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that_o thus_o it_o appear_v that_o shame_n and_o true_a repentance_n go_v together_o 2._o reason_n 2._o 2._o because_o else_o he_o will_v never_o change_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n at_o least_o as_o he_o ought_v that_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o it_o nor_o sorrowful_a for_o it_o whereas_o if_o he_o be_v ashamed_a and_o sorrowful_a he_o will_v put_v it_o away_o with_o indignation_n even_o as_o the_o jew_n be_v command_v 30.22_o isai_n 30.22_o to_o cast_v away_o the_o cover_n os_fw-la silver_n and_o the_o rich_a ornament_n of_o their_o image_n of_o gold_n as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n say_v unto_o it_o get_v thou_o hence_o and_o as_o ammon_n do_v tame_a 13.15_o 2._o sam._n 13.15_o who_o hatred_n be_v great_a than_o his_o love_n wherewith_o he_o have_v love_v she_o and_o say_v unto_o she_o get_v thou_o hence_o 3._o reason_n 3._o 3_o because_o if_o he_o have_v not_o fear_n his_o change_n will_v not_o be_v constant_a see_v how_o willing_a soever_o the_o spirit_n be_v yet_o the_o flesh_n 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they_o and_o to_o make_v they_o new_a man_n and_o howsoever_o it_o may_v seem_v strange_a to_o those_o who_o have_v have_v no_o experience_n thereof_o yet_o how_o shall_v it_o be_v otherwise_o but_o that_o mortal_a and_o weak_a man_n at_o the_o sight_n of_o his_o own_o sin_n and_o the_o apprehension_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n due_a unto_o they_o i_o say_v how_o shall_v it_o be_v but_o he_o must_v needs_o be_v trouble_v with_o sorrow_n and_o fear_n see_v our_o saviour_n christ_n who_o be_v a_o man_n without_o sin_n and_o stand_v but_o in_o our_o stead_n and_o apprehend_v and_o feel_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n but_o for_o our_o sin_n be_v so_o trouble_v and_o grieve_a that_o he_o sweat_v water_n and_o blood_n and_o cry_v out_o my_o god_n â—…y_a god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o if_o he_o i_o say_v be_v thus_o dish_n ess_v then_o think_v it_o not_o strange_a that_o weak_a mortal_a man_n when_o he_o see_v his_o sine_fw-la and_o feel_v hithe_a wrath_n of_o god_n due_a unto_o they_o shall_v be_v smite_v with_o sorrow_n and_o fear_n and_o know_v it_o be_v not_o any_o man_n part_n to_o triumph_v other_o they_o as_o common_o man_n do_v and_o make_v a_o mock_n of_o they_o which_o be_v the_o practice_n not_o only_o of_o profane_a man_n but_o of_o those_o that_o profess_v civil_a honesty_n tell_v we_o apparent_o that_o they_o never_o feel_v any_o such_o thing_n for_o if_o they_o have_v they_o will_v lay_v to_o their_o help_a hand_n to_o comfort_v they_o 3_o use_v 3_o last_o this_o may_v teach_v every_o man_n to_o labour_n for_o this_o humiliation_n even_o this_o which_o be_v inward_a if_o it_o be_v but_o such_o sorrow_n and_o grief_n as_o the_o wicked_a may_v have_v and_o so_o may_v be_v without_o true_a repentance_n yet_o it_o be_v a_o mean_n to_o let_v in_o the_o other_o but_o if_o it_o be_v true_a sorrow_n sorrow_n according_a to_o god_n it_o be_v as_o certain_a a_o companion_n of_o true_a repentance_n as_o the_o heat_n be_v with_o the_o light_n in_o the_o sun_n be_v as_o needful_a to_o salvation_n as_o it_o be_v often_o needful_a for_o the_o preservation_n of_o the_o bodily_a life_n that_o the_o patient_a be_v by_o detraction_n of_o blood_n bring_v to_o a_o swoon_n and_o even_o to_o death_n door_n so_o it_o be_v needful_a and_o much_o more_o that_o this_o repentant_a for_o the_o procure_n of_o this_o spiritual_a life_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v by_o sorrow_n and_o fear_n cast_v down_o even_o to_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n as_o be_v forlorn_a and_o in_o a_o most_o wretched_a estate_n example_n hereof_o we_o have_v in_o ezra_n who_o be_v so_o far_o humble_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o
as_o wary_a in_o the_o manner_n as_o he_o can_v for_o example_n if_o thou_o have_v deceive_v thy_o brother_n secret_o and_o unknown_a to_o he_o which_o be_v sin_n in_o thou_o thou_o may_v make_v he_o restitution_n again_o unknown_a to_o he_o and_o that_o be_v a_o righteous_a thing_n in_o thou_o yet_o more_o particular_o in_o one_o instance_n for_o the_o rest_n thou_o be_v a_o trade_n man_n and_o the_o party_n injure_v trade_n with_o thou_o still_o restore_v he_o that_o thou_o defraude_v he_o of_o either_o by_o weight_n measure_n or_o price_n or_o howsoever_o in_o the_o same_o kind_n secret_o as_o joseph_n steward_n put_v jacobs_n son_n money_n in_o their_o bag_n and_o sack_n and_o do_v this_o at_o time_n by_o little_a and_o little_a till_o thy_o conscience_n which_o check_v thou_o before_o tell_v thou_o thou_o have_v do_v he_o right_n and_o restore_v he_o all_o but_o take_v this_o caveat_n with_o thou_o beware_v thou_o flatter_v not_o thyself_o and_o restore_v not_o all_o because_o no_o man_n know_v whether_o thou_o do_v or_o not_o for_o he_o that_o be_v the_o searcher_n of_o the_o heart_n know_v all_o but_o if_o thou_o want_v opportunity_n to_o do_v it_o secret_o rather_o than_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v do_v thou_o must_v do_v it_o public_o and_o that_o upon_o no_o less_o penalty_n than_o damnation_n for_o the_o contrary_n must_v needs_o be_v to_o that_o of_o christ_n to_o zacheus_n that_o no_o restitution_n exclude_v salvation_n out_o of_o thy_o house_n and_o heart_n for_o as_o augustine_n say_v ibid._n non_fw-la remittetur_fw-la peccatum_fw-la nisi_fw-la restituatur_fw-la ablatum_fw-la sed_fw-la cùm_fw-la restitui_fw-la potest_fw-la august_n ibid._n the_o sin_n shall_v not_o be_v remit_v if_o that_o which_o be_v take_v away_o be_v not_o restore_v when_o a_o man_n have_v ability_n to_o restore_v for_o if_o it_o deserve_v damnation_n to_o take_v any_o thing_n from_o a_o man_n wrongful_o as_o doubtless_o it_o do_v then_o be_v it_o as_o dangerous_a to_o keep_v it_o be_v take_v think_v it_o not_o then_o in_o these_o case_n of_o injustice_n enough_o that_o when_o thou_o humble_a thyself_o before_o god_n thou_o shed_v tear_n for_o they_o or_o fast_o and_o perform_v such_o thing_n unless_o also_o thou_o make_v recompense_n for_o the_o wrong_n repentance_n the_o part_n of_o repentance_n have_v speak_v of_o the_o description_n of_o repentance_n we_o must_v proceed_v to_o the_o part_n of_o it_o and_o as_o augustine_n say_v in_o another_o thing_n gratia_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la adiutorium_fw-la sine_fw-la quo_fw-la aliquid_fw-la non_fw-la fit_n &_o aliud_fw-la est_fw-la adiutorium_fw-la quo_fw-la aliquid_fw-la fit_n aug._n the_o corrupt_a &_o gratia_fw-la there_o be_v some_o help_n without_o which_o a_o thing_n be_v not_o and_o some_o by_o which_o it_o be_v so_o i_o may_v say_v there_o be_v some_o thing_n which_o may_v be_v call_v the_o part_n of_o another_o without_o which_o it_o can_v be_v and_o other_o by_o which_o it_o be_v and_o of_o which_o it_o consist_v of_o the_o former_a kind_n be_v faith_n and_o the_o knowledge_n of_o a_o man_n self_n and_o the_o inward_a and_o outward_a humiliation_n speak_v of_o which_o may_v in_o a_o general_a sense_n be_v call_v part_n because_o it_o can_v be_v without_o they_o though_o most_o of_o they_o may_v be_v without_o it_o of_o the_o latter_a be_v these_o two_o mortification_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o vivification_n of_o the_o spirit_n call_v by_o the_o prophet_n leave_v of_o evil_a and_o do_v of_o good_a of_o which_o it_o consist_v and_o which_o whole_o make_v it_o of_o which_o in_o their_o order_n i_o will_v now_o speak_v mortification_n the_o first_o part_n of_o repentance_n mortification_n mortification_n be_v the_o first_o part_n of_o repentance_n whereby_o the_o repentant_a do_v not_o only_o change_v and_o take_v away_o sin_n from_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n which_o yet_o he_o do_v but_o also_o purge_v the_o heart_n crucifi_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o corruption_n of_o it_o and_o take_v 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mercy_n for_o thousand_o forgive_a iniquity_n and_o transgression_n and_o sin_n where_o the_o great_a part_n of_o it_o be_v mercy_n goodness_n long_o suffer_v and_o readiness_n to_o forgive_v and_o why_o be_v all_o this_o but_o for_o the_o comfort_n of_o such_o as_o have_v need_n of_o mercy_n and_o not_o only_o to_o encourage_v they_o to_o come_v but_o to_o make_v they_o afraid_a by_o such_o fear_n as_o these_o to_o be_v keep_v from_o he_o which_o they_o can_v do_v without_o deny_v this_o unto_o they_o and_o so_o bring_v much_o dishonour_n and_o disgrace_n unto_o he_o and_o sin_n to_o themselves_o for_o as_o man_n much_o dishonour_v great_a prince_n in_o doubt_v of_o and_o call_v in_o question_n their_o title_n and_o regal_a style_n and_o make_v themselves_o capable_a of_o treason_n so_o be_v it_o in_o this_o 2._o they_o must_v think_v his_o name_n be_v not_o a_o bare_a title_n as_o some_o prince_n have_v without_o any_o part_n of_o the_o thing_n but_o as_o his_o name_n so_o be_v his_o 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he_o be_v marvelous_a glad_a to_o have_v the_o occasion_n to_o show_v his_o mercy_n not_o that_o he_o be_v simple_o glad_a of_o sin_n and_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n the_o object_n of_o his_o mercy_n but_o glad_a that_o sinner_n will_v come_v to_o he_o that_o he_o may_v manifest_v his_o mercy_n and_o the_o great_a the_o sinner_n be_v the_o more_o glad_a of_o he_o for_o it_o more_o magnify_v his_o mercy_n 3._o to_o overcome_v this_o let_v unto_o repentance_n they_o shall_v think_v of_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n who_o be_v true_a and_o can_v lie_v as_o these_o and_o such_o like_a first_o that_o of_o esay_n 55.7_o isal_n 55.7_o let_v the_o wicked_a forsake_v his_o way_n and_o the_o unrighteous_a his_o own_o imagination_n and_o return_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o and_o to_o our_o god_n for_o he_o be_v very_o ready_a to_o forgive_v also_o that_o of_o ezekiel_n 18.21.22.23_o ezech._n 18.21.22.23_o but_o if_o the_o wicked_a will_v return_v from_o all_o his_o sin_n that_o he_o have_v commit_v and_o keep_v all_o my_o statute_n and_o do_v that_o which_o be_v lawful_a and_o right_a he_o shall_v sure_o live_v and_o not_o die_v all_o his_o transgression_n that_o he_o have_v commit_v they_o shall_v not_o be_v mention_v unto_o he_o but_o in_o his_o righteousness_n that_o he_o have_v do_v he_o shall_v live_v have_v i_o any_o desire_n that_o the_o wicked_a shall_v die_v say_v the_o lord_n god_n or_o shall_v he_o not_o live_v if_o he_o turn_v from_o his_o way_n and_o again_o by_o the_o same_o prophet_n he_o speak_v 33.11_o ezech._n 33.11_o as_o i_o live_v say_v the_o lord_n god_n i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o that_o the_o wicked_a turn_n