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way_n than_o i_o intend_v in_o this_o preface_n nothing_o more_o be_v now_o to_o be_v do_v but_o to_o leave_v this_o small_a help_n in_o the_o hand_n of_o such_o who_o soul_n long_o after_o the_o return_n of_o god_n with_o quicken_a and_o comfort_v influence_n upon_o they_o j._n sym_n the_o content_n chap._n 1._o of_o desertion_n in_o general_a as_o they_o concern_v the_o godly_a 1._o that_o there_o be_v such_o a_o estate_n p._n 3._o demonstrate_v 1._o by_o the_o experience_n of_o the_o saint_n pag._n 4._o 2._o by_o the_o witness_n of_o god_n pag._n 6_o chap._n 2._o 2._o in_o what_o sense_n the_o godly_a be_v deserted_n 1._o in_o appearance_n only_o pag._n 8_o 2._o really_n pag._n 9_o three_o limitation_n pag._n 10_o 1._o god_n leave_v they_o not_o for_o ever_o ibid._n 2._o not_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o love_n but_o the_o act_n of_o love_n pag._n 12_o 3._o not_o the_o act_n of_o love_n which_o be_v for_o our_o be_v but_o for_o our_o well_o be_v pag._n 15_o chap._n 3._o four_o consideration_n about_o desertion_n 1._o that_o a_o man_n may_v miss_v much_o of_o god_n external_a presence_n and_o yet_o enjoy_v inward_a communion_n with_o he_o pag._n 19_o two_o cause_n of_o this_o pag._n 21_o 2._o he_o may_v want_v the_o comfort_a presence_n and_o yet_o have_v the_o quicken_a presence_n of_o god_n pag._n 22_o 3._o he_o that_o lose_v god_n quicken_n presence_n lose_v also_o his_o comfort_a presence_n pag._n 23_o two_o evil_n that_o befall_v such_o a_o man_n ibid._n 4._o all_o these_o may_v befall_v a_o man_n at_o once_o pag._n 25_o chap._n 4._o of_o desertion_n in_o special_a these_o be_v of_o two_o sort_n the_o withdraw_a of_o influence_n of_o grace_n of_o comfort_n the_o first_o sort_n of_o desertion_n be_v the_o withhold_v of_o assist_v grace_n and_o be_v real_a in_o appearance_n only_o 1._o real_a 1._o the_o state_n of_o it_o god_n suspend_v the_o arbitrary_a and_o wont_a influence_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n pag._n 26_o 1._o the_o act_n a_o negative_a act_n ibid._n 2._o the_o object_n express_v in_o three_o thing_n 1._o it_o be_v the_o influence_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n not_o the_o presence_n pag._n 27_o 2._o it_o be_v the_o arbitrary_a influence_n ibid._n the_o necessary_a influence_n be_v constant_a both_o for_o sustentation_n and_o augmentation_n pag._n 28_o the_o arbitrary_a influence_n what_o it_o be_v and_o why_o so_o call_v p._n 30._o to_o what_o end_n it_o serve_v 1._o to_o actuate_v which_o it_o do_v 1._o by_o exciting_a pag._n 31._o 2._o by_o enable_v to_o act._n pag._n 33_o 2._o to_o regulate_v pag._n 34_o 3._o to_o corroborate_v pag._n 35_o 3._o it_o be_v a_o suspension_n of_o the_o ordinary_a influence_n which_o we_o be_v wont_a to_o have_v pag._n 37_o there_o be_v a_o twofold_a influence_n ibid._n four_o advertisement_n concern_v god_n withdraw_v his_o assistance_n pag._n 38_o 1._o it_o be_v never_o whole_o withdraw_v pag._n 39_o 2._o desertion_n be_v only_o when_o the_o abatement_n of_o life_n be_v eminent_a pag._n 41_o 3._o when_o the_o deadness_n be_v universal_a ibid._n 4._o when_o the_o deadness_n abide_v upon_o the_o heart_n pag._n 42_o chap._n 5._o 2._o the_o symptom_n of_o a_o deserted_n state_n pag._n 43_o two_o thing_n in_o general_a observable_a 1._o a_o man_n may_v be_v desert_v and_o not_o know_v it_o with_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o pag._n 44_o 1._o much_o activity_n from_o false_a principle_n ibid._n 2._o god_n departure_n be_v gradual_a pag._n 45_o 3._o man_n rest_v too_o must_v on_o other_o thing_n that_o deceive_v they_o express_v in_o three_o particular_n pag._n 46_o 4._o they_o consider_v not_o their_o estate_n ibid._n 2._o it_o be_v needful_a to_o know_v whether_o we_o be_v desert_v or_o not_o see_v three_o reason_n pag._n 47_o 1._o else_o we_o shall_v be_v unthankful_a ibid._n 2._o we_o shall_v be_v secure_a and_o not_o inquire_v after_o he_o pag._n 48_o 3._o not_o to_o know_v this_o be_v to_o contemn_v god_n pag._n 50_o chap._n 6._o the_o rule_n for_o our_o help_n in_o 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vacuity_n and_o emptiness_n pag._n 74_o in_o this_o estate_n the_o soul_n have_v lose_v a_o threefold_a excellency_n 1._o there_o be_v less_o complacency_n in_o thought_n of_o god_n pag._n 76_o 2._o less_o frequency_n pag._n 77_o 3._o less_o consistency_n pag._n 79_o chap._n 10._o 4._o incredulity_n q._n what_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o unbelief_n prevail_v in_o desertion_n 1._o the_o inevidence_n of_o the_o object_n of_o faith_n pag._n 82_o 1._o when_o the_o object_n be_v hide_v pag._n 84_o 2._o when_o the_o subject_n be_v dark_a pag._n 85_o 2._o satan_n work_v pag._n 87_o chap._n 11._o 3._o there_o will_v be_v a_o change_n in_o the_o affection_n pag._n 88_o 1._o in_o those_o affection_n that_o have_v god_n and_o thing_n spiritual_a for_o their_o object_n those_o all_o comprise_v in_o love_n the_o act_n of_o love_n be_v desire_n pag._n 90._o hope_n pag._n 90._o delight_n pag._n 90._o 1._o desire_n be_v abate_v ibid._n abatement_n of_o desire_n express_v in_o two_o thing_n pag._n 92_o q._n how_o a_o man_n may_v know_v when_o god_n be_v his_o end_n pag._n 92_o a._n 1._o consider_v the_o place_n of_o the_o end_n pag._n 93_o 2._o the_o power_n of_o the_o end_n which_o be_v fourfold_a 1._o it_o draw_v to_o it_o ibid._n 2._o it_o rule_v pag._n 95_o 3._o it_o retain_v and_o hold_v the_o heart_n with_o it_o pag._n 97_o 4._o it_o quiet_v the_o heart_n so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v attain_v ibid._n 2._o hope_n be_v weaken_v pag._n 99_o the_o decay_n of_o hope_n be_v 1._o in_o the_o certainty_n of_o it_o ibid._n 2._o in_o the_o act_n of_o it_o desire_v pag._n 101._o expectation_n pag._n 101._o three_o thing_n for_o the_o trial_n of_o these_o ibid._n 3._o in_o the_o efficacy_n of_o it_o express_v in_o four_o precious_a effect_n of_o hope_n pag._n 102_o 3._o delight_n in_o god_n be_v lessen_v pag._n 104_o this_o may_v be_v know_v 1._o by_o forgetfulness_n of_o god_n ibid._n 2._o by_o excessive_a delight_n in_o vanity_n pag._n 105_o 3._o by_o unwillingness_n to_o walk_v with_o god_n note_v in_o five_o thing_n pag._n 106_o 2._o consider_v those_o affection_n that_o have_v for_o their_o object_n sin_n and_o thing_n carnal_a there_o be_v a_o change_n in_o they_o pag._n 109_o 1._o hatred_n of_o sin_n be_v abate_v pag._n 110_o this_o may_v be_v know_v 1._o if_o occasion_n of_o sin_n be_v less_o dislike_v ibid._n 2._o if_o the_o law_n be_v less_o love_v pag._n 111_o 3._o if_o there_o be_v less_o prayer_n against_o sin_n pag._n 112_o 2._o grief_n of_o sin_n be_v lessen_v pag._n 113_o thus_o of_o the_o first_o rule_n to_o judge_v desertion_n chap._n 12._o the_o second_o rule_n to_o judge_v of_o desertion_n 2._o consider_v the_o increase_n
this_o be_v continue_v pag._n 481_o chap._n 36._o 3._o the_o effect_n of_o this_o sad_a condition_n these_o be_v express_v according_a to_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o person_n thus_o deserted_n 1._o as_o they_o be_v sleep_v christian_n and_o they_o be_v 1._o careless_n pag._n 483_o 2._o decline_a in_o affection_n pag._n 484_o 3._o apt_a to_o he_o draw_v to_o evil_a ibid._n 2._o as_o they_o be_v awaken_v in_o these_o there_o be_v different_a working_n 1._o evil_n effect_n as_o 1._o heartless_a complaint_n pag._n 485_o 2._o fruitless_a complaint_n pag._n 486_o 3._o great_a unquietness_n express_v in_o three_o thing_n pag._n 487_o 2._o good_a effect_n as_o 1._o sorrow_n pag._n 490._o 2._o long_v desire_n pag._n 491_o 3._o repentance_n ibid._n 4._o subjection_n pag._n 492_o 4._o the_o cause_n of_o the_o restlessness_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o god_n pag._n 492_o 1._o from_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o subject_n express_v in_o five_o thing_n pag._n 492_o 2._o from_o the_o object_n in_o respect_n of_o 1._o the_o quality_n of_o it_o pag._n 498_o there_o be_v three_o thing_n in_o god_n which_o cause_n the_o wound_n to_o bleed_v much_o ibid._n 2._o the_o relation_n in_o which_o god_n stand_v to_o a_o beleiver_n pag._n 503_o 3._o the_o operation_n of_o god_n pag._n 504_o chap._n 37._o 2._o the_o cause_n for_o which_o god_n deal_v thus_o with_o his_o people_n pag._n 506_o 1._o to_o put_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o heaven_n and_o earth_n ibid._n 2._o in_o judgement_n to_o the_o world_n pag._n 510_o 3._o to_o establish_v the_o godly_a in_o more_o full_a comfort_n pag._n 512_o affliction_n of_o the_o soul_n do_v advantage_n much_o to_o further_a establishment_n four_o reason_n of_o it_o pag._n 513_o 4._o the_o correct_v and_o heal_v of_o some_o evil_n in_o his_o people_n 517._o these_o evil_n be_v 1._o deadness_n and_o dulness_n of_o heart_n ibid._n 2._o fearelesness_n of_o god_n pag._n 519_o 3._o slightness_n of_o heart_n 521._o express_v in_o three_o thing_n ibid._n 4._o live_v too_o much_o upon_o the_o creature_n express_v in_o three_o thing_n pag._n 525_o 5._o intractableness_n and_o stifness_n of_o heart_n pag._n 528_o 6._o rigidness_n and_o unmercifulness_n to_o the_o spiritual_a estate_n of_o other_o pag._n 530_o 7._o some_o great_a transgression_n pag._n 533_o 5._o to_o show_v that_o god_n be_v the_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n pag._n 534_o 6._o to_o revive_v their_o esteem_n of_o mercy_n pag._n 536_o 7._o that_o other_o may_v be_v instruct_v pag._n 538_o 8._o to_o fit_v they_o for_o special_a service_n pag._n 539_o 2._o the_o cure_n of_o this_o sad_a condition_n pag._n 542_o 1._o in_o those_o in_o who_o the_o cause_n be_v natural_a pag._n 543_o 2._o in_o those_o in_o who_o the_o cause_n be_v spiritual_a and_o it_o be_v apply_v 1._o to_o those_o that_o have_v slumber_v and_o drowsy_a spirit_n pag._n 544_o 2._o to_o those_o that_o be_v awaken_v and_o see_v their_o loss_n to_o these_o be_v propound_v 1_o persuasive_n 1_o comfort_n be_v their_o strength_n pag._n 546_o three_o great_a assault_n that_o a_o man_n be_v expose_v unto_o ibid._n 2._o sadness_n do_v much_o hurt_n both_o to_o themselves_o and_o other_o pag._n 549_o 3._o recovery_n be_v possible_a prove_v by_o five_o thing_n pag._n 550_o 2._o directive_n 1._o seek_v the_o father_n in_o the_o son_n pag._n 551_o 2._o seek_v peace_n much_o pag._n 555_o 3._o come_v in_o much_o love_n to_o god_n pag._n 556_o love_n show_v itself_o in_o two_o thing_n pag._n 557_o decemb._n 4._o 1638._o imprimatur_fw-la tho_o wykes_n the_o deserted_n soul_n case_n and_o cure_n chap._n i._o that_o the_o godly_a be_v sometime_o desert_v though_o most_o man_n since_o god_n and_o they_o part_v in_o adam_n live_v without_o god_n in_o the_o world_n eph._n 2.12_o 13._o and_o be_v so_o far_o from_o he_o that_o they_o neither_o enjoy_v he_o nor_o know_v he_o yet_o there_o be_v a_o generation_n of_o man_n who_o god_n have_v make_v nigh_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n with_o who_o he_o have_v renew_v 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towards_o god_n ver_fw-la 1._o we_o rejoice_v in_o hope_n ver_fw-la 2._o and_o not_o only_o so_o but_o we_o glory_n in_o tribulation_n also_o ver_fw-la 3._o 2_o a_o boast_n and_o holy_a vaunt_a of_o heart_n god_n boast_v in_o god_n the_o word_n which_o be_v use_v by_o the_o apostle_n for_o glory_v import_v a_o jet_n or_o strut_a of_o the_o neck_n ceruix_fw-la neck_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ab_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ab_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ceruix_fw-la it_o be_v often_o use_v by_o the_o apostle_n for_o boasting_n as_o 2_o cor._n 9.2_o rom._n 2.17.23_o chap._n 11.18_o 2_o cor._n 10.8_o etc._n etc._n a_o man_n boast_v when_o he_o be_v full_a of_o that_o which_o he_o think_v excellent_a and_o to_o add_v worth_a and_o excellency_n to_o he_o when_o a_o man_n count_v it_o not_o only_a happiness_n but_o honour_n to_o have_v such_o a_o god_n and_o be_v not_o only_o not_o ashamed_a of_o he_o but_o in_o his_o account_n magnify_v by_o he_o when_o he_o be_v able_a to_o hold_v up_o his_o spirit_n against_o the_o proffer_n and_o terror_n of_o the_o world_n and_o do_v profess_v to_o heaven_n and_o earth_n amid_o all_o blasphemy_n jealoufy_v threat_n suffering_n glory_n which_o be_v in_o the_o world_n that_o god_n be_v good_a sufficient_a worthy_a of_o all_o love_n fear_v and_o trust_v i_o say_v when_o the_o heart_n come_v with_o undauntednesse_n and_o full_a contentment_n set_v god_n against_o all_o this_o be_v a_o holy_a boast_n of_o god_n or_o in_o god_n like_o that_o of_o david_n i_o will_v bless_v the_o lord_n at_o all_o time_n his_o praise_n shall_v continual_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n my_o soul_n shall_v make_v she_o boast_v in_o the_o lord_n psal_n 34.2_o in_o god_n we_o boast_v all_o the_o day_n long_o and_o praise_v thy_o name_n for_o ever_o psal_n 44.8_o psal_n 64.10_o chap._n xxxiv_o the_o cause_n and_o root_n of_o comfort_n now_o from_o the_o nature_n of_o spiritual_a comfort_n let_v we_o descend_v to_o the_o cause_n and_o root_n of_o it_o and_o that_o we_o may_v not_o run_v too_o large_a a_o compass_n we_o will_v confine_v ourselves_o to_o the_o cause_n 1_o efficient_a god_n first_o cause_n efficient_a god_n 2_o material_a the_o efficient_a cause_n be_v various_a but_o we_o will_v only_o pitch_v upon_o the_o principal_a work_a cause_n which_o be_v god_n who_o be_v call_v the_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n 2_o cor._n 1.3_o dom._n 1.3_o patrem_fw-la dicens_fw-la non_fw-la unius_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la tantum_fw-la sed_fw-la misericordiarum_fw-la &_o deum_fw-la non_fw-la unius_fw-la sed_fw-la totius_fw-la consolationis_fw-la qui_fw-la consolatur_fw-la nos_fw-la non_fw-la modo_fw-la in_o hac_fw-la vel_fw-la ill_a 1._o sed_fw-la in_o omâ—i_fw-la tribulatione_fw-la etc._n etc._n bern._n serm._n 5._o the_o natal_a dom._n here_o brief_o two_o thing_n 1_o that_o it_o be_v of_o god_n 2_o how_o wrought_v by_o god_n 1_o that_o comfort_n be_v of_o god_n this_o appear_v thus_o 1_o suppose_v a_o man_n dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n here_o be_v require_v the_o same_o power_n to_o give_v comfort_n which_o be_v to_o give_v life_n 2_o suppose_v one_o trouble_v in_o spirit_n vex_v with_o fear_n here_o no_o less_o power_n can_v comfort_v then_o the_o power_n of_o god_n for_o comfort_v in_o this_o case_n be_v a_o act_n of_o supremacy_n as_o in_o a_o civil_a state_n none_o can_v take_v off_o chain_n of_o imprisonment_n but_o he_o that_o put_v they_o on_o all_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n can_v loose_v he_o who_o god_n have_v bind_v though_o all_o shall_v speak_v well_o yet_o if_o god_n frown_n chide_v smite_v condemn_v this_o prevail_v because_o he_o be_v supreme_a nothing_o can_v comfort_v but_o to_o have_v what_o god_n only_o can_v give_v as_o pardon_v of_o sin_n deliverance_n from_o hell_n etc._n etc._n and_o to_o know_v what_o god_n only_o can_v reveal_v as_o whether_o sin_n be_v pardon_v god_n reconcile_v etc._n etc._n these_o thing_n god_n only_o know_v and_o none_o can_v know_v they_o but_o those_o to_o who_o he_o reveal_v they_o and_o far_o when_o god_n afflict_v he_o do_v it_o for_o a_o end_n till_o that_o be_v compass_v the_o soul_n lie_v in_o the_o deep_n grief_n and_o fear_n be_v to_o bring_v in_o the_o heart_n to_o christ_n therefore_o none_o but_o he_o can_v take_v it_o off_o who_o be_v set_v to_o be_v the_o physician_n to_o cure_v the_o sore_n and_o wound_n of_o a_o break_a spirit_n and_o there_o be_v in_o the_o soul_n when_o god_n shake_v it_o with_o his_o power_n a_o disposition_n so_o set_v towards_o he_o that_o nothing_o can_v satisfy_v the_o soul_n but_o his_o favour_n 3_o consider_v what_o comfort_n be_v it_o be_v a_o strength_n or_o satisfaction_n of_o spirit_n that_o than_o which_o comfort_v must_v be_v proportionable_a to_o or_o exceed_v that_o which_o may_v cause_v grief_n or_o trouble_n now_o if_o a_o man_n be_v
3_o this_o testimony_n be_v holy_a holy_a formal_o original_o effective_o it_o make_v holy_a more_o humble_a more_o contrite_a more_o watchful_a more_o zealous_a more_o thankful_a etc._n etc._n that_o assurance_n which_o breed_v vanity_n contempt_n of_o ordinance_n neglect_v of_o duty_n security_n in_o sin_n be_v deceitful_a and_o abominable_a thus_o of_o the_o efficient_a cause_n comfort_n the_o matter_n of_o comfort_n now_o the_o matter_n of_o spiritual_a comfort_n follow_v that_o which_o be_v comfortable_a must_v be_v such_o as_o can_v in_o some_o measure_n satisfy_v and_o fill_v the_o desire_n and_o appetite_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o so_o long_o as_o desire_n be_v hold_v from_o her_o object_n there_o be_v a_o unrest_n and_o unquietness_n in_o the_o heart_n there_o will_v be_v a_o whine_a and_o cry_v of_o spirit_n there_o be_v pain_n in_o hunger_n &_o grief_n in_o want_n now_o as_o desire_n be_v a_o extension_n or_o reach_v of_o the_o soul_n after_o something_o futable_a so_o it_o be_v not_o satisfy_v but_o 1_o either_o by_o possession_n of_o the_o thing_n 2_o or_o by_o hope_n and_o expectation_n so_o that_o the_o proper_a object_n of_o spiritual_a comfort_n be_v 1_o thing_n spiritual_a give_v to_o we_o and_o receive_v by_o we_o here_o as_o the_o light_n of_o god_n countenance_n the_o quickning_n of_o his_o spirit_n subdue_a of_o lust_n success_n in_o our_o prayer_n taste_v of_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n 2_o thing_n promise_v as_o in_o the_o former_a desire_n be_v turn_v into_o joy_n and_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o desire_n become_v a_o tree_n of_o life_n prov._n 13.12_o so_o here_o it_o become_v hope_n and_o this_o hope_n give_v comfort_n it_o be_v the_o anchor_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o best_a cure_n of_o sorrow_n in_o the_o want_n of_o thing_n future_a 〈◊〉_d future_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d naz._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d we_o be_v save_v by_o hope_n rom._n 8.24_o the_o main_a thing_n of_o our_o life_n and_o happiness_n for_o eternity_n be_v we_o only_o in_o the_o promise_n pat_o promise_n hoc_fw-la ipsum_fw-la quod_fw-la christiani_n sumus_fw-la spei_fw-la est_fw-la cypr._n the_o boh_o pat_o concern_v these_o thing_n note_n 1_o that_o the_o promise_n give_v as_o strong_a comfort_n to_o faith_n as_o thing_n present_v to_o sense_n yea_o great_a for_o 1_o the_o thing_n to_o come_v be_v great_a 2_o more_o permanent_a 1_o cor._n 13._o 3_o sure_a alex._n sure_a fidelis_n futura_fw-la veluti_fw-la praesentia_fw-la possidet_fw-la &_o magis_fw-la ea_fw-la adesse_fw-la putat_fw-la quam_fw-la praesentia_fw-la clem._n alex._n so_o that_o faith_n make_v they_o as_o present_v heb._n 11.1_o 2_o the_o soul_n may_v have_v the_o comfort_n of_o hope_n yet_o lose_v that_o of_o sense_n it_o may_v find_v the_o way_n sad_a when_o it_o believe_v the_o end_n will_v be_v sweet_a 3_o if_o a_o man_n lose_v the_o life_n and_o comfort_n of_o hope_n he_o lose_v the_o comfort_n of_o sense_n his_o way_n will_v be_v sad_a who_o be_v afflict_v about_o his_o end_n 4_o according_a to_o the_o strength_n of_o faith_n and_o hope_n claim_v comfort_n be_v advance_v when_o hope_n fluctuate_v and_o look_v for_o eternal_a life_n only_o as_o possible_a or_o probable_a then_o comfort_v also_o be_v unstable_a and_o weak_a but_o when_o it_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o certain_o future_a than_o the_o heart_n have_v a_o full_a rest_n now_o have_v see_v the_o nature_n and_o cause_n lose_v comfort_n may_v be_v lose_v let_v we_o come_v to_o the_o defectibility_n of_o comfort_n it_o may_v be_v lose_v the_o tenure_n of_o grace_n and_o peace_n be_v not_o the_o same_o in_o point_n of_o comfort_n we_o be_v but_o tenant_n at_o will_n and_o may_v in_o a_o moment_n be_v turn_v out_o of_o a_o heaven_n upon_o earth_n into_o a_o hell_n upon_o earth_n comfort_n be_v not_o of_o the_o be_v but_o well_o be_v of_o the_o saint_n it_o be_v rather_o a_o reward_n than_o grace_n and_o belong_v rather_o to_o glorification_n than_o sanctification_n not_o joy_n make_v a_o christian_n but_o grace_n as_o it_o be_v the_o light_n not_o the_o warmth_n of_o the_o sun_n that_o make_v day_n so_o that_o this_o may_v fail_v 1._o god_n may_v suspend_v his_o testimony_n or_o 2._o he_o may_v let_v in_o satan_n to_o afflict_v or_o 3._o hide_v himself_o and_o not_o meet_v they_o in_o approach_n to_o he_o in_o combat_n for_o he_o etc._n etc._n i_o must_v cut_v myself_o short_a here_o for_o i_o see_v the_o book_n swell_v big_a than_o i_o desire_v let_v this_o therefore_o suffice_v for_o entrance_n into_o the_o business_n itself_o chap._n xxxv_o of_o the_o state_n and_o degree_n of_o this_o sad_a condition_n now_o i_o come_v to_o the_o sad_a state_n of_o the_o soul_n want_v the_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n god_n withdraw_v himself_o in_o respect_n of_o that_o gracious_a effusion_n of_o his_o mercy_n and_o manifestation_n of_o his_o love_n to_o the_o soul_n shut_v up_o those_o sweet_a stream_n of_o refreshment_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o flow_v here_o i_o will_v speak_v of_o 1_o the_o case_n 2_o the_o cure_n the_o state_n of_o a_o desert_a and_o disconsolate_a soul_n require_v to_o consider_v of_o 1_o the_o nature_n of_o it_o 2_o degree_n of_o it_o 3_o effect_n of_o it_o 4_o cause_n of_o it_o first_o then_o let_v we_o see_v what_o it_o be_v it_o be_v a_o eminent_a and_o abide_a uncomfortablenesse_n of_o heart_n towards_o god_n or_o a_o loss_n of_o that_o comfort_n which_o the_o soul_n be_v wont_a to_o have_v in_o god_n 1_o it_o be_v a_o loss_n of_o comfort_n in_o god_n a_o man_n may_v have_v much_o unquietness_n god_n it_o be_v a_o loss_n of_o comfort_n towards_o god_n and_o yet_o not_o be_v in_o this_o case_n we_o speak_v of_o discomfort_n except_o the_o object_n of_o it_o be_v god_n displeasure_n or_o departure_n make_v not_o a_o desert_a case_n a_o man_n may_v be_v afflict_v in_o his_o spirit_n many_o way_n yet_o god_n wont_a presence_n may_v continue_v as_o the_o conscience_n of_o some_o sin_n may_v cause_v much_o sadness_n and_o mourning_n either_o some_o sin_n stir_v or_o some_o sin_n act_v may_v much_o afflict_v but_o trouble_v of_o reluctance_n or_o sorrow_n of_o repentance_n be_v there_o and_o will_v be_v there_o where_o god_n be_v most_o present_a paul_n be_v a_o pattern_n in_o the_o first_o roman_n 7._o and_o david_n in_o the_o other_o psal_n 51._o the_o sin_n of_o other_o may_v disquiet_v river_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o my_o eye_n because_o man_n keep_v not_o thy_o law_n psal_n 119._o lot_z ezra_n all_o that_o have_v most_o of_o god_n have_v most_o of_o these_o sorrow_n and_o these_o sorrow_n be_v no_o misery_n but_o mercy_n there_o be_v much_o sweetness_n in_o this_o temper_n the_o trouble_n of_o the_o church_n may_v in_o a_o way_n of_o compassion_n and_o sympathy_n afflict_v yea_o outward_a affliction_n may_v in_o a_o natural_a way_n pain_n the_o spirit_n for_o a_o time_n and_o the_o soul_n may_v mourn_v because_o of_o its_o deficiency_n and_o poverty_n want_v that_o completeness_n of_o holiness_n which_o it_o desire_v aquin_n desire_v non_fw-mi perfect_v de_fw-fr aliquo_fw-la gaudet_fw-la cvi_fw-la non_fw-la sufficit_fw-la aquin_n though_o present_a degree_n of_o grace_n be_v sweet_a yea_o because_o sweet_a the_o soul_n be_v not_o content_v be_v in_o a_o state_n of_o want_n it_o will_v be_v in_o motion_n till_o it_o attain_v the_o fullness_n philip._n 3.12_o but_o desertion_n import_v a_o loss_n of_o comfort_n in_o god_n 2_o it_o be_v a_o loss_n of_o usual_a comfort_n as_o the_o former_a kind_n of_o desertion_n be_v a_o loss_n of_o usual_a quickning_n comfort_n a_o loss_n of_o usual_a comfort_n so_o this_o be_v a_o loss_n of_o usual_a quietness_n and_o as_o there_o be_v season_n in_o which_o god_n give_v more_o of_o himself_o in_o way_n of_o quicken_a than_o he_o will_v constant_o continue_v so_o he_o give_v comfort_n sometime_o in_o such_o fullness_n as_o shall_v not_o always_o abide_v comfort_n not_o of_o extraordinary_a comfort_n every_o day_n be_v not_o a_o feast_a day_n paul_n be_v take_v up_o into_o the_o three_o heaven_n but_o he_o come_v down_o again_o the_o sun_n do_v not_o always_o shine_v in_o a_o equal_a lustre_n god_n sometime_o give_v coruscation_n of_o glory_n but_o like_o lightning_n they_o shut_v in_o again_o as_o a_o father_n sometime_o send_v for_o his_o son_n from_o school_n and_o make_v merry_a with_o they_o at_o home_n but_o these_o play_v time_n come_v not_o every_o day_n they_o must_v to_o school_v again_o and_o live_v under_o tutor_n and_o governor_n till_o they_o come_v to_o full_a age_n god_n open_v himself_o much_o at_o some_o time_n 1_o in_o special_a approach_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o he_o than_o a_o man_n see_v and_o taste_v such_o thing_n that_o he_o be_v loath_a to_o depart_v but_o these_o comfort_n though_o
1._o sleep_v 2_o awaken_v first_o for_o the_o sleep_a christian_a soul_n first_o in_o the_o sleep_a soul_n when_o he_o fall_v from_o a_o comfortable_a enjoyment_n of_o god_n as_o he_o be_v senseless_a in_o a_o great_a measure_n so_o he_o be_v 1_o careless_a he_o set_v not_o himself_o to_o regain_v his_o lose_a friend_n but_o lie_v bind_v in_o chain_n of_o sloth_n and_o sleep_n as_o it_o be_v suppose_v david_n do_v till_o nathan_n come_v to_o he_o to_o rouse_v he_o out_o of_o that_o slumber_a state_n it_o be_v strange_a to_o consider_v how_o far_o a_o live_a man_n may_v be_v overtake_v with_o fit_n of_o deadness_n and_o how_o he_o may_v be_v so_o infatuate_v that_o he_o may_v be_v rob_v of_o his_o comfort_n as_o samson_n be_v of_o his_o strength_n when_o he_o be_v asleep_a 2_o decline_a in_o affection_n and_o vigour_n of_o a_o holy_a walk_n with_o god_n he_o now_o be_v hardly_o draw_v to_o he_o and_o soon_o draw_v from_o he_o he_o come_v unwilling_o and_o abide_v with_o he_o uncheareful_o he_o come_v slow_o and_o go_v quick_o have_v lose_v his_o first_o love_n he_o hang_v the_o wing_n and_o flag_n in_o duty_n 3_o aptness_n to_o be_v draw_v to_o evil_a have_v lose_v his_o comfort_n and_o his_o ancient_a vigour_n he_o be_v easy_o persuade_v to_o start_v from_o god_n god_n lie_v low_a in_o his_o affection_n which_o be_v the_o bond_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o be_v cool_v in_o love_n he_o be_v more_o easy_o overcome_v while_o the_o soul_n be_v delight_v in_o god_n it_o easy_o contemn_v all_o vain_a delight_n but_o now_o it_o become_v a_o prey_n to_o satan_n in_o his_o tentation_n solomon_n fall_v strange_o when_o he_o fall_v from_o god_n the_o heart_n will_v pitch_v upon_o something_o and_o if_o it_o have_v not_o its_o contentment_n in_o god_n it_o will_v hunt_v for_o it_o in_o the_o world_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o many_o descend_v from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n and_o fall_v from_o a_o glorious_a height_n of_o comfort_n in_o and_o from_o god_n to_o a_o worldly_a and_o sensual_a condition_n feed_v upon_o vanity_n and_o fill_v themselves_o with_o the_o creature_n so_o that_o their_o life_n be_v but_o a_o diversion_n to_o present_a contentment_n now_o from_o these_o dull_a and_o sleep_a person_n awaken_v in_o the_o awaken_v we_o come_v next_o to_o such_o as_o be_v awaken_v to_o view_v what_o operation_n this_o mournful_a state_n have_v in_o they_o among_o these_o there_o be_v different_a working_n evil_a good_n first_o of_o the_o evil_a effect_n or_o consequent_n effect_n evil_n effect_n 1_o heartless_a complaint_n this_o be_v find_v in_o some_o complaint_n heartless_a complaint_n who_o though_o they_o be_v in_o a_o degree_n sensible_a of_o their_o loss_n yet_o be_v not_o sensible_a enough_o so_o that_o though_o they_o complain_v and_o grieve_v yet_o their_o sorrow_n be_v not_o deep_a enough_o they_o feel_v a_o burden_n upon_o their_o spirit_n but_o they_o can_v bear_v it_o the_o heart_n be_v affect_v but_o not_o afflict_v 2_o a_o fruitless_a complaint_n fruitless_a fruitless_a some_o be_v of_o a_o whine_a temper_n apt_a to_o fill_v the_o ear_n of_o all_o their_o familiar_n with_o sad_a relation_n of_o their_o mournful_a case_n but_o there_o be_v little_a else_o to_o be_v find_v beside_o complaint_n the_o soul_n humble_v not_o himself_o before_o god_n nor_o contend_v in_o prayer_n nor_o strive_v by_o the_o ordinance_n and_o holy_a walk_v to_o find_v what_o it_o have_v lose_v these_o man_n be_v like_o the_o sick_a man_n who_o lie_v grieve_v himself_o but_o no_o way_n seek_v in_o earnest_a to_o help_v himself_o or_o like_o issachar_n crouch_v under_o his_o burden_n such_o spirit_n as_o these_o be_v of_o a_o stubborn_a temper_n and_o they_o have_v cause_n to_o expect_v such_o multiply_a uncomfortablenesse_n as_o shall_v enforce_v they_o to_o seek_v after_o god_n with_o more_o seriousness_n and_o strength_n david_n stick_v and_o come_v not_o off_o to_o a_o full_a endeavour_n of_o reconcilement_n with_o god_n till_o night_n and_o day_n the_o hand_n of_o god_n be_v heavy_a upon_o he_o so_o that_o his_o moi_fw-fr stur_z be_v turn_v into_o the_o drought_n of_o summer_n psal_n 32.4_o 3_o great_a unquietness_n 2._o unquietness_n afflictuâ—_n vitam_fw-la in_o tenebris_fw-la luctuque_fw-la trahebam_fw-la virg_n aenead_n 2._o unquietness_n great_a unquietness_n in_o some_o the_o apprehension_n of_o loss_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n and_o sight_n of_o his_o displeasure_n work_v to_o the_o height_n indeed_o yea_o so_o far_o that_o it_o work_v a_o fever_n or_o rather_o a_o frenzy_n in_o the_o soul_n 1_o hard_a thought_n of_o god_n as_o if_o god_n be_v implacable_o incense_v and_o so_o depart_v god_n hard_a thought_n of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v never_o more_o return_v that_o he_o have_v forget_v to_o be_v gracious_a and_o have_v shut_v up_o his_o mercy_n for_o ever_o so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n he_o will_v not_o hear_v my_o prayer_n he_o have_v pass_v a_o doom_n upon_o i_o and_o it_o must_v stand_v he_o be_v in_o one_o mind_n and_o who_o can_v turn_v he_o and_o what_o his_o soul_n desire_v even_o that_o he_o do_v &_o he_o perform_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v appoint_v for_o i_o therefore_o be_o i_o trouble_v at_o his_o presence_n when_o i_o consider_v i_o be_o afraid_a of_o he_o for_o god_n make_v my_o heart_n soft_a and_o the_o almighty_a trouble_v i_o job_n 23.13_o sadness_n and_o fear_n cloud_v the_o understanding_n and_o cause_v monstrous_a apprehension_n antioch_n apprehension_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d chrys_n hom_n 2._o ad_fw-la antioch_n 2_o hard_a thought_n of_o themselves_o reflect_v upon_o the_o time_n pass_v as_o on_o a_o course_n of_o hypocrisy_n themselves_o of_o themselves_o upon_o the_o time_n present_a as_o a_o state_n of_o death_n and_o look_v upon_o the_o future_a as_o without_o hope_n my_o sin_n be_v so_o mighty_a that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v subdue_v and_o so_o many_o that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v pardon_v god_n can_v show_v mercy_n to_o i_o i_o shall_v sure_o die_v i_o be_o count_v with_o they_o that_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n free_a among_o the_o dead_a like_o the_o slay_v that_o lie_n in_o the_o grave_n who_o thou_o remember_v no_o more_o and_o they_o be_v cut_v off_o by_o thy_o hand_n psal_n 88.4_o 5._o thou_o have_v remove_v my_o soul_n far_o from_o peace_n and_o i_o forget_v prosperity_n and_o i_o say_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n passion_n dreadful_a passion_n lamentat_fw-la 3.17_o 18._o 3_o dreadful_a passion_n as_o tremble_n and_o shake_n fear_v come_v upon_o i_o and_o tremble_a which_o make_v all_o my_o bone_n to_o shake_v job_n 4.14_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n stand_v up_o virg._n up_o id_fw-la propterea_fw-la fit_a quod_fw-la inâ—rorsum_fw-la refugiunt_fw-la spiritus_fw-la cutemque_fw-la destituunt_fw-la becm_n de_fw-fr orig_n ling._n lâ—t_n obstuâ—ui_fw-la ste_v â—erantque_fw-la come_v virg._n vers_n 15._o mark_v i_o and_o be_v astonish_v when_o i_o remember_v i_o be_o afraid_a and_o tremble_a take_v hold_v of_o my_o flesh_n job_n 21.5_o 6._o sometime_o also_o roar_n be_v hear_v from_o these_o man_n my_o bone_n wax_v old_a through_o my_o roar_v all_o the_o day_n long_o psal_n 32.3_o my_o sigh_v come_v before_o i_o eat_v and_o my_o roar_n be_v pour_v out_o like_o the_o water_n job_n 3.24_o yea_o so_o great_a be_v the_o anguish_n that_o oftentimes_o the_o body_n be_v waste_v i_o be_o as_o a_o man_n that_o have_v no_o strength_n psal_n 88.4_o 4._o 88.4_o animi_fw-la aegriâ—udo_fw-la morbus_fw-la potentissimus_fw-la animi_fw-la dolour_n corporis_fw-la languorem_fw-la parit_fw-la comicus_fw-la with_fw-mi aquin._n 1.2_o q._n 3â—_n a._n 4._o yea_o sometime_o they_o be_v tire_v and_o weary_a of_o themselves_o and_o of_o life_n my_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o my_o life_n job_n 10.1_o wherefore_o be_v life_n give_v to_o he_o that_o be_v in_o misery_n and_o light_n unto_o the_o bitter_a in_o soul_n which_o long_o for_o death_n but_o it_o come_v not_o and_o dig_v for_o it_o more_o than_o for_o hide_a treasure_n which_o rejoice_v exceed_o and_o be_v glad_a when_o they_o can_v find_v the_o grave_n why_o be_v life_n give_v to_o a_o man_n who_o way_n be_v bid_v and_o who_o god_n have_v hedge_v up_o job_n 3.20_o 21_o 22_o 23._o in_o a_o word_n they_o think_v they_o can_v never_o complain_v enough_o they_o account_v their_o misery_n beyond_o all_o word_n oh_o that_o my_o grief_n be_v thorough_o weigh_v and_o my_o calamity_n lay_v in_o the_o balance_n together_o for_o now_o it_o will_v be_v heavy_a than_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n therefore_o my_o word_n be_v swallow_v up_o or_o i_o want_v word_n to_o express_v my_o grief_n for_o the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v with_o i_o the_o poison_n whereof_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n the_o
terror_n of_o god_n do_v set_v themselves_o in_o array_n against_o i_o job_n 6.2_o 3_o 4._o and_o when_o the_o soul_n have_v exceed_v all_o eloquence_n and_o past_a almost_o all_o humane_a bound_n of_o language_n and_o expression_n it_o be_v not_o satisfy_v but_o think_v it_o fall_v exceed_o short_a of_o utter_v her_o misery_n my_o stroke_n be_v heavy_a than_o my_o groan_n job_n 23.2_o but_o all_o this_o be_v not_o a_o right_a carriage_n of_o the_o spirit_n such_o passion_n will_v befit_v such_o as_o have_v a_o god_n without_o mercy_n and_o distress_n without_o a_o promise_n and_o without_o a_o redeemer_n faith_n be_v suspend_v when_o these_o clamour_n be_v hear_v and_o the_o soul_n forget_v the_o freeness_n and_o fullness_n of_o grace_n when_o it_o be_v thus_o transport_v out_o of_o itself_o and_o from_o its_o hope_n second_o effect_n good_a effect_n the_o good_a effect_n of_o such_o uncomfortable_a eclipse_n of_o god_n favour_n and_o presence_n follow_v which_o be_v 1_o sorrow_n great_a sorrow_n thou_o hidst_v thy_o face_n and_o i_o be_v trouble_v sorrow_n sorrow_n psal_n 30.6_o the_o heart_n shall_v not_o yea_o if_o it_o be_v in_o due_a temper_n can_v rest_v without_o god_n his_o absence_n be_v worthy_a to_o be_v lament_v who_o presence_n be_v most_o worthy_a to_o be_v prize_v 2_o long_v desire_n of_o god_n gracious_a return_n god_n desire_v after_o god_n the_o soul_n think_v delay_n grievous_a beda_n grievous_a etiam_fw-la celeritas_fw-la in_o desiderio_fw-la est_fw-la mora_fw-la p._n sylli_n desideranti_fw-la invisa_fw-la est_fw-la quaevis_fw-la mora_fw-la desiderium_fw-la acuit_fw-la absentis_fw-la vicinitas_fw-la post_fw-la spem_fw-la omne_fw-la desiderium_fw-la impatientissimum_fw-la est_fw-la quamdiu_fw-la differtur_fw-la spes_fw-la aeternorum_fw-la affligitur_fw-la anima_fw-la fidelium_fw-la i.e._n vel_fw-la pro_fw-la dilatione_fw-la bonorum_fw-la quae_fw-la amat_fw-la velpro_fw-la illulion_n malorum_fw-la quae_fw-la tolerat_fw-la beda_n hope_v defer_v make_v the_o heart_n sick_a prov._n 13.12_o the_o church_n say_v she_o be_v sick_a of_o love_n cant._n 5.8_o the_o heart_n that_o have_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o god_n sweet_a presence_n can_v be_v satisfy_v without_o he_o but_o count_v all_o thing_n nothing_o till_o it_o regain_v he_o who_o be_v to_o she_o as_o the_o sun_n to_o the_o world_n and_o the_o soul_n to_o the_o body_n 3_o repentance_n and_o humble_v of_o soul_n repentance_n repentance_n it_o seek_v what_o unhappy_a and_o accurse_a thing_n have_v raise_v this_o cloud_n betwixt_o god_n and_o she_o and_o fall_v down_o at_o his_o foot_n confess_v weep_a and_o beg_v his_o favour_n in_o jesus_n christ_n willing_o grieve_v and_o ashamed_a it_o count_v not_o this_o sorrow_n bitterness_n but_o have_v some_o sweetness_n in_o it_o israel_n it_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d arist_n rhet._n lachryma_fw-la animae_fw-la amarae_fw-la &_o dulces_fw-la sunt_fw-la amarae_fw-la propter_fw-la absentiam_fw-la boni_fw-la dulces_fw-la propter_fw-la certitudinem_fw-la inveniendi_fw-la etc._n etc._n savanarol_n med_a in_o psal_n qui_fw-la regis_fw-la israel_n 4_o subjection_n to_o all_o condition_n of_o agreement_n it_o say_v subjection_n subjection_n lord_n impose_v demand_v what_o thou_o will_v i_o count_v nothing_o too_o dear_a for_o thou_o i_o count_v the_o gain_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n loss_n for_o thou_o and_o will_v deny_v myself_o for_o thou_o if_o my_o heart_n draw_v back_o draw_v it_o on_o to_o thou_o as_o far_o as_o i_o be_o able_a to_o sacrifice_v myself_o to_o thou_o i_o do_v it_o thus_o the_o soul_n set_v on_o towards_o god_n inquire_v for_o he_o in_o all_o mean_n will_v not_o be_v put_v off_o it_o fall_v not_o by_o despair_n or_o sleep_v in_o sloth_n but_o faith_n hold_v up_o hope_n and_o hope_n keep_v up_o endeavour_n and_o it_o can_v be_v quiet_a without_o god_n there_o be_v two_o main_a cause_n of_o the_o restlessenesse_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o god_n case_n cause_n why_o the_o soul_n can_v be_v quiet_a in_o this_o case_n first_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o subject_n 1_o tender_a the_o soul_n but_o especial_o in_o a_o believer_n subject_n from_o the_o subject_n when_o he_o be_v in_o a_o live_a state_n be_v very_o sensible_a of_o any_o evil_n especial_o of_o the_o great_a evil_n tender_a tender_a a_o man_n sorrow_n be_v as_o his_o sight_n be_v therefore_o where_o he_o see_v god_n and_o have_v a_o knowledge_n of_o he_o in_o his_o excellency_n the_o loss_n of_o he_o be_v grievous_a sen._n grievous_a summi_fw-la deloris_fw-la causa_fw-la summum_fw-la gaudium_fw-la est_fw-la sen._n all_o evil_n on_o the_o body_n be_v but_o as_o the_o rend_n of_o the_o garment_n but_o grief_n in_o the_o soul_n be_v as_o the_o tear_n of_o the_o flesh_n a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v prov._n 18.14_o outward_a evil_n be_v but_o as_o the_o break_n of_o the_o outwork_n all_o sense_n in_o the_o body_n be_v from_o the_o soul_n therefore_o the_o soul_n must_v needs_o be_v most_o sensible_a 2._o it_o be_v spiritual_a spiritual_a 2._o spiritual_a if_o the_o body_n be_v in_o misery_n external_a thing_n may_v help_v in_o sickness_n physic_n 2._o physic_n omnes_fw-la humanos_fw-la sanat_fw-la medicina_fw-la dolores_fw-la propert._n eleg._n l._n 2._o in_o want_n relief_n in_o famine_n bread_n etc._n etc._n but_o when_o the_o soul_n be_v in_o distress_n all_o the_o world_n be_v but_o like_o a_o great_a cipher_n it_o amount_v to_o nothing_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v but_o as_o a_o shadow_n nothing_o but_o god_n can_v quiet_v 23._o quiet_v tranquillus_n deus_fw-la tranquillat_fw-la omne_fw-la &_o quietum_fw-la aspicere_fw-la quiescere_fw-la est_fw-la bern._n in_o cant._n 23._o as_o the_o body_n be_v not_o satisfy_v with_o thing_n spiritual_a so_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o content_v with_o thing_n corporal_a there_o must_v be_v a_o fitness_n in_o the_o object_n else_o it_o move_v not_o as_o the_o ear_n be_v not_o please_v with_o light_n and_o colour_n nor_o the_o eye_n with_o sound_n the_o 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