to_o who_o we_o may_v imagine_v that_o our_o lord_n will_v answer_v bless_a art_n thou_o simeon_n bariona_fw-la because_o flesh_n and_o blood_n hâ—th_v not_o reveal_v it_o to_o thou_o but_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n s._n john_n like_o wise_a will_v enkindle_v in_o himself_o affection_n of_o love_n see_v his_o sovereign_a master_n not_o only_o to_o unite_v himself_o so_o unto_o he_o as_o to_o permit_v he_o to_o lean_v on_o his_o breast_n buâ—_n also_o to_o do_v he_o so_o great_a a_o favour_n 〈◊〉_d to_o enter_v into_o his_o soul_n &_o body_n for_o morâ—_n perfect_a conjunction_n learn_v when_o thou_o come_v tâ—_n receane_n our_o lord_n to_o bring_v with_o theâ—_n these_o virtue_n to_o wit_n faith_n purity_n and_o love_n as_o these_o holy_a apostle_n do_v that_o thou_o may_v reap_v such_o profit_n â—_o they_o do_v &_o follow_v our_o lord_n as_o they_o do_v follow_v he_o â—_o it_o be_v to_o be_v note_v that_o in_o the_o enâ—_n of_o the_o â—â—ird_n book_n a_o 〈◊〉_d meditation_n be_v add_v for_o prepatation_n before_o 〈◊〉_d thanksgiving_n after_o we_o have_v râ—ceaâ—ued_v this_o most_o â—_o sacrameat_n wherâ—_o he_o that_o be_v 〈◊〉_d to_o know_v how_o 〈◊〉_d prepare_v himself_o and_o to_o give_v 〈◊〉_d thanks_o after_o unto_o our_o lord_n for_o 〈◊〉_d benefit_n receive_v may_v find_v they_o the_o xxxiii_o meditation_n of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n prayer_n in_o the_o garden_n and_o agony_n there_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o great_a desire_n that_o christ_n have_v to_o suffer_v for_o our_o sake_n and_o because_o the_o time_n seem_v â—ong_a till_o he_o shall_v be_v deliver_v into_o â—he_n tormetor_n hand_n that_o they_o may_v â—ee_n that_o he_o do_v nor_o shrink_v nor_o yet_o â—â—y_o supper_n be_v end_v he_o go_v into_o â—he_n garden_n to_o pray_v that_o be_v a_o place_n well_o know_v to_o the_o traitor_n judas_n to_o â—hew_v that_o of_o his_o own_o free_a will_v he_o offerâ—ed_v himself_o to_o prison_n &_o to_o death_n it_o â—elfe_n ponder_v how_o our_o lord_n for_o no_o â—anner_n of_o affliction_n or_o peril_n will_v â—â—ave_v his_o good_a and_o laudable_a exercise_n of_o prayeâ—_n and_o meditation_n for_o supper_n be_v end_v he_o betake_v 〈◊〉_d â—orth_o with_o to_o a_o solitary_a place_n to_o pray_v â—efore_o he_o be_v to_o enter_v upon_o his_o passion_n be_v confound_v because_o through_o thy_o tepidity_n and_o negligence_n for_o every_o light_a occasion_n thou_o leave_v thy_o prayer_n and_o forget_v thy_o laudable_a custom_n whereas_o thou_o shall_v do_v quite_o contrary_a because_o in_o time_n of_o great_a peril_n affliction_n and_o temptation_n we_o ought_v to_o have_v more_o particular_a recourse_n unto_o almighty_a god_n prayer_n be_v the_o only_a mean_n to_o strengthen_v ourselves_o in_o they_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o redeemer_n be_v come_v to_o the_o garden_n wenâ—_n aside_o from_o his_o disciple_n and_o begin_v 〈◊〉_d wax_n sorrow_n full_a &_o to_o be_v sad_a ponder_n what_o be_v that_o which_o mark_v our_o lord_n to_o grieve_v &_o to_o be_v sad_a and_o afflict_a he_o 〈◊〉_d the_o joy_n of_o anâ—gells_n who_o when_o they_o behold_v they_o be_v exceed_o rejoice_v thou_o shall_v find_v that_o the_o cause_n of_o this_o affliction_n be_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o 〈◊〉_d the_o death_n which_o he_o 〈◊〉_d to_o â—o_o staynâ—â—_n the_o remembrance_n and_o lively_a appâ—â—_n hension_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n present_a past_z and_o future_a the_o multitude_n and_o grievousnes_n of_o they_o both_o waâ—s_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o his_o trouble_n &_o griefâ—_n â—_o also_o the_o unspekable_a damage_n which_o 〈◊〉_d sin_n come_v to_o man_n in_o that_o 〈◊〉_d it_o they_o deserve_v to_o be_v condemn_v 〈◊〉_d the_o everlasting_a torment_n of_o hell_n â—â—at_o of_o all_o this_o arise_v his_o so_o increâ—â—ble_a â—â—rrow_n gather_v hence_o affection_n of_o griffe_n use_v sorrow_o for_o the_o torment_n &_o death_n schich_v be_v even_o now_o to_o come_v upon_o thv_fw-mi â—ord_n for_o thâ—u_o have_v be_v the_o cause_n â—his_v paune_n and_o affliction_n endeavour_v from_o this_o day_n forward_o to_o abhor_v and_o detest_v and_o fly_v from_o sin_n â—â—h_v thou_o see_v in_o what_o case_n thy_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d to_o deliver_v thou_o from_o it_o and_o from_o â—â—e_z eternal_a damnation_n which_o for_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d thou_o deserve_v the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o our_o saviour_n in_o his_o prayer_n many_o â—â—mes_n crave_v of_o his_o eternal_a father_n 〈◊〉_d &_o the_o self_n same_o thing_n to_o wit_n â—â—at_v the_o bitter_a chalice_n of_o his_o paâ—â—ion_n â—ight_n pass_v ponder_v the_o devotion_n &_o â—wrodâ—â—eling_n the_o tear_n and_o sorrow_v of_o thy_o â—ord_n how_o solitary_a destitute_a &_o comâ—rtles_a he_o be_v in_o this_o his_o so_o great_a affliction_n his_o disciple_n be_v aloof_o of_o fast_o a_o sleep_n his_o eternal_a father_n give_v he_o no_o answer_n neither_o grant_v he_o his_o petition_n his_o most_o holy_a mother_n be_v also_o absent_a his_o enemy_n now_o ready_a to_o come_v upon_o he_o &_o notwithstanding_o all_o these_o affliction_n &_o discomfort_n he_o remain_v constant_a and_o persevere_v in_o his_o prayer_n gather_v hence_o the_o great_a esteem_n show_n ought_v to_o have_v of_o prayer_n see_v christ_n teach_v thou_o that_o the_o only_a remedy_n of_o thy_o affliction_n and_o sorrow_n it_o not_o talk_v or_o converse_v with_o man_n but_o to_o treat_v with_o god_n &_o continue_v in_o prayer_n confide_v that_o though_o in_o the_o beginning_n he_o deâ—y_v that_o which_o thou_o ask_v yet_o at_o last_o he_o will_v grant_v it_o if_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n convenient_a for_o thou_o the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o son_n of_o god_n see_v his_o eternal_a father_n give_v he_o no_o answer_v the_o first_o nor_o second_o time_n have_v recourse_n unto_o he_o the_o three_o time_n and_o repeat_v the_o same_o prayer_n with_o great_a love_n and_o confidence_n say_v father_n if_o thou_o will_v transfer_v this_o chalice_n from_o i_o but_o yet_o not_o my_o will_n but_o thou_o be_v do_v ponder_n that_o the_o cause_n why_o the_o eternal_a father_n do_v defâ—r_o so_o long_o to_o make_v answer_n unto_o the_o prayer_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a son_n be_v to_o let_v thou_o know_v the_o great_a necessity_n thou_o and_o all_o have_v of_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o our_o saviour_n learn_v not_o to_o complain_v not_o to_o be_v weary_a when_o thou_o prayâ—st_v if_o god_n do_v not_o hear_v thou_o for_o certain_o he_o hear_v thou_o but_o if_o unto_o christ_n our_o lord_n who_o deserve_v to_o be_v hear_v at_o the_o first_o open_v of_o his_o mouth_n anâ—swere_n be_v not_o make_v till_o he_o have_v pray_v the_o three_o time_n what_o wonder_n be_v it_o if_o thy_o petition_n be_v defer_v who_o in_o regard_n of_o thy_o sin_n deserve_v not_o to_o be_v hear_v at_o all_o ponder_v second_o how_o christ_n many_o time_n will_v not_o comfort_v nor_o remedy_v thy_o necessity_n in_o prayer_n that_o thou_o may_v perceive_v and_o know_v the_o need_n thou_o have_v to_o have_v recourse_n unto_o he_o with_o patience_n and_o perseverance_n the_o xxxiv_o meditation_n of_o the_o apparition_n of_o the_o angel_n and_o the_o sweat_a of_o blood_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o eternal_a father_n see_v his_o most_o bless_a son_n in_o so_o great_a affliction_n and_o anguish_n of_o mind_n and_o that_o according_a to_o the_o inferior_a part_n he_o fear_v to_o suffer_v and_o die_v he_o send_v he_o a_o angel_n from_o heaven_n to_o comfort_n and_o strengthen_v he_o and_o to_o propose_v unto_o he_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n which_o thence_o will_v arise_v &_o the_o benefit_n which_o will_v follow_v to_o all_o mankind_n by_o mean_n of_o his_o passion_n and_o that_o for_o humiliation_n and_o ignominy_n of_o the_o cross_n his_o name_n shall_v be_v exalt_v and_o adore_v of_o all_o creature_n ponder_v how_o the_o lord_n of_o angel_n as_o if_o he_o have_v forget_v his_o own_o sovereign_a majesty_n vouchsafeâ—_n to_o receive_v comfort_n by_o one_o of_o his_o creature_n and_o be_v the_o fortitude_n of_o the_o father_n and_o he_o who_o with_o power_n &_o might_n govern_v and_o sustain_v the_o world_n receive_v comfort_n and_o relief_n from_o a_o angel_n have_v make_v himself_o by_o reason_n of_o humane_a nature_n which_o he_o assumpt_v inferior_a to_o the_o angel_n gather_v hence_o that_o the_o office_n of_o the_o angel_n be_v to_o assist_v we_o in_o our_o prayer_n to_o comfort_v and_o animate_v we_o and_o to_o present_v our_o prayer_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n which_o if_o they_o be_v perform_v as_o they_o ought_v they_o have_v their_o effâ—â—t_n for_o god_n do_v either_o deliver_v we_o out_o of_o tribulation_n or_o give_v we_o force_n to_o endure_v it_o with_o patience_n and_o joy_n trâ—st_v in_o god_n that_o thou_o shall_v reap_v
sovereign_a food_n of_o his_o sacred_a body_n and_o blood_n which_o she_o receive_v in_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n that_o by_o these_o pledge_n and_o token_n of_o love_n she_o may_v know_v that_o he_o desire_v to_o be_v her_o master_n and_o spouse_n alone_o gather_v hence_o desire_v whole_o to_o yield_v thyself_o from_o this_o day_n forward_o as_o a_o espouse_v to_o such_o &_o so_o worthy_a spouse_n and_o for_o no_o affliction_n or_o tribulation_n whatsoever_o to_o abandon_v his_o friendship_n and_o sweet_a conversation_n and_o keep_v the_o word_n thou_o have_v give_v he_o beseech_v he_o to_o communicate_v unto_o thou_o some_o of_o the_o manifold_a grace_n and_o virtue_n which_o he_o have_v in_o himself_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v able_a to_o correspond_v with_o love_n to_o that_o great_a love_n he_o bear_v unto_o thou_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o christ_n our_o lord_n only_o out_o of_o his_o mere_a goodness_n have_v set_v his_o affection_n on_o thy_o soul_n deform_v &_o poor_a thou_o have_v be_v disloyal_a and_o break_a thy_o faith_n to_o he_o not_o once_o but_o a_o hundred_o time_n yet_o the_o love_n nevertheless_o which_o he_o bear_v thou_o be_v such_o that_o he_o do_v solicit_v and_o entreat_v thou_o to_o open_v he_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o hart_n for_o his_o desire_n be_v to_o be_v unite_v with_o thou_o ponder_v thy_o indignity_n folly_n &_o want_v of_o love_n how_o unwise_a and_o how_o much_o oversee_v thou_o have_v be_v in_o â—ot_n acknowlege_v this_o divine_a spouse_n &_o as_o a_o adulteress_n have_v be_v disloyal_a unto_o he_o have_v so_o often_o cast_v thy_o â—ies_n and_o affection_n on_o base_a and_o deform_a slave_n yet_o the_o bounty_n of_o this_o our_o lord_n be_v such_o that_o albeit_o thou_o deserve_v a_o thousand_o hell_n he_o pardon_v thou_o invit_v and_o intreat_v thou_o to_o return_v as_o a_o fugitive_n to_o his_o house_n &_o fall_v on_o thy_o neck_n as_o on_o the_o prodigal_a son_n receive_v love_o entertain_v and_o cherish_v thou_o honour_v thou_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o virtue_n gather_v from_o hence_o desire_v to_o enter_v into_o his_o house_n purpose_v rather_o to_o die_v a_o thousand_o death_n then_o to_o forsake_v such_o a_o lord_n such_o a_o father_n &_o such_o a_o spouse_n beseech_v he_o to_o give_v thou_o his_o grace_n hence_o forward_o to_o keep_v thy_o promise_a fidelity_n unto_o he_o commend_v thy_o soul_n &_o all_o the_o power_n thereof_o unto_o he_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v no_o more_o thou_o but_o he_o who_o have_v take_v thou_o for_o espouse_v say_v with_o she_o i_o have_v find_v he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v i_o hold_v he_o neither_o will_v i_o let_v he_o go_v the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o great_a the_o dignity_n &_o honour_n have_v be_v in_o which_o thy_o spouse_n have_v place_v thou_o since_o not_o regard_v what_o thou_o deserve_v nor_o thy_o slender_a fidelity_n he_o gracious_o give_v thou_o his_o hand_n &_o ring_n of_o his_o hart_n that_o henceforward_o thou_o may_v account_v receive_v &_o enjoy_v he_o as_o thou_o with_o pledge_n of_o so_o great_a love_n ponder_v how_o great_a reckon_n thou_o be_v to_o make_v of_o thy_o soul_n since_o god_n esteem_v so_o much_o thereof_o that_o he_o give_v himself_o &_o all_o thing_n else_o to_o espouse_v himself_o with_o she_o notwithstanding_o her_o deformity_n and_o misery_n and_o such_o be_v his_o love_n and_o mercy_n that_o he_o hathfull_a often_o set_v his_o affection_n &_o be_v enamour_v with_o soul_n slave_n to_o make_v they_o his_o beautiful_a daughter_n which_o he_o have_v buy_v not_o with_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n but_o with_o sorrow_n &_o torment_n which_o be_v the_o coin_n of_o the_o crosse._n from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v desire_n to_o offer_v up_o thy_o hart_n and_o will_n to_o such_o a_o lord_n so_o to_o be_v no_o long_o thou_o own_o but_z his_o who_o have_v buy_v thou_o with_o his_o precious_a blood_n and_o take_v thou_o for_o his_o espouse_v beseech_v he_o to_o grant_v thou_o his_o grace_n that_o thou_o may_v observe_v fidelity_n and_o loyalty_n towards_o he_o and_o that_o see_v hitherto_o thou_o have_v be_v barren_a thou_o may_v from_o hence_o forward_o begin_v with_o his_o grace_n to_o yield_v fruit_n of_o benediction_n with_o holy_a desire_n word_n &_o deed_n finis_fw-la the_o table_n the_o introduction_n contain_v xvi_o advertisement_n show_v the_o use_n of_o the_o meditation_n follow_v the_o first_o book_n the_o 1._o meditation_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o pag._n 68_o the_o 2._o medit._n of_o sin_n pag._n 76._o the_o 3._o meditat._n of_o death_n pag._n 83._o the_o 4._o meditat._n of_o the_o particular_a judgemeut_n pag._n 89._o the_o 5._o medit._n of_o the_o body_n after_o our_o death_n pag._n 96._o the_o 6._o medit._n of_o the_o general_a judgement_n pag._n 102._o the_o 7._o medit._n of_o hell_n pag._n 109._o the_o 8._o medit._n of_o the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n pag._n 116._o the_o second_o book_n the_o 1._o meditation_n of_o the_o couception_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n pag._n 109._o the_o 2._o medit._n of_o the_o nativity_n of_o 〈…〉_z the_o 3._o medit._n of_o the_o betrthe_v of_o the_o b._n virgin_n to_o s._n joseph_n p._n 144._o the_o 4._o medit._n of_o the_o annunciation_n of_o the_o b._n virgin_n pag._n 152._o the_o 5._o medit._n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n visitation_n of_o s._n elizabeth_n pag._n 160._o the_o 6._o medit._n of_o the_o revelation_n thereof_o make_v to_o s._n joseph_n pag_n 167._o the_o 7._o medit._n of_o the_o expectation_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n her_o delivery_n pag._n 175._o the_o 8._o medit_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n journey_n from_o nazareth_n to_o bethleem_n pag._n 180_o the_o 9_o medit._n of_o the_o nativity_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n in_o bethleem_n pag._n 186._o the_o 10._o medit._n of_o the_o joy_n which_o the_o angel_n and_o man_n have_v thereat_o pag._n 194._o the_o 11._o medit._n of_o the_o circumcision_n and_o of_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n pag._n 201._o the_o 12._o medit._n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o three_o king_n &_o of_o their_o gift_n p._n 208_o the_o 13._o medit._n of_o the_o purification_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n pag._n 215._o the_o 14._o medit._n of_o the_o fly_n into_o egypt_n pag._n 222._o the_o 15._o medit._n of_o the_o murder_n of_o the_o holy_a innocent_n pag._n 229._o the_o 16._o medit._n how_o the_o child_n jesus_n remain_v in_o jerusalem_n pag._n 235._o the_o 17._o medit._n of_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n till_o he_o be_v thirty_o year_n of_o age_n pag._n 241._o the_o 18._o medit._n of_o the_o baptism_n of_o our_o saviour_n pag._n 247._o the_o 19_o medit._n of_o the_o temptation_n of_o our_o lord_n in_o the_o desert_n pag._n 253._o the_o 20._o medit._n of_o the_o vocation_n and_o election_n of_o the_o apostle_n p._n 259._o the_o 21._o medit._n of_o the_o miracle_n at_o the_o marriage_n in_o cana_n of_o galilee_n pag._n 265._o the_o 22._o medit._n of_o the_o eight_o beatitude_n pag._n 271._o the_o 23._o medit._n of_o the_o tempest_n at_o the_o sea_n pag._n 283._o the_o 24._o medit._n how_o christ_n onr_n lord_n wâ—lked_v on_o the_o sea_n pag._n 289._o the_o 25._o medit._n of_o the_o conucrsion_n of_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n pag._n 294._o the_o 26._o medit._n of_o the_o miracle_n of_o the_o five_o loaf_n pag._n 300._o the_o 27._o medit._n of_o the_o transfiguration_n of_o our_o lord_n pag._n 306._o the_o 28._o medit._n of_o the_o raise_n of_o lazarus_n pag._n 312._o the_o 29._o medit._n of_o the_o entrance_n of_o christ_n into_o jerusalem_n upon_o palme-sunday_n pag._n 317._o the_o 30._o medit._n of_o the_o supper_n which_o christ_n make_v with_o his_o disciple_n pag._n 322._o the_o 31._o medit._n of_o wash_v the_o apostle_n foot_n pag._n 328._o the_o 32._o medit._n of_o the_o institution_n of_o the_o most_o b._n sacrament_n pag._n 335._o the_o 33._o medit._n of_o our_o lord_n prayer_n in_o the_o garden_n &_o agony_n there_o p._n 341._o the_o 34._o medit._n of_o the_o apparition_n of_o the_o angel_n &_o the_o sweat_a of_o blood_n p._n 346._o the_o 35._o medit._n of_o the_o come_n of_o judas_n to_o betray_v he_o pag._n 351._o the_o 36._o medit._n how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v apprehend_v pag._n 336._o the_o 37._o medit._n how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v present_v before_o annas_n the_o high_a priest_n pag._n 361._o the_o 38._o medit._n of_o the_o blow_n give_v he_o and_o his_o send_n unto_o cayphas_n pag._n 367._o the_o 39_o medit._n of_o the_o denial_n of_o s._n peter_n pag._n 372._o the_o 40._o medit._n what_o happen_v to_o christ_n in_o caiphas_n his_o house_n pag._n 783._o the_o 41._o medit._n of_o christ_n presentation_n before_o pilate_n pag._n 384._o the_o 42._o med._n of_o the_o presentation_n of_o christ_n before_o herod_n pag._n 389._o the_o 43._o medit._n how_o barrabas_n be_v prefer_v before_o christ._n pag._n 394._o the_o 44._o medit._n of_o the_o stripe_n which_o our_o lord_n receive_v at_o the_o pillar_n p._n 399._o the_o 45._o medit._n of_o the_o purple_a garment_n and_o crown_n of_o thorn_n pag._n 404._o the_o 46._o medit._n of_o the_o word_n ecce_fw-la homo_fw-la pag._n 409._o the_o 47._o medit._n how_o our_o b._n saviour_n carry_v his_o crosse._n pag._n 416._o the_o 48._o medit._n how_o our_o saviour_n be_v crucify_v pag._n 422._o the_o 49._o medit._n of_o the_o seven_o word_n christ_n speak_v on_o the_o crosse._n p._n 428._o the_o 50._o medit._n of_o his_o take_n down_o from_o the_o cross_n &_o burial_n pag._n 438._o the_o three_o book_n the_o 1._o meditat._n how_o our_o lord_n descend_v into_o limbo_n &_o of_o his_o glorious_a resurrection_n pag._n 446._o the_o 2._o meditat._n of_o our_o saviour_n apparition_n unto_o his_o b._n mother_n pag._n 452._o the_o 3._o med._n of_o the_o apparition_n of_o christ_n to_o saint_n mary_n magdalen_n pag._n 458._o the_o 4._o medit._n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n s_o peter_n pag._n 465._o the_o 5._o medit._n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n unto_o the_o disciple_n at_o emaus_n pag._n 470._o the_o 6._o medit._n of_o his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n upon_o easter_n day_n pag._n 475_o the_o 7._o medit._n of_o his_o apparition_n s._n thomas_n be_v present_a pag._n 481._o the_o 8._o medit._n of_o his_o apparition_n to_o his_o apostle_n upon_o ascension_n day_n pag._n 486._o the_o 9_o medit._n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n pag._n 491._o the_o 10._o medit._n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n pag._n 497._o the_o 11._o medit._n of_o the_o death_n of_o our_o most_o b._n lady_n pag._n 502._o the_o 12._o medit._n of_o the_o assumption_n &_o coronation_n of_o our_o b._n lady_n pag._n 509._o meditation_n before_o communion_n the_o 1._o medit._n of_o eeare_n pag._n 519._o the_o 2._o medit._n of_o love._n pag._n 524._o meditation_n after_o communion_n the_o 1._o medit._n how_o christ_n be_v a_o physician_n pag._n 533._o med._n 2._o how_o he_o be_v fire_n pag._n 537._o medit._fw-la 3_o how_o christ_n be_v food_n p._n 541._o medit._fw-la 4._o how_o christ_n be_v riâ—h_n p._n 545._o medit._fw-la 5._o how_o he_o be_v a_o pastor_n p._n 549._o medit._fw-la 6._o how_o he_o be_v a_o spouse_n p._n 553._o finis_fw-la
myself_o have_v abandon_v they_o and_o receive_v i_o i_o render_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n infinite_a thanks_n for_o so_o great_a a_o benefit_n and_o mercy_n grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v due_o prepare_v myself_o these_o day_n to_o receive_v thou_o and_o welcome_v thou_o into_o the_o world_n as_o this_o most_o bless_a virgin_n thy_o mother_n and_o our_o lady_n do_v divine_o dispose_v and_o prepare_v herself_o for_o thy_o come_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o lively_a and_o inflame_a desire_n which_o our_o blessed_a saviour_n have_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a mother_n to_o manifest_v himself_o to_o the_o world_n for_o the_o redeem_n of_o mankind_n and_o to_o give_v we_o repast_n and_o food_n of_o life_n everlasting_a ponder_n that_o his_o small_a and_o tender_a body_n be_v not_o so_o press_v and_o straighten_a in_o that_o narrow_a prison_n of_o the_o womb_n of_o his_o mother_n as_o be_v his_o love_a hart_n keep_v in_o and_o straighten_a 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thy_o desire_n to_o adorâ—_n &_o serve_v the_o son_n of_o god_n bear_v new_o in_o thy_o soul_n as_o the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n his_o mother_n do_v serve_v &_o adore_v he_o the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v what_o s._n joseph_n do_v what_o his_o thought_n and_o meditation_n be_v these_o day_n doubtless_o through_o the_o great_a desire_n which_o he_o also_o have_v to_o see_v his_o lord_n god_n he_o often_o speak_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n come_v at_o last_o o_o hope_n of_o all_o nation_n let_v my_o eye_n behold_v thou_o before_o they_o be_v close_v up_o when_o shall_v this_o be_v o_o that_o it_o be_v now_o that_o i_o may_v once_o come_v to_o kiss_v and_o embrace_v thou_o most_o tender_o ponder_n how_o this_o holy_a man_n perceive_v the_o bless_a virgin_n to_o be_v near_o her_o delivery_n serve_v and_o cherish_v she_o in_o whatsoever_o his_o small_a force_n power_n and_o ability_n be_v able_a respect_v and_o honour_v she_o as_o the_o mother_n of_o almighty_n god_n and_o hiâ—_n most_o chaste_a espouse_v of_o who_o virtue_n holiness_n &_o purity_n he_o have_v now_o so_o high_a a_o conceit_n and_o esteem_v gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o do_v the_o like_a esteem_v and_o reverence_v this_o most_o pure_a virgin_n serve_v she_o with_o purity_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n and_o perform_v these_o day_n some_o particular_a service_n towards_o she_o that_o she_o may_v obtain_v for_o thou_o of_o her_o son_n a_o good_a preparation_n to_o receive_v he_o as_o this_o holy_a patriarch_n by_o her_o mean_n obtain_v the_o viii_o meditation_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n journey_n from_o nazareth_n to_o bethleem_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o son_n of_o the_o everliving_a god_n be_v to_o be_v bear_v into_o this_o world_n hâ—_n ordain_v to_o leave_v and_o deprive_v himself_o of_o those_o commodity_n which_o he_o may_v have_v have_v in_o nazareth_n be_v to_o have_v be_v bear_v in_o his_o mother_n house_n and_o among_o his_o kindred_n and_o friend_n where_o he_o can_v not_o have_v want_v the_o shelter_n of_o a_o warm_a lodging_n or_o chamber_n yea_o and_o further_o commodity_n and_o attendance_n such_o as_o be_v not_o want_v unto_o saint_n john_n bear_v at_o home_n in_o his_o father_n house_n ponder_n how_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n abandon_v and_o contemn_v whatsoever_o the_o world_n love_v to_o wit_n contentment_n pleasure_n and_o pamper_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o seek_v for_o all_o that_o which_o the_o world_n abhor_v and_o fly_v as_o he_o demonstrate_v in_o the_o poverty_n and_o want_n of_o all_o thing_n in_o which_o he_o always_o do_v exercise_v himself_o and_o choose_v to_o be_v bear_v in_o bethleem_n at_o the_o time_n when_o all_o thing_n shall_v be_v want_v unto_o he_o in_o a_o hour_n &_o season_n so_o incommodious_a sharp_a &_o rigorous_a here_o confound_v thyself_o behold_v so_o rare_a a_o example_n and_o bâ—_n ashamed_a to_o see_v thyself_o so_o great_a a_o lover_n of_o thy_o own_o commodity_n and_o delicacy_n humble_o beseech_v he_o to_o give_v thou_o grace_n that_o thou_o may_v renounce_v whatsoever_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o love_n and_o embrace_v poverty_n and_o want_n of_o all_o thing_n as_o he_o always_o do_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o occasion_n which_o christ_n our_o saviour_n take_v to_o make_v this_o his_o journey_n that_o thereby_o all_o might_n know_v he_o come_v to_o obey_v and_o serve_v and_o not_o to_o do_v his_o own_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o his_o father_n who_o have_v send_v he_o ponder_n that_o as_o christ_n our_o saviour_n be_v bear_v in_o obedience_n so_o he_o also_o die_v in_o obedience_n that_o thou_o may_v learn_v to_o obey_v in_o regard_n of_o which_o obedience_n his_o holy_a will_n be_v that_o his_o mother_n and_o himself_o in_o she_o shall_v profesâ—â—_n service_n and_o alieagiance_n and_o submit_v themselves_o to_o the_o commandment_n of_o augustus_n caeâ—ar_n who_o as_o emperor_n and_o lord_n of_o the_o world_n have_v command_v that_o all_o his_o subject_n shall_v be_v enroll_v for_o the_o pay_v he_o tribute_n gather_v hence_o that_o if_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n enter_v into_o the_o world_n humble_v himselve_n and_o profess_v allegiance_n to_o a_o temporal_a king_n it_o can_v be_v much_o for_o thou_o to_o humble_a &_o subject_v thyself_o to_o a_o heavenly_a king_n &_o to_o thy_o superior_n his_o substitute_n on_o earth_n to_o who_o will_n thou_o must_v endeavour_v to_o form_v all_o thy_o action_n for_o this_o be_v the_o will_n of_o almighty_a god_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o discommodity_n which_o our_o bless_a lady_n suffer_v who_o be_v poor_a the_o way_n long_o the_o season_n sharp_a and_o cold_a and_o in_o the_o hart_n of_o winter_n come_v to_o bethleem_n â—ll_o weary_a and_o destitute_a of_o humane_a comfort_n yet_o she_o carry_v all_o with_o admirable_a patience_n and_o conformity_n to_o the_o will_n of_o almighty_a god_n ponder_n how_o the_o bless_a virgiâ—_n and_o s._n joseph_n go_v that_o journey_n all_o alone_a unknown_a and_o forget_v of_o the_o world_n notwithstanding_o they_o werâ—_n the_o most_o precious_a jewel_n the_o world_n have_v â—uer_o yield_v &_o in_o high_a esteem_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n o_o how_o little_a do_v the_o b._n virgin_n &_o s._n joseph_n regard_v the_o world_n with_o all_o the_o pomp_n &_o honour_n thereof_o gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v forsake_v of_o man_n and_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o little_a love_n which_o thou_o have_v to_o suffer_v &_o that_o thou_o so_o easy_o do_v complain_v oâ—_n the_o leaâ—t_a discommodity_n which_o be_v offer_v learn_v from_o this_o day_n forward_o to_o set_v all_o thing_n at_o naught_o but_o only_a virtue_n &_o holiness_n of_o life_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o after_o two_o or_o thou_o day_n journey_n these_o
for_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n his_o mother_n sorrow_n he_o give_v her_o 〈◊〉_d solation_n and_o joy_n so_o if_o thou_o account_v nigh_o christ_n crucify_v in_o his_o pain_n â—_o passion_n thou_o shall_v also_o be_v partak_v of_o his_o rest_n &_o shall_v rise_v as_o he_o do_v to_o new_a life_n of_o glory_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o contemplate_v the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n enjoy_v those_o grace_n and_o â—â—uours_n which_o her_o most_o bless_a son_n have_v do_v she_o and_o what_o tender_a pleasant_a and_o love_a discourse_n he_o hold_v with_o she_o perchance_o these_o or_o such_o like_a mother_n behold_v thy_o son_n i_o do_v not_o now_o recommend_v thou_o from_o the_o cross_n to_o my_o disciple_n john_n i_o do_v not_o call_v thou_o woman_n thou_o do_v not_o hold_v i_o dead_a in_o thy_o arm_n but_o behold_v i_o be_o alive_a and_o rise_v again_o &_o â—_o come_v to_o bestow_v on_o thou_o a_o thouâ—nd_a embrace_n and_o to_o show_v thou_o the_o special_a love_n &_o affection_n which_o i_o bear_v â—hee_o ponder_v the_o joy_n that_o whole_o possess_v the_o soul_n of_o this_o most_o bless_a â—ady_n when_o she_o see_v herself_o so_o favour_v honour_a and_o cherish_v and_o with_o such_o love_n wipe_v away_o the_o â—eares_n from_o her_o virginal_a eye_n full_a of_o devotion_n doubtless_o and_o prostrate_v â—er_o self_n upon_o the_o ground_n she_o will_v â—dore_v he_o and_o say_v o_o my_o son_n &_o â—y_a god_n i_o give_v thou_o infinite_a thanks_n â—r_o that_o according_a to_o the_o multiwde_n of_o my_o sorrow_n my_o consolation_n have_v abound_v and_o make_v no_o enâ—_n of_o kiss_v those_o bless_a sign_n of_o thâ—_n sacred_a wound_n which_o yet_o remain_v in_o his_o glorious_a body_n and_o have_v cause_n unto_o he_o so_o great_a pain_n in_o his_o passâ—_n on_o and_o see_v they_o now_o so_o beauty_n full_a and_o shine_a they_o be_v a_o cause_n â—_o great_a comfort_n unto_o she_o gather_v hence_o desire_n to_o giâ—â—_n thanks_o unto_o this_o lord_n for_o so_o special_a and_o singular_a savour_n do_v unto_o hâ—_n bless_a mother_n as_o to_z one_o most_o woâ—_n thy_o thereof_o for_o dispose_v thy_o selâ—_n to_o a_o good_a life_n holy_a desire_n &_o workâ—_n he_o will_v do_v thou_o the_o like_a favour_n aâ—_n grace_n albeit_o thou_o be_v unworthy_a the_o of_o the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o well_o accompany_v christ_n our_o lord_n be_v when_o come_v to_o visit_v his_o belove_a mothâ—_n with_o that_o most_o bright_a shine_a squâ—_n dron_n and_o troop_n of_o so_o many_o saiâ—_n which_o he_o have_v deliver_v from_o limbâ—_n where_o diverse_a of_o they_o have_v for_o so_o mâ—_n nigh_o thousand_o of_o year_n expect_v enjoy_v he_o in_o heaven_n ponder_v how_o that_o when_o all_o those_o â—â—ints_n see_v themselves_o in_o presence_n of_o 〈◊〉_d b._n virgin_n our_o lady_n acknowleding_n she_o for_o the_o mother_n of_o their_o redeemer_n &_o bruizer_n of_o the_o infernal_a serpent_n head_n they_o will_v kneel_v down_o â—prostrate_a themselves_o upon_o the_o groâ—nd_n yield_v she_o a_o thousand_o thanks_n â—_o congratulation_n for_o such_o a_o son_n â—_o she_o have_v there_o &_o for_o the_o pain_n she_o â—ad_v take_v in_o the_o work_n of_o their_o reâ—mption_n ponder_v second_o how_o glad_a and_o â—yfull_a the_o bless_a virgin_n be_v to_o see_v â—e_a fruit_n of_o the_o passion_n which_o now_o the_o â—red_a tree_n of_o the_o holy_a cross_n begin_v yield_v in_o so_o many_o soul_n ransom_v 〈◊〉_d with_o o_o how_o well_o employ_v do_v â—_o b._n lady_n then_o account_v all_o those_o afâ—tions_n sorrow_n labour_n travaill_n pain_n which_o pierce_v her_o soul_n all_o life_n time_n see_v that_o which_o then_o see_v &_o enjoy_v that_o which_o then_o enjoy_v hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v deâ—_n to_o associate_v and_o join_v thyself_o â—h_a this_o holy_a company_n to_o adore_v &_o â—rence_v this_o most_o holy_a virgin_n for_o the_o mother_n of_o such_o a_o redeemer_n aâ—_n knowledge_v that_o by_o her_o meame_n thou_o take_v she_o for_o thy_o patroness_n anâ—_n become_v true_o devout_a unto_o she_o thoâ—_n master_n by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v paâ—_n taker_n of_o the_o glory_n and_o eternal_a bliss_n which_o thou_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o heâ—â—en_n the_o iii_o meditationâ—_n of_o the_o apparition_n of_o christ_n to_o s._n mâ—_n ry_o magdalen_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o s._n mary_n mâ—_n dalen_v upon_o sunday_n very_a eaâ—_n come_v to_o the_o monument_n briâ—_n ging_n with_o her_o odoriserous_a oyntmâ—_n and_o aromatical_a spice_n to_o anoint_v master_n body_n and_o not_o find_v hiâ—_n she_o think_v that_o he_o have_v be_v stollâ—_n which_o occasion_v in_o her_o soul_n nâ—_n grief_n &_o sorrow_n for_o before_o the_o wâ—_n because_o her_o lord_n be_v dead_a and_o because_o they_o have_v take_v he_o a_o way_n put_v he_o she_o know_v not_o where_o anâ—_n she_o stand_v at_o the_o monument_n &_o coâ—_n not_o depart_v thenâ—e_o but_o say_v o_o mayâ—_n 〈◊〉_d where_o be_v thou_o where_o shall_v i_o seek_v thou_o my_o joy_n my_o life_n where_o 〈◊〉_d they_o put_v thou_o o_o lord_n whither_o shall_v i_o go_v where_o may_v i_o seek_v thou_o â—â—ome_o shall_v i_o ask_v for_o thou_o ponder_n how_o muoh_o the_o earnest_n â—nd_v long_a desire_n the_o abundant_a &_o â—eruent_a tear_n of_o this_o holy_a sinner_n â—rought_v in_o the_o love_a breast_n of_o god_n â—r_o by_o her_o tear_n she_o obtain_v pardon_v â—her_a sin_n by_o tear_n she_o obtain_v â—he_v resurrection_n of_o her_o decease_a brother_n by_o her_o tear_n she_o deserve_v to_o â—ue_v angel_n for_o her_o comforter_n yeal_v â—d_a the_o lord_n of_o angel_n himself_o &_o â—be_v the_o first_o unto_o who_o our_o saviour_n do_v appear_v gather_v hence_o a_o great_a shame_n and_o â—susion_n for_o that_o thou_o so_o little_a feel_v â—d_a lament_v thy_o sin_n have_v by_o â—em_v so_o often_o lose_v god_n and_o his_o grace_n â—t_z if_o thou_o desire_v to_o find_v and_o not_o to_o â—se_v he_o imitate_v this_o holy_a and_o sferâ—â—t_a woman_n not_o take_v comfort_n in_o thing_n until_o thou_o find_v &_o possess_v creator_n for_o if_o thou_o seek_v in_o â—sort_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o and_o he_o will_v comfort_v thou_o with_o 〈◊〉_d sight_n anâ—_n presence_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o our_o saviour_n see_v the_o holy_a desire_n of_o his_o disciple_n will_v now_o without_o further_a dâ—_n lâ—y_v fulfil_v they_o appear_v unto_o he_o yet_o disguise_v so_o that_o she_o may_v 〈◊〉_d know_v he_o and_o speak_n unto_o heâ—_n 〈◊〉_d a_o different_a voice_n from_o that_o he_o wâ—_v wont_a to_o use_v unto_o she_o he_o say_v wâ—_n man_n why_o weep_v thou_o whom_o seek_v thou_o and_o she_o answer_v he_o because_o they_o have_v take_v a_o way_n mâ—_n lord_n &_o i_o know_v not_o where_o thâ—_n have_v put_v he_o ponder_n that_o when_o this_o sinner_n bâ—_n fore_o weep_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n &_o wâ—_n shed_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o her_o eyâ—_n our_o lord_n say_v not_o to_o she_o why_o wâ—_n pest_n thou_o nor_o who_o seek_v thoâ—_n because_o those_o tear_n proceed_v frâ—_n the_o self_n knowledge_n of_o her_o sin_n from_o a_o lively_a faith_n and_o love_n of_o lord_n who_o she_o have_v present_a wâ—_n know_v and_o approve_v they_o but_o inâ—_n guard_v these_o tear_n proceed_v out_o of_o norance_n and_o want_v of_o faith_n hew_v â—ing_v he_o as_o dead_a who_o live_v and_o seeâ—ung_v the_o live_n among_o the_o dead_a he_o say_v why_o weep_v thou_o who_o â—eekest_v thou_o for_o doubtless_o thou_o snowe_v not_o because_o know_v thou_o will_v not_o lament_v for_o i_o in_o this_o manner_n neither_o will_v thou_o seek_v he_o as_o absent_v who_o thou_o have_v preâ—â—m_n with_o thou_o gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o examine_v and_o discuss_v well_o the_o cause_n of_o thy_o â—eares_n because_o many_o time_n thou_o wile_n persuade_v thyself_o that_o thou_o weep_v â—r_o thy_o sin_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o â—t_z for_o the_o temporal_a loss_n which_o they_o â—ave_n cause_v thou_o and_o other_o while_n â—hou_fw-mi will_v think_v that_o thou_o lament_v â—ith_o desire_v to_o see_v and_o enjoy_v god_n yet_o â—â—ou_o do_v not_o but_o only_o tof_o the_o tramell_n which_o thou_o endure_v and_o in_o like_a â—anner_n thou_o will_v think_v that_o thou_o â—okest_v god_n &_o his_o glory_n &_o in_o very_o â—ed_v thou_o seek_v thyself_o &_o thy_o â—ne_a honour_n and_o commodity_n and_o â—â—king_v god_n in_o this_o â—ort_n with_o good_a â—son_n he_o will_v ask_v thou_o who_o seeâ—_n lie_v seek_v therefore_o gâ—d_v in_o â—th_o sore_o that_o he_o may_v approve_v thy_o tear_n and_o say_v unto_o thou_o and_o unto_o all_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o mourn_v for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o mercy_n of_o our_o lorâ—_n who_o will_v not_o long_o conceal_v himself_o but_o
and_o humble_v wherefore_o replenish_v with_o excessive_a joy_n and_o comfort_n they_o will_v say_v to_o each_o other_o ascend_v o_o lord_n ascend_v not_o to_o mount_v caluary_n to_o be_v crucify_v between_o two_o thief_n on_o a_o tree_n but_o unto_o the_o holy_a hill_n of_o zion_n iâ—_n the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n to_o be_v glorify_v between_o two_o divine_a person_n by_o the_o quyer_n of_o angel_n and_o bless_a soul_n that_o invisible_o accompany_v thou_o ascend_v o_o lord_n ascend_v to_o this_o sovereign_a court_n not_o to_o suffer_v and_o die_v â—ut_v to_o triumph_n over_o death_n itself_o &_o sin_n etc._n etc._n from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v how_o well_o affliction_n endure_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v employ_v see_v he_o can_v and_o will_v reward_v and_o recompense_v they_o so_o large_o magnify_v and_o exalt_v above_o all_o creature_n he_o who_o humble_v himself_o and_o suffer_v more_o than_o all_o beseech_v he_o that_o since_o he_o say_v by_o saint_n john_n if_o i_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n i_o will_v draw_v all_o thing_n to_o myself_o it_o may_v be_v fulfil_v in_o thou_o that_o thy_o mind_n and_o affection_n be_v separate_v from_o earthly_a vanity_n thou_o may_v ascend_v with_o he_o &_o his_o holy_a company_n to_o heaven_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o holy_a apostle_n after_o they_o have_v lose_v the_o sight_n oâ—_n their_o god_n and_o lord_n they_o wenâ—_v back_o to_o jerusalem_n with_o great_a joy_n because_o the_o same_o love_n that_o cause_v they_o so_o much_o to_o lament_v their_o loss_n enforce_v they_o on_o the_o other_o side_n to_o rejoice_v at_o his_o glorious_a triumph_n &_o entrance_n into_o that_o celestial_a country_n where_o he_o shall_v be_v receive_v of_o thosâ—_n courtier_n of_o heaven_n with_o singular_a ioâ—_a exultation_n &_o triumph_n some_o sing_a other_o playing_z on_o their_o admirable_a &_o melodious_a instrument_n ponder_v how_o different_a this_o thursday_n in_o mount_n olivet_n be_v from_o that_o friday_n in_o mount_n caluary_n there_o solitary_a here_o so_o well_o attend_v there_o nail_v on_o a_o cross_n here_o exalt_v above_o the_o cloud_n there_o cucify_v between_o two_o thief_n here_o environ_v with_o quire_n of_o angel_n there_o blaspheme_v and_o scorn_v here_o honour_v &_o renown_v final_o there_o suffe_v &_o die_v here_o reioye_v &_o triumph_v gather_v hence_o great_a comfort_n to_o see_v this_o so_o wonderful_a a_o mutation_n &_o change_n and_o rejoice_v in_o this_o day_n of_o christ_n ascension_n into_o heaven_n to_o be_v thy_o advocate_n &_o fear_v his_o come_v to_o be_v thy_o judge_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o joy_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n in_o this_o triumph_n of_o who_o it_o be_v say_v god_n be_v ascend_v in_o iubilation_n see_v the_o happy_a end_n of_o his_o travel_n ponder_v how_o much_o the_o eternal_a father_n exalt_v he_o above_o all_o who_o humble_v himself_o more_o than_o all_o give_v he_o for_o the_o throne_n of_o the_o cross_a a_o throne_n of_o majesty_n for_o the_o crown_n of_o thorn_n a_o crown_n of_o glory_n for_o the_o company_n of_o thief_n company_n of_o angel_n for_o the_o ignominy_n and_o blasphemy_n of_o man_n honour_n and_o praise_n of_o celestial_a spirit_n and_o because_o he_o descend_v first_o into_o the_o inferior_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n he_o make_v he_o ascend_v above_o all_o the_o heaven_n in_o conclusion_n that_o nature_n whereto_o it_o be_v say_v dust_n thou_o be_v &_o into_o dust_n thou_o shall_v return_v now_o be_v raise_v from_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o earth_n above_o all_o the_o heaven_n gather_v hence_o how_o requisite_a it_o be_v to_o humble_v thyself_o for_o christ_n so_o to_o be_v exalt_v with_o christ_n because_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v like_a unto_o he_o in_o debafe_v and_o humble_v thyself_o in_o vain_a hope_v thou_o to_o follow_v he_o in_o ascend_v &_o reign_v ¶_o after_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n to_o heaven_n it_o be_v much_o to_o the_o purpose_n to_o set_v down_o the_o meditation_n of_o his_o glory_n but_o in_o regard_n we_o have_v treat_v thereof_o in_o the_o first_o book_n together_o with_o the_o last_o thing_n of_o man_n we_o remit_v he_o who_o desire_v to_o read_v &_o medicate_v thereon_o to_o that_o place_n the_o x._o meditation_n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o â—_o point_n to_o consider_v how_o after_o our_o saviour_n be_v ascend_v into_o heaven_n his_o disciple_n retire_v themselves_o into_o a_o upper_a chamber_n in_o jerusalem_n where_o they_o all_o persevere_v in_o continual_a prayer_n expect_v the_o holy_a ghost_n ponder_n that_o the_o strong_a and_o most_o effectual_a mean_n that_o may_v be_v to_o procure_v the_o come_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n into_o thy_o soul_n be_v a_o continual_a inflame_v and_o fervent_a perseverance_n in_o â—rayer_n for_o otherwise_o if_o when_o other_o pray_v thou_o sleep_v if_o when_o other_o aâ—â—end_v and_o be_v careful_a of_o their_o salvation_n and_o spiritual_a profit_n thou_o remain_v careless_a &_o negligent_a of_o thy_o own_o if_o when_o other_o have_v their_o mind_n and_o conversation_n with_o god_n thou_o have_v thy_o with_o man_n although_o thou_o be_v in_o company_n of_o the_o good_a and_o holy_a in_o one_o house_n and_o residence_n in_o one_o same_o religion_n this_o divine_a spirit_n will_v not_o come_v upon_o thou_o gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o persevere_v in_o prayer_n and_o to_o be_v frequent_a therein_o that_o this_o divine_a fire_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n may_v come_v also_o upon_o thou_o as_o it_o come_v upon_o the_o apostle_n who_o with_o so_o many_o sigh_n &_o long_a desire_n expect_v its_o come_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o there_o come_v sudden_o a_o wind_n that_o fill_v the_o whole_a house_n where_o the_o apostle_n be_v in_o prayer_n ponder_v first_o how_o this_o wound_n and_o cool_v air_n of_o heaven_n do_v noâ—_n leave_v any_o chamber_n room_n closet_n oâ—_n corner_n of_o that_o house_n which_o it_o do_v noâ—_n penetrate_v to_o signify_v that_o this_o quikninâ—_n spirit_n be_v offer_v &_o give_v to_o all_o meâ—_n general_o in_o whatsoever_o part_n or_o coâ—â—ner_n of_o the_o world_n they_o be_v ponder_v second_o that_o when_o thâ—_n holy_a ghost_n enter_v into_o a_o soul_n it_o fill_v all_o her_o faculty_n by_o his_o power_n with_o verity_n and_o celestial_a virtues_n not_o leave_v any_o part_n void_a or_o unfurnished_a from_o hence_n thou_o shall_v gather_v that_o if_o thou_o desire_v this_o sovereign_a spirit_n shall_v replenish_v the_o house_n of_o thy_o soul_n with_o his_o divine_a grace_n and_o gift_n thou_o must_v not_o wander_v out_o of_o it_o distract_n &_o busi_v thy_o thought_n about_o creature_n but_o remain_v settle_v and_o quiet_o repose_v therein_o employ_v she_o in_o good_a desire_n thought_n &_o work_n for_o do_v so_o this_o divine_a spirit_n will_v fill_v thou_o with_o his_o abundant_a love_n &_o grace_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o holy_a ghost_n descend_v in_o form_n of_o fiery_a tongue_n upon_o all_o the_o apostle_n and_o disciple_n that_o be_v retire_v in_o that_o house_n verify_v that_o which_o christ_n our_o lord_n say_v unto_o they_o i_o come_v to_o cast_v fire_n on_o earth_n and_o what_o will_v i_o but_o that_o it_o be_v kindle_v and_o inflame_v the_o heart_n of_o man_n ponder_n that_o the_o cause_n why_o this_o lord_n come_v in_o form_n of_o 〈◊〉_d be_v that_o the_o apostle_n may_v be_v like_a unto_o burn_a torch_n which_o shall_v set_v on_o fire_n the_o whole_a world_n &_o that_o they_o may_v illuminate_v &_o inflame_v the_o heart_n of_o man_n with_o this_o fire_n of_o divine_a 〈◊〉_d make_v they_o of_o wolf_n to_o become_v sheep_n of_o crow_n dove_n of_o lion_n lamb_n &_o of_o brutish_a people_n and_o infernal_a monster_n spiritual_a angella_n gather_v hence_o great_a desire_n that_o this_o fire_n will_v vouchsafe_v unto_o thou_o one_o spark_n of_o his_o â—eat_n that_o thy_o lip_n be_v purify_v as_o be_v those_o of_o the_o prophet_n thou_o may_v hence_o forward_o neither_o speak_v nor_o discourse_n of_o vain_a &_o base_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n but_o oâ—_n god_n and_o his_o praise_n endeavour_v with_o thy_o speuche_n and_o conversation_n to_o inflame_v thyself_o and_o those_o with_o who_o thou_o converse_a with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o divine_a love_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o albeit_o the_o discipleâ—_n which_o be_v in_o that_o chamber_n werâ—_n more_o than_o a_o hundred_o and_o all_o of_o 〈◊〉_d different_a merit_n yet_o that_o pure_a spiriâ—_n replenish_v all_o with_o his_o divine_a gift_n â—nd_v grace_n impart_v himself_o entire_o to_o every_o one_o ponder_n that_o although_o all_o be_v full_a of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n yet_o some_o receive_v great_a grace_n &_o benefit_n than_o other_o that_o be_v
unto_o our_o lord_n after_o they_o have_v receive_v it_o for_o the_o excellency_n and_o soveraingty_n of_o this_o divine_a sacrament_n in_o which_o be_v contain_v god_n himself_o require_v that_o the_o disposition_n and_o preparation_n thereto_o be_v make_v with_o all_o care_n possible_a and_o therefore_o one_o of_o the_o best_a preparation_n wherewith_o all_o may_v come_v to_o receive_v abundant_a grace_n will_v be_v retire_n themselves_o first_o to_o consider_v well_o some_o one_o point_n of_o the_o six_o which_o be_v set_v down_o in_o the_o two_o ensue_a meditation_n which_o be_v of_o the_o fear_n and_o love_n of_o god_n because_o these_o two_o virtue_n unite_v the_o soul_n with_o god_n &_o be_v the_o two_o arm_n wherewith_o she_o be_v to_o embrace_v her_o spouse_n and_o which_o do_v instruct_v and_o teach_v she_o what_o god_n be_v and_o what_o she_o be_v for_o fear_n cause_v in_o the_o soul_n humility_n and_o reverence_n love_n confidence_n &_o devotion_n fear_n discover_v the_o 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his_o divine_a love_n his_o graâ—â—_n or_o some_o virtue_n whereof_o he_o stand_v most_o in_o need_n &_o as_o it_o be_v represent_v and_o lay_v before_o his_o majesty_n his_o own_o weakness_n ask_v humblâ—_n remedy_n thereof_o or_o victory_n over_o somâ—â—_n vice_n from_o which_o he_o most_o desire_v 〈◊〉_d be_v free_v the_o practice_n of_o these_o shoâ—â—_n prayer_n be_v as_o sollow_v â—_o my_o god_n that_o i_o can_v always_o â—e_v thou_o â—_o that_o i_o can_v perfect_o obey_v thou_o â—_o that_o i_o can_v always_o serve_v thou_o â—_o that_o i_o never_o have_v offend_v thou_o â—â—at_v i_o can_v see_v myself_o free_a from_o 〈◊〉_d or_o that_o imperfection_n â—_o that_o i_o can_v obtain_v this_o or_o that_o â—â—â—ellent_a virtue_n give_v i_o o_o lord_n purity_n of_o soul_n vernility_n of_o hart_n poverty_n of_o spirit_n pardon_v my_o sin_n
have_v be_v so_o bold_a as_o to_o offend_v the_o infinite_a majesty_n of_o thy_o creator_n before_o who_o the_o most_o high_a saint_n do_v tremble_v and_o thou_o shall_v find_v that_o it_o be_v thy_o presumption_n and_o pride_n and_o want_v of_o humility_n which_o make_v thou_o to_o stumble_v &_o fall_v not_o permit_v thou_o to_o understand_v that_o to_o sin_n be_v worse_a than_o not_o to_o be_v at_o all_o and_o that_o it_o have_v be_v better_a not_o to_o have_v be_v bear_v then_o to_o have_v sin_v as_o our_o saviour_n say_v speak_v of_o judas_n for_o it_o be_v certain_a that_o there_o be_v no_o place_n so_o base_a &_o contemptible_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n among_o either_o thing_n create_v or_o not_o create_v as_o be_v man_n who_o be_v in_o mortal_a sin_n gather_v hence_o a_o great_a desire_n 〈◊〉_d be_v despise_v and_o contemn_v of_o man_n for_o that_o with_o thy_o sin_n thou_o have_v dishonour_v and_o contemn_v almighty_a god_n and_o do_v sharp_a penance_n foâ—_n they_o thereby_o to_o incline_v thy_o saviour_n to_o pardon_v thou_o beseech_v he_o thâ—â—_n see_v he_o have_v not_o be_v weary_v in_o suffer_v for_o thou_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o pardon_v thou_o restore_v thou_o against_o to_o gis_n grace_n and_o friendship_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o much_o the_o son_n of_o almighty_a god_n do_v abhorâ—e_a and_o detest_v sin_n for_o that_o love_a and_o esteem_v so_o much_o his_o life_n as_o it_o wâ—â—_n reason_n that_o so_o just_a and_o holy_a a_o life_n aâ—_n his_o shall_v be_v love_v and_o esteem_v do_v choose_v nevertheless_o to_o loose_v and_o spend_v it_o to_o destroy_v this_o bloody_a and_o cruel_a best_a sin_n feel_v more_o ouâ—_n fault_n than_o his_o own_o pain_n ponder_n that_o if_o sin_n cost_v almighty_a god_n so_o much_o in_o that_o for_o to_o destroy_v the_o same_o he_o embrace_v the_o cross_n offer_v on_o it_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n and_o life_n in_o satisfaction_n of_o â—â—nne_n how_o be_v thou_o so_o blind_a and_o foolish_a that_o thou_o will_v needs_o love_v and_o esteem_v a_o thing_n so_o abominable_a unâ—o_fw-mi god_n how_o be_v thou_o so_o besot_v â—s_a to_o choose_v death_n itself_o how_o so_o â—old_a and_o foolhardy_a as_o to_o adventure_v the_o commit_n of_o a_o mortal_a â—â—nne_n it_o have_v cost_n god_n himself_o so_o â—igh_a a_o price_n and_o if_o this_o be_v true_a as_o 〈◊〉_d be_v be_v it_o not_o a_o madness_n incredible_a to_o â—elieve_v with_o faith_n what_o thou_o believe_v and_o to_o live_v in_o manner_n as_o thou_o â—uest_v that_o be_v to_o say_v to_o believe_v that_o â—nne_n be_v so_o bad_a and_o detestable_a and_o evertheles_o to_o commit_v the_o same_o so_o â—â—peratly_o to_o believe_v that_o god_n be_v so_o â—od_a and_o notwithstanding_o to_o offend_v â—â—m_fw-la hence_o thou_o shall_v gather_v a_o great_a â—islike_n and_o detestation_n of_o sin_n seeâ—â—g_v that_o for_o the_o cure_n thereof_o humâ—â—eanes_n do_v not_o suffice_v but_o divine_a aâ—ne_n and_o know_v that_o he_o who_o commit_v it_o as_o much_o as_o lie_v in_o he_o â—s_a s._n paul_n say_v do_v crucify_v again_o â—â—e_z son_n of_o god_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o innumerable_a soul_n 〈◊〉_d that_o be_v now_o burn_v in_o hell_n for_o one_o only_a sin_n which_o they_o commit_v where_o ponder_v first_o how_o all_o those_o damn_a soul_n be_v man_n aâ—_n thou_o be_v and_o many_o of_o they_o christian_n and_o be_v perhaps_o sometime_o high_o in_o the_o favour_n of_o almighty_a god_n but_o by_o little_a &_o little_o they_o greâ—_n careless_a and_o come_v to_o fall_v into_o thaâ—_n miserable_a estate_n &_o by_o the_o just_a judgment_n of_o god_n death_n overtake_v thâ—â—_n therein_o and_o so_o be_v they_o most_o just_o condemn_v for_o all_o eternity_n second_o with_o how_o much_o more_o reason_n thou_o deserve_v to_o be_v iâ—_n hell_n as_o those_o soul_n be_v for_o have_v offend_v god_n in_o that_o very_a kind_a oâ—_n sin_n not_o once_o but_o many_o time_n &_o how_o just_a reason_n there_o be_v that_o death_n shall_v have_v catch_v thou_o in_o commit_v the_o first_o sin_n and_o that_o god_n shall_v have_v give_v theâ—_n no_o time_n oâ—_n repentance_n hence_o thou_o shall_v gather_v desirâ—â—_n and_o affection_n of_o love_n and_o gratitude_n towards_o almighty_a god_n for_o the_o favour_n and_o benefit_n do_v unto_o thou_o in_o deliver_v thou_o from_o the_o dangâ—â—_n before_o thou_o do_v fall_v into_o it_o alâ—â—_n fervent_a desire_n of_o do_v satisfaction_n for_o thy_o offence_n in_o this_o life_n lament_v and_o bewail_v they_o the_o iii_o meditation_n of_o death_n the_o preparatory_a prayer_n as_o before_o the_o composition_n of_o place_n shall_v be_v to_o imagine_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n seat_v on_o his_o royal_a throne_n dispatch_v thence_o his_o judge_n sergeant_n apparitor_n and_o other_o his_o officer_n to_o deprive_v of_o their_o life_n all_o those_o that_o be_v to_o die_v suppose_v that_o the_o last_o day_n of_o thy_o life_n be_v now_o come_v and_o that_o this_o be_v the_o last_o hour_n thereof_o and_o that_o thou_o prepare_v thyself_o for_o the_o final_a account_n the_o petition_n shall_v be_v to_o beseech_v our_o loâ—d_n to_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n give_v thou_o grace_n to_o liâ—e_z so_o now_o as_o thou_o will_v then_o wiâ—h_o thou_o have_v live_v &_o so_o compose_v and_o order_v now_o thy_o disorder_a life_n that_o thou_o may_v die_v a_o happy_a death_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o doubtful_a and_o uncertain_a this_o day_n and_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n be_v so_o that_o thou_o neither_o know_v when_o nor_o in_o what_o manneâ—_n it_o will_v attach_v thou_o for_o that_o ordinary_o when_o a_o man_n be_v most_o careless_a and_o think_v least_o thereof_o it_o than_o come_v the_o divine_a providence_n so_o ordain_v to_o oblige_v thou_o to_o be_v always_o watchful_a expect_v this_o day_n and_o fear_v this_o hour_n for_o as_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o uncertain_a than_o thaâ—_n hour_n so_o thou_o must_v believe_v that_o nothing_o be_v more_o certain_a then_o that_o after_o health_n follow_v sickness_n &_o afâ—er_v life_n ensue_v death_n ponder_n how_o this_o verity_n be_v most_o sure_a and_o undoubted_a yet_o thoâ—_n live_v nevertheless_o with_o so_o great_a carelessness_n and_o negligence_n not_o prepare_v for_o death_n which_o daily_o do_v threaâ—en_v thou_o and_o move_v here_o in_o thyself_o a_o great_a desire_n to_o live_v well_o to_o day_n as_o one_o that_o be_v to_o die_v to_o morrow_n for_o the_o day_n wiil_n â—ome_v and_o that_o very_o quick_o wherein_o thou_o shall_v line_v to_o â—ee_n the_o morning_n but_o not_o the_o evening_n or_o the_o evening_n but_o not_o the_o morning_n and_o order_v thy_o life_n from_o this_o day_n forward_o in_o manner_n as_o thou_o will_v wish_v to_o have_v live_v at_o the_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o that_o death_n shall_v seize_v upon_o thou_o in_o the_o state_n in_o which_o now_o thou_o stand_v procure_v forth_o with_o to_o come_v out_o of_o it_o for_o it_o be_v not_o good_a to_o live_v in_o that_o state_n wherein_o thou_o will_v not_o die_v the_o 2._o point_v to_o consider_v of_o what_o importance_n it_o be_v as_o the_o holy_a ghost_n say_v to_o have_v always_o in_o mind_n the_o presence_n of_o death_n thereby_o not_o to_o sin_n for_o ever_o for_o thou_o be_v very_o unwise_a if_o in_o a_o business_n of_o so_o great_a consequence_n â—nd_v importance_n as_o be_v always_o to_o walk_v prepare_v and_o arm_a witâ—_n his_o â—oly_a and_o wholesome_a remembrance_n â—hou_fw-mi will_v so_o much_o forget_v thy_o selâ—â—s_n to_o defer_v it_o to_o the_o very_a point_n and_o instant_n of_o thy_o death_n not_o know_v how_o or_o in_o what_o manner_n thou_o aâ—t_v to_o die_v whether_o sudden_o or_o by_o some_o â—tone_n throw_v at_o randoâ—_n or_o by_o a_o tile_n of_o a_o house_n fall_v down_o upon_o thou_o by_o sword_n fire_n or_o water_n for_o doubtless_o thou_o be_v not_o certain_a whether_o 〈◊〉_d sudden_a and_o violent_a death_n will_v befall_v thou_o as_o it_o have_v befall_v many_o othersâ—_n ponder_n that_o every_o sinner_n whosoever_o do_v deserve_v to_o be_v chastise_v with_o this_o sudden_a death_n and_o to_o perish_v and_o die_v therein_o as_o very_o many_o have_v do_v see_v therefore_o thou_o aâ—â—_n so_o great_a a_o sinner_n how_o do_v thou_o noâ—_n tremble_v to_o be_v but_o one_o hour_n in_o mortal_a sin_n why_o be_v thou_o not_o careful_a how_o death_n may_v find_v thou_o well_o or_o ill_o prepare_v that_o be_v in_o mortal_a sin_n or_o in_o the_o grace_n &_o favour_n of_o almighty_a god_n hence_o raise_v in_o thyself_o a_o earnest_a desire_n with_o a_o firm_a purpose_n and_o resolution_n to_o do_v so_o and_o not_o to_o be_v sâ—_n careless_a as_o hitherto_o thou_o have_v beeâ—_n in_o
kill_v he_o he_o be_v judge_v that_o shall_v judge_v and_o condemn_v they_o final_o he_o be_v he_o which_o be_v to_o their_o loss_n and_o eternal_a grief_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lord_n the_o most_o innocent_a lamb_n himself_o give_v place_n to_o the_o fury_n of_o his_o enemy_n be_v deliver_v up_o to_o the_o ravenous_a wolf_n and_o prinoe_n of_o darkness_n which_o be_v the_o infernal_a spirit_n by_o mean_n of_o his_o servant_n and_o minister_n to_o be_v put_v to_o all_o manner_n of_o torment_n and_o cruelty_n his_o life_n not_o except_v as_o in_o holy_a job_n it_o be_v when_o he_o be_v delluered_a to_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n but_o without_o any_o limitation_n at_o all_o that_o they_o may_v wreâ—ke_v their_o fuâ—y_n upon_o his_o most_o sacred_a hamanity_n ponder_v the_o 〈◊〉_d &_o rudeness_n of_o those_o savage_a surye_n maâ—ing_v their_o sport_n &_o pastime_n to_o injure_v â—nd_n torment_v the_o son_n of_o god_n of_o who_o they_o have_v receive_v so_o great_a benefit_n and_o who_o a_o little_a before_o they_o have_v judge_v worthy_a of_o high_a â—onour_n but_o forget_v all_o this_o they_o strike_v he_o on_o the_o face_n they_o spurn_v and_o buffet_v he_o with_o their_o fist_n they_o pluck_v he_o by_o the_o hair_n &_o by_o the_o hear_v hence_o thou_o may_v stir_v up_o in_o thyself_o shame_n and_o confusion_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o bold_a as_o to_o handle_v thy_o saviour_n as_o ill_o as_o these_o traitor_n do_v lay_v thy_o sacrilegious_a and_o violent_a hand_n upon_o he_o if_o not_o in_o outward_a show_n at_o least_o through_o thy_o manifold_a sin_n and_o wicked_a deed_n persecute_v he_o with_o they_o as_o hit_v enemy_n do_v not_o once_o only_o as_o they_o do_v but_o many_o time_n the_o xxxvi_o meditation_n how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v apprehend_v the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o lord_n be_v innocency_n itself_o be_v reckon_v &_o treat_v as_o a_o these_o and_o for_o such_o his_o enemy_n come_v to_o apprehend_v he_o with_o chain_n and_o cord_n with_o sword_n and_o clubbâ—_n and_o our_o saviout_n give_v they_o power_n over_o his_o body_n to_o spurn_v &_o torment_v it_o at_o their_o pleasure_n ponder_v the_o surpass_a great_a humility_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o how_o he_o be_v â—ast_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o most_o vile_a sinner_n who_o sâ—at_a and_o throne_n be_v above_o the_o seraphim_n how_o he_o be_v kick_v at_o and_o tread_v under_o foot_n as_o a_o malefactor_n who_o be_v the_o mirror_n of_o innocency_n and_o the_o unsported_a lamb_n admire_v the_o rare_a submission_n &_o humiliation_n of_o so_o great_a a_o god_n who_o do_v not_o only_o prostrate_v himself_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o his_o apostle_n and_o of_o judas_n and_o wash_v they_o and_o kiss_v they_o but_o also_o suffer_v this_o traitor_n and_o his_o accurse_a company_n to_o set_v thâ—ir_n abominable_a fert_fw-la upon_o he_o to_o tread_v upon_o he_o and_o spurn_v he_o gather_v hence_o a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o yield_v and_o humble_a thyself_o to_o thy_o inferior_n be_v hold_v christ_n thy_o redeemer_n so_o humblâ—_n and_o meek_a and_o consider_v of_o who_o and_o for_o who_o he_o recâ—â—ueth_v such_o injury_n &_o reproache_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o wicked_a band_n of_o soldier_n after_o they_o have_v strike_v and_o abuse_v christ_n our_o lord_n tie_v he_o by_o the_o wrist_n with_o strong_a cord_n like_o a_o thief_n they_o bring_v he_o bind_v unto_o annas_n the_o high_a priest_n house_n ponder_n how_o farour_n lord_n be_v from_o be_v a_o thief_n and_o robber_n of_o other_o man_n good_n for_o he_o give_v all_o he_o have_v and_o that_o which_o be_v particular_a to_o himself_o alone_o for_o thy_o good_a &_o take_v upon_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n conceal_v the_o dignity_n of_o a_o lord_n and_o master_n but_o if_o to_o rescue_v and_o deliver_v soul_n out_o of_o the_o thraldom_n of_o satan_n and_o to_o draw_v our_o heart_n to_o his_o love_n which_o he_o have_v ever_o do_v be_v to_o beâ—_n these_o beseech_v he_o to_o take_v thy_o hart_n and_o all_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v beside_o and_o with_o earnest_a affection_n say_v unto_o he_o bind_v o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o hand_n with_o the_o fetter_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o my_o work_n may_v be_v grateful_a unto_o thou_o bind_v my_o memory_n that_o it_o for_o get_v not_o so_o many_o favour_n and_o benefit_n which_o thou_o daily_o bestow_v upon_o i_o bind_v my_o eye_n that_o they_o may_v not_o behold_v unlawful_a thing_n binâ—_n my_o tongue_n that_o it_o detract_v not_o noâ—_n murmur_n against_o my_o neighbour_n bing_o my_o foot_n that_o they_o may_v only_o walk_v the_o path_n of_o thy_o divine_a commandment_n bind_v final_o o_o lord_n this_o nature_n of_o i_o and_o all_o my_o seâ—es_n and_o power_n from_o all_o that_o which_o be_v sin_n and_o offence_n &_o set_v i_o free_a to_o all_o that_o which_o be_v virtue_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o the_o apostl_n see_v their_o lord_n &_o master_n apprehend_v by_o the_o lewes_z &_o â—ast_o bind_v much_o affright_v flee_v away_o and_o forsake_v he_o ponder_v how_o thy_o saviour_n in_o this_o exigent_n be_v all_o alone_a and_o forsake_v of_o his_o friend_n &_o environ_v with_o cruel_a and_o merciless_a enemy_n how_o he_o be_v well_o accompany_v at_o his_o supper_n and_o in_o time_n of_o prosperity_n but_o now_o abandon_v of_o all_o in_o time_n of_o 〈◊〉_d from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v confusion_n and_o shame_n for_o 〈◊〉_d often_o forsake_v &_o leave_v thy_o father_n lord_n and_o master_n and_o omit_v to_o accomplish_v his_o holy_a will_n to_o fulfil_v thy_o own_o and_o our_o saviour_n here_o be_v forsake_v of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n and_o of_o his_o disciple_n give_v thou_o a_o rate_n example_n of_o patience_n that_o if_o thoâ—_n be_v destitute_a &_o leave_v by_o thy_o friend_n &_o kinsfolk_n thou_o endure_v it_o patient_o for_o iâ—_n be_v not_o much_o that_o the_o disciple_n suffeâ—_n that_o which_o his_o master_n have_v suffer_v before_o he_o beseech_v he_o humble_o that_o see_v he_o be_v a_o true_a &_o faithful_a friend_n he_o will_v never_o forsake_v thou_o although_o all_o other_o shall_v forsake_v thou_o but_o esâ—pecially_o that_o he_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o iâ—_n the_o hour_n of_o thy_o death_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v who_o this_o lord_n be_v upâ—â—_n who_o so_o many_o injury_n be_v discharge_v who_o he_o be_v that_o sustain_v 〈◊〉_d many_o reproach_n &_o indignity_n &_o 〈◊〉_d who_o hand_n he_o take_v they_o ponder_v first_o that_o he_o be_v the_o eternal_a word_n of_o the_o father_n of_o infinite_a virtue_n innumerable_a goodness_n truâ—â—_n glory_n and_o the_o clear_a fountiane_n of_o a_o beauty_n he_o it_o be_v that_o be_v bind_v manaâ—â—_n clad_v buffete_v hale_v spurn_v a_o tread_v under_o foot_n he_o it_o be_v that_o handle_v in_o so_o unhuman_a and_o ruâ—â—_n manner_n ponder_v second_o the_o grieâ—_n which_o our_o saviour_n sâ—lfe_o see_v himself_o â—_o much_o abuse_v by_o so_o base_a a_o people_n â—nd_v so_o ungrateful_a that_o for_o so_o many_o benefit_n return_v he_o so_o many_o &_o so_o grievous_a injury_n and_o if_o god_n take_v so_o heavy_o to_o be_v so_o deal_v with_o all_o by_o â—_o enemy_n how_o heavy_o do_v he_o take_v suffer_v the_o like_a from_o his_o friend_n â—eing_v himself_o all_o alone_a and_o desolate_a in_o so_o great_a affliction_n have_v be_v tray_v and_o sell_v by_o one_o of_o they_o â—nyed_v by_o another_o and_o forsake_v of_o 〈◊〉_d gather_v from_o hence_o a_o desire_n to_o come_v a_o true_a disciple_n of_o our_o lord_n devour_v never_o to_o leave_v he_o but_o accompany_v he_o and_o follow_v he_o â—en_o to_o the_o cross_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v â—oy_v he_o in_o his_o glory_n â—he_n xxxvii_o meditation_n 〈◊〉_d christ_n our_o lord_n be_v present_v before_o annas_n the_o high_a priest_n the_o 1._o point_n â—o_n consider_v what_o thy_o god_n and_o lord_n suffer_v in_o that_o long_a way_n between_o the_o garden_n &_o annas_n his_o house_n unto_o who_o his_o â—_z carry_v he_o buffet_n he_o &_o spuâ—â—ning_v he_o and_o force_v he_o to_o go_v aâ—_n pace_n half_o run_v and_o trail_a hiâ—_n on_o the_o ground_n as_o it_o be_v wont_n to_o happâ—_n to_o they_o that_o be_v lead_v like_o thief_n anâ—_n malefactor_n &_o be_v fetter_v &_o chasten_v ponder_v the_o meekness_n &_o silenâ—â—_n wherewith_o our_o lord_n suffer_v so_o mâ—â—ny_a affront_n not_o have_v deserve_a 〈◊〉_d of_o they_o for_o he_o never_o have_v 〈◊〉_d can_v have_v conâ—nitted_v any_o fault_n thouâ—â—_n his_o adversary_n pretend_v that_o he_o 〈◊〉_d guilty_a of_o many_o gather_v hence_o a_o great_a desire_n palmitate_v the_o example_n of_o thy_o lord_n in_o bâ—â—ing_v silent_a &_o suffer_v patient_o whâ—â—_n
nature_n it_o be_v ever_o to_o speak_v that_o which_o be_v reason_n &_o therefore_o he_o be_v now_o strike_v &_o abuse_v to_o satisfy_v for_o thy_o fault_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v &_o do_v daily_o commit_v in_o evil_a speak_n beseech_v our_o good_a lord_n that_o he_o will_v give_v thou_o grace_v always_o to_o speak_v well_o of_o he_o &_o to_o do_v honour_n unto_o all_o the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o the_o hatred_n &_o rancour_n of_o annas_n &_o of_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o that_o wicked_a counsel_n against_o our_o redeemer_n be_v so_o great_a that_o blind_v with_o the_o splendour_n of_o such_o patience_n &_o meekness_n they_o determine_v to_o send_v the_o most_o meek_a lamb_n fast_o bind_v unto_o caiphas_n the_o high_a priest_n that_o behold_v he_o bring_v in_o that_o manner_n he_o may_v understand_v that_o they_o think_v he_o guilty_a &_o worthy_a of_o death_n ponder_n how_o different_a these_o band_n and_o fetter_n be_v wherewith_o the_o cruel_a tormentor_n bind_v the_o lord_n of_o angel_n from_o those_o with_o which_o he_o bind_v they_o to_o wit_n the_o band_n of_o charity_n but_o his_o charity_n be_v so_o great_a that_o he_o delight_v to_o be_v tie_v with_o new_a fetter_n &_o cord_n to_o loose_v thou_o and_o they_o from_o the_o grievous_a sin_n which_o thou_o have_v commit_v against_o his_o divine_a majesty_n from_o whence_o thou_o may_v gather_v desire_n to_o suffer_v and_o to_o bear_v the_o like_a cross_n if_o in_o public_a or_o in_o private_a thou_o be_v hold_v guilty_a or_o faulty_a for_o in_o truth_n thou_o be_v no_o less_o see_v thy_o lord_n though_o he_o be_v so_o much_o worthy_a to_o be_v glorify_v be_v notwithstanding_o so_o despise_v &_o scoff_v at_o the_o thirty-nine_o meditation_n of_o the_o denial_n of_o s._n peter_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o peter_n have_v flee_v the_o night_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n with_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o disciple_n enter_v into_o himself_o again_o &_o desire_v to_o know_v the_o event_n of_o the_o business_n and_o the_o success_n of_o the_o imprisonment_n of_o his_o master_n he_o follow_v he_o and_o by_o saint_n john_n evangelist_n his_o mean_n who_o be_v know_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n he_o enter_v in_o &_o be_v know_v by_o those_o which_o be_v there_o to_o be_v our_o saviour_n disciple_n he_o deny_v he_o thrice_o swear_v and_o forswear_v that_o he_o know_v he_o not_o ponder_n how_o deep_o this_o sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n of_o his_o disciple_n do_v pierce_v the_o very_a soul_n of_o our_o lord_n that_o his_o dear_a and_o tender_o belove_a apostle_n and_o so_o much_o honour_v above_o the_o rest_n with_o the_o primacy_n of_o the_o church_n shall_v be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v account_v his_o disciple_n gather_v hence_o confusion_n and_o shame_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v oftentimes_o deny_v thy_o saviour_n if_o not_o in_o word_n at_o least_o in_o deed_n be_v ashamed_a to_o keep_v his_o holy_a commandment_n or_o to_o perform_v some_o action_n of_o virtue_n as_o to_o confess_v and_o communicate_v or_o to_o suffer_v some_o injury_n all_o which_o what_o else_o be_v it_o then_o to_o be_v ashamed_a to_o seem_v the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n &_o to_o deny_v he_o wherefore_o thou_o may_v just_o fear_v least_o that_o sentence_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o punishment_n fall_v upoâ—_n thou_o where_o he_o say_v he_o that_o deny_v i_o before_o man_n the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v deny_v he_o before_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n or_o he_o that_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a to_o seem_v my_o disciple_n before_o man_n the_o son_n of_o the_o virgin_n will_v be_v ashamed_a to_o acknowledge_v he_o for_o he_o before_o the_o holy_a angel_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o dangerous_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o continue_v in_o the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n and_o not_o to_o learn_v to_o beware_v by_o the_o first_o fall_n for_o the_o present_a occasion_n and_o the_o presume_v too_o much_o of_o himself_o and_o his_o own_o virtue_n and_o also_o evil_a company_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o fall_n almighty_a god_n permit_v that_o a_o silly_a woman_n portesse_n in_o pilate_n house_n shall_v prevail_v against_o he_o who_o have_v the_o key_n of_o the_o house_n of_o god_n so_o do_v he_o chastise_v pride_n and_o presumption_n ponder_n that_o he_o who_o be_v the_o fundamental_a stone_n of_o the_o church_n and_o so_o much_o favour_v by_o our_o lord_n he_o that_o confess_v jesus_n christ_n for_o the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n he_o that_o offer_v himself_o to_o die_v for_o he_o rather_o than_o to_o be_v scandalize_v and_o to_o fly_v now_o find_v himself_o so_o weak_a and_o fearful_a that_o be_v demand_v by_o a_o poor_a girl_n whether_o he_o be_v the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n be_v ashamed_a to_o confess_v it_o sear_v and_o tremble_v &_o at_o last_o flat_o deny_v it_o not_o once_o or_o twice_o but_o three_o time_n gather_v out_o of_o this_o weakness_n and_o frailty_n of_o peter_n â—ow_o near_o he_o be_v to_o a_o fall_n who_o confide_v much_o and_o presume_v of_o himself_o and_o see_v thou_o be_v not_o a_o rock_n but_o dust_n and_o ash_n and_o all_o the_o gold_n and_o silver_n of_o thy_o weak_a virtue_n be_v found_v upon_o foot_n of_o â—â—ay_n and_o the_o least_o stone_n of_o contradiction_n be_v sufficient_a to_o overthrow_v it_o and_o bring_v the_o whole_a tower_n to_o ground_n therefore_o boast_n nor_o brag_v of_o any_o thing_n for_o thou_o have_v not_o any_o strong_a hold_n nor_o great_a strength_n then_o with_o humble_a acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o own_o nothing_o and_o weakness_n whole_o to_o rely_v on_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o our_o lord_n wherefore_o not_o to_o fall_v it_o behoove_v thou_o to_o fly_v bad_a company_n and_o all_o occasion_n of_o danger_n arrogancy_n pride_n and_o presumption_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o as_o soon_o as_o saint_n peter_n have_v deny_v his_o master_n christ_n our_o lord_n move_v with_o compassion_n and_o grieve_v to_o see_v the_o pastor_n of_o his_o flock_n and_o that_o sheep_n which_o be_v head_n of_o all_o the_o rest_n now_o fall_v into_o so_o great_a calamity_n and_o misery_n look_v on_o he_o reclaim_v &_o convert_v he_o ponder_n the_o infinite_a mercy_n and_o charity_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n who_o albeit_o he_o be_v environ_v with_o his_o enemy_n and_o load_v with_o affliction_n be_v mindful_a of_o his_o disciple_n &_o instead_o of_o chastise_v he_o have_v pity_n on_o he_o &_o turn_v his_o eye_n of_o mercy_n towards_o he_o illuminate_v his_o blindness_n with_o heavenly_a light_n that_o he_o may_v know_v &_o see_v his_o error_n for_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n have_v this_o property_n that_o they_o open_v &_o awake_a the_o drowsy_n and_o revive_v the_o dead_a gather_v hence_o affection_n of_o love_n towards_o this_o our_o lord_n because_o when_o thou_o go_v about_o to_o offend_v he_o he_o invent_v mean_n and_o find_v out_o way_n to_o pardon_v thou_o he_o have_v compassion_n on_o thou_o he_o behold_v thou_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o mercy_n he_o touch_v thy_o hart_n and_o all_o to_o the_o end_n that_o thou_o may_v know_v feel_v &_o lament_v thy_o sin_n and_o offence_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o lord_n enlighten_v &_o penetrate_v the_o wound_a soul_n of_o peter_n with_o that_o his_o silent_a &_o love_a look_n that_o remember_v himself_o and_o be_v sorry_a for_o his_o sin_n he_o may_v bitter_o bewail_v the_o same_o he_o present_o return_v to_o himself_o and_o weep_v bitter_o &_o for_o more_o effectual_a redress_n of_o his_o offence_n he_o depart_v the_o house_n and_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n where_o he_o have_v find_v so_o bad_a entertainment_n and_o shut_v himself_o up_o into_o one_o of_o those_o cave_n which_o be_v towards_o the_o fountain_n of_o siloe_n and_o lament_v his_o sin_n with_o deep_a sorrow_n &_o say_v o_o treacherous_a old_a age_n o_o year_n ill_o spend_v o_o life_n naughty_o employ_v o_o blasphemous_a tongue_n o_o wretched_a sinner_n coward_n liar_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v ought_v thou_o so_o to_o have_v deny_v thy_o master_n have_v receive_v so_o many_o favour_n &_o benefit_n of_o he_o ponder_v how_o peter_n because_o he_o have_v deny_v his_o master_n thrice_o in_o one_o night_n weep_v and_o repent_v himself_o of_o his_o sin_n all_o his_o life_n time_n and_o do_v very_o sharp_a and_o rigorous_a penance_n albeit_o he_o know_v that_o god_n have_v already_o pardon_v he_o from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v desire_n to_o do_v the_o like_a for_o thy_o sin_n see_v that_o not_o one_o night_n alone_o but_o all_o thy_o life_n time_n and_o not_o thrice_o but_o innumerable_a time_n thou_o have_v deny_v and_o abandon_v thy_o god_n wherefore_o 〈◊〉_d behoove_v thou_o if_o
thou_o desire_v to_o have_v pardon_n very_o serious_o â—o_o bewail_v and_o hearty_o to_o repent_v for_o thy_o sin_n &_o do_v penance_n for_o they_o the_o xl._o meditation_n what_o happen_v unto_o our_o saviour_n in_o caiphas_n his_o house_n &_o of_o the_o thing_n he_o suffer_v that_o night_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o answer_n which_o our_o lord_n give_v unto_o the_o demand_n of_o caiphas_n the_o high_a priest_n i_o adjure_v thou_o by_o the_o live_a god_n that_o thou_o tell_v we_o if_o thou_o be_v christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o our_o lord_n although_o he_o know_v right_o well_o the_o great_a injury_n reproach_n and_o torment_n which_o his_o confession_n will_v cost_v he_o yea_o death_n itself_o he_o plain_o answer_v and_o tell_v the_o truth_n and_o save_v what_o be_v be_v fit_v his_o person_n the_o high_a priest_n blind_v with_o splendour_n of_o so_o great_a light_n and_o be_v in_o passion_n judge_v that_o he_o have_v blaspheme_v and_o so_o he_o and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o counsel_n condemn_v our_o lord_n to_o death_n and_o have_v no_o respect_n to_o the_o innocency_n of_o his_o life_n nor_o to_o their_o own_o state_n and_o quality_n treat_v he_o most_o vile_o ponder_v the_o meekness_n wherewith_o our_o lord_n suffer_v these_o affront_n and_o injury_n and_o hear_v that_o unjust_a sentence_n he_o be_v guilty_a of_o death_n o_o how_o that_o immaculate_a lamb_n hear_v this_o sentence_n will_v offer_v himself_o willing_o to_o death_n to_o give_v life_n unto_o they_o who_o give_v sentence_n against_o he_o and_o condemn_v he_o to_o death_n gather_v hence_o desire_v always_o to_o say_v of_o our_o saviour_n the_o contrary_a to_o that_o which_o these_o his_o enemy_n pronounce_v of_o he_o to_o wit_n such_o innocency_n such_o a_o lord_n such_o a_o benefactor_n such_o a_o saviour_n and_o master_n deserve_v life_n such_o a_o god_n and_o redeemer_n be_v most_o worthy_a to_o live_v and_o all_o those_o which_o condemn_v he_o or_o offend_v he_o or_o accuâ—fe_v he_o be_v worthy_a of_o everlasting_a death_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v now_o late_a and_o time_n for_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o his_o fellower_n to_o rest_n they_o deliver_v up_o our_o lord_n to_o the_o soldier_n to_o watch_v he_o &_o they_o to_o keep_v themselves_o from_o sleep_v do_v deride_v scoff_n &_o mock_v at_o our_o lord_n and_o cover_v his_o eye_n with_o a_o shameful_a rag_n smite_v his_o divine_a face_n say_v voto_fw-la he_o prophesy_v unto_o we_o o_o christ_n who_o be_v he_o that_o strike_v thou_o here_o thou_o may_v ponder_v christ_n our_o lord_n full_a of_o pain_n and_o affliction_n reject_v despise_a and_o contemn_v of_o all_o great_a and_o little_a neither_o be_v it_o the_o least_o cause_n of_o grief_n to_o have_v his_o divine_a eye_n cover_v that_o his_o enemy_n may_v the_o more_o free_o strike_v he_o on_o the_o face_n persuade_v themselves_o that_o so_o he_o can_v not_o see_v they_o for_o it_o be_v the_o property_n of_o great_a sinner_n to_o desire_v not_o to_o be_v see_v that_o they_o may_v sin_v more_o free_o and_o without_o restraint_n but_o he_o see_v they_o notwithstanding_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o of_o his_o godhead_n because_o he_o be_v god_n who_o eye_n say_v the_o wiseman_n behold_v in_o every_o place_n the_o good_a and_o the_o evil_a which_o every_o one_o continual_o do_v hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v that_o when_o thou_o sin_v forget_v that_o god_n do_v see_v thou_o thou_o be_v as_o it_o be_v hood-winked_n &_o deceave_v thyself_o cover_v thy_o own_o eye_n with_o this_o false_a and_o black_a veil_n for_o god_n eye_n be_v most_o clear_a and_o open_a upon_o thou_o behold_v thy_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n wherefore_o from_o this_o day_n forword_n be_v afraid_a to_o offend_v our_o lord_n carrying_z ever_o in_o thy_o memory_n this_o admirable_a say_n behold_v god_n behold_v thou_o the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v now_o that_o after_o this_o injury_n those_o cruel_a fellow_n 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this_o question_n but_o with_o a_o different_a meaning_n and_o desire_v from_o that_o which_o his_o enemy_n have_v â—aying_v o_o my_o lord_n if_o thou_o be_v christ_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o be_v the_o promise_a messiah_n if_o 〈◊〉_d be_v the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n â—nd_v the_o splendour_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o 〈◊〉_d eternal_a father_n as_o it_o be_v most_o true_a 〈◊〉_d thou_o be_v how_o come_v it_o to_o â—asse_v that_o thy_o divine_a face_n be_v so_o disfigure_v how_o be_v it_o defile_v with_o spittle_n 〈◊〉_d be_v it_o bruise_v with_o buffet_n and_o â—aming_v hence_o affection_n of_o tender_a â—ue_v and_o compassion_n acknowledge_v at_o thy_o sin_n have_v be_v the_o cause_n â—hy_a thy_o saviour_n christ_n and_o lord_n be_v that_o
〈◊〉_d thyself_o poor_o apparel_v and_o to_o want_v necessity_n see_v so_o rare_a a_o example_n as_o christ_n our_o lord_n have_v give_v thou_o of_o sufferance_n nakednâ—sse_n &_o poverty_n in_o all_o his_o life_n and_o special_o in_o his_o death_n for_o his_o nakedness_n must_v be_v thy_o garment_n his_o dishonour_n thy_o livery_n his_o poverty_n thy_o riches_n his_o conâ—usion_n thy_o glory_n and_o his_o death_n thy_o life_n of_o grace_n &_o glory_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v now_o naked_a &_o the_o soldier_n â—aying_v the_o cross_n on_o the_o ground_n they_o command_v he_o to_o lie_v down_o upon_o it_o on_o his_o back_n that_o he_o may_v be_v nail_v to_o it_o &_o so_o he_o do_v ponder_v first_o the_o most_o excellent_a obedience_n of_o thy_o saviour_n which_o shine_v most_o in_o hear_v and_o obey_v in_o whatsoever_o hard_a &_o difficult_a matter_n those_o cruel_a tormentor_n propose_v unto_o he_o give_v thou_o a_o example_n to_o subject_n 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