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you_o those_o of_o my_o duty_n &_o the_o desire_n i_o have_v to_o be_v madam_n your_o etc._n etc._n the_o xxiv_o answer_n she_o answer_v that_o she_o have_v not_o merit_n enough_o to_o cause_v joy_n in_o the_o possess_n or_o sorrow_n in_o the_o lose_n madam_n your_o letter_n make_v i_o more_o ashamed_a than_o my_o absence_n you_o melancholy_a i_o have_v more_o cause_n to_o blush_v at_o your_o praise_n than_o you_o to_o be_v sad_a at_o my_o separation_n i_o can_v believe_v you_o without_o mistake_v myself_o for_o another_o and_o to_o credit_v your_o word_n i_o must_v renounce_v the_o knowledge_n of_o myself_o that_o which_o you_o have_v of_o i_o be_v very_o different_a from_o your_o discourse_n or_o at_o least_o from_o truth_n i_o doubt_v not_o but_o you_o feel_v some_o sorrow_n but_o i_o care_v not_o to_o measure_v it_o by_o my_o merit_n i_o have_v too_o little_a to_o equal_v the_o favour_n i_o possess_v and_o i_o shall_v be_v no_o less_o ignorant_a then_o unthankful_a if_o i_o shall_v 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