy_o gift_n and_o grace_n i_o be_o have_v and_o can_v myself_o good_n grace_n body_n soul_n sense_n heart_n will_n all_o i_o leave_v no_o right_a or_o title_n to_o any_o selfness_n in_o any_o thing_n whatsoever_o i_o be_o no_o more_o myself_o but_o thy_o slave_n o_o lord_n not_o my_o will_n but_o thou_o be_v do_v for_o time_n and_o eternity_n o_o let_v i_o will_v what_o thou_o will_v or_o not_o will_n at_o all_o let_v 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foot_n pierce_v and_o fasten_v to_o the_o cruel_a cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n pierce_v my_o flesh_n o_o my_o lord_n with_o thy_o fear_n and_o fasten_v my_o soul_n to_o thy_o love_n o_o let_v not_o pride_n &_o presumption_n nestle_v any_o long_o in_o that_o heart_n which_o thou_o o_o meek_a saviour_n love_v so_o tender_o and_o have_v redeem_v at_o so_o dear_a a_o rate_n o_o my_o vainglory_n and_o arrogancy_n what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o you_o how_o much_o do_v i_o now_o detest_v you_o wash_v off_o these_o stain_n o_o jesus_n from_o my_o poor_a soul_n in_o these_o sweet_a stream_n flow_v from_o thy_o wound_a foot_n o_o drown_v these_o my_o imperfection_n in_o these_o sacred_a sea_n of_o piety_n give_v i_o o_o gracious_a lord_n such_o true_a humilty_n of_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_o perceive_v the_o abyss_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o naughtiness_n and_o right_o conceive_v the_o immensity_n of_o thy_o greatness_n and_o goodness_n wherereby_o i_o may_v depress_v myself_o unfeigned_o and_o exalt_v thou_o only_o in_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o be_v content_a to_o be_v contemn_v by_o all_o creature_n desire_v to_o be_v despise_v be_v willing_a to_o be_v tread_v on_o as_o dirt_n and_o dust_n and_o the_o very_a outcast_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n o_o let_v i_o real_o hate_v all_o honour_n and_o humble_o pronounce_v with_o mouth_n and_o mind_n i_o be_o nothing_o have_v nothing_o deserve_v nothing_o desire_v nothing_o but_o only_o to_o please_v thou_o perfect_o my_o jesus_n praise_v thou_o perpetual_o love_v thou_o pure_o and_o live_v with_o thou_o eternal_o 3._o before_o the_o same_o wound_n of_o our_o saviour_n foot_n we_o beg_v the_o virtue_n of_o obedience_n patience_n silence_z grant_v i_o also_o good_a jesus_n by_o the_o merit_n of_o these_o your_o wound_n the_o virtue_n of_o perfect_a obedience_n o_o let_v i_o never_o tire_v in_o trample_v down_o self-will_n in_o forsake_v my_o own_o sense_n in_o subdue_a self-judgment_n in_o submit_v my_o 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what_o be_v forbid_v i_o and_o upright_o walk_v according_a to_o my_o call_n o_o let_v i_o never_o presume_v to_o slight_v scorn_n suspect_v judge_v or_o condemn_v any_o person_n but_o sincere_o serve_v succour_n and_o seek_v the_o temporal_a and_o spiritual_a good_a of_o all_o man_n whatsoever_o even_o of_o my_o profess_a and_o most_o peevish_a enemy_n lord_n jesus_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o imitate_v thy_o virtue_n to_o be_v grateful_a for_o thy_o gift_n and_o to_o make_v use_n of_o thy_o goodness_n in_o order_n to_o my_o soul_n advancement_n in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o dear_a love_n and_o desire_a union_n with_o thy_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n 5._o other_o petition_n before_o the_o lefthand_n and_o in_o the_o sacred_a wound_n of_o thy_o lefthand_n i_o humble_o entomb_v all_o my_o offence_n of_o negligence_n
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remain_a moment_n of_o my_o wretched_a and_o wearisome_a pilgrimage_n o_o rest_n long_o expect_v and_o much_o sigh_v after_o where_o shall_v i_o seek_v thou_o and_o when_o shall_v i_o find_v thou_o where_o sleep_v thou_o o_o dear_a spouse_n at_o midday_n in_o the_o heat_n of_o love_n where_o be_v thy_o secret_a cabinet_n of_o contemplation_n which_o thou_o hide_v from_o the_o wisdom_n of_o worldling_n and_o reveale_v to_o little_a one_o and_o humble_v of_o heart_n o_o show_v i_o the_o bed_n of_o divin_fw-fr union_n wherein_o thou_o repose_a with_o the_o simple_a solitary_a and_o mortify_a soul_n o_o let_v my_o poor_a heart_n have_v the_o honour_n and_o happiness_n to_o rest_v in_o thou_o to_o remain_v with_o thou_o and_o to_o be_v unite_v to_o thou_o o_o god_n of_o love_n wound_v my_o soul_n with_o thy_o sweet_a wound_n of_o love_n which_o nothing_o can_v cure_v but_o death_n wean_v it_o from_o the_o world_n vanity_n and_o wed_v it_o to_o thy_o increated_a verity_n that_o tread_v all_o 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and_o like_o pure_a oil_n penetrate_v and_o possess_v every_o parcel_n of_o my_o spirit_n irrigate_n and_o inebriate_v it_o overflow_n and_o absorp_n it_o that_o it_o may_v be_v transform_v &_o conform_v to_o the_o divin_fw-fr spirit_n so_o that_o all_o my_o action_n cogitation_n and_o affection_n may_v be_v spiritual_a divin_fw-fr deiform_a o_o let_v my_o ravish_a soul_n full_a of_o life_n and_o fire_n break_v forth_o into_o these_o flame_n of_o joy_n and_o jubilation_n i_o have_v find_v he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v i_o have_v he_o and_o i_o will_v hold_v he_o this_o be_v it_o which_o by_o read_v i_o seek_v by_o meditation_n i_o find_v by_o prayer_n i_o desire_v and_o by_o contemplation_n i_o enjoy_v o_o how_o the_o earth_n stink_v how_o loathsome_a be_v all_o creature_n to_o i_o o_o taste_n o_o sweetness_n o_o true_a and_o solid_a pleasure_n o_o how_o great_a be_v the_o difference_n between_o this_o spiritual_a and_o all_o fleshly_a delight_n o_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n which_o thou_o have_v lay_v up_o o_o lord_n for_o they_o that_o fear_n and_o love_v thou_o o_o light_n o_o delight_n o_o ecstasy_n of_o spirit_n wound_v i_o o_o sweet_a god_n burn_v i_o consume_v i_o crucify_v i_o let_v i_o cry_v out_o with_o that_o lover_n retain_v o_o lord_n the_o flood_n of_o thy_o grace_n or_o enlarge_v my_o heart_n for_o i_o can_v old_a no_o long_o i_o thirst_v lord_n give_v i_o this_o water_n o_o when_o how_o long_o how_o much_o 7._o our_o enamour_a soul_n rest_v sweet_o in_o this_o secure_a home_n and_o harbour_v o_o my_o soul_n how_o good_a be_v it_o for_o we_o to_o be_v here_o o_o sweet_a and_o secure_a home_n and_o harbour_n let_v we_o remain_v and_o rejoice_v here_o for_o ever_o i_o will_v keep_v thou_o o_o my_o dear_o belove_v and_o i_o will_v kiss_v thou_o i_o will_v conjure_v thou_o to_o remain_v with_o i_o i_o will_v rather_o lose_v myself_o than_o leave_v thy_o presence_n my_o belove_a be_v i_o his_o honour_n be_v i_o his_o heart_n be_v i_o his_o heaven_n be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o behold_v the_o key_n the_o keeper_n the_o soul_n the_o body_n the_o lord_n the_o whole_a o_o my_o god_n be_v thou_o behold_v my_o liberty_n my_o life_n my_o love_n all_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o jesus_n and_o thy_o alone_a repose_v therefore_o as_o a_o sweet_a posy_n between_o my_o breast_n sleep_n like_o a_o bridegroom_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o reign_n like_o a_o king_n in_o the_o closet_n of_o my_o soul_n come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o take_v full_a possession_n of_o thy_o own_o come_v and_o please_v thyself_o love_v thyself_o and_o serve_v thyself_o in_o i_o as_o thou_o desire_v and_o deserve_v to_o be_v please_v love_a serve_v let_v thy_o love_n o_o king_n of_o love_n be_v the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o lease_n of_o my_o life_n that_o when_o i_o cease_v to_o love_v i_o may_v cease_v to_o live_v in_o thy_o love_n o_o jesus_n i_o end_v this_o act_n of_o love_n though_o my_o desire_n actual_o to_o love_v thou_o be_v endless_a oh_o let_v i_o live_v and_o die_v in_o thy_o love_n and_o for_o thy_o love_n that_o by_o love_n i_o may_v for_o ever_o reign_v and_o remain_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o love_n amen_n ¶_o 8._o devotion_n exercise_n and_o elevation_n for_o communion_n 1_o what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v before_o communion_n the_o due_a preparation_n to_o this_o divin_fw-fr banquet_n require_v two_o thing_n 1._o purity_n from_o all_o mortal_a sin_n and_o from_o all_o affection_n to_o it_o this_o purity_n be_v obtain_v by_o a_o humble_a confession_n a_o hearty_a contrition_n fervent_a prayer_n a_o careful_a custody_n of_o heart_n and_o a_o right_a intention_n in_o communicate_v 2._o a_o actual_a recollection_n and_o devotion_n which_o be_v get_v by_o pious_a and_o affective_a consideration_n by_o faith_n and_o confidence_n in_o god_n mercy_n by_o a_o thirsty_a desire_n to_o see_v enjoy_v and_o be_v unite_v to_o god_n who_o be_v our_o sweet_a and_o sovereign_a good_a our_o father_n friend_n and_o food_n our_o guest_n our_o master_n and_o our_o meat_n several_a consideration_n before_o communion_n to_o move_v our_o soul_n to_o affection_n and_o to_o excite_v they_o to_o a_o ardent_a thirst_n and_o desire_n of_o jesus_n be_v presence_n 1._o what_o be_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n but_o a_o pure_a fountain_n flow_v out_o of_o paradise_n water_v the_o whole_a church_n refresh_v all_o the_o pilgrim_n of_o this_o world_n and_o quench_v all_o their_o passion_n &_o temptation_n i_o desire_v o_o my_o lord_n to_o drink_v of_o this_o water_n dispose_v my_o heart_n dear_a jesus_n thou_o who_o be_v author_n of_o the_o desire_n let_v i_o not_o bring_v a_o heart_n of_o paper_n to_o this_o fountain_n which_o after_o a_o little_a receive_v dew_n of_o childish_a devotion_n will_v present_o fleet_v away_o for_o want_v of_o care_n and_o custody_n nor_o let_v i_o bring_v a_o heart_n like_o a_o sieve_n which_o will_v retain_v no_o moisture_n but_o let_v my_o heart_n be_v like_o a_o sponge_n to_o receive_v and_o retain_v the_o dew_n of_o thy_o divin_fw-fr grace_n and_o blessing_n and_o to_o be_v total_o imbrue_v inebriate_v satiate_v with_o thy_o heavenly_a sweetness_n 2._o what_o be_v in_o this_o sacrament_n my_o god_n and_o all_o that_o be_v good_a my_o saviour_n and_o with_o he_o his_o body_n blood_n soul_n humanity_n divinity_n my_o jesus_n and_o with_o he_o all_o his_o mercy_n and_o merit_n who_o will_v not_o desire_v a_o union_n with_o so_o great_a a_o god_n so_o good_a a_o saviour_n so_o gracious_a a_o jesus_n 3._o how_o do_v the_o poor_a magdalen_n lament_v the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n at_o the_o monument_n ah_o my_o sweet_a lord_n where_o be_v thou_o what_o can_v i_o do_v but_o sigh_v and_o sob_v
in_o thy_o absence_n who_o will_v pity_v my_o case_n who_o will_v plead_v my_o cause_n who_o will_v pardon_v my_o crime_n who_o will_v save_v my_o soul_n thou_o only_o be_v all_o my_o comfort_n come_v therefore_o to_o i_o or_o take_v i_o to_o thou_o 4._o the_o holy_a baptist_n esteem_v himself_o unworthy_a to_o loose_v the_o latchet_n of_o thy_o sandal_n st._n peter_n to_o be_v in_o the_o same_o bark_n with_o thou_o the_o centurion_n to_o admit_v thou_o under_o his_o roof_n and_o what_o be_v thou_o my_o poor_a soul_n compare_v to_o these_o great_a saint_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a of_o this_o honour_n and_o happiness_n which_o i_o much_o desire_v depart_v therefore_o from_o i_o a_o sinner_n or_o rather_o come_v to_o i_o and_o cause_n that_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o 5._o who_o be_v the_o guest_n i_o mean_v to_o lodge_v one_o who_o infinite_o surpass_v all_o create_a perfection_n one_o who_o power_n frame_v all_o who_o providence_n govern_v all_o who_o beck_n can_v in_o a_o moment_n bring_v all_o back_n to_o their_o original_a nothing_o and_o be_v it_o possible_a he_o will_v descend_v to_o dwell_v in_o house_n of_o earth_n if_o the_o heaven_n can_v contain_v thou_o dread_a sovereign_n how_o shall_v my_o soul_n whence_o o_o lord_n be_v this_o thy_o goodness_n to_o i_o who_o be_o i_o to_o deserve_v it_o no_o it_o be_v thy_o love_n that_o bring_v thou_o to_o i_o and_o it_o be_v my_o confidence_n that_o lead_v i_o to_o thou_o o_o that_o i_o be_v as_o clean_o as_o thy_o empyreal_a heaven_n to_o entertain_v thou_o as_o pure_a as_o the_o virgin_n mary_n to_o receive_v thou_o 6._o what_o need_v i_o other_o motive_n of_o humility_n than_o to_o see_v thou_o o_o jesus_n so_o humble_a in_o this_o sacrament_n thou_o annihilate_v thy_o glory_n to_o become_v my_o food_n who_o be_o the_o food_n of_o worm_n i_o be_o say_v thou_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n take_v i_o eat_v i_o digest_v i_o nourish_v thyself_o with_o i_o have_v as_o much_o power_n over_o i_o as_o much_o 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away_o to_o death_n o_o love_n without_o limit_n o_o mercy_n without_o measure_n when_o man_n seek_v out_o the_o mean_n to_o bereave_v thou_o of_o life_n thou_o invent_a this_o banquet_n to_o give_v they_o life_n how_o well_o o_o loving_n jesus_n do_v thou_o teach_v i_o to_o repay_v good_a for_o evil_n and_o to_o give_v my_o life_n and_o blood_n for_o my_o enemy_n but_o much_o more_o for_o thou_o who_o have_v show_v i_o such_o large_a token_n of_o thy_o tender_a affection_n 9_o in_o what_o place_n in_o a_o chamber_n on_o high_a well_o sweep_v well_o prepare_v free_o proffer_v wherein_o our_o redeemer_n wrought_v strange_a thing_n both_o before_o and_o after_o his_o resurrection_n what_o lodging_n o_o lord_n shall_v i_o offer_v thy_o sacred_a majesty_n child_n give_v i_o thy_o heart_n lord_n take_v it_o behold_v i_o neither_o lend_v it_o nor_o sell_v it_o but_o i_o free_o and_o full_o give_v it_o unto_o thou_o for_o nothing_o and_o yet_o i_o give_v thou_o nothing_o but_o thy_o own_o o_o 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in_o order_n to_o my_o benefit_n and_o profit_n or_o by_o act_n of_o thanksgiving_n o_o dear_a saviour_n how_o much_o have_v thou_o do_v for_o a_o unworthy_a wretch_n o_o the_o excess_n of_o thy_o goodness_n who_o can_v sufficient_o acknowledge_v it_o o_o great_a monarch_n of_o both_o world_n that_o thou_o shall_v thus_o humble_v thyself_o for_o a_o mere_a worm_n upon_o this_o altar_n o_o you_o angel_n saint_n and_o all_o creature_n come_v help_v i_o to_o honour_n praise_n bless_v and_o love_v my_o liberal_a lord_n god_n who_o have_v as_o it_o be_v employ_v his_o omnipotency_n in_o order_n to_o my_o benefit_n and_o profit_n or_o by_o act_n of_o resignation_n o_o jesus_n since_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o render_v thyself_o here_o present_a for_o my_o sake_n i_o here_o promise_v a_o readiness_n to_o perform_v any_o thing_n for_o thy_o service_n o_o my_o
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a_o exercise_n of_o holy_a die_v consist_v of_o four_o acts._n four_o thing_n be_v requisite_a to_o die_v well_o 1._o a_o spiritual_a death_n to_o all_o creature_n strive_v then_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o deny_v thyself_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o to_o die_v to_o thyself_o &_o to_o the_o whole_a world_n in_o love_n &_o affection_n that_o thou_o may_v live_v to_o god_n only_o who_o alone_o can_v comfort_v thou_o in_o die_v &_o content_v thou_o after_o death_n thou_o will_v find_v it_o no_o trouble_n to_o leave_v what_o thou_o do_v not_o inordinate_o love_v and_o what_o be_v it_o thou_o so_o love_v find_v it_o out_o and_o forsake_v it_o leave_v that_o and_o all_o to_o find_v one_o and_o all_o and_o aspire_v often_o what_o do_v i_o hope_v for_o in_o heaven_n and_o what_o do_v i_o look_v for_o upon_o earth_n o_o my_o god_n &_o my_o all_o be_v thou_o all_o i_o and_o let_v i_o be_v all_o thou_o and_o let_v all_o other_o thing_n go_v which_o way_n they_o will_v 2._o a_o cordial_a and_o profound_a 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it_o so_o in_o the_o next_o life_n not_o reflect_v what_o shall_v become_v of_o i_o either_o in_o this_o my_o sickness_n or_o in_o my_o life_n or_o after_o my_o death_n but_o leave_v all_o to_o thy_o sacred_a will_n and_o sweet_a disposal_n when_o the_o sick_a person_n be_v in_o his_o last_o agony_n the_o priest_n or_o charitable_a assistant_n shall_v suggest_v unto_o he_o some_o of_o these_o devout_a word_n thought_n and_o consideration_n 1._o take_v courage_n dear_a christian_a brotheo_n or_o sister_n suffer_v patient_o for_o a_o little_a while_n that_o you_o may_v be_v happy_a for_o all_o eternity_n 2._o christ_n jesus_n die_v for_o you_o and_o be_v you_o content_a to_o die_v for_o he_o 3._o though_o your_o sin_n be_v great_a yet_o great_a be_v god_n mercy_n 4._o though_o your_o tongue_n be_v put_v to_o silence_n yet_o let_v your_o heart_n speak_v affectionate_o to_o your_o sweet_a saviour_n o_o jesus_n thy_o will_v be_v do_v o_o my_o lord_n i_o love_v thou_o i_o adore_v thou_o i_o thank_v thou_o etc._n etc._n and_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o my_o merciful_a creator_n that_o every_o sigh_n every_o thought_n every_o eye_n cast_v up_o to_o heaven_n may_v be_v acceptable_a to_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n according_a to_o that_o irrevocable_a covenant_n contract_n and_o intention_n which_o i_o former_o make_v and_o here_o humble_o renew_v in_o thy_o divine_a presence_n when_o the_o agony_n be_v of_o long_a continuance_n it_o may_v be_v very_o profitable_a comfortable_a and_o convenient_a to_o read_v over_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n or_o some_o passage_n thereof_o so_o it_o be_v do_v 1._o discreet_o without_o trouble_v or_o disturb_v the_o sick_a person_n 2._o
humble_a address_n to_o thou_o in_o behalf_n of_o this_o poor_a soul_n suffer_v in_o the_o flame_n of_o purgatory_n it_o burn_v with_o a_o ardent_a desire_n to_o enjoy_v god_n and_o to_o behold_v thou_o in_o thy_o heavenly_a glory_n but_o the_o decree_n of_o divine_a justice_n detain_v it_o from_o this_o desire_a happiness_n be_v thou_o therefore_o please_v o_o just_a man_n to_o interpose_v thy_o pious_a intercession_n for_o the_o cancel_v or_o at_o least_o for_o the_o moderation_n of_o this_o severe_a edict_n thou_o former_o free_v jesus_n and_o mary_n from_o herod_n cruelty_n free_a now_o this_o child_n of_o jesus_n and_o mary_n from_o the_o pain_n of_o purgatory_n and_o obtain_v for_o he_o a_o speedy_a deliverance_n that_o he_o may_v with_o thou_o and_o thy_o dear_a spouse_n mary_n praise_n honour_n and_o enjoy_v jesus_n for_o all_o eternity_n the_o sequens_fw-la of_o holy_a church_n usual_o say_v in_o the_o mass_n for_o the_o dead_a dies_fw-la irae_fw-la dies_fw-la illa_fw-la etc._n etc._n 1._o that_o day_n of_o wrath_n that_o dreadful_a day_n shall_v all_o the_o world_n in_o ash_n lay_v as_o david_n and_o sibylla_n say_v 2._o how_o shall_v poor_a mortal_n quake_v with_o fear_n when_o their_o impartial_a judge_n appear_v who_o all_o their_o cause_n strict_o hear_v 3._o his_o trumpet_n sound_v a_o dreadful_a tone_n the_o noise_n through_o all_o the_o grave_n be_v blow_v and_o call_v the_o dead_a before_o his_o throne_n 4._o nature_n and_o death_n shall_v stand_v at_o gaze_n when_o creature_n shall_v their_o body_n raise_v and_o answer_v for_o their_o forspend_a day_n 5._o the_o fair-writ_a book_n of_o conscience_n show_v sin_v black_a indictment_n shall_v be_v know_v and_o every_o soul_n its_o gild_n shall_v own_v 6._o so_o when_o the_o judge_n shall_v sit_v on_o high_a all_o hide_a sin_n shall_v open_o lie_v no_o crime_n shall_v from_o due_a vengeance_n fly_v 7._o what_o plea_n shall_v wretched_a i_o pretend_v what_o patron_n move_v to_o stand_v my_o friend_n when_o scarce_o the_o just_a themselves_o defend_v 8._o o_o dreadful_a god_n and_o glorious_a king_n who_o do_v the_o save_v free_o bring_v to_o bliss_n save_v i_o o_o mercy_n spring_n 9_o pious_a jesus_n call_v to_o mind_n thy_o travel_n for_o my_o good_a design_v grant_v i_o may_v that_o day_n mercy_n find_v 10._o thou_o sit_v down_o weary_a seek_v i_o thou_o climbd'_v the_o cross_n my_o soul_n to_o free_v let_v not_o such_o labour_n fruitless_a be_v 11._o dread_a judge_n who_o justice_n be_v severe_a my_o long_a black_a score_n of_o sin_n make_v clear_a ere_o the_o account_v day_n appear_v 12._o ay_o as_o a_o guilty_a person_n groan_n my_o fault_n be_v in_o my_o blush_n know_v pity_v dear_a lord_n thy_o suppliant_n moan_n 13._o thy_o grant_v magdalen_n relief_n and_o open_v heaven_n to_o the_o thief_n have_v with_o sweet_a hope_n allay_v my_o grief_n 14._o my_o worthless_a prayer_n deserve_v no_o hire_n but_o thou_o mild_a lord_n thy_o grace_n inspire_v and_o save_v i_o from_o eternal_a fire_n 15._o among_o thy_o sheep_n grant_v i_o may_v stand_v far_o from_o the_o goat_n accurse_a band_n secure_o place_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n 16._o the_o taitif_a troop_n be_v put_v to_o shame_n and_o pen_v in_o hell_n never_o die_v flame_n among_o the_o bless_a enrol_v my_o name_n 17._o with_o bend_a knee_n i_o make_v my_o prayer_n and_o heart_n contrite_a as_o ash_n be_v of_o my_o last_o end_n dear_a lord_n take_v care_n 18._o that_o day_n of_o doom_n that_o day_n of_o tear_n when_o guilty_a man_n awake_v in_o fear_n from_o dust_n and_o before_o his_o judge_n appear_v 19_o jesus_n who_o breast_n our_o woe_n condole_n preserve_v he_o from_o hell_n burn_a coak_n give_v rest_n to_o all_o depart_a soul_n amen_n ¶_o xii_o a_o most_o devout_a exercise_n of_o confession_n and_o communion_n apply_v to_o the_o soul_n suffer_v in_o purgatory_n when_o your_o charity_n towards_o your_o depart_a brethren_n and_o friend_n shall_v invite_v you_o o_o pious_a christian_a to_o 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